#the phrasing always takes me out
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the particular bad guy of this episode, a little apprehensively: the audience wants to see me die?
nate, with more sincerity than anything he's said to anyone in her presence before: like you wouldn't believe
#and he's not wrong#leverage#my favorite#tv shows#watching the stork job and the way that parker instantly goes 'we have to bail' after seeing the kids has me Feeling a Certain Way#bc i think it's partially like. i think she knows the feeling of 'the known sucks but at least it's the known'#how many times was she let down? was her hope that things would get better left to die?#i know she goes to save them all later but maybe at the time she was just thinking... 'don't give them false hope'#her insistent use of the phrase 'we can't save them' is just. augh. parker bb no#and eliot saying to sophie 'he's right' re nate's sticking to the plan of saving one vs trying to save all of them on the fly is smarter...#just ouch. reminds me of the fishing job where eliot's goal is 'GET HARDISON OUT' and the very clear reluctance with which he tells hardiso#'yeah. i have an idea what they're gonna do. it's gonna be bad. are people gonna die? probably'#bc he doesn't want that! he doesn't want to leave people in the lurch! but GET HARDISON OUT takes precedent for him#and he's doing the same thing here. GET LUKA OUT is taking precedent. he doesn't like it any more than sophie does#i just. ghenghnehganf. i have a lot of Thoughts and Feelings about eliot's priorities and how they intersect with his job as the hitter#he's the physical guy. he has to be not just realistic he has to be the pessimist bc if he doesn't plan well enough? he friggin dies man#eliot's always thinking of 'what can a human being survive' bc AS THE HITTER that's HIS weakest point#GHENFGHENFGGHGHEWLAFHGGLRHGI#i have normal feelings of normal intensity about eliot spencer#and parker for that matter! very normal#eliot spencer#parker#you pierce my soul#personal#abbie needs a twitter
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who up seeing their disorder in a fictional character but feel like its not their place to put a name on it
#id have to be waterboarded before i can talk abt how i see a lot of my adhd and personality in mitsumi iwakura let alone post it#idk how to talk abt this without feeling like im talking over or invalidating ppls experiences relating with a character#someone was talking abt how ppl tie laios' autism to special interest and social difficulties but not much else which kinda flattens it#and then went into a respectful in depth analysis of other autistic behaviour that laios exhibits and it wasnt phrased meanly#its fascinating and important to me to hear someone explain a little bit abt traits that they recognized and often go overlooked#because it does help me learn more about it. but i think thats also where hesitancy kicks in when it comes to depicting it accurately#like i have adhd and some of my adhd symptoms overlap with autism (time blindness and pattern seeking behaviour) but that only means#it feels familiar to me even without having autism. on top of that traits arent always cleanly determined as being /caused/ by#a disorder. to understand my environment i compare it to something unrelated but similar to make it more familiar and for the longest time#i thought that was a personality thing and not an information processing thing since i loved playing pretend in my head as a kid#so if you make a character who experiences that hoping to reach people that also experience that and tell them its not weird or#smth youre making up like. thats the goal. ppl who dont get it arent expected to it just means it doesnt cater to them but it helps them#become familiar to it yk? since i dont have autism myself i dont feel confident i can depict it properly or explain it in my own words#but that doesnt mean im trying to dismiss it or try and cut it out completely.. ill just leave the floor open to someone who /can/#a lot of issues around fanon depictions are when smth is baselessly popularized or a characters personality and behavior is flattened#especially to fit them into a trending meme. its harmless and its supposed to be for fun but it gets tricky when you drag things that#need to be carefully explained beforehand or else it gets lost in translation. like that tweet abt 'hyperfixating' on cooking pasta#once it becomes popular language usually the original meaning is left out for the sake of simplifying it for everyone that when it#circles back theres a sort of hesitancy like. am i using it the way it was intended or am i unknowingly using the popularized version of it#actually thats probably why i felt wrongfooted during diagnosis bc it felt like i was misusing the words i heard to describe what i felt#i /know/ i see a lot of myself in mitsumi because our minds are always somewhere else and we tend to put good faith first and for me#that personal connection is enough. but idk it feels like its always gonna have to be 'palatable' first before i can talk abt it openly#mad respect to writers and creators who stick to their story even if theres the looming fear of ppl misinterpreting it and letting them#have it.. its been almost 2 weeks and i am so close to deleting that m3 dunmeshi drawing bc ppl keep saying chilchuck wouldnt have 200 HP#IT LITERALLY SAYS I MADE IT WHILE WATCHING EP 1. I USED EARTHBOUND LOGIC AND I WASNT EVEN TAKING IT SERIOUSLY CHILL#yapping
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I love the rhyming on ttpd. can only think of two examples currently but I know there’s more.
