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[abimee]

almost picked up a call cause it had a california number (818) before remembering its 8:41 pm who the fuck would be calling me

[abimee]

a nonesense concept inspired by looking at other people's interpretations and variations of the alice in wonderland story (as its in public domain), and i had this undercooked idea sprout in my mind of a story of a girl who carries alice's head through her own wonderland

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@phocoenacide literally im absolutely fascinated by these people who want their art treated with the same respect as a published novel but refuse to accept the criticism that Comes with having your stuff treated like a published novel. Like i dont think any of them understand that getting published comes with so many expectations and stuff gets denied for much less so do you really think like, penguin random house is going to publish glorified CP?? no theyre gonna call the cops on you! like they gotta think ''do i publish my work on ao3 instead of getting it made into a book to 'fight the power' of unjust publishing offices, or because i know if i send my manuscript people in black suits with shiny badges are going to show up at my door?" but they dont because they just want the so-called ''protections'' they think art has from ''nasty rude antis >:(" as if art criticism/reviews isnt like one of the biggest aspects of the art world.....

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like genuinely follow me down this rabbithole. why of all things do these ''dead dove'' ''puriteens'' ''proship'' people care so much about the opinion of teenagers while also adamantly going ''i dont contdone this stuff irl ofc!" while writing their child porn stuff. and then they get a hernia when teenagers find what theyre doing icky. like why do the child porn people care so much about normalizing child porn to children when if you dont condone this stuff irl you should be excited and greatful that children are actively avoiding it because exposing children to child porn makes them more likely to normalize themselves being sexualized and get preyed on much easier. like do you hear yourself ever

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if youve ever used the term ''puriteens'' i genuinely am just going to assume youre a pedophile in hiding

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fuck oath

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the warrior of vegetables and the little carrot that follows the gourd around

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like its not enough to drink i need something stronger, i need something that actively eats at my brain and slowly worsens my synaptic firings and decays sections of my brain, i need to give myself a home lobotomy or something because itll be easier being happy with a piece of my brain pulled out of me than living another day with what i have

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sometimes i begin wondering if theres way i can self medicate at home and ill be honest drinking mouthwash and low-dosing myself on brain-damaging chemical cleaners via huffing them is slowly becoming more and more appealing

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suicide really is the only option

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max just wants one good photo of the happy couple

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its MY favorite niche yuri ship and I get to choose the refferences

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i really do think a lot of lesbians would be much happier if they focused on F/F content me included [genderbending the popular M/M ship doesnt count] instead of M/M or M/F. when these comms are over i need to make more yuri

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Charity and Ino have been friends since childhood, despite changing into wildly different people: Charity had taken an interest in boys, makeup, money, and fun, while Ino became reclusive, nerdy, and disinterested in society. They've stuck together despite it all because at the center of their friendship is a secret --- Charity is capable of entering into other's dreams, and Ino is able to manipulate anybody's health besides her own.

They believed each other the only two in the world like it, and had spent years trying to decipher what made them that way, only to come up short in every aspect. They lived their life like normal, with Charity never entering anybody's dreams besides accidently a few times, and Ino rarely meeting anybody sick enough to warrant her help.

One day in the summer of their post-grad years, Ino has a stroke and is admitted to the hospital, where she tells Charity that she has begun having sleep terrors, with a repeating face that seems to show up in every one --- wondering if this is another person like them, Charity begins using her power to enter Ino's mind, and chase after the girl of her dreams.

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Charity and Ino have been friends since childhood, despite changing into wildly different people: Charity had taken an interest in boys, makeup, money, and fun, while Ino became reclusive, nerdy, and disinterested in society. They've stuck together despite it all because at the center of their friendship is a secret --- Charity is capable of entering into other's dreams, and Ino is able to manipulate anybody's health besides her own.

They believed each other the only two in the world like it, and had spent years trying to decipher what made them that way, only to come up short in every aspect. They lived their life like normal, with Charity never entering anybody's dreams besides accidently a few times, and Ino rarely meeting anybody sick enough to warrant her help.

One day in the summer of their post-grad years, Ino has a stroke and is admitted to the hospital, where she tells Charity that she has begun having sleep terrors, with a repeating face that seems to show up in every one --- wondering if this is another person like them, Charity begins using her power to enter Ino's mind, and chase after the girl of her dreams.

[abimee]

can the theatre kids who are supposedly dominating this website get into next to normal i feel like nobody cares about this musical but me

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youre telling me i had all of this on top of almost dying to H1N1 AND everyone at my school hated me