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“Occasionally I’ll have a beer after work and break out the sketchbook. But I had wanted to be this great painter. I wanted to do these grand things: big, huge oil paintings. But those days of painting all the time were such a roller coaster. There were these periods of extreme depression, followed by manic states of trying to put myself out there. I couldn’t do it anymore. I mainly felt sorry for my dad. I know it was rough for him. My mom hadn’t wanted me to go to art school. She wanted me to do something more practical, but my dad said: ‘No. This is what he wants to do, and I want to support his dream.’ And then I abandoned it. That was the first time I had to deal with real failure. A lot of times when you’re an artist, it’s your job, it’s your lifestyle, it’s your entire fucking identity. It wasn’t like I failed to do a thing. It was like: I failed to be something, you know? It was a failure to live up to what I thought was my destiny. But then on the other side of that, there was this figuring out that there was nothing wrong with me the entire time. I didn’t need to be something else to have meaningful friendships, or a good relationship. I didn’t need to be something else to be loved and cared about. After work tonight I’m going to meet up with a person who’s in love with me, and I can’t wait. And that person met me long after I gave up on being a full-time artist. They met me when I wasn’t even a chef yet. I was a piss-poor, part-time line cook. But even then, they decided I was worth it. So you know, there’s something there. There’s something there that’s enough.”
#I didn't go through what they did#but I've been questioning it lately#you know#this whole idea of having to be this one thing (career-wise) just because you love it and are good at it#versus just doing it as you can#like yes I might publish a book one day#but will I ever become a capital-W writer? will I ever make my entire income off it?#probably not#and putting all this pressure on it is getting in the way of me#actually writing#the thing you need to be a writer#it's just hard to accept my disabilities might make this career path impossible#I just want to be able to be open enough to maybe find a path that is completely different from what I once thought was my whole purpose#it's weird because the more chill I am about trying out stuff the more I find opportunities and cool stuff presenting themselves to me#it's just hard getting to that mindset as much as I want to#and I spent so long rejecting human connection and help and the idea that community is why I'm alive and that that matters by itself#that my impact and the joy I bring to other people and the world around me matters more than capitalism#and this idea of “being someone”#my writing can bring something good to other people and to myself and make them happy#but that should be the goal#not the idea of excellency for excellency's sake#if I want to get better and communicate better and use words better then that's because that can help me with telling my stories#and reaching people with them#not because I want to be a master of my craft or whatever#that'll never happen#but even if it did it'd be a result of my passion and care#not the thing I was immediately working towards#personal
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˖ . ݁𝜗𝜚. ݁ Main character energy ⟢ ⭐️
⟢ Heyy angels!! today, I’m gonna share my top secret formula on how to start attaining what I like to call main character energy. This will be a long post sharing all my secrets on how I’m working to become THAT GIRL. ♡
˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ WHAT IS MAIN CHARACTER ENERGY? 🕯️ ⊹₊⟡⋆
• main character energy is basically walking into a room with all eyes on you, full of confidence, joy, and hypnotic magnetism.
• if you want to start feeling like that girl, first you have to realize that you already ARE. YOU are the main character of your life. YOU are the star.
• it’s extremely important not to flip flop with this mindset, or it literally won’t work. in order to persist in this idea I really reccommend manifesting it and listening to SUBS that help affirm that “main character” identity you’re going for. my fav sub I use to manifest a sweet, magnetic, and feminine energy . .
the sweetest girl they know works so welll ♡
˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ SETTING THE STAGE 🎀 ⊹₊⟡*
• main character energy is a FEELING. In order for you to harness that powerful energy, you have to set the stage in your life
•what do I mean? Removing bad influences from your life. How do you expect to be an admirable and magnetic person if you’re surrounded by terrible people?
• anyone who is vibrating on a very low level threatens your ability to elevate your own self. you are who you surround yourself with so choose your friends wisely.
• you should also actively try to curate your social media feed and social space with things that are positive and helpful. social media has a HUGE impact on us and it should be used for our improvement, not to bring us down.
another way I love to do this is MUSIC! you can create an uplifting and confidence boosting playlist full of songs you like.
for example I really like songs like perfect night by le sserafim (kinda controversial ngl…) my world, lucky girl syndrome by illit, a lot of ari grande songs too. ♡ also girlblogging duh and looking at other girlblogs.
˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ STOP TAKING SHIT 🩰 ⊹₊⟡
• Stop TAKING SHIT from others. You are a walking goddess capable of doing amazing things, who is actively trying to better themselves. Who are you to take someone else’s crap?
• Walk with purpose and confidence, show people that you are secure in yourself. BUT when people are disrespectful to you. DO NOT LET IT SLIDE. That sets a terrible precedent for how others can treat you.
• You CAN Respond in a mature and calm way. But sometimes ignoring it and simply not letting it affect you can work too. Acknowledge what was said, take a deep breath and move forward. Let it go and don’t let anyone else’s comments hinder your journey. You are the one in control.
ways I calmly respond to people trying to check me:
• friend gossiping about me? bye!
• someone’s whispering under their breath about me? block out their voice and instead think about how perfect and beautiful I am.
• someone spreading rumors about me? Correct them to people who may bring them up around me, but be okay with that being misunderstood as long as it isn’t something genuinely harmful that requires adult intervention
• literally anyone has anything to say about me? distance myself from them. they aren’t worth my time, presence nor my precious energy. make that known.
my other post on this which I’m currently working on redoing. . here
˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ PUTTING YOU FIRST 🍵 ⊹₊⟡
• put you first ALWAYS. you are the main character in this life, not everyone and everything is worth your attention! never feel obligated to go above and beyond for someone who doesn’t deserve it.
• self care should be a huge priority in your life, because the most important relationship you will ever have with someone in your life is with YOURSELF. it will dictate everyone according to your mindset, the way you view yourself, and the WORLD.
ways I started putting me first:
• dropping the people pleaser thing: practicing saying “no” or “I don’t want to” or “I didn’t like that” in the mirror, then trying my best to apply that in everday life
• stopped answering random unplanned calls from people when I knew I was busy and texting them when I could talk
• stopped agreeing to every hangout as well
• I stayed kind, but I stopped letting people treat me like a doormat.
• letting go when people were displeased with something I said or did.
⟢ that’s basically some of the three main points I had in this post, didn’t wanna make it tooo long. I hope something in here helped someone today and as always stay cute dolls. my inbox is always open for cuties who wanna ttm ♡
#bunny’s dollette ♡#coquette#cute#dollygirl#girlblogging#hyper feminine#law of assumption#manifesting#pink pilates princess#sawako kuronuma#becoming that girl#that girl#it girl energy#affirm and manifest 🫧 🎀✨ ִִֶָ ٠˟#this is what makes us girls#girl blogging#hyperfemininity#pretty princess#wonyoungism#self love#self care#self improvement#dream life
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“Many places I have been
Many sorrows I have seen
But I don't regret
Nor will I forget
All who took that road with me”
-The Last Goodbye by Billy Boyd
This is an Adjuration by @not-freyja, after 86 chapters, 300k words, and 10 months of joy, laughter, tears, heartbreak and love, has finally reached its end.
Adjuration is a tragedy that is nothing short of an act of love. That much is clear in the passion and dedication put towards the story, the characters, and the message Freyja is trying to convey. This fic will teach you about love. About death. About the inevitability of existence and why despite knowing it will all come to an end, there is still meaning in trying and hoping and loving each other. In loving yourself. You will laugh, you will cry, you will hope and you will despair as you read this story, but you will not be able to put it down.
It’s hard to say goodbye to something that has been so important to and loved by so many people. So we won’t. Instead, we will say thank you for this incredible journey and the community this fic has built. For the friendships that have been made and the endless inspiration you have given us. Thank you for wanting to tell a story, and for letting us join you around the campfire to listen.
