#this fucking song is making me emotional man
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I keep seeing posts, reels, twite, etc... about Ithaca Saga, especially about 'Hold Them Down' that say Jorge is Romanticising the rape (sorry i couldn't censor this bc everyone knows what im talking about) theme, and I am about to lose my mind.
Yes the song is catchy and the artists are doing a fantastic job singing the song. And because the song sounds like it is about rape (I am going to explain, I am in no way saying in the song suitors werent talking about it, gimme a moment) it disturbs people. They know the song is good but the characters are fucking terrible. What they're saying is disgusting. That causes the listener to short circuit, makes them do a double take. It is fucking art.
"Art should comfort the disturbed and disturb the comfortable."
If the song was just consinstent of ugly noises you would just listen to it and go: "Yeah, this is fucking terrible." You would not think about it no more. Some pople might even pass the song, not even listen it. The way the Epic Crew made this song makes you really get into it and then makes you freeze. How am I enjoying this, this is fucking horrible. How could they say that?
That's the rape culture you idiots! Like the rapists (in theory) will talk about it in such a way, ignorant people will be like: "Yeah man, you're right. She shouldn't have worn that/got drunk/say that/been so unclear(and a bunch of other bullshit)."
Antinous is, just like his kind, HITLER.
I know you're saying: "FUCKING WHAT?!" Let me explain.
He's a Nazi, he talks in such a way he organizes people around him to do terrible thing. I'm not saying the rest of the suitors, and nazis, were good people but unluckily stupid. I'm just saying they were terrible and stupid. What did they think would happen? Would 108 suitors become a super Saiyan and become a king together? Those brainless motherfuckers were just doing Antinous's bidding. Because he was a little smarter than them and he knew how to use them to get what he wanted. He is a leader, he is a terrible person, he knew how to talk, he managed to unionize all of the other suitors to do disgusting, unhumane things, and he got what he deserved if you ask me.
That is why this song represents him so well. He makes what he says sounds good and if we weren't better people- if we weren't people at all but fucking monsters- we would fall for his schemes too. But we aren't, and I am honestly so happy that people are so mindful of this kind of media, because it is so easy to misunderstand it, and someone whithout many brain cells could take this in the wrong way- that the people are starting to like the thing that they do- but we don't.
Because this song is about a man, who is able to make his inhumane ideas look good. The song shows how that can be used as a weapon and how it is so dangerous.
(Although it is true that this song might just trigger people, and that makes me so fucking upset. I also am sorry if I accidently triggered you in this post, i truly am. I just wanted to explain what i think is right about these songs and about the people who produce them.)
I am not sure if i managed to convert my emotions right but I hope you understand that I am never defending rape but the way Jorge decided to represent it in his media.
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Pikmin is one of the most series of all time. Stranded alone on a mysterious alien planet (clearly a far future Earth), tiny alien astronauts must rely on the Pikmin to survive, little plant-based creatures with a strong hive based, cooperative mentality.
And it's a really cute game. Adorable and sweet.
But also it's a game where Pikmin will die and die and die. They'll be eaten by bigger creatures. They'll drown. Be burned. Exploded. Electrocuted.
It's a real time strategy game about multi-tasking, and delegating tasks to your Pikmin to accomplish many tasks under a time limit. Perfect runs of minimum number of days are hard. And harder still - almost impossible - is clearing the game without losing Pikmin.
They'll die. You'll lose them. It's inevitable, really.
And yet, despite this. They do not begrudge you one bit. Pikmin are naturally cooperative, and work in groups to complete tasks. They're just happy to have a leader who can delegate, and they know, they know that you never meant for any of the losses.
They'll still love you forever, because you're doing your best. They'll always sing their Song of Love.
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For the boys who cry. (Me).
