#take breaks from self work to make art
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trashbaget · 2 years ago
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watching blues clues and it is genuinely healing because it is reminding me how to take care of myself
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umboocowju · 1 year ago
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Beast peak's disciple Shen Yuan? Yeah 😌
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yaboy-miz · 9 months ago
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Have a narilamb
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I like to imagine that, after a while of healing and working things out and getting comfortable again, Narinder would start doing that thing where cats come and lay on or against you while you’re actively doing something and just not get up unless you shove them or something. This would be very confusing at first but just part how the two interact after a while.
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rileys-battlecats · 8 months ago
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i really gotta get better about listening to my own brain and needs when i'm making things. i've been working on a video and i'm almost finished (yippee!!), but drawing this One Specific Frame was giving me trouble. i could have just brute-forced my way through it and finalized the initial sketch, since it was relatively good enough. but instead i left it and took a day off from working on the project, let myself recharge, and came back to the sketch with fresh eyes today. and what do you know, my redrawn sketch today is WAY better! now, i can finalize that frame and be genuinely proud of it, instead of just powering through on something i was less than happy with.
i hadn't done any other art stuff that day when i couldn't get my sketches to look right, so letting myself stop and have a break from the project felt sort of "unearned" i guess. but it's just. what i needed! and the break did what i needed it to do; i was able to come back later and make something i could be proud of.
anyway i guess this is me saying that, if you're like me and have this weird morality-complex about letting yourself rest, it's ok to take breaks, even if you feel like you haven't "earned" one yet :)
#rye.txt#growing up i got very accustomed to ignoring my own needs and just 'powering through' when i wanted/needed to get something done#which worked out relatively ok for me in school (banging my head against a wall until my brain absorbed information leading to exhaustion)#but now that im doing work that is ostensibly for my own enjoyment#i have a hard time divorcing myself from that mindset#i feel guilty if im not constantly working#which is. not great! so im trying to unlearn that#trying to let myself think 'ok my brain isn't brain-ing right now. so i should stop and rest/do something else'#my actual job is Very Emotionally Draining so sometimes i just. can't find the energy to work on my art#which sucks!! cause i love making art!! and then i think to myself 'maybe making art will make you feel better'#but then when i try it's like scraping the bottom of a dry well. trying to find water#when what i need to do is rest and let the water well up from the ground itself#but resting is HARD when you tie your self-worth to how much you can work#ough ok this got a little vent-y sorry guys#I don't want to let myself fall into the 'content creation' mindset. cause I don't think i make 'content' i make ART#and art isn't something you can just pump out mindlessly#good art. art that i can be PROUD of. that takes time and intent and energy. and I can't make that if im just scraping the bottom of a well#vent in tags#this whole post is just 'riley vs the concept that taking breaks is a moral failing'
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fingertipsmp3 · 15 days ago
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How do I steer my friend who wants to learn a martial art with me towards karate and/or kickboxing without admitting that the only reason I don’t want to do MMA is because I’ll probably break my nails by punching stuff
#we’re waiting to get word from the gym about what classes they’re running in the new year and when so we can sign up for martial arts#they probably won’t be cutting any sports and we already vetoed a couple of things so here’s what we could do:#karate; judo; kickboxing; mma; general self defence; pole#so i really love the idea of doing pole but i have approximately no space in my house for a pole#and i know i’m the type of person who’d want to go all-out and practice daily and not have to take the bus for 30 minutes to the gym#whenever i want to do it. so pole is kind of out#i don’t think judo is actually FOR short people but i hear a lot about how it’s kind of about using your opponent’s size against them#and i’m a big bitch so that makes me nervous. catch me getting absolutely battered to shit by a 5’ person#general self defence and mma seem like they would involve a lot of punching and i really like having long nails#and i think i know someone who teaches the kickboxing and i don’t really like her so i’m not sure about that#but god. do i want to do karate? there was this kid at my school who was a karate black belt and he was so pompous about it#i definitely beat him up once. (i was also a kid at the time if that was unclear)#i either need to do some intel and find out if that person genuinely does run the kickboxing; or just sign up for the mma#and do a lot of elbow and foot work. or sign up for pole regardless of the fact i will not be able to obtain one#from everything i’ve heard; you get bruised up really bad your first several sessions. so i’ll probably be happy to take breaks#and i think it would be really good for my friend to do it considering she signed up for it once before and her abusive ex wouldn’t let her#continue with it#yes he’s at least 20% of the reason i want to learn to fight#honestly i just want to sign up for more fitness classes. i already do pilates but i want to add two more at least#i need to find out what my neighbour does at the community centre#personal
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longagoitwastuesday · 24 days ago
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Found Gojo/Ijichi art. All is good in the world
#The chokehold they have on me is unexpected lol#I was thinking just a few days ago that Gojo/Utahime was growing on me in earnest beyond the art and fics#even though it definitely came from that with how looking for Utahime stuff almost necessarily takes you to Gojo#But yeah Ijichi/Gojo still are it for me here haha I felt like a genoma soldier in mgs when I saw the art. Could feel the ! pop over my head#I could have done a silly little dance#I don't know. It wasn't even romantic truly? Or not explicitly? I love when art does that. For some reason it moves me so much#There's this comic in which Utahime Shoko and Ijichi all feel Gojo's absence through the silence he left behind#instead of being his annoying self asking for sweet or teasing or joking around and it left such a big impression on me#And there's another one in which Utahime is doing just something work related and suddenly she notices how quiet it is#How strange the silence#Smiles softly because it's comfortable. Because it's better. But it doesn't feel better. It doesn't feel good.#Her smiling face and tilting head thinking 'Oh. It's so quiet. How strange' doesn't feel positive at all and that too isn't exactly ship art#but it too moved me to the bone and left a big impression on me#Ship related art with Gojo as one of the parties I love when they include Geto's absence somewhat. There's one in which Gojo's talking#with Geto and iirc Geto teases him about how he doesn't look happy at all about finally getting Utahime to agree to a date with him#and Gojo makes some comment about how it's all for nothing because there's an uncrossable line between them. A separation#That they're bound to break up or something so it's not truly worth it to make the connection#And then you can see Gojo is actually alone and Geto was never there. He just knew him so well he could make up what he would have said#And damn was that good#Same with that one first fic I read back in June. It was Gojo/Utahime but it was in great part about Geto's abandonment of Gojo and Shoko#It started and ended that way#And it drove me nuts haha so good#Anyway... I don't know. I love when artista exploit that aspect of the characters mourning Gojo in their daily routines#Ijichi checking if there's still sweets in the car. Shoko double checking some rooms. Utahime musing about how quiet it is without him#It feels so... so true to life. How it never ends. How at times memory plays tricks on you and for one instant you almost forget#You almost expect the other person to appear. And then the absence feels bigger and unbearable again#Like living it all over again#Oh it's true. I don't need to keep sweets in the car anymore#It's true. He won't ever be in this room again nor will he ever be the one opening the morge's door#He won't be making noise or interrupting me anymore. I can't even say it's bothersome yet it is. What do I do with this silence I have left?
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tonycries · 11 months ago
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Why Can't I Keep My Fingers Off You? - G.S.
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Synopsis. There were two things missing in the scene in front of you: 1. The aphrodisiac chocolate your friends had given as a gag gift last Christmas that had been hidden away in the back of your refrigerator. 2. Your dear fiancé.
Pairing. Gojo Satoru x Reader
Content. MDNI, fem! reader, unprotected sex, Satoru’s blindfold gets used, overstimulation (male + female), lots of cum, aphrodisiac sex, multiple rounds, making Gojo Satoru cum in his pants, breaking the bed, mating press, pet names (my girl), swearing.
Word count. 3.0k
A/N. Can you tell it’s ovulation week. PART 2 HERE. Art by @_3aem on x.
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Ah~ It’s the 21st century, they should really make these curses self-exorcizing. 
It’s been a long day of dealing with countless curses and five droning clan meetings (all of which he missed, oops). Now, Satoru loiters around your shared penthouse apartment - waiting for you to come back home from work.
Hmm, maybe he’ll quickly drop by and see what the first years are up to? He probably didn’t have a class right now. 
But first, Satoru grins, opening the refrigerator to grab at the secret stash of sweets all the way in the back - something sweet.
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It was odd to step into a tense silence suffocating your home - usually used to being met with whines of “how dare you take so long!” and “you won’t believe what that emo kid did today.” as soon as you walked in through the door.
Was Satoru running late on a mission today?  
It wasn’t surprising, the man had to be everywhere - it’s not like he always has the time to teleport and welcome you home. Yet, you still couldn’t shake off the feeling that something was off as you made your way into the kitchen.
Cursing whoever invented the work week, the cold air of the refrigerator hits you as you open it to grab a drink, wondering when your fiancé will be home.
Wait.
Tired brain distinctly noting the lack of that familiar flash of hot pink, you double-take as you glare at the back of the refrigerator - as if willing it to materialize in front of you. Where was that?
“That” being the gag gift your friends had given you last Christmas to playful wolf whistles. Some large slab of “aphrodisiac chocolate” - probably normal chocolate - that you’d skeptically thrown in with your secret candy stash for a rainy day. 
Satoru had ransacked your goods again, you sigh. But if he was home…then where was he?
“Toru? Are you home?” you call out in confusion, only to be met with a deafening silence. 
Concern etched on your face, you set the drink down to look for Satoru, footsteps thumping against the hardwood floors at each tense step. 
Approaching the bedroom, a low, unmistakable moan filters through the heavy door. Satoru.
Heartbeat racing and worry coursing through you, you cautiously push the door open - only to be met with a sight that makes your heart stop.
There, sprawled across your bed in just his boxers, a delicate flush spread enticingly along his sculpted body, was your Satoru. 
Something about this scene felt more than a simple evening nap. The air was heady and thick with something. Maybe it was that familiar hot pink wrapper lying empty at the foot of the bed. Maybe it was the way Satoru’s usually vibrant eyes were half-lidded, curtained by his tousled hair. 
Or maybe it was his hand squeezing the large outline of his achingly hard cock through his boxers. Circling the dark spot around his leaking tip. Massaging his heavy balls. Teasing. 
“You’re home‘ he rasps out, voice strangled and snapping you out of your trance. 
“Wha- yes. Toru, what happened?” you sputter out, eyes locked on the way his cock twitched animalistically at the sound of your voice.
In the blink of an eye, Satoru’s gotten up from the bed, muscled arms caging you against the wall. His rock-hard erection presses into your front, precum smearing through his boxers against your work clothes.
“You’re home.” he repeats, sounding as strained as if he were about to snap any second. Losing his sanity with each breath that fans your hair.
You could feel the pulsing of your cunt as your eyes flit from the sheen of sweat decorating his body to the blindfold haphazardly hanging off his neck. Satoru finally raises his eyes to look at you.
Oh, he’s already lost his sanity.
Pupils blown, those blue eyes you love now a lustful black - a predatory glint in them that made a carnal part of your cunt twitch. His mouth spreads into a wolfish grin, teeth bared as if ready to eat you up. 
A shiver runs down your spine.
“Toru…you okay?”
“You’re home.” he breathes out, as if a prayer. 
“Satoru.”
The simple call of his name sealed your fate.
The buttons hit the ground before you realize what he’s doing. Ripping your shirt off, pulling off your bra, fisting your clothes in his hands as if it killed him to see you clothed. 
Too impatient - too starved - to remove your skirt, he pulls it to shreds off your hips.
“Woah- slow down there.” you squeal as he drops to Satoru knees, biting down on the thin fabric of your soaked panties, tugging with his teeth. You know he’ll buy you ten more to replace what he’s torn, but jeez where was the decorum?
“Can’t” he slurs, peeking up at you with dazed eyes. Was your Satoru even here with you?
“What?” 
“Can’t stop.” he murmurs lowly, voice sending vibrations to your twitching cunt. 
And before you know it, sharp teeth bite around your panties, ripping them to shreds. Looking up at you with hooded eyes, miles away, grinning devilishly around the soaked fabric in his mouth. 
Shit, what have you gotten yourself into.
Despite your thobbing pussy, you soothe “Now, Toru. Why don’t we just-”
“Shut up.” he mutters. And he does - words catching in your throat as Satoru dives nose-deep into your dripping cunt. Hot tongue urgently lapping at your juices, as if a man dying of thirst..
Nose rubbing your pulsing clit in rough circles, he breathes you in so sinfully, letting out a throaty groan as he does. He bullies his tongue past your dripping folds, stretching you, dipping in and out of your quivering entrance. Over and over. In and out.
You were losing your mind with each rough push of Satoru’s warm tongue. Dizzying pace forcing lewd whimpers out of your mouth that mix with the squelches of his mouth on your pussy. 
You buck your hips desperately into his face, and amidst his merciless abuse on your cunt, you barely notice the way he presses his body against yours. 
Shit, so this is why he’s so fucking feral - Satoru’s cock was painfully hard, swollen and throbbing against your leg. Fuck- you weren’t gonna be able to walk for a while.
He grind his hips into you, precum soaking your bare legs. With a low whimper at the back of his throat, Satoru’s tongue fucks you in a way you knew he wanted to with his cock right now. Rough and unrelenting.
Maybe it’s the harsh abuse of his mouth on your swollen lips, nose catching on your clit just right. Or maybe it’s the feeling of your slick dripping down the corners of his mouth, onto your thighs and mixing with the precum of his aching erection. 
Before you can even register it, you’re cumming all over Satoru’s mouth, grip tight on his white locks and hips riding his pretty face.
Greedily lapping at your quivering cunt, he moans as his eyes roll to the back of his head at the sweet juices pooling around his tongue. 
In the back of your mind, you recognize the feeling of Satoru’s warm cum smearing against your leg. Did- Did Gojo Satoru just come in his underwear while eating you out?
Sinfully, he licks at the mixture of your juices dripping down your legs, eyes closed as if tasting a delicacy. He was going to be the death of you.
As soon as your high bates, Satoru stands to his full height. Towering above you with eyes that looked like he wanted to positively eat you alive.
“T-Toru…are you okay?” 
But your fiancé stays silent, throbbing erection still straining painfully against his wet boxers as he shoves you against the cold wall. Rough hands on your hips, presenting your dripping cunt to him and arching you to his will.
A large hand smacks the wall beside your head, plaster crumbling under his strength. Shit, if he keeps going at this pace then nothing in the house will survive Satoru - including you. 
You feel the cum-soaked fabric of his boxers grinding against your ass, his hands pulling and groping every bit of skin he can reach.
“Toru, take it off.” you whine out, words dripping in lust.
You don’t need to tell Satoru twice. With grace that he wouldn’t give your clothes, his boxers are on the ground, painfully hard cock hitting his abs. 
You can feel the slick dripping down your legs as you look behind your shoulder to see one hand wrapped tightly around his large cock. Pulling in slow, languid motions up to the furiously flushed tip. His heavy balls twitch as he thumbs the prominent vein along the side.
“I want-”
You can’t even finish your sentence before Satoru’s bullying his massive cock into your snug cunt. Plush walls desperately trying to adjust to his size as he sheaths himself in your hot core. 
You moan at the delicious stretch of your pussy. It’s not like you haven’t done this before - yet, where Satoru was usually suave in sex, right now it was replaced by pure, feral need. With his tip kissing your cervix as he pushed animalistically into your cunt - you didn’t know if you’d make it out alive. 
“Hah- Toru it’s too big. Ah! I can’t-.”
“You will.” he grits out, teeth clenched and brows furrowed. 
Satoru presses into you inch by fucking inch, groaning at the tight ring of muscles trying to both push him out and suck him in desperately. It was so animalistic.
It seems Satoru’s body moves before his mind, hips fucking into your dripping pussy recklessly. Harsh thrusts, not even pulling all the way out to ram into you as he usually does - as if he can’t bear to part with your wet core. His balls sting your cunt as they smack against you at his unforgiving pace, strings of slick and cum connecting him to you.
“Ah- So good f’me, my girl. Always- so good.” he gasps out at the heavenly feeling of your dripping cunt sucking him back in at each thrust. “Hngh! Mmm more. I need more. Need it so bad.”
Hands arching your back into him now grope the expanse of your skin, before wrapping around your body to lift you off the floor. 
“Ah! Toru, what- hngh-” you choke on your words at the new angle. 
