#this body may be human but i am not

[shayandwildlifepack]

Misceverse stuff!!!

Shouldn't have any tw/cw this time, but let me know if I miss anything.

https://www.tumblr.com/misceverchive/759258743819091968/not-really-a-coining-question-so-i-hope-this-is?source=share (used the first link from this to figure out my identity btw)

Actual identity and stuff under the read more or whatever it says, lol. :3c

I am Tridynamic (Alpha, Beta, and Omega)

Typically referred to by myself and others as a Beta. I'll typically just say Beta when referring to my dynamic.

I have behaviors typical of Alphas and Omegas (as well as Betas, but the other two are brought up because of me being typically referred to as a Beta). Beta by itself might fit this description, but it doesn't feel 100% right. I can't explain it anymore than that currently.

Physically average (towards weaker side though), socially moderate, and a caree temperament. (PA SM TCE)

I'm not entirely sure of my scent, but anytime I really think of a scent for me, I think of fur, chocolate, and woods/forest (I hope this makes sense, lol).

I won't be talking about any nsfw stuff this time. Just know that my misce identity is not just nsfw. It is actually mainly sfw.

My behaviors are ofc based on canines (wolves and dogs mainly), cats, and some bird behavior (cause of being crow).

Some examples of behaviors I have are: nesting, purring, scenting (idk if this counts as a behavior but whatever), and other noises to do with the previously brought up behavior types.

I can't think of anything else to talk about here, so I guess that's it.

- Cyan Lupo (They/it) | cause this is mainly related to my RWBY kin

[fisheito]

@requiodile YAKUMO EATS BUGS AND I LOVE THAT FO RHRI OM

[creatureheart]

I think the thing I hate most about misanthropy is that no one is saying you cannot dislike or even hate humans for things they have done, do or did. Hate those who hurt you or who purposely go out of their way to hurt others/nature/etc. Hell I hate people like that too!

But the belief of misanthropy itself is ingrained in believing that the entirety of humanity is evil/bad in an inherent way and it is completely fucking untrue just as it would be untrue to condemn the entirety of ANY species as inherently evil for the actions of some.

Humans are not inherently good or bad because NO ANIMAL IS!

It’s the idea that the newborn, the elderly, the poor, the queer, poc, indigenous peoples, etc, the victims of things, are just as evil ridden and condemned to be a lost cause as the power hungry CEO or country leader that has no care for the world or other people.

It’s the constant focus on all the bad things that humans do, the ignoring of the vast positive impacts that are happening alongside. The dismissal of the fact that humanity is able to actually recognise the things they have done wrong and then step forward into correcting their mistakes. The countless organisations that humans have created to try and help both their own kind and those that are not human almost show that things like cruelty and hate are not inherent to the species, but things like that are always forgotten. Hate and cruelty are taught and to place blame for these things on all humans is just as cruel and unfair.

Misanthropy is tied to the idea that humans are a disease that needs to be eradicated in order for the world to get better. That an extinction of humans would be what’s best. But do you know what thoughts like that lead to? Eugenics and ecofascism. Because whether anyone likes it or not, these things are connected.

To believe that all humans are inherently bad means that it’s easier for you to turn a blind eye when bad things happen to humans because you believe they deserve it. In turn meaning you are dehumanizing them and stripping them of their right to exist and the dignity of being seen as they are.

You are no better than them. I don’t care whether you identify as nonhuman. To believe that your identity makes you immune to doing harm is such an ignorant take. If you honestly believe it to be true then I ask you to take a moment to think on why that is? Because EVERYONE is capable of doing bad and causing harm and to believe you are not is to say that you are not capable of recognising when you do actually harm someone or something else because in your head you can only do good.

Not to mention you have NO WAY of telling whether someone else is alterhuman or nonhuman just by looking at them. You are lumping everyone in these groups who don't explicitly state they are nonhuman or other. Adding onto this that there are so many who also identify as human or human adjacent along with their nonhumaness. There are those that identify as humans from fiction or other worlds. But you seem to ultimately forget about them because you forget that identity is fluid and chaotic and in the end you're just an outright asshole.

Just… rhfksgshkdbehd if xjed FUCK!

