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so important to allow neurodivergent creators space to exist and express. it is LIFE CHANGING for some i had chronic pain for years, chuck thought my life would just be painkillers forever but you allowed me place to express myself and pain dissolved. CREATE and let others create
when i started my trot the amount of questioning of my autism and saying he is wearing mask this cant be real was so overwhelming and i am so glad i did not listen to those telling me my way of expression is 'wrong' or 'fake'. this has saved my life in literal way so THANK YOU
thank you to my buckaroos for joining me on this journey it means the world to me. it is OUR journey now. cant wait to see what happens with camp damascus and all the other futures we will create, cant wait to see what kind of adventures we get into. LOVE IS REAL
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PORK! SLOP! PATTERNS!
edit: now lined and colored! thanks for the love âĄ
#drawfee#drawtectives#toddraws#this is my first time drawing them and it came out way too naturally#forgot york's earrings though sorry bud#THANK YOU JULIA!
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Xisuma, why in the world were trying to fix your helmet with TAPE?? I thought the superglue idea was unhinged but THIS IS A NEW LEVEL
(I know that it's probably not holding itself ONLY on tape, but the image in my head is too funny)
What's next? You tell me he attached Doc's new arm to his body with tape and glue too??
THIS RESPONSE WAS SUPPOSED TO BE COMICAL but I let it get away from me;;
#THANK YOU AS ALWAYS MAY FOR YOUR WONDERFUL OBSERVATION SKILLS IT ALWAYS MAKES ME SMILE#dbhc#dbhc art#dbhc ask#ask#1-marigold-1#mutuals#dbhc doc#dbhc xisuma#xisuma#docm77#hermitcraft au#art escapades#Iâve been thinking about them too much. can you tell#xisuma buddy it seems like youâve got a lot going on in that helmet of yours bud#care to share with the class#doc could be very sweet I think. to me. if he really tries#he has to be mean about it but I donât think x would prefer it any other way#I need to stop talking#docsuma#shaking and crying
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obi-wan, sighing and pinching the bridge of his nose: in your opinion, dear, what's the height of stupidity?
cody, turning to anakin: how tall are you?
#commander cody#star wars the clone wars#obi wan kenobi#codywan#obi wan x cody#incorrect quotes#codywan incorrect quotes#when i tell you this man didn't even hesitate !!#anakin skywalker#sorry not sorry bud#anakin: D:#obi-wan: he's 6'2.#cody: 6'2.#obi-wan: thank you dear.#cody: yw ^^#anakin: what the fuck manâ#*bows*
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i know you said krypto is kon's emotional support dog but like. oogh. *hits him with service dog beam so i can project since my service dog looks like krypto*
krypto doing deep pressure therapy, crowd control, and alerting when he's upset.. aka lorge dog flop on top of you, circles around you so people keep their distance when you walk, and pawing at kon when he's upset !!!
OOHHHHH omg yes... thats sooo good. lorge dog flop on top of you is so real and i mean in kon's case ...
#answers#buds-and-baubles#obligatory everyone say thank you francis manapul for the high quality kryptos#kon#krypto
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finally got to reading amor fati per recommendations from @fourgods-nobrakes + @chemos-factories wow wow, im still processing it. fabulous little story, it hit me right where im tender đ„Ž
#my art#eidolon#warhammer#eidolon smoking on that specially crafted fulgrim blend is divine i cant get over it#love the first thing he does on it btw is IMMEDIATELY think abt lucius. yeah bud.#very good nugget of big boys w big emotions + visceral and extravagant kill scenes#i gotta read more warhammies i wish it wasnt such a tASK for my brain#but every time is soooo worth it i lkove this setting so much#oh also sorry will and neon if you did not want to be pinged ORZ thanks so much for poking me abt this story eheheee
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VIY: SPIRIT OF EVIL
One of my favorite 60s horror films! In 18th century Kyiv, a pathetic seminary student must spent three nights praying for the soul of a recently-deceased witch, whoâs much more active than he might hope. Great colors, fun characters, and a showstopper ending!
