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[Image Description: Full body images of Raine Whispers from āthe Owl HouseāĀ (2020). There are 5 of them in the image, standing in a row. The 1st 2 are of Raine in their mid-teens, the middle one is Raine in their early adulthood, the 4th image is of Raine in the main time period of the cartoon T.V. series, and the final image is of them in the Epilogue. The background is the gender nonbinary pride flag.]
#the owl house (2020)#the owl house#toh#toh raine#raine whispers#canon gender nonbinary character#they/theirs/their/them/themself#enbe#gender nonbinary#positivity#nonbinary positivity#nonbinary representation
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this is so stupid but i always have fun imagining the milgram characters watching their own/others mvs and seeing their reactions, especially for MeMe
Thatās not stupid at all, thank you so much for the ask!! Itās sooo interesting to think about! I planned on just posting this drabble, but the more I thought about it, the more I started jotting down headcanons for everyone š Of course thereās the initial disbelief and shock that Milgram can really do what it claims, but once they accept that, theyād have a lot of interesting reactionsā¦
Es gets to watch the video first, then the prisoners are free to watch their own in the privacy of the courtroom/extraction room/wherever. Other prisoners can watch them only with explicit permission from the videoās singer. No one is allowed to watch Undercover except for Es. At first they spend hours looking at those final frames of themself flinching from the camera, hoping to jog any sort of memories, but eventually they give up on it. While actually watching it, they donāt mind the murder silhouettes. While sleeping, however, it has triggered more than one nightmare.
Haruka: He thinks Weakness is very pretty ā heās amazed seeing himself on the screen and hearing his voice, knowing heās not that good of a singer. Even before his innocent verdict, it gives him a huge surge of confidence. Once he gets to know the others better, he gives them mv permissions, then stares intently at their faces to see their reactions as they watch it. AKAA scares him a bit, seeing his own intense emotions on screen, and he only gives Muu permission to see it. When heās alone, Haruka pauses the shots of his mother, just to stare for a while.
Yuno: Laughs at the symbolism her mind used in Umbilical. Sheās never shied away from sexual words/thoughts, so it's funny the video was as tame as it was. She thinks the song is fun, and isnāt afraid to show the others and sing snippets of it around the prison. Some days itās too emotional for her to get into it, but most of the time she tries to display a confident attitude about it. After Tear Drop, sheās satisfied with her anger and more overtly sexual images. If anything, she feels too exposed by the shots of herself looking more vulnerable/sad.Ā
Fuuta: He experiences a solid mix of embarrassment at the gaming theme in Bring it On and feeling a surge of pride that he looks badass in the knightās armor. Heās worried the warden wonāt take him seriously with the video game obsession, but he absolutely loves the song and thinks it portrays his toughness and ideals well. Heās less thrilled with Backdraft, everything about it unsettles and embarasses him. Heās thrown by the shot of crossing out his own silhouette ā heād had self-harming thoughts, but wasnāt quite ready to confront them so blatantly yet. Like Haruka, he can be caught pausing the arcade shot just for a moment before turning the whole thing off and storming away.
Muu: She has mixed emotions towards After Pain. She hates seeing herself look so weak and pathetic, but it gives her a lot of hope that her story will be understood. She misses her friends, and seeing them again is bittersweet. She closes her eyes at the moment of the stabbing ā sheās only gotten the courage to watch it through her fingers once. She watches INMF once, then refuses to look at it again from shame/horror. Despite Harukaās begging, she doesnāt let him watch it, either.Ā
Shidou: He asks Es what they saw in Throw Down. Upon finding out his family wasnāt in it, he chooses not to watch it. He believes he already knows all about his emotions and crime, so thereās no need to go through that pain again. Heās tempted to watch it when heās confused about Esā verdict, but still holds off. He does watch Triage when informed his family is in it. He spends hours in front of the screen by himself. Only after seeing that one does he watch Throw Down, though heās still left confused about Esā decisions.
Mahiru: Absolutely loves TIHTBILWY. She thinks it perfectly describes her situation, and that the song is very cute. She lets others watch it, and unlike Yuno, feels like singing it 24/7. It reminds her of her bf, and she thinks thatās very romantic. Similar to Shidou, she spends a lot of time watching I Love You just to look at her boyfriend. She shows it to everyone, just to show him off and talk about him, even if she does skip over the beginning and end each time.
