#they are eveerything to me
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ULTIMATE SHIPPER CHALLENGE: [4/10] HUGS Bai Fengxi & Hei Fengxi, Episode 40, WHO RULES THE WORLD (2022)
#who rules the world#且试天下#cdramaedit#heifengbaixi#baifengheixi#cdramasource#asiandramaedit#asiandramasource#zhao lusi#yang yang#chineseartistsinc#chinesemedia#otpsource#dailyasiandramas#mystuff#gifs#cdramas*#wrtw*#baifengheixi*#usc#yes i like pain so what#they are eveerything to me
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sorry to log on n rant but i need to rant
#tbd.#ooc.#cw complaining#ignore the tags if u dont want to see how my life is going shdfhsf#so im doing my masters yeah#and im like. 75% thru#shouldve been done last month#but bc of the year ive had my uni adviser was rlly nice and sorted a way to extend my student status for another year#to get my dissertation done#like i did my 4 essays n now its just dissertation time#n i was supposed to start it now n get booked in with my mentor n stuff but i cant fucking log into the website#bc u need a MFA#and the MFA app my uni uses wont acknowledge me bc i have a different phone bc my phone broke#and a different number bc my phone contract got cut off#so idk what to do lol i cant log in and do anything#ive rang the IT desk for help 59w9er3424234 times#and everytime i get thru to the actual line n im taken off hold .. they hang up on me#idk if its a system error or my phone bc its a shit old one#but i cant do anything#and my universal credit claim got closed#non uk oomfs its a benefits system#n they help u with money to pay bills whether ur looking for work or unfit to work which is what my doctor said i am bc#my mental health and physical health combines to make me a super loser#n he thinks i might try to K word myself if i take too much on at once after eveerything#like i cant even sit and grieve my dad that died not even 6 months ago yet because i have to much shit to fucking do#like i cant afford to liven now#i cant pay my bills. they keep bouncing and coming back worse#i have debt collectors coming @ me#i am stuck in catch 22 man like not even my support workers can help me rn#and im very lucky that i own my own home bc of my car accident when i was 15 lol but everyone is just telling me to sell it
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TRYING TO PLAY BALLOON WORLD BYT THE CONTROLS AREBT WORKI G ON MY CONTROLLER??? (Literally hitting every fucking button)
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thasmin alternative funny ending where the end of sea devils is the same but at the start of potd it's immediately incredibly obvious they did Not stick with that "lets just be pining" deal
like sea devils flirting times ten, absolute honeymoon phase, bring back the Mattress Suggestions but #confirmed this time, dan leaves because he has a date to get to ahem ahem
crucially this remains Entirely unacknowledged by Everyone. but like in a trying to give someone a kiss and headbutting them bc you forgot youre both wearing space helmets kinda way. the first person to almost mention it is the master, who wants to point out to yaz the things they have in common, but before the doctor can bite his head off yaz has already kicked him. they both dont mention it. the master also doesnt again.
the episode functionally stays the same. the master being the doctor becomes even more poignant in his dynamic with yaz. nothing else would change. they both would prioritise the fate of the planet and the people theyre trying to help over anything theyve got going on and even more importantly i can not stress this enough this is a folie-à-deux of hardcore denial. they did this exact same thing apart for years theyve just combined forces now. it's obvious, but it can Not be acknowledged by Anyone. and it wont be. and nothing changes. the entire episode plays the exact same way if theyre deeply in love because they are. just add like three words of dialogue and an eyeroll from dan in the first third and youre done
#i say alternative#but reading the script#i think this is just whats there ghfjghjh#man the stuff that got cut from the episode hurts me i cant imagine how it feels if you wrote it#wish we had deleted scenes#just got the dvd of potd 2 days ago i dont think it has deleted scenes tho#would give soooo much for deleted scenes#the master siberia scene#the 'youre gonna live arent you' bit#and just so many fun little lines like when dan says 'what am i doing ihave a date to get to' and the doctor says over the com#'you know we can hear you right?'#or when she goes 'rmember the plan stick with the plan its a really good plan'#and dan andyaz are like 'WHAT PLAN'#and she goes 'didnt i say??'#just let me have eveerything that was left on the cutting room floor i'll put the 2 hour finale togethe ron my own no worries
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im so... shmeepy...