Satoru’s body bows into you, cock still slamming inside you at a feral pace midair. Not even a hair’s breadth between your bodies. 
With one hand he forces you to look up at him, capturing your lips with his in a searing kiss. Pretty mouth sucking your tongue as he did with your cunt.
If you were in a better state of mind, you’d notice the slight glow tinging his lustful eyes. The electricity thrumming through his fingers. Yet you already knew - Satoru was absolutely losing it.
Your feet dangle off the ground as he holds you securely, length reaching impossibly deeper inside you. Prominent vein grazing that one spot over and over.
“Hngh- Oh my god, Toru. S’too much!” you pull away to whine. 
“Open your mouth.” he murmurs raspily. As if body on auto-pilot, your mouth opens, tongue lolling out for what he was about to give.
Satoru’s stream of spit is warm on your tongue, making you clench around his merciless cock. He lets out a drawn-out groan, eyes boring down at you, holding a glint of the same insanity he has when he exorcizes curses, “My nasty girl. Can’t get enough of you.”
You moan at his words, hands reaching behind you to grab on the blindfold dangling on his neck. “Toru more-” you gasp out, your tight grip causing him to bow his head with a groan, cock twitching ferally. 
“Fuck! More? You fucking want more?” he groans out, voice wrecked with pleasure. 
You let out a yelp as his teeth dig into your neck - hard enough that you were sure you’d have a lot of explaining to do tomorrow. Like a lamb to slaughter, he was going to eat you up. Yet, your grip on his blindfold never waves, pulling him closer as he fucks roughly into your snug cunt. 
Ass burning at the friction of his pelvis. Pussy dripping onto your bedroom floor. Unforgiving. Gojo Satoru was unforgiving. “Ah! Toru s’good.” 
You both cum with strangled gasps. A low keen at the back of Satoru’s throat, and he’s pumping hot ropes of cum into your awaiting pussy. Tears stinging your eyes at your sensitivity, all you know is a wave of pleasure as you ride out your climax on the ramming of his hips and the how full you are of his seed.
His hand still draws hurried, desperate circles on your clit. You squeal at the overstimulation, tears clinging to yours lashes. “Toru- hngh!” you can barely get out the words, his hips slamming into yours mercilessly as Satoru milks his cock desperately on your quivering pussy. 
“Shut up. You said you wanted more. You’re gonna get more, my little slut.” he mutters carnally.
Ah, you can’t do this. You were going to fucking pass out.
“One- more.” he moans.
Your thighs clench around him, pushing your plush walls deeper as he lets out raspy whimpers with each thrust. “Hah- hngh.” 
“Shit- Toru I’m-” Your climax hits you with a jolt, body twitching in pain and pleasure from the oversensitivity as your cunt flutters around his cock - not even being able to tell when Satoru’s orgasm ends and when yours starts. 
You feel a tear hit your shoulder, overstimulation too much for his poor cock as his seed coats your walls once more. It drips out of you, forming a pool on the floor as he pulls out - for only a second before you’re thrown on the bed. 
Orgasm-hazed brain barely having time to register what is happening before Satoru stalks towards you from the foot of the bed. Unhurriedly approaching you as you scoot towards the headboard.
Your pussy jumps exhaustedly at the sight of him - eyes darkened and narrowed at you like a predator that has spotted his prey. A devilish smirk stretches across his swollen lips, glossed prettily with spit and slick. 
Toru, I-I don’-” you words slur out. 
“One- one more, my girl. Please.” Satoru whimpers, throat shot from what transpired just before. His cock twitches, glistening with cum and slick, dripping onto the fresh bedsheets. 
As he looms closer, you wonder how the fuck Satoru was still holding up - was this all because of the chocolate? You have half the mind to wonder whether he was using reversed cursed technique to keep you both alive.
You mewl deliriously at the feeling of your legs being thrown on his shoulders. Eyes blown and face flushed your favorite shade of pink, he licks a long stripe up your ankles, voice cracking as he moans sinfully. 
Satoru’s flushed tip teases your entrance, dragging along your swollen folds. Fuck. Shit. Maybe you wouldn’t even mind dying if it was with his cock rammed in your snug cunt.
Barely even lucid, he thrusts harshly into you - your tight entrance readily sucking up his flushed tip. You both hiss at the sensitivity. Surely, one of you was going to pass out. 
Hand moving to grasp the blindfold around his neck, you pull him to you. Your hamstrings burn in protest as Satoru bends down to attach his lips with yours, moving down until you were folded in half. 
Tongue tangling with yours, half-lidded eyes bore into yours, fiery with an intensity that made you unsure if either of you would make it out of this alive. 
Heartbeat roaring in your ears, you don’t notice the crack! of the bed and neither does Satoru. Too caught up in desperately reaching whatever number orgasm it was this night. 
Moans incoherent, your body convulses, nails dragging down the expanse of his sculpted back as the bed creaks in protest. A strangled groan leaves his mouth, cock throbbing inside you - or maybe that was your quivering cunt. At this point you really didn’t know anymore. 
“Shit- ah! Fuck. I’m- M’cumming. M’cumming. Hngh- cumming!” he whines out, voice ragged and breathing unstable. Delicate tears streak down his face, dripping onto your quivering body below him. Salty.
You can only let out exhausted whines, too fucked out to form any proper sentences.
Hot seed gushing inside you again, it overflows out of you, cunt dripping and too full to take anymore. Yet, Satoru still fucks into you until he sees stars and his poor cock is cumming dry. You can barely even feel your climax, distant tingles and the only thing on your mind being Satoru Satoru Satoru. 
The air leaves your lungs as he collapses on top of you. Skin flushed and sticking to yours. Body twitching as his poor cock neverendingly shoots blanks inside of you. Which number was this even?
That’s when you black out.
Floating in and out of dreams of blue, blue skies and mini Satorus running around, you wake up with a start. Well, as much of a start as you could with your entire body aching as if you got run over by a truck - and then an entire zoo after.
Bleary eyes taking in your surroundings, you distinctly realize that you’re spread out on the living room couch. 
What happened.
“Hey, you okay?” a hoarse voice sounds from beside you. You could barely recognize it as your fiancé’s, words jagged from…whatever it was before.
“You…are you okay?” you rasp out, raising a brow exhaustedly. Satoru chuckles sheepishly, tenderly smoothing over the blanket placed on top of you. What a change from before - are you sure this is the same guy?
“Well…the wall is crumbling, we broke the bed, and I’m pretty sure my dick won’t work again for the next couple years.” he gets out in one breath. At your silence, he continues “And I think my favorite blindfold is out of commission.”
“...wow.”
“Wow.” 
“You lecher, you ate from my secret stash, didn’t you?”
“...”
A few days later, opening the refrigerator, you’re met with a wall of hot pink. A sticky note on top reading in Satoru’s hasty scrawl, “This time you take one too :D”
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A/N. Wrote this while watching The Garfield Show.
Plagiarism not authorized.
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pearlymel · 5 months ago
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A dance— Capitano
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Synopsis : your relationship with him grows, and he seems sweeter than ever.
Wc : 3.2k
Warnings : contains NSFW content, fem!reader, reader is mostly called 'wife', he's super sweet, soft sex, unprotected sex, breeding kink kinda, reader wears a dress and heels.
Notes : part 2 is heree! I highly recommend reading part 1 here. And part 3 is out here!
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You've tried creating art, you've tried cooking (with the help of your personal maid, Marina), you've even tried planting.
Yeah, you're a plant mom now. Not only that, you're a cat mom too. Saving the poor kitty from the harsh rain one day, you couldn't leave the poor little one outside. It's mother seeming to abandon it.
All because you have become extremely bored on the days where Capitano wouldn't be here, and he forbade you to even clean your shared bedroom because he thinks it's useless when there are servants present to do the job. (He doesn't want to tire you out.)
Come to think of it, the last time you saw him, he kept avoiding you. Whenever you tried striking a conversation during dinner, he would only hum and nod. Or when you suggested to have another picnic, he flatly refused, and it felt like the hardest rejection to your face.
It's like he had his own mood swings that you had to deal with. One day he would indulge you in the activities you wanted to do, then the next he would refuse.
Like last week.
“I used to do this when i was young.” You tell him with the softest smile to yourself, your fingers working carefully with the flower petals and strings. You were determined to make this flower crown, and you were taking your sweet time just to have him by your side.
Capitano silently listened to your words, his gaze fixed on your gentle movements as you delicately fashioned a flower crown. The air between you was calm, "You have a talent for making flower crowns," he eventually responded, his deep voice breaking the tranquil silence.
"Did you learn it from someone?”
“No… just by myself.” He couldn't help but be impressed by your innate ability to create such an intricate accessory without any formal instruction. "Self-taught." He mused, "You have an unusual aptitude for discovering things on your own.”
You hum back while adding the finishing touches, and he watched your proud display of the finished flower crown.
“this is for kitty!” You smile at the thought of the little one purring with a pretty crown on it's head.
Kitty? Capitano is confused once you start talking about the cat, you seem even more excited when you described how you cuddled with it.
"You just happened to come across this crying feline in the rain, and you brought it home with you?”
“yes! Ah, well… i hope you don't mind.”
“i don't.”
And that was the last of your conversation, and it's been a week since you last saw him.
“my lady,” You recognise the voice of Marina as she knocks on the door, and you grant her the permission of her entry.
You set the sleeping kitten on the fluffed up pillow to reach for the letter she hands you.
An invitation to the grand ball… you read the contents of it, scanning every word as you pull the paper down.
“like a party?” you ask, glancing up at her, "Yes, that is correct. A grand ball is taking place tonight. It's a gathering of the higher-ranking Fatui members and a few... select guests.” she trails off, unsure of what else to add on.
“I can see that this invitation is for Capitano, not to me.”
“lord Capitano doesn't normally attend these grand balls. So my lady, you will have to go instead.” Marina explains this and you feel like you're going to have a headache.
All you wanted to do today was sleep in with the kitten. Not to trouble yourself in some party.
But… if it's for the sake of your husband's reputation, then you are willing to do it.
You hope you don't pass away too quick from your social anxiety.
“Marina, does this really suit me?” You stare at your reflection, and Marina looks at you approvingly, her eyes taking in your stunning appearance. "Sì, my lady, it suits you perfectly," she assures you, "The dress brings out your features beautifully and fits your figure perfectly.”
“and the colour?”
"Oh, yes, the color is exquisite. It complements your skin tone perfectly. You look like a princess attending a royal ball.” and you smile shyly as you take your seat, “You flatter me too much, you know?”
Marina chuckles softly, moving behind you to work on your hair with practiced ease. "It's not flattery if it's the truth. You look truly radiant today." She begins to style your hair, weaving intricate braids and pinning them in place with delicate silver pins.
Though you can't even lie to yourself, you looked absolutely gorgeous, even when you felt a little down since you would be going alone, and you barely knew anyone.
Marina pauses in her work for a moment, her expression becoming sympathetic as she sensed your nervousness. “It's natural to feel that way. But I believe you will be fine. You are strong and independent." She resumes styling your hair, her fingers moving nimbly to create elegant curls.
You smile at her, looking at her from the mirror, “thank you.”
"It is my honor to serve you.” As she finishes your hair, she steps back to admire her work, a satisfied expression on her face. "You are ready, my lady.”
You are ready.
You are not ready.
Because why was everyone's eyes piercing bullets through you as you entered the main hall?
The whispers and murmurs start almost immediately, the guests clearly intrigued by your presence. However, you manage to keep your composure, straightening your back and walking forward with confidence, just like how Marina taught you.
Stay calm they won't eat you, you tell yourself, trying to maintain your composure under the weight of their gazes.
You were here to make friends, hopefully.
You scan the room, hoping that someone would approach you to engage in conversation. Yet nobody, not a single soul, seems to have the courage to do so. The guests continue their conversations and dances, seemingly ignoring your presence.
And so, you find yourself standing alone, sipping on a glass of champagne, feeling lost and slightly out of place.
Well this is boring. You could've stayed in with Kitty and Marina, but at least you get free food. They always taste better, right?
Everyone went silent all of a sudden, but you ignored it at first and continue taking sips of your drink.
But the silence becomes uncomfortable, just what happened to the party?
You turn around, your eyes widening immediately in surprise as you see Capitano walking towards you. Your heart seems to skip a beat as you watch him approach, his presence commanding attention and authority in the room. Capitano stops in front of you, you can't make up what his face must be like right now, but you think he has a stoic expression on his face as he takes in your appearance. His eyes roaming up and down your figure, seemingly appreciating the elegance of your dress.
“husband?” You blurt out, setting your glass aside to greet him.
"Wife," he says simply, acknowledging the fact that you have finally addressed him by that term.
The tension breaks when soft, elegant music begins to play, signaling the start of partner dances in the middle of the ballroom.
Capitano seems to realize this as he glances around at the couples already making their way to the dance floor. He then turns back to you, his expression unreadable as he silently contemplates the situation.
He can see the slight tension in your shoulders, the way your hand clutched at your dress.
"I suppose we should dance, wife.”
“you want to dance?”
"Yes," he responds. "It appears it's customary for couples at these events to dance together." He extends his hand in your direction, gesturing for you to take it. You take his hand, wrapping it gently around his gloved one. His fingers close around your hand, his grip gentle yet firm as he leads you towards the dance floor.
You notice the whispers and murmurs among the guests growing louder. But you chose to ignore them.
Capitano guides you to the center of the dance floor and positions himself opposite you, his hand settling onto your waist, and your hands on his shoulders.
"Do you know how to dance?" You whisper to him, making sure no one listens, and your eyes are on him.
"I may not engage in these social events often, but even I understand the basics of dance." His hand on your waist pulls you closer to him, you follow his lead.
Interesting.
He leads the dance with of assurance and grace, his movements fluid and confident. As you follow his lead and swirl together across the dance floor, your eyes meet his, and you find yourself unable to look away. The closeness between you makes it feel as if the rest of the world has faded away, leaving only the two of you dancing together.
You notice how he seems to turn his head slightly to look at others, mimicking their movements swiftly, it makes you smile to yourself.
His hand on your waist feels warm, almost burning even through the fabric of your dress. It's a strange sensation you've never felt when touching him, despite having already kissed (once) before.
”my dress,” you whisper amidst the graceful dance, “what do you think of it?”
You figured you always needed to give him a little push when initiating things.
His attention drift down to take in the sight of your dress once again. His gaze roams over the fabric, lingering on the way it clings to your figure, and how the color contrasts against your skin.
"It's... " he pauses, you're just wearing a dres, but he finds it difficult to describe what he feels, "Very pleasing to the eye.” he manages to continue.
"You look rather well tonight, as well.”
“Thank you, wife.”
The music suddenly shifts to a slower tempo, and Capitano instinctively adjusts his hold on you, pulling you slightly closer as he continues to dance with you.
You totally ignore how your face is almost pressed up against his chest.
As interesting as the party was, the worst part of was walking back to the estate. Why? Because the carriage decided to break down, or maybe the horses were sleepy, you don't know.
You're glad your husband is with you, or else you might've been sacrificed to the dogs at night, now even ants will fear this big guy.
But what's worse? Your damn heels are killing you. The sides of your pinky toes are already aching that you are sure it will cause nasty blisters by tomorrow.
"Perhaps next time you should wear more comfortable shoes." He stated bluntly, his deep voice betraying no pity for your situation. “but they look pretty, plus i feel elegant in them.” you stop at your tracks, looking up at him with a defeated expression.
"I'm well aware." he says dryly, "But at what cost? You're practically torturing yourself with those heels.”
He's half right, your point still stands. Beauty is pain. And now you'll have to sacrifice your beauty.
Bye bye heels. You slide them off your feet, bow having your poor feet to walk on these rocky grounds. You do feel a little better after, though.
“stay still.” He utters, and you're confused, until he takes your heels in one hand before you feel a shift of your weight off your feet, finding yourself being carried into his arms.
you wrapped your arms around his neck silently, your eyes glancing up at him as he continues walking like he you weigh nothing.
The air around you is peaceful. You feel safe with him, he's not like the scary man you hear from the others. Maybe to others he was, but to you? He was soft for you.
Your head leans on his chest where his heart rested, the beats of his heart makes you sleepy, but you refuse to sleep just like this, you want to spend every single second savouring this feeling.