Kazui: He is very similar to Shidou; he refuses to watch his videos until T2, assuming it would be too painful to watch something he already knows and wishes to avoid. Unlike Shidou, seeing Hinako is far too painful, and he regrets watching it and seeing her so happy on their wedding day. Though maybe heās still waiting, and hasnāt seen any of the videos yetā¦
Amane: Magic makes her worry more than anything. She fears sheās poisoned by unnecessary vainness since so much of her video involves cute things, colors, outfits, animals, and is set up like a tv show. Sheās also worried that Es and the others will really see her as a child because of how cute the whole thing is. She prevents herself from watching it too many times, but buried under all her fears, it gives her a surge of pride seeing herself so talented and pretty and the star of the show. Purge March only reaffirms her confidence in her crime ā the video brings up some awful memories, but it shows her as a leader, a warrior, a hero! It brings her comfort and confidence more than anything.
Mikoto/John: The videos are distressing to both of them, and they spend all their time studying the othersā screentime. Mikoto watches in horror as John does things that line up with his spotty memories, and John panics seeing that his actions distress Mikoto more than theyāve reassured/saved him. John does end up watching his own scenes a few times ā it feels incredibly good to appear in a way that Mikoto may finally notice him. He feels seen. Now, logically I think that MeMe would be the final tipping point in which Mikoto finally accepts the situation and his DID, but if I must stick to his canon denial, then Iād say he goes on a whole rant about movie magic andt the crazy things you can do with editing nowadays. He doesnāt have a good explanation on how Milgram found his home and knew so much about him, but he explains everything away as cgi or camera effects. Double manages to sway him a bit more, as he hears John speak so plainly to him. Just as the audience had some debate on who was apologizing at the end of Double, Mikoto and John wonder who is apologizing to whom. Though they both come to the conclusion itās their own apology, they decide that if it was the othersā, theyād accept it and forgive them.
Kotoko: Sheās very pleased with Harrow, and is unashamed to show it to the others. Though sheād been able to watch a few of the previous prisonersā videos, it still shakes her a bit when she realizes that Milgram really does have the tech to look deep inside her. She watches it just a few times ā not obsessing over it, but not afraid either. Deep Cover, however, is a once-and-done sort of deal. She claims sheās not letting the others watch it because āthey couldnāt handle such harsh but true criticisms about themselves,ā but she doesnāt end up watching it anymore herself, either.
#milgram#es#haruka sakurai#yuno kashiki#fuuta kajiyama#muu kusunoki#shidou kirisaki#mahiru shiina#kazui mukuhara#amane momose#mikoto kayano#kotoko yuzuriha#thank you so much! and for being patient š
#i didnt mean to take so long but i kept chipping away at ideas while i got to this one#these were so much fun to think about!! i went for more emotional ones here but i do have silly thoughts too#i have that silly post about them making a competition after seeing each others mvs#though -even if they dont make it outwardly a big deal like that#i think they definitely would silently compare their videos/crimes to each others and decide whose was better#i still stand by the fact that fuuta asks kotoko if shes a furry after seeing harrow sdfasdf#i cant imagine kazui allowing anyone in the prison to watch his but IF he did#fuuta would also ask if he was a furry after cat ADSFSADF#i think the reactions t1 would be pretty positive/comforting#but in t2 theres a lot less pleasantries and compliments#aside from the obvious deep insights the videos give i think theyd reveal a lot of sweet similarities#like appreciation for flowers or cooking or performance or video games or music genres#but by t2 everyones on edge and suspicious of each other#or ashamed themself :(#i think its really cool imagining who would want to share theirs and who would keep theirs private...#rose posts
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much ado about pleasure
#bonk.png#undescribed#i was a teenage exocolonist#iwatec#iwatex#exocolonist#iwatex spoilers#iwatec spoilers#<- very vaguely in the art#hi i havent drawn stuff for exocolonist in a year n played it in two but been thinking about sol again v-v#lyrics from n obviously a redraw of real end of hatsune miku#sym was a fucking nightmare to drawn bc of how simplistic my style is while tammy was a lot easier bc she has more traits i draw normally#fun detail is that i basically drew sym n tammy's mouth n eyes the same way of like erasing a bit to make them look fuller/softer#anyway thoughts drew this bc whenever i personally think n play around with sol its almost exclusively when theyve been in the loop for so#long that they fundamentally cant separate themself from it or their other lives but the suffering caused by it has looped around#so theyre basically a normal functioning person outside of stuff directly related to the loop n a few things#n then like. they gotta be fucking weird about tammy n sym right? like sym for more obviously reasons cosmically linked whatever#but commonalities are 1. the only characters you cant lose affection with/2. always love sol no matter what#3. generally very positive sweethearts n 4. You Have To Watch Them Die At Least Once#so i think sol would be fucking weird about both of them like hating urself bc u unintentionally caused the deaths of everyone you care abou#t? dw! these two pink bitches (i know sym is purple) love you no matter what!!#very intentional that tammy is her child design her but sol's their teen design just bc thats my fav look of theirs#one last thing its more visible here but the way i draw sol's eyes is that their irises go over their lower lid i do this bc it looks weird
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i think the scoundrel is starting to care about their city-self.