#the dancing phantoms on the terrace do they get second hand embarrassed#is e v e r y t h I n g#but also I can’t stop thinking about:#you. look. like. taylor swift. in this light—we’re lovin’ it#like just the flow. the cadence. not even just the rhyme but#her ease with language and playfulness with it and all the little pockets and corners of so many songs#even ones you think you don’t like. settle in with time!#like the thing about taylor is that she is VERY much a poet#in that some of her genius/way with words is innate#and the images and stuff she uses the turns of phrase can feel so garish and embarrassing on first listen#they JAR#but honestly I think it’s because she is truly …. new? she is doing something NEW#and the shock and outrage that always goes with new things is always present with a Taylor album#and I think she’s drawing on so much from the past to write but she is so deeply rooted in the present cultural moment#so it’s so easy to dismiss her writing on first glance as like. idk a college girl’s idea of poetry#as being too Stark or Melodramatic.#she loves OBVIOUS imagery and extremely dramatic ones too#but she isn’t actually just throwing stuff at the wall#because pretty much always. it starts to land and soften and settle#and the image she’s chosen has done its job of drawing you into a world#and/or communicating an emotion#and sometimes it’s so upsetting. like. get me out of the bedroom with Matty Healy taylor!!!!!!!!!! but. the art is art-ing!#I guess is what I’m saying. she’s good at this it isn’t just hype#but some of it really is that she’s taking us places we might not want to go or are so quick to pass judgment on#as being unworthy of a song or more importantly a poem. but present art HAS to do that#and does do it!!!!!! idk I am just. musing
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[The Final sugi dying kitten betrayal -> utsuro-gin fight -> sakura boat imagination -> completely tonally consistent with these ginpachi-sensei closer]
now listen. u know i would rather die than post five nearly-uninterrupted minutes of a fight scene. so take that into consideration.
#slight--#flashing#--in the first scene but i tried to cut the worst of it#sopping wet gintoki posting#videos#my computer is screaming at me. can i recall my thoughts.#i think theyre INSANE for that utsuro falling -> takasugi bound on the ground watching shouyou's execution transition.#rereading the manga fight scene. there IS some. how do i want to phrase this. unreliable perspective fuckery. retconning of memories.#nonliterality Mind Tricks. but like. things still happened. this movie here takes it so far that im like. IS GINTOKI EVEN REAL?#is this just the gintoki that lives in takasugi's dying brain and utsuro's dying brain that utsuro got from shouyou's humanity brain fungus#being his shinigami/psychopomp to walk him thru his first ever death. guhhhhhhh. littlest baby on the planet who is afraid of dying.#<- i love utsuro with all my heart. sorry for being mean to him at first turns out he's the char of all time meant for me.#anyways i think the movie is. SO BALLSY to stretch reality so far for their climax fight. and in such a. way.#taking place in complete silence. almost no actual fighting in the 200 Chapters Of Fighting arc fight scene conclusion.#reanimating so many key moments just to canonize the identity blurring triangle between three dead guys (tho gintoki gets kicked out of#the world of the dead on that sakura boat. sad.)#just a really ambitious thing to put in this aesthetically ugly and boringly standard as hell movie. AND TO SERVE WHAT END.#more standard as hell jump Power Of Friendship in the end. just with some extra weird cannibal ouroboros endless mirrors gay ass flavor.#<- gintama has always been abt making and surviving connections im not mad abt that but u know. got so generic lol.#thoooooo rereading the manga scene and understanding the plot more this time i do like the feeling that utsuro wasnt defeated so much as#just ran out his time. being kept busy from causing more problems in his final hours w a pointless fight hed never be able to turn down.#[about to digress 20 more times] anyways what else. theres an utsuro soft expression when he regrows sugi's arm that i like. interesting--#choice. i also cut it but i love gintoki wandering gaze avoiding sugis eyes dying in his arms. and his fighting back tears so badly.#the way the dynamic and emotionally destroying shot transitions dont stop even while sugi's dying. someone on staff was working their ass#off for him and i appreciate that.
