#sigh. i might write something
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thinking about praising men into submission.
#feeling VERY dommy rn#i can see umemiya being weak to this — he loves praise and he’s always taking care of you#he’ll let you take the reigns for a moment won’t he?#he hardly knows what to do with himself and his brain turns to mush when your praise goes from#‘you make me feel so good’ to ‘you’re being so good for me’#i also think he’d be really fun to ask questions once he starts going dumb#and then. with chika. he is usually the one in control#he didn’t think words could affect him and you didn’t either#until you let slip a few phrases when you get a bit cockdrunk#OR. accidentally calling him good boy because you’re used to it with endo and you didn’t think before you said it it just slips out#ohhhh his hips stutter#i’m also thinking about kaji being really stubborn about it and acting like he doesn’t like it#and you tease him so bad because he’s painfully hard#and red in the face#sigh. i might write something#i wanna tie a man up so bad :(#venus beyond the grave — ♱
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Argh... so I've been reading in Scum Villain's Self-Saving System (SVSSS) fandom recently. And it's given me a new pet peeve about formatting and TTS. A bunch of the authors in that fandom are using black lens brackets to indicate the 'system' voice, 【like this】, because the original novels do, and, yeah... unfortunately that's not always compatible with TTS (definitely not with google's TTS engine, and testing with various other online TTS engines gives mixed results).
Guess how I know they're called black lens brackets.
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Go on, guess.
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YUP! They get read aloud! Every. Single. Time. They. Appear. Open black lens bracket like this close black lens bracket.
Please resist using the novel's formatting and just use regular square brackets instead! Which do not get read aloud unless there's a space in a bad position, [ like this ]. If you want to be fancy, maybe use <tt>...</tt> formatting or a monospaced font such as courier to make it stand out more as something mechanical.
[Like this]
Which reminds me, another bad formatting choice I've bumped into multiple times (and I can't remember if I've mentioned this one before) is where authors use something <like this> to indicate things like speaking mind-to-mind, or that someone is speaking a foreign language (despite the actual text still being in English). Cool. Neat. Also not TTS compatible, unless you like repeatedly hearing less than and greater than mixed into the text. But guess what - there are already perfectly serviceable ‹single› and «double» angled quotation marks that could be used instead - and since they're recognized as actual quotation marks, they don't get read aloud! Shocking, I know.
Those angled quotation marks could also be another decent option for indication of things like the system voice, obviously.
«Like this»
Thanks to everyone who is already using more TTS-compatible formatting, and to anyone who decides to make some changes to theirs after reading this :)
#Fanfiction#Writing#Formatting#TTS#This has been a rant#Not a terribly serious one#It's just annoying when I go to read something and am just getting into it#And suddenly I'm hearing random punctuation marks#Over and over again#If I was interested enough and have time I might download it on the desktop and run it through editing in calibre to make it TTS compatible#But often I just sigh and skip that fic until I've time for reading visually#Or sometimes just skip it entirely
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it kinda just clicked for me that archdragons have their name name and then the title they receive(?) as an archdragon, ie "anak araw" -> "sol regem", which is really cool but like *shakes by the shoulders* WHERE ARE ZUBEIA AND AVIZANDUM'S!!! WHERE ARE THEY!!!!!!
#i don't have a defense for this one tdp what the hell dude#well at least now we can come up with our own#actually hold up let me open google translate#ok this is harder than i thought#especially with how many latin sky words are already associated with spells#regina tonat?#i can't use regina i just can't i'm sorry#“mother of lightning” would be so cool but MATER FULGUR??? ik it's not pronounced the same but tow mater ahh#i can vibe with “matrona procellas” but matron doesn't do her justice#“imperatrix procellas” might just be a lil TOO much#anyway i'm moving on#ok avizandum there are more options here but it's almost harder#potestas caelorum. robore tonitrui. tempestas magna. idfk#THEY ALREADY TOOK ALL THE GOOD ONES OK#anyway zym should be fun#“princeps” should definitely be a part of it bc it means ruler but also. prince. dragon prince. yk#and also something rainbow-y bc that's his special lil thing#princeps irides?#OH “ARCUS” CAN MEAN RAINBOW??? SAY LESS#princeps arcus or smth#ok they all sound dumb when i write them#sigh#tdp#the dragon prince#continuethesaga#giveusthesaga
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One of these scogan X-Men: The Last Stand fics where the only reason Scott survived his meeting with Jean at Alkali Lake is because Jean created a soulbond between him and Logan that allows them to share their mutations (and thoughts and emotions too probably because why stop only at one thing) and so Scott definitely would have died, but now he has the healing factor and it changes things and Logan feels off and he has these weird dreams, but he blames what happened to Jean for most of it, until one day he can't and he goes where these thoughts and sensations lead him, and he finds Scott who is alive and somehow Logan can hear him even if Scott's mouth is not moving at all and there is this moment when Logan gets angry and as if the claws weren't already bad enough, his eyes start to turn red as well and it's just one inconvenience after another because they don't know how to control this and neither of them wants their thoughts to be shared because they might be sort of falling in love but they have no idea it could be mutual, especially since they both seem so adamant about getting rid of the bond.