extremely slowly. extremely, extremely, painfully slowly. as slow as molasses drips off a spoon made entirely out of delusion and ripped-up flower petals.
...maybe care isn't exactly the right word. tolerating? putting up with? allowing the city to exist without going out of their way to ruin all of their own hopes and dreams?
it is nice, having a place that knows them so intimately. having a place practically dedicated to them and them alone. having a place where they belong- because they are that place.
they can grow used to it, if they give it a chance. and they are (will be) the master of such a thing...
yes. yes, they can give it a chance. they can give it a chance indeed.
maybe it can give them one too.
#there's probably a weird complicated subtextually orientationally questionable possessive instinct somewhere in there.#their city is theirs. no one else's. especially not london's.#they're a grand and glorious spacebat. why would they allow themself to be chained to such a disposable city?#a disposable city that wont even live to see them come into their own?#yin-thoughts#fallen london#fallen london spoilers#railway spoilers#whether or not this is a form of character development is up for debate#they're DEFINITELY still jealous of themself. how dare their doppelganger get to live in bliss etc etc#<- they think. while actively ruining said bliss. the scoundrel is a complicated sort of creature#scoundrelventures#anyway hi welcome to dramatic bat posts with yin. how's yalls sundays going
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i half-believe sending vitale off w varric was viago giving them a way out, if they wanted to take it. i think there's some part of him that still believes being a crow is killing/going to kill vitale. he can't tell them to leave and they can't tell him if they were planning to. the only way out is death.
and going on what already looked like an impossible task? the only way viago will ever believe rook de riva is dead is if you give him their body. that's basically canon. but would he have searched very hard for it, if varric had - at any point - written to say that rook was dead, the body mangled/burned/unrecoverable? if he felt that varric was telling the truth, sure. there's probably an expectation that they don't take reports like that at face value. if he had someone he trusted not to report to any of the others what happened or to not kill rook on sight, if he sent them to look and they discovered rook wasn't dead. but the only two people he trusts like that seems to be teia (who might be willing to let rook go, if viago was asking) and rook themself.
i don't know if viago was expecting them to take the opportunity, but he had to have known he was opening that path for them. and vitale wouldn't have, if they even noticed that it was an option. they only have a few people that they allow themself to care about and viago's one of them.
the team changes that, slowly, but they've known viago for so long... if it occurs to them later that they need to get out - because seeing so much more of the world and being able to help so many people has softened a part of them they buried a long time ago - that connection is what's going to make them hesitate the most.
#this is kind of a jumble of thoughts. some may stick some may not#vitale de riva#viago de riva#workshopping the exact circumstances but i think what set vitale off to attack the antaam directly like they did#was the death of another crow that they were classmates with#a friend of theirs if not viago's. bc i do not think viago was the only underestimated/likely to die person vitale decided to ally with#vitale themself wasn't considered a good canidate for a long time bc they were too 'soft' and cared abt ppl too much/too easily#viago knows that's not as buried as they seem to think it is#it wasn't a concern for a long time bc they focused on ppl they considered 'theirs' and they only knew crows so...#the thing that'll make or break them staying w the crows is who they romance at this point#its between bellara and lucanis. lucanis is not going to help w the growing softer part but it will keep them in the crows for longer#but bellara gets them a new community#people they can wholeheartedly put under their protection w/o worrying constantly abt them turning on each other for power/money
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oh yeah its been a bit, i want to show that anita's thinking position in that comic cover i made is similar to aoyun (their puppet)'s pose hence. it's really just anita. that's them.