Thank you.
(If you like Linked Universe and haven’t yet read Adjuration, see below for spoiler free reviews of this fic and artist credits.)
This is an Adjuration is the kind of story you fall in love with, the kind of story you think keep thinking about long after you put it down. The kind you keep finding hidden details in after you think you’ve got it figured out.
The characters are distinct and people with their own voices, motivations, relationships and histories. You’ll have your favourites but love them all. They influence how you’ll see the characters in everything else.
It’s full of moments where everything clicks and everything before is recontextualised in a way that’s so satisfying and make the whole story very re-readable. A time travel story where all loops are already closed, where you can know but not yet understand what will happen. It’s long, complex, and beautifully, meticulously planned and detailed. It’s clever and considered, funny and heartbreaking.
A story that whispers ‘it matters’ over and over. It is worth it to love, it is worth it if it doesn’t last forever, it is worth it to give someone a little more time, it is worth it to fight. It’s about loving others and your world and finding grace for yourself.
It’s loss and tragedy and the cruelness of fate. It is the sacrifice and the breaking.
Full of heart to both fill yours and break it in the best possible way.
It’s about love. Always.
By @toyouhellohowareyou
Sometimes, it’s hard to explain to others why art moves us.
I could tell you This is an Adjuration will make you cry, laugh, and sit at the edge of your seat in anticipation. And it’s probably true - I did all of that as I read, often with a coffee in one hand, early in the morning as I got ready for the day.
But that’s not the reason why I’m writing this.
The real reason is how it followed me during the rest of the day.
You see, at a certain point I realized this isn’t a story about Links going on adventures. Well, it does feature Links, and they do go on adventures, so let’s talk about that for a minute.
The first thing that caught my attention about this book was the characters. Each individual is unique, interesting, and exciting to follow. Not only are the Links individually compelling, but one thing that stands out in Adjuration is how the relationship between each Hero and their own worlds matter, and these connections shift, evolve, break and grow as the plot progresses.
Freyja does an incredible job of bringing together impactful storytelling with humor and heart. This is an Adjuration starts with an interesting premise, and then twists and turns in directions you wouldn’t expect. It’s rich in thought-provoking moments, soft joy and intense action, blended in with carefully crafted time travel and magic.
Adjuration sucked me into the world it builds, combining believable characters with fascinating stories, an unnervingly devious antagonist, plot twists, and lovingly crafted details that slip unnoticed until you’re surrounded on all sides. It made me cheer for characters I feel as if I’ve known intimately for years, made me worry for their safety as I would for that of a loved one, kept me hunting for hints and hidden references, pulling on a thread to try to find the end only for it to twist and loop into itself and show me a completely new side to the story.
Yes, This is an Adjuration is a fanfiction piece that explores the winding river flow of the Legend of Zelda timeline and how the stories of each Hero merge into each other. It also stands out for its heavy emotional content, and it doesn’t shy away from angst and hurt.
But to me, Adjuration is an epic journey that taught me how the choices we make, make us in turn. It’s a tragedy that deals with pain and healing, and it bares naked the non-linear nature of grief. It’s a celebration of the things that make us unique, of our flaws, an essay of the impact of little acts of love. Indeed, it’s a story about love.
I can tell you now, This is an Adjuration moved me. It still does. It has a special way to surface in my mind in unexpected ways at seemingly random times, from something as simple as tossing an apple core, to watching a lightning storm in the distance, or finding a picture of an old friend.
And every time, without fail, it makes me think about love.
By @sunny-porridge
This is an Adjuration is a wonderfully and beautifully crafted story about love, loss, and choice as the various incarnations of Link come together and travel through time. Freyja seamlessly weaves a tapestry of setup and payoff across different timelines and loops, in the best-constructed time travel plot I’ve ever seen on page or screen. Even at its surface, Adjuration is an emotional rollercoaster involving tragedy and the soft moments that make that tragedy worth it. But the deeper you look, the more meaning you can pull from every chapter of this amazing work. This work has made me cry, squeal with delight, and think more deeply about its themes all while having an absolute blast reading it. So in summary: READ IT. READ IT. READ IT NOW. YOU WILL NOT REGRET IT.
By @life-in-winter
While I love that every chapter is emotionally enthralling, with carefully woven, visceral tension you crave in any good story, yet Adjuration is more than that, and you feel it in the careful weave of each character and plot point. Nothing is lost or unanswered. It's the kind of story that, by the end, makes you stop and take a hard look at your own life. Are you appreciating the now? Are you savoring joy? Are you so wrapped up in fear that you can hardly take care of yourself? Do you know who you are?
This story is more like an external experience. It's riding atop a tsunami. How do you handle that ride, Link?
There aren't enough words to describe how amazing this fic is.
@needfantasticstories
Artist credit
Legend: @gia-d
Hyrule: @bittirsweeteer
Time: @toonblade
Sky: @noorahqar
Warriors: @whitewinterstar
Wild: @weavingstarlight
Twilight: @bluury2
Wind: @thewitchdoctor39
Four: @lunaopus
Red: @peepthatbish
Blue: @glowingmin
Green: @winterfen
Vio: @waterfallstream
Shadow: @deleetrix
Wolfie: @linkiscool333
Fierce Deity: @awildsilver
Ravio: @lele5429
Malon: @tooner-tastic
Dink: @passerinesoncaffeine
#linked universe#linked universe fanfic#linked universe fic#this is an Adjuration#this is an adjuration#lu legend#lu hyrule#lu four#lu red#lu vio#lu blue#lu green#lu sky#lu wild#lu warriors#lu time#lu twilight#lu wind#lu shadow#lu colors#lu fanart#lu dink#yiga clan
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Midheaven in signs
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Aries Midheaven:
you’re such a competitive individual and an innovator, you’re not afraid of taking risks and being bold. It’s hard for you to depend on other people, you need to be your own leader when it comes to your career. The perfect career path involves a lot of action and dynamism, following every day the same routine is not something that appeals you. As a driven individual, you thrive on challenges and are always seeking new opportunities to grow and learn. You have a natural ability to think outside of the box and come up with innovative solutions to problems. You're not afraid to take risks and push yourself outside of your comfort zone, because you know that's where growth happens. When it comes to your career, you're not content with simply following the crowd. You need to be in control of your own destiny and chart your own path. You have a strong sense of purpose and direction, and you're not afraid to pursue your dreams with relentless determination. The perfect career for you is one that allows you to constantly evolve and adapt. You need to be challenged, stimulated, and engaged in your work on a daily basis. With your competitive spirit and innovative mindset, you're sure to make a real impact in whatever career path you choose
Taurus Midheaven:
Your top priorities are stability, enjoying life and being creative. You prefer to approach your career methodically, following a routine is not something that bothers you. You have amazing taste and expressing your creativity is very important for you. You might enjoy a career path that involves aesthetics and creativity, you might also enjoy a job that revolves around food (you might be a great chef). You should choose a career that aligns with your priorities and natural abilities, for example, exploring opportunities in the creative arts. You could pursue a career as a graphic designer, interior decorator, or fashion designer. Alternatively, you may find fulfillment in the culinary arts, either as a chef or food stylist. Whatever path you choose, be sure to focus on finding a work-life balance that allows you to enjoy the stability and creative expression that you value most. Remember, the most fulfilling career is one that brings you joy and satisfaction in all aspects of your life.
Gemini Midheaven:
You’re such a curious and multitalented individual, you might enjoy exploring multiple career paths during your lifetime. You’re talented when it comes to communications, media, journalism and anything that’s connected with writing. Routine is something that annoys you, you should choose a career path that involves a variety of activities. You’re also extremely expressive, you might be a talented actor. There are many career options that could suit your unique set of skills and interests. You should also consider pursuing a career in public relations or marketing because these fields often involve a mix of writing, communication, and creativity. Another option to consider is working in the entertainment industry, where your expressive nature and love for variety could be put to good use. You could explore opportunities in acting, directing, or even producing. With your natural curiosity and multitalented abilities, the possibilities are endless. Don't be afraid to try new things and explore different paths.
