#stress related illness

[melodymorningdew]

⚠️ CONTENT WARNING ⚠️ Mentions of bowel movements

Yesterday I walked in the room after grabbing some water and nearly gagged at the smell. Trouble said he'd been lettin' em rip 💀, but literally this morning I was by myself and I realized it had been me the whole time 😬🤣

I'm just grateful that my prayers of not having to go back to the hospital or having to get a Fleet kit were answered. Praise Jesus for that!

Prime tip: Pumpkin puree recipes. And also plain Greek yogurt used as sour cream OR mixed with strawberry preserves and granola OR maple syrup and chocolate chips. You'll thank me later.

[luck-of-the-drawings]

[<==PREV PAGES] [NEXT PAGE==>(not out yet.wait a year.or maybe more.imagine.]

saw alot of comments on prev pages; saying 'i HATE that mean teacher! im gonna FIGHT HIM!!' & i LOVE the energy!! it WOULD be nice. to have that catharsis. but the story of young tidestrider is Not one of catharsis. it is a story of being so small and so special and sucking so bad.

[quirkle2]

the mob psycho/pokemon legends arceus crossover that absolutely nobody asked for

[rly long ask of me rambling abt the plot]

[asparklethatisblue]

i realised my picky eater vibes have reduced significantly. I’m still nerfed by allergies and intolerances and “got the autism texture horrors”. But hey. I can cook more 👌🏻

[binabadaboom]

maybe when people say it gets better, hold on until you get there, they mean stuff like tomorrow you will drink a delicious cup of coffee, and a week from now you will find a new favorite song, and a month from now you will see a child jumping in a puddle and smiling

it doesn’t stay better, but there are moments that are better than right now and sometimes life is holding on to one of those moments until the next rolls around

my moment to hold onto right now is a cherry tomato i snuck from the neighbors bush, which tasted like bacon and was probably the best thing I’ve ever consumed. it’s fading though, hopefully a new moment comes soon

[theadventurek9]

Thing #417 Ryker finds stressful and he would rather hide than do:

Food scatter

[wuntrum]

soooo funny to be having (what i think is) a stress hive/rash situation and then my doctor not knowing either...like if it is stress related then thats not helping i guess lol

[silentsuffering]

Abuse Reality #1

There are no innocent bystanders. If you support or tolerate an abuser you help them do harm to somebody. If you blame a victim, refuse to listen, refuse to resolve, refuse to clarify, you are making abuse possible and doing active damage to a victim. If you give abuse platform, you feed it.

[radioroxx]

hmmmm mal du pays thoughts tonight

[wheniseeyoucry]

" … You left me when I needed you the most , at my worst …"

No , I didn't leave because of your worst. You were trapped in it , And no matter how much I tried , You refused to fight your way out. I gave my everything , But you didn't want to be saved. Staying would've destroyed me , And I was already breaking. I had to leave before you trapped me there with you as well.

[thechthonicherbalist]

You should make a pinned post with links or examples to all your art, spiritual and health related post, as a sort of overview tbh. Just a suggestion but it's a pity we can't see all your nice things at once displayed. Perhaps also consider making tags for your different posts.

Hey! This is my first ask, I think? :D To cut straight to the point: I've been working on a post just like that since about 5 months-ish. But while I've started to make and use tags and work on that post in drafts since late August/early September, I've been unable to structure my page in the way I wanted to, because too many things kept coming up. Ultimately I need to prioritize my recovery from a lot of bs and health problems. What is important for me rn is to maintain any space at all where I can engage with my interests and be at least a little bit in touch with unproblematic people who share them and otherwise doing a lot of repairing and catching up on absolute life essentials.

I'm ngl, thinking of all this makes me somewhat emotional, because I've been on a good path and put a lot of work in there. And I'll probably do this eventually, if I still have enough time. But before I can bring structure into my online presence again, I really need to find back to structuring my mental and physical health, as well as my daily life, after severe and prolonged disruptions in all these areas. If my page seems chaotic, it's because I'm in survival mode and using Tumblr mostly to take in, share or create tiny bits of happiness or to express about overwhelming experiences I go through. Which is okay, it's what's necessary to survive for a while and it's incapable of causing harm to anyone. I'm somewhat sad, because this used to be so different for me in my pre-Tumblr times. Until 2023 I had my Instagram, DeviantArt and Ao3 very well structured with all my art and writing, I had high and almost exclusively positive engagement with my content and I miss this. But chaos ensued since and it's a whole-ass journey to tackle and undo all that disrupted the peaceful order of life I worked so hard on creating and settle down to find calmness and structure again. Right now my life simply is a construction zone, with lots of damage done in the past year, plenty of which needs to be fixed all at once because whatever happened had severe impact on my ability to maintain my absolute life essentials and I have no safety net or fail-safe when I fall. But that's just to give a sense of how serious and important it is for me right now, to be able to prioritize these things. I know the advice is well meant though and I'm grateful for it and will safe it until it's possible for me to do so. <3

[melodymorningdew]

People underestimate burnout, but if you consistently press through burnout like I did for 20+ years, you can end up with stress related illnesses that last forever and don't go away... Stress can 100% unalive even the healthiest of people. You could be in physical pain the rest of your life. Rest now. Anyone being mean to you about it can get lost.

[midnight-love-song]

Anyone else just randomly feel immense, soul-crushing grief for no real reason???

[questionable-idea]

my mental health is a train that derailed long ago but it ain't stopping and idk where it's going but I'm putting this bitch on full speed

[traumaalchemy]

[binabadaboom]

you know how some people have the *it* factor? and everyone loves them and they seem to be good at everything they do

well others have the *ick* factor, where you cant quite put your finger on why you dont like them, but they are just unlikable to the bone and nothing they do seems quite right

regrettably, i have found i belong to the latter category