#hes eveerything to me

[carelessmemories]

(via pinchinschlimbah, ziggypop-blog)

[tearfest]

sorry to log on n rant but i need to rant

[gorillaxyz]

im so... shmeepy...

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[ask-homestuck-shenaniquins]

sO fAr, IvE gOt OwL cItY, sMaSh MoUtH, jAcK sTaUbEr, SoDiKkEn AnD a FeW eXtRa LoOsE sOnGs...

Im NoT a SuPeR hUgE mUsIc PeRsOn, ItS aBoUt 30 SoNgS sO fAr AnD iVe KiNdA eXhAuStEd My MuSiC tAsTe

[sunlightera]

i love my wife rodimus i love him so much you dont even know. he si eveerything to me he is the reason i get up in the morning he is all that i have. my rodimus my roddy i love him so much

[csaventing]

This is going to be long and i speak spanish so probably im going to have grammar mistakes U.u

When I was 16 I hang out with a classmate, he abuse me but idk it was weird and im not sure if it was abuse. When i was with him we were in a public space and he made me do sexual things, it felts weird but i didn´t said no but i didn´t wanted to do what we were doing but why i didn´t said no? maybe i wanted to do the things but it was HIM WHO TAKE MY HAND and move it all the time, it wasn´t ME who was doing the things, he was just using my hands and my body. He also made me things to me and i felt weird because i felt paralize and dissociated and I remember that i was having flashbacks of another moment in my life that i was abused, it was uncomfortable but i just can´t bealive that i was REALLY abuse bc i didn´t said no, because of that i feel so guilty and ashame of the situation...

Everything got worse some time later bc another girl of my school openly said that she was abuse by this same guy and the school take legal actions and what she said that he do to her was THE SAME THINGS that he did to me. In that moment i said what he did to me and the school alo take the legal actions but i felt the the theachers and the others adults didn´t bealive me at all, they looked at me like i was doing eveerything for atention and they ask me what happend and i I could see in their faces that they didn't believe me at all because the ask if i say no and because i didn´t said no they said that probably i wanted to do everything and obviously he didn´t notice that i was uncomfortable BUT BRO I WASN´T EVE MOVING I DIDN´T SAY NOTHING WHILE HE TOUCH ME AND HE MADE ME TUCH HIM, IT WAS HIM WHO MADE ME DO EVERYTHING!!!! they didn´t take me seriously. My friends alredy know what happend bc i told them the situation the day after it happend and fortunately when my classmates found out every single one bealive me without doing any questions me and kinda protect me of him when he arrive to the classroom, they move all the seats of the clasroom away from his seat and also put juice and yogurt in his backpack were he has his ipad in a way to made justice and take revenge for what he did to me and the other girl, they were sweet.

Anyways i still feel bad and ashame and a liar when i say that he abuse me because maybe he didn´t do it and everything was my fault because i didn´t say no in an explicit way, it made me doubt of what happend.

If someone could give me and opinion about all this situation it will be amazing because idk what to think about this situation. This happend when i had 16 and now im almost 20 and i still dont know if it was abuse or was just my fault because i didn´t say no and he never wanted to hurt me ?

To me this sounds like abuse. Many people who were abused didn’t clearly say no when it was happening. This can be due to fear, like you say feeling paralyzed. That’s called the “freeze response”. You are not to blame no matter if you didn’t say no. Also, no matter if you maybe “wanted it” or not, he should have asked and made sure you consented. I believe you.

[hollypies]

Lancer for tge comfort questions

1. how long have i known about them

Since deltarune came out, I thibk! I didn't know much about him till like.. way later tho

2. whether or not they’ve ever made me cry

Nope!

3. whether or not i have any merchandise/objects with them

Soon... SOON.

4. what about their personality i like

He's just a litle guy! Baby boy!

5. what about their backstory makes me emotional

Doesn't make me super emotional! I feel bad for him, and the fact he doesn't have many friends.. but it gets better ^^

6. the moment of theirs that made me the saddest

When his dad tried to throw him off a roof >:( and when he turns to stone in chap ttwo

7. the moment of theirs that made me the happiest

His entrance in chap two!!!