(Part of me also wants to entertain the idea that Scott no longer needs to wear his glasses/visor thanks to the healing factor. I know it probably doesn't work like that because if healing factor cannot fix up amnesia, then why should it be different with Scott's brain damage? But, it's how the idea evolved in my mind and so I thought it was worth mentioning. With how little I know about this fandom, though, the whole idea might be very much rubbish, but oh well.)
#scogan#scott summers#cyclops#logan howlett#wolverine#x men#fanfiction ideas#I did it again fellas#this one sounded a lot more better in my head lmao#I admit that it might be a bit farfetched but I still wish I could write it#or that something along these lines existed#does it?#because that would be awesome#still it's nice to fantasize about#even if nothing will probably come of it#*sighs* wistfully
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what do we think about Jack Kelly with heterochromia? either partial or total but just some form of it. we have seen Jack swooning over Davey’s eyes but what about the reverse? what about Davey who didn’t even notice Jack’s eyes when they first met because there’s a lot going on and he’s not big on eye contact and he’s only just met this guy, but then once they’re in the theatre he decides to sneak a peek while Jack is watching the show and oh. he’s stricken by not only the different hues in Jack’s eyes but by the sheer difference between him outside - confident, self-assured, if not a little arrogant - and him in the theatre. He spends the rest of the show musing about this, only to come to the very unfortunate realization that he cannot, in fact, hate Jack Kelly.
#i cant ever just write headcanons huh#they always become yap sessions#anyways. sighs. might write a fic of this#(as I am still working on the flower language fic)#sorry guys#something something eyes are the windows to the soul#newsies#david jacobs#davey jacobs#jack kelly#javid#javey
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so um... i found a pose reference that gave me big vanishay vibes, but then i got carried away then tried to turn it into a lore moment for some reason? 😭
i don’t totally like how his arm looks plus i couldn’t get him low enough because the height difference was making it a really awkward angle, but that’s what i get for copying the anime style again... it’s janky but close enough lmao full disclosure vanilla's bangs and face are heavily referenced bc they were giving me the most grief to copy, no thanks to all those damn little LINES. reference + transparent vers. under the cut!
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can’t find a direct link since i saw it on pinterest (💔) but it’s by mellon_soup!
#jjba#jojo's bizarre adventure#jojo part 3#stardust crusaders#vanilla ice jojo#jjba oc#oc x canon#vanishay#anime art#anime style#idk how to tag this#slaved over my art app for days with this one we’re using the damn tag list#have i ever told you how much i hate that the anime turned his vest into a speedo with a coat tail on it?#bc it looks stupid i hate it lol i wanted to fix it and do it like it’s SUPPOSED TO LOOK but i couldn’t quite get the folds to look right 💔#but i actually didn’t hate drawing him as much as i thought i would?#surprisingly easy but i’m gonna chalk it up to the fact that he’s half naked HSJSKKS#might actually do it again if i don’t kms after drawing terence lmao /j#idk how to describe the 'lore moment' btw it's something i'm gonna have to get off my ass and write out unfortunately sighs#← except shay's under eye scar. that's from star platinum breaking qr's visor and cutting her lol#wifey arts
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Banter
Notes I Pure fluff maybe + chung myung content ?!?! woah.. keep in mind that this is not edited and checked :3
Chung Myung will never let you live this down. No way. Especially when he, quite literally, had you pinned down. "Give up yet?" He asks, his tone teasing as he looks down at you with that shit-eating grin he knows you have a hate-love relationship with. God, you want to wipe that grin off his face so bad. "Love," You start, your tone seemingly pleading as you look up at him. The one and only Mount Hua's Divine Dragon, Chung Myung, swore he could explode at any given moment. And while that normally is a threat to the other disciples, it means something else now. Slowly but surely, you lean closer to him. You then pout, "Please.." A kiss, then you turn the tables on him. For a split second, he was caught off-guard with that kiss; you didn't waste any time switching your positions. How cute he looks when he's under you. "I'll kiss you, okay? So please, keep your voice down."