#viy 1967#Viy spirit of evil#ĐĐžĐč 1967#my art#my pal khoma. sorry that happened to you bud#you'll note that the lines for this were in my 2023 art vs artist. that's because I forgot about finishing it until now#edit: thanks to the person who pointed out I misremembered the location. thatâs on me
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our catmin of course is having their fun and by that i mean try to get everyone in trouble with sasha by putting his face on a golf ball and giving it to them to catalogue their varying levels of fear and enthusiasm at the idea of hitting their captain
Cats Classic | 9.16.24 (x)
#niko mikkola#dmitry kulikov#carter verhaeghe#evan rodrigues#anton lundell#nate schmidt#aaron ekblad#uvis balinskis#aj greer#matthew tkachuk#gustav forsling#jonah gadjovich#sam bennett#sergei bobrovsky#aleksander barkov#florida panthers#2425#preseason#sasha has some of em well trained#notice the finns and they way they went nope take the ball back im not taking any chances#notice mikksy immediately seeing an opportunity to piss off sasha and going âno i keep it still :Dâ#evan half finnish FOR FINLANDIA rodrigues âi was gonna say barky squared! love ya capâ#yeah bud likely place for you to be#âgotta take care of barky at all costsâ you know ekky im not even gonna say anything at this point dude it speaks for itself#vs maffhew going I NEED MORE OF THESE BALLS TO HIT#our leadership core everyone#uvis' sheer joy asking to keep the barky balls đ„șđ„șđ„ș#âim taking it to the locker room tommorow and show barkyâ YEAH FORSY YEAH đđđ???#its no reaction im goalie :)â thanks for the gold bobby truly#also virgoÂČ
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Sam Elliott. How that man hasnât been submitted yet I donât know. I have been mildly infatuated with him since I was a child.
#submission#v: dw bud he just became eligible again a few days before u submitted#he git a 63% before lets see this time#sam elliott#poll#smash or pass#smash or pass poll#tumblr polls#thank you!#old man#round 2#63.2
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Hi!
Where's a good place to start reading through the Space Opera au posts? Is chronological order through the tag on your blog alright/is there a masterpost? (from what I've seen it looks super interesting!!)
Also! What inspired it? I'm curious
thanks!
Hi! I'm so sorry for the late ask but- Well. We (and by that I mean all the people involved in the au) got a bit too excited over your ask and just decided to make an entire power point presentation, idea of @riacte (thank you Ria I adore you).
This will be our masterpost too so hopefully we're able to keep up to date and gather more of the countless documents we've got with lore and such, and arrange them into here. The posts in my blog are not really in chronological order, and most of the recent art I've got are meant to be like random screenshot of random boring scenes, which intentionally adds nothing to the perception of chronological order- but that's where the story part of the power point comes in, that one's definetly in order!
In the spopera power point aka the spowerpoint, we go in depth into the story of the au, each main character and a few of the other ones, the space racing sport made up for the story, planets and alien species, a few written publications in AO3, and the in-universe social media aspects.
Here's a very small preview of what's in the presentation; this is just a tiny snippet of the written premise we've got, so I absolutely recommend checking out the actual slide presentation. We're like, ridiculously proud of it and had a lot of fun.
As for what inspired this au, literally this single message sent by @jazzyjesse. It sort of sparked that "I love space" part of everyone's brain in the server and we just started to brainstorm immediately on top of it.
Thank you for the patience on this answer, hope you enjoy the presentation! As you can see from the message above this au is a few years old and it's quite beloved by all of the people involved, and having people ask about it makes us very happy. So thank you for the ask!
#space opera au#asks.tag#i cannot explain how crazy we went when the idea of a power point was brought up#thank you Ria i love you#frens is when you have a bud
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the boys are âstudyingâ for @okay-sky đ thank you, Skylar!
doodle gift as a thank you for donating to Rooneyâs Top Surgery Fund! Letâs help Rooney meet his goal! (donations totalling ÂŁ25 and up may request a doodle from me from any fandom/pairing!)
#yes there are hickies on Harryâs neck#what of it#love an eighth year cuddle#thank you for the donation and the request bud!!!!#drarry#drarry fanart#hp fanart#harry potter fanart#draco malfoy#harry potter#my art#doodle requests#gofundme boost#message me with your donation over 25q and iâll doodle you whatever!!!!#hpdm#drarry squad
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Heres a sorta drabble/headcanon of sorts of how I picture MC's relationship with Xavier would devleop~ I'm not much of a writer but the brainrot is real and im working on making similar ones for the other boys too! 1,029 words || You can also read it on ao3
â§ÍâșËàŒïœ„Ëâșâ§ÍâșËàŒïœ„Ëâșâ§ÍâșËàŒïœ„Ëâșâ§ÍâșËàŒïœ„Ëâșâ§ÍâșËàŒïœ„Ëâșâ§Í Zayne ă» Rafayel ă» Sylus
He would never admit it, but you saved Xavier on that fateful first mission. Not from the wanderers though- He wouldâve been able to defeat them all on his own, heâs lost track of how many stronger enemies he's dealt with over the years. What you saved him from was himself.
