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Saw one too many genshin impact ads (never even watched gameplay of it) and bought a water soluable eye make up pallette (because I can't control dry make up to save my life) and I'm going to have painted eyes forever now. No one can stop me!
#it's so hard to do tho#I'm really blind#so to apply the makeup I have to get close enough to the mirror#that my brush starts to hit it#and I don't like contacts#sooooooooooooo#worth it tho#I don't think I'll do such long wings in the future tho#they're hard#especially with how blind i am
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Dean Winchester of Supernatural fame is NOT reading parenting books he is putting on Cheaper By The Dozen, Daddy Daycare and Honey I Shrunk The Kids taking notes.
#i woulda said full house but dean's more a movie guy than a tv guy#it doesn't help. btw. lol.#if dean read a gentle parenting guide he would scoff and roll his eyes and throw it across the room#and eventually start silently weeping if he was convinced to keep going bc HE was a kid and HE didn't get treated with respect or gentlenes#dean in an argument with those mommy bloggers he follows saying something like 'please. i was left in a motel room with my brother#from like age 7 upwards I think little Timmy will be okay in the car by himself for 3 minutes 🙄“#and someone hits him with 'I'm so sorry that happened to you' and he tries to brush it off all day and complain about it to Sam#and Sam's like. yeah it was kinda fucked up though. and Dean's like WELL I KNOW THAT BUT HE WAS DOING HIS BEST#(not fully believing it bc he certainly can't picture leaving a 7 year old alone in the world they live in no matter what)#(and Dean's never fully actually agreed with their dad but he feels attacked by Sam's agreeing)#(but old habits run deep)#cawis creates
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Living with Body Focused Repetitive Behaviors
Me: *Is super stressed over life.*
Trichotillomania: Time to pull some hair! C'mon. You won't even notice you're doing it. It'll make you feel better.
Me: NO. *Spends 4 days putting hair in a mini twist protective style* There.
Dermatillomania: Hey. Your hands are free. And restless. And dry... Pick your skin. Bleed. Bleed.
Me: Stop! *Starts up a new crochet project to keep hands busy.* Ok cool.
Onychophagia: Hi hi. Your nails are.... perfect biting length... you should do that.
Me: Noooooooooooo *Paints nails.*
Dermatillomania: Oh look, you got some nail polish on your skin. Pick it off... now pick some more...
Me: SDJAKFDSJFKLDKAFDJKLAFJDKSAKLFDASL
#is this tmi? oh well. this is the tmi website#trichotillomania#dermatillomania#onychophagia#bfrb#body focused repetitive behavior#ocd#guys guess what? my therapist all but prescribed that i get a manicure to prevent picking at my skin#apparently after a year with this therapist i never mentioned my finger picking until this week#and she was like 'ok since you find it tough to paint them yourself get a manicure. self care and preventative'#because my cuticles are horrific due to me constantly picking at them and the sides of my fingers#so i've always been too embarrassed to go to a nail salon and my therapist was like 'exposure therapy!'#currently my nails are sloppily painted because i can't hold a brush still and they're already chipping after like 5 days#actually they probably started chipping on the second day honestly.#i need to redo my twists a bit which actually satisfies the trich urges since i'll be running my fingers through my hair to do it#but i won't actually be pulling. but also. i will be getting the shed hairs out. so. kind of fulfills that.#but right now my nails are long enough for me to feel them sometimes hit my keyboard. which. isn't normal for me.#and despite the nail polish i feel the urge to bite them shorter ahhhhh#anyway if you're Black with natural hair and have trich i HIGHLY suggest mini twists since it helps deter me from pulling#sure i have to redo it every few weeks but seriously. game changer. harder to find individual hairs to pull.
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Hiya :) I've been getting into DSMP animatics, and I love seeing the different interpretations of the character designs even though I only have a vague sense of the lore so far. It's all got cool vibes!! Can I request a drawing of Ranboo or Wilbur, or maybe even both? I'm not sure if they actually ever interact in the story or not, but I'd say interpret the prompt however you want and have fun??