Capitano carried you all the way to the estate, and through the dark corridors, making his way to your shared chambers.
The soft moonlight filtering through the windows was the only source of illumination, the atmosphere around you quiet.
He gently deposited you back on your feet, you're back home safely.
“thank you.” You whisper, your hands reaching to take the pins out of your hair to let it breath from the scruffy yet beautiful hairstyle, and Capitano starts taking off the heavy layers off him as well, with the helmet out.
You don't notice how one of your dress straps seem to fall off your shoulders, but he notices, and oh did that make something in him stir.
His steps closer from behind you, his hand reaching to put the strap back in place, but instead, he glances at the other strap.
It looked rather lonely being on your shoulder, his fingers delicately sliding the strap down which makes you ultimately still in your place.
Your entire body trembled slightly as Capitano's hands caressed your skin, tracing gentle paths across your shoulders and back down to the zipper on your side. “May i.. help you out of your dress?” His low, gruff voice, asking for permission to help you out of your dress, made your heart beat faster.
You could only nod in response, your voice silenced by a mixture of anticipation and desire. Capitano's touch was meticulous, his thumb and index delicately moving down the zipper with deliberate slowness, prolonging the tension.
Capitano lets out another low hum as he watches the dress slide down to your ankles, now leaving you only in your undergarments. His hands traced the contour of your body, his touch delicate yet possessive. His own breathing became ragged, the sight of you partially undressed igniting a fire in his eyes.
“Will you allow me to touch you?”
The question makes you turn your head, of course he can.
When you don't stop him from wrapping his arms around you, his chest pressed against your back, he takes it as a green light to continue.
His hand first brushed your hair out of the way, to allow his lips to come in contact with the nape of your neck, “you're so beautiful..." he whispered, his hot breath sending jolts of electricity through your core.
“I don't…” he hesitates, wanting to move his hands away, “i don't want to do anything you don't like.”
And your expression softens at his concern, you turn around to take his face into your hands, your thumbs caressing the apples of his cheeks and he nuzzles into your touch, wrapping a hand around your wrist before pressing a kiss to your palm. You further reassure him by littering his face with your lips, giving every empty space of his skin with at least one kiss.
“Allow me to experience this with you, and i shall take care of you till i take my very last breath.” he hoists you up easily into his arms, rough hand under your thighs as you wrap your legs around his waist, he laid you down on the soft sheets, his body covering yours as he looked down at you.
“You occupy my every thought,” he starts, “that it feels sinful to even look at your way.” He leaned down, his lips capturing yours in a searing kiss as his hand continued its exploration, ripping your bra off to cup your breast, feeling your nipple harden under his touch. He rolled it between his fingers, pinching it gently as he deepened the kiss when you gasp, his tongue delving into your mouth, savouring your taste and angelic sounds.
He leaned down afterwards, his mouth latching onto your nipple, sucking it into his mouth and your hands find his ling strands instantly, tugging on them while being careful not to hurt him.
His fingers traced down to your hip, giving them a firm squeeze before ripping your panties off next, his thumb rubbing circles on your clit, feeling you writhe and tense up under him.
It felt like an unknown territory you've yet to explore.
Upon sensing your discomfort, he presses his lips to your eyelids, then to your neck, taking his time until you relaxed, until you started feeling good based off how you were bucking your hips now.
Oh how he wanted to take his time with you, but he was aching so bad that if he continues touching you he might just burst embarrassingly fast in his pants.
“Let me in, my wife.” He gently starts massaging your thighs as he parts them, making you feel more exposed than ever, but he distracts you by softly kissing you again and again while he's unbuckling his pants and pushing them down, revealing his throbbing thick, hard cock.
“Capitano—!” you try to squirm away when you feel his tip push into your tight hole, your lips parting from the way he stretched you open, but at the same time you felt relaxed with his soft whispers of ‘take your time’ and ‘you’re doing well, my wife.’
Your cunt soon takes in every inch, swallowing him whole until you were a panting mess, and you didn't even start.
Capitano then began to move, his thrusts slow and deep at first, letting you get used to his size, to how you feel, to how he feels as he makes love to you for the first time together.
You feel your heart up to your throat and ears, it felt incredible, something you've never felt before, your soft moans echoing in the air along with a few groans coming from him.
He shivered when he felt your fingertips trace the few scars littering his shoulders and back, his dick twitching almost instantly before his thrusts grew faster, more urgent.
His hand reached down, returning back to draw circles around the bundle of nerves, and he could feel your body tense, your walls clenching around his cock as he continued to rub your clit.
“come for your husband,” he breaths heavily next to your ear, and you come undone, your moans filling the room as he felt you milk his cock. He could feel his own release following after, his balls tightening before he slammed into you one last time, spilling thick ropes into your womb, until you were filled to the brim.
Your legs were shaking slightly around him, yet his warm embrace afterwards made you melt, eyelids heavy with him still being buried inside you.
You groggily woke up, still half in a dream-like state, the room bathed in shadows due to the closed curtains blocking out the morning sun.
As your senses slowly returned to reality, you heard a soft meow next to you, and sure enough, your little kitten had made itself comfortable in the middle of the bed. To your surprise, Capitano, who was still asleep beside you, didn't seem bothered in the slightest by the creature's presence.
“pst,” you whisper to your husband who only hummed in acknowledgment of your attention. “Can we go have a picnic this early morning? With our baby kitten of course.”
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inkskinned · 1 year ago
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no, actually, where is the whimsy?
my ex had a best friend named larry who asked me once: what do you think comes after irony?
we were at the bar where larry worked. it was a quiet night, and he'd hopped over to sit with us on the patron side. i swirled the lemon around my limoncello martini.
earnest positivity, i said, while my ex said, art self-destructs.
i stared at my ex. he stared at me.
his argument was the cinemasins argument: look how bad media is becoming! look at the loopholes and the dumb shit!
it was roughly 2011. galaxy print was still in. at the time, i had a favorite shirt that was a wolf howling at the moon. it got ripped in half in the wash and i honestly still mourn it. i dressed like effie stonem, because everyone did. and irony was the name of the thing. men liked MLP "ironically." the internet liked the kind of crass, "anti-mainstream" vibes of things like fuck romance, touch my butt and buy me pizza. we put cats in sunglasses everywhere, which was because we only liked things in irony.
and media had the same vibe in it: anti-hero white men would be "hard to love" and then storm off the scene. nobody was just earnestly trying to save the world: they were jaded, angry, unoriginal. mad you even asked them to try to help.
my ex ends up not being wrong. cinemasins becomes super popular. a lot of people start viewing media with this lens that is the cruelest, most jaded depiction. it's wrong for your character to have unexplained powers, even if the entire movie is about how strange it is she has unexplained powers - that is still considered a "loophole." characters make thoughtless, panicked choices? loophole. characters are actually kind people, despite hardship? loophole. features a woman doing literally anything without assistance? loophole. movies become hyper-aware of scrutiny, and now irony rules the media.
which means you go to a movie, and the character has to turn to the screen and say "beats me!!" or one of the side characters has to have some kind of quip like "are you seriously telling me that you think this is normal?" because nothing can happen in earnest. like a sitcom laugh track, we now anticipate the fourth-wall break: the moment that the media acknowledges it is telling a story. the media has to apologize for itself, or else someone like my ex rolls their eyes.
but here's the thing: i wasn't wrong either.
the difference might be that i am (and always have been) so soft-hearted that any crack in the light of this world will spear me into the ground. and i was the poet in the relationship. (he thought that was the same thing as being naïve and stupid). i was making things daily. i knew how all of us artists are driven by some strange desire to evolve. he notably liked to critique art, not to create it.
so yes, i've made things that are bitter and angry and even ironic. i've made long, sharp poems with all capital letters, and i've made poems about how the silence stretches out like a song. someone wrote once that we will spend our whole lives just circling the place we grew up. i think it's more that we spend our whole lives trying to remake a home. i think it's that as we age, it becomes less exciting to build the castle on the beach - we become aware of erosion, of windforce. we realize what we really want is to come home to our dog, castle or not.
and while art in the foreground is mired in white male violence and irony, and aggression, and not taking anything seriously - i don't think that's true of all art. i think more and more artists are leaning in to the things we love. the world has changed so much. they have taken so many things from us. the only thing we have left is love. at the bottom of the moving box - all we get is the faint sense that we have to appreciate what little we've got. i can't enjoy this stuff ironically anymore: what room do i have for irony? if it makes me happy, that is an amazing thing. there are so few happy places left for me. i want to be happy because of how leaves shiver beside each other like nestling birds. i want to be happy because of the color pink, and how magenta doesn't exist. i have spent so much of this life suffering, i have earned my right to a gentle ending. if nothing matters, i get to assign meaning to the nothing. i get to create meaning. i am an artist first and foremost, which means creation is my thing.
where is the whimsy? wherever i fucking put it. because if this is my last fucking chance to do any good in this world - i want to do it earnestly. i want to write things that make you happy. that make people feel heard and seen. what comes after irony has to be positivity.
it was close to my 21st birthday. in 7 years, i would end up writing a book about this relationship, which is hopefully coming out somewhere around May 2024. i come back to this bar scene in my memories a lot. i keep thinking of how pale my ex was. the look that crossed his face. how i looked back at him. how for a moment, both of us couldn't recognize the other person. like the gulf between us was a suddenly wide and cavernous thing. like we were alien to each other. he never took my opinion seriously, and he always seemed surprised whenever his manic-pixie-dream-girl ever broke free of the plot. like in the whole time we were together, i wasn't human enough.
this knowledge: where he said nothing comes after, my only instinct was what comes after is love.
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ailesswhumptober · 6 months ago
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Prompts for AI-less Whumptober 2024
As promised, we're bringing you the official prompt list of AI-less Whumptober 2024 today!
We have 31 days of excellent whump prompts, with three prompts per day to pick from, fun themes, and 10 alt prompts to play around with. We hope you enjoy! Additional info + plain text versions of the prompts can be found under the cut.
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FAQ and Rules
What sort of content can I create for this event?
You can create whatever you want (fic, art, edits, etc). Any fandom is allowed, as well as OC stuff. NSFW is allowed, but please tag your content accordingly! The only thing not allowed is AI-generated content.
Do I need to make 31 things to participate?
Oh heavens no! You can make as much or as little content as you like, skip days when desired, or combine prompts (so for example, write something that covers a prompt from day 1, 2, AND 3). You don't have to do the days in order either, go wild! To be considered a 'completionist', you only have to make sure that at the end of the month, you've covered 31 prompts from 31 different days, but whether you do that in 31 works or just 1 is up to you.
What are these alts about?
If none of the three prompts of a particular day are your cup of tea, you can swap them out for an alt prompt of your choice.
What are these themes about?
Just a little bit of extra fun for the mods. Like last year, we'll be handing out various badges for people participating in the event. A full list can be found here, perhaps there is a special badge or two for people who can't be completionists but who do manage to finish every single day of a specific theme ;)
How do I tag and is there an AO3 collection?
It suffices to tag your work with #ailesswhumptober for us to see and reblog it! Please also tag nsfw, since we'll be using that tag too. Tagging the day is optional but does help the mods along.
There is an AO3 collection to add your fics to here.
That should be all. If you have any additional questions, check our pinned or hit us up in the ask box. Or join our discord maybe, whumping can be a great group activity!
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Plain text versions of the prompts:
October 1 - Torture Tuesday
public torture/public use, stress position, “If you cry, we’ll go easy on you.”
October 2 - Whumperless Wednesday
Unfortunate fall, car accident, “Don’t move. You’ll be okay.”
October 3 - Trauma Thursday
Shared trauma, survivor’s guilt, “It’s not your fault.”
October 4 - Fright/Freaky Friday
Painful transformation, non-consensual body modifications, “You’re a monster.”
October 5 - Sensory Saturday
Overstimulation, migraines, “I can’t take this anymore.”
October 6 - Surprise Sunday
Multiple whumpees, self sacrifice, “I’m the only one who can do this.”
October 7 - Medical Monday
Field medicine, running out of supplies, “Hold on, we’re going to have to improvise.”
October 8 - Torture Tuesday
Rope burns, gagged, “You’re so much prettier this way.”
October 9 - Whumperless Wednesday
Hypothermia, heatstroke, “You look pretty pale.”
October 10 - Trauma Thursday
Self worth issues, pushing away a loved one, “You don't need to earn this.”
October 11 - Fright/Freaky Friday
Hallucinations, truth serum, “Why would you even say that?”
October 12 - Sensory Saturday
Isolation, sensory deprivation, “Can you feel me? I’m right here, whumpee.”
October 13 - Surprise Sunday
Whumpee using themself as bait, defiance, “Take me instead.”
October 14 - Medical Monday
Seizures, concussion, “See if you can follow my finger with your eyes.”
October 15 - Torture Tuesday
Waterboarding, removing body parts, “Don’t break down on me yet.”
October 16 - Whumperless Wednesday
Drowning, hostile environment, “I don’t know how anybody could survive that.”
October 17 - Trauma Thursday
Abandonment, misunderstanding, “Why did I even think you cared?”
October 18 - Fright/Freaky Friday
Mind control, possession, “Everybody will end up despising you.”
October 19 - Sensory Saturday
Disassociation, losing a sense, “I wish I could get you back.”
October 20 - Surprise Sunday
Enemy/Stranger to caretaker, accidental de-aging, “I’m absolutely not qualified for this shit.”
October 21 - Medical Monday
Drugged, ambulance ride, “This will make you feel better, okay?”
October 22 - Torture Tuesday
Forced (to kneel/watch/hurt somebody else), whipped, “Do not look away.” October 23 - Whumperless Wednesday
Fever, passing out, “Hey?! Stay with me, okay?!”
October 24 - Trauma Thursday
Deconditioning, relapse, “It’s normal that you need more time.”
October 25 - Fright/Freaky Friday
Humiliation, betrayal, “How could you?!”
October 26 - Sensory Saturday
Electrocution, burning, “This is going to sting.”
October 27 - Surprise Sunday
Before vs after, Alternate universe, “Well, there’s a first for everything.”
October 28 - Medical Monday
Internal bleeding, needles and stitches, “I didn’t think the wound was that bad…”
October 29 - Torture Tuesday
Ownership, branding, “Everybody will know that you’re mine.”
October 30 - Whumperless Wednesday
Poison, delirium, “You’re not making sense.”
October 31 - Trauma Thursday
Panic attack, facing a phobia, “You need to get out of here!”
Alt prompts:
1) Pistol whipped
2) Co-dependency
3) Animal bite
4) Zombies
5) White room torture
6) Shock collar
7) Pulling teeth
8) Kidnapping
9) “You always make everything worse!”
10) “If you weren’t around, I’d be long dead by now...”
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comicaurora · 4 months ago
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Hey, sorry if you’ve been asked this before, but I have ADHD and I’ve been following your comic for years and just now have started to write my own comic (partially because you really inspired me). But I’m really struggling with staying on the project even when it’s boring and getting myself to work on it in the first place. Do you have any tips on how to keep your brain invested or just to make yourself do the work at all?
I have excellent news, I literally just figured out something really important about this.
So when you're an ADHD kiddo or otherwise have difficulty staying on task in a structured environment where Task is the Priority, the main way people try to MAKE you stay on task is by removing your access to anything that is not The Task. No phone, no TV, no doodling, no going outside, etc. In practice, this just makes us miserable because it takes the boredom that's always simmering around a 2 or 3 and cranks it all the way up to 11. In the same way that you would have difficulty staying on task if you were in physical pain, this crushing existential monotony makes it very difficult to work. The work might get done simply because you have no other options, but it will not be done quickly or well, and it will take a while to recover from how much it hurt.
What I realized earlier this week is I caught myself doing this to myself. I had 42 pages of background colors to do, and I thought to myself "this sounds really tedious, but I suppose I have nothing better I can do." And I realized what I'd just thought, and got very alarmed.