I'M A REAL BOY BOY AND I CRY
I LOVE MYSELF AND I WANT TO TRY
(Lyrics from Samaritans by Idles)
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#forcemasc#eh im hesitant to even put it in tags cuz my hearts rlly not in it today but#my positive masculine affirmations i usually categorise alongside my more forceful forcemasc#so its ok i think. enjoy. and know its ok to cry and be emotional. shits rough sometimes#be a better man than our dads were eh? im always striving for that#this song very much is one i relate to as someone who bought into toxic ideals to try and be me#and then am slowly having to relearn what being a man can be to me without buying into the toxicity that poisons the male role models in my#life. cuz i dont wanna be my dad or step dad lol. n theyre the types who've said this shit to me bout manning up growing balls#and it feels even more rebellious masculine and powerful to me to spit in that and go no fuck you. im a real man and i cry#and it doesnt make me any less of a man or less tough or hard#or less able to partake in hard masculine spaces and aesthetics#i can be a man who cries AND a man who can leave a bootprint on your face to remind you where you belong hah#thats part of whats nice abt forcemasc is a kink space where you CAN delve into harder more brutal things while compartmentalising#that thought process seperately from yr non-kink worldview of emotional regulation and emotional health! or whatever idk lol
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sobbing over this new chase atlantic album!!!!!!!!!!!!
#she says as she’s on the first fucking song LMFAOOOOOO#favela is just so good already like what a great opener#fucking banger man#god i sound like a frat boy LMAO#omg i’m so in love with it already tho#i loved beauty in death but it was SO depressing#like absolute art of course but i could only listen to it at very specific times or else it would make me SO sad#it’s imbued with a ton of emotion#and that makes sense given when they wrote it and when it was released#so its really fun to see them return to music that’s a little more fun and a little lighter#god there truly is no one in the industry doing it like them#also i’ve got such a raging crush on mitchel cave its actually fucking insane#i just think he’s so talented and like#talent is the sexiest thing to me ever ever ever#also his voice is sexy and as u all KNOW i’ve also got a fucking RAGING voice kink#anyway <3 already in love#can’t wait to hear the rest!!!!!#clari chatters
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What the fuck did I just witness
#I'm NOT an easy person to make emotional but..#The fucking ROCKS.#“I'm gonna get you!”#THEN FALLING OFF THE CLIFF?#had me in tears man#First time I've cried in YEARS bc of this God damn movie holy shit#They had NO RIGHT to have mitski sing a song at the end#I only cried harder and then had an allergy attack after that#everything everywhere all at once
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i read part of the first chapter of sea glass gardens a while ago but decided to come back once I knew more about the characters and world building of jjk. Anyways and I watched jjk 0 and your telling me he actually blew up the school with the power of love??? Like full on textually the power of love??? He straight up used the power of love to nuke Geto and subsequently the school??? Are you kidding me?? I'm losing my mind. What the fuck
my boy has powerful love within him and also incredible and indiscriminate violence. what more could you want from a character.
#it never once occurred to me that people thought I was joking about the power of love#like I was aware that people who were not in the fandom were reading it#I did not consider that people may not realize it was explicitly the power of love and it did in fact level his school#he fucked a grown man up with that#like it caused a mushroom cloud of pure love#god I love Yuuta#he’s so insane and violent#someone hurt his friends and he was immediately like ‘that adult man needs to fucking die’#Geto came there to commit premeditated murder and out of the two of them YUUTA showed much more dedication to beating the other to death#with their bare hands. he wanted to fuck that grown man up. canonically did not care about anything else. he needed to die and Yuuta would#die to make that happen. god he’s so insane. I’m obsessed with him.#*sgg spoilers in this tag* the RCT absolutely caused his unbalanced emotional state but the violent impulses are all Yuuta#look he Cares A Lot and sometimes he may have to kill people about that#jjk0 is the greatest movie of all time to me#I don’t even know how many times I’ve watched it#it simply enchants me#I drove across the country and listened to specifically the song on the soundtrack that plays during Yuuta’s Fuck Off Love Beam on endless#loop. you’d thing I’d get tired of it but nope.#sea glass gardens
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you guys think i'm cool even when 22194 from the tpn season 1 soundtrack gets stuck in my head and the heartache makes me nauseous right