Life had become dull and monotonous for him- barely floating by and existing for the last eternity of loneliness after losing you the last time. Doing nothing more than throwing away his life against wanderers just to have some sort of purpose. You brought light back into his life once more, Just having you in his life again was more than enough. He didnt even dare to wish for more and let himself get too greedy out of fear of losing you far too soon.
But every day he got to see you for even a moment was everything he wanted and needed, it was a wonderful twist of fate that the two of you ended up being neighbors. He never went out of his way to see you, but you always happened to run into him time and time again whenever he wished to see you the most. Like fate was bringing you together
Between casual hangouts and missions together, you guys clicked hard and fast. You'd think youâve known this man your whole life instead of just meeting earlier this year with how comfortable and natural everything is between the two of you. When did it become the norm to see him sitting on your couch reading almost every day? You can hardly remember what your life was like before he entered it.
One day the two of you are assigned a mission far away, and despite having separate hotel rooms you found yourself in his bed talking strategy and everything else late into the night. You donât know at what point you had dozed off, but you found yourself opening your eyes early in the morning due to the sunrise pouring in. There was a sleeping figure next to you as well, with one arm gently draped over your abdomen. He looked absolutely stunning being illuminated from behind, you are almost unable to stop from gazing at his sleeping face.
You carefully reach out a hand to brush some hair out of his eyes to get a better view and he starts to stir a little, pulling you close to him while muttering that itâs too early to get up. Your heart is racing at the closeness. You could spend the rest of your life right there in his arms, it just felt it was where you belonged. Wrapping your arms around him in return, you press a gentle kiss on the top of his head.
Xavier doesnât talk about himself all that much, greatly preferring to listen to anything and everything you have to say. You always found that odd, you loved to yap on about everything you like after all but you canât seem to think of anything in particular he does that same for.
âIs there something on my face?â he asks, snapping you out of your thoughts âOh Sorry, I was just thinking that I donât know much about youâŠ.â âYou donât?â He tilts his head as he thinks âHmm well just ask me what you want to know. Iâll glady tell you anythingâ âThen letâs start with an easy one, whatâs your favorite movie?â âI donât remember the name, but Iâll have to say the one you showed me last weekâ âThat's my favorite movie Xavier, you always just agree with the things I like.. I want to know what you likeâ âBut you were the one who showed me it, so of course Iâm gonna like it.â he leans in close and gently places a hand on top of yours âAnd I like anything to do with youâ Your face starts to flush bright red, and the only thing you can think of as a response is to nod and clasp your hand around his.
It was like Pandora's box was opened- neither of you could deny your feelings for the other any longer, and it was impossible to tell who was the more clingy about it. Sneakily holding hands at HQ when nobody was looking, spending entire days in his arms as he reads aloud the latest book he got, and not to mention the fact you'd often spend more time at his apartment than your own.
 He's a strong and capable hunter, and while you know this you cant help but worry about him on missions. He's of course the exact same to you, neither of you want to lose the other. When you are paired on missions together its like an internal battle to protect the other the most, sure its not the standard way to deal with wanders but you both have the lowest record of injuries as of late because of it.
But every day was nothing but pure bliss with him by your side, you guys were in perfect sync. He always knew exactly what you wanted- sometimes before you even realized it yourself. It was almost like he could read your mind, he just knows you so well. If he could spend the rest of his long life taking care of your every need he would.
Perhaps if he ever told you the whole history behind your shared fate, you could realize just how much love he has for you. How absolutely broken and alone he was before you appeared in front of him again. How willingly he would die for you or destroy the world just to keep you by his side for a moment longer.
You trust him with your life, and let him lead your relationship into each next step without a second thought. From a surprise first kiss one morning before he left on a mission, to everything beyond that. Nothing felt rushed or like you weren't ready for it. The absolute perfect relationship with the perfect man of your dreams.