Cancer Midheaven:
Nurturing and taking care of those around you feels like a life mission for you. You’re such an empathetic soul, connecting with those around you and being sure that you’re working on making the world a better place is very important for you. You might be interested in a career that involves being around children or those who need support. Your natural inclination towards empathy and compassion makes you an ideal candidate to work with individuals who need emotional support and care. A career in counseling, social work, or education could be a fulfilling path for you to explore. You have the ability to connect with others on a deep level and understand their needs, making it easier for you to provide the necessary support and guidance. Additionally, your warm and nurturing personality would be a valuable asset in any team or workplace environment.
Leo Midheaven:
You’re such an ambitious individual and you love being in the spotlight. You’re a natural-born leader and you constantly need to attract other people's attention. You might be a good actor, singer or influencer. Being popular and influential seems to be some of your biggest goals. However, it's important to remember to use your platform for good. As a leader and influencer, you have the power to positively impact and inspire others. Consider using your talents and popularity to promote important causes or raise awareness about issues that matter to you. Remember, with great power comes great responsibility. It's also important to stay grounded and humble, and not let fame or attention get to your head. Stay true to yourself and your values, and continue to work hard towards your goals while also making a positive impact on the world.
Virgo Midheaven:
You prefer a career path that brings you stability instead of one that brings you power and fame. Being in the spotlight is not something that appeals you and you prefer to help others instead of being at the center of the attention. Being helpful is very important for you, being a doctor or working in the healthcare field seems to be perfect for you. You might consider becoming a nurse, a physical therapist, or a medical assistant. You might also be interested in working with animals (becoming a veterinarian). If you have a passion for nature, you might consider a career in conservation or environmental science. Whatever path you choose, you can be sure that your desire to help others and make a difference in the world will be fulfilled.
Libra Midheaven:
You might be interested in working in a field connected with communication or art (you might be a great graphic designer), you might also be an amazing stylist or director, you know how to connect the right people and coordinate a team. You’re such a creative person and you love to express yourself, you’re also amazing when it comes to discovering other people's talents and valorizing them. You prefer facts over feelings and you have a logical mind, you might be a good lawyer. Don't be afraid to explore different options and take risks in order to find the right fit for you. Whether it's in the realm of communication, art, or law, there are countless opportunities available for those with this placement. Remember to stay true to yourself and never stop learning and growing in your chosen field. With hard work and perseverance, you can achieve great things and make a positive impact on the world around you.
Scorpio Midheaven:
You’re such a private person, being in the spotlight is not something that appeals you, and working behind the scenes seems to be a better option. You’re such a deep person who enjoys mysteries and taboos, you might be an amazing investigator, surgeon or psychologist. You’re not afraid of taking responsibility and making tough decisions, which makes you a great leader. Your ability to analyze situations and think critically also makes you an asset in any team. Your calm and composed demeanor in high-pressure situations is admirable. You have a great sense of empathy and understanding towards others, which is a valuable trait in any profession. Your dedication and hard work have helped you achieve success in your career, and your determination will continue to take you further.
Sagittarius Midheaven:
You’re an explorer and learning new things seems to be one of your biggest passions. You might be an amazing teacher, those around you love to hear you talking about what makes you feel passionate. You might explore many different career path during your lifetime and you seems to be kinda lucky when it comes to money and finding good opportunities. Your career could also revolve around traveling and exploring new places. Your adventurous spirit is what sets you apart from others. You thrive on the excitement of discovering new things and visiting uncharted territories. You have a natural curiosity and a thirst for knowledge that drives you to explore different cultures, cuisines, and ways of life. Your love for learning is contagious and people around you are drawn to your enthusiasm. As a teacher, you have a unique ability to make complex concepts easy to understand. You have a way with words that captivates your audience and makes them feel excited to learn. Your career path may take you in many different directions, but one thing is for sure – you will never be bored.
Capricorn Midheaven:
You’re extremely ambitious and kinda “obsessed” when it comes to your career. Your reputation is very important for you, being perceived as someone who is important and influential is one of your biggest goals. You have a solid work ethic. You might be interested in finance or business. You’re an amazing leader, you tend to be admired by those around you for your success. However, it's important to remember that success isn't everything. While ambition is a great quality, it's also important to take breaks and prioritize self-care. It's okay to step back and reassess your goals and priorities. Don't forget to give yourself credit for how far you've already come. Remember that being a good leader also means being able to take care of yourself and those around you. Keep striving for success, but don't forget to enjoy the journey along the way.
Aquarius Midheaven:
You’re attracted to unconventional paths, not everybody are going to understand your job. You might try many different career during your lifetime, you’re someone who gets easily bored, starting again is something that makes you feel excited. You might work with technology (you might be a software engineer) or social network, you’re attracted to every jobs that involves technology, innovation and communication. Don't be afraid to take risks and try new things, but also be mindful of your long-term goals and aspirations. With your unconventional mindset and willingness to explore, you're sure to find a career path that suits you and makes you feel fulfilled. Keep an open mind and embrace the journey ahead!
Pisces Midheaven:
You’re not such a consistent person when it comes to your career, living in a capitalistic society is very hard for you. You’re such a creative person with a deep and insightful personality, you love to take care of others and you also love to express yourself through art. You might be an amazing artist and many people could feel inspired by your creations. You might also be a great therapist who has the ability to understand and empathize with others on a deep level. Whatever path you choose, it's important to remember that your unique perspective and talents are valuable and can make a positive impact on those around you. Don't be afraid to pursue your passions and explore different avenues until you find the career that truly fulfills you. With your creativity and caring nature, there's no limit to what you can achieve.
#astrology#astrology community#astrology tips#astro observations#astro notes#midheaven#midheaven astrology#witchcraft#witch#aries#taurus#gemini#cancer#leo#virgo#libra#scorpio#sagittarius#capricorn#aquarius#pisces
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I want to hug every person out there with a harsh moon-saturn aspect. A person with this aspect likely went through some hardships in areas of childhood; especially in regards to the relationship with their caregiver/mother. Their caregiver (usually the mother) could have been emotionally distant therefore being unable to provide proper nurturance a child needs. Maybe the mother herself was dealing with her own emotional distress during her pregnancy or after the child was born. I’ve also seen people with this aspect (including my own experience with this aspect) who had a caregiver that struggled with some sort of addiction or that the child was a witness/victim to some form of abuse. Facing poverty is also something that’s commonly seen. Because of the lack of warmth in their upbringings, this could heavily impact one’s sense of self worth. They end up internalizing the mother’s actions/words or lack-thereof believing that the reason their caregiver is so distant (whether it be emotionally or physically) or acted that way towards the child was because of something they had done.
Building solid and healthy relationships for these people is quite difficult as well. They have to learn how to accept other people’s warmth and nurturance and allow others in. Because it’s so foreign to these people to be on the receiving end of things, they could entirely self sabotage or have this innate belief that they’re unworthy of recieving another’s loving gestures. Many moon-saturn people feel that they need to take on the role of both the mother and father and step into a place of needing to be responsible for everyone and everything. They are often the most mature within their families and amongst their peers. They need to realize that it’s not their job to carry the weight of the world and that they’re only responsible for their own words and actions. They often have very depressive thoughts that causes them to dwell or deeply ruminate. Sometimes they have very rigid perspectives and see things through a black and white lens and have distorted beliefs. It’s almost like they have a weighted blanket covering the mind, and a chain wrapped around their heart. Because of their commonly cold upbringings, these people have a hard time healthily expressing their emotions. They may often feel numb or scared to express how they really feel.
