#they make me physically ill/pos

[yourstrulyray]

nah cuz u arent a REAL fan if you laugh when manolo sinfgs creep ..,... real tbol fans FW CREEP 💯💯‼️‼️‼️ (/hj /lh)

if you're like me and you're an over-observer and notice the smallest obscurest details ever, you would realize that creep actually aligns SO much with manolo for the first half of the movie. (also heads-up warning this is not organized well, bear with me 😭)

"ay maría, when you were here before, couldn't look you in the eye" that line alone represents manolo's feelings EVER SINCE childhood — when maría was still in san ángel, he'd always be with maría (and if you look hard enough HE ALMOST ALWAYS LOOKS AT HER, usually w/ admiration/curiosity), then when she left he "couldn't look her in the eye" anymore both literally and figuratively because when manolo showcased his bullfighting skills, carlos trained manolo 24/7 to the BONE for like. what 10 YEARS???!,!, for the entire time maría was away

for those exact 10 years, his life revolved around the phrase "music is not work fit for a sánchez bullfighter" when he knOWS to himself that bullfighting isn't really his thing — even IF he's skilled at it — and he's rly passionate about music. apart from that the point of bullfighting is to kill the bull, in which he rejects the idea because killing is wrong and maría loves animals. hes a LOVER, not a fighter 😭😭

he loves his family EQUALLY as he loves maría and music, so you can definitely tell he was conflicted by that.

gonna need a part 2 cuz i ran out of image space 🥹🥹 wait for meeee

[killemwithkawaii]

Emotional hangovers are so fucking stupid.

"Oh, you went out and had an especially good time in a highly stimulating environment for a few hours? Nice going, you just cashed in 3 days worth of dopamine. Get Meh, jackass."

[spideypawz]

Just finished the new update. I am ruined.

[insomniacirl]

Guys I'm sorry but I've got to say it. If this hits a niche audience I will do a jig, but-

Nina and Matthias are sososoosoosososossoososo Chip and Gillion coded to me.

[nexus-nebulae]

brrrrr (/pos)

[charlottesweetly]

do u think Sam's manipulation tactics in You Tied Up My Heart ("I fucked up, they didn't count, will you ever forgive me? Just let me off the hook, I swear I'll show you I love you) echo the fights they had in their youth.

[janebonbon]

new years resolution,,,,,,,,,,, draw more barnaby. end post

[bardicbird]

sometimes i remember “lazuli i loved with all my heart. and this is just politics.” and i have to make a high pitched screeching sound in the back of my throat only audible to dogs.

[caden-ccc]

The way Crowley doesn't want fire in the book shop:(

Piss off!!! Thanks!!!!!!!!!! :)))))

[artsymeeshee]

i just wanna say your art of stan twins being physically affectionate is so so special to me!! i love their characters alot and analyze them like a bug and seeing them physically affectionate since i barely see people draw them such because, yk.. </3 it makes me so so happy!! because it means alot of thejr character as well like the whole ford 3 decades and the stuff stan went thru in those 10 years, them being physically affectionate as a sign of being vulnerable and feeling safe with the other showing how much they trust each other now and its so AUGHH!! (very extremely pos!!) i just wanna let u know ur art is so amazing and aughh,,, ill always love ur stan twins art sm it means the whole world to me :33 im so happy seeing physically affectionate stan twins art sm 💛💛💛💛💛

Ahhhh thank you! TwT

I always enjoy reading fics involving them being affectionate but when it comes to drawings, it's very scarce and can sort of be a minefield because of the worry of... that certain ship popping up.

I'm still so happy with all the love and support of them being affectionate with the latest hospital idea. ;w; I still get a bit unsure when I want to post more affection but it's definitely a lot easier now 💛

[raindropren]

everytime gem mentions impulse and pearl I get really,,,, I think the word is uncomfortable?

It may be a fun storyline but i get so,, weird when a character is very clearly wanting someone to have a bad reputation with others instead of it happening gradually. Gem even says that impulse hasn't really done anything to her and joel, and yet,,,

not to mention the fact that the only thing Pearl did to gem was trying to get her to eat the cobblestone wall, which yes, would've poisoned her, but also was clearly for funzie's and something that multiple people had done in session 2 at that point, and maybe, maaybbee, be alittle agro with impulse during the cow stuff in session 1? but I,,, i have my own thoughts on that. Anything else is from the last season, and while referencing a past season is very fun, having a whole bias because of one makes me,,,, blah. It's not a bad thing, it's a fun storyline ngl, It just makes me,,, like,,, kinda ill,,,(and not in the "I'M ILL /POS" way,,,) like a,,, weirdly physical ill??? It's so weird to say because,,, I'm completely talking about the characters, I think CC gem is amazing, and really funny for this ngl, but stars above, the character makes me sick feeling.

