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this posts reminds me this is a very specific thing but I've become enamored with how often fanfiction writers beat around the concept of abortion in favor of pregnancy preventitive measures as if they work 100% of the time, and I am especially obsessed when it's a fantasy setting where they will make up ''never EVER get oregnant'' magical wristbands or spells or tattoos or something in a way that cues me into OPs idea that maybe theyre cool and pro-choice but they're still weirded out about the idea of actually recognizing and making the concept of abortion a reality within their escapist fantasy.

Like for me personally in my fanfiction I'd much rather just write that a character isn't afraid of getting pregnant because they know they can get it aborted more than I ever want to write copout-esque fantasy spermicide that works 100% of the time and is always on hand and always works and nobody ever has to even think about the idea of being pregnant. As if the writer sees abortion as like a ''in case of emergency break glass'' style last-resort in even fantasy worlds where getting your arm lopped off is probably not that big of a deal. Like i'm fascinated that in my travels on my side of the internet I have never once even heard of abortion being offhandedly mentioned in a piece of writing even when a character does start to second guess having a child, and it opens my eyes to the fact that some people while they may percieve themselves as pretty progressive still sort of have a hesitancy around abortion.

And I'm not putting this at the end to go ''look at how much better I am!" but it's fascinating to see the ideas in comparison of most people writing out the possibility of getting pregnant to not deal with the fact of recognizing abortion as something that exists in their escapist fantasy vs my personal escapist fantasy fanfiction where a character openly admits that they don't mind if they get pregnant because they can always abort it. Like in a magical fantasy land where people are tearing one another asunder into dark dimensions you really think there'd be a universal taboo of getting a fetus imploded? Characters are shotgunning the heads off of people on the daily.

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my svorite nier automata characters adam and steve

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ff14 bosses dont usually scare me but the first beast is genuinely one of the worst things to look at

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ok i’m done being crazy lol

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found a really old piece of my art like im talking this has to have been drawn 2010-2011 and it makes me smile so bad. i love seeing what younger me prioritized and i like that despite it all across time and space even if the pic looked like ass i tried my hardest to draw a good pose

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people who dont love wuk lamat need to 🪦 shes SO CUUUTE

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estinien says ''by the fury'' a lot in fanfics for the man who i think says that phrase the least amount in MSQ

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people with boogeyman tendencies will just take everything at face value like people who are scared of shadows will hear me say ''yeah i dont find foot fetish a weird concept and can enjoy a nice stocking'' and then think these pieces of art that are the most plainly obviously non-sexual thing on earth is secret fetish content and ive SEEN this in action before with other people! this website used to be obsessed with the idea that everyone secretly has a fetish they draw in plain sight but are hiding and made an active game out of trying to accuse strangers of things that arent real and it baffles me.

and im saying all of this towards you all that in 2025 i hope we (you and me, viewer) can all recognize that i am very open about what i draw and if you find yourself discomforted about something or interpret my art in a way that makes you worried, you can at the end of the day ask me. i am very up front that i am and always will be against sexualizing or fetishizing child characters even aged-up and that i will put a nail into my head before you ever see me draw a child with sexual intent. i hate pedophiles and i hate people who hide behind ''pro fiction'' or w/e to pedal their pedophilia and then hide behind the shield of ''well what about [piece of work that utilizes the themes ofd child exploitation for a reason and not for porn]". id never just post a fetish pic and go ''whaaat youre all crazy thats not fetish''. i want you all to trust me as an artist and not have these prenconcieved boogeyman notions so we can all jump and frolic together does that make sense

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the downside of people not really having the capability to understand context and place for fetish is that as someone who both loves the aesthetics of stockings and socks in an entirely non-sexual, childlike wonder type of way who is also very A-OK with foot fetish and can be endeared by a nice looking stocking is that you will inevitably have someone accuse you of fetish mining or making secret fetish content when anybody who knows me knows i am very apparent about when i draw fetish and what i draw. and i think about this because i really like drawing characters in stockings and socks and running around barefoot both thematically and just because it reminds me of being a kid running through the grass and rocks barefoot so its like a childhood memory that i shorthand with youth and adventure but i know once i mention im cool with feet fetish people are going to go ''oh my gooood all those years of rylan having barefoot ocs was him drawing FETISH'' like no shithead. but i also realize this is because people are too scared of what doesnt matter (you reblogging a piece of art made by someone who happens to have a foot fetish) but will hit smash on a random manga panel of a supiciuously young looking character because it looks nice but if you go to OPs blog the show is tagged as My Lolicon Sister Who Makes Pornography And Loves Wearing Skimpy Clothes!!!! like come on. youre better than this. stop being so scared of boogeymen. plus you can tell the difference between my art when its fetish or not so dont be fucking weird

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i think its evil making ryne a gunbreaker when she's older i think giott needs to saddle up next to her one day while shes with the group and get her to try out warrior like her girlfriend gaia and it works. they practice her swing via unukalhai throwing ceriqq's empty liqour bottles into the air and have her try to hit them perfectly and when ceriqq finds out that taynor has been standing nearby as glass flies he nearly has an aneurysm

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i miss pandaemonium

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proposal

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every time i get done w/ an ff14 patch im like ''man thats so good i wanna talk about this with my followers'' before remembering most of you are here for undertale art. how did you all like church this morning

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''i wouldnt like ff14'' oh yes you would