this is them when they think or plan about what to do next, etc. etc. <:3c
#fhr#sidestep: anita lee#puppet: aoyun#myramblings#aoyun is really just anita but they treat her like shes just a disguise which backfire when all it did was to make them wishes they can jus#be themself in their own body than aoyuns when hanging out with mortum or jules genuinely#i might. consider having anita be aware that aoyun is [redacted] during rebirth- you know the whole lucky red thing?? yeah#so to make sense to why in retri anita is trying so hard to at least give aoyun a better hospital and leave 'cause yk it shouldve been done#but. yeah- instead they still keep being aoyun SIMPLY bc they enjoy mortums friendship and longing for jules but doesnt do anything about#it because... you know anita is just anita. this body is not theirs and they want to. be themself more than aoyun-#tldr: anita and aoyun are the same- anita treated aoyun like. a extension of themself simply bc they need to spy and shit- backfired by the#power of mortum & jules friendship that made them long for being themself so they can.#shop talk with mortum and talk stupid things with jules#rip neets- cant wait to get you regain mortums trust and jules regain your trust-
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My college had a club rush thing [where the clubs have tables and you can sign up for them]!!!! And there was an art club table with stickers!!!!! There were a lot of MHA ones!!! These are just some of the ones I got and decided to put on my laptop!!
I know people [irl, not people who see this post, lol] are probably gonna think a lot of negative things about me because of this, but at this point, idc.
Anyways, I hope everyone has a good day!!
- Zuki Shay Lupo (They/hx) :3c
{My pronouns do kinda "shift" in the way of I like some more one day and others the next, today my preferred ones are what are in the parentheses. They/them is always preferred.}
#mha kin#bnha kin#alterhuman#nonhuman#adhd#autistic#enby#fictionkin#idk what else to tag#idk how to tag this#tags are hard#art?#stickers#art is not mine#love these#this body may be human but i am not#:3c#they/them/their/theirs/themself#using that to explain my other set of pronouns#hx/hxm/hxs/hxs/hxmself#pronounced like he/him ones but different#hard to explain
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Why do people try to prove that they made art that it's clearly AI generated š¤
#i saw a post with what i think is Ai art and then someone was accusing them about it š¤#the thing is op was very offended and defending themself in a way that made me question if it's really their art but i still think no#so it made me think about it again like wtf they post ai art pretending to be theirs if they can do it by themselves#I'm always trying to give people the benefit of the doubt. I tend to believe when someone says they made it themselves but maybe I'm naive#it's confusing for me because they seem to be a real fanartist... they have some other drawings that look pretty good š¤#and maybe is because of their own insecurities or lack of time or etc etc idk#it just made me think because it's not the first time i see this
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It's writing-angsty-queer-DND-character-backstories hours.
#i will not get to play most of these characters probably but oh is it fun to write them#i have a genderqueer dwarf who became an adventurer as an excuse to reinvent themself because their society is so steeped in tradition#they didn't feel like it was acceptable to challenge it by being open about their gender#they would rather leave their entire life behind - note than loss of one's clan is devastating to a dwarf - than risk being rejected for wh#they really are or keep pretending to be someone they're not#also. dwarf names are hugely significant and given to them by their clans. but this character dropped theirs like a hot potato and made up#a new one they gave to themself#their name is dheval and i have Feelings about them#hylian rambles#dnd
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I headcanonĀ NaminĆ© as transgender; more specifically, as agender. This specific enbe (enbe means a person who is gender nonbinary in some way) uses they/theirs/their/them/themself pronouns.
#alex's thoughts#headcanons#kh#headcanon#kh headcanon#kh headcanons#nonbinary headcanons#trans headcanon#transgender#gender nonbinary#agender#positivity#trans positivity#nonbinary positivity#agender positivity#they/theirs/their/them/themself#naminĆ©#nonbinary#namine#nonbinaryĀ naminĆ©#agenderĀ naminĆ©#kingdom hearts#kh namine
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if ur friend cheated on someone (an acquaintance-friend) would u still be friends w them ? note that the relationship ended immediately so you wouldn't lose the other acquaintance nor do they care if you're still friends w the friend who cheated . but then u are friends with someone who cheated.