I’m so tired… there is enough fucking hate in this world and I am so fucking tired…

[ct-hardcase]

just typed out a war and peace style post about wanting there to be an equivalent of body neutrality in feminist spaces re: periods/childbirth/etc and though there are so many caveats to what I have to say, I think that there can and should be a middle ground between "your divine feminine body was built for these processes and you will embrace the pain with grace/this is easy for everybody" and borderline misogynistic fearmongering surrounding standard bodily phenomena

[woodsborostabathon]

have been fighting for my life trying to find this one richie/ethan x reader fic (it was like. an ethan fic but there was a pretty significant sort of kind of fake dating richie subplot) on here that i rbed onto a sideblog on my old acc and saved NOWHERE ELSE apparently bc it was so good but im getting NOTHING 😭

[moeblob]

What Deacon thinks: what did that mean? did he want me to wear a collar too? why else would he mention my neck? i mean, if he /asked/ me i would wear one but he didn't so would wearing one be weird?

What Ymber meant: It's nice to be near someone who isn't tethered to this world to serve it with a physical reminder for all to see.

[jun-apologist]

genderqueer tharn/wansarat my beloved <3

[azrail-has-a-vendetta]

guys I made a ✨DISCOVERY✨ today. Apparently (me thinks idk I don’t have enough money to go to the doctor’s) when I’m low on either vitamins or blood sugar and then proceed to have a panic attack, my hand just -stop- working. I’m used to mild panic attacks bc my brain is just built different (incorrectly) but I had a more severe one today and I got “anxiety paralysis” in my hands (I literally could not move them they where STUCK! They also got really tingly but it didn’t necessarily hurt unless I tried to force them open)

Why have a NEVER heard of this before?! I thought I was DYING! Then once I had all my rough motor skills back after talking with a friend (@popcorn-plots) and calming down (they suggested doing that exercise where you tighten muscles then relax them and it helped so much) my hand had some weird discolored, here have some pictures:

I had no idea what was happening. But google bore fruit with:

right before the cramps, my arms got really heavy and then I noticed that I was having trouble controlling my fingers and wrist (I was driving so this was extra scary) I parked and then completely lost my ability to move my fingers, palm, wrist, and partially my right elbow. I was freaking out but once I calmed down enough I got my motor control back 😎

but I’d never heard about this happening during panic attacks so after I took care of some things I looked it up, which gave great relief to my mind that I wasn’t weird, but thought that I’d talk about it because I’ve never heard about this before and thought this might help someone else :) also I’m okay now.

[ehh-is-the-name]

It's past 11 on a school night and I'm fucking crying over robot sentience.

I could never understand what it would feel like to be created with the intent to kill and maim. Maybe, the intent to work and be worked, but not kill and maim.

I will never understand what it's like to be created with the intention of being a product for the masses, either. I think, I hope, I beg, no one does.

I will never ever be able to fully comprehend why hours of people's work, time, and money would be put into formulating my sentience only for me to be seen as disposable. Even if I could be improved, even if I were "defective", there is no reasonable justification for giving me emotions only to dismiss them by pushing me as a product for a year before starting anew.

It's... It's cruel, to the machines. Sentient or not, it's cruel. Though, I guess we are cruel.

[sysig]

VUXisms (Patreon)

[shayandwildlifepack]

[TW: Death and shit that comes with that, idk maybe more? If you find any more things that should be in this trigger warning pls tell me.]

Also, shit is happening in my life rn. I recently [on September 11th] lost my cousin, she died and we aren't sure how exactly yet. So, yeah. Death is fucking weird and I don't think I process it normally (AuDHD). So I may end up not posting for a while or might end up posting like every day.

Just sharing so ya'll know what's going on if I disappear for a while [even though I would likely do that even without this shit happening].

We aren't sure when the funeral thing is happening yet, I slightly hope it's soon so I can see my family, I don't live by that side of the family, sadly. Probably gonna end up missing like a day of college, but whatever, my family [my pack] is more important to me.

My cousin left behind a son. He is a kid. He's younger than I was when my mom in this life died. [I was like 16 when that happened, and I won't be sharing how old my 2nd cousin is]. So I really wanna see that side of my family, so I can try and be there for him. He's gonna need people there for him, and if I could without getting in trouble, I would drop out of college rn to be around him while he is going through this. (Protective wolf/dog instincts?)

There's just a lot of shit going on rn with my life, I wish it would stop for a bit.

- Zuki Shay Lupo (They/xe/ze) :((

[We is referring to my family, btw]

[pyrriax]

well today's as good a day as any to try and learn something new!