Because back when I was an ADHD kiddo imprisoned by school scheduling and a million little factors that keep children immobile and restrained, I couldn't stop thinking about how big and exciting the world was, and how much I wanted to be anywhere but here. When I was feeling really crushed in I'd pick a random spot on the maps on my wall and just imagine being there instead of my bedroom. This was the impetus behind almost all of my creative energy. I've said it before - anything is a prison if you can't leave, and being in a prison makes it easy to imagine how amazing things could be outside of it. Aurora's initial worldbuilding was forged in the crucible of fifth grade misery. My enthusiasm for art and my creative drive are inextricable from my sense of wonder and yearning for excitement in the real world. Not escapism, but appreciation. Wonders unimaginable are out there, and I gain just as much joy seeking them out as I do conjuring them up in my head and sharing them with all of you.
So now that I'm a grown-up with actual freedom in every way I've been able to get, the idea that I was staying on task by making myself believe the world was small and not worth seeing was extremely alarming. It could keep me on task for an afternoon, but at the cost of slowly extinguishing the thing that made me want to make art in the first place - the hunger to experience and draw inspiration from all the myriad complexities in the world.
So what I've been doing is I've been purposefully and intentionally taking excursions whenever I catch myself thinking "I could take a break but it wouldn't be worth it, it's the same outdoors as always, I'll be uncomfy and unproductive and tired." Because that is never true. Every time I've put down the stylus and gone out, I've been renewed in one way or another, and when I come back to comfort fully recharged I get a lot of shit done. Because it is easier to work on anything if you remember why you wanted to make it in the first place, and it is self-defeating misery to just lock yourself in with it and tell yourself you're a bad person if you can't get it done.
I honestly don't know how widely applicable this is. I have worse wanderlust than anyone I know, so for me this has always been modeled as imprisonment vs freedom. I've also been extremely lucky to find myself in a profession that lets me set my own pace on literally everything I do. But I genuinely believe that when it comes to making art with ADHD, you need to give yourself freedom to move laterally, not just in the direction of obvious forward progress. We don't think linearly in any other part of our lives - art is no different.
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ghostlyferrettarot · 2 months ago
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♥︎Pick a picture:💕⭐️Channeled messages from your future self⭐️💕
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❗️This is a collective reading, take what resonates and leave the rest❗️
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💕Masterlist💕
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💙Pile 1:
"You are closer than you think to the life you truly desire, just trust the process."
"The change you fear so much is the door that will lead you to what truly belongs to you."
"Do not underestimate the power of patience; what is to come will be much greater than you imagine."
"Your intuition already knows the answer, it is time to listen to it and act with confidence."
"Remember: everything you have overcome has prepared you for what is to come. There is no turning back."
"Sometimes, moving away from the known is necessary to make room for the new and extraordinary."
"The love you give yourself is the first step to attracting what you deserve in all areas of your life."
"It is time to let go of what no longer serves you; the universe has something better in store for you."
"Your personal power is unbreakable. Do not let anyone or anything make you doubt your ability."
"Opportunities are in front of you, you just need to take the first step with faith and courage."
Hi Pile 1! Your future self is so wise and clever, they are in a powerful position for sure. It's time to take the first step you need, you are capable and are ready for what's next!
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💖Pile 2:
"The calm before the storm is the sign that something big is coming, get ready to receive it."
"Your efforts have not been in vain. The universe is preparing the ground for your success."
"You don't have to have all the answers now. Sometimes, the most important thing is to trust the path."
"You are breaking free from what was holding you back. Peace and clarity are closer than you think."
"Your energy is aligned with change. Don't resist the inevitable, embrace the transformation."
"The time to heal has come. Emotional release is your first step towards fulfillment."
"The stars have aligned your destiny for a greater purpose, trust that everything happens for a reason."
"It's time to manifest what you want. The universe is listening to your deepest thoughts."
"You are in the process of rebuilding yourself, give it time."
"What seems uncertain now, will become clearer in time. Allow yourself to trust the journey."
Hi pile 2! You are in a transformation process and your future self wants you to know that everything will be fine, just give yourself the time you need and don't push to hard; be gentle with yourself, a big hug for you pile 2.
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💕Pile 3:
"Your capacity to achieve great things is far beyond what you imagine. Trust your potential."
"The opportunities you seek are on your way."
"You are ready to receive everything the universe has prepared for you."
"Every challenge you face is an opportunity in disguise. You are being prepared for something much greater."
"The key to success is constant action. Don't stop, the universe is aligning everything for you."
"Doors are opening, and you hold the key. Don't doubt your ability to take advantage of every opportunity."
"Your dreams are valid and attainable. The first step is to believe in them as much as you believe in yourself."
"You are attracting success because you are aligned with your purpose. Keep believing, keep moving forward, the best is yet to come."
"Your capacity to love and create is infinite. Everything you put your heart into doing, becomes art."
"You are exactly where you need to be. Every step you take brings you closer to the person you are destined to be."
Hi pile 3! You are definitely working hard for your dreams and I see that you will be someone very successful! Feel that you are someone artistic, who connects with the most sincere parts of yourself when creating, this will lead you to find your way. Keep going pile 3!
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luffington · 8 months ago
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fur & feathers ♡
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✧.* art credit!
➤ summary: You tried your hardest to stay out of their way this time. Unsurprisingly, you ended up sandwiched between them instead. (18+)
➤ pairing: sir crocodile x afab!reader x donquixote doflamingo, crocodile x doflamingo
➤ word count: 4.2k
➤ warnings: sub!reader, mean dom!croc & meaner dom!doffy, double penetration, anal sex, size kink, belly bulge, oral (m receiving), creampie, breeding kink, degradation, objectification, power play, she/her & 'girl' used
➤ notes: purely self-indulgent filth..... i am not seeing heaven's gates
NSFW under the break! minors dni thank uuu
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Being Sir Crocodile’s personal secretary obviously had its benefits. Traveling to all sorts of conferences alongside him, meeting important and influential people, and always feeling protected. You lived a more lavish life than the vast majority of Alabastans, and all it took was looking the other way when documents with a winged Jolly Roger appeared on his desk. But it had some major downfalls, too, like putting up with whatever the hell was going on between your boss and that blonde feathery freak. 
You tried your hardest to stay out of their way this time. Unsurprisingly, you ended up sandwiched between them instead. 
Fragrant and flashy perfume clashed with the thick and heady scent of an expensive cigar, overwhelming your senses and making you dizzy. Crocodile’s lengthy cock was buried deep in your throat. You choked and sputtered around it, trying your hardest to use your mouth well and please your boss. Doflamingo’s harsh thrusts into your pussy from behind were making it difficult.
Your wrists had long lost their strength to support you, so you were positioned on your knees and elbows. The dark-haired man comfortably reclined on a stack of plush pillows, his ring-covered hand resting on the crown of your head. Doflamingo gripped your hips hard and repeatedly slammed his enormous dick inside you, practically penetrating your womb. You didn’t have to see him to know that he was maniacally grinning. 
You were fully naked and on display for the two men (to be fair, the blonde was already half-naked when he entered the room). Their perfectly sculpted and scarred bodies were also completely bare, but somehow they both still had their coats on. You would have laughed at the absurdity if it didn’t remind you of their high status and how far below them you were. Or maybe it just was an unspoken challenge between them – first one to take theirs off loses.
They had already made you cum three times before they even got their dicks out. Under the guise of being a gracious host, Crocodile had allowed Doflamingo the honor of your first orgasm of the night. He had made you straddle his thigh and get yourself off by rubbing your bare cunt on his leather pants, bouncing his leg up and down and cackling sadistically at your humiliated expression. Then Crocodile had eaten you out as the other man fondled your tits, and then Doflamingo had strung you up until you couldn’t move an inch while they worked together to torture your pussy. They were each menaces on their own, but somehow sharing your body like this didn’t make their egos clash – they cooperated. It was only a matter of time until they figured out something kinky to do with Crocodile’s sand powers, and then you’d be truly fucked.
You were losing yourself in the salty taste of Crocodile’s cock, the thickness of it stretching your mouth almost painfully while your nose repeatedly brushed against his neatly groomed pubes. Slowly forcing your head up and down, never giving you more than a second to breathe. He was barely sweating, looking down at you with cold eyes as he puffed at the cigar hanging from his lips. A direct contrast to Doflamingo bullying your poor cunt and shoving your body forwards onto the other man’s lap with every thrust. 
A dry finger suddenly prodded at your asshole, causing you to choke around your boss’s cock. Crocodile clicked his tongue. “Two holes at once? You’re being greedy, Doffy.” His words were teasing, a wicked smirk on his scarred face while he continued ignoring your obvious protests. 
“You get to use her whenever you want. I think that’s pretty greedy.” The blonde frowned, continuing to insistently circle his fingertip around your rim. “Besides, I’m trying to do something nice for you. You can have her pussy, so I’ll take her ass.”
The dark-haired man exhaled a cloud of smoke. Without his hand holding you down, you pulled off of his dick with a lewd wet noise and spun your head to face Doflamingo. “W-wait… both… at the, ahh, same ti-ime…?” Your muddled mind tried to express your fear, knowing full well that neither of them would care. “C-can’t fit…”
“You don’t know that until you try,” Doflamingo replied with a twisted grin. Actually, he wasn’t sure why the three of you hadn’t tried it yet. Perhaps it had something to do with your size difference. Both men were unnaturally tall – the blonde often made fun of Crocodile for only being 8’4 – and their cocks were more than proportional. Each was longer than your forearm and practically matched the thickness. Your stomach felt close to bursting from just one. 
Looking to your boss for help, you silently pleaded for some hint of kindness inside the man. His cold glare and cruel smile granted you none.
At first, you had assumed Crocodile was the nicer of the two, that he felt some kind of sympathy and held regard for human life. You quickly realized in horror that they were two sides of the same sadistic coin. The same need for dominance, longing for powerful positions, and lack of hesitation to step on anyone below them for their own benefit. Sure, Doflamingo used his strings very inappropriately in the bedroom. But Crocodile had never taken off his hook during sex, resulting in a few ‘accidental’ fading cuts on your back and thighs. Doflamingo was very open about his madness, while the other kept it neatly buttoned up under silk dress shirts.
“Don’t worry,” Crocodile rubbed your cheek, feigning gentleness, before saying, “We’ll make them fit.”
You gulped, feeling very much like prey caught in a fatal trap.
Doflamingo stopped his thrusts with his cock deep inside you and sucked his pointer and middle fingers in his mouth, coating them with enough spit to not rip your hole. He would never be generous enough to use actual lube. 
He snickered when he caught Crocodile watching his movements and swirled his tongue teasingly around his digits. “Enjoying the view, baby?”
“I’m enjoying a break from that ridiculous smile of yours.” The other man replied smoothly. “Maybe I’ll use my fingers to shut you up the next time you say something irritating.”
“Your fingers are too rough,” the blonde pouted and shoved a long finger inside your asshole in one go, making you cry out and clench your fists. Neither man acknowledged your pained reaction, though you felt Doflamingo’s cock twitch excitedly inside you. “My mouth feels all sandy afterwards.”
Crocodile smirked to himself — he controlled every grain of sand in his body, so any bits left behind in Doflamingo’s mouth (or in his clothes, or the crevices of his body) was intentional. His gaze flickered down to you, grasping the base of his cock and timidly licking at his tip. “You can do better than that, slut.” You instantly swallowed it halfway, not daring to upset your boss.
The dark haired man let out a content sigh as he watched the beautiful scene in front of him. Your back glistened with a thin sheen of sweat and a giant red Doffy-shaped handprint still burned on your ass. The blonde’s pace had slowed down slightly so he could focus on preparing your asshole with no gentleness whatsoever. He used two digits to spread your hole wide, then spat directly inside it. You whimpered at the filthy feeling, sending pleasant vibrations through Crocodile’s cock. 
“Fuck, that’s hot.” Doflamingo swore, watching his saliva disappear inside you. “What a good little whore.” You unconsciously wiggled your hips at his praise. 
The more he pushed and prodded deep inside you, the harder it was to focus on pleasuring the cock in your mouth. Wordlessly, Crocodile placed his hook on the back of your neck, the sharp edge dangerously close to your throat. The message was clear – you immediately got to work, cheeks hollowing and sloppily drooling around his dick. 
Doflamingo nodded his chin at the heavy gold object. “You ever finger anyone with that glorified fish hook?” 
Your entire body went cold. Hopefully that wasn’t a suggestion.
“No, but you can be the first to try it out.” 
“Aww, Croc, you’re making me blush.” He didn’t seem even a tiny bit flustered.
Ignoring you was part of their sick game. Making you feel so incredibly small and unimportant. Nothing but a fleshlight for two of the most powerful men in the world to share while they bickered among themselves. 
Trying to regain their focus, you clenched your holes and moaned loudly. “Shh, darling,” Crocodile cooed mockingly. “The adults are talking.”
You hated how much that humiliation turned you on and made your core ache with need. 
“Well, she seems about ready.” Doflamingo chuckled, unceremoniously pulling out of your swollen pussy, his cock angry and red and shining with your juices. You fought to keep your lower half from collapsing to the bed. “How do you wanna do this?”
You looked up at Crocodile questioningly, not daring to take his dick out of your mouth yet. Your boss gently tugged at your hair and you raised your head, coughing and sputtering for air. You suddenly felt a shameful sense of emptiness – you missed having your holes stuffed full.
He stroked the back of your head as if you were his pet. “Any ideas, doll?”
It was the first time all night that they asked for your opinion, that you weren’t passively taking every bit of pleasure and pain that they graciously gave you. You gulped nervously, looking between both men. Doflamingo seemed especially excited to hear you pick your poison. 
“M-maybe… I could… sit in your laps?” You replied timidly, unsure if your input even mattered. 
“Is that a question or an answer?” Crocodile raised an eyebrow.
As calm and collected as both men seemed, you could tell they were growing impatient. Their cocks dripped precum and subtly twitched with need. You were desperate for stimulation, too, so you steeled your hazy mind and nodded resolutely. “I want to sit in your laps. Feel you both so deep inside me. I… I might go crazy if you don’t fuck me.” You turned to Doflamingo, batted your eyes innocently, and added, “I’ll be good for you, I promise.”
The blonde threw his head back and moaned exaggeratedly. “Fuck, baby, you’re straight out of my wet dreams. Why don’t you visit Dressrosa sometime?”
“Don’t get any ideas,” Crocodile gave the man a hard glare, helping your shaky body into a sitting position. “She’s mine. The best secretary I’ve had in years.”
Doflamingo cackled. “I forgot she’s your fucking employee! There’s no way you two actually get any work done. I bet I can open any file cabinet in your office and find cum stains on those papers.”
“Open anything in my office and I’ll throw you in my Sea Prism Stone cell.”
You rolled your eyes as you maneuvered yourself into Crocodile’s lap, using his shoulders for support as you straddled his slightly spread thighs. Their twisted flirting was seemingly endless. Couldn’t they have picked a better time?
“Don’t get bratty, darling,” he snickered and quickly slapped your breast, making you yelp in surprise. “Unless you can’t survive another minute without our dicks inside you.”
You nodded and bit your lip, feeling your juices trickle out of your hole and drop down your leg. “Please, sir, I need you. Need you both.” Crocodile hummed in satisfaction – he had trained you so well. He pressed an intoxicating open-mouthed kiss to your jaw and simultaneously twisted your nipple. 
“Starting without me isn’t fair.” Doflamingo grumbled petulantly as he shuffled into place behind you. It took a few tries until he found a way to comfortably tangle his hairy legs around Crocodile’s, their pelvises almost pressed together and his massive cock smacking against your spine. The blonde bit your earlobe and laughed when you flinched.
Your fists clenched onto Crocodile’s smooth fur jacket, breasts flush against his muscular pecs, while soft and wispy feathers grazed your back and sent ticklish shivers down your spine. The air felt electric with anticipation and excitement and pure unadulterated lust. Your body might hate you the next morning for this — no, you’d feel the aftermath of their desire for at least a few days. But at that moment, you needed your holes stuffed full more than you needed oxygen. 
With a shaky breath, you stood on your knees, their long cocks still barely fitting underneath you. Doflamingo tapped the crown of his dick against your rim before holding it steady. They waited with bated breath for you to sink down.
Two Warlords were inside you.
You felt like your body was ripping in half. And yet the pain made you even wetter, a debauched moan spilling from your lips and eyes rolling back into your skull. Both men simultaneously groaned in satisfaction, an angelic choir of devils singing your praise. Being on top gave you a refreshing sense of control… one that didn’t last very long.
