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I was scrolling Pinterest and I kept finding panels from the manga of Neito getting knocked out. Him being overdramatic doesnāt give anyone an excuse to knock him out and drag him by the collar. He gets karate chopped to the back of the neck so frequently no one blinks an eye at the fact that he is getting punched by someone who is strong enough to crush tungsten with just her fists. Also, he only acts overdramatic around Class A, his classmates know heās not like that all the time, and it would be fine to just drag him away while heās still conscious. Itās one thing when heās saying things like the whole āBakugou caused the downfall of all mightā to provoke people, or when heās fighting dirty, but when heās just getting carried away laughing manically, thereās zero reason to knock him unconscious and drag him across the floor.
#neito monoma#monoma neito#monoma appreciation post#stop making him such a terrible person#also I feel like kendo x monoma is a bit toxic#or like off?#idk how to word it#but she clearly doesnāt enjoy his antics and he probably doesnāt enjoy being interrupted via a karate chop to the back of the neck#also if you hate him please just check out the mha wiki it might not be 100% canon but it makes him seem less one dimensional#thatās my emotional support twink and if I can help it heāll be your emotional support twink too#idk I just really like him heās such a crazy bitch but in the best way#bnha monoma#monoma mha#mha monoma#monoma bnha#monomaneito#neitomonoma#also knocking him out is meant to be funny?#like haha overdramatic theatre kid is going on his rant and then gets knocked out how funny because no one likes his screeching#idk I just got a bit peeved#does anyone actually say peeved#but like come on
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In my Zeus bag today so I'm just gonna put it out there that exactly none of the great Ancient Greek warrior-heroes stayed loyal and faithful and completely monogamous and yet none of them have their greatness questioned nor do we question why they had the cultural prominence that they did and still do.
Jason, the brilliant leader of the Argo, got cold feet when it came to Medea - already put off by some of her magic and then exiled from his birthland because of her political ploys, he took Creusa to bed and fully intended on marrying her despite not properly dissolving things with Medea.
Theseus was a fierce warrior and an incredibly talented king but he had a horrible temper and was almost fatally weak to women. This is the man who got imprisoned in the Underworld for trying to get a friend laid, the man who started the whole Attic War because he couldn't keep his legs closed.
And we cannot at all forget Heracles for whom a not inconsiderable amount of his joy in life was loving people then losing the people around him that he loved. Wives, children, serving boys, mentors, Heracles had a list of lovers - male and female - long enough to rival some gods and even after completing his labours and coming down to the end of his life, he did not have one wife but three.
And y'know what, just because he's a cultural darling, I'll put Achilles up here too because that man was a Theseus type where he was fantastic at the thing he was born to do (that is, fight whereas Theseus' was to rule) but that was not enough to eclipse his horrid temper and his weakness to young pretty things. This is the man that killed two of Apollo's sons because they wouldn't let him hit - Tenes because he refused to let Achilles have his sister and Troilus who refused Achilles so vehemently that he ran into Apollo's temple to avoid him and still couldn't escape.
All four of these men are still celebrated as great heroes and men. All four of these men are given the dignity of nuance, of having their flaws treated as just that, flaws which enrich their character and can be used to discuss the wider cultural point of what truly makes a hero heroic. All four of these men still have their legacies respected.
Why can that same mindset not be applied to Zeus? Zeus, who was a warrior-king raised in seclusion apart from his family. Zeus who must have learned to embrace the violence of thunder for every time he cried as a babe, the Corybantes would bang their shields to hide the sound. Zeus learned to be great because being good would not see the universe's affairs in its order.
The wonderful thing about sympathy is that we never run out of it. There's no rule stopping us from being sympathetic to multiple plights at once, there's no law that necessitate things always exist on the good-evil binary. Yes, Zeus sentenced Prometheus to sufferation in Tartarus for what (to us) seems like a cruel reason. Prometheus only wanted to help humans! But when you think about Prometheus' actions from a king's perspective, the narrative is completely different: Prometheus stole divine knowledge and gifted it to humans after Zeus explicitly told him not to. And this was after Prometheus cheated all the gods out of a huge portion of wealth by having humans keep the best part of a sacrifice's meat while the gods must delight themselves with bones, fat and skin. Yes, Zeus gave Persephone away to Hades without consulting Demeter but what king consults a woman who is not his wife about the arrangement of his daughter's marriage to another king? Yes, Zeus breaks the marriage vows he set with Hera despite his love of her but what is the Master of Fate if not its staunchest slave?
The nuance is there. Even in his most bizarre actions, the nuance and logic and reason is there. The Ancient Greeks weren't a daft people, they worshipped Zeus as their primary god for a reason and they did not associate him with half the vices modern audiences take issue with. Zeus was a father, a visitor, a protector, a fair judge of character, a guide for the lost, the arbiter of revenge for those that had been wronged, a pillar of strength for those who needed it and a shield to protect those who made their home among the biting snakes. His children were reflections of him, extensions of his will who acted both as his mercy and as his retribution, his brothers and sisters deferred to him because he was wise as well as powerful. Zeus didn't become king by accident and it is a damn shame he does not get more respect.