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persephoneflouwers · 2 years ago

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If you were an artist, what would your songs be about?

#mine would be about loneliness #nostalgia and missing home #a general positive attitude towards people #never want them very close. cant have them close hence the loneliness i guess #struggling with my body #insecurities and low self esteem? in a way not completely #being made a lover but able to actually love if that makes sense?#i would add some social issues in it too #immigration (internal and international too)#confusing times and hard moment of realisation #i would be so fucking mysterious i swear #like talking straight and clean is not my thing at all #i would use so many layered methaphors i wouldn’t comprehend my own self #i would use concepts and explain myself and my emotions through them

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sirwolficus · 2 years ago

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what are you FED. what are your GENES

#STRUGGLED to draw raphs body how did the animators do this #my art #tmnt 2012 #tmnt 2018 #rottmnt #rise of the tmnt #teenage mutant ninja turtles #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #tmnt crossover #tmnt raph #tmnt 2012 raph #tmnt 2012 leo #tmnt leo #tmnt 2018 raph #rottmnt raph

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softgothbabe · 13 days ago

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benevolenterrancy · 2 months ago

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redraw of that ds9 scene

LBH doesn't understand what's going on but wants to impress shizun; MBJ understands it even less but is optimistic about any sport involving a solid wooden bludgeon at least

#mobei jun #shang qinghua #shen qingqiu #luo binghe #moshang #bingqiu #svsss #mbj #sqq #sqh #lbh #sqq and sqh briefly forget that they're both nerds who never played sports if they could help it long enough to reminisce about #games from home and wind up needing to explain the concept to their demon husbands #who are they playing? how are they playing? what's the body count at the end? who knows #either they're going to need a reinforced ball or the real challenge for the demons will be reining their strength in enough not to destroy #it immediately #poor cumplane they finally have the physique to do great at sports and they're still going to get shown up #my art #my first time drawing mbj so once again i am struggling with character design... still haven't even nailed down sqh. be gentle with me

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nevermeyers · 3 months ago

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I find it very realistic that Megumi wants to try to live for someone else again instead of for himself directly. I mean it. It will take him a long time to recover from what he has suffered, which was too much for a child (because he is still a child!!). At first I thought Megumi was going to pick himself up, but looking at it from another perspective and analyzing my own experience with mental health: it makes sense. Megumi needs help. And he will get it. Yuuji and his friends will teach him to live for himself. The ending of Megumi's character is a new beginning, unlike the others.

Btw, did y'all notice his scars are Sukuna's? The way i'd kms on the spot, poor boy :( he's going to live with the curse of remembering every time he looks on the mirror

#he's so precious #i missed him #so so much #he grew up in a negligent house just to be taken by a complete stranger who only cherised his powers #he lost yuuji which was the only thing he was probably egoistic about in his whole life and then when yuuji came back he was so relieved #he lost everyone again and was severely abused #how do ppl expect him to recover in five minutes?#seriously did ppl expect to get out of sukuna's body and see life is worth? of course not he needs help and he's getting it #:')#he will get better thanks to his friends and grow #to deal with someone like Megumi you need to be very understanding #like yuuji is #btw if you see someone struggling with mental health please be this patient #thanks to the people who picked me up and understood me when i was at my lowest #jujutsu kaisen #@meyers #megumi fushiguro #itadori yuuji #itafushi #jjk 268 #jjk leaks #jjk spoilers

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crunchchute · 10 months ago

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sweet valentines

#oops its these two again #this was a struggle but what did i expect drawing at 2am with 0 energy left in my body #crunchchute art #my art #stobotnik #sonic #sonic movie #*turns them into cute long legged creatures*#<- OPs tags #valentines day

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eff-exor · 1 month ago

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NO, i don’t need to eat, i run on thc and whimsy

#eff yaps #i am tryin v hard to take care of my body but I think #i KNOW i am struggling with the changes that are goin on with it rn #however THIS IS A FUNNY POST OK???#i just need to start working out. t’is fine. we’re healthy. mhm YEP 🙂‍↕️ (:|)

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 1 month ago

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Remember: The burning sensation is part of the process.