#idk abt like#the ethics of cheating when ur not directly involved#like it is a morally repulsive action but if ur not directly involved what do u even do#your friend has displayed a quality that speaks to moral weakness. but is it any of ur business#should you be there for your friend while they try to improve as a person? should you let them go because keeping#someone who would ever cheat in your life speaks to your own weak moral backbone?#the people someone surrounds themself with speak to their own character. but also it isnt your job to be a punisher and#the afformentioned friend has otherwise shown themself to be admirable so this particular decision of theirs has truly shocked and baffled#you. what to do
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Was gonna make a convoluted post talking about Evil X and Worm Man since y'know I like them a lot as evidenced on this blog but to sum it up, as funny and neat as they are as just plain joke characters they really do feel like foils to each other and I really wish that was shown more.
#player.text#/seed#ex: both their standalone episodes focuses on them facing a problem and having something to prove#however both of them go about it in very different ways#worm man tries to prove he's a hero via a escape room which ends up not proving much in the long run#whereas evil x begrudgingly plays the tag game after being tagged by x in the previous episode all while dying and failing in the process#however he does succeed in the end by tagging jevin#it's also worth noting that the whole reason evil x got tagged in the first place was because x setting up a button for evil x to find#despite the fact evil x was on good terms in the previous season#and in good fashion tag ends up with evil x going back on some habits of theirs although with less explosions and more stealing diamonds#you could say evil x did become evil again but i necessarily don't think so just because of the way he interacts with some of the hermits#okay but all that nonsense i said is just contradictions right? wrong!#okay sort of yeah but what does that say about them#1 wm already knows he's a hero and 2 without the right people ex will succumb to said old villainous ways#they both need each other. a friend really#evil x helps worm man see that he is a hero not just to himself but to others#which incidentally makes evil x fangirl over him from the one Christmas ep as he shouts worm man's name over and over#and as much as i would say worm man helped evil x see the goodness in themself i would more accurately say he helped them be themself#what i mean is only is wm present in s5 do we even hear/see the other stuff ex has done like sewing flower arrangements and baking#those qualities of ex are even shown in the worm man shop via bloodroses sewing patterns and cookies that THEY MADE#like they could've just presented merch similiar to wm like t-shirts or mug or heck those stupid journals with a logo on the front but no#i also wanna say that both wm and ex have never had an actual conflict or faced off despite both their roles being contradicting at a point#because as soon as ex does something bad to wm via imprisoning him it gets retconned after x stops the voice in their head#and despite ex putting him there wm doesn't see it#oblivious or not wm sees evil x as his sidekick. his friend#anyway if you read through all this wow kudos you deserve a cookie for my bs thank u truly <3
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Hi! Can I request a check with the names pine and hibiscus and the prounouns they/them/theirs/themselves, it/itās/itās/itself and moss/moss/mosses/mosself please? I like bugs, drawing, and reading! Thank you ! (It can all be in one check)
(I'm so so sorry for being late to answer this, my laptop was having technical issues and I only got it fixed today)
mixed:
I saw Hibiscus wearing a really nice sweater with centipedes on it, and it looked great on them! Moss always has the best fashion sense. It lent me their copy of a book too, so that was really nice of moss!
they/them:
I saw Hibiscus wearing a really nice sweater with centipedes on it, and it looked great on them! They always have the best fashion sense. They lent me their copy of a book too, so that was really nice of them!
it/its:
I saw Hibiscus wearing a really nice sweater with centipedes on it, and it looked great on it! It always has the best fashion sense. It lent me its copy of a book too, so that was really nice of it!
moss/mosses:
I saw Hibiscus wearing a really nice sweater with centipedes on it, and it looked great on moss! Moss always has the best fashion sense. Moss lent me mosses copy of a book too, so that was really nice of moss!
#pronoun checks#they/them#they/them/their/theirs/themself#they/them/theirs/themselves#it/its#it/it/its/its/itself#it/it's/it's/itself#moss/mosses#moss/moss/mosses/mosses/mosself#moss/moss/mosses/mosself#if you need any changes let me know!#once again im so sorry#hibiscus
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Focalors icon where Focalors is Assigned Mage At Birth (AMagAB), a they/them/their/theirs/themself (singular) pronoun user, and genderhubris!
Assigned Mage At Birth (AMagAB) - A xenoagab for those who were assigned mage at birth. They/Them (singular) pronouns - A semi-normative pronoun set outside of the male/female binary. Conjugated as they/them/their/theirs/themself. Genderhubris - A gender system relating to ones pride or self-confidence. When your gender is inherently affected/impacted by your own pride or confidence.