Also, the fact that multiple other people have been,, eh,, meaner? to "The Family" and instead of also being rival's, enemies,,, not friendly?? with them, they are constantly trying to ally with them in a way. Biggest point is martyn, First session he killed one of their cows to try and force them into a trade, and it worked(kinda)! AND IT WAS IMPULSES COW!!! so ya,,, the fact the entire thing that,,, that was,, just vanished in her thoughts of them is,,, gvbiufhdbkgudfljnrioghdfjk

It's so interesting,, Fascinating, I love it, I hate it, It makes me sick, it's on a C!Scott level of interesting, WHAT IS GOING ON!!!!!!!

There's a weird level of nostalgia that I feel towards what C!gem is doing,,,, It,,, reminds me of a different,,, smp,,,, anyways

She's actively and constantly saying, especially to others, that Impulse and Pearl(But not Scott and Cleo) are basically the villains, that they should be harmed, die and such, to go after them. She tells Skizz to try and kill impulse actively, joel and her give him advice. She says something to Ren, Martyn, and Etho aswell(and I'm 90% sure there's more, i just,,, haven't finished watching the video,,,,) Bdubs and Tango? maybe BIG MAYBE!! they're around quite abit but I can't remember(my memories so bad oh my stars,,,) if She said anything to them. She talks to Scott about it AND I THINK SCOTT??? AGREES????

This girlie confuses me to no end,,, WHAT IS HAPPENING!!!!

Also the fact that They are CONSTANTLY on her mind, despite not interacting,, basically at all it seems in session 3. They are in her head, spinning while she desperately tries to get them out, of course, via death in-season <3

[modernsuperhero]

Who are these fun characters and why are they taking over my dash? /pos /please tell me abt your blorbos

i'm assuming you mean these little guys:

These guys are my newest silliest dudes from the webcomic School Bus Graveyard! It's free to read on webtoons here and is currently in talks to get a TV adaptation soon so now is 1000% the time to be getting into it!! It's basically a supernatural mystery about six high school freshmen from Georgia who go on a field trip and end up sucked into a demon dimension every time it hits midnight! It's super cool - the pacing is very good imo, a good balance of the Main Plot (oh no we need to survive the Demon Dimension again, also Why Are We In A Demon Dimension) with character development and backstory stuff!

The characters are badass but in a way I feel is very realistic? Like, not just "oh i'm the protagonist suddenly i know how to judo flip armies the moment i'm in danger" but more like "i'm going to train for months in self defense classes to build up some basic muscles" kinda way. The characters themselves are also pretty well fleshed out - they're not just the typical archetypes. Like, the "weak bullied nerd kid" isn't JUST a weak bullied nerd kid, he has well developed motivations and backstory and simultaneously realistic and satisfying character growth.

There are implied potential/future romances but it is so NOT the core point of the story, so whether or not that's your thing you can either ignore it or get excited about it in equal measure. The characters also aren't just edgy and gritty "we must deal with this alone... augh misery woe is us..." they actively do what they can to use all the resources available to them (including trying to get help from their parents, which is an ick for me in other media when the kid protagonists just refuse to ask for help? or assume they can't without trying? anyway).

I would say to be careful about any warnings at the beginning of specific chapters, because some can get quite violent.

The six main characters, without giving to many spoilers, are as follows under the cut (cuz this got long):

The protagonist Ashlyn, an asocial ballerina with her loving ex-military parents, who has a condition that gives her incredibly sensitive/enhanced hearing (she ends up using this to help detect the monsters after them, since they're otherwise silent to the other protagonists!)

