#i have to stay alive but for what??? for climate change to make everything exponentially worse in the next 10-15 years??
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clowningcrows · 16 days ago
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i fear i cannot mentally or emotionally handle being conscious much longer so im gonna take a melatonin and hope to god it works enough to make me pass out by 8:30 tbh
#i. have gone through the full spectrum of human emotions today methinks (not including joy or happiness or any of the like.. naturally)#i am so exhausted and feeling deeply deeply fucking hopeless#ive spent so much of my life feeling miserable and hopeless but holy fucking shit none of that even remotely came close to the amount#of sheer hopelessness and despair that im feeling today#gneuinely. at a loss for ways to make myself or anyone else feel better#like. well at least we're alive! bitch i dont think i want to be anymore. and furthermore for a LOT of people NOT FOR MUCH LONGER probably#at least we have friends/family/community! yes and that means i have that many more people to be absolutely terrified for on top of myself#we've been through this once we can do it again! I WANT MY LIFE TO BE ABOUT MORE THAN JUST GETTING THROUGH#JESUS CHRIST LIKE#by the time the next election comes i will be 27#meaning i will have spent the majority of my teens AND 20s fearing this stupid fucking man and his stupid fucking morally bankrupt follower#im so sick#im so tired#i have to stay alive but for what??? for climate change to make everything exponentially worse in the next 10-15 years??#for society and humanity as we know it to AT the very LEAST begin to collapse in front of my very eyes??#anyway.#like... i just...#thank god i have ppl in my life rn who care about me bc they are essentially singlehandedly keeping me alive at this point#at the end of all of it even though i can do this song and dance all day and be like "whats the point of living? why shouldnt i k myself#and the answer is that the people i love would be sad. the people i love love me too and they would never be the same.#and especially with how much a lot of them have done for me. i owe it to them to at least Try to give myself the best shot i can#us politics#election 2024#kamala harris#2024 election#uspol
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aurosoul · 2 years ago
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In regards to the tech sphere devolving into absurdity, I'm pretty sure just about everything has been spiraling into bizarro world since 2012. Just everything in general has been getting weird.
oh man you are 100% correct. I don’t know if you’re familiar with the concept of the ‘technological singularity’, but it’s something that’s fascinated me for a long time and it always feels like a looming possibility.
the gist of it is that human technological progress has (so far) been exponential, and that if we stay on this track.... the acceleration will eventually launch us into a world beyond imagination or recognition. (and that launch point will be The Singularity)
and, man..... as someone who was born in the 90’s, the last 20 years have been a crazy ride. I saw the advent of the internet, of cell phones, of pocket-sized networked computers (smartphones), of robotic prosthetics, the massive shift towards digital communication, digital art, digital media, and NOW....
the advent of virtual reality. of real haptic suits and gloves. of augmented reality glasses, of AI indistinguishable from a human being, of AI-generated EVERYTHING via neural networks, and, on top of all of that, the advent of quantum computing which allows us to harness quantum mechanics to do all of this even faster.
and yet... ALL of this is useless to us unless we can use it to bring people together to bring down the colonial oligarchy dead set on keeping us trapped in the societal dark ages. financial inequality, racism, ableism, sexism, climate change, etc etc etc aren’t talked about enough in tech spaces.
and what’s more: tech is being used to make our lives actively worse!! spyware, propaganda, targeted advertisements, military robotics, industrialization, all that fucked up shit!!
technology won’t save us unless people use it for humanitarian purposes. green energy! universal basic income paired with automation! degrowth of capitalist systems! indigenous-guided city planning and land management! and so many other ideas from people more knowledgeable than me.
I think the ‘bizzaro world’ vibes come from this huge dissonance we’re all feeling from being more connected and technologically advanced than ever before in the entirety of human history - while also still having to fight for basic survival in a hyper-divided political landscape
it’s a strange time to be alive. I have no idea how any of this will shake out - but no matter what I’m determined to be on the side of good.
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