He is everything you didn't even know you wanted and more. You guys made each other complete
#love and deepspace#xavier#xavier love and deepspace#xavier l&ds#xavier lads#irodruwrite#i originally didnt want to include much about myths in these but i cant seem to write xavier without including it LMAO#anyones welcome to take what ive written for these and expand upon them in proper fic form btw!! ill kiss u if u do xoxo#ALSO THANKS FOR OVER 60 NOTES ON THE ZAYNE ONE IM CRYING I DIDNT THINK YOU GUYS WOULD LIKE THESE SO MUCH AAA#next should be rafayel im thinking btw!! saving sylus for last hehe#budding relationships
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hey 18+ fanartist's and fanfic writers in the les mis fandom! want an adults only space to fuck around and play barbies with your favourite french blorbos?
i made les mis if fantine had a gun (18+ only) because i wanted an adults only discord server, and knew some other adults wanted that. i also made it because i've been wanting a server for fanartists and fanfic writers to share their art and writing WIP's, promote their stuff, and bounce ideas with each other.
if you want weekly fanart and fanfic prompts, coworking seshes, writing sprints, and to talk les mis with some of the funniest motherfuckers around, join les mis if fantine had a gun (18+ only) đ«¶đ»
thank you @whoretaire for making the flyer đ
#this is the most honest advertisement i could make for the server lol#les mis if fantine had a gun#thank you ella for making the promo flyer i'm in love#um something something about how i am not immune to the human nature to crave community and i really love this little one we're building#lmifhag community i love you u guys make my days đ„°#so im gonna drop this and go to bed bud i trust the commune to treat you right if u join overnight#e/r#grantaire#les mis#enjolras#les amis#mine#les miserables#combeferre#courfeyrac#bahorel#feuilly#jehan#jean prouvaire#bossuet#joly#musichetta
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Solitaire
The long drive from the airport passed by with a dizzying blur and Joost found himself barely taking in the scenery of the snowy streets, preferring instead to be captivated by the man in the back of the limo with him.
KÀÀrijĂ€. The upstart his own ex-boss had been complaining about not even a year ago. This was his savior and temporary bodyguard. He didnât know whether to laugh or cry.
âHeâs so much different than I picturedâŠâ he thought to himself. The man couldnât be older than his early thirties, he was expecting some grizzled Fin with hard eyes and an even harsher demeanor, not an eccentrically stylish man with eyeliner, silver piercings and a bowl cutâŠ
But the man, for all his oddities, was surprisingly warm.
He patched Joost up without question, risked his life and the lives of his people just to get the Dutchman out of danger. Joost doesnât get it, doesnât understand even in the slightest. He barely has a chance to process anything from the last twenty-four hours.
âUm,â he softly clears his voice, âI was gonna ask, where is a good place for me to lie low for a while? I have some cash I can use to pay rentâŠâ
KÀÀrijÀ looks at him with a puzzled expression, Joost shrinks a little under the stare.
âWhy you need to rent? You coming to my place of course.â
Joostâs eyebrows shoot up and he nearly drops his glass of brandy.
âWha-ah wait, I couldnât do that, I would be bringing danger directly to you if Iâm found out!â
The other man snorts a laugh, his eyes glinting with amusement.
âYou think I scared of old Dutch gangsters? They are afraid of me! Besides, you try and go into hiding and they probably find you anyway.â He shrugs nonchalantly, as if he hasnât just declared war on the entire Western Mafia.
âThey always gonna find you, but they are stupid to try and take you while Iâm watching,â he grins, those sharp canines giving his expression a vicious edge.
âNot the first time they try and cross me, now their men underneath a frozen swamp in pieces.â
Joost swallows, he forgot for a moment this isnât just an excitable newcomer with a deathwish, heâs the Nordic Crime Lord for a reason. You donât get far in the Underworld if you canât get your hands dirty and bare your teeth.
âStillâŠitâs an imposition. I canât in good conscience accept more help from yo-â
âShh! Enough.â He silences Joost with a sharp word. âI say you are coming with me, you are staying at my compound. It is safest place in Finland I promise.â
KÀÀrijÀ leans forward and fixes his gaze on Joost, much softer than before.
âTommy doesnât vouch for a lot of people. I hear you take two million from your former boss. I donât know why you did it, maybe you need the money, but I do know a clever money man when I meet one.â
He smiles, he looks almost too sweet and genuine to have just been talking about butchered people and tossing their remains in a swamp.