Some common misconceptions people make about these folks is that they’re incapable of being emotionally open, that they’re cold and have no heart or that they’re too in their heads (the last one might be true lol). These people haven’t been dealt the greatest cards and they need to establish a sense of trust within themselves and between them and the other before they feel open to express how they’re truly feeling. They’ve build walls around themselves to keep their heart protected. You won’t be able to win their trust easily, it takes time (saturn). They likely care about you but are reluctant to showing it because they fear rejection or dismissal. Many people also think these people are boring or are somewhat robotic. Moon-saturn people likely weren’t allowed to act on their childlike qualities or really delve into their interests due to growing up so fast because of the kind of environment they experienced in their upbringing so their expression is somewhat diluted. These people are silly and have a side to them that is playful and lighthearted and they have incredible interests that they usually express when they’re by themselves. It takes time for them to fully open up; it requires patience.
Here are some things a moon-saturn person can do to work with and hopefully overcome this harsh aspect:
Therapy (CBT, DBT, Trauma therapy, Somatic therapy).
Allow yourself to do things you weren’t allowed to do as a child.
Work on reframing the mind.
Work on getting out of scarcity mindset.
Do things that bring you joy and make you smile/laugh.
Write a gratitude list.
Talk to trees/plants/animals. They’re the least judgmental of all living things.
Create a space that’s comforting for you.
Journal.
Develop a healthy sense of self worth (You can use affirmations, express yourself how you want, tell yourself you’re deserving of good things, meditating, practice self compassion, accept yourself for who you are, etc.).
Get a ESA/service pet.
Write letters to yourself.
When faced with difficult situations, find the lesson within them.
If your family adds stress to your life, set boundaries with them or fully cut them off.
Find community (there’s community all around).
Write down the beliefs you have about yourself and look at them from an objective POV. Recognize how harmful they might be.
Work on your relationships. If you have friends and they’ve stuck around, there’s a reason they’re still there. Open up and allow them in. The right ones will stay in your life.
If in a romantic relationship, openly express your love for that person. Don’t hold back.
Make time once or twice a month where you and your partner can sit and openly discuss how you guys feel within and about the relationship.
Eat a hot meal.
Find new hobbies!
#moon square saturn#moon opposite saturn#moon#saturn#astro community#astro observations#astro notes#astrology#m
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🐢 and 🌼 for zenos pretty please
🐢 for a mental health headcanon
Zenos has always been a traumatized little guy and also canonically was very interested in stories and reading, so I like to think he has a very active imagination even as a depressed adult, and recedes into his headspace when he's in those dull, empty moments where nothing feels good. I feel like the reason he was so quick to swap from calling the warrior of light things like "eikon slayer" and "champion of the savages" to "friend" despite really not knowing them outside of the battlefield at that point, was because he imagined a whole other life in his head. The little description of "whiling away the hours and friend and confidante" he brings up couldn't have come out of nowhere after all, he thought about that a lot. I think the reason he ultimately rejects it even if the warrior of light accepts him in that moment is because as much as he dreams of better things, he is the first to squash those fancies in himself. He was conditioned to believe he didn't deserve good, so he truly believed it, even when being offered something good. 🥺 He is nothing if not a sad, whimsical, deeply damaged man.
🌼 for a happiness headcanon
Zenos getting into any non-violent hobby and hyperfixating on it. I think at first he would be coming from a place of competition since it's all he knows: he was trained to be this way, to seek out victory over all else, so I think it would begin as like, a bit of friendly sport with the warrior of light. The warrior of light, naturally, does not take it so seriously. Maybe they picked up weaving as a way to pass the time between missions in the rising stones, or leatherworking to feel less guilty about slaying wild beasts when attacked if they can repurpose the skins, or culinary arts to recreate dishes for their friends after tasting them all around the world (or on other shards, whatever the case may be).
Whatever it is, it's something simple the warrior of light enjoys doing and they are not at all worried about being the best or most efficient at it, but seeing that familiar spark in Zenos makes them want to play it up a little and encourage him. Spinning thread for Tataru's boutique, mending adventurers' armor, cooking meals for the hungry, etc. More and more the hobby has an impact on other people too, and Zenos gradually catches on that it's not the competition that matters, but the ripple effect it has on the people around him.
Basically, wol teaching him the joys of helping others for the sake of helping others by tricking him into hyperfixating over something productive 🙌
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These were just off the top of my head! But I love to think about Zenos healing and learning to truly live :3 Recovery from severe trauma is my bread and butter and I will keep talking about it for Zenos forever because it's what he deserves!!!!
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#ask meme answers#replies#zenoswol#zenos yae galvus#thank you for letting me ramble about him I always enjoy 😊😊😊#and hope you're enjoying too
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``—LOOK ! ,,
Lyney is such an interesting and flirty motherfucker. Recently this song has been all over my fyp; Tingin (Look) by Cup of Joe. It's a Filipino song and it's vvvvvvvvvv good.
I recommend listening to the song while you read this.
Imagine—
Another spectacular performance by Lyney and Lynette has brought huge smiles and loud cheers from the crowd, expressing utter satisfaction and glee from the magic they have witnessed once more.
It was no lie that Lyney was fond of the crowd cheering for them, it boosts his pride and confidence as a magician. It gives him strength to go further with magic, to bring joy to people, even if it's just for a while.
Dawn has fallen as the Opera Epiclese started to empty, the audience had started to make their way back home with a lingering excitement left in their souls, magic truly has such a strong impact. Some started to go home while some stayed, chatting with their friends, family, whoever as laughter filled the air. It was like music to Lyney's ears.
"Great Magician Lyney!"
A kid who happened to be an audience from today's performance waved at the magician who made his way out of the opera with his sister, or also known as his magic assistant. The little boy jumped excitedly as he shook his arms in the air, eager to be noticed by him.
"Hello there," Lyney did not fail to notice, that's a given. He waved back at the little boy and grabbed a card out of nowhere, making the child gasp as his eyes went wide as plates. Flicking the edge of the card with his index finger, Lyney pulled out a balloon from it, amazing the child further.
The distinct sound of the child's cheers immediately drew attention from other people, ending up creating another circle of audience.
Lyney chuckled and gave the white balloon to the kid, patting his head firmly. "You're the coolest magician in the whole world!" Beamed the child as he made sure he had a good grip on the string, jumping happily while the crowd clapped their hands along.
"Magician Lyney show us another trick!"
"Another one, encore!"
The magician placed a hand on his chest, wholeheartedly feeling warm from the crowd's cheering. Usually, he doesn't do any more tricks whenever he finishes a performance at the opera. But as he looks at the crowd cheering for him in glee, how could he say no? The crowd's happiness was, indeed, his happiness as well, after all.
Moments has passed as he showed the crowd small tricks here and their, erupting the joy and excitement further more, creating a lively evening. Twirling his hat on his index finger, he tapped it and white doves flew out, swimming in the air.
Lyney adored magic.
That was what he thought, until he saw you in the midst of crowd.
He felt like time has stopped the moment his eyes landed on your figure, your skin that illuminated from the light that the moon had radiated. The way your hair flowed along the wind as you walked past. You made his heart stop beating, but beat so fast at the same time.
Were you not interested in magic? Or were you simply just the type to mind your own business? A foreigner perhaps that has yet to know him? Either way, even though you didn't turn to look at the crowd surrounding him, he was enticed by your beauty.
The cheering of the crowd became more and more incoherent to his ear the more he stared at you, as if you and him were the only ones there. Or better yet, as if this moment was given for him to admire you and your unfamiliarity that he found so alluring.
Have you noticed him before he could even notice you? Were you looking at him while he was busy entertaining the crowd? Was there any second that you took to look at him before you turned around? He hoped you did. He hoped that you glanced at him by any chance.