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#they speak!#it's probably just the illness that's making me extra irritable but like.#roommate kept coming up to me this morning going oh did i wake you up? i'm sorry if i did. did i do that or no? i'm really sorry.#and i kept telling him to stop saying sorry because i didn't have the brain power to phrase#'you could've been more considerate of your volume but you also have the right to use the common space so it's whatever'#but he said it to me again before i went to my room just now and it's like. ok. shut up.#if you actually cared that much u would've just been quieter in the first place actually.#anyways. annoyed. there were some annoying customers in the store today but it was whatever.#i feel like my fucks to give had already worn out with all the ppl in my social circle/my parents and the recent ongoings of that#[redacted] was being passive aggressive to me in the group chat and it's like. ok! idk what u want from me.#and i'm grateful for them for coming over and helping me with cleaning last week#and it's those sorts of actions that let me know they care and want good things for me#but like. i haaaate telling them anything because even innocuous non-private things get turned into judgement with them.#also. more and more i can feel how i'm drifting away from h and now with retrospect i can see how we mutually hurt each other :)#i keep coming back to this one period where i really wanted to take them to try dimsum and they kept saying they were too scared to try it#and in their new friend group they regularly go out n get dimsum together. which on the surface is like. why didn't you want to go with /me#i told you i wanted to share what i liked and i would explain what things were and i could do the talking and you still said no#but it's also very much a reflection of how i always rolled over and enabled them. i never challenged them. i was always passive.#i also feel like i'm heavily neglecting e and a recently and i can tell how the physical distance is affecting us and idk. it's weird.#anyways. another post that should've been a journal entry! lol!#when [redacted] helped with cleaning they also buried my journal under my like#300 packets of sesame candies and i can't be bothered to dig it out. also my bandaids are missing now. <3#ik this also sounds passive aggressive but genuinely appreciate the help i just kinda hate how they think hidin everything in boxes is good#'we need to get you some more storage boxes and containers!!' actually i think that will be the opposite of helpful.#i need everything visible and on open surfaces so i can 1) remember they exist for me to use and 2) not have barriers for me to get to them
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i call this collection, contradictory quotes from two boys very, very confused about their families, homes, and loyalties.
#valyrianscrolls#asoiaf meta#asoiaf#jon snow#theon greyjoy#jonathan snowflake starkgaryen#long post#this was such a pain bc tumblr kept giving me errors processing the post#so i ended up having to copypaste into a word doc and take screengrabs of that to post as photos#finally posting out of sheer stubborn frustration as much as anything#(c)lsb#i am no stark#its not like i think jon was wishing for cat's death every time she went into childbirth#but the possibility must have occured to him that w/o her nobody would question his place at winterfell where hed lived his whole life#the same could not be said for hostage theon with no stark blood#and hes blinded by jealousy to think jon had more honor at wf. more love maybe but he wasnt the one sitting with robb for fancy feasts#jon's thoughts of the gods are quoted bc hes implicitly counting himself a stark with that phrasing instead of his gods or the old gods#just like theon betraying himself every time he said plural gods even if he never cared enough abt any gods to pray until ramsay#i'll always think his capture of wf had as much to do w desire to become a stark as revenge#else he would have sacked the castle and took hostages back to pyke like asha said#its like the saying if you cant beat em join em for theon it was the opposite#he couldnt understand why people who knew him as a hostage wouldnt help him hunt down his own child hostages#it was only fair! theyd be his wards and still live at winterfell together#it occurs to me that stannis for jon was like ned for theon stern scary guy he had to remind himself not to care about#jon may as well be shouting im the lord of winterfell when announcing his desertion hes so bold yet he thinks if this is oathbreaking#if! what theon turncloak mental gymnastics could make it not oathbreaking to kill a northern lord?!
