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I have this Spooky month story idea for the Human AU
Hailey Knight (Halloween Knight): *chasing after Sugar Breath*
Bartleby: Here she goes again.. Chasing after some random guy in a dragon costume..
Francis (Frostferatu): Why is she not chasing after me?! I am the Prince of Darkness!!
Dylan: Uhh, guys.. There's something behind us..
Sweet Fang, in the corner: *menacing stare and smiling creepily*
(idk if Sweet Fang's human or an animal unless.. he's something else..)
Bartleby: *sigh* him again...
Dylan: what do we do?
Bartleby: stay calm, I think I have some chocolate in my pockets
Dylan: chocolate? For what?!
Bartleby: you'll see... Hey! *Throws chocolate at him* this what you wanted right?
Sweet Fang: *devours it immediately*
Hailey Knight: *noticed Sweet Fang*
Sweet Fang: !!!
(oh absolutely a human in a costume)
#transformers botbots#working on a transformers au#botbots#tf botbots#burgertron#dimlit#frostferatu#halloween knight#sugar breath#sweet fang#humanformers#human au
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I think it was about a month into dating my betrothed that I first turned to them and said, “You smell hungry, want to get some lunch?”
“I what? I smell hungry?”
“Yeah, like, the empty smell. Aren’t you hungry?”
They were, but it was hard for them to accept smelling a state of being. After a few weeks of me pointing it out right before they realized it themself though they asked, “What does hunger smell like?”
“Bad.”
“That’s not helpful.”
“It’s like… an emptiness that goes past the mouth? Bad breath is more upfront but hunger is like you’re smelling stomach acid, it’s all the way from an empty belly.”
They started smelling my mouth in exaggerated silly fashion but eventually they did start to recognize it.
They’re now very smug when they get to use the skill back at me and inform me that I’m hungry.
#ramblies#my betrothed#it’s like low blood sugar maybe?#I remember the first time I clocked it was in high school sitting next to a kid who only ate candy and his meds and his breath reeked#the hunger in him was great and powerful
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katsuki hates black coffee. it's so obvious it's almost painful. the face he makes when it's done brewing, the way it takes him taking a deep breath and chugging the entire thing in one go to finish and the deep, deep sigh he let's out afterwards.
it's obvious, too obvious. you know it, he knows it.
but he insists on drinking it every single day.
every morning he makes it exactly the same and you just cannot understand why. and you're determined to find out.
today you're both off work. it's been happening less frequently and you couldn't be happier to spend time with your man today. he must've been dead tired, because you woke up before him and his alarm, that he has even though he always manages to wake up before it rings, so you sneakily turn it off and escape from his bear like grip to sneak to the kitchen.
like the great, amazing, loving partner you are, you decide to make him breakfast in bed. you know that despite him not liking overly sweet foods, he still likes him some sugar. you make him pancakes like you know he likes, a family recipe you still haven't told him. you know it's a bit petty, but if he found out he'd probably be able to replicate them to a t immediately and you like taking care of him, and you like the feeling that bubbles in your chest when he groans happily when the food hits his tastebuds and he gobbles it up.
your secret stays safe with you for now.
tray in hand and returning to your bedroom, you're surprised but definitely happy to see him still asleep when you're done. you smile, he truly does deserve the rest after all the work he'd done. you place the tray onto your night stand, running your hands over his eyebrows and slowly running over his messed up hair, thumbing at his hairline. his eyebrows slowly furrow as he tries to lean into it, cheek smudged against the pillow.
"baby.." you sing, katsuki grumbles, shoving his head into his pillow.
"katsuki.." you giggle, running your hand over his back to ease him into waking up. he flips around in an instant, raising an arm up and stretching, his other arm reaches for yours. you give it to him, he squeezes your hand and runs his other one through his hair.
"hi.." you chirp sweetly, katsuki grunts in response, squeezing your hand again in greeting.
"..how long've you been up ?" he asks, voice still deep and gruff from just waking up.