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That's all he thought about as he went home. His head was drowning in the thought of you. It felt weird for him to feel this way, you were a stranger and yet he felt attached already. He wanted to see you again.
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Divergent x Stray Kids
What faction would they be in ? | OT8 Headcannon
A/N : these are my own opinions! Feel free to leave your own in the comments
Bang Chan
Faction : Abnegation
I feel like this one is such a no-brainer. Chan is naturally selfless and considerate, always prioritizing others before himself and ready to make sacrifices for the greater good.
In the Abnegation faction, where selflessness is the top priority, Chan would fit right in, gladly giving up his own wants to help others and make the community better without any complaints.
I think he feels a strong calling to serve a greater purpose in life, striving to make a positive impact on people and the world around him.
Even in challenging situations, he never backs down from doing what's right.
Chan is a natural leader, inspiring others with his passion and charm in all aspects of life, including their relationships.
Helping his friends and loved ones become their best selves brings him the most joy.
Lee Minho
Faction : Dauntless
This one is a little bit of a tricky one in my opinion. Truthfully, i think he would be divergent. Although, assuming he wouldn't want to be outed as divergent, and would have to choose a faction, I think he would be in dauntless (Hear me out!)
Minho's personality aligns perfectly with the Dauntless faction's values and lifestyle due to his adventurous and exploratory spirit.
Driven by a sense of fairness and open-mindedness, he moves through life with an encouraging attitude, motivating others to follow their passions.
His relaxed demeanor and "live and let live" attitude make him likable and popular, traits highly valued in the Dauntless community.
Beneath his quiet shyness lies an intensely feeling heart, driving him to embrace challenges and leave everything else in the dust when caught up in something exciting and interesting.
HOWEVER, I think that he could also belong to the amity faction because I wouldn't necessarily call him a fighter ykwim?
Seo Changbin
Faction : Dauntless
Muscle man???! WHAT CAN I SAYYYYY
Binnie is very adventurous by nature
He is willing to seek out thrilling experiences.
He thrives on physical challenges and eagerly faces his fears head-on.
Binnie's social nature makes him well-suited for the communal atmosphere of Dauntless, where shared activities and camaraderie are highly valued.
He enjoys being the life of the party and knows how to bring people together for a good time.
With his keen fashion sense and eye for aesthetics, he adds his unique style to the Dauntless community, making gatherings feel like celebrations.
Despite his outgoing nature, Binnie is observant and sensitive to others' emotions, always offering support to his friends when needed.
However, he may prefer to avoid conflicts if they involve him directly, prioritizing peace and maintaining a positive atmosphere.
Binnie's athleticism and dedication to fitness further emphasize his suitability for Dauntless, as he spends significant time honing his physical prowess in the gym.
His commitment to self-improvement and fearless attitude make him a valuable addition to the faction.
Hwang Hyunjin
Faction : Amity
Art= Amity
Although he has a quiet demeanor, he possesses a rich inner world filled with creativity and imagination, traits highly valued in Amity.
He finds solace in daydreams and storytelling, demonstrating a deep sensitivity to art, nature, and the emotions of those around him.
Idealistic and empathetic, Hyunjin longs for meaningful connections and feels a calling to help others, aligning perfectly with the core values of Amity.
In a fast-paced and competitive world, he may sometimes feel out of place, yearning for a community that appreciates his unique qualities.
Hyunjin's sincere curiosity about human nature and his compassionate, nonjudgmental nature make him a perfect fit for Amity's emphasis on understanding and empathy.
He cherishes deep conversations and feels honored to listen and offer support to those in need.
Although Hyunjin may sometimes struggle with internalizing the world's troubles and negative emotions, his desire for peace and kindness aligns perfectly with Amity's values.
He understands the importance of setting boundaries to avoid feeling overwhelmed by the injustices of the world.
In Amity, where peace and kindness reign supreme, Hyunjin would thrive, finding fulfillment in creating harmonious relationships and fostering a sense of unity within the community.
His ability to connect deeply and initiate positive change makes him a valuable asset to the faction, embodying the spirit of Amity's ideals.
Han Jisung
Faction: Candor
Jisung follows the beat of his own drum
His direct and straightforward approach to problem-solving aligns perfectly with Candor's value of honesty and truth.
Jisung prefers to tackle issues head-on, seeking straightforward solutions rather than relying on convoluted methods.
He is authentic and genuine,
Does not conform to societal norms.
While Jisung may not be inclined to socialize beyond what is necessary, he values sincerity and authenticity in his relationships.
Although his reserved nature may make him seem steady and predictable at times, he also possesses a store of impulsive energy that can lead him in bold and unexpected directions.
Candor values willingness to challenge the status quo and embrace change.
In Candor, Jisung would find an environment where his need for freedom, space, and unpredictability is understood and respected.
He would thrive in a community that values honesty above all else and encourages individuals to speak their truth without fear of judgment or deceit.
Also he's a yapper, and Candor's love to talk.
Lee Felix
Faction : Amity
100% no questions ask. Like, do I really need to explain myself?
He's the sunshine boi
Felix excels at creating and maintaining a warm and friendly environment for himself and those around him, fostering harmony within the community.
For Felix, life is all about shared experiences and forming deep connections with others.
He thrives in social settings and enjoys opening his heart and home to friends, loved ones, and neighbors, reflecting Amity's value of hospitality and inclusivity.
In Amity, Felix would find a supportive and nurturing environment where his dedication to creating a peaceful and inclusive community is valued and celebrated.
His ability to foster connections and maintain a friendly atmosphere would make him a cherished member of the faction, embodying the spirit of Amity's ideals.
Kim Seungmin
Faction : Candor
He is too honest lmao
Chan, you're half 52 next year??
In Candor, Seungmin would find a community that values his honesty and straightforwardness, where his dedication to maintaining honesty and integrity would be celebrated and appreciated.
People in this faction are very unlikely to show emotion, and let's face it neither does Seungmin
While forming close bonds with those who share his values and opinions, Seungmin believes in the power of hospitality and good manners, but he also isn't afraid to say what's on his mind.
Yang Jeongin
Faction : Abnegation
He's just like his dad (Chan) fr
His innate selflessness and loyalty shine through in his dedication to supporting and helping those around him.
Whether it's lending a listening ear or offering a helping hand, Jeongin is always there for others, embodying the essence of service over self.
Moreover, his reliability and commitment to excellence align with Abnegation's emphasis on putting others' needs before his own.
Jeongin's ensures that tasks are completed to the highest standard.
He has a keen eye for detail and genuine eagerness to make a positive impact highlight his selfless and caring nature.
He takes pride in going above and beyond his responsibilities, finding fulfillment in serving others rather than seeking personal gain.
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Praise starters
"You are truly amazing at what you do. Your talent is unmatched."
"Thank you for always being there for me. Your support means the world."
"You have such a brilliant mind. Your ideas never cease to impress me."
"I admire your strength and resilience. You always find a way to overcome challenges."
"You have a heart of gold. Your kindness and compassion inspire me every day."
"You are an incredible leader. Your guidance has made a significant impact on our team."
"Your creativity knows no bounds. Your work is truly exceptional."
"I appreciate your honesty. Your straightforwardness is refreshing."
"You have a way with words. Your writing touches the hearts of so many."
"You are a true inspiration. Your determination is contagious."
"Your sense of humor always brightens my day. You have such a quick wit."
"Your dedication is commendable. You always give your best in everything you do."
"You have such a beautiful soul. Your positivity radiates and uplifts everyone around you."
"Your talent for storytelling is incredible. You bring characters and worlds to life."
"You are an exceptional listener. Your empathy and understanding make you a trusted confidant."
"Your attention to detail is remarkable. You never miss a thing."
"Your courage is inspiring. You face challenges head-on without hesitation."
"Your generosity knows no bounds. You always go above and beyond to help others."
