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justasensitiveplant · 2 months ago

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Being motivated to write but completely uninspired and with no WIPs accessible must be one of the circles of hell or something similar...

Chat, any suggestions?

#imma write about the ppaa team #thats as far as ive gone #planes fire and rescue #send halp

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imaturtleturtle · 6 months ago

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Im back from the dead ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ

Heres an art dump :DDD

Rlly proud of this voyager art i did :3

And ive been getting into Nier and Drakengard lately!!! Its all ive been thinking about so im gonna be making more art of that once finals is over ;-;

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kiddokori · 12 days ago

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guys i caught a mouse at work today

#i was walking the tech guy back because one of our printers broke #and i opened the door like yeah its right back he- thats a mouse. thats a mouse sitting in the middle of the room #he was very small and i think very confused/freaked out because he just let me. scoop him up. into my gentle loving arms #like he tried to run a little but he didn’t seem to really know where to go #so i was just on the floor like trying to get ahold of this very tiny very pathetic mouse without hurting it #while saying hey um. dont mind me printers right there with a mouse half in my hands #printer guy brought me over a little basket he found and i scooped mousie into the basket #and then i had a mouse in a basket. so i went back into the lobby and went Guys i have a Mouse in a Basket #and then my supervisor escorted me outside and we found a nice little tree with some shade and little plants to dump him at #except hed been scrambling up the basket the whole time and i think hes just accepted his fate to live there forever by then #because he would Not get out of the basket. i had to very very gently scooch him out #and yeah. maybe i pet the mouse. what do you want from me. he was very small and cute and very soft and rabbies isnt real and cant hurt me #he was so fucking cute. oh my god he was so cute. i hope he does well for himself #coworker was like ‘youre just gonna put him outside to be somethings lunch?’#and i said well. better he be lunch for someone than die in a gluetrap in some dark corner of the office #slightly more dignified way to go. benefits something. but i will be praying for a long and happy life for him regardless #every single time ive seen a mouse in my life ive immediately gone ‘oh im fucking Getting You’ <- lovingly and adoringly #so far im 2 for 5. 40% accuracy rate of Getting That Sucker #which i dont think is too bad considering mice are very small and quick and good at not being getted

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rainingincale · 25 days ago

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#ok im making one more dot post and then i am (hopefully) getting off tumblr and going to bed #liam payne #death #i do suggest not reading tbh because its just gonna be waffle. anyways #ive distanced myself from the boys for years for a multitude of reasons. mainly that they did things that disappointed me and i realised the #way i was attatched to them was unhealthy. so for the most part i listened and enjoyed the music and didnt pay Much attention to anything #else. and like liam. i always liked him in the band days because to me he was the underdog. the underappreciated and probs less stanned one #out of all of them. and when youre a fan i do feel like a lot of us just wanted them all to be appreciated. idk. but anyways yeah i did feel #for him. due to him backgroud growing up. his talent. etc etc. even though he wasnt my fav. and even when he did something wrong my teenage #self still defended him like my life depended on it. (embarassing) anyways. his solo music while it was not my fav i still occasionally #enjoyed. its just over produced pop like it was fine and i found it fun. in terms of him as an actual person by this point in his career i #didnt pay attention to him or the others that much anymore #and like. yeah as of recently as more stuff came out about him being kinda weird and rude and abusive 🙃🙃🙃 that was kind of the final #straw for me! like in terms of me giving a fuck about him. if he eventually came around cool but i wasnt gonna wait around for it.#god this whole thing feels so dramatic but i need to get it oit or i Know i will not be at peace lmao anyways #so yeah come to hearing about his death which. i hear about because of trin lovell on twitter like. shsvshs. anyways my reaction was #disbelief and just... nothing? like i said in my brain i had just disregarded him honestly. and even now i still just feel speechless.#to summarise my feelings. fuck him for how he treated his ex and probably other women as well. but also. he was my boy. he'll always be a #part of me. and it feels weird that hes just. gone. he suffered a lot with addiction and pressures etc and its just. sad that hes gone now.#that he never got to get better. and he wont get the chance to. im sad for his family. and anyone else thats gonna be affected by this #im always gonna remember him.#and thats all i have to say. honestly part of me feels SO dramatic for even typing all this out but here we are.#if anyone has read this far and wants someone to talk to im more than happy. and also just wanna make clear that i am fine #le text post