"about an hour.." you respond quietly, easily talking and not in a rush for once. katsuki's eyebrows furrow in confusion and his head whips towards his phone, grabbing it and checking his alarm that had been mysteriously turned off. he turns to squint at you and you giggle, he pinches your thigh and mutters out a "dummy.."
he sniffs the air when he registers the smell of pancakes, and his head quickly zips over to the tray you'd placed there for him. his ears turn pink "you didn't have to do this." you notice how he refrains from adding an affectionate insult towards the end of his sentence, you laugh.
"i know, but i wanted to. now eat up before it gets cold !" you grinned. katsuki sighs, a soft smile pulling at his face before he ducks his head, grabbing the tray and placing it in his lap. his eyes close the moment he gets a bite and your heart beats hard against your chest.
"you seem to be enjoying that." you say cheekily.
" 'm gonna get that recipe outta you one day." he vowed, pointing his fork at you, he groans when he gets another bite "so fuckin' good.." he mutters to himself between bites. you chortle.
after swallowing a few bites in silence, katsuki smacks his lips before he talks again "you just gonna watch me eat ?"
"i'm liking this view," you respond, leaning against your hand and sighing dramatically. katsuki rolls his eyes, an unmistakable blush crosses his cheeks before he's beckoning you over with a 'come here' motion, picking a piece of pancake onto his fork and placing a hand underneath the other as he brings it closer to your lips. "open up," he orders, and you do, tasting your work. you hum happily, and he watches you intently as you do. his eyes drift over to the mug still untouched on the nightstand.
a mug of coffee. black.
he frowns almost immediately, you don't need to look away to know why. you see how he tries to fix his face immediately, you assume so as not to hurt your feelings, your heart warms just a bit more. but you can't help but tease him.
"better drink it before it gets cold.." you sing, trying to sound unbothered. katsuki's grunt borders on a whine as he places his tray to the side. he picks up the mug, making sure to scowl at the black liquid inside, he inhales, before gulping it up quickly.
only to stop, eyebrows furrowing curiously at the flavour.
"it's--"
"good ?" you smile knowingly, you lean back a bit, pressing your legs to your chest and wrapping your arms around your legs. you swing slightly side to side.
katsuki slowly blinks at you "what d'you.."
"i put some sugar in it." you admit, you see how katsuki's face drops, eyebrows flying to his hairline. "katsuki, we both know you don't like it plain black. i don't see why you can't just have some sugar in it." you shrug "i know you've got your diet, but it won't kill you."
he leans back, shrinking into the headboard like he'd been caught committing a crime. his lips pull up into a frown.
"i know that, that's not the problem.." he downs the rest of his drink and he sighs afterwards, it almost sounds like a sigh of relief. it makes you snort. "then what is ?"
"i dunno..hadn't had it in a while and figured i'd try it again, see if i like it."
"but you clearly don't."
"i'd get used to it then." he shrugs.
"katsuki.." you sigh, "you don't have to, you know. nothin' wrong with a little sugar." you tease. honestly, you found it cute. you know he's stubborn and he doesn't give up, even against his own body. you'd seen it happen multiple times, but with something so simple as black coffee was pretty funny.
you think, maybe, he's trying to be more grown up. you remember he tried black coffee back in high school and hated it so bad it ruined his mood for the entire day. maybe, he thought he should like it now since he's graduated and he's an adult. it was sweet, just like how he liked his coffee. and it was so him. you want him to know he doesn't have to change a thing, he's perfectly okay and adult as he is now, coffee plain or sugary. with cream or without or with a sweet treat from the bakery next door.
"course i know that." he mutters after a while, smacking his lips when the taste of his coffee still lingers on his tongue. he places it and the tray back on the nightstand. he grabs your hand, pulling you closer to have you sit in his lap. "so come give me some." he smirks at your flustered expression. one hand reaches the back of your neck to pull you closer, his other hand at the small of your back for the same purpose.
"you just ate and you still haven't brushed your teeth, mister." you run your finger in circles over his chest. he gets hot quickly in the night so he likes to sleep shirtless, your hand runs over the shape of the scar on his shoulder. katsuki snorts, sharp teeth on display as he smirks.