#skye's ramblings#such a fucking pretty song man and the moments where it plays makes me want to punch several holes in my wall. i'm so okay#though emmas determination is my favorite song in the soundtrack n gives me similar reactions. thinks abt don in episode 6 and fuckn dies#ive never had the same physical reactions to my emotions from any interest before t/pn. this series was made to attack me forever
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i fear i cannot mentally or emotionally handle being conscious much longer so im gonna take a melatonin and hope to god it works enough to make me pass out by 8:30 tbh
#i. have gone through the full spectrum of human emotions today methinks (not including joy or happiness or any of the like.. naturally)#i am so exhausted and feeling deeply deeply fucking hopeless#ive spent so much of my life feeling miserable and hopeless but holy fucking shit none of that even remotely came close to the amount#of sheer hopelessness and despair that im feeling today#gneuinely. at a loss for ways to make myself or anyone else feel better#like. well at least we're alive! bitch i dont think i want to be anymore. and furthermore for a LOT of people NOT FOR MUCH LONGER probably#at least we have friends/family/community! yes and that means i have that many more people to be absolutely terrified for on top of myself#we've been through this once we can do it again! I WANT MY LIFE TO BE ABOUT MORE THAN JUST GETTING THROUGH#JESUS CHRIST LIKE#by the time the next election comes i will be 27#meaning i will have spent the majority of my teens AND 20s fearing this stupid fucking man and his stupid fucking morally bankrupt follower#im so sick#im so tired#i have to stay alive but for what??? for climate change to make everything exponentially worse in the next 10-15 years??#for society and humanity as we know it to AT the very LEAST begin to collapse in front of my very eyes??#anyway.#like... i just...#thank god i have ppl in my life rn who care about me bc they are essentially singlehandedly keeping me alive at this point#at the end of all of it even though i can do this song and dance all day and be like "whats the point of living? why shouldnt i k myself#and the answer is that the people i love would be sad. the people i love love me too and they would never be the same.#and especially with how much a lot of them have done for me. i owe it to them to at least Try to give myself the best shot i can#us politics#election 2024#kamala harris#2024 election#uspol
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Soft mod amirite.
#this post is pertaining to my last one (where I said I was revisiting my fav fnf mods)#one of them is the soft mod and man. man does it remind me how much and how hard I kin soft gf (named grace)#I'm not excusing her actions but I can relate hard to her situation in a way#something about having someone you love “leave” you in a way. especially when you've been made to believe ur supposed to have ur happily-#-ever after with them (what grace's parents made her believe @ soft bf aka Benjamin)#it's a fleeting fantasy that can rlly fuck u up so hard bc I experienced that before too and just.#her song. her emotions. I can feel that A Lot#it's complicated (the song name) just shows how complicated both ben and grace's relationship is#again- I'm not excusing grace's actions and I don't blame ben either bc he can't control who he loves#(but neither can grace)#but I can at least emphasize with her. I pity her. her situation is just so. augh.#I wanna give her hug. that part of the mod where she starts losing it and breaking down always makes my chest and heart feel so heavy#I feel like crying too#anyway- I went on a tangent there oops#just love the mod lots like I said!#🌸 lin speaks!!#🧁 soft mod au
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oughg half has such a pretty mv..............
#sand speaks#i yearn for that type of vibe in my art man.........#also hi good. noon. i just woke up and am being emotional abt pretty mv and pretty art style#its sucha pretty song a\and has such a prett y mv like what the fuck.......................................#this is my blog i get to treat it like a whatsapp status#not maintagging thatd be more embarrasing#yall can rb im just#going auaghghgh over half and its mv and every little symbolism in it#i was doing this about throw down yesterfay. and that time i posted the “small mv details” post#anyway extra note of kazui makes me so sad all the time what the fuck/positive
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im just very passionate about rock music man.
#☀️#flawed design breaks my heart a little bit#its got the leads from godsmack and within temptation dustin bates helped write a couple songs the guitarist is from staind#the backing vocalist from breaking benjamin...#fucking#the fallen was written in memorial to chester bennington and chris cornell#they just released a collab with fucking skillet!!#dustin bates singing breath by breaking benjamin gets me every time#idk man. it just makes me emotional when my favorite bands collab and work together. i like when people are friends.