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genekies · 4 months ago

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tag vent

#i have to move back to my hometown due to a mistake. a misunderstanding. and being too trusting in others ideas #and my boyfriend is moving an hour away as well. neither of us have been able to get a car or license yet due to money and i dont know when #we can see eachother again after we both move. since we started dating weve been sleeping in the same bed because we were/are roommates #just being gone for the weekend in my hometown is hard because i cant stand to be here but its worse because hes not in my bed every night #ive grown so used to falling alseep in his arms that i dont know what to do at night. i dont feel safe without his arms holding me #ive never felt safe where ive lived before. ive never felt safe in a relationship. ive never felt loved for who i am. that was until him.#now i feel safe in our home. i feel safe in our relationship. i feel loved for who i am. and now we have to be so far apart.#ive done long distance before but this is going to hurt so much my cat loves him she is super cautious and scared around new people but #she loved him since the start. not to mention shes my esa so that really mattered to me. he wants to move with me but it isnt happening #he got definite housing an hour away for super cheap in a town where he knows everyone and i have possible in a town where im surrounded by #people i know but am terrified of. im scared to move back here but have no choice. unless i make that terrifying choice of going with him.#the apartment he is getting is a two bedroom. id only have a studio. hes offered for me to come but im scared to move that far away again #i want to be with him but im scared to move to a whole new town with him. i know hes an amazing guy but we'd be moving away from my friends #and family. i already have to move away from all my friends if i go back to my hometown but this would be a different story.#moving to a whole new town with a guy that i only started dating 2 months ago? like yes. i lived with him previously and knew him for longer #than we dated but im still scared. i think rightfully so. but still.#but there are some pros to moving with him. hometown has no music scene and his town does and thats really important to me.#we'd also be close to his family. but farther from mine. hed be around friends and id have none no matter where i go.#idk im just rambling but i really needed to vent. i lost my best friend recently to the point of them siding with strangers almost and they #helped them break and enter into the house to intimidate me and bf and then a few days later came with cops after saying repeatedly that #they were an anarchist and acab but only when they dont use them apparently. because i guess morals/values only matter when its convenient #im so tired though but i cant sleep so i might write some cringe poetry and try to chill out before going on a late night/early morning walk #tag vent #vent in tags

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ratss0up-deactivated · 11 months ago

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playing mystic messenger v route for like the millionth time and if i dont get the cuck ending this time im going to lose it

#hes like a nuanced character but im so over his ass #currently on a mission to do all of the endings that give cgs #to give me something to do while im earning hourglasses instead of just playing the game over and over #i want to do v after end to see more of 7/saeran’s part of the story but i dont want to pay money for hourglasses lol #so far ive gotten v’s good neutral bad 1 and bad 3 end (bad end 3 was on accident bc i was trying to get bad end 2)#ive just gone through the same shit so many times and i really dont care for his route #mystic messenger #mysmes #v mystic messenger #v route #v after end #jihyun kim #what other tags r related #saeran choi #bc thats who im doing this for

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foxett · 4 months ago

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So im pretty sure this is no regular flu im pretty sure I have pertussis 🤯 (I don't have a diagnosis or a doctor but boy am i showing symptoms)