"You have a natural talent for bringing people together. Your charisma is captivating."
"Your dedication to self-improvement is admirable. You never stop growing and learning."
"You have a remarkable sense of style. Your fashion choices are always on point."
"Your cooking skills are out of this world. Every meal you make is a masterpiece."
"You have an incredible work ethic. Your commitment and discipline are unmatched."
"You are an amazing parent. Your love and care for our children is unwavering."
"You are simply extraordinary. Your presence in my life brings me joy and happiness."
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the pillars of self-fulfillment⋆.ೃ࿔*:・🎐
something that i love to talk about and quote is that u cannot fill the cups of others when ur own cup is empty. but what about when we do have the capacity to pour into others?
for me, when i pour into myself i feel refreshed and revived. however when i pour into my environment and others, the return on investment that i experience is immeasurable and gives fulfillment. so i've decided to separate my views on self fulfillment into 3 pillars, relationships, self, and community.
pillar one - relationships : pour into ur friends and family. remember to maintain a healthy and strong friendship u both need to give, so put ur energy towards a friendship that u want to stay strong.
ik a lot of self improvement blogs (including my own) put emphasis on the importance of spending time alone, and it IS important, the most important actually. but once you've built a relationship with urself u can build meaningful relationships with others. take good care of urself and take good care of ur friends too.
pillar two - community : start putting forward time to help ur communities. it sounds so cliche but it makes u feel fulfilled as a person knowing that ur making an impact not only in the lives of ur close relationships but also in the lives of strangers.
some schools require x amount of community service hours to qualify for certain privileges and opportunities. in my school, to qualify for scholarships u need a certain amount of community service hours so not only does it benefit others but it also benefits me and my goals.
beach cleanups
make packages for the homeless people
donate money to charity (practice philanthropy)
participate in food drives
raise awareness for serious issues in the world
pillar three - self : do inner healing work, i'll always advocate for it because often times what happens is, we dont notice our own internal hurt and end up hurting the people around us who dont deserve it. so please be self aware for the sake of others and most importantly urself.
dedicate time to hobbies
inner healing work (shadow work, therapy etc)
anything that gives u a distinct identity, DO IT MORE
anything that brings u joy/fulfillment DO IT MORE
the importance and key concept of the third pillar of self fulfillment is staying true to urself and being ur authentic self always. literally GET TO KNOW URSELF, ur achievements, ur dreams + aspirations etc. if ur someone who forgets easily (like myself) make a list of everything you've achieved and done because i PROMISE u ur more interesting that u think <3
#advice#self concept#it girl#becoming that girl#self care#self love#that girl#it girl energy#dream life#self reflection#self development#self growth#self healing#self improvement#honeytonedhottie#girl blogger#dream girl
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Joy to the World
Reviewing it a day late, but I enjoyed Joy to the World for the most part. It felt a little disjointed and unfocused, and honestly it seems like the Doctor didn't even need to be there (without him, the briefcase would have sent the last carrier a message and carried on its merry way). The star was never going to hurt earth and Villengard was never going to have control over it, and it's unclear why the carrier couldn't tell the Doctor that from the outset. I'll need to watch it again to decide if it feels pointless after knowing all that, but at the moment it just feels a bit underwhelming.
I liked Joy as a character, and Nicola Coughlan is truly wonderful. She did a particularly great job with her creepy blank smile and then her real and justified rage against the politicians who partied it up while they told the rest of us to isolate. I was fortunate enough not to have to say goodbye to a loved one during COVID and I can't imagine the devastation and rage people like Joy had to go through. I'm so glad this storyline was written into the show. It needs to be talked about. (Also is this the first acknowledgement of COVID happening in an episode proper? I can't remember it coming up before.)
I also liked Anita and Trev. Trev in particular had such great chemistry and banter with the Doctor, and I wish they could bring him back. However, I think the Doctor essentially gaining three one-off companions (who never properly meet) is part of what makes it feel so disjointed. Much though I liked Anita, I think basically all of that plotline could have been cut. I know it was part of the larger theme of the Doctor being lonely and hating himself, but unfortunately that whole thing felt very forced. Ncuti Gatwa still does a great job with the material and he almost manages to sell it, but the writing rang a bit hollow to me. The part that worked the best for me was him bringing out two mugs at the start, which genuinely gave me a little pang of sadness. The rest was a little too "I'm going to speak my self hatred out loud to make it nice and clear for the audience".
Also, the Doctor being cruel was interesting and quite unpleasant, but mainly all the things he said about hotel rooms and what you're willing to subject yourself to were just strange. I know he was just trying to get a rise out of Joy to get her back, but none of it had a ring of truth, which it's clearly meant to so that 1) Joy can admit he was right and 2) turn it back around on him for staying there for a year. It doesn't work, though. People just stay in hotel rooms. It's not a big deal and that was a perfectly nice one.
The whole turning into a star ending unfortunately didn't really do anything for me either. It did have me crying at Joy saying goodbye to her mother in 2020, but the rest of the ending fell flat and the Bethlehem moment was also just extremely silly. Maybe I'll get more from it in future, I don't know.
Miscellaneous other thoughts:
I really liked the Doctor staying while the Silurian was dying, but I initially thought he was doing so at the expense of chasing after Joy. When it turned out she was just waiting placidly for him, even though he was trying to hinder her mission, it slightly lessened the impact and the logic of the scene.
The couple of times the Doctor said "French" instead of a swear word was obviously to do with the expression "pardon my French", but I also have to believe it's a reference to The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy, in which one of the worst swear words you can use is "Belgium".
#doctor who#I had a nice enough time while watching it#but it just didn't hold together that well#joy to the world#doctor who spoilers#dw#dwmine#dwe15#reactions#mine#the hotel room psychoanalysis gave me real sherlock 'every disguise is a self portrait' vibes#which at least made slightly more sense#some people can't afford fancy hotel rooms steven#and that was quite a nice room anyway?
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in light of how egregious anti-trans fascism keeps getting in the UK I (from a US "safe state" (a term which... lol)) want to say that the work you're doing with queer youth has got to be super impactful in ways that go way beyond just the people you directly serve. & it makes me feel more empowered to protect my community knowing that it's a global project as well as a personal one. sending so much love & courage
The work that I and my colleagues do, and the work of all the other queer organisations and movements who are doing all kinds of amazing things around the country and the world has really been what’s kept me going through all the terrible things which keep happening to trans people here and abroad.
It’s not always easy, especially when we have to explain quite how bad the situation is to someone who assumes that they/ their child will have easy access to rights at school or any kind of medical intervention before being 18. But the support and community we can and do offer is lifesaving for so many people, and brings so much joy and hope which is so important and needed right now.
Thank you so much for this message, it’s so nice to hear the impact of our work and get a reminder of how much of a community exists globally.
Love and courage 💜
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In the next life time.
Azriel × reader( let's say her name is Gwyn )
I'm a big Gwynrial fan and was in a mood of angst today. It's my first public writing.......I'm nervous
Part 1
(gwyn pov)
Battle around us raged on, but I was barely aware of it. The clang of weapons, the shouts of soldiers, the chaos—it all blurred into nothing. I couldn't focus on anything other than the aching emptiness in my chest.
I had known the bond had snapped for years. The moment I realized it, I understood the truth: I was his mate, but he wasn’t mine. Not in the way I had hoped. He was in love with someone else. Elain. She was everything I wasn’t—pure, innocent, beautiful. The perfect match for him. I could see it every day in the way he looked at her, the tenderness in his touch when they were together, and the joy that seemed to radiate from his soul when she was near. He was finally happy. He had finally found someone who could make him whole.
And it hurt. It hurt in ways that words could never explain. To watch him love her, to be completely invisible in his presence—it was a kind of torture that I couldn't escape. And yet, I never told him. Not once. Because I wanted him to be happy. I couldn’t be the one to ruin that. He deserved her, not the broken, scarred version of me.