8. something about them that made me laugh

LITERALLY EVEERYTHING!! he's just a funny littke character!

9. my favorite canon outfit of theirs

His .. normal one

10. my favorite moment with them in canon

The Susie and Lamcer fight! When Kris and Ralsie battle them, I mean.

11. my favorite relationship they have with another character

With Susie! They're friends, and they care about each other! They helped eachother grow out of their shells.

12. what i like about the way the fandom portrays them

Small and round!

13. what i dont like about the way the fandom portrays them

I think we baby him a bit to much, or characterize him as unintelligent

14. what i liked about the way canon portrayed them

He's real funny, and he has a big heart

15. what i dont like about the way canon portrayed them

No complaints

[gracefavourwisdom]

I really worry about him...

It feels like I know you're opinio on eveerything else in my lifee but I can't figure him out. Please protect me from what I can't see. I want it to be right so badly, but all I know is fear. It makes it really hard to discern. I really do think he loves me mom, but how do I know when I'm being loved? I can only be sure of the love I give out, not the love I receive.

I really want to believe him. I don't want to keep searching for love. I won't keep searching for love. Please protect me... not just in the ways I'm afraid of

[thirdstreets]

so i accidentally fell in love with the nahauli while playing srr so my experience with him is reflected on my boss' experience with him which is that um

during the corporate retreat mission i saw this 40 something year old man baffled by these 20 somethings which felt like oh take ur dad to work day and by the end of that and i realized he was playing along and going with our inside jokes and calling me his friend i fell HARD. and started calling him my dad from that point on.

whenever i was fucking around id call him up to come play with me. he HATED when i would pop wheelies on a bike.. hes my cute dad who loves murder and i love to have fun with. every time i went to the church n saw he was chilling and he was like well you said i could pop in anytime so um... well here i am... SOOOO cute what a cute sweet shy old man! lovely little guy.

so when i finally got to him being the main bad guy at the end?? his betrayal?? his attempt to take eveerything i had... what about what WE had king???? i was soooo heartbroken!!!

on top of that i was streaming the whole thing to my friends who had also started calling him dad so i was not alone when i SCREAMED at being stabbed by my own gift knife!!!!

anyway. while i was pleading to him the entire time i was hunting him down in that casino i was like come on daddy we can fix this we can work this out we can still be friends baby its okay... i dont remember how it happened but it ended up with my friends and i discussing were going to have to chain daddy up in the church basement. he can come how when hes nicer. and it evolved into the nahauli being my pet.

so if you guys see some left field art of the nahauli its because i accidentally gave my heart and soul to that old man and so did my boss

[prettyboykatsuki]

Fang I’m an adult with braces (the railroad track kind bc I don’t have the self discipline for Invisalign) and the other day one of the dental hygienists told me that for certain kinds of metal braces, the colored brackets are only there for aesthetic and vibes, it’s the wire that does all the work so some people just wear the metal w no colored brackets

Where I’m going w this is I rmb your brace face bkg posts like it’s so cute to me that perhaps he CHOSE to have those orange brackets,,, bc he likes the color it’s HIS color and his mom told him orange looks good on him (and you did too, so)

in conclusion: the katsuki railroad is painted orange BY CHOICE choo choo

anon im burying my head in a pile of sand and longing for him immensely thats so CUTEEKJFDKJSD

stop,,,,,,, im imagining him like.. thinking of you before he gets the brackets. and how one time u mentioned that the orange suits him like way back. u didnt know him that well back then but he rmbs u... and thendjhsdjkd

im so unwell im abt to be stick thank u beloved i am screaming

[noramachwitz]

no offense but i just wish everybody would stop talking about eastie spoilers and about eastie in general i just .... don’t wanna know i really don’t

[anime-rambles]

Fic Update

Hey Everyone,

Lots has happened recently and I havent been able to upload. I took a little break after the death in my family and then ended up doing lots of freelance in my work field while still working full time so i've literally had no spare time as of late.