#foxett rambles #WHERE DID I CATCH THIS. I RARELY GO OUTSIDE FOR MORE THAN 20 MINUTES.#no im serious where did i get this.#il get out of this eventually. the medicine is only making me feel worse so far so im just improvising with whatever.#im coughing less so thats good!! probably because coughing hurts my stomach (i coughed so much that my stomach muscles are hurting)#i might go to the doctor tomorrow!!! keyword might #i promise ill draw art soon again i just think the sickness isn't helping my artblock or whatever i obtained #sickness #??? tagging idk #i have tried and failed to draw for 3 days i feel like sunny from the hit rpg game omori because all i do is lay in bed all day #im sunny fr (I've been distracting myself from real life since school ended and ive gone outside once which was to buy mineral water)

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rearranging-deck-chairs · 11 months ago

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sigh

#i think the universe is playing a prank on me here #that at age 14 i went #'rip to rose but i would never fall in love with the doctor could never be me'#and then to be faced with 13 and the realisation that rip to rose but im not different #and then and THEN #they put this fucker back in there so now im #here #like #ive done my best for my lesbianisms #ive put work into my lesbian tendencies alright #not a lesbian but i believe in their beliefs deeply #so like excuse me mr tennant but you cant just get back in here and have me googling #your fucking eye colour #just bc im that far gone for the thIRTEENTH doctor #thirteen. alright. hear me? mr tennant. thirteen.#its brown btw #which is great for the sentence i was about to write but thats really my only win here #deep deep sigh #i dont even like him!#likewith all due respect it wasnt mr wet sad puppy eyes who had me looking up the kinsey scale at 2 in the morning after the giggle alright #im hijacking his whole noble-temple-doctor happy ending just to write more thasmin and yET #yet i find myself #here. googling david tennants eye colour #we find ways to keep struggling on dont we #hes not that special!!!!!

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snailfen · 8 months ago

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first concept sketches for some STEJ ocs that im gonna be using in an rp server

#legends of luna my beloved....#only one of em has a name so far #this rp takes place post-clarification and these two are a granddad and grandchild duo!#theyre looking for the kids mom/granddads daughter #she has gone missing :(#my art #my ocs #oc: buttons #thats the kids name! ill come back and edit this when ive come up with a name for their grandpa #stej #spark the electric jester #edit:#oc: ferron

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sophiethewitch1 · 2 months ago

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Hi Sophie, do you have any advice for 20 year olds!

as a fellow 20 year old, probably do your best to worry the absolute least amount possible at all times. that's all honestly lmao

#sophie speaks #sophie answers #advice from me?? shits crazy honestly #the worlds gone down hill for sure /j #but geniunely like. dont catastrophise. stop doing it. i know i do it all the time and its super duper freaking hard not to but #like #try your damn best at it #thats all ive learnt in my life so far tbh

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surreal-duck · 8 months ago

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been in kinda a weird spot regards to my own art lately where nothing seems good enough or i feel like ive been on a downhill streak that ive barely touched my tablet since the year started except when its school related..,...., probably burnout from an entire year interning for animation and concept work i feel a bit lacking and falling behind wjhdhfjehd

#its not a race im aware but ive always been generally unconfident in myself its just been. especially bad lately!#been doodling here and there in sketchbooks at the very least ive gotten worse at traditional than i used to be wjdhhdhesjdhd #theres a lot of things ive yet to/really want to draw but if you dont see anything from me for weeks at a time then thats probably why 👍#duck rants about something #ive considered deleting this acc several times to be honest. though after having gone through seeing a few of my favorite works and artists #/writers do the same i was pretty torn too while im sure they had a good reason #i doubt it but that small chance someone might feel the same if i went through with it did have me reconsider #well its not gonna happen anytime soon i dont think smhfjejdjd too attached to this acc #apologies if you read this far. normal 2am thoughts

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heavenzcore · 13 days ago

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so was anyone gonna tell me disventure camp was a total drama fan series, or was i just meant to wait until i saw one of the official pieces of art and clock the art style???? WHEN DID THIS HAPPEN WHATTT....

also!! stolitz postingg!!! oh my gosh u havee nooo idea how much i hate some ppl on tumblr because they just unequivocally hate stolas and act like blitzø did nothing wrong when theyrr BOTH fucked up. theyrr both morally grey and their relationship is messy and theyve both been in the wrong and in the right at different points like AHHGH....

stolitz is swag actually. so is aspec blitzø yourr so right and it actually makes SO much sense . thats an aspec disaster if ive ever seen one.