He had chosen Elain out of love. And I—what could I offer him? I was nothing like her. I had scars, inside and out. And besides, he had always ignored me. The bond might have snapped for me years ago, but I had learned to bear it in silence. He never noticed, and I couldn’t bring myself to tell him. The bond wasn’t a burden—it was the only thing keeping me alive, even though I knew it would never be reciprocated.
But today, everything had changed.
The battle had been brutal, relentless. Every swing of my sword felt like it took a piece of my soul with it. But I couldn't stop. I wouldn't stop. Not with the lives of our people on the line. The clang of steel and the cries of dying warriors blurred around me, my focus narrowed only to the fight. I gazed behind me and only than i noticed that i was edging toward the cliff's end, a canyon beyond that. I swing the blades with more urgency, the stakes are high. I looked around and...
I saw him—Azriel—rushing toward Elain, his shadows twisting and striking down the enemy in his wake. His movements were so fluid, so deadly. For a split second, my gaze lingered on him. I couldn’t help it. His power was intoxicating, and it made my heart ache in ways I wasn’t ready to confront.
And then the world tilted.
I didn’t see the blow coming. One second, I was blocking the warrior’s strike, and the next, I felt the cold steel sink into my side. Poison. I could feel it spreading, numbness slowly creeping through my body as the warrior grinned, pulling the blade back. My breath caught, my vision blurring at the edges. That bastard !!...
I swing my sword with everything i've left with and it striked right. The head is gone . Much better!!...
As the chaos continued around me, I felt the pull of the bond stir. I thought I had forgotten what it felt like, but the familiar tug in my chest was undeniable. I turned, and there he was—Azriel. His eyes locked with mine, and I saw it. His expression shifted, a flicker of confusion, pain, and then... something else. Something I couldn’t name.
I locked eyes with him, my breath coming in ragged gasps.
It was too much. Too much to process in a split second. And then, in an instant, the world was upside down.
I was falling down the cliff.
The world blurred, my vision turning dark as I plummeted toward the ground below. So that's how it's going to end...tragic, painful...incomplete. I should've told him.......Az...
But then,
I felt him. I felt him dive after me. I couldn’t see him, but I felt the force of his presence, the shadows that whipped around us. In the last moments of consciousness, I felt him catch me, his wings enveloping me, his body pressing against mine.
The impact was brutal. He shielded me from the worst of it, but still—pain coursed through me. He was holding me as though I was fragile, as though I was the most precious thing in the world.
And all I wanted to do was tell him—tell him that I was his mate, that I had always been there, but I never let him see me. Because Elain had always been his first choice, and I was too afraid to ruin that.
His voice was frantic, desperate. “Mate.” He whispered it, but there was no triumph in his tone, only confusion and anguish.
I didn’t have the strength to say it. I couldn’t. I couldn’t speak the truth to him now. Not when he was finally holding me, finally realizing that I was the one who had always been there.
I had always been broken, scarred beyond repair. Azriel deserved better. He deserved her.
“I love you,” I whispered, my voice barely audible, knowing it would break him in ways I couldn't undo. “But you don’t love me.”
He froze, his breath catching in his throat as he looked down at me, his face contorted in horror. But I saw it—the realization. The bond had snapped for me. It had always been there, even when I tried to ignore it.
And now... it was his turn.
His voice cracked as he tried to speak. “Gwyn... I... I never wanted this. I never wanted to hurt you.” His hands cupped my face, trembling with the weight of his regret. “I’m sorry. I didn’t see it. I didn’t see you.”
I closed my eyes, the darkness overtaking me. I had always known this would be my fate. I had always known I would love him from the shadows, silently watching him find happiness with someone else. But in these last moments, I finally felt seen.
I gasped for breath, the world slipping away. My vision blurred, and all I could focus on was him. Azriel’s face above me, his eyes wide with terror.
“Can you feel it?” I whispered between painful breaths, each word like a dagger through my chest. “Can you feel the bond breaking?”
Azriel froze. His body shook with raw emotion as he looked at me, the shadows in his eyes flickering with the agony he couldn’t hide. “I... I don’t know what you’re talking about,” he said, his voice trembling as he gently brushed the hair from my face, his fingers lingering on my skin as if I was the only thing keeping him tethered to the world.
I forced a weak smile, despite the agony tearing through me. “You can feel it. I know you can.” My voice cracked with each breath.
“No... nothing is going to happen to you, you'll be fine...yes you'll fine,” Azriel said, but there was a tremor in his voice, the desperation impossible to miss, as he was reassuring himself.
I could see the fear in his eyes, and even though the darkness was closing in and I've no energy left to say anything . I couldn’t help but smile faintly. “Next lifetime,” I whispered.
Azriel’s breath hitched, and he began sobbing uncontrollably. “No, no, no... not like this. Not like this...” His voice broke as he held me tighter, as if trying to stop the inevitable. “I’m so sorry, love.”
I managed to whisper through the pain, “It’s okay.” I wasn’t angry, I wasn’t sad anymore. I was at peace with everything. “I’ll wait for you."
Azriel shook his head violently, his hands trembling as he cradled my face in his palms, trying to find some sign of life in me. “I love you... i love you” he sobbed, his voice breaking with guilt. “I was too scared to say it. I should have said it sooner.”
But I couldn’t reply. My breaths were shallow now, my body growing colder with every passing second. The shadows around Azriel seemed to mourn with him, writhing in the air as if they, too, felt the loss.
“Rhys... someone... please...” Azriel whispered desperately, but no matter how hard he tried, no healer would be able to save me now.
I closed my eyes and whispered one last time, “It’s okay... in the next lifetime. We’ll be together forever...”
Azriel let out a sob, his grip tightening on me. “I promise, Gwyn,” he whispered fiercely, as if swearing to the heavens themselves. “I’ll find you. I’ll make it right. I swear.”
But I knew the truth. I knew it was too late.
I smiled at him one final time, though it was broken. The tears in my eyes blurred everything around me, and I whispered just before the darkness consumed me, “Liar,” with a fond smile that he would never see again.
Azriel screamed, his roar shattering the stillness of the world. The shadows that had always followed him erupted into violent beasts, thrashing with grief. The sky darkened, clouds gathering above as thunder rumbled in response to his agony.
He cradled her lifeless body against him, his wings wrapping around her as he disappeared into the shadows, his form vanishing into the darkness that had consumed him.
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Thank you I’m glad you love my idea well do you mind do a part two of it like then the beasts get out the first thing they do it to find reader only to find that precious innocent child they once know and love now turned into a harbor of grief as reader just look at them and say they did this to them they turn them into a beast just like them it is all they fault and they are not they family they are just impostors who have the same faces and soul gem then reader runs away as far as it can until they where encountered by the ancients cookies maybe they can bring the innocence of earthbread the second of the virtue of the innocence to come back being who it once was before the fall into grief can you do it a fic please :3
I think I got the idea, Bro personally if I was a beast and the bundle of joy in the group said that to me I'd be pretty damn sad. Anyways,
Previous part
When innocence fades into grief (Child ancient Y/N cookie) pt 2
As time went on little to nothing had changed for the poor little cookie. They were all alone and anyone who did try to comfort them ended up perishing in the endless floods and storms of their grief. The child wasn't necessarily evil like the other beasts, more so they were hurt. And that pain began influencing everyone and everything around them. It's not fair. It really isn't fair. They had been good for as long as they can remember. So then why do bad things always happen to innocent people?