âIt take a lot of guts to do what you did Mr. Klein. We need people like you in the Union, if not as members, than at least allies.â
Joost drops his gaze to the ground.
âI didnât steal the money for myself,â he says under his breath, âAm I really going to admit this right now?â
âWhat you do with it?â
âI emptied sixteen accounts and forwarded it over to INTERPOL, the two million is what the investigation is willing to discuss publicly.â
He looks up into KÀÀrijĂ€âs eyes and almost bashfully admits it.
âThe total sum is around two Billion.â
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The rest of the journey was spent in silence, KÀÀrijĂ€ seemed to adopt a more thoughtful demeanor as he no doubt was processing the depth of Joostâs gambit. He doesnât blame the man, it still sounds absolutely absurd when he says it out loud.
Absurd, dangerous, stupidâŠ
But does he regret it?
The scenery changes and itâs a while before Joost realizes they arenât in Helsinki proper anymore. His abysmal grasp of the Finnish language isnât helping as they pass sign after sign, the only one slightly recognizable is a larger sign displaying the name âVantaaâ.
KÀÀrijÀ must have caught his puzzled look, as the man is beaming with pride when Joost turns to face him again.
âMy city, my rules.â
Joost manages a shy smile of his own.
âIâve always wanted to see FinlandâŠdidnât think it would be like this of course.â
The gangster chuckles, Joost is caught off guard by the casual openness of it all.
âNo worries, you gonna have a good time, a lot of fun things around here!â
âHave a good time fearing for my life you mean?â He means it in a joking way, but the concern on KÀÀrijĂ€âs face is evident.
âHey, I promise you I keep you safe okay? I donât break promises, and if I do? You can steal my money, I give you 10 seconds head start.â He winks and Joost canât help but smile at the man, for someone supposedly so dangerous, he jokes around a lot.
A little while later the vehicle descends deeper into the city, the sky had quickly fallen dark and the twinkling lights of the streets and buildings illuminate the snowy walkways. The people are scarce on the streets, the occasional gaggle of pub-goers making their way around town seem unaffected by the cold and icy night.
âHere,â KÀÀrijĂ€ says, tapping the glass of the window and gesturing outside. âThis my place.â
Joost looks out the window at an imposing high rise building, towering twelve stories at least above the snow covered streets; Itâs bright blue lighting casts a cold glow over the block, itâs massive, illuminated and worst of all, highly visible.
ThisâŠthis is the hideout?!
The Finnish gangster grins and before Joost has a moment to process his now increasingly troubling situation, heâs being ushered out of the back of the car and into the frigid wintery night, up the short flight of stairs to the entrance where another bald gentleman in a black suit is waiting to open the door and welcome them inside.
His eyes adjust to the bright lights of theâŠlobby? The floors are a white marble and the walls equally as stark. Aside from a couple of comfortable and trendy looking leather couches, the ground floor is empty of any decorative features. At the back of the large room is a double set of silver elevator doors and sat in front of them is a concierge-type of desk. Its matte black surface stands out against the stark white room as does the figure sitting behind the desk.
Another bald manâŠcould they be triplets? No, on further inspection Joost realizes they all seem to resemble each other, but not perfectly, not identically.
Brothers?
Joost startles and lets out an undignified yelp as the bald man who let them through the door grabs his shoulders and begins patting him down without a word.
âHey! What are-â
âYou really should have done this before he got in the car, JereâŠâ
Another presence startles him further causing the bald man to squeeze his shoulder threateningly.
âBe still.â The man growls. Joost freezes.
His attention is drawn back to a tutting noise, a taller blond man casually strolls up to the three, his hands in the pockets of his navy blue suit pants. Heâs wearing a relaxed style shirt in crisp white and sports an easy grin. Around his neck is an expensive looking black camera, the manâs face looksâŠsimilar to-
âJakko, relax. I donât think Jere would let a spree shooter in the building, no matter how much of an air head he is.â
âFuck off Mikke,â KÀÀrijĂ€ snarls beside him, petulantly crossing his arms. âI know what I am doing.â
âDonât let him fool you,â the blonde man winks at Joost and holds out his hand expectantly. âItâs lovely to meet you Mr. Klein, Iâm Mikke, the bossâs older brother, welcome to the Union headquarters.â
The man grasps his hand for a firm albeit friendly greeting just as the bald man, Jakko apparently, digs out the meager belongings Joost had somewhat hidden in his suitâs inner pocket.