HEEHDHDH YES IT IS!!! :] I DON'T KNOW HOW CLOSE IT IS TO TOTAL DRAMA LIKE PLOTING WISE, BUT IT IS VV SILLY ^_^ I LIKE IT ALOT AND I JUMPED AND POINTED WHEN I SAW YOU RBED ART OF IT !! MY SHOW... (SHOUT OUT MIKE !!) IT DOES DO A P GOOD TOTAL DRAMA IMPRESSION ART STYLE WISE :)

ALSO GOD. I CANNOT IMAGINE, ITS SO GRGRGR BECAUSE THATS THE POINTTT ITS COMPLICATED!!! AND MESSY!!! AND BLITZØ LEAD STOLAS ON SOMETIMES TO GET WHAT HE WANTED (IE: OZZIE'S, TAKING HIM FOR A "DATE" TO SPY ON MOXXIE AND MILLY) AND JUST BEING A DICK ABOUT IT (IE: STOLAS TELLING HIM CLEARLY HE DOESN'T WANNA SEE HIM AND STILL FOLLOWS HIM THROUGH THR CASTLE) ITS MESSY AND FUCKED UP!!!!PLEASE BEGING TUMBLR TO NOT TAKE AWAY BLITZØ'S ASSHOLE STREAK + NUANCE TO THE SITUATION SHIP THATS WHYY ITS SO FUN!!! IT REALLY IS SO AWESOME :) SHOUTOUT FUCKED UP CHARACTER RELATIONSHIPS

YESYYES , BLITZØ NEEDS TO LOOK UP AROALLO ON A COMPUTER AND INSTANTLY GET BLASTED BACK THATS SO RAVEN STYLE . AROALLO WHO HASNT REALIZED HES ARO YET VOICE* : WHY DO PEOPLE KEEP TRYING TO GET WITH ME ROMANTICALLY

#SO ABOVE #*BESIDES THE FACT THAT HE HATES HIMSELF & HAS ISSUES #THATS WILD THROUGH THAT TUMBLR IS MOSTLY ON BLITZØ'S SIDE BECAUSE MOST REACTIONS OF YOUTUBERS IVE SEEN #- REACT TO THE SERIES HAVE BEEN MORE TEAM STOLAS WITH IT WHICH IS INTERESTING #I LOVE THEM SO MUCH THEYRE SO MESSY AND FUCKED. ACTUALLY HAS GONE UP TO MY TOP COUPLES SO FAR

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unganseylike · 13 days ago

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i wish either my lab friends were online people or i could post about my work here so i could share my project specific memes that live in my head

#mainly because ive been fucking with these cells so bad they are suffering terribly #they are meme worthingly defective. like GMOs gone too far #if i could post pictures of my cells you would all get the meme potential but unfortunately thats like unpublished data in a niche field #they are so fucked up when i showed my PI he didnt recognjze they were cells at first #WOE DIVISION DEFECTS BE UPON YE etc #i would love to like have a pic of my fucked up cells like 'what if you wanted to grow in a human host but gd said #express crispri machinery and knockdown your own essential gene'#or oh lord you know the sperm meme like 'do you think we're inside xyz'#it wld be like 'i cant wait to infect this human!' 'bro we're inside the electroporator'

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paanzermensch · 2 months ago

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(reffferring to last post)

ARE YOU ACTUALLY FUCKING KIDDING ME.