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it’s probably dumb for most people, but the way fletcher’s songs speak to me on a deep fucking level 🥲
#like healing?#fucking hell man#makes me emotional always#it’s been so long now and my heart is so heavy#and listening to that song makes me realize#it’s okay I’m taking longer#bruv#Fletcher#cari fletcher#finding fletcher#healing
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i can’t believe for a brief amount of time when i didn’t like requiems holy shit they’re so good??? i mean some movements can be boring but like if you listen to dies irae from mozart and don’t somewhat explode i do not understand you, also verdi’s dies irae it’s really the fucking song ever
#ezra enjoys music#sadly i’ve never sung verdi but it’s certainly not improbable for the future#we didn’t do all of mozart either i mean we did kinda just do the exciting ones but like yeah#and then when it isn’t the intense ones or the mildly dull ones it’s the emotion ones which are also very good!!!#i might be mixing up my requiem and mass for peace admittedly#but i don’t care because karl jenkins wrote the armed man mass for peace and i changed as a person#oh my god but as a minor rant why in the most popular mozart’s requiem version do they pronounce perpetua perpitua#it sounds so awkward and out of place!!! or maybe we did it wrong#anyway! the point i was making was music good i fucking love music oh my god#for anyone who doesn’t really know me well i feel i should clarify i’m not religious or anything this music just sounds very good#i need to listen to stainer’s crucifixion at some point actually parts of it are wild#there’s a song from the perspective of jesus dying on the cross n he’s like having a breakdown#i mean then it does just repeat oh come unto me over and over which is less exciting but whatever#christianity#<- just in case??? like it’s not but yknow not everyone just listens to this music for the silly#ok i’ll stop rambling now tumblr is glitching the tags at me slightly again#ezra likes music
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ok fuck this I'm gonna post this song cuz i cried listening to it and still am
#DEEPAK KUMAR BRO FUCK YOU MAN#im just-#bye#oh its in bhojpuri btw#it's just so raw and pure emotion i love it so much#and that harmonium in the bg#the way rhry did not add anything else to this song#i LOVE the production it is designed to make me cry 👍🏼#moojic 🎶#desiblr
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#fave#music#mood#the utter emptiness of this song is how it felt. just barely grasping at sanity so barely grasping at words to say#feeling like a ghost after being disposed......#i just feel like everything was wiped. like i was trapped in an endless white room. there was nothing.#a few months earlier my life was love and color and full of interesting things. atp my mind only had the capacity for blankness.#they were slowly trying to essentially colonize my world and my ocs. taking piece by piece one by one. trying to claim it all as their own.#so when i sought refuge inside- they wanted to make sure all i saw was them. so i had to push it all away. and i had no one.#i didnt feel like i could interact with my ocs anymore. not the same way.#ive gotten better since then and can interact with them and my world is slowly coming back to me but man...#it was like when coraline walks off the edge of the other world and everything is white... i felt trapped in there.......#if im addicted to weed its their fault. it was the only way i could cope with the emptiness they left me with.#ripping my heart out- not in a cute 'oh haha u have my heart' kind of thing. no. filling it up and then ripping it out. taking it all back.#and then shitting on me. leaving me with less than i started with them...#and its not even just that its that alone either- building me up then bringing me all the way down then shitting on me but also they were#gaining my trust while building me up so when they brought me down it would hurt more because I would actually care about and trust their#opinion of me. im sorry but its really hard not to see them as just an evil person.#its also hard not to believe it was narcissistic abuse bc this is like... step by step what happens... and this isnt just regular emotional#abuse. regular emotional abuse is already shaming you. this is some weird fucked up anti social strategic shit.#i just wanted to finally escape. i thought they were going to be my way out.#i really thought they loved me enough to help me...#vent
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if I wanted a hyphen last name, would you mind the cadence?
#lemon man talks#Who’s gonna grow old with me and talk to my headstone that is assuming that I die first (which is fair) and assuming I don’t leave#Who’s gonna be just like my parents before I was born#Fuck man it’s yearning o clock#The entirety of in case I make it makes me so emotional but lately I’ve been obsessed with against the kitchen floor and becoming the#Lastnames specifically#These two songs are so. Hrm#I’m gonna throw up#When is it my turn to kiss before brushing smile with our whole faces#Cause I’ve made more mistakes? Than simple empty moments? Each one as out of character? As you know I tend to be??#OH ID HAVE FORGOTTEN ALL THEIR NAMES SO WHY SHOULD YOU REMEMBER ME???#I think the loneliness is hitting too hard lately#Speaking about that what’s up with that one against the kitchen floor verse#I still don’t know who you are I only know that I’m still lonely!! The morbid sort where even company can’t cure me and the more you reassu#re the less I trust!!!!! WHAT THE HELL IM SO ILL#Against the kitchen floor hits specially hard to me
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