âH-Hey! Thatâs-â
Heâs doesnât have time to react before his wallet, phone and little vial of pills are passed off to KÀÀrijĂ€.
âWe get you set up with secure phone card yes?â He says matter-of-factly, checking the edges of the device for any obvious tampering or bugging. âYou smart to not turn it on yet.â
âThanks I guess, but-â
âMr Klein,â the blond man interrupts. âLook over here.â
Joost does, and is for the moment blinded by a flash of white light, having had his photo taken by the manâs black camera completely unexpectedly.
âHey, wha-â
âFor your fake ID, weâll have it ready for you by tomorrow, also we can get you anything else document-wise within the next three days so please let me or any of the staff know! Good to meet you!â And without another word, the blond man is gone out the door behind him.
What the fuck is happening?!
âCome, letâs get upstairs okay? We have a lot of things to do before the night is over.â KÀÀrijĂ€ says to him, passing his phone back but holding onto the wallet and pills.
He doesnât have a moment to breathe or process anything as they make their way over to the elevators, a quick nod from the bald man at the front desk relays some unspoken information to the mafia boss and the sound of the elevator dinging echos in the empty lobby.
Loading into the elevator, Joost takes in the panel of floor numbers . Thirteen floors in total, one labeled as a basement beneath the building, the top floor button has a number pad next to it, off limits to anyone without the code.
âFifty Euros? Thatâs all you have?â KÀÀrijĂ€ asks in a shocked tone, heâs digging through Joostâ wallet now. âYou say you have money for rent? This not enough!â
Joost moves to yank the wallet out of the Fins hand but one look from Jakko behind his dark shades and his hand lowers. He still resolves to clear his throat and holds out his palm in a gesture of polite request.
âMay I please have my wallet back? There isnât anything dangerous in there I promise, I shredded my ID and bank cards. I was planning on fencing some information for additional funds.â
KÀÀrijĂ€ cocks a disbelieving eyebrow at that as he pulls out the only other thing in Joostâs wallet, an old folded up Polaroid.
âWait! Please donât-â he begs, the gangster takes one look at Joostâs face and his desperate tone must have struck something, because the man is carefully tucking the photo back in and returning his wallet and phone.
âSorry, Mikke was right I should have checked sooner.â His tone is apologetic and Joost sighs, pocketing his phone and wallet again.
âItâsâŠitâs fine, really. I understand you canât be too careful in this business. And I appreciate everything youâve done for me.â He offers a shy smile, awkwardly rubbing the back of his neck. KÀÀrijĂ€ pats him on the shoulder and the elevator dings to announce their arrival to the eleventh floor, the silver double doors parting to reveal new space.
The space is huge, penthouse sized with clean looking floors and expensive, elegant furnishings. The lighting is studio style with the sliders able to accommodate whatever level of visibility is needed, for now itâs a soft glow that doesnât strain the eyes. The windows are large and have a breathtaking view of the cityscape below, there is a full sized kitchen, an alcove off to side where the bedroom and bathroom must reside, a comfortable looking leather couch, a desk, dinner table and chairs, a frankly ridiculously large flatscreen tvâŠ
ItâsâŠvery nice.
âHere it is!â KÀÀrijĂ€ claps his gloved hands together and practically drags Joost into the space, his excitement evident. âWe getting you a new laptop and there is plenty of food if you are hungry, oh! Here is the bedroom, you have a great view of the river, we get your phone working tomorrow donât worry-â
Joost canât help but sputter in amusement a little at the manâs energetic enthusiasm, for a moment he forgets heâs being hunted by the most dangerous gangsters in all of Western Europe and instead lets himself be whisked away by the gangster. He forgets heâs in the company of the man upheaving one hundred years of underworld tradition, he forgets, as he looks out the window of his new bedroom at the glittering lights of the city below, dots of yellow and gold reflecting off the snowy cityscape. He nearly gasps at the beauty in the night.
âYou want to hang onto these?â KÀÀrijĂ€ asks from behind him, Joost turns and sees the man holding his little bottle of pills, a soft yet sad look on his face.
âOh, IâŠI guess I should.â Joost stammers, staring down at the two little pills. He nearly forgot he had these. His just-in-case. Last resort.