Notes II Chung Myung deserves all of the kisses and hugs in the world.
#we're back ??#who knows#take this as an apology for my.. very long break :D#sigh#I'm sorry for the long wait :(#I was just going through some chung myung fics and realized that there isn't much..#“fine I'll do it myself” moment#uhm anyways#all hail chung myung!!!#my beloved cm..#might be ooc actually#genuinely don't know I haven't caught up on the novel yet#yaoki writes :]#return of the blossoming blade#return of the mount hua sect#rotmhs#rotbb#chung myung#cheong myeong#he's so ugh#my silly guy#chung myung x reader#cheong myeong x reader#am I missing something else#fluff#just teasing then a whole kissing session#borderline making out lowkey#ok gn#rei will probably take care of this blog from now#seij will go honkshoomimimi
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the intimacy of Deku just sitting behind Bakugo in class…
#I could write a NOVEL about this#SO I WILL#it’s such a ‘so close yet so far’ thing like???#and the calm existence between the two#having to be quiet—to pass test papers back between one another—#every shift or sigh or stretch or yawn catching Deku’s attention#and the same for Bakugo’s Professional Eavesdropper ears#ALSO#the imagery of Deku always following behind Bakugo being threaded through something as mundane as class#Deku being seated behind Bakugo is like a funny jab at another annoyance Bakugo has to endure#but it turns into a glaringly obvious thing he would miss if it changed (AND IT DID WHEN DEKU RAN AWAY)#and in a story where tiny details are carefully chosen by the author SURE everyone else’s seats might be randomized#but not bkdk’s#Deku has the cliche anime protagonist desk position AND BAKUGO IS RIGHT IN FRONT IF HIM?#not off to the side or a row over—RIGHT IN FRONT OF HIM???#this just reiterates Bakugo as the deuteragonist too#ALSO ALSO it just scratches an itch in my brain#bkdk#dkbk#bakudeku#dekubaku#:’)
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There's absolutely nothing worse than when I get a thousand words into a story and decide that I low key hate it
#i don't really hate it#it's just like. what is the point?#i'm just not super enthusiastic about where it's going and none of the other options for where i could go with it are very interesting#and it's supposed to be about hera. HERA#if i'm writing something about captain hera syndulla the myth the legend herself the greatest pilot in the galaxy etc.#then it's got to be GOOD#hmm. i. might be shelving this fic idea for the time being#in theory it's decent in practice it isn't what i want#so there's that#HECK this is annoying#okay let's stay calm#i'll set this idea aside#work on something else in the time being#and then come back to what i'm writing for hera in spectre week after that#easy. possibly#WHY AM I INCAPABLE OF COMING UP WITH GOOD FIC IDEAS ANYMORE#i swear i've had all my good ideas#which i hate with a fiery passion#i hate the fact that it feels like i'm out of fun ideas#i don't want that to be true! i want to be still capable of coming up with fic concepts!#but the brain is not braining right now#it's super frustrating#*deep deep sigh*#i shall survive#just had to rant a bit
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I am going to try writing… the last time I wrote Anything was sometime in early-ish December I think… starting again is quite intimidating and a bit scary. HOWEVER, posting about it on tumblr makes it feel a bit less intimidating and scary.
#I do not know what I will write or how much I will write#but goshdarn. I’m gonna try.#my post#I’ve decided that waiting for my writing motivation to return is Not working and it’s time to try something different#namely: the dreaded discipline#it might fail horrifically BUT I want to try!!#writing routines have been so incredibly helpful to me in the past#same with routines in general#I am simply a girl who likes Lists and Routines and Schedules and Advance Notice and Planning#and I’ve reallllllly fallen out of a writing routine ever since… February-ish? of last year?#I thought giving myself a break & waiting for my motivation to come back would work BECAUSE it’s always worked in the past#but this writers block stretched far beyond my norm#like. months longer than my norm.#and there were definitely reasons for that; 2024 was a difficult year#annnnd. I am stalling. by rambling in the tags of this tumblr post.#sigh#OKAY BUT WHAT I AM GETTING AR#*AT#is that I think it’s time to try a different approach#and maybe it’ll work#maybe?? question mark??#these are uncertain times#okayokay DONE RAMBLING#I will. attempt writing now.