"so ? you know you always wanna kiss me." and he smirks because he knows he's right. you huff, but lean down to kiss him anyway, muttering a quick "shut up," before silencing him. he snickers against your mouth and it doesn't take him long to deepen the kiss, you squeal when he flips you over, laying you right back in bed.
"thanks for breakfast." he says against your lips, leaning back in before you could respond "you're not gettin' away anymore, though. you're gonna spend the day here with me, where you're supposed to be." he drops onto you and you let out an "oof !" at the pro hero mass dropped onto you. you grip his shoulders as he kisses from your cheek to your ear.
"d'you like breakfast ?" you breathe out.
"you know i did, don't make me say it again." he grunts out, biting your cheek when you giggle "now i'd like to spend some time with my girl." he mumbles against your shoulders, voice muffled. you giggle, bring his head up to press your lips to his again.
and they taste sweet, just how you like them.
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#i believe in sugar lover katsuki#to clear things up i do feel like he likes sweets but when its teewwww sweet it makes him feel sick#i genuinely think he cant stand black coffee#hates the smell hates the stink on his breath afterwards hates to drink it hate HATE HATE HATE#am i projecting ? who cares he's mine#bakugou katsuki x reader#katsuki bakugou x reader#bakugo fluff#bakugou imagine#bakugou x reader#katsuki x reader#katsuki bakugo x reader#bakugou katsuki#katsuki bakugo fluff#bakugou katuski x reader#bakugou drabble#bakugou fluff#bakugou x you#katsuki x you#katsuki x y/n#bakugou x y/n#bakugou x kirishima#bakugou x fem!reader#bakugo x y/n#bakugo x you#bakugo x reader#bakugo x female reader#tehehe i actually really like this#not proofread but will fix later !#just had a lil girly idea
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i am craving a steve with boundary issues.. he either won't let you pay for a cheap coffee in a paper cup because he doesn't like owing anyone anything or your crimes are his crimes and whoever tries to take you away better be prepared to KILL him first
#actually this is kind of like arei's sugar baby steve fic#it's called the year you were mine if anyone hasn't read it yet 😌#in which tony says they need to set some boundaries and#steve says NO I WANT TO BREATHE THE EXACT SAME AIR YOU BREATHE AND IF YOU LEAVE MY SIGHT I'M GOING TO LOSE IT#not verbatim#if anyone has more steve with boundary issues please send it to me 🫣#steve rogers#*#text*
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Alley Cat.
includes— hawks x reader. minors dni. hurt/comfort.
warnings— ptsd. trauma. panic. abuse. breathing exercises. genuinely be careful.
Cats are never offered the benefit of the fucking doubt.
Selfish, standoffish, distrustful; all labels from those who's hand the cat rejects. But strays wander the gutters of society, and they see man for all it tries to hide amongst itself. You show your true colors around an animal, they say.
When you claw at the cotton of his shirt, desperate for the touch of a human you miraculously deemed safe, Keigo cannot help but be reminded of a stray cat left clawing for safety.
"I can't fucking take this anymore," you sob and wrack your breaths, clutching the fabric of his shirt. He lets you for a moment, lets you wet his clothes with tears, evidence of the pain he aches to take away. "I can't do this– everyone, Kei'. It hurts– you have to believe me, please believe me–"
He hushes you, walking you backwards with his thumbs rubbing soothing circles at the crest of your cheeks, until the back of your knees hits the soft of the mattress below. He crouches down, sharp yet gentle eyes demanding your current attention. Your eyes are wide, sitting stiff and pupils blown. He holds up a single finger for you to focus on, speaking with calm authority.
"Baby. Baby, look at me. Just like that," he visibly softens when you eye his movement, the hand in front of you swaying like the simplest foliage in a breeze. Careful and attentive, you place your trust in him; in its entirety, its sacred entirety. He'll never take that for granted.
All the riches in the world at his disposal never mattered to him. It can't, never could compete when held to the light of what you offer.