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#txt#i bet he was so tired and that nap was eveerything to him in thst moment#whenever im tired i think abt my fav characters/people sleeping and its awesome its actually so awesome#and sometimes instead... esp during the morning#i just imagine myself cozy in bed and reading a book. and slowly turning the pages... before going to sleep#i blink and nearly fall asleep at school all the time lol#did you know mr president had insomnia? yeah#us presidents#this picture of hin reminds me of when i was a kid... and how i fell asleep on the night coach to glasgow#except i didnt have nearly as much space#im going to sleep soon
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i love my wife rodimus i love him so much you dont even know. he si eveerything to me he is the reason i get up in the morning he is all that i have. my rodimus my roddy i love him so much
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sO fAr, IvE gOt OwL cItY, sMaSh MoUtH, jAcK sTaUbEr, SoDiKkEn AnD a FeW eXtRa LoOsE sOnGs...
Im NoT a SuPeR hUgE mUsIc PeRsOn, ItS aBoUt 30 SoNgS sO fAr AnD iVe KiNdA eXhAuStEd My MuSiC tAsTe
#homestuck#homestuck shenaniquins#gamzee makara#If YaLl ArE cUraioUs As To WhAt ThEsE oThEr MoThErFuCkErS lIkE#cRoNuS lIkEs OlD aSs HuMaN mUsIc#lIkE#aNyThInG fRoM fAlLoUt 4?#tHaTs HiS jAm#kAnKrI iS mOrE sCaTtErEd AnD i HaVe No IdEa WhAt He LiKeS mOrE bRoAdLy#bUt HeS gOt SoMe SuRpRiSiNg PiCkS lIkE bO bUrNhAmS wElCoMe To ThE iNtErNeT#oR hIs HoW tHe WoRlD wOrKs#sIgNlEsS#hOlY sHiT#hE lIkEs A lOt Of ThE mOrE oPtImIsTiC eArLy 2000s MuSiC#HoMe#wAkE mE uP#bEsT dAy Of My LiFe#gOoD tO bE aLiVe#aDvEnTuRe TiMeS eVeErYtHiNg StAyS#KuRlOz.#VoLtAiRe.#StAlKeRs TaNgO#uNhEaLtHy ObSeSsIoN#hE lOvEs ThAt DaRk SlOw BrOoDy ShIt#iM PRETTY SURE SIGNLESS'S MUSIC TASTE IS ACTUALLY LIKE#2000s-2010s?#mAn I dOnT FuCkInG kNoW iM nOt Thze mUsIc GuY lEaVe Me AlOnE
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despite it all. i miss kc kaberera
#i genuinely do think my roman empire was the time kay elle (the author to the frontier) commissioned me to draw him and easter eden#that was . ifufufuchfufhffufueuf 😭😭😭😭💚💚💚💚💚 THAT WAS EVEERYTHING TO ME STILL#i know she probably only did it bc i was a diehard fan but it meant so much to me#the fact that it was one chapter away from being completed and that it never was does kill me a little to this day#delete later
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scrap everuything i was just typing i realize why i like gestalt
its like forever kingdom
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can i be honest with u guys? i’m not super into any of the baldurs gate 3 companions
#like they’re all… fine? i’m just not super into any one of them#ps#new way of playing these kinds of games for me usually i do eveerything for One Man but alas… this time i’ll do whatever i guess
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i dont kno whats causing my hair loss but i kno stress can lead 2 hair loss as well n this whole situation is stressing me out More so funnily enough it’s jus making it Worse. also funnily enough is tht i never experienced hair loss during my months of extreme near-anorexic caloric deficit dieting but somehow its happening now, when im snacking n eating a lot.