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STILL thinking abt moody emo teenage Henry from the liveshow actually. he was so fucking funny 😭 motherfucker could have helped everyone escape at any moment but instead he just sighed and wrote gay poetry and drew trees and shit and ignored his grandson everytime he tried to talk to him tbh fucking iconic behavior I will never recover
#dndads#cal rambles#LIKE SERIOUSLY THAT SHIT WAS HILARIOUS#the scary and henry dynamic was something i never knew i needed as well#she instantly got a crush on him 😭 and was taking notes on his emoisms and phrases he said#genuinely hilarious to see the emos bonding while taylor and glenn in the background were wrecking absolute havoc#ALSO TEEN HENRY HAVING A CRUSH ON DARRYL. TOOK ME OUT#he also truly did not give a shit abt normal until the very end#when norm was dazed and blinded and in a miserable heap on the ground#genuinely it was such a fucking riot. im never gonna forget him#henry oak you will always be famous to ME. TO ME
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"Pre-twist, it's not just a study in Alfonse -- it's a study in Kiran, how they conceptualize Alfonse, how much they must know about him, to successfully act as him. Either subconsciously, almost reflexively (my interpretation first run, as a defense mechanism), or intentionally with full knowledge that they aren't who they claim to be (REALLY FASCINATING ANGLE. MUCH TO CONSIDER)."
^^^^^^^^ highlighting this in particular like This is how the Loadbearing Alfonse Wish Lore can still win. This is how I can implement this to still be true to Alfonse's character and lore while ALSO staying in-line with the Kiran Twist. <- COPING
#book 4 lore#SORRY THE WISH SCENE. THE IMPLICATIONS OF THE WISH SCENE. DO DRIVE ME INSANE#AND SO MUCH OF MY PERSONAL LORE. THE EXTENDED HEADCANON LORE. LIKE. I FUCKING MEAN IT#WGEN I SAY THOSE LINES/THAT SCENE IS FUCKING LOADBEARING‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️#like it connects back to moe it connects back to mani it connects back to triandra it connects back to peony#it connects back. to sharena.#it. somehow. always fucking does.#but adding this extra layer instead of just taking it at face value like i did for So Long.#WHAT DOES IT MEAN!!!!!!! WHAT DOES IT MEAN!!!!!!!!!!!!#is this something alfonse has confided in the summoner somehow? was it just a offhand conversation that stuck out to the summoner?#is it something the summoner is extrapolating from what they know about alfonse? which MIGHT NOT EVEN BE TRUE? (BUT MIGHT ALSO BE?)#THE. THE ANGLES.#SPEAKING BROADLY BC. you can apply this to kiran. goes insane i do think i have to like.#like i am starting to conceptualize kiran as their own character seperate from moe. which technically has always been the case#but now i'm insane about it.#BUT ALSO! ALSO! SPEAKING BROADLY BC!!!!!!! MANI. BOTH MOE AND MANI. BUT MOSTLY MANI#like. mani really is some of moe's most autistic traits personified. or maybe just the perfectionism flavored ones#but a little bit of funny mani lore is that it's more likely to pick up phrases and mimic them. like immediately.#LIKE. OVER TIME. you DO notice more of alfonse's vocabulary in moe. but moe has a VERY distinct sense of self#even as it flips and fluctuates between speech patterns. it's still undeniably moe.#mani has a VERY carefully curated image. LIKE MOE DOES TOO... IN THE OPPOSITE DIRECTION. BUT#mani. that extremely carefully curated image. is all it has.#is all it is.#THE. DEFENSE MECHANISM. IT'S THE DEFENSE MECHANISM‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️#moe lore#ALWAYS. ALWAYS ON MY MOE BULLSHIT. I'M SO SORRY .