Crocodile’s hand settled on your hip to gently coax you down, while Doflamingo pressed hard on your shoulders. When it was finally too much and your body refused to take any more – not even halfway down their massive lengths – tight strings wound around your thighs and forced you down the rest of the way. You cried out in anguish, speared on their massive cocks.
Thankfully, the two men let you adjust once you had their entire lengths inside you and rested in their laps. You shuddered in their hold, trying your best to calm your rapid heartbeat. Perhaps there was a hint of kindness in their decision, but it was more likely for their own benefit. A broken toy was no fun to play with and they weren’t even close to being done with you. 
Crocodile reclined against the bed’s headboard and let out a low whistle. “Fuck,” he swore in a gravelly voice, eyes half-lidded and seemingly hypnotized. “You are so fucking full.” 
You looked down in perverted fascination to see your stomach bulging unnaturally, almost making you appear pregnant. He ran his hand over the well-defined outline of his cock and you felt it twitch inside you excitedly.
“What? No fair, you’re hogging the view. Let me see.” Doflamingo pouted, leaning over your shoulder. He giggled ferociously at the sight. “Oh, that’s sexy as hell.” The hand that wasn’t manipulating his strings joined Crocodile’s to rub over your bulging belly, applying pressure to your womb and making you keen. “That feels good, huh? You like when we force our way inside your tight little holes and rearrange your guts?”
Your face burned red at his filthy words but you nodded rapidly. Your boss frowned and pinched your clit, causing wetness to pool in your eyes. “I thought I taught you to use your words.”
“Y-Yes, sir, I love it.” Doflamingo’s long tongue snaked out to lap away the single teardrop running down your cheek. 
“So obedient.” He nuzzled into your neck almost affectionately. “So good for us.”
Moments like this made you question what your relationship with them was. Sure, you were definitely more of a prized possession than a romantic partner, but maybe you possessed them in a different way. You would never voice that thought aloud, but it’s what prevented you from quitting your job, getting the hell out of Alabasta, and finding an actual partner and decent life somewhere else. They could have anyone in the world they desired, but Crocodile hadn’t been with anyone besides Doflamingo and you since the first time he fucked you on his office desk, much too horny to try to seduce you back to his bedroom.
And while you didn’t know what the other Warlord got up to in his own kingdom, at the very least, he always came back for more. Doflamingo could tell vicious lies dripping with sugar like no one else, but part of you hoped there was some truth in calling you gorgeous and perfect and his good little whore. 
You knew you were probably deluding yourself, but Doflamingo’s warm mouth sucking marks into your throat and Crocodile’s palm rubbing over your stomach soothingly made your heart ache and veins burn.
“Alright, enough. Let’s get started.” The blonde used his powers to raise your body slowly, revealing their cocks glistening with your juices. 
“No strings,” Crocodile interrupted, but added with a smirk, “Yet. Let her do it herself for now.”
Doflamingo licked his lips and leaned back on his hands leisurely. His strings loosened but didn’t disappear. “Show me what you’ve got, puppet.” 
This was a test. There would be hell to pay if you failed, though you weren’t sure if passing was humanly possible. You continued to rise up at the pace Doflamingo’s strings had set, inch by delicious inch rubbing against your walls until only the tips were inside you. “You’re both so big,” you bit your lip seductively. “I feel so empty without your dicks.”
Then you quickly sank back down to the base, knocking the air out of your lungs. Head flying back to rest on the blonde man’s feather-coated shoulder. Crocodile’s cock kissed your cervix as Doflamingo’s bullied its way inside your asshole deeper than anything was meant to go. 
You repeated the motion again and again, doing your best to clench your holes tight and take their entire lengths every time. 
“This is getting boring,” the blonde rolled his eyes impatiently. A subtle twitch of his fingers forced you onto your knees then slammed you back down to their laps, their balls slapping against your sensitive skin. You were too overwhelmed to even comprehend what happened, but the man continued to manipulate your body at a brutal pace. 
“Much better.” Crocodile agreed, taking in your blank expression and glazed-over eyes. Your mind completely shut off, focused on receiving every bit of carnal pleasure that the two Warlords graciously gave you. You were completely under their control and at their mercy. Your boss cooed at you mockingly. “Poor girl. There’s not a thought in that pretty little head of yours, huh, doll?”
Your silence answered his question so perfectly that he didn’t even punish you for not responding. 
“She fucking loves it. Look at her drool.” Doflamingo grabbed your chin and forced you to face him. He delighted in your debauched expression, tongue lolling out of your mouth, before leaning back and slapping your ass. Your body spasmed around their cocks. 
The blonde used his strings to hold you down as far as possible, admiring the bulge in your stomach again with a sick grin. You hardly noticed it — you hardly noticed anything at this point. Then he ripped Crocodile’s lit cigar from the corner of his mouth and haphazardly threw it across the room. Miraculously, nothing caught on fire. 
“That was expensive.” Crocodile snarled. 
“I don’t care about your fucking tobacco.” Doflamingo grabbed the other man’s slicked-back hair and slammed their lips together in a hungry kiss that was all teeth and tongue. You watched dazedly as they licked at each other’s mouths like feral animals. Matching each other’s intensity and fighting to maintain their dominance. With his free hand, the blonde groped your breast, squeezing it in his large palm before rolling your nipple between his fingers. 
The men pulled away, panting heavily from the intense kiss. A thick string of saliva kept their lips connected. Doflamingo broke it by swiping his tongue across Crocodile’s reddened bottom lip. 
“Let’s get her pregnant, Croc. I want her tits swollen with milk so I can suck them dry.” You felt a shiver run through your entire body. What a terrifying, deranged, yet tempting thought. You didn’t dare voice your thoughts, but the blonde still felt your ass clench around his cock. He cackled and roughly tugged at your nipple. “I think our little girl likes that idea.”
Crocodile’s dark eyes turned to you. “Consider yourself lucky that he’s not in your pussy.” As if he was wearing a condom himself. As if he even owned condoms. 
Doflamingo suddenly leaned forward and knocked you down with his weight, causing you and Crocodile to fall like dominos. The dark-haired man was almost flat on his back and you were crushed between their bodies, breasts uncomfortably squished against your boss’s fleshy chest. A cloud of pink feathers suddenly encompassed you, hanging loosely from the blonde’s shoulders and fully caging you in. Now that he was on top, he released the strings from around your thighs. Doflamingo gave a particularly harsh thrust forward and you yelped, the change in angle hitting an extra sensitive part of you. Crocodile’s cock insistently pressed against your g-spot.
The blonde placed his hand softly on Crocodile’s cheek, caressing the sharp line of his jaw. Very out of place, very unlike Doffy. But when he pulled away, a single thin thread followed his fingertip like a spider weaving a web. 
“Get this fucking thing off of me.” The dark-haired man growled, grabbing at where it attached to his jaw in vain. Panic raced through your mind — you didn’t want to literally be in the middle of their fight. But Crocodile didn’t seem truly angry, more annoyed that this happened again. 
“I’ll be nice,” he chuckled menacingly. He slowly moved his pointer finger in a come-hither motion and Crocodile’s hips followed the same upwards path, pushing his cock even further inside you. “See? Just wanted to take the lead.”
Doflamingo immediately resumed his inhuman pace, pistoning in and out and making your ass cheeks jiggle from the impact. One hand mimicked marionette motions as he manipulated Crocodile into mirroring his speed and ferocity, and the other held your hip firmly in place. He perfectly timed their thrusts so they pulled out and pushed in at the same exact time, knocking the air out of your lungs and setting your core on fire.
As godly as both men appeared, they were still very much human and rapidly approaching their orgasms. Your boss’s chest heaved underneath you, eyelids fluttering shut and pink dusting his cheeks. Doflamingo panted like a wild beast, letting out breathy, excited giggles at the sight of his two pretty puppets. A few stray feathers had fallen off his coat which landed in Crocodile’s messy hair and clung to your sticky skin. The overwhelming need to possess and consume both of you made the blonde’s head spin. 
You raised your head from where it was buried in your Crocodile’s chest, now covered in a puddle of your drool. “Please, s-sirs, I need-“ You were interrupted by Doflamingo deftly rubbing your neglected clit in tight circles. You choked on your words, looking at your boss pleadingly. 
“You may cum, darling.” Crocodile offered you a merciful smile. 
Stars flashed before your eyes and you swore you ascended to heaven, every nerve in your body tingling and toes curling tightly as you cried out the names of your saviors, before you came crashing down to earth with an unabashed and sinful drawn-out moan. Moments after that bright white light washed over you, thick white cum exploded in both of your holes as the Warlords cried out simultaneously. Doflamingo kept Crocodile’s hips flush against your body as his heavy balls stuffed you full and only lowered them when he had let out his final spurts. 
“Fuck.” The blonde’s breath caught in his throat as he watched his cum spill out around his length, dripping out of your ass onto Crocodile’s dick underneath. You had never felt so used, so filthy, and fuck did it feel incredible. 
The dark-haired man felt your heart beating rapidly against him and noticed you slowly slip into darkness, your consciousness fading. “Stay with us, doll.” He stroked your hair and ran his rough thumb over your cheek. 
You smiled, dazed and dopey. “Th… thank you…”
“Taking everything we give you and thanking us after… absolutely fucking perfect.” Doflamingo breathed heavily. You wailed from sensitivity as he pulled his cock out of your abused hole and the man beneath you followed suit. More globs of cum dripped out of your pussy and ass and spilled onto Crocodile’s fur coat sprawled out beneath him. Doflamingo giggled in delight. “Better wash that for him tomorrow, little girl.”
“She’s a secretary, not a servant.” Crocodile rolled his eyes, knowing that anyone in a position lower than Doffy’s was interchangeable to him. He swiped two fingers down the cleft of your ass, collecting sticky strings of cum and making your oversensitive body jolt. “But good girls clean up their messes, right?”
You obediently sucked his fingers clean, swirling your tongue around his digits and moaning like a whore at the salty taste of their mixed semen. 
Doflamingo untangled his body from yours and reclined back with a satisfied sigh. “When’s round two?”
Your eyes nearly popped out of your skull, but Crocodile spoke before you could protest — his words held more weight than yours, after all. “That was round four for her. It’s a miracle that your dick hasn’t killed someone yet.”
“Fine, I’ll wait.” He pouted like a spoiled child. “But don’t go soft on me, Croc. You’re the only one who’s fun enough to share toys with.”
Crocodile rolled you off of his chest none too gently, but thankfully, you had a plush blanket and padded mattress to land upon. “If we’re both ready to go, why not do a round without her?” His predatory gaze met yours. “I’m sure she would love to watch.”
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prettieinpink · 1 year ago
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NEW YEAR, NEW ME
( A collab with thee lovely lele @bloombabydoll )
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If you want to reinvent and rebrand yourself, or just continue to make positive improvements in 2024, the first thing is to evaluate your current year. 
EVALUATION
Reflect on how things went for you. Was there continuous growth? Were there many difficult times? Did you discover anything major about yourself and so on. Try to summarise your year in (a) paragraph(s) at least. 
Oversee your goals. Which ones you didn’t, did achieve, difficult ones, easy ones and the impacts it had on your life. 
Compare your dream girl then and now. Is your visualisation of your life currently different to the one you have now and why? 
List any major losses or successes you’ve had in your life, and how they have helped you or why it matters to you. 
This evaluation can be as detailed or simple as you like, but as long as you have a decent outline of your year. 
PREPARING & PLANNING
To prepare for 2024, you want to know what you want life to be like in 2024. Something realistic to a point, but still is a growth journey. 
Think of something that you can associate with 2024. This can be a word, a symbol, art, a song, a book, a movie, a place, or even just all of these things. When you think about your goals and your journey, this is your theme. This is something that should relate to your goals or your dream girl somehow. 
For me, I chose a word and a song. My word is growth because, for me, 2023 was a year for just being able to shed my old self which I did achieve however I just felt there wasn’t much growth as an actual person and not just in my environment. 
For my song, it is Mayflowers by Proleters and Taskrok. This song is the epitome of what I would imagine, is the most polished mindset. I would say perfect, but having a perfect mindset is near impossible. I want to have a mindset glow up because I’ve just been hard on myself lately which has caused my confidence to plummet. 
Before we get into the fun part of the preparation stage, we have to do some organisation in our life. I want you to take a look at your daily lifestyle and your habits, and be completely unashamed about this. 
Then categorise these habits into two sections; Leave and Leap. Leave habits are habits that you are leaving behind in 2023, leap habits are habits that are leaping into 2024 with you. 
Any habits that are self-destructive, addictive or generally harmful are leave habits. Beneficial habits and self-building are leaping with you into the new year.
I want you to do the same for people in your life, all environments (school, work, online etc) and anything else you believe needs to be sorted out. 
This works better if you can reason with yourself why it is a leaping or leaving habit, but don’t try to convince yourself a bad habit is good or vice versa. 
Now, I want you to document an honest paragraph about who you are right now. List your bad and good habits, your strengths and weaknesses and your behaviours. This one requires a bit more detail. 
Then, write a paragraph about who you will be in 2024, your dream girl. List her habits, lifestyle, behaviours, mindset, strengths and anything else extra. I’ll explain later but do not include materialistic desires in this your dream girl. Once again, this one also requires details. 
Stemming from those paragraphs, I want you to create specific and achievable goals. SMART goals are best, but I want to introduce you to how I set goals. 
I divide my year into quarters. For each 3 months, I have 3-5 goals for those months. Usually, it’s one from each area of my life. Then, I break down these goals. 
Questions and How They Help 
Why do I want to do this goal - For motivation and commitment. 
How it’ll benefit me - For the sake of improvement. 
How can I involve myself in this goal - To achieve your goal.  
I prefer this method because it is a lot simpler for me, as I am just a young girl and my bigger goals are more in the future in which I’ll utilise SMART goals. 
To create good goals; Make sure they align with your current values and life principles first. Try to avoid creating goals that you have just taken from the internet. Those goals just aren’t it and you most likely won’t follow through with it. 
Be specific. Don’t say you want to eat more healthily, instead say you want to include (a certain group of veggies/fruits) in your diet and reduce the intake of ( food/drink). 
E.g using eating healthy example
I want to eat healthy -> I want to start including foods that boost my immunity system and support my skin while reducing those that have the opposite effect. 
Then break down those quarterly goals into monthly, weekly and daily goals. Make these habits that you can establish in your lifestyle and have a way in which you can refer back to your progress. 
EXAMPLE GOAL BREAKDOWN
Quarterly Goal - Read 6 books.  
Monthly Goal - Finish 2 books.
Weekly Goal - Be or near half way of one book.
Daily Goal - 20 minutes of reading per day. 
AREAS TO SET GOALS IN YOUR LIFE
Academics
Spiritual
Fitness/sport
Health and wellbeing
Mental health
Personal life
Relationships
Hobbies and recreation
Now for the best part- vision boards! Collect all of your favourite images that embody your quarters or the whole year, then put them in one place where you can see them regularly!
Some ideas are a scrapbook, Pinterest boards, mood boards, playlists etc. 
Choose your theme; It can be your healthy girl era, your academic come back or whatever you want. You can have more than two btw.
Use quotes! Then actually say them in your daily life as a way to shift your mindset to reflect said quote.
Include inspirational people. It doesn't even have to be a millionaire or a very well established person, it could be your friends or someone on the internet.
Be imaginative. Your vision board doesn't have to realistic in my opinion, as the whole point of it to me is that viewing it daily and considering it to be part of your life one day allows for you to open up to those opportunities.
Materialistic Wants
I feel obligated to make this a separate section. This section is practically tangible objects that you want.
However, when choosing this said object that you want, mindfully think about why you want that thing specifically.
It doesn’t have to be meaningful, but as long as each thing on that list has got a purpose to you, and will serve you, I think it’s all good!
Conclusion
If you want, you can definitely start implementing habits before January. However, I believe that as long as you go into 2024 at least knowing who you want to be and shedding away any limiting beliefs, you’ll be fine.