I have four mha fics currently writing:

Kiribaku one - i spoke of last time

Bakugou - "Four times bakugou let you fall through his fingers and the time he stopped you"

Bakugou - "As it should have been." A/B/O

Kirishima - "Losing you would be the end of me"

also I have three aot fics in writing:

Levi - "Hidden in Plain Sight" part 4

Erwin - "I need you still" - part 2

Jean - "Borrowed Time" - Alter ending

I am also not sure when these will be out but I think the Kirishima fic "Losing you would be the end of me" will be out first as I am currently editing it in work. Links below to anything and eveerything, if you would like to be added to a taglist drop me a link or follow the links.

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stay safe everyone - tiff x

[shiftereris]

"'Look around you, Ethan,' I said. 'The end of the world. Is this the reward you want? Do you really want eveerything destroyed-the good with the bad? Everything?' Grover was almost to Annabeth now. The grass thickened on the floor. The roots were almost a foot long, like a stubble of whiskers. 'There is no throne to Nemesis,' Ethan muttered. 'No throne to my mother.'��'That's right!' Kronos tried to get up, but stumbled. Above his left ear, a patch of blond hair still smoldered. 'Strike them down! They deserve to suffer.' 'You said your mom is the goddess of balance,' I reminded him. 'The minor gods deserve better, Ethan, but total destruction isn't balance. Kronos doesn't build. He only destroys.' Ethan looked at the sizzling throne of Hephaestus. Grover's music kept playing, and Ethan swayed to it, as if the song were filling him with nostalgia-a wish to see a beautiful day, to be anywhere but here. His good eye blinked. Then he charged... but not at me. While Kronos was still on his knees, Ethan brought down his sword on the Titan lord's neck. It should have killed him instantly, but the blade shattered. Ethan fell back, grasping his stomach. A shard of his own blade had ricocheted and pierced his armor.”

- pages 327 and 328 of The Last Olympian.

[virginstoner666]

Running the infamous Destiel Confession through the Crytype generator

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Dean – “Whaat are   you tlaknig aboutm, mman??”

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Dean – “Why  do.e.ss ths soun,nd l ikee  ag oodbye”

Castiel – “Because it is. I lov..e you”

Dean – “Donn't do this CCas”

Castiel – “oGodbbey;,..  Dee,,an”

[cloudykaii]

Care

pairing: bts x eighth member!reader [platonic]

summary:  omg i just real some of your eight member scenarios and eveerything was so good!! i wasnt into eight member things before but now.. im super in! 😭 can you do a scenario about compilation of the members little caring act on stage, backstage, when theres camera or not, something like that to the eight members?? if you make it then i would be so delighted. than you !!

warnings: none, it’s just really fluff :( some of it might not make sense, but i really love this

A lot of things could be said about your brothers. Each and every one of them had their moments and mistakes, just like you did. Some people would call them rude, or selfish amongst other things, but the one thing they could never say, is that they didn’t care about you. ARMY pointed it out all the time; they even had compilations of moments the eight of you cared for each other, but your favorite were the ones titled things like: “six minutes of proof that bts’ world revolves around y/n.”

Jin jumped as your head fell against his bicep. You were at an afterparty for an awards show the eight of you had been asked to present at. The music wasn’t too loud- you used to joke that it was because everyone knew rich people liked to brag. You had no idea where the rest of your brothers were but you and Jin had been perched on the oddly comfortable sofa as he socialized. He could feel your hairpins digging into his shoulder. 

“Y/N, are you okay?” You didn’t answer and he moved slightly so that he could reach across and tap your arm, but you moved with him. He felt your even breathing and sighed. You still had around two hours left before they could leave. 

One of the girls he had been talking to chuckled as you gave a tiny shiver in your sleep. “She must be tired.”

He smiled at her before slipping off his blazer to cover you with it. “She works hard, sometimes I think she works harder than the rest of us,” he chuckled, pulling you closer so that he could make sure she was comfortable. 

No one knows how a fan account had that video trending on twitter under the hashtag #BabyY/N three days later. 