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Oh jesus wait! Only now that something might finally be starting with Carol and Daryl did I suddenly think.. what if Daryl was aroace tho. and now I'm just-
#I'm sorry but why did this massive big-brain thought come to me NOW.#after I've been holding out for Caryl#and now that it seems to be actually becoming a thing finally#BECAUSE LISTEN#It was always just one-sided joke flirting from Carol#and he'd always respond with a 'lol. stop.' They're clearly best friends I mean they used that exact phrasing themselves.#but I was taking that as 'for now..'#and look Daryl is the only adult main character who don't be fuckin. At any point ever.#but yknow what! either way this turns out I'm happy#Besties? hell yeah. Dating? hell yeah.#*I'm* aroace. the hell is the matter with me what was I thinking-#twd liveblog#the walking dead#the walking dead spoilers#their friendship bracelet scene got to me ok.#look I know this'll never be anything but a headcanon because. c'mon. like this show would even acknowlege aroace people.#let alone for the leading man#but if he and Carol don't end up together that's my hc and I'm sticking to it
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#it's quite a while that i do a really long rant here#but i really need to get all the shit out from my mind and clear everything inside my brain#and yeah it's actually related with yesterday's race actually#i mean we all always saying that never let sports ruin or dictate our own emotions and other phrases that related with this#but in a serious matter it really really exhausted my mind and honestly yesterday is the peak of it#and the fact is before the race start i was feeling so happy that srg wins mpl malaysia for 2nd time#and i say to myself that whatever happens during the race i should be happy that my fav esports team wins another title this year#but yeah....the race happens and it all just chaos...i mean not that usual chaos but i feel it's even worse#especially after the race#like seriously i should have stay away from any social medias for a while today#because i know how awful the vibes and environment there (and here as well tbh)#but yeah 🥲🥲🥲#like i really expecting that f1 is the only sports out of other sports that i'm getting into with#that i really feel mentally drained and doesn't makes me feel any joy by enjoying it at some point#but yesterday...that's the peak of it#i'm just getting more and more tired of the whole thing happens in f1#and the real life 'job' (more like uni life) doesn't even help me brighten up my mood either#where during app development my group is having a really though situation to going back from the start#in which we had some conflicting on some of the solutions are as same as other one group#and forreal all my groupmates were just fed up thinking about how to came up with new ideas#so yeah it's just this past few hours are just mentally emotionally physically drained out#like i really need to take a break for a while but idk i'm sure#i'll starting to get more and more tasks and assignment for the next few days *sigh*#nahhhhhh i know it's really long rant but i just want to be in a good headspace rn
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it's honestly so infuriating how people act so defeatist when it comes to so many things in the world especially things that are systematic like... saying shit like "but it's been like this for years" yeah and does it make okay? OF COURSE NOT! you can identify the issue but you are gonna let it happen because why? there's no reason for you to let it happen especially if you know it's wrong you gotta stand tf up and do something about, talk about it and let other knows so action can be taken that's how things change!
#i've seen the phrase being used too many times for too much shit#like how like every now and then we discuss minors debuting in kpop#and someone goes 'but it has always been like this!' but it doesn't make it okay#and it's becoming worse in recent years so you recommend that#we don't call out companies for it?#also that skz fanbase being like 'but everyone in this industry is a zionist how are we gonna solve this'#and it sent me like YOU TAKE ACTION YOU DO SOMETHING??#it's a problem a huge one in fact so why should you still#stream music and buy merch when you know where those profits end up??#i'm so tired of this attitude towards so many things#you can point problems out but then you do nothing abt it#a lot of people underestimate the power they have consumers#and also the power of community at times too#it's like at the end of the day you don't wanna do anything abt it#bc it ends up compromising your comfort and that's the truth#it's how people don't wanna boycott brands they usually buy#it's crazy to me#i don't want people like this near me i am so serious#tris.txt
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Me finishing writing a paragraph: I'm doing SO good I can totally complete this essay before tomorrow yep. Hehe I got to talk about blorbo in an academic paper
Me trying to start a paragraph: I am in fact, incompetent. How do words work. This is all garbage. I should jsut throw this away. Fuck everything but especially this paragraph. Every word I type is trash.