#THIS IS ACTUALLY PISSING ME OFF BC OP IS COMPLETELY RIGHT AND THATS SUCH A GOOD WAY TO WRITE IVE SEEN MY FRIENDS DO IT BUT IM LIKE #IM SO USED TO LONG PARAGRAPHS BC THATS WHAT IVE BEEN TAUGHT #ONLY TO REALIZE ITS COMPLETELY SHIT #ONE more reason to hate ELA classes like. So badly Its gonna be the end of me .#I wanna start writing like that so I can practice but I feel like I'm too far gone and its gonna be a weird whiplash. GOD I #CLAWS AT THE WALLS #HELP #HELP ME #SOMEBODY FUCKING HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#12 YEARS OF SCHOOL AND EVERYDAY I FIND OUT SCHOOL IS COMPLETE BULLSHIT #Ok i'm good #Jabbering #Btw i'm not saying my writing is bad I don't wanna be negative and self depricating #hashtag positivity #Im just so mad about school #fuck that place brah

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rainingincale · 7 months ago

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#omfg i feel so completely melodramatic for typing this out rn but i have so many feelings and i need to get them out!!! DX #anyways so since just before the sunshine court came out i have yet again gone down an aftg rabbit hole #and what im here to specifically cry about is kevin #when i first read aftg my opinions on the characters were so different to what they were now #i cant completely remember how i felt about kevin. part of me thinks i felt that he was treated way too harshly by the others considering #the trauma he went through but part of me thinks maybe? i didnt care too much for him back then because i was taking the book at face value #and just going with how neil viewed him which is that hes The Best at exy but sort of annoying and harsh and needs to stick for himself more #idk idk but as of recent ive just been having a lot of emotions thinking about him. and especially wymack and him.#like he was just robbed of so much. and hes honestly so brave despite what people may think? hes soso flawed but thats what makes me love #him even more. he's just trying. so hard. to undo everything thats been engrained in him. and i just wanna cry and cry and cry!!!#because hes come so far! and hes amazing. and i wish i could properly express everything thats running through my mind rn but thats all i #got. back to reading fic centering kevin and wymack now 😭#le text post

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3416 · 2 years ago

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I think what gets to me the most about people talking crap about the players after a loss is like.. losing sucks, especially when a team doesn’t play their best, of course it does, but I get over that bit essentially as soon as I turn off the game. What makes losing really suck and what sticks with me is that I get all overly sympathetic and sad eyed about how the players must feel after losing. So saying mean stuff about the players??? Baffling. You can’t be mean to the babies???? They need hugs and love and everything good.

no exactly......... like my frustration comes from knowing they can be better and do better but ultimately... it's still like THEIR success as people that i'm rooting for?? like i want them to win the stanley cup bc i want them to get to be happy bc i enjoy them as people.... not bc of some self righteous reason like i picked a team and get to point at everyone else and say i'm better than you like. maybe i DO get the hate for mainstream leafs fans in a way bc LMFOA. the biggest overreactions and the most entitled bunch for stanning a team with such a long drought. idk where it comes from in people's ideas of sport... like they're owed something by this team they're willingly choosing to spend time and money on but. i want the leafs to win bc i've gotten attached to a bunch of goofy guys and wanna see them happy and fill up my free time w my little thoughts about them. can't fathom my brain ever flipping a switch where i suddenly NEED this team to win to prove something about myself or my self worth the way a whole bunch of ppl on twitter seem to. i really don't get it but i'm here for the narratives and the storytelling of the thing lmao

#easks #like we consume sports in a diff way ehhh #like watching the games im obv brainlessly in it.. yelling at my tv #but my takeaway is not to assume no one wanted anything or didnt work hard at all or fbdnkdjf #idk i just think u need a life ! if thats rlly what u dedicate ur free time to #if u turn on a dime every other day lmfao #and maybe most ppl are just venting out of rage n dont mean it but #ive seen some ridiculous ideas from ppl #abt how mike babcock was right and its like #when ur level of brainrot is to that degree abt a not even decent person or coach #who had no success here lmfoajfbdk then . ur already too far gone #im just tired of ppl lol reactionary angry angry ppl #dont u have enough of that w ur real life bruh #this is just sports

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