✦✧✦✧

One bad thing about being the only girl in an idol group, is that sometimes you get the least amount of consideration. Not because they didn’t respect you or anything like that, it’s just that after styling for seven boys, you think sometimes the staff tends to forget you are not a guy, or maybe they had never seen a girl in real life.

Or at least that’s what the short dress you were wearing had you feeling like. It’s not like it wasn’t pretty, a black skirt and connected by a thin, white lacy strip that wrapped around your abdomen. It was gorgeous, and the silky ribbon of a choker around your neck made it look even better, but it was just.. so short. 

You powered through like a trooper, despite the fear in the back of your mind that you were flashing the entire audience while you danced. The minute the song stopped and everyone moved to get a drink of water, Yoongi was taking his jacket off and tying it around your waist. 

Not speaking into the mic, you let him do as he wanted but asked, “Are you even allowed to do that? Won’t the stylist say something about how you ruined her outfit?”

Tightening the knot of material, he rolled his eyes. “Honestly, I don’t give a fuck what the stylist has to say right now. Not only is your outfit not okay, but it’s obviously making you uncomfortable. You can wear this until the next outfit change.”

“Thank you,” you hugged him briefly, glad he had your back. 

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There was a time where you guys were recording a live during a long break while at practice. Fans talked about it for ages afterwards. Taehyung sat against one of the mirrors, holding his phone, while Jimin was in the picture beside him. 

“Basically, that’s it. We haven’t really-”

“Y/N, stop running around, you’re going to hurt yourself!” Jimin’s voice cut in, making the other man look over. 

“What is she doing?”

Jimin huffed, “I have no idea, but she’s going to- Y/N, at least t- no actually come here, I’ll do it for you.”

And when you bounced into the view of the camera, only for all the fans to see Jimin pulling your foot to him so he could tie your shoe. “Be careful this time, even if you’re playing tag.”

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Jeongguk laughed at the camera, the comments being ridiculous. He was doing a live, answering questions about the embarrassing moments he chose to talk about. “No, it was funny! He fell, but then he tried to play it off by doing pushups, but he feel while trying to do that, so-”

He heard the door open in the background, and the camera saw him turn to the side just before he let out an “oomf.” The side profile of your face was visible to the viewers as you moved to curl against him on the bed. You rubbed your eyes sleepily, and he frowned. “It’s really late, you’re supposed to be asleep.”

You mumbled, “I was, but then I got scared and woke up. I didn’t want to be alone.” He pouted at that. You tended to have nightmares whenever you were stressed, and since he was the one who found out about them first, he was usually the person you ran to. 

“Do you wanna sleep in here?” He asked softly. Everyone tuned in could hear everything, but your brother barely remembered that he was even recording as he fussed over you. You nodded, already drifting off on his shoulder. He smiled down at you before turning back to the camera. He read the many comments of everyone cooing over you. “Yeah, she’s alright. I’ll tell her to tell you guys herself tomorrow. Anyways..” 

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Of course, there were incidents that were more serious. 

The sun was setting, which made the perfect picture for the shoot you guys were about to do. The rooftop everyone was on was beautiful and stone, the kind of background you saw in movies. The sun seemed to glitter, and the wind made everything sway until the lake’s seemingly glittering waves caught your eye. “Whoa,” you gasped, moving closer to get a look.

“Y/N-”

You waved off Taehyung’s warning. “I’ll be careful! I just want to get a closer look!” You walked back over to the edge, admiring the way the sun sparkled on the water. You subconsciously leaned closer, moving your body a little too far against the thin railing, but before you could topple over, a hand grabbed the back of your jacket with a tight grip, yanking you back until you were a good distance away from the railing. 

Your back hit someone else’s and you recognized Taehyung as you turned to see him. He stared down at you. “I said be careful!” 

“I’m sorry,” you said a little shakily. Taehyung sighed before pulling you back into a hug. “Having a little sister is so hard, you’re not leaving my sight for the rest of the day.”

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Another moment fans loved to talk about actually happened at a fansign. You smiled brightly as the next fan came up to you, following the line. “Hello!” you greeted happily. 