Your trust. You trust him with the crumbling heart you shield from the world. Everyone but him gets bared jaws and wild, gnashed teeth.
To you, your defensive snarls are an ugly sound; but to him, it can't be. Not when the mere sight of him, and only him, could get the stray cat of your heart to calm its raised hairs and cease to hiss.
"Thank you, baby. Still with me?" You shudder. You can't nod right now, but that's fine. "You're safe with me. We're going to breathe, okay?"
He asks it like a guiding question, but with the undercurrent of an order.
Stable. Perfect.
Breathing... Breathing is easy, right? You muse to yourself through gulping breaths. Keigo knows how to breathe. Keigo is good at breathing. He'll teach you.
"With me, okay?" He smells like oak. Warm, sunny oak. "In through your nose, fill your belly first. Deep. Then your chest. Count to five with me," he instructs, breathing along like the gentlest visual guide. "Hold for five. Perfect. Now exhale, get the air out your chest first. Then the belly, push out firm, get all the air out. Do that with me for five seconds."
He smiles approvingly, eyes twinkling at the firm furrow of your brow. His perfect sweetheart, trying so good for him. "There we are. Hold for five again before you inhale. And repeat."
You follow his footsteps, like the clumsiest dance. As the clock ticks by, your lightheadedness calls your attention.
You clutch at the fuzzy sleeves of his hero costume's coat. "Feels a bit dizzy."
"Good," he beams. "That means it's working."
"K-Kei'," you stutter still. Calmer, but stuttering still. "S-Sor– I'm s-sorry."
You feel a gentle kiss at the corner of each eye. The saltiness of your tears doesn't deter him one bit. "Nothin' to be sorry for, dove. I've got you."
What feels like eons of comfortable silence drapes the room, covers your shoulders like the thickest shield of feathers. You don't even notice the tangible, real ones, the ones from his wings, surrounding you for the longest time; like they're meant to be there. Meant to shield you away from the ghastly realities and pinpricks that crawl up your spine.
Distantly, it occurs to him that perhaps he was always meant to protect you. Nothing else in his life has ever felt so natural. He was never asked to do this, never made to. His soul beckons him to you, to be the shade of your resting tree.
Sturdy and firm and earthy, you think. You can nestle by the roots, press against the grounding bark for stability. The leaves of his feathers will shade you here, the branches of his wings swaying with a gentleness that masks the power of a great oak.
Even stray cats don't belong in gutters. Even if they can survive, scrape out alive, that isn't where they're meant to be. Before man built cities from scaffolds, the cat was free to roam nature as its own. It was free to rest.
"I don't understand," you start with an enraged quiver lacing your throat. "Why it has to be this way. Why people hurt people. Why everyone around me is dangerous."
Keigo knows. He's seen too much with his own eyes to doubt what you say. Wordlessly, he lifts you into his lap, scooting toward the corner of the bed that faces the wall. You'll feel safer by something sturdy.
In the barely there light dripping from the open window, you feel the breeze drifting inside. You want to close it. You know Keigo wouldn't let you. Fresh air is good for you.
"Why? Why do we accept it? I don't understand what is wrong with people."
He hums, interlacing your fingers with his. He watches the downturn of your eyes, marvels at how they sit in the shade of your lashes; those same lashes that are beaded with far too old tears.
"I can't promise answers, dove." He swallows thick; it's a contemplative action before he steels his voice, firmer and more resolved than you've ever heard. "But I can promise I'll protect you."
The furrow of his brow, the righteous rage on your behalf lacing his tone, is all you need to know how serious he is. He speaks with the finality you could only expect from a man as dedicated to his mission as Keigo himself.
"As long as you'll let me protect you, no one will touch a hair on your head. That's a promise."