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#a date with death#date with death#i need this man asap#running crying throwing up#who does he think he is#This is what#DAY LIKE 4??????#sigh#i might draw this out#or write a little something something#a spring flower photoshoot setting....
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the doctor isnt neurodivergent or autistic or adhd or nonbinary or genderqueer or asexual. what the doctor is, is Not From Here
#which necessarily of course says something abt their (non)whiteness#(i had all these words in quotation marks first so mentally add those to whiteness too)#but we've them be black for all of 1.5 episode now so#lets see how that develops you know#also i dont think i understand the politics of that part well enough to say much abt it#not that i probably understand the politics of these parts better but#im annoyed enough abt this Thing happening these years. in these 20s i guess. the 'representation' thing#to complain abt it anyway#the dsm isnt real and it isnt gonna fuck you buddy#maybe i'll read some books and then one day i'll write an essay driven by spite and pettiness#i wonder if i can make the thesis statement about the tension between their status of main character#in a 60 year running family adventure show vs this therapy thing we're doing now#like. you cant do that. in terms of like. what story is and does. what a character is and does. it strains#in an interesting way. like im not saying they Shouldnt have done it. im just observing. that you cant do that really. i think#or maybe you can! but i'll find that out#i also dont know shit abt narratology or whatever so. need to read books first. sigh#always have to pause my thoughts to read myself in first its so annoying. esp bc i rarely really do#bc then new thoughts new things to do you cant do EVERYTHING. you can do almost nothing. bane of my existence really#but like you might even be able to say smth interesting here about whether you can call them traumatised at all#remember that article i saw around on tumblr a few years ago i think that was abt like. some scholar in the middle east maybe#saying that ptsd is a western thing bc it necessitates a Post#all of this is western. psychiatry is western. its all stories. how you conceptualise trauma is a story#whos Other is story#where youre from is a story what you stand for is a story who you are is a story#ah. checked the article. dr samah jabr. palestinian. i'll start with her book maybe
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Do any NieYao (or general 3zun) shippers follow me? I've been tossing around the idea of a nieyao fic but I'm getting tripped up by timeline shit because good lord JGY's life is a nightmare... is there anyone who wouldn't mind either:
a) chatting with me about timeline/canon stuff to help me get sorted
b) sending me recs of their favourite nieyao fics 👀 for, uh, strictly research related purposes for sure for sure
#mdzs#nieyao#man i've been wanting to try writing someone nieyao related for ages and finally stumbled across a prompt that intrigues me#but it's always intimidating approaching a character/ship you haven't done before... so much canon to get sorted out in my brain first 😫#i just finished my two Long Fics and i'm waffling between projects right now :( i need something to sink my teeth into#i have a whumpy post-burial mound siege wangxian oneshot that needs a bit more love to get the ending and flow right...#and a meet-in-childhood wangxian fic that's just fun and cute that i really need to return to... since writing that soulmate au this one go#backburnered and i would really like to look at it again#and a very silly different-third-meeting hualian fic but it's a case fic and involves serious plotting before i can do much with it *sigh*#so instead of dealing with any of that i'm chasing this plot bunny instead god help me#when you want to write but nothing feels quite right... at least putting meng yao through a breakdown might be fun#bene speaks#this is me rambling#i will be on a nine hour plane flight soon so i need some ideas to chew over... not that i'll actually have a laptop to write on god save m
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O'Knutzy Week 2024 Day 2
DAY 2, LETS GO! (Still a scheduled post, I'm getting excited for the future)
As always thanks to @lumosinlove for being amazing, and thanks to @oknutzy-week-2024 for doing all this!
Out comes part 2 of the fic I wrote for the Romance Novels category, this time with all three boys! Enjoy, y'all! (cough cough, I gave Leo a traditional SC/GA accent which is what I grew up around instead of a NOLA accent, cough cough)
Summary: Leo wakes up to find himself on his own, and he decides to spend his morning reading a very specific book that Finn and Logan recognize...