Day 19 - Stuck inside
#My art#Requestober#DSMP#Ranboo#Yeah I don't think I've seen any instances of Wilbur and Ranboo meeting either :0#Well they did meet when Ghostbur came into town after the whole thing with Techno and Phil was still under house arrest#But I don't think they had any particularly hard-hitting moments just pleasant greetings haha#Which is a shame! Then again everything is a missed opportunity with what Ghostbur didn't get to do huh haha#I never really got into Alivebur so I opted for Ranboo for this one :)#See! He and Ghostbur would've both had to hide from the rain! Lore-wise anyhow haha#In this case I was thinking of Ranboo going to visit Michael and then it starts raining#Although it would only snow where Michael is wouldn't it? Ahhh just don't sweat the details too much lol#I don't think I ever saw Tubbo's house either - and Ranboo kinda moved in with Techno too didn't he?#At least at one point he was next door I think - man it's been a while since I brushed up on my half-learned lore lol#Point is! Rain outside Ranboo inside!#Hopefully someone will come to visit him soon :) Or it'll stop raining so he can go run around some more haha#Also the kinda ghosting effect on the glass was not intentional! :0 I actually didn't notice until now haha#I think I like it though :D
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i’m j rlly obsessed with these bruises & how they change ever day :,)
#make my brain go prrrrrrr#i love pressing on them & feeling things brush up against them#& im remember#ooough i love him#i have a bruise on my knees too but#these ones such pretty colors :3#edibowl starting to hit….. hi
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nejisasu doodle! a universe where the hyuuga's slavery bs doesn't get ignored and Neji and Sasuke are better off for it (and also they're married)
#digital art#naruto fanart#artists on tumblr#hyuuga neji#uchiha sasuke#doodle#nejisasu#sasuneji#i personally have hit them with the aspec and qpr beam#but it can be read as romantic lol#sasuke is totally a huge ass brat in a happier world#but like in an adorable and funny way#i really wanted to draw sth digitally so i just went through my sketchbook and drew a scene i liked#also i experimented with brushes a bit because normally i start with a flat ass no texture colour layer#and i think csp did not like that because when i first exported the file it was like 21 fucking MB#like normally my pngs end up around 5 MB#and the canvas was the same size#i figure since there was no real continuous plane of colour more information has to be saved? anyway i scaled the png down by like 50 perce#this is inspired by an au of mine in fact the sketch i adapted was for that au but i decided fuck it#vanilla characers (-ish) it is#yall i cant fucking believe how the hyuuga side branch is treated in the series#and how sasuke is treated!! kakashi fr acts like hes a spoiled brat when his entire family was murdered and he was fucking tortured#and has been alone since he was like 7#yeah he is a bit of an ass but spoiled??#also kakashi fr saying in the prelims that the hyuuga are konoha's best clan like excuse me what dojutsu do u have in ur eyesocket??#its wild ive been reading naruto parallel to writing my fanfic for the first time and its certaintly... something#also the sandaime going like each person in the village is my preicous person uhuh each person except all of the uchiha apparently#and except the hyuuga side branch. and all the people sent on traumatising missions#and all the people he lets danzo kidnap and brainwash#and naruto who he let grow up all alone. and all the people he sends to die fighting for a perpetual cycle of violence :D fun stuff!
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the yearning is strong tonight... girls..