#youre supposed to breath in for 6 or 7 but im asthmatic#Wrote this in the middle of a moment. Ignore errors and lack of proofreading.#keigo is probably trained in this stuff#might delete this idk#🖋 writing#🍧 sugar#hawks x reader#keigo takami x reader#bnha x reader#mha x reader
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Living in Paldea rn and can confirm: Paldeans are built different. They put olive oil and a bit of cheese in a sandwich and call it a day
//HEY NONONONO I have to answer personally to this. Toasted bread with olive oil and cheese SLAPS. But a Sandwich with Kiwi, Noodles and Chorizo is an abomination against nature and Arceus itself. In this esaay I will-
#//i dont like paldea or gen 9 thats why i barely interact with stuff about that onrol#but BUT i will defend cheese with my dying breaths#//(all of this is lighthearted. im not mad at anon)#mod talks#pokeblogging#pokemon irl#ask#rotomblr#pokemon rp#//someone here has never eaten breat with olive oil and sugar and it shows
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"And her eyes were like amber; rich and honey-like with a bit of gold in them. Every time they rested on mine, I would breathe a little less and see a little more."
"...who am I kidding; I'd do it all again."
Ashley Kutcher
#poetry#poema#life#love#art#heart#romance#romantic#relationships#quote#quotes#soulmate#soulmates#relationship#couple#Spotify#music#lyrics#ashley kutcher#do it all again#always#forever#brown#tan#honey#amber#gold#brown sugar#breathe#ocean
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they have never been serious.
#i am ignoring thé serious parts#you enjoy putting shichimi spice on strawberries just because you think similar colours pair well together#that also goes for putting sugar on rice and soup base on youkan#gasp. and now you’re eating a hard boiled egg with the shell on i wish you’d just die already!!#you’re completely useless until we meet the enemy. just shut up and don’t say anything#also your pulse and your breathing are both annoying please do your best to stop#…not breathing…ding#sorry i quote that line in my head all the time#i woukd make a gif of it too for this but. im lazy so maybe next time#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bsd jouno#bsd tetchou#suegiku#bsd gift#saigiku jouno#tetchou suehiro#jouno saigiku#bsd tecchou#bsd tetcho
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さよーならまたいつか! | Kenshi Yonezu
誰かと恋に落ちて また砕けて やがて離れ離れ 口の中はたと血が滲んで 空に唾を吐く 瞬け羽を広げ 気儘に飛べ どこまでもゆけ 100年先も憶えてるかな 知ら��えけれど さよーならまたいつか!
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Fall in love, only to be crushеd once again And eventually, go our sеparate ways Blood seeps in my mouth without warning And I spit into the sky Spread your wings and soar Fly away to wherever your heart desires Would we remember in 100 years? Who cares? So long and see you again!
#さよーならまたいつか!#sayonara#sayonara mata itsuka !#米津玄師#kenshi yonezu#音楽#gif#my gifs#god this mv is so much fun !#amidst all of the destruction#shattered glass & flying chairs#there goes kenshi yonezu#strolling around#the further back it rewinds the more confident & cheeky he becomes which is such an interesting contrast not just to the events in the mv#but the kind of biting yet light lyrics in the song itself#sooo good !!!#i've been reading a lot of the interviews he's done recently & i gotta give him kudos for questioning why he was approached - as a man -#for a tv show about female struggle for recognition & acceptance in a male dominated field#how he then incorporated the stories of his female friends into the song & acknowledged advantages he may have#he also touches on some other topics like the transience of the human condition & how it matters in one on one relationships#idk ! i liked his perspective 🧐#also ! on the root beer discourse !!#pleasantly surprised that he enjoyed it so much 😭#i am very much pro root beer#most of my friends sadly are anti :(#but i would drink sleep & breathe root beer if not for the sugar content#now i just wonder if he tried just the plain stuff or a float#it makes a big difference you see
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Hey y'all! Weird question time, not really a medical question, more a question about doctors office response times? Below a read more in case you want to skip it:
So, last week I may or may not have passed out*, in a way different to the times I may or may not (almost definitely have) passed out before, because this time my blood pressure was not low and my heart rate was not high. I am someone with a long history of cardiac-adjacent issues, endocrine and/or brain related issues, and neurological issues**. I called my primary care doctor early afternoon on Wednesday and did not hear back from his office until after 5pm on Thursday, though the very helpful nurse I spoke to at the front desk squeezed me in for an appointment with a different doc at the same location on Thursday morning. I called my neurologist at the same time Wednesday, and I did not hear back from their office until today, the following Monday. They also were not calling to schedule an appointment. They were calling to see if I'd gotten my referral to an ENT that they send in five months ago, and mentioned they'd gotten my message that I'd "had an incident". I had to get transferred to someone else and say "I saw my primary care doctor already because you did not return my messages and I'd passed out. He did some bloodwork that all turned up normal and told me to talk to my neurologist" before they even considered getting me an appointment (which they did not do! They said they'd call me back tomorrow!) The question: Is that an unreasonable response time? It feels like an unreasonable response time to me, from both my PCP and my neurologist, honestly. Like, the nurse at the PCP's facility got me in to see another doctor, but my PCP didn't know and didn't respond for over a day, and my neurologist took five days and wouldn't schedule an appointment. I suspect the combo of past history of heart and neurological issues and passing out for the first time in years should be the sort of thing that rings alarm bells, right? *when I felt like I was going to fall down if I did not immediately lie down, I chose to lie down and had my eyes closed while lying down and I think I lost time? hard to tell though **I have tachycardia but it's never ever out of rhythm, so technically I don't have heart issues? The tachycardia tends to alarm new doctors though, like I get an express pass to an EKG immediately at the ER. The endocrine and/or brain issue is the salt wasting syndrome. Might be endocrine! Might be brain damage! Hard to tell! Thought it was endocrine for a long time but there's overlap. The neurological issues are migraines and brain fog.
#the person behind the yarn#I am okay! mostly!#pretty sure this is a salt issue#and I'm just not getting the salt warning signs (low blood pressure) because I'm on other meds for that#it could also be blood sugar. can't rule that out because both times it happened downstairs#and my blood sugar tester thing was upstairs and I Was Not climbing stairs#but like. not ideal!! would like doctors to return my damn messages faster!#I know they are overworked and underpaid and short staffed but like#what am I supposed to do? my doc back in California would usually see me same day (I know that's above and beyond)#but when he couldn't fit me in he would give me specific symptoms or thresholds to watch for#and say okay see me tomorrow/the next day but if you get worse or this specific thing happens#go the the urgent care and tell them I said you need a breathing treatment (or whatever it was)
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Every spooky month
Halloween Knight: Come back here you fiend!
Sugar Breath: *screams and runs*
Bailey (Bemyne): Here she goes again..
Dylan: Wait, why's she chasing a guy in a candy corn dragon costume?
Bartleby: Who knows.. We don't even know who's the guy in the costume!
Dylan: wait really?
Bailey and Bartleby: mhm
#transformers botbots#working on a transformers au#botbots#tf botbots#deepfried answers#burgertron#bemyne#dimlit#humanformers#human au#halloween knight#sugar breath
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ଘ(੭*ˊᵕˋ)੭* ੈ♡‧₊˚
#💙 sugar life posting 🌙#Prince Sidon#Nintendo#bottle openers#bottle opener#shiny#red#blue#white#gold#gifsets#gifs#The Legend of Zelda#The Legend of Zelda: Breath of the Wild#The Legend of Zelda: Tears of the Kingdom#Tears of the Kingdom#Breath of the Wild#BotW#TotK#TLoZ#TLoZ:BotW#TLoZ:TotK#stimmy#stim#stimming#stimblr#gamercore#gaming#video games#bottles
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i think growing up is just life repeatedly sucker punching you and saying bitch you thought things were gonna better lmao no you're so naive and stupid for having hope in 20 years the world will be flaming bag of garbage and no matter how hard you work you'll get eliminated at some point
#and then you just have to get up and keep living anyway because what else is there to do?