Me when I FINALLY finish this essay, probably: see now that wasn't so hard, I can totally do this for my next essay
#I hate everything why do I do this to myself#I cant focus#I have exactly 16 hours until this is due and still need to sleep#and I have a whole paragraph and conclusion left to write and only 200 words left of my word count to do this in#Who makes an essay deadline 11AM IN THE MORNING BEFORE CLASS WHY#AND I WILL STILL HAVE TO SHAVE MY OTHER PARAGRAPHS DOWN AND IDK IF I *CAN*#ITS ALL RELEVANT#Most of my issues is I have to cut HUGE CHUNKS out of my paragraph because I simply do not have the word count to discuss them#but with them gone I have no idea how to structure this or phrase what I want to say#someone just shoot me and take me out of my misery#why do I always do this to myself#shay posts
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I don’t think hyeonseong needed to remember dokja’s order to think about him if something goes wrong. I think he’s just always thinking abt dokja
and I love him for that
#Loyal puppy man#going post#Orv#‘Hey can you hit me again? and do it really hard’ kinky#‘no wait. just kill me right now’ UM. I RESCIND THAT LAST STATEMENT.#I don’t remember what his new attribute is how is dokja gonna cheat death this time#HYEONSEONG CHARACTER PROGRESSION FUCKING FINALLY#I’ve missed him…. deprogram your military propaganda boy itll be good for you#‘There is no third option this time’ ok my first instinct was to take him at face value but dokja is always planning and scheming so#maybe he’s just saying that so hyeonseong will make his own third option out of determination.#to teach him to like… not rely on dokja so much#maybe not the best phrasing but I think u get my point#next episode and I’m immediately confirmed right. AWESOME but also#Would have been nice to have delayed that gratification for a bit#let me step into a side character’s pov for a moment instead of having dokja tell me everything#‘I thought you considered me the standard you should strive for. If so then do as I say!’ ‘That’s not the kind of book I want to go by!’#YEAHHHHH HYEONSEONG!!!! MAKE YOUR OWN BOOK! GET THAT CHARACTER GROWTH#‘I see. Well done.’ Dokja you want to be a constellation so bad#It’s already been confirmed tht that’s his goal but it’s been so obvious for a while#Like he keeps putting himself in mentor roles all the time. n constellations aren’t necessarily as close mentors as dokja has been#But they’re still essentially That#WAH HIS HANDS?? HUH???#yeah yeah uh huh I was right dokja was helping hyeonseong learn his lesson on his own also HIS HANDS?????#*HIS ARMS???* GUYS.#‘until the scenario reaches an apocalypse’ bestie ur already in an apocalypse#Ofmy god he has to melt and then cool down a thousand times? what the hell#HUIWON CHARACTER PROGRESSION TOO?? YIPPEE!!!!!#aww a hug……. Even though he must be fucking scorching hot…. How sweet ^_^#and hyeonseong was so polite too he’s such a sweetie#oh I was confused for a second but he literally snuffed the flame! smart
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birthdays were fun when you were a kid but now in the age of cellphone and facebook (yes poland still uses it) its just a day where everyone constantly wants something from me and bothers me and im supposed to be grateful
#unpopular opinion maybe but i HATE this notion of having to remember birthdays and it being some sort of a measure for#how much someone cares about you#no it doesnt fucking matter!! its just a day and i couldnt care less if a relative i do not speak to on a daily basis#wishes me a generic happy birthday on a facebook timeline#just shut up. leave me in peace. ive got enough generic meaningless human interaction in my day to day life i dont need more small talk#birthdays are only for people in my immediate circle. other than that its nobodys business#i may be cranky because i have a nasty headache (allergies) but ughhh. this always irritates me#who cares. literally who cares.#its an empty phrase at this point that people say just because its polite and a tradition#i'll take something deep and meaningful on literally any other day once in my life over empty platitudes every year#this is coming out way more cynical than i intended but welp. i just hate these things#jsyk not vaguing about anyone in particular especially not anyone here#niki.rambles
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sometimes i forget i have tourette's it's like white noise to me then there are days like today where i slam my head into a wall
#it's always a wall slam that takes me out of my ignorant bliss#what's a few phrases and twitches compared to slamming your skull full speed into brick#keeps me humble
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LITANY AGAINST THE FEAR OF OTHERS OPINIONS
Do it scared. Do it weird. Do it alone.
LITANY AGAINST PARALYZING PERFECTIONISM
Do it bad. Do it wrong. Do it half-assed.
LITANY AGAINST ?????
A third trio??? A trio of threes would be nice but I can't think of any more
#is this......anything#idk#I just always like the idea of three threes#idk some of these overlap a lot#not sure if the categories make sense#no idea what the third litany would be#perhaps something about...doing things for the “wrong” reasons or not feeling things “correctly”#like. do it annoyed do it apathetic do it for the wrong reasons. or something. I dunno.#look I just really like pithy repeatable phrases and groups of threes#not sold on half-assed either I just can't think of a good word#~~~I dunno~~~ but these have been genuinely helpful for me so#WAIT#ok maybe take do it scared out of the first one and replace it with do it without apology#then the third can be#LITANY AGAINST UNATTAINABLE VIRTUE#Do it scared. Do it apathetic. Do it for the wrong reasons.#as sort of a guard against the perceived necessity to be in the “correct” emotional or moral state to do things#HMMMM have I lost the plot??? who cares. my blog. do it without apology.
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