#Mouthwashing #blood #body horror #Emphasizing here that this is in reference to a media and character and not a cry for help on my end.#Mouthwashing is one of those games that tickles my brain and checks all the boxes for my niche interests -#-but it wasn't something that got the silly comic part in my cortex firing up. My analysis brain is eating well though!#What said...It is impossible for me to see this scene and not say out loud: “Me in the middle of my work day".#While there is a lot more going on with curly I personally resonated a lot with his struggles with burnout.#Burnout feels like mouthwash to me. That you keep rinsing out your mouth trying to get rid of the rotting smell #but it's just surface level solutions. The real cure requires something far more significant to actually make a difference.#The job 'is hard' and 'everyone struggles'. It's part of the process right? You're tired? Anxious? Depressed? Us too! Chin up!#Actually I resonated with a lot of things within Curly (this is a curly positive space - he's not perfect. He's just human).#One thing being his desire to see the good in people and believe in their potential.#Because here's the thing. Some people truly do just need someone in their corner who stands by them so they can grow and improve.#And some people will take advantage of your kindness. You focus so much on their humanity while you stop being a person to them.#The horrifically toxic relationship persists because Curly tries to see the bigger picture and believes in the good within.#Anyone who has lived through constantly trying to reframe the hurt as something else knows-#-just how many excuses your brain will make to avoid cognitive dissonance. It's human psychology.#Jimmy sucks so bad. But we the audience have the privilege of not having years of baggage associating him in our minds as 'friend'.

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of-the-eclipse · 29 days ago

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3 days until Halloween !!!!!

Frank... as GUY WITH A CAPE!! I joke, I joke... vampire time! Count Frank?

#i actually struggled with this one a bit #i struggle with their tube body and face but i DID IT!!!#welcome home #welcome home fanart #frank frankly #frank frankly welcome home #halloween #figs art stuff #traditional art #my art

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chitinleg · 2 years ago

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got him off-balance!

#my art #ds9 #star trek deep space nine #julian bashir #elim garak #garashir #watercolor #image desc in alt text #i normally post on mondays but. today im breaking my pattern! getting a little silly. getting a little wild. garashir jumpscare #“tumblr user chitinleg garak would neot easily let himself be swooped off his feet into a hug like that” yes i know BUT!#look at his expression. look at how his arms r pinned. he didnt let this happen LMAO julian just surprised him. grabby huggy human behavior #if you look really closely you can see the tiniest frown in the world on Garak's face. because he's like “EEP !”#cant see bashirs face at all in this only his body but i think we can all imagine that whatevers going thru his head. he needs this hug bad #ALSO. for anyone wondering what the fucked up shadow is that starts at the juncture of the teal sleeve-cap where its set into the armhole #the jumpsuits have a bit of a fold of extra fabric (called an Action Pleat) there which allows for a little more maneuverability of the bod #AND creates a really sleek and flat back panel #because you can see the fabric twists along the side arent grabbing the flat back fabric theyre grabbing the fabric folded beneath it #often times i think about drawing out a dissection of kiras first uniform and this voy era one for other artists to use. bc god knows #i struggled at first to find full body references #they like to shoot ds9 very close to peoples heads. and the camera is so blurry. they smeared butter on that thing. god bless

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sodapopboy · 5 months ago

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can we TALK about how abnormally huge darry’s hands are. must’ve hurt like a mf when he slapped pony

#like? why could he take my head off of my body without any struggle #patrick swayze………#me when they’re outside #the outsiders #the outsiders 1983 #the outsiders hcs #ponyboy curtis #darry curtis #sodapop curtis #dallas winston #johnny cade #two bit mathews #steve randle #curtis brothers #the curtis brothers

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softgothbabe · 1 month ago

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keferon · 4 months ago

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*clasps your shoulders gently and looks you straight in the eye*

Keferon. Please read Ninth by Kyn on AO3. I think you would love it very much. It has a large chapter count, but don't be intimidated, it's very easy to get into. It is currently unfinished, but is being updated regularly.

You are the seventh person that recommended this fic to me so ahahahaha yeah

I’m doing great Help I hate some parts of it but I love the other parts I’m spinning in the blender

…..I made the moodboard….