#icons#pride icons#assigned mage at birth#AMagAB#genderhubris#they/them/their/theirs/themself (singular)#genshin impact#genshin impact focalors
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we. as a community. are severally lacking in anything about richard and asbel trying to kill each other.
EDIT: these tags have become less and less about asbel and richard killing each other. i am so sorry. do not ask me to speak about anything ever this is exactly what happens every time.
#.text#ohhh i could fix them. are you listening to me?#i genuinely did enjoy graces (<- hasnt actually finished it yet) and i love it DEARLY but i NEED to overhaul everything#could you imagine? asbel's entire character is about wanting to save people. he wants to save everyone he can#he wants to save sophie. he wants to save richard. but nothing really comes from that#what if he had to learn he cant save people alone? he told richard at the beginning that he couldnt shoulder everything.#thats what asbel is there for. to help richard shoulder his burdens. but asbel never had to learn the same.#he always saw it as his Own duty to save others - its HIS duty to save sophie. its HIS duty to save richard.#there are no consequences to this- he doesnt run himself into the ground#or end up hurting his friends. he doesnt run off alone and have them chase him. proving that they are there to help him#shoulder the same burdens he helps richard with. sophie doesnt get worse for this and neither does richard.#what if he had to learn that there were different ways to save people? he had used direct action constantly. every single time.#but what if he had to face the fact that thats not what everyone wants let alone needs? if he were to learn that some people#can be saved by saving themself. or that some people can be saved just by speaking to them rather than#having their problems fixed for them. what then? or if he were to meet someone who just. couldnt be saved.#i do think richard should live at the end -- i really do like that. BUT.#i think asbel should have had a chance to learn that maybe the only way to save richard was to kill him.#maybe this happens -- i dont know yet. i stopped right before the ending i believe. but i dont think it does.#he is the one to constantly. constantly. try to help others. and seek ways to help others. he doesnt know his place in the world#but when he can help someone find theirs. or help someone make sure they Stay here. he feels like he has one.#that his existence. him being saved. was not a mistake. and that he is meant to be here.#but i think i would have liked to see him learn that in some cases. some very tragic cases. there is salvation in death.#plus i think. it wouldve been nice to have someone tell asbel that sometimes people Cant get help. sometimes#the only way they can be saved is if they save themselves. because it means so Much. so many different things#it happens to sophie and richard and i feel like it should have happened to asbel too. its evident he does not care about#himself as much as he should. he has not forgiven himself for something that happened as a child. and he doesnt forgive himself for#things out of his control too. he carries the weight of the world on his shoulders -- except that weight is self imposed. and it is going#to kill him one of these days. it Should. there shoulf be consequences.#i dont knoww i just think the themes of the game kind of miss because of how little theyre actually implimented throughout the game#even though i enjoyed it SOOOO much genuinely. i really did.
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Mizuki vc calling all besties, survive
#rat rambles#sekai posting#in other news I am NOT ok#read the new story. oh baby.#ok ok look at me look at me. this gave me so much that I wanted and more#the big thing is that Im so so happy that they had mizuki relate to mafuyu the way they did#and Im also so glad that they tapped into the mizuki being the token good homelife haver here#Ive always felt that theyre the one with the most reference on what a healthy family looks like and as such felt that theyd best recognise#the true horror of mafuyu's home life#their home was their only safe space for a long time so the idea of losing that hits especially hard for them#also the whole thing abt them realising it was them 'running away' from their problems that ultinately saved them hit me hard#it just hits rly close to home for me. cause thats how shit really is sometimes. sometimes the best you can do is survive in the moment#and I think mafuyu rly needed to be told that. that sometimes you just need to survive moments. its not much but its the most they can do#godddd I love mizuki sm this was such a good mizuki event#also mafuyu. god. mafuyu. fuck man. mafuyu#all the scenes with them broke my fucking heart. and the scene with their mom. I wanted to kill that bitch. holy fucking shit#mafuyu is so so scared rn. theyre in a rly rly scary place. their rapidly losing the only comfort they had and its genuienly rly scary#its also so magical to me watching how far theyve come. they love 25ji so much. they have gotten so much better at expeessing themself to#what rly gets me is just how much their growth shows even outside of 25ji. as they grow closer to a self thats theirs it becomes harder to#hide that self and that in particular is very relatable to my own experiences#god. fucking hell. Im going to kill a man
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