#ash rambles 💚#i love girls.. i love being a girl... who loves girls..#i. i've fallen so head over heels for my OC. i love her so much.#i wish she existed somewhere other than my head so i could share how beautiful she is#she's so perfect to me#she was just meant to be a haha goofy oc i wrote on the side but I'm so unbelievably in love with her now#she's so... perfect#I've never shipped with an oc before. but i love her dearly so i guess heres to first times and all#it's late at night and I'm getting emotional#i keep holding my pillow and cuddling it. she would be so soft.. muscular too she's been a warrior her whole life.. but her skin is warm#and her chest is so comfortable.. she's amazing.. shes a little ticklish around her stomach and she giggles if ash accidentally brushes it.#it's my favorite sound. fuck. the feelings are hitting like a truck this.. night? morning? it's almost 1am.#i dont know when it got so bad. my feelings for her. but i want her more than anything. my beautiful girl. so beautiful#i should really stop before i start sobbing ajdjajsj#goodnight gamers! i hope everyone is doing well#i am plagued by the gay this... morning#an oath of love 🌟🛡
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a bunch of oc scribbles from today! vadim (purple guy) belongs to @hottopicabbacchio ^_^ <3 i have a silly little joke with skagen and his shirts where the text on them change depending on his mood or thoughts, because its funny
#ive been drawing all day wah.#jjba oc#jojo oc#skagen gipp#solvei stiltje#lovart sjöberg#vadim#friends.oc#<- gonna try and start tagging my friends ocs because <33#corps.oc#corps.art#also im kind of hitting a little bit of an artblock so im trying out different brushes and stuff rn
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I keep playing with my lucifer in Diablo in my brain, and I made this low quality meme about how I think it go
@jackpot-library thought you'd appreciate the meme of the boi
#fnaftale#underverse#fnaf au#undertale au#underfazverse#Diablo#mephisto diablo#lord of hatred#lucifer#i imagine they'd accidentally form a father son relationship#after enough 'my dad hits me harder than that!'#jokes Mephisto just starts getting concerned bc lucifer is brushing off his worse torture methods bc they're not as bad as torture from home#lucifer and his siblings are also literally forced to love their father as it's part of their programming for existence#they'd latch onto Mephisto's nonexistent legs just so his power can make them wholeheartedly hate their dad#therapy for over empathetic traumatized kids is stored in the prime evil
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very funny to me that my art is associated with cartoony doodle style/sketchy stuff now when in my last community like, 4 years ago, my art was known more for detailed stuff
my art has done a wild 180 over the last few years!! (and i'm having a blast with it😌)
#most of my art used to be more along the lines of the feast of the rose art i did in february#and it was almost never as exaggerated as it is now...definitely not as over the top at least#and i only started using hatching and textured brushes like. 2-3 years ago#in fact you can kinda tell bc my intro post art here#twitch & grace look way more.normal#i fucked them up so bad. grace got so square. idk what happened to twitch#they turned into a cartoon character#none of this is a negative btw i am having SO much fun experimenting 😌#i just get hit sometimes when people call my art cartoony and i'm likr oh yeah that Is my vibe now huh xD#i should go crazy with art styles again soon#but right now i should really be going to bed#fredspeaks
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Have some Dinluke Keldabe Kisses for the soul
Yes its an acrylic painting, no i dont have much experience with acrylic, yes i had so much fun painting this
#yours truly art#dinluke#acrylic painting#lukes face looks weird :/#i went for realism when i shoulda went for my normal style#its also rough in spots bc i wasnt aiming for perfect i was just aiming for. painting shit#but i hope it conveys the softnessTM i was aiming for#it was fun to start bc i was going why is the paint behaving so weird????#then i realized i was expecting the medibang watercolor brush instead of. traditional#so i def hit a learning curve with That aspect#honestly not just digital watercolor. even traditional watercolor wouldve been easier#since i did monochrome shit#imma hang this funky little guy in my dorm :3
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How do I explain the ways in which the bill origins fic 'A Romance of Many Dimensions' by haley3 rewired my brain without needing to give paragraphs upon paragraphs of context. The fic is something like 200,000 words long. Almost every single good moment calls back to things that are set up earlier in the fic