#im gaining weight n overeating so its not an anorexia thing.#so im guessing its a combination of eveerything going on w me rn. i wonder if when i start resuming my dieting if itll get worse. i wonder#if All my hair will fall out. who knows. i dont fucking kno.#delete later
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Stone age question! Do you have any favourite artifact or painting from the period?
EVERYTHING IN THE LASCAUX. EVEERYTHING. ITS SO INTERESITNG TO ME HOW THEY DID ALL OF THAT. AND HOW IT WAS UNCOVERED. LIKE WOW IT S SO PRETTY TOO
As for my favorite artifact?
These were found in Denisova cave, from the upper Paleolithic layers. They’re pierced teeth and bone points. That top left one is actually…
…what I inspired these blue points on my mask off of!
#🌲calls of the wild#neanderthal#stone age#archaeosapien#archaeosapience#archaeosapiens#alterhuman#alterhumanity#neanderthalkin#cavemankin
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eveerything that happens to me in this game is just karma because i keep pushing people into the start line before position is over
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This is going to be long and i speak spanish so probably im going to have grammar mistakes U.u
When I was 16 I hang out with a classmate, he abuse me but idk it was weird and im not sure if it was abuse. When i was with him we were in a public space and he made me do sexual things, it felts weird but i didn´t said no but i didn´t wanted to do what we were doing but why i didn´t said no? maybe i wanted to do the things but it was HIM WHO TAKE MY HAND and move it all the time, it wasn´t ME who was doing the things, he was just using my hands and my body. He also made me things to me and i felt weird because i felt paralize and dissociated and I remember that i was having flashbacks of another moment in my life that i was abused, it was uncomfortable but i just can´t bealive that i was REALLY abuse bc i didn´t said no, because of that i feel so guilty and ashame of the situation...
Everything got worse some time later bc another girl of my school openly said that she was abuse by this same guy and the school take legal actions and what she said that he do to her was THE SAME THINGS that he did to me. In that moment i said what he did to me and the school alo take the legal actions but i felt the the theachers and the others adults didn´t bealive me at all, they looked at me like i was doing eveerything for atention and they ask me what happend and i I could see in their faces that they didn't believe me at all because the ask if i say no and because i didn´t said no they said that probably i wanted to do everything and obviously he didn´t notice that i was uncomfortable BUT BRO I WASN´T EVE MOVING I DIDN´T SAY NOTHING WHILE HE TOUCH ME AND HE MADE ME TUCH HIM, IT WAS HIM WHO MADE ME DO EVERYTHING!!!! they didn´t take me seriously. My friends alredy know what happend bc i told them the situation the day after it happend and fortunately when my classmates found out every single one bealive me without doing any questions me and kinda protect me of him when he arrive to the classroom, they move all the seats of the clasroom away from his seat and also put juice and yogurt in his backpack were he has his ipad in a way to made justice and take revenge for what he did to me and the other girl, they were sweet.
Anyways i still feel bad and ashame and a liar when i say that he abuse me because maybe he didn´t do it and everything was my fault because i didn´t say no in an explicit way, it made me doubt of what happend.
If someone could give me and opinion about all this situation it will be amazing because idk what to think about this situation. This happend when i had 16 and now im almost 20 and i still dont know if it was abuse or was just my fault because i didn´t say no and he never wanted to hurt me ?
To me this sounds like abuse. Many people who were abused didn’t clearly say no when it was happening. This can be due to fear, like you say feeling paralyzed. That’s called the “freeze response”. You are not to blame no matter if you didn’t say no. Also, no matter if you maybe “wanted it” or not, he should have asked and made sure you consented. I believe you.
#survivor#tw csa implied#tw csa#csa vent#trauma vent#actually traumatized#trauma#tw csa mention#tw csa vent#tw cocsa
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