Something about this girl threw you off though, and the look in her eyes had you unintentionally leaning away from her. You couldn’t decipher it, but when nothing happened, you told yourself you were just overthinking it. She was probably just excited to meet what could have been her favorite artist group, right? 

You stood by Hoseok as the fansign ended, moving to follow him out of then venue. He chuckled as he looked at you. “You have that look.”

You wrinkled your nose. “What look?” 

“The one that says you’re hungry,” he teased, poking you in the stomach, making you whine. “Well, maybe-”

“Y/N!” You turned around, cutting yourself off mid sentence, to see the fan from earlier. “I found you.” Her smile was a little too bright as she reached for you, only for Hoseok to push you behind him as you stuttered out, “I’m sorry, we really have to go.” 

You moved to attempt to leave after that, but her demeanor quickly changed. Her face changed from too happy and delighted, to dark and angry. Her eyes narrowed, and she reached for you more aggressively this time. “Don’t be son ungrateful,” she squeezed your wrist painfully and you cried out as security finally made their way over. 

Hoseok immediately pulled you to him, looking at the rapidly forming bruise on your wrist. Even though at the moment, it was just a large red mark, his face still tightened. “This never should have happened,” he cursed when he noticed tears in your eyes. 

He pulled you into a hug as he waited for the rest of your brothers to show up. “It won’t happen again,” he promised you. 

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The moment that was probably the most talked about, was when a talk show host felt the need to ask you how it felt. Namjoon shared a glance with you. 

“Excuse me?” you asked timidly, straightening up. 

The interviewer turned to you. “Oh, you speak English! I was just asking how it felt to be so similar to a child all the time.” The man’s tone of voice didn’t even change, but the idea that he had expected Namjoon to translate this to you, and now casually asked you as if there was nothing wrong with the question. “You know, they’re always taking care of you, it makes it seem like you can’t do anything by yourself. Does it ever irritate you?”

You tried laughing it off, the chuckle leaving your lips as you ticked a strand of hair behind your ear awkwardly. “Not really. They’re not doing anything to be condescending, and I know that.”

“Do you feel like that is because you need their help?”

“That’s enough,” Namjoon cut in, his jaw clenched as he slid forward a little in his seat as if to help get his point across. “Y/N is perfectly capable of taking care of herself. We pitch in to check on her because we love and care about her, and she does the same for us. She is not a child but a grown woman who we love and care about enough to make sure she’s okay and gets the nice treatment she deserves. With all due respect, if you insult our sister again, we will be forced to cut this short.”

You looked over to him, offering a silent thank you as the interviewer coughed, trying to recover. The bad news was that this interview was live, so he really couldn’t do anything but sit there and realized he had just embarrassed himself. 

Honestly, what else is there to say? You loved and cared about your brothers, and they loved and cherished you. 

[levyfiles]

Just saw your tags about Ryan discovering fanservice and it MAKES SENSE. Ryan seems to likes the effect he has on us when he does the Ricky Goldsworth thing, so if he realized what happens when he treats Shane nicely, and shows how much he hearts him, he'd definitely be extra about it.

LOL there’s this one theory that I’ve been bandying about with some friends in dms and it has us recollecting back to earlier this year when Marielle posted that photo of the chalk drawing she made of Ryan with the thought bubble “I love Shane” I’m enamored with the thought and convinced that he would talk Marielle’s ear off about things Shane says, does, and how he says and does them and Marielle, being the compassionate and funny woman she is, must really lampshade all of Ryan’s roasts and “I hate Shane” comments with a “Aww you really like him.” 

So hear me out, what if? The fanservice is almost entirely for Marielle who is a confirmed viewer of the show and an a new avid fan of her chaotic boyfriend. Ryan is a performer by all accounts and eveerything has gotta be so dramatic and I like to think Marielle loves that about him, loves the show and loves his special friendship with Shane. 

I mean what if…she ships them? HAHAH that’d be wild. OK ok let’s be serious though. I know that of course she doesn’t. I’m 100% kidding, guys…