#godsrambles#girl help 'the colors in our universe are the same as the ones in his home dimension because our universe is made out of a piece of bill'#makes NO sense without adding way more context#not to speak of 'bill is obsessed with ford because he can Feel the same cosmic thread connecting them as the one that drew him towards-#-meeting his henchmaniacs which makes him convinced against all odds that ford is gonna join him'#and the long beginning is set in flatland. its what finally got me to read the book flatland#and now I will literally think to myself 'its not that i Have to do x or y tasks. i GET to do x or y tasks isnt that great'#'i get to live in a physical form that experiences so many vivid thoughts and sensations while on bills favorite planet in the multiverse'#and i will be like 'why should i drag my feet about learning this or doing that. bill was literally trapped in a 2d world-'#'and KILLED to be able to experience a life as 3d and colorful as the one im in'#'and just like bill was so desperate to learn and see and do Everything that the axolotl gave him a ton of power so he could do that.'#'i Also want to learn and do and see everything i possibly can. and i literally HAVE the chance to do that'#'so i'd better start actually Trying to do and see and learn everything i can'#and then i brush my teeth slightly more often or whatever#fucking unhinged and ridiculous way of getting myself to do tasks#the events of this fic arent even my headcanon for bills powers and backstory. i just think its neat!#and now my brain has been permanently rewired by a got dam fan fic.#anyways sorry for all the spoilers but i mean. i doubt many folks would decide to read a fic that long without being intrigued by spoilers#most frustrating thing is that the hard hitting spoilers SEEM understandable without context.#but i promise there is a lot of context missing that makes it make sense why they are good plot points and not just weird random happenings#edit: its 200000 words not 600000. how did I misread that
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the unending amends you've made are enough for one life, be done
#I believe in innocence#little darling start again#i believe in everyone#for some reasons these lines just hit me#on this humid july night at my parents house#brushing my teeth looking out the window at the stars and the wet leaves#forgiving yourself isn't a task that can be crossed off and never thought of again#it is a lifelong commitment#rambling
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failing physically at something fiddly like that makes me spaz out like nothing else in this world for real also which is embarrassing but i think its bcs its like... literally raising your heart rate and physical tension and anxiety its like. repeatedly putting your hands all over a small dog until it flips out
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[[vent in tags]]
#heard a guy on a podcast i listen to talk about being a father and it really hit me hard#he was talking about teaching his son how to brush his teeth when he was two (the son is an adult now)#but he handed the kid the tooth paste and his son took the tube and squeezed it so hard it exploded all over the bathroom#and he was angry but he just said ''well now we need a new tube of toothpaste buddy'' and laughed about it#he was talking about how wonderful it is to be able to teach a tiny human about the world and how rewarding it was to be a father#and i nearly started bawling#theres a lot pf things about my childhood ive convinced myself were normal and i mean i guess they were#trauma is common#but sometimes i still grieve the childhood i could have had and the father my bio dad could have been#if i had squeezed the toothpaste too hard as a kid my bio dad would probably start screaming at me or hitting me#he would always do that shit over small stuff#he did other things too like embarass me or leave me by myself in public places or forget to feed and bathe me#and for the longest time i convinced myself that was normal. or that other people had it worse and i should be greatful he wasnt worse#but stories like that really put things into perspective#i wish i could've grown up in a household where both of my parents loved me amd loved raising me#i wish my bio dad had been a decent person who treated me and my mom better#i wish i had squeezed the toothpaste too hard and he had laughed
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just like blacked out and fell down in the bathroom so hard that I can barely walk. parkour
#not really sure what happened#i have a twice daily flovent inhaler which is like a medication inhaler#and sometimes when im holding my breath after breathing it in i get rlly dizzy and start shaking uncontrollably#for like a couple of minutes sometimes too. idk what it is#but today that happened and then i remember like. seeing the cabinets as i hit the ground#and then they pain hit and i started screaming which i was very vaguely aware of but idk i was really disoriented#and my partner ran in and was obviously very freaked out. i finally fully came to and realized i must've fallen#my toothbrush and toothpaste were on the ground bc i was just abt to brush the flovent out of my mouth#i scraped the fuck out of my knees and arm. my toes mustve bent way too far bc i can barely move them. must've landed hard on my knees too#one of my wrists and my neck are also fucked up. not really sure what happened there#very freaked out tho! my partner too! not rlly sure how im gonna explain the pain to my pt tomorrow...... hope im able to walk better#formerly ori/ons/belts
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