Make sure to incorporate some self care rituals into your daily life as well✨
To end this, I hope everyone has a very merry Christmas! And that 2024 they will achieve to close that gap with their current selves and their dream girl selves! 💖🙏
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𝟔𝐓𝐇 𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐒𝐄 - 𝐆𝐥𝐨𝐰 𝐔𝐩 𝐘𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐆𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐝: 𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐖𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 & 𝐏𝐫𝐨𝐝𝐮𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐭𝐲 ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚
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This is the sixth post in a 12-part series dedicated to helping you glow up using the wisdom of astrology. Each post explores one of the astrological houses and how it influences key areas of your life, offering insights and actionable steps for personal growth and transformation.
In this post, we’re focusing on the sixth house—the house of health, routines, work habits, and service to others. This house represents the rhythms and practices that support your physical and emotional well-being, as well as the ways you contribute to the world through meaningful service. Glowing up your sixth house means cultivating a balanced and sustainable approach to health, building empowering routines, and ensuring that your work-life balance leaves room for self-care and renewal.
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𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒 𝟔𝐓𝐇 𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐒𝐄
The sixth house governs health, daily routines, work habits, and service to others. When Aries rules this house, your approach to these themes is dynamic, energetic, and proactive. Ruled by Mars, Aries in the sixth house brings a fiery drive to your routines and a fearless attitude toward tackling challenges. Your glow-up involves channeling this energy into maintaining your physical health, creating empowering daily routines, serving others with passion, and balancing your ambitious work ethic with intentional self-care.
Physical Health: Energized and Action-Oriented Wellness
With Aries ruling your sixth house, physical health is best maintained through active and engaging pursuits. You thrive on movement and intensity, making high-energy activities like running, weightlifting, martial arts, or competitive sports particularly beneficial. Exercise is not only a way to stay fit but also a vital outlet for your abundant energy.
To glow up your health, focus on creating a fitness routine that excites and challenges you. Incorporate dynamic workouts that keep you motivated, and set goals that spark your competitive spirit. Balance this intensity with proper rest and recovery to prevent burnout or injury—Aries energy can sometimes push too hard without pause.
Fuel your body with a diet that supports your active lifestyle, prioritizing nutrient-dense meals that sustain your energy levels. Experiment with cooking quick, hearty meals that fit into your fast-paced routine.
Routines: Dynamic and Motivating Habits
Aries in the sixth house brings a no-nonsense, action-first approach to daily routines. You prefer habits that feel purposeful and exciting, often thriving on spontaneity and variety. While this energy keeps you proactive, maintaining consistency can sometimes be a challenge.
Your glow-up involves building routines that balance structure with flexibility. Create a morning ritual that jumpstarts your day, such as a quick workout, a power-packed breakfast, or a short meditation to channel your focus. Use tools like timers or apps to keep you on track without feeling bogged down by rigid schedules.
Set clear, achievable goals for your daily tasks to keep your motivation high. Break larger projects into smaller steps that give you a sense of accomplishment, and don’t shy away from rewarding yourself for progress.
Service to Others: Passionate and Impactful Contributions
Aries in the sixth house makes you a bold and enthusiastic contributor in service to others. You approach acts of service with determination and a willingness to take the lead, often excelling in roles where you can inspire or motivate others.
To glow up in this area, focus on channeling your passion into meaningful causes. Volunteer for initiatives that align with your values, such as community fitness programs, youth mentorship, or advocacy for empowerment. Your leadership skills shine when you take the initiative and encourage others to step into their own strengths.
While your energy is a gift, be mindful of pacing yourself to avoid burnout. Balance your contributions with time for personal rejuvenation to ensure you can give your best to others without depleting yourself.
Balancing Work with Self-Care: Energized yet Grounded
Aries in the sixth house brings a tireless work ethic and a tendency to dive headfirst into tasks. While this drive is admirable, it’s essential to balance your productivity with intentional self-care.
Your glow-up involves incorporating moments of rest and rejuvenation into your schedule. Take short, energizing breaks throughout the day to recharge your mental and physical energy. Practices like stretching, mindfulness, or even a quick walk outside can help you reset.
Set boundaries in your work life to avoid overcommitting. Prioritize tasks that align with your goals and delegate when necessary. Aries energy loves efficiency, so streamlining your workload allows you to maintain momentum without compromising your well-being.
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𝐓𝐀𝐔𝐑𝐔𝐒 𝟔𝐓𝐇 𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐒𝐄
The sixth house governs health, daily routines, work habits, and service to others. With Taurus ruling this house, your approach to these themes is steady, grounded, and focused on creating a sense of ease and comfort. Ruled by Venus, Taurus in the sixth house brings a love for consistency and beauty to your daily life, emphasizing the importance of sustainable health practices, nourishing routines, and finding pleasure in the act of service. Your glow-up involves cultivating a harmonious balance between work and self-care, prioritizing your physical well-being, and crafting routines that feel both practical and enjoyable.
Physical Health: Steady and Nourishing Wellness
Taurus in the sixth house thrives on routines that support long-term health and well-being. You’re drawn to activities that feel grounding and enjoyable, making practices like yoga, walking in nature, or gentle strength training particularly effective. Consistency is key for Taurus energy, so creating a fitness plan that you genuinely enjoy ensures that you stick to it.
To glow up your physical health, focus on nourishing your body with wholesome, satisfying meals. Cooking at home can become a form of self-care, especially when you prioritize fresh, natural ingredients and take the time to prepare meals with love.
Incorporate moments of relaxation into your routine, such as stretching before bed or indulging in a luxurious skincare ritual. These small acts of care reinforce your connection to your body and create a sense of peace and stability.
Routines: Grounded and Enjoyable Habits
Taurus in the sixth house values routines that feel manageable and pleasurable. You thrive on stability and are most productive when your schedule is consistent and your environment is calming.
Your glow-up involves crafting routines that combine practicality with indulgence. Start your mornings with a cup of herbal tea or a nourishing breakfast to set a peaceful tone for the day. Use aesthetically pleasing planners or apps to organize your tasks, as visual beauty motivates Taurus energy.
While you appreciate consistency, avoid becoming stuck in habits that feel too rigid. Introduce small changes, like switching up your workspace or adding a new hobby, to keep your routines fresh and enjoyable without sacrificing their grounding effect.
Service to Others: Thoughtful and Practical Contributions
Taurus in the sixth house makes you a reliable and nurturing presence when serving others. You approach acts of service with patience and care, often excelling in roles that involve creating comfort, stability, or beauty for those around you.
To glow up in this area, focus on sharing your talents in ways that align with your values. Volunteer for projects that involve community gardening, cooking, or organizing spaces for those in need. Your grounded energy brings a sense of calm and dependability to any group effort.
Be mindful of overextending yourself in service to others. While you enjoy helping, ensure you’re prioritizing your own well-being and not taking on more than you can handle.
Balancing Work with Self-Care: Calm and Sustainable Productivity
Taurus in the sixth house excels at creating a balance between work and self-care. You value productivity but prefer a calm and methodical approach to tasks, avoiding unnecessary stress or chaos.
Your glow-up involves ensuring your work environment feels supportive and comfortable. Invest in a well-organized desk, soothing decor, or ergonomic tools to make your workspace a place of ease. Incorporate breaks into your day where you can step away, recharge, and return with fresh energy.
Taurus energy loves small indulgences, so reward yourself for completing tasks with treats that nourish your senses—a delicious snack, a scented candle, or a relaxing moment in nature. These acts of self-care enhance your motivation and keep you grounded.
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𝐆𝐄𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐈 𝟔𝐓𝐇 𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐒𝐄
The sixth house governs health, daily routines, work habits, and service to others. With Gemini ruling this house, your approach to these themes is dynamic, curious, and multifaceted. Ruled by Mercury, Gemini in the sixth house brings a lively and communicative energy to your daily life, emphasizing the importance of variety, adaptability, and mental stimulation in your routines. Your glow-up involves cultivating a flexible approach to health and productivity, finding joy in intellectual and social activities, and balancing your fast-paced energy with mindfulness and self-care.
Physical Health: Active and Varied Wellness
Gemini in the sixth house thrives on movement and variety in physical health routines. You’re drawn to activities that engage your mind and body simultaneously, such as dance, aerobics, martial arts, or fitness classes that involve learning new techniques. You may also enjoy outdoor activities like cycling or hiking, where you can explore new surroundings.
To glow up your physical health, incorporate variety into your fitness regimen to keep it exciting and sustainable. Experiment with different forms of exercise, and consider mixing physical activity with social interaction by joining group workouts or sports teams.
Nourish your body with light, balanced meals that align with your active lifestyle. Gemini energy often gravitates toward quick, easy options, so focus on healthy snacks and simple recipes that fit into your dynamic schedule.
Routines: Flexible and Engaging Habits
Gemini in the sixth house approaches routines with curiosity and adaptability. You thrive on variety and are most productive when your schedule includes opportunities for learning and creativity. While you excel at multitasking, consistency can sometimes be a challenge.
Your glow-up involves creating routines that balance flexibility with structure. Use tools like planners or apps to organize your day while leaving room for spontaneity. Break tasks into shorter time blocks to keep your mind engaged, and switch between activities to maintain focus.
Incorporate habits that stimulate your intellect, such as listening to podcasts while exercising or using downtime to read or journal. Gemini energy thrives when routines are both productive and mentally stimulating.
Service to Others: Communicative and Resourceful Contributions
Gemini in the sixth house makes you an excellent communicator and problem-solver when serving others. You have a talent for finding innovative solutions, sharing knowledge, and connecting people to resources or opportunities.
To glow up in this area, focus on service roles that align with your natural skills. Teaching, mentoring, or volunteering in areas like literacy programs, community organizing, or social media advocacy can be deeply fulfilling. Your ability to adapt and connect with diverse groups makes you an asset in any service-oriented role.
Be mindful of spreading yourself too thin or overcommitting to too many projects. While your energy is abundant, ensuring quality over quantity in your contributions will help you make a lasting impact.
Balancing Work with Self-Care: Stimulated yet Grounded
Gemini in the sixth house often juggles a variety of tasks and interests, which can lead to overexertion if balance isn’t maintained. While you’re energized by mental activity, intentional self-care is essential to avoid burnout.
Your glow-up involves incorporating moments of stillness and grounding into your routine. Practices like mindful breathing, meditation, or gentle yoga can help calm your racing thoughts. Schedule breaks where you can step outside, call a friend, or enjoy a cup of tea to reset your focus.
Use your love for communication to support your self-care journey—talk about your experiences with a friend, join a wellness community, or keep a journal to process your thoughts. Balancing mental stimulation with moments of peace ensures sustainable productivity and well-being.
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𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄𝐑 𝟔𝐓𝐇 𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐒𝐄
The sixth house governs health, daily routines, work habits, and service to others. With Cancer ruling this house, your approach to these themes is nurturing, intuitive, and emotionally connected. Ruled by the Moon, Cancer in the sixth house brings a deeply caring energy to your daily life, emphasizing the importance of emotional well-being, holistic health practices, and creating routines that feel supportive and comforting. Your glow-up involves prioritizing your emotional and physical health, building routines that honor your need for care and connection, and serving others with compassion and understanding while maintaining strong boundaries.
Physical Health: Gentle and Intuitive Wellness
Cancer in the sixth house encourages you to take a nurturing and intuitive approach to physical health. You’re drawn to activities that feel soothing and restorative, such as yoga, swimming, or tai chi, which allow you to connect with your body in a mindful way. Water-related activities are particularly rejuvenating for Cancer energy.
To glow up your physical health, focus on creating rituals that feel emotionally grounding and comforting. Start your day with a calming stretch or end it with a warm bath to relax and reset. Listening to your body’s needs is essential—honor your energy levels by choosing workouts that match how you’re feeling on any given day.
Nourish yourself with home-cooked meals that bring both physical sustenance and emotional warmth. Cooking for yourself or loved ones can be an act of self-care that strengthens your connection to your body and emotions.
Routines: Supportive and Comforting Habits
Cancer in the sixth house thrives on routines that feel emotionally supportive and aligned with your natural rhythms. You’re most productive when your environment is calm and nurturing, so creating a workspace or daily schedule that reflects these qualities is key.
Your glow-up involves crafting routines that balance productivity with emotional care. Incorporate moments of comfort into your day, such as lighting a candle while working or taking a mid-day break to journal or reflect. Using tools like mood trackers or gratitude lists can help you stay in tune with your emotional needs while remaining focused on your goals.
Consistency is important for Cancer energy, but avoid routines that feel too rigid. Allow space for flexibility and self-compassion, knowing that your best efforts will vary depending on your emotional state.
Service to Others: Compassionate and Heartfelt Contributions
Cancer in the sixth house makes you a deeply caring and empathetic presence in acts of service. You approach helping others with warmth and emotional understanding, often excelling in roles that involve caregiving, nurturing, or creating a sense of home and belonging.
To glow up in this area, focus on finding service opportunities that resonate with your heart. Volunteer at shelters, support mental health initiatives, or work with children, families, or communities in need. Your ability to make others feel seen and supported is a gift that can create lasting impact.
While your compassion is a strength, ensure you’re maintaining boundaries to avoid emotional exhaustion. Balancing your need to help others with self-care ensures you can give from a place of abundance rather than depletion.
Balancing Work with Self-Care: Nurturing and Restorative Practices
Cancer in the sixth house often prioritizes the needs of others, but your glow-up involves ensuring your work-life balance includes time for self-care and emotional renewal. You thrive in environments where you feel emotionally connected and supported, so creating a sense of safety and comfort in your workspace is essential.
Incorporate restorative practices into your routine, such as setting clear boundaries around work hours or creating a ritual to transition from work to relaxation. Practices like journaling, meditation, or spending time near water can help you recharge and maintain emotional balance.
Cancer energy benefits from creating a sense of “emotional hygiene” alongside physical health. Take time to check in with your feelings and prioritize activities that soothe your soul, whether it’s connecting with loved ones or enjoying quiet time alone.
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𝐋𝐄𝐎 𝟔𝐓𝐇 𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐒𝐄
The sixth house governs health, daily routines, work habits, and service to others. With Leo ruling this house, your approach to these themes is bold, passionate, and centered around self-expression. Ruled by the Sun, Leo in the sixth house brings a creative and confident energy to your daily life, emphasizing the importance of vitality, purpose-driven routines, and shining in roles that allow you to serve others with heart and leadership. Your glow-up involves prioritizing radiant health, building routines that celebrate your individuality, serving others with generosity, and balancing your work ethic with self-care that nourishes your inner light.
Physical Health: Radiant and Energizing Wellness
Leo in the sixth house connects your physical health to your sense of vitality and confidence. You thrive on activities that make you feel strong, vibrant, and alive, such as dancing, aerobics, or team sports. Your health routine benefits from a touch of creativity and excitement, as repetitive tasks can easily bore Leo energy.
To glow up your physical health, choose activities that feel joyful and celebratory. Dance classes, yoga with upbeat music, or even outdoor adventures that challenge and invigorate you can help you stay motivated. Leo energy loves a bit of flair, so embrace stylish workout gear or reward yourself with small indulgences after a great workout.
Nourish your body with colorful, wholesome meals that reflect the vibrant Leo spirit. Incorporate a variety of fresh fruits, vegetables, and energizing foods that keep you feeling radiant from the inside out.
Routines: Purposeful and Uplifting Habits
Leo in the sixth house thrives on routines that allow you to shine and express your individuality. You prefer schedules that feel inspiring and purpose-driven rather than rigid or mundane. Incorporating creative elements into your daily tasks keeps your energy high and your focus sharp.
Your glow-up involves creating routines that center around self-expression and personal fulfillment. Begin your mornings with affirmations or visualization exercises that connect you to your goals and passions. Add a touch of fun to your day—whether it’s using a colorful planner, playing music while you work, or designing a workspace that feels uniquely yours.
While you enjoy being in the spotlight, remember to balance your need for recognition with meaningful productivity. Prioritize tasks that align with your long-term vision while allowing space for creative exploration.
Service to Others: Generous and Heart-Centered Contributions
Leo in the sixth house makes you a natural leader and motivator when serving others. You approach acts of service with enthusiasm and generosity, often excelling in roles that allow you to inspire, mentor, or uplift those around you.
To glow up in this area, channel your charisma and creativity into service opportunities that bring joy and empowerment to others. Volunteer for roles like coaching, organizing community events, or working with children and youth. Your ability to make others feel seen and valued is one of your greatest gifts.
Be mindful of overextending yourself in an effort to shine. While your big heart loves to give, ensure that you’re also reserving energy for your own well-being. Balancing generosity with boundaries ensures you can continue serving with passion and purpose.