Well soon enough they found that they're situation got even worse. How? The beasts escaped the silver tree. Y/N cookie only became aware of this when the beasts themselves stumbled upon them. All five of them were beyond surprised. This was Y/N cookie? The bundle of joy with a smile that could melt any heart? The sweet caring child they all practically raised? No, it can't be. They looked so miserable. But who else could it be? When the beasts tried stepping forward the child moved away, their crying came to a momentary halt. What was this feeling? The grieved the loss of their family... but now that they were actually here it didn't feel nice... It felt awful... They never truly realized how seeing the beasts would impact them, nor did they consider how they'd feel about them. But it started becoming clear now.
They grew to resent the beasts... Grew to resent them and didn't even realize it till this moment. This was all their fault. If they hadn't turned to evil, if they hadn't betrayed them, none of this would've happened. The tears of the young cookie streamed down their cheeks faster as they confronted the beasts. What was so wrong with what their lives were like before that they chose to not only betray earthbread, but also betray themselves?! How cruel did they have to be to destroy innocent lives?! Look what they did now! All the innocence the child once held has been reduced to mere grief and it was all their fault! This wasn't a family. This was nothing more than an inconvenience to the poor cookie. An inconvenience that ruined their life.
The beasts, realizing the gravity of what they did, tried to reach out to the child. But it was too late. In a fit of pure sorrow and hatred, the child fled. They ran. And they ran. Until they could run no further. Their home was no longer in sight, and neither were the beasts. Feeling all their energy run out, the child collapsed. When they woke up they were in a lavish bedroom in a big comfortable bed surrounded by five cookies. At first their were scared, but a cookie who's eyes were closed and wielded a staff with a sunflower reassured them that they were. The cookies revealed themselves to be ancients, new ones to the child. When the child explained their story, they were all stunned. they didn't know there was a virtue of innocence. But If that truly was you, they decided to get it back. Not all innocence is gone in the world, and they were gonna help you see it.
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must be the scariest thing in my chart😭:12th house in Aquarius with jupiter,Neptune and Chiron what do you think about it😭😭
Hello,
🌺🌹🌸🌷🌻🌼I wouldn’t label this as “scary” because that implies a negative connotation, which could create a negative self-perception. Instead, let’s dive into the dynamics in your chart and explore them together. 🌺🌹🌸🌷🌻🌼
12th House in Aquarius
The 12th house deals with themes of the unconscious, suppression, solitude, spirituality, and the psychological aspects of the self. With Aquarius in the 12th house, the energy of Aquarius in your chart may feel repressed or unclear.
Aquarius is linked to individuality and community. On one hand, it focuses on personal ideals and goals; on the other, it thrives in collective environments. You might struggle with understanding how to be independent or find your place within communities. This placement can create a sense of feeling like an outsider—a “black sheep”—or feeling lost in your ideals and goals.
It may be challenging to pursue dreams or navigate personal aspirations. However, this energy is unconscious and may take time to integrate. Gradually, you’ll find clarity in how to align with your individuality and connect meaningfully with others.
Jupiter in the 12th House
Jupiter symbolizes growth, happiness, abundance, luck, travel, and philosophy. In the 12th house, these themes can feel elusive or unconscious.
You might question your beliefs or struggle to define what brings you joy and fulfillment. This could lead to feelings of being undecided, agnostic, or unclear about your purpose. The energy of Jupiter in this house can make achieving tangible goals feel difficult. You might set aside dreams in favor of more stable or practical pursuits because the path to achieving them feels unclear.
On the other hand, this placement can emphasize spiritual growth over material success. You may focus more on inner development and unseen aspects of life, such as philosophy, compassion, and spiritual exploration.
Neptune in the 12th House
Neptune in the 12th house enhances internal focus and imagination. You may find solace in fantasy, creativity, and spiritual pursuits, often as a way to escape the harshness of reality.
This placement suggests a love for art, music, film, and other imaginative outlets. While deeply empathetic, this sensitivity can sometimes leave you vulnerable to deception or self-delusion. You may struggle to distinguish between reality and illusion or face challenges being truthful, even with yourself.
This mystical energy inspires profound questions about spirituality, but grounding yourself in reality may feel difficult. You might rely on others for support or assistance, as maintaining balance in life can feel overwhelming.
Chiron in the 12th House
Chiron in the 12th house indicates wounds that are deeply buried or unconscious. Past traumas, whether from childhood or later in life, may feel unresolved or inaccessible. You might avoid confronting pain and instead withdraw from the world when difficulties arise.
This placement can lead to a reliance on external comforts or coping mechanisms to soothe unresolved pain. Your memory of past events might feel hazy, making it hard to fully process how they’ve impacted you.
Additionally, this placement might create a sense of spiritual or religious disconnection, especially if beliefs were forced upon you. There may be fears tied to trusting others or the world around you, and these unconscious fears can influence your behavior without your full awareness.
12th House Stellium
A stellium in the 12th house amplifies its themes, making you deeply introspective, imaginative, and sensitive. Much of your experience is internal, and people may find it hard to read or understand you. Even you might struggle to understand your own emotions, wounds, or desires.
This placement can create a tendency to escape into solitude, spirituality, or creativity, as you feel more at peace away from the demands of the external world. It also suggests a rich inner world, full of artistic and idealistic energy. You may long for a deep, soulful connection and a more peaceful environment.
However, practical matters like setting goals, taking initiative, or asserting yourself may feel challenging. The 12th house energy can create confusion about your path, dreams, and aspirations. It can also heighten fears—both rational and irrational—leading to feelings of dependence or insecurity.
Despite these challenges, your heightened sensitivity allows you to experience music, nature, and beauty in profound ways. This sensory depth, combined with your empathy, makes you a compassionate old soul.
Conclusion
In conclusion, your chart suggests a deeply introspective and sensitive individual who often feels misunderstood or unseen. Solitude and personal space are crucial for your balance and rejuvenation.
You may struggle to ground yourself or define what makes you truly happy. Fears and unresolved wounds might hold you back, but your creative, artistic, and empathetic energy shines through. Your sensitivity to sensory and emotional experiences makes you unique, though it can feel overwhelming at times.
While parts of yourself remain hidden, even to you, there is a mystical and imaginative quality that offers profound potential for growth and spiritual connection. As you work to understand and integrate these energies, you’ll find your path toward healing and self-expression.
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(first ask ever so lets go!)
Glad you liked Frieren! What got you into the series? I honestly just want to hear more on your thoughts in general lol
Oh, boy. I've been saving this one. Let's go! (No spoilers ahead)
My friend is a huge anime watcher and told me that she thought I would enjoy the series. (And oh boy was she right.)
Frieren: Beyond Journey's End is everything I want my stories to be.
From the fantasy setting, magic system, and world building, to the character dynamics and subtle but steady character growth, it is phenomenal.
The running themes of time's steady progression-- consequences of actions, both good and bad across generations and decades is brilliantly executed by the character concept of Frieren.
The key to defeating evil being presented as a form of humility- one that evil cannot comprehend- is absolutely brilliant.
The gradual revelation of multiple layers of the world and history and character relationships. I love that a large aspect of this show is simply character study. It's an intensely character driven show and I adore that.
The simple and subtle humor is wonderful. It isn't afraid to be silly and goofy- and the fact that often it is the wiser characters who show this silliness or (for lack of a better term) humanity in their lives is artfully done.
The art style and music are both GORGEOUS.
The longevity of love. The impact people have on you, even if they are only in your life a short while! The emphasis to value the people around you and pay attention and build relationships and never take people for granted!
The humble confidence and trust in one's ability without arrogance.
The training and working for both yourself but also for others. Learning and growing in order to serve!
The lasting impact of love and valuing relationships because they are fleeting and appreciating the time that you have brings me to tears.
The absoluteness when it comes to evil and how to deal with it. There is no compromising with it. You kill it.
The valuing and emphasis on the small !! aspects !! of !! life!! Little moments of joy in life's toils and journeys. Helping the ordinary people around you. Home being the most valuable thing to protect and value! Valuing the everyday work! The magic in the mundane!
This story is beautiful because it tells the truth.
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