âYou know,â KÀÀrijĂ€ says quietly, taking a second to choose his words wisely. âI hope you can be comfortable here. I am sorry this all happening.â
âBut my place is right above, you can use call button by elevator if you need anything, okay?â
Joost feels almost guilty in this moment, itâs obvious KÀÀrijĂ€ knows what is in the bottle but he wonât say it aloud. The man has risked his life for him, taken him in and is using all his collected resources to protect him. And here Joost is taking back the bottle.
Like he would thank the man with the gift of his corpse.
âUm,â Joost begins, taking it all in. âI really do want to thank you. I donât haveâŠmany friends out there, at least not many who would go out of their way to help me like thisâŠâ
You donât have any friends anymore, you robbed them blind and put a target on your head.
âSo if there is anything I can do to repay you, please let me know. I donât want to just take something without returning in kind.â
KÀÀrijĂ€ looks into his eyes and a smile blossoms on his face though the sadness in his eyes stays. He squeezes Joostâs hand, the bottle of pills a barrier between them but the warmth in there radiating through the leather glove he wears. Joost canât help but blush a little.
âThe only thing you need to do is relax now, we gonna take care of this okay? Tomorrow I give you actual tour of the place, we get your phone secure and get you ID card.â He gives Joostâs hand one last squeeze and then heâs heading towards the door, Jakko standing vigilantly by the elevator waiting for him.
Joost watches him go, the bottle still clenched in his hand. The glass is warm as is his palm.
The man gives one last wave goodbye before the elevator doors close and it begins to descend, leaving Joost in the quiet of his new residence.
He takes a minute to let it all sink in. In twenty-four hours, his life has completely shattered and was simultaneously reconstructed in an instant. From the moment he ended the phone call with Tommy, his heart hasnât stopped pounding and the eventual adrenaline drain finally begins to make his body tremble.
He needs to sit down.
He all but collapses on the bed, his bed, with the dark blue duvet cover and soft looking white pillows and stared at the ceiling, feeling the manic fight-or-flight instinct dissolving in his blood.
Minutes passed, maybe hours. Joostâs mind calms and he takes in his surroundings properly. There is a bedside table with a small reading lamp, next to it is an ashtray with a pack of unopened cigarettes and a lighter.
Itâs his usual brand.
He should probably be more concerned about that, how could KÀÀrijÀ know that? If Tommy is their only mutual contact, a man he has only ever communicated with long distance, who did KÀÀrijÀ have in place to know this information?
Heâs too tired to care as he reaches over and opens the pack, shrugging off his suit jacket and carelessly tossing it on the floor. Lighting up a cigarette, he stares at the bandage on his hand, the non-functioning phone on the bed, the little bottle of pillsâŠ
The photo is old and creased, the edges of the Polaroid turning yellow with age. There is a skinny boy with a head of bright blond hair and a huge smile on his face, his front left tooth missing, his second baby tooth to go that year. His glasses are busted on one side, held together with tape and willpower alone. He sports a striped polo shirt that has grass stains all over it, a result of his recent roughhousing in the field behind his home. Behind him is a man giving holding up two fingers behind the boyâs head, a mocking bunny ears gesture and a jovial expression on his face. He shares the same jawline as the kid, same smile and same joy.
Joost exhales a plume of smoke and looks out into the darkness of the night, the sea of lights below seemed miles away.
What have I gotten myself into now?
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Hey! I am now posting this story on ao3! Come check it out and leave a comment if you like!
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Would you happen to have any gifs from Andyâs tv shows in the 90âs
You know, Anon, I actually don't at the moment, but I've always meant to make some! And it's been a while since I made new Andy gifs. So you know what? After the holidays, I think I'll go through my DVDs and make some for his early 90s show appearances like The Darling Buds of May, The Bill, The Chief, and Pie in the Sky!! It will be a nice bright spot to look forward to in the middle of a dark, cold winter.
Because look at 28 year old Andy as Greville in The Darling Buds of May!!! đ„șđ
So be on the look out for them in January! đâïž And thank you for sending in this ask! đ
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does roo have a type? asking for a friend
no. Red by me :) Bass by me :) Tac by @didderd Cedar by @fruitsnackart Bud by @scrambledmeggys
#its a chronic condition really#someone save her#someone save ME#LMAO#thank you for your ask#I love talking about my silly little guys#send more asks about them#roo art#red#bass#fell sans#horrorfell sans#tourretes sans#tac sans#cedar sans#bud sans#so many fell sanses#how could you chose just one#tehe#sans x oc#roo asks
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