Aiden, a creepily-smiley ex-homeschooled rich kid who has no concept of social convention or personal space. Has forcibly chosen Ashlyn to be his friend during his first year in school against her will and ends up accidentally setting off the chain of events leading to the Plot. (I love him. He definitely has Every Mental Illness <3)

Ben, Aiden's incredibly physically intimidating cousin, who is mute and so, so sweet and gentle and follows Aiden like his shadow, in part to take care of him when Aiden's antics get him injured and in part because Ben's muteness makes it incredibly difficult for people to understand him. Aiden, however, can understand his nonverbal communications with ease

Taylor, a friendly girl's girl who tries (often in vain) to befriend Ashlyn. Is also a talented mechanic who ends up putting googly eyes on her weapon once they end up in the Demon Dimension. She's the most Emotionally Aware Person Here but also she's like, 15, so, the bar is on the floor

Tyler, Taylor's twin brother, a somewhat aggressive and rude baseball jock who mostly Minds His Own Damn Business aside from his clinginess to Taylor. In fact they wear matching outfits in almost every episode of the comic it's so funny and cute. Is often found fighting bullies to defend their victims so i forgive him for all his own asshole crimes he's just a dude. he's one of my little guys

Logan, who is canonically compared to a puppy. Shy, intelligent, and incredibly empathetic! My partner's favorite character who has one of the best character arcs so far imo. Likes photography, astrology, and gardening. I think they should give him more guns, as a treat. He can never have enough

anyways thank you for the ask! overall i highly recommend - it's still ongoing, we're currently in the middle of season two!! the mystery is unfolding, there's funny and sweet moments along with the intense ones, and i am INVESTED. :DDDDDD

[ember-owlet]

the way you can see caitlyn struggle to keep a brave face before she reaches out and crumbles in vi's arms,, practically throwing herself into vi's embrace with the full trust that she'd catch her!! vi truly is her safe space in this moment and i couldn't have asked for a better scene between them. the way vi hesitates to fully enclose the hug before they both relax and allow themselves to be vulnerable with one another!!

THE WAY CAITLYN LEANS INTO VI'S TOUCH MIRRORS THEIR SCENE IN HER BEDROOM WHEN VI FIRST LEANS INTO CAIT'S TOUCH?!?! i will never be over this scene oh they make me so ill. /pos

the part that really gets to me is how small cait looks here, taking away the regression aspect just physically she seems so small in vi's arms (despite being significantly taller) and her little sobs as she leans into her chest pain me so much it was only episode one but GIVE MY GIRL A BREAK OH MY GOD.

as much as the agere fandom likes to make vi the main regressor and cait the caretaker (which don't get me wrong i am 100% in support of as well vi is baby) i'm so glad we get to see glimpses of what caitlyn would be like in their dynamic. hell, i hope we see it more as the episodes progress because she's in dire need of support through her grief, from anyone that truly cares about her.

[arcadekitten]

Do you have any characters with asthma / ever considered making a character with asthma? I love the way you represent different things like sexuality, mental illness, disabilities and physical illnesses. As someone who might have autism/ADHD it's amazing to see how you bring attention to the very real struggles one with that kind of mental disorder might have to deal with on a regular basis, yet still simultaneously allowing them to feel like normal everyday people where their mental health doesn't consume their entire personality/having other characters see them as just their disorder. I ask about asthma because I've had severe asthma since I was 4 years old, hospitalized multiple times as a child and don't see a lot of (positive) representation for it in public media. Your games are beautiful works of art and I hope you know that just like the characters you so wonderfully make, you are so much more than just a disability or "illness", you're an amazing fantastic wonderful person and coming to terms with your recent diagnosis is just a small part of your own personal journey with loving and accepting yourself. I hope you know you have a very lovely community that will always be here to support you. (Sorry for the rant, I know it's been said before but Lord knows it's true! But also I just like reading about your rants/responses on characters and questions. - /pos)

This means so much to me and I'm so so happy that you feel that way, thank you. I try my best and I'm happy if it reaches people in the ways that matter! I am overwhelmed by your kindness and I cannot overstate my appreciation and gratefulness ♡

It's definitely been a journey for myself and a very difficult one at that, but everyone has been so kind and it means so much! I hope I can be as kind to myself as you have all been about my journey to recovery.

I don't think I currently have any characters with asthma, at least not publicly! But it's definitely something I will make note of and I hope that you may find more positive representation of it too ♡♡♡

[butterflyscribbles]

The way you draw the celestial monkeys makes me physically ILL!!! /pos

Fr tho I get so so excited when you post you only post bangers

I appreciate it sm tyyyy!!!💜💖💜💖

I really do need to draw the monkeys more but Freenoodles has me in a chokehold atm lol

[marcop0los]

I've been staring at this for hours. it's wonderful

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Jojo moots still here? hi? ignore the sudden change in style and quality its been uh *checks watch* an entire year and ive gotten over my perfectionism since then