#chapter 37 #of 120 or something #I must be like 90k words in haha #large word count is not an intimidation. It’s an invitation haha #I love the fics that I can’t read in just one hour:)#I gotta say I don’t enjoy the concept of making robots into organic life #it’s just my preference #seeing them as humans or animals or whatever feels so fucking wrong #the concept itself drives me off #like. Strongly #But at the same time. This fic isn’t about them being ‘haha cute organics’#it’s ‘oh god. I was turned into something I’m not’#instead of teeheee they’re fluffy #it’s please free me from this fucking nightmare. please let me be myself again.#idk how to explain. I resonate I guess #it often feels very disturbing but the characters are also disturbed #So now I’m kind of stuck reading this fic because I just can’t stop lol #just politely skipping the parts that make me too uncomfortable #also #the body horror is….damn. Impressive. I didn’t expect to read about grotesque fleshy creature turning itself inside out #it’s not even aesthetic or symbolic #it literally looks like a fucking nightmare. Which is impressive also.#the flesh is g r o s s #the beginning got me struggling and skipping #but the intermission is currently ruining my sleep schedule #oh fuck….I usually send my posts to the authors of the fics I read…..but I feel like I might offend the author of Ninth if do this……..#there’s a tiny chance they’re following me….if it’s true then I wanna tell I’m sorry pls don’t take this seriously #your fic got me waay out of my comfort zone #huge points for writing Ratchet. Drift in this fic is…the grossest fucking thing I could probably imagine but Ratchet doesn’t even hesitate #he helps him and he cares for him. Which is…..imma be real my first instinct would be to set Drift on fire to end his misery

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ohgreat-moretapes · 2 months ago

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-Tim

#ask.png #tim wright #trans tim wright #OOC Olea Speaking: this is honestly kinda irrelevant and personal but thought i'd share for anyone interested ->#i was debating for a while whether or not to go beyond just hinting at this #because generally i like to keep things ambiguous and up to interpretation so everybody can feely enjoy their own personal HCs with Tim #but I have DID -- and i happen to have a Tim fictive who's been struggling a lot with living in my (AFAB) body #and he's recently been seeing a lot of trans Tim art and writing and stuff thats honestly helped him so much with his sense of identity #and feeling comfortable in his own skin #and its just the best really its been so healing for him #so yeah trans tim canon on the ask blog :)#mh tim #marble hornets #mh #afterlife au #slenderverse #fan art #fanart #art

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genericpuff · 1 month ago

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am i the only one who's been bothered by mr. beast since day one because in every overly edited thumbnail and promotional picture he looks like bad taxidermy

or is it really just me who gets visceral reactions of unnerved fear which i imagine can only be leftover from my stone age ancestors who saw bared teeth and unblinking stares as a sign of aggression

#all those smile 2 ads got nothing on the mr beast face #truly and deeply horrifying #mr beast fans be like “please give me a free car mr beast”#“please pay my tuition mr beast”#meanwhile the only question i have for him is “where did you hide the bodies jimmy”#and honestly like. the smile? i can get that #my younger brother always struggled with smiling because he's just got the 'tism like that #but it's like the overly scrubbed editing #it makes him look like he's wearing a skinsuit and paired with his awkward smile it makes him look terrifying 😭

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falmerbrook · 2 months ago

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Meet the Saber-Skins

Helga is the companion of sorts to my Last Dragonborn, Elisere, and a few months ago I went a little ham developing her husband and kids. I've been meaning to draw them and introduce them for awhile now and thought this would be a fun way to do it!

I am incapable of just creating one single OC with no relatives. I always gotta give them a whole family. But this family is thematically important so I've put a lot of thought into them

#honestly this doubled as body hair practice lol because i always struggle with facial hair #tes #the elder scrolls #skyrim #tes ocs #skyrim ocs #nord #mine #my art #my ocs #i cant for the life of me draw elisere right. i have drawn her ina way i like once (and it was not this time)#but i get closer every time i do #oc: helga #oc: elisere #oc: helges family #im just gonna give them that tag because i dont think im going to be posting about them often enough anyway to justify them all getting #their own tags #i should do this same thing with el's real family at some point too

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