#but man my heart keeps feeling heavier with every blow#2024 has literally been the worst year ever god personally too#like everytime i think it can't possibly get worse than this it does#i remember literally 9th jan i had such a horrible breakdown in an auto because the first friend i ever made#after school was leaving my work and therefore my life#9 days into the year. seriously. and i was so happy on 8th because it was my birthday#i don't know im trying hard to think okay this doesn't even affect me it's fine im privileged enough that even my own countrys politics#barely affects me#but just. india is already so behind in everything. if developed nations are doing shit like this then well#it will never get better right like who do we even strive to be#i want to get more into indian politics but my god. it's so horrifying and depressing all the time#like i remember resolving to follow politics closely few years ago and the first news#i read was about some minister talking about how girls skirts lengths IN SCHOOL is the reason boys do sa and boys will be boys etc etc#i know i could just follow business news stuff like that god knows it'll help in my field but it just. doesn't resonate with me doesn't#make me feel anything at all. like i so desperately want to care about ooh stock markets and how to grow your money etc etc#but when i think about being rich enough to invest idle money all i can think is sitting in my own home peacefully#drinking a glass of cold coffee and just being able to breathe freely because me and my sister used to joke in childhood#when dad went thru a coffee v bad for health phase and he wouldn't let us drink it so we would drink it very sneakily#at night when he was asleep or went out for an hour and make absolutely no noise while mixing the sugar. we said that we know#we'll* know we have achieved true freedom and happiness in life when we can peacefully drink cold coffee in the hall and not secretly#in the dead of night in our room#i don't even know what im talking about and my period is late again and nothing is working and my lazer focus#that i had built in the past few weeks is gone because suddenly im like what is the point????#i just don't understand how the fuck humans can fight over stupid fucking things like who is kissing who and who is doing what with their#body instead of focusing on collective issues like our planet is dying so fucking fast and every summer is getting impossibler to survive#i hate that the united states control the UN fuck this world fr man i hate being born in such horrible helpless times#like call me a kid or dumb or whatever but i cannot understand how MILLIONS of people do not#have sympathy for ppl around them and who don't care about the planet at all like how????? how did you grow up????#not trying to boast but this is so natural to me!!! didn't you make save water save earth posters in school!!! didn't anyone
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stupid fucking titty window distracted me on my first few watches (don,xt talk to me ok) but he has his hand held behind his back here... clutching his chips for dear life.. hiding the way he's shaking.........
#oh kakavasha for a guy who actively risks his life in hopes that something will finally just fucking kill him#and who is so sure of the value of his life (nothing) you sure are very scared to die huh#think it's like. he wants to die because he doesn't want this life and given his track record it seems death is his only way out#but he wants A life#but he doesn't really believe that's possible at this point so he just gets more and more reckless#how far can he go until his lucky streak finally runs out...?#but he wants a life!!!!! why can't his luck ever give him the opportunity to claim his freedom and have A LIFE!!!!!#also he's just like. scared. natural fears#he doesn't want it to hurt. he doesn't want to suffer more right before he breathes his last breath#and he's scared of the unknown aspect of it. what's after this? where will his existence go? will anyone even remember him?#will anyone even care?#he seems to be more at peace with the unknown and the 'pointless' struggle against death after his conversation with acheron#now he just needs to finish surviving his last gamble.. and maybe he can have A life#ok brain turned off my blood sugar just dropped ibcan't finish this coherently#AVENTURINE. AUSGH
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My Assassin - Cub
#oc#anju#my assasin lives beneath my bed he tells me things that havent happened yet#his breath is warm his hands are clean his skin is made of sugar sweet enough to eat
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I just thought about a convo me and my friend @nellietrelawney had about WoT s2 and I was like "son like mother pushing away friends cause they think its safer and better if they did it alone."
And she went "well at least Rand being nice about it."
It just tickles me because baby his friends think he's dead 😂😂😭.
#rand al'thor#moiraine damodred#wot on prime#wheel of time#shit got me fucking LOSING it#cause lmaooo at least moiraine's friends know she's alive and breathing#egwene thought she was fucking hallucinating when he came to her in a dream#a whole six months later 😂😂 and Perrin and Nynaeve and Egwene reminiscing about the good times#meanwhile Rand is living the life of a sugar baby#unknowingly fucking his old lover from his past life#who also happens to be a forsaken
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