[todayisafridaynight]

The bookmark tag was #holder until i think of a tag for these asks but To Be Real even I forgot what it was...

BUT YEAH thanks so much for reading and I'm glad it's :] Intelligible At Least :] obviously I would be up for reading anything that came to mind after putting you and your followers through All That but understandable... A lot of people I've shown the checklist items or pointed out specific behaviors to have actually said similar [i.e. I'm In This Picture And I Don't Like It], so I totally get what you mean, too!

I think a lot of my picks wound up being generalized trauma responses/aftereffects of abuse or neglect [hence I meandered off into just talking about Jo's father half the time], so I guess it's to be expected a lot of them don't read as being CSA-specific or are broadly relatable; it's not like he's supposed to be read that way, after all. I just wasn't able to zero in on many of the more specific ones because I've Never Seen Jo In This Situation Chief I Don't Know What He Thinks About His Name Or His Body Or Mirrors Or Sex Or Affection I Don't Know How Well Or Poorly He Sleeps [Presumably Poorly Though He Has The Second-Reddest Eyes In The Whole Game]

I don't really think I'll have anything to add though unless Infinite Wealth goes off the rails or I actually continue reading the book... so that will have to do... I originally was just riffing on RGGJo's attachment issues, self-destructiveness, and specific entwinement of sexuality/aggression/romance, and his portrayal in my fic lined up pretty closely, so I thought it'd be interesting to apply the same lens to Y7Jo...

But Yeah x2 thank you for the opportunity to talk about it and I'm Glad It's Intelligible At Least x2

THANK YOU i really should change that tag to something better... <- i will immediately forget to do so like a jackass

BUT YA OF COURSE OF COURSE i was truthful when i said it was a real good read (but once again. i have -5 speech skills so i can't properly word SHIT) and was a thorough examination of jo's trauma and how it manifests in him and how it's exhibited through his actions. ALWAYS a big fan of that :)

[atomiccryptid]

Ok, so you've been isekai'd to the dnd world and may or may not die due to the class you've been assigned. Better question. Are you human? (spinner wheel of all dnd5e species)

[emjaydoubleyou]

this post is fearmongering. the results of this study are concerning and should definitely be a matter of public discussion, but this is certainly not the conclusion the researchers came to.

the point of the study was to assess the risks of exposure to toxic metals- something one of the co-authors notes are “ubiquitous” fwiw- via menstrual products. Their research confirmed that these metals are indeed present in tampons, but no further conclusions are drawn. it is possible the metal entered into the cotton from the soil, which is a well-known phenomenon; cotton is so good at lifting heavy metals that it has actually been suggested as a part of the solution for revitalizing polluted ground.

the authors conclude with an acknowledgement that the study should be repeated- their sample size was 60 tampons- and a suggestion that further testing ought to be done to indicate whether or not these metals can even leech out of the tampon in the first place, let alone whether or not such leeching could occur at levels deleterious to human health.

there is, in fact, a body of research- too small, for sure, but much larger than this single study- indicating that long-term proper tampon use has no observable negative impact on health. i am grateful and thrilled that more research is being done and i hope that this study is the first of many on this line of questioning, but i am really frustrated at this post and the response it got.

obviously, if this study alters your approach to menstrual health, more power to you. consumers should be informed-risk-takers, and menstrual health is double-obviously a very personal choice. but it definitely wasn't the researchers concluding that you ought to “avoid using tampons at all cost," only this tumblr user did. the lead author of the paper, in fact, specifically says that she hopes people do NOT panic about the results.

(the notes of the post were disappointing. people affirming that they knew they were right to be suspicious of tampons all along, or even recommending alternatives that actually have very little to no research regarding the safety of long-term use, etc. it’s a different conversation, but categorical distrust of tampons is old-school misogyny. you certainly shouldn't wear them if you don’t want to, but there is nothing inherently scary or wrong about them, and people who prefer them are not being reckless or crass.)

((if you're really worried about exposure to heavy metals, you may want to turn a critical eye to fast fashion, as an aside))

[jonesypiercedme]

Im sorru I cannot post much. I may be having fainting seizures but i have no way of finding out anymlre. I am a bit trapped medically with qrong psychilogucal diagnoses that no one believs a doctor could miss a child having absence seizures but i have every symptom and still do and have sknc e4 years old