Balancing Work with Self-Care: Energized and Restorative Practices
Leo in the sixth house brings a dynamic work ethic and a love for productivity, but your glow-up involves ensuring that your self-care practices are just as vibrant as your work life. You thrive when you feel appreciated and purposeful, so creating a balance between effort and reward is essential.
Incorporate restorative activities into your schedule that help you reconnect with your inner light. Creative hobbies, pampering rituals, or simply basking in the sun can recharge your energy and keep you feeling inspired. Celebrate your accomplishments—Leo energy loves recognition, so don’t shy away from rewarding yourself for a job well done.
Practices like journaling about your achievements or setting personal milestones can help you maintain your confidence while keeping burnout at bay. Remember that self-care is an essential part of shining your brightest.
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𝐕𝐈𝐑𝐆𝐎 𝟔𝐓𝐇 𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐒𝐄
The sixth house is Virgo’s natural domain, and when Virgo rules this house, its energy is amplified in the areas of health, daily routines, work habits, and service to others. Ruled by Mercury, Virgo in the sixth house brings a practical, detail-oriented, and holistic approach to managing your daily life. Your glow-up involves prioritizing physical and mental well-being, creating efficient and meaningful routines, serving others with care and precision, and finding balance between productivity and self-care.
Physical Health: Mindful and Holistic Wellness
Virgo in the sixth house connects your physical health to a sense of order and mindfulness. You thrive on wellness practices that emphasize consistency and a connection between the mind and body, such as yoga, pilates, or meditation-based movement.
To glow up your physical health, focus on routines that address all aspects of your well-being. Develop a balanced fitness regimen that includes both strength-building and restorative practices. Virgo energy loves tracking progress, so consider keeping a wellness journal or using apps to monitor your achievements.
Nutrition is especially important for this placement. Emphasize clean eating with a focus on whole, natural foods. Meal prepping or planning healthy recipes can streamline your routine and ensure you’re fueling your body with the nutrients it needs. Be mindful of stress, as Virgo energy can sometimes manifest as tension, and incorporate relaxation techniques into your daily life.
Routines: Organized and Meaningful Habits
Virgo in the sixth house thrives on creating efficient and purposeful routines. You feel your best when your day is well-organized and includes a balance of productivity and self-care. Virgo’s attention to detail ensures that even the smallest habits can have a profound impact on your overall well-being.
Your glow-up involves designing routines that are both structured and adaptable. Start your mornings with grounding practices like meditation or journaling, and set clear priorities for the day ahead. Use planners, to-do lists, or digital tools to organize your tasks and track your progress.
Incorporate rituals that feel meaningful to you, whether it’s enjoying a cup of herbal tea in the afternoon or dedicating time each evening to reflect on your accomplishments. Virgo energy thrives when every part of your day feels intentional and aligned with your goals.
Service to Others: Thoughtful and Impactful Contributions
Virgo in the sixth house brings a deep sense of care and dedication to serving others. You excel in roles that require precision, organization, or attention to detail, often thriving in environments where your talents can make a tangible difference.
To glow up in this area, focus on sharing your skills in ways that feel rewarding and impactful. Volunteer in roles that align with your strengths, such as organizing community events, mentoring, or working in health and wellness initiatives. Your natural ability to assess and improve systems makes you an invaluable asset in any service-oriented effort.
While your sense of responsibility is admirable, avoid falling into the trap of perfectionism or overextending yourself. Balance your desire to help others with the need to care for yourself, ensuring that your contributions come from a place of abundance rather than depletion.
Balancing Work with Self-Care: Precise yet Compassionate Practices
Virgo in the sixth house brings a strong work ethic and a desire for productivity, but your glow-up involves ensuring that your self-care routines are as meticulously planned as your work schedules. You thrive when your day includes moments of rest and rejuvenation, giving your mind and body time to recharge.
Incorporate self-care rituals that feel restorative, such as a skincare routine, mindfulness exercises, or dedicating time to a creative hobby. Virgo energy benefits from acts of care that also enhance your sense of order—like organizing your workspace or decluttering your home.
Set boundaries around your work-life balance, ensuring that you’re not taking on too much or striving for unattainable perfection. Celebrate your accomplishments, no matter how small, and remind yourself that progress is more important than perfection.
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𝐋𝐈𝐁𝐑𝐀 𝟔𝐓𝐇 𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐒𝐄
The sixth house governs health, daily routines, work habits, and service to others. With Libra ruling this house, your approach to these themes is harmonious, aesthetic, and relationship-focused. Ruled by Venus, Libra in the sixth house brings a desire for balance, beauty, and connection to your daily life. Your glow-up involves prioritizing health through elegant and enjoyable practices, creating routines that feel balanced and fulfilling, serving others with grace and diplomacy, and ensuring your work-life equilibrium supports both productivity and self-care.
Physical Health: Balanced and Graceful Wellness
Libra in the sixth house connects your physical health to balance and enjoyment. You thrive on activities that feel both energizing and aesthetically pleasing, such as yoga, pilates, ballet, or swimming. Your wellness journey is enriched by practices that bring a sense of harmony to your body and mind.
To glow up your physical health, prioritize exercises that are gentle yet effective, helping you feel aligned and refreshed. Group classes or working out with a partner can motivate you, as Libra energy enjoys connection and collaboration. Choose fitness routines that include music or visual elements that uplift your spirit.
Nourish yourself with beautifully prepared meals that delight your senses. Libra energy benefits from mindful eating, so take the time to savor your food in a calm and pleasant setting. Hydration and a focus on fresh, natural ingredients will keep you feeling vibrant and balanced.
Routines: Harmonious and Enjoyable Habits
Libra in the sixth house thrives on routines that create balance and beauty in your daily life. You’re most productive when your environment feels calm and organized, and your tasks are approached with a sense of elegance and ease.
Your glow-up involves crafting routines that feel balanced and enjoyable. Start your mornings with a ritual that centers you, such as sipping tea while journaling or practicing gentle stretches. Incorporate moments of beauty into your day—like lighting a candle while working or using aesthetically pleasing tools and planners to organize your tasks.
Libra energy values relationships, so consider incorporating social elements into your routines. Co-working sessions, shared meals, or group activities can make your day feel more fulfilling and connected. Balance your productivity with intentional downtime to maintain harmony.
Service to Others: Diplomatic and Graceful Contributions
Libra in the sixth house brings a natural talent for creating harmony and fostering connection in acts of service. You excel in roles that require diplomacy, collaboration, or a focus on aesthetics, often thriving in environments where you can bring beauty and balance to others’ lives.
To glow up in this area, focus on service opportunities that align with your love for connection and creativity. Volunteer in roles that involve event planning, art initiatives, or mentorship. Your ability to mediate and create harmony makes you a valuable presence in group settings.
Be mindful of maintaining boundaries while helping others. Libra energy can sometimes overextend in an effort to keep the peace. Prioritize service opportunities that bring mutual benefit and ensure you’re nurturing your own well-being alongside your contributions.
Balancing Work with Self-Care: Elegant and Intentional Practices
Libra in the sixth house emphasizes the importance of work-life balance and creating a sense of harmony between productivity and rest. You thrive when your work feels purposeful and aligned with your values, and your self-care practices are as intentional as your work routines.
Your glow-up involves infusing elegance into your self-care rituals. Pamper yourself with a skincare routine, indulge in aromatherapy, or spend time in a beautifully designed space that inspires relaxation. Activities like painting, reading, or attending cultural events can also rejuvenate your spirit.
Set clear boundaries around your work to avoid overcommitment. Libra energy benefits from creating a structured yet flexible schedule that allows you to focus on tasks while leaving room for creativity and leisure.
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𝐒𝐂𝐎𝐑𝐏𝐈𝐎 𝟔𝐓𝐇 𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐒𝐄
The sixth house governs health, daily routines, work habits, and service to others. With Scorpio ruling this house, your approach to these themes is intense, transformative, and deeply focused. Ruled by Mars and Pluto, Scorpio in the sixth house brings a magnetic and determined energy to your daily life, emphasizing the importance of holistic health, purposeful routines, and service that creates lasting impact. Your glow-up involves harnessing this intensity to transform your well-being, building empowering and meaningful routines, serving others with depth and compassion, and balancing your passion for work with practices that nurture your emotional and physical resilience.
Physical Health: Transformative and Empowering Wellness
Scorpio in the sixth house connects your physical health to transformation and emotional healing. You thrive on wellness practices that are intense and restorative, such as weightlifting, pilates, martial arts, or hot yoga. Activities that help you release pent-up energy and emotions are particularly beneficial for this placement.
To glow up your physical health, focus on practices that encourage both strength and renewal. Balance high-intensity workouts with deeply restorative ones, such as meditation, breathwork, or therapeutic massage. Scorpio energy thrives on the mind-body connection, so explore healing modalities like acupuncture, energy work, or somatic therapy.
Your diet can also be a key part of your transformation. Prioritize detoxifying, nutrient-rich foods and hydrate well to support your energy levels. Avoid extremes in your health routines and aim for practices that create sustainable vitality.
Routines: Empowering and Purposeful Habits
Scorpio in the sixth house thrives on routines that feel deeply meaningful and aligned with your goals for transformation and growth. You approach your daily habits with intensity and focus, often diving fully into what you’re passionate about.
Your glow-up involves creating routines that empower you while leaving space for flexibility. Start your day with a practice that grounds and energizes you, such as journaling about your goals, meditating, or setting an intention for transformation. Break larger tasks into actionable steps, and focus on completing them with precision and dedication.
While your intensity is a strength, avoid falling into all-or-nothing thinking. Incorporate small, sustainable changes into your routines that build momentum over time, and celebrate your progress along the way.
Service to Others: Transformative and Compassionate Contributions
Scorpio in the sixth house brings a deep desire to serve others in ways that are meaningful and transformative. You excel in roles that require emotional depth, intuition, and a commitment to creating change, often thriving in environments where you can make a profound impact on people’s lives.
To glow up in this area, focus on service opportunities that align with your values and passions. Volunteer in areas such as mental health advocacy, crisis intervention, or empowering marginalized communities. Your ability to connect deeply with others and offer solutions to complex problems makes you a powerful force for positive change.
Be mindful of maintaining boundaries while serving others. Scorpio energy has a tendency to absorb others’ emotions, so ensure you’re protecting your energy and taking time for self-care.
Balancing Work with Self-Care: Passionate yet Restorative Practices
Scorpio in the sixth house brings a passionate work ethic and a desire for mastery, but your glow-up involves ensuring that your intensity is balanced with moments of rest and emotional renewal. You thrive when your work feels purposeful, but burnout can occur if you push yourself too hard without pause.
Incorporate self-care practices that help you release stress and recharge. Activities like journaling, soaking in a hot bath, or spending time near water can help calm your mind and restore your energy. Practices like boundary-setting and mindfulness can also help you balance your emotional and physical needs.
Celebrate your accomplishments and progress, no matter how small, and remind yourself that rest is a crucial part of maintaining your transformative energy.
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𝐒𝐀��𝐈𝐓𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐔𝐒 𝟔𝐓𝐇 𝐇𝐎𝐔𝐒𝐄
The sixth house governs health, daily routines, work habits, and service to others. With Sagittarius ruling this house, your approach to these themes is adventurous, optimistic, and freedom-loving. Ruled by Jupiter, Sagittarius in the sixth house brings an expansive and dynamic energy to your daily life, emphasizing the importance of exploration, growth, and learning in your routines. Your glow-up involves cultivating physical health through adventurous practices, building flexible and purpose-driven routines, serving others with wisdom and generosity, and balancing your desire for freedom with consistent self-care.
Physical Health: Adventurous and Expansive Wellness
Sagittarius in the sixth house thrives on movement and exploration when it comes to physical health. You’re drawn to activities that feel dynamic and engaging, such as hiking, cycling, horseback riding, or group sports that combine fitness with fun and connection. Outdoor adventures are particularly energizing for this placement.
To glow up your physical health, focus on creating a fitness routine that allows for variety and spontaneity. Plan activities that inspire you to explore new places or try new challenges, such as participating in a charity run or joining an adventurous retreat.
Nourish your body with wholesome, energizing foods that support your active lifestyle. Sagittarius energy benefits from exploring global cuisines and incorporating diverse flavors and nutrients into your meals, making healthy eating both exciting and enjoyable.
Routines: Flexible and Purposeful Habits
Sagittarius in the sixth house approaches routines with a love for freedom and variety. You thrive when your schedule allows you to explore new ideas, skills, or opportunities, but maintaining consistency can sometimes feel restrictive.
Your glow-up involves designing routines that balance flexibility with purpose. Start your day with an inspiring practice, such as reading motivational material, meditating on your goals, or setting an intention for learning or growth. Use tools like calendars or goal-setting apps to keep track of your priorities without feeling overly constrained.
Incorporate activities into your day that align with your passion for exploration, such as learning a new skill, studying a subject that excites you, or engaging in creative brainstorming sessions. These habits not only keep your mind engaged but also help you stay motivated and fulfilled.
Service to Others: Generous and Visionary Contributions
Sagittarius in the sixth house makes you a natural mentor, teacher, or guide when serving others. You’re drawn to roles that involve sharing knowledge, expanding perspectives, or inspiring growth, often excelling in areas like education, community organizing, or international service initiatives.
To glow up in this area, focus on service opportunities that align with your values and passions. Volunteer for causes that promote learning, travel, or cultural exchange, or get involved in initiatives that advocate for freedom, justice, or empowerment. Your optimistic and enthusiastic nature inspires others to aim higher and dream bigger.
While your generosity is a strength, ensure you’re setting boundaries to avoid overextending yourself. Balance your passion for service with time to recharge and refocus on your personal goals.
Balancing Work with Self-Care: Expansive yet Grounded Practices
Sagittarius in the sixth house brings a love for exploration and growth to your work life, but your glow-up involves ensuring that your self-care is as dynamic and fulfilling as your ambitions. You thrive when your work feels purposeful and aligned with your long-term vision, but grounding yourself in consistent practices helps sustain your energy and focus.
Incorporate moments of adventure into your self-care routine, such as taking mini getaways, exploring a new hobby, or simply spending time outdoors to reset your mind and spirit. Practices like journaling about your aspirations or meditating on gratitude can help you stay connected to your goals and maintain a positive outlook.
Set boundaries in your work life to ensure that your desire to explore and expand doesn’t lead to overcommitment. Prioritize tasks that align with your values, and celebrate your progress as you move closer to your dreams.
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The sixth house governs health, daily routines, work habits, and service to others. With Capricorn ruling this house, your approach to these themes is disciplined, practical, and achievement-oriented. Ruled by Saturn, Capricorn in the sixth house brings a steady and structured energy to your daily life, emphasizing the importance of long-term planning, consistency, and mastery. Your glow-up involves prioritizing health through sustainable practices, building routines that enhance productivity and focus, serving others with responsibility and dedication, and balancing your ambitious nature with restorative self-care.
Physical Health: Grounded and Sustainable Wellness
Capricorn in the sixth house connects your physical health to discipline and structure. You thrive on wellness practices that are goal-oriented and results-driven, such as strength training, endurance exercises, or fitness plans that emphasize progress over time. You’re drawn to activities that build both physical and mental resilience.
To glow up your physical health, focus on creating a regimen that is both practical and sustainable. Set achievable goals and track your progress to stay motivated. Activities like hiking, weightlifting, or pilates can align well with Capricorn’s love for structure and strength-building.
Capricorn energy benefits from a nourishing and balanced diet that supports long-term health. Meal planning or preparing nutrient-rich dishes in advance can streamline your routine and help you stay on track. Prioritize consistency over intensity, ensuring that your practices are sustainable and fit seamlessly into your busy life.
Routines: Structured and Purposeful Habits
Capricorn in the sixth house thrives on routines that are efficient and goal-focused. You prefer schedules that maximize productivity while leaving room for steady progress toward long-term aspirations. Your practical nature makes you skilled at organizing your time and resources.
Your glow-up involves refining your daily routines to align with your ambitions. Begin your mornings with a practice that grounds and motivates you, such as reviewing your goals, setting priorities, or engaging in a calming ritual like meditation or journaling. Use tools like planners or productivity apps to keep track of your tasks and ensure you’re working efficiently.