Characters: Leo Knut, Finn O'Hara, Logan Tremblay
Warnings: Implied/referenced sexual content, cursing, they're sad bois for a bit
Word Count: 2,609 (Preview of 352 under cut)
Leo woke up to the sun filtering through Finn’s thin curtains. It must have been later than he was used to waking up, especially with the early days of summer feeling like an endless well of time and… Leo’s arms flailed around, searching for Logan and Finn, finding the bed a vast sea of empty white sheets. Now that Leo’s consciousness returned more, he realized that the bed was cold without two heavy weights next to him. Leo sat up groggily, voice croaking out to call for them, but his words echoed into what felt like void. Panic started to rise in his chest, but he shook himself awake enough to squash it quickly. It had been the first time in almost a month he had woken up alone, and he found himself contemplating if the last year and a half had been a dream. The distinct smell of Logan’s cologne and the sight of Finn’s books piled on the bedside table made Leo groan in relief. It’s not fake, they’re just not here, Leo told himself, pressing his eyes closed tightly. He swung his legs over the edge of the bed, reaching blindly for his phone and ended up hitting the books on the bedside table. Leo winced as books tumbled onto the floor, but decided to grab his phone instead of righting them immediately. Leo glanced down, blinking rapidly so his eyes could focus, and saw a text from Finn pop up from almost an hour beforehand at 9:00 AM saying he and Logan were going to go grab bagels and to call when he woke up. Leo stared at his background image for a moment. It was of Finn and Logan in the locker room after they had won the cup, champagne flying around them. They were standing with Finn’s head on Logan’s chest and Logan pressing a hard kiss onto the top of his head. Leo had never told them he’d taken it, but it had been the best moment in Leo’s entire life. Leo smiled and laughed giddily, before clicking open his phone and calling Logan.
#finn o'hara#logan tremblay#leo knut#o'knutzy#breakaway lumosinlove#vaincre lumosinlove#coast to coast lumosinlove#sweater weather lumosinlove#lumosinlove#o'knutzy week 2024#*deep sigh*#I've had to make this post approximately 7 times#I might actually murder something#it might just be myself#scheduling this shit has been actually so fucking painful#which btw#this was written in June#almost a month beforehand#the fic has been out for a month as well#turns out you can't schedule things on ao3#whoda thunk it#not me apparently#hence why murder is on my mind#my deepest apologies to whoever runs the o'knutzy week 2024 blog because they got shit from me WAY before the actual dates#sorry about the finlo math one too#that was my bad#I got the dates wrong#whomp whomp#anyway at least I got to look at my writing for however many hours Ive been doing this#*bangs head against wall*
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Greetings Starstruck enjoyers, I bring a fic that has been brewing in my head on and off for a couple months, hope you enjoy :]
#juniper will never realise reggie is taking him on pseudo dates i fear. i fear he is too deep in repressed feelings for that#however#i am VERY proud of this#it's rare that I feel I've captured something in my head and put it into words#idk i picture scenes so vividly and i can almost never articulate it#but i think i got it !!#i knoe the fandom is having an off season rn (ish) so this might not be seen much but idc im hyped abt this#god i love those two so much#so fucking much ouh#eventually ill get out of the writing thrm yearning and have them together#because oh my god i have so many more thoughtd about it i just get flustered LMAO#i will get to it one day though. i think there's something so good about this ship (they have 1 canon interaction (a voicemail))#sighs whistfully. schell games hear me out#[agent moose's writing]#ieytd#i expect you to die#john juniper#reginald crane#junicrane#starstruck
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Y’know sometimes I forget that it is Not a good idea to talk mental health stuff with my mom because This Is My Mom We’re Talking About 9 times out of ten reasoning with her is like talking to a brick wall
#꒰🥀꒱ ❝ Tragic Prose ❞#waiter! waiter! more late night venting#le sigh. sorry for the little rant I just need to get this out of my system so I don’t go to bed irritated#so before I hit the hay I tried bringing up the possibility of me having OCD to my mom#she immediately rebutted saying ‘no you don’t. when’ve you ever done something over and over again’#or something to that effect. can’t remember her exact wording#so I tried to bring up a common compulsion I have (the bathroom has an ant probelm so I get worried that ants get on the towels)#> (and when I wipe myself after shower I could get ants all over me)#and she dismissed THAT again saying I just have anxiety and ‘if I [really] had OCD I’d clean the shower’#so then I remembered who I was talking to and dropped the subject#Y’know chances are she’s probably right. I probably might not have OCD and I just have a slightly more severe than usual case of anxiety#I mean she’s a gigantic basket case (I can see where I get it from) so she has to know what she’s talking about#but ugh. I really wish she wasn’t so quick to be dismissive#it’s stuff like this that makes me want to avoid talking about my mental health with her like the plague#okay rant over I need to go to bed it’s almost midnight#as I write it’s 11:37 pacific time so if you’re up right now and reading this. go to bed
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