While you value structure, avoid overloading your schedule. Incorporate small moments of relaxation or creative expression to balance your disciplined routines with emotional nourishment.
Service to Others: Responsible and Impactful Contributions
Capricorn in the sixth house makes you a reliable and dedicated presence in acts of service. You excel in roles that require organization, leadership, or problem-solving, often thriving in environments where your efforts create tangible results.
To glow up in this area, focus on service opportunities that align with your strengths. Volunteer in roles that involve mentorship, community development, or career guidance. Your ability to take initiative and bring structure to projects makes you a valuable asset in any service-oriented effort.
Be mindful of balancing your sense of duty with self-care. While your commitment is admirable, ensure that you’re not taking on too much responsibility or neglecting your own needs in the process.
Balancing Work with Self-Care: Disciplined yet Restorative Practices
Capricorn in the sixth house brings a strong work ethic and a drive for achievement, but your glow-up involves ensuring that your self-care routines are as consistent and intentional as your professional efforts. You thrive when your day includes moments of rest and rejuvenation, giving your mind and body time to recharge.
Incorporate self-care practices that feel grounding and restorative, such as a regular skincare routine, a calming tea ritual, or spending time in nature. Capricorn energy appreciates routines that serve a dual purpose, so consider activities that both relax and inspire you, like reading personal development books or taking mindful walks.
Set boundaries around your work to avoid burnout. Prioritize tasks that align with your goals, delegate where possible, and allow yourself time to celebrate your progress. Remember that self-care is an essential part of sustaining your success.
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The sixth house governs health, daily routines, work habits, and service to others. With Aquarius ruling this house, your approach to these themes is innovative, unconventional, and future-focused. Ruled by Saturn and Uranus, Aquarius in the sixth house brings a unique and progressive energy to your daily life, emphasizing the importance of individuality, community-oriented service, and modern solutions to maintaining well-being. Your glow-up involves embracing health practices that inspire curiosity and freedom, creating dynamic routines that evolve with your needs, serving others through visionary ideas, and balancing your fast-paced mind with grounding self-care.
Physical Health: Innovative and Dynamic Wellness
Aquarius in the sixth house thrives on wellness practices that are modern, engaging, and diverse. You’re drawn to activities that feel unique or cutting-edge, such as fitness apps, wearable health technology, or group classes with a social twist. Exercise routines that include variety, like circuit training or dance fusion classes, help keep your interest.
To glow up your physical health, explore innovative practices that challenge and inspire you. Try activities like aerial yoga, rock climbing, or team sports that encourage connection and movement. Aquarius energy thrives on intellectual stimulation, so learning the science behind fitness and health can keep you motivated.
Your diet benefits from exploring new ideas, such as plant-based eating, meal planning with smart apps, or trying global cuisines. Keep your approach flexible and aligned with your evolving preferences to sustain your energy and enthusiasm.
Routines: Adaptive and Visionary Habits
Aquarius in the sixth house approaches routines with creativity and a desire for freedom. You’re naturally drawn to systems that are adaptable and open to evolution, often preferring methods that prioritize efficiency and innovation over rigidity.
Your glow-up involves crafting routines that reflect your individuality and support your goals. Start your day with activities that stimulate your mind, such as journaling ideas, listening to thought-provoking podcasts, or setting intentions for creative problem-solving. Use digital tools like habit trackers or smart planners to keep your schedule organized without feeling constrained.
Balance your love for innovation with grounding practices. Incorporate small rituals that add stability to your day, such as taking regular breaks, hydrating consistently, or practicing mindfulness to keep your mind and body in sync.
Service to Others: Visionary and Inclusive Contributions
Aquarius in the sixth house brings a passion for serving others through forward-thinking and inclusive efforts. You excel in roles that involve technology, social innovation, or community-building, often thriving in environments where your unique ideas can create meaningful change.
To glow up in this area, focus on service opportunities that align with your visionary mindset. Volunteer for causes that promote sustainability, innovation, or social justice, or work on projects that connect people through shared ideals. Your ability to think outside the box makes you a catalyst for progress in any community or organization.
Be mindful of balancing your enthusiasm for change with practical steps to implement your ideas. Aquarius energy sometimes focuses on the big picture, so ensure your contributions are both inspiring and actionable.
Balancing Work with Self-Care: Grounded yet Inspired Practices
Aquarius in the sixth house often juggles a variety of interests and responsibilities, but your glow-up involves ensuring that your self-care supports both your fast-paced mind and your need for balance. You thrive when your work is meaningful and aligned with your values, but grounding yourself in consistent self-care practices is key to maintaining focus and well-being.
Incorporate activities into your self-care routine that recharge your energy while sparking creativity. Engage in stargazing, take nature walks, or indulge in hobbies like crafting or exploring futuristic concepts. Aquarius energy loves innovation, so experiment with tools like guided meditations or biofeedback devices to enhance relaxation.
Set boundaries around your work-life balance to avoid burnout. Prioritize tasks that align with your long-term vision, and make time for reflection to ensure your efforts remain aligned with your purpose.
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The sixth house governs health, daily routines, work habits, and service to others. With Pisces ruling this house, your approach to these themes is intuitive, compassionate, and often fluid. Ruled by Jupiter and Neptune, Pisces in the sixth house brings a dreamy and empathetic energy to your daily life, emphasizing the importance of holistic health, meaningful service, and routines that align with your emotional and spiritual well-being. Your glow-up involves nurturing your physical health through gentle and creative practices, building flexible routines that honor your intuition, serving others with compassion, and balancing your tendency to overextend with intentional self-care.
Physical Health: Gentle and Holistic Wellness
Pisces in the sixth house connects your physical health to your emotional and spiritual state. You thrive on wellness practices that feel soothing and restorative, such as yoga, tai chi, or swimming. Water-based activities, in particular, resonate deeply with Pisces energy, helping you recharge and reconnect.
To glow up your physical health, focus on gentle yet effective practices that nourish your body and mind. Incorporate activities like meditation, breathwork, or walking in nature to bring a sense of calm and flow into your day. Holistic healing methods, such as Reiki, acupuncture, or aromatherapy, can also support your well-being.
Nutrition should prioritize balance and variety, with an emphasis on hydrating foods and meals that uplift your energy. Avoid overindulging in foods or habits that sap your vitality, as Pisces energy can sometimes lean toward escapism.
Routines: Flexible and Soulful Habits
Pisces in the sixth house approaches routines with fluidity and intuition. You’re drawn to schedules that allow room for creativity, daydreaming, and emotional alignment, rather than rigid structures. While this adaptability is a strength, it can sometimes lead to disorganization or procrastination.
Your glow-up involves creating routines that feel flexible yet purposeful. Start your mornings with grounding practices like journaling, visualization, or setting a daily intention. Use creative tools, such as vision boards or apps with soothing visuals, to keep track of tasks while maintaining your intuitive flow.
Build moments of inspiration and joy into your day. Listen to uplifting music, surround yourself with calming scents, or take small breaks to recharge. By aligning your routines with your emotional and spiritual needs, you’ll stay productive without feeling overwhelmed.
Service to Others: Compassionate and Healing Contributions
Pisces in the sixth house makes you a deeply empathetic and intuitive presence in acts of service. You excel in roles that involve caregiving, emotional support, or creative problem-solving, often thriving in environments where you can bring healing or inspiration to others.
To glow up in this area, focus on service opportunities that align with your compassionate nature. Volunteer for roles in mental health, the arts, or environmental causes, or consider contributing to initiatives that address societal or spiritual needs. Your ability to connect with others on a soul level makes your contributions truly transformative.
While your desire to help is a gift, be mindful of maintaining boundaries to avoid emotional burnout. Balance your efforts by taking time to recharge and reconnect with yourself.
Balancing Work with Self-Care: Intuitive yet Grounded Practices
Pisces in the sixth house often takes on the emotional weight of others, making self-care essential to maintaining balance. Your glow-up involves prioritizing practices that support both your emotional sensitivity and your physical vitality.
Incorporate grounding rituals into your self-care, such as a warm bath with essential oils, mindfulness exercises, or creative activities like painting or journaling. These practices can help you release stress and stay connected to your inner peace.
Set boundaries in your work life to ensure you’re not overcommitting or neglecting your own needs. Use gentle reminders or alarms to stay on track with tasks while giving yourself the freedom to work at your own pace. Pisces energy thrives when work feels meaningful and aligned with your purpose.
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⋆˚࿔ a new canvas means a new you 𝜗𝜚˚⋆
a mini series on the art of becoming a better you
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chapter two — THE ART OF SELF CONFIDENCE
i’ve touched on this topic before, but i wanted to do more of an in-depth deep dive into it! self confidence isn’t just about how you feel about your physical self, but it’s also about how you feel about your mental and emotional self; how you feel about your soul and the aura that surrounds you. self confidence can start at your physical self, like your looks, your style, etc. but reaching a true, deeper meaning of having confidence you have to dig deeper into your mind, heart, and soul.
references on self confidence:
“a guide to building confidence” - by me!
“study yourself to become confident” - thewizardliz
“the ultimate guide to becoming confident” - alessya farrugia
“rewiring your subconscious: guide to becoming your dreamiest self” - @glowettee
“building confidence” - @goddessinnerglow
ᥫ᭡. different types of confidence
in alessya farrguia’s youtube video, she discusses the 3 different types of self confidence: physical, social, and authentic confidence. i highly recommend watching her video! she makes really phenomenal points in her discussion!
i’d like to highlight some key points she made in her video:
physical confidence: “stop comparing your behind the scenes to everyone else’s highlights.”
social confidence: “confidence isn’t thinking ‘i know someone will like me’, it’s ‘i know it won’t bother me if they don’t’.”
authentic confidence: “true confidence means trusting yourself”
but i’d like to add mental & emotional confidence. the mentality that you have and how you feel about yourself plays a huge role in self confidence. having a mindset that makes you feel secure and having emotions toward yourself that are positive will help you become more confident. it also helps, immensely, to be in a headspace that makes you feel comfortable being you, that brings you joy, and that brings you peace. being able to have a good relationship with your own emotions can uplift you!
mental confidence:
destress & decompress — when your mind is weighed down by stress, you start to feel overwhelmed. that overwhelming feeling can cause your mind to break down and make you think that you won’t be capable of recovering from that stress. it’s important to manage your stress and remind yourself that you are capable of overcoming anything that’s causing you those feelings! stress is one of those things that make you feel like everything is impossible, but that’s only a feeling. it’s like having a bad dream, while you’re experiencing that dream it might feel too real and sometimes it may even be scary, but then you wake up and you realize that you’re safe. think of stress as just a bad dream, the feeling is only ever temporary and as soon as you manage it/overcome it you’ll be safe again. and, as a bonus, once you overcome that stress, you feel more secure within yourself and you’re reminded that, yes, everything is going to be okay and you are more than capable of overcoming those feelings!
practice mindfulness within yourself — “mindfulness is the practice of paying attention to the present moment without judgement.” with that being said, practice paying attention to yourself without any judgement. focus on how you’re feeling, what your current thoughts are; focus on you without judging yourself. learn to accept yourself as you are within that present moment and try to steer away from making quick, negative judgements about yourself. yes, you can judge yourself, but do so in a way that’s productive! judge your mental and emotional state, are you in a headspace that is ideal to you? judge your health, do you feel like there needs to be any changes in your lifestyle, diet, or activity level to better your body in a healthy manner? judge yourself, is there anything about yourself that you still need to work on or are there characteristics of yourself that you take pride in?
emotional confidence:
emotional intelligence — this is key to gaining emotional confidence. i recommend this video by The Glow Up Secrets Podcast on youtube! the host brings up so many wonderful and insightful points on becoming emotionally intelligent! being able to self-regulate and to understand exactly what you’re feeling can help you gain confidence in yourself. people will always pride themselves in their intelligence, so let being emotionally intelligent be the intelligence you pride yourself in!
ᥫ᭡. self-acceptance
people have this idea that self-acceptance is just settling for who you are, and well, that’s not really the case— at least in my eyes. learning to accept yourself as you are now will make it easier for you in your self improvement journey. we all want to become the “it-girl/person”, but a lot of us will look for quick fixes or even go towards trying unhealthy habits. allowing yourself to accept who you are right in this moment can be a first step towards becoming the person you strive to be.
accept your insecurities. accept your failures. accept your body as it is right now. accept your faults. then take all of that acceptance and turn it into a learning experience for yourself. learn that your insecurities only become insecurities because of that negative self-talk. learn that you cannot grow without any failures. learn what exactly it is that your body needs to become healthier and better for yourself.
accept yourself, then learn from yourself.
ᥫ᭡. manifestations & affirmations
we can make our dream selves become the reality. there’s so many amazing posts here on tumblr about manifesting, so go look into them! if we believe it, we can have it. you have to believe that you have confidence. you have to affirm yourself that you are confident. people, myself included, talk about “faking it til you make it”, but when you really think about it, the more you repeat these manifestations and affirmations the more it starts to feel true and real to yourself.
this also ties into positive self-talk. we have to speak to ourselves kindly, we have to uplift ourselves in a world that brings us down. talk to yourself with grace, gratitude, and genuine appreciation. you have gotten yourself through countless hardships. sure, there were probably people who helped you out on the way, but at the end of it, it was mostly your own doing that got you to a better place. so appreciate and love that about yourself!
grab a journal and write down all your manifestations and affirmations daily. writing it all down is like setting it in stone. be consistent, and soon enough all that you want for yourself— including self confidence— will come into fruition.
ᥫ᭡. take pride
think of it this way: no one can be you. people can try to imitate you, but they can never truly be you. take pride in how you look because no one has features like yours, take pride in your work because no one worked the way you did, take pride in your accomplishments because no one worked in the same way that you did to achieve those things; take pride in yourself. as cheesy and cliché as it all sounds, there’s literally no one else who is like you.
ᥫ᭡. find a deeper understanding for yourself
this point is heavily inspired by thewizardliz’s video “study yourself to become confident” (linked in the beginning of the chapter). i just want to reiterate her points and expand on them a little bit! her beginning statement includes: “once you know who you are, no one can tell you anything”.
i feel like we all understand ourselves to a certain degree. but understanding yourself on a deeper, more personal level will allow you to truly feel confident. in her video, liz talks about understanding and even studying ourselves to understand what we like/dislike, what we accept/don’t accept, etc. and i genuinely feel like she brings up a really great point in doing so!
we, as humans, feel like we know what we want for ourselves rather than actually knowing what we want for ourselves. we feel like certain people bring us joy, we feel like certain hobbies make us happy, we feel like we understand ourselves. but, in reality, most times we don’t actually know those things about ourselves.
people we surround ourselves with
we think that certain friends/partners bring us joy because we’re taught, sometimes unintentionally, to allow people to make us feel like we have to conform to them and their wants and needs. we don’t know that some of these people in our lives might actually be bringing us and our confidence down.
hobbies people partake in
we think that doing certain things, like drinking or hook-up culture, make us feel happy or satisfied with ourselves. but we don’t know or we’re not aware of how those hobbies, or even habits, might be destroying us physically, mentally, and even emotionally.
behaviors we accept
we think that if we accept certain behaviors that we’ll get more people to like us or get brownie points with a specific person, but we don’t know that accepting bad/poor behavior diminishes our strength and respect for ourself.
this all takes us back to chapter one: THE ART OF LETTING GO. the toxic people we surround ourselves with unknowingly, the hobbies we take part in unknowingly, the behaviors we accept unknowingly; that all needs to be let go of!
we have to truly understand ourselves and truly know exactly what we want for ourselves to gain the confidence we long for. without knowing yourself, you won’t understand how to find and feel genuine self confidence.
ᥫ᭡. final notes
at a certain point, confidence should feel like it comes naturally, but to even get to that point there’s a lot of work that needs to be put into ourselves. especially when a lot of us start off with almost no confidence at all, it can be extremely challenging to even wake up in the morning and think, “i can do this”. you have to be willing to put in the work for yourself. you have to be willing to have patience with yourself. you have to be willing to advocate for yourself. you have to be willing to do all of this for you, and you alone. you can be confident— and confidence will come to you! you’re more than capable of doing so, babe. believe in yourself like you would believe in someone you love and care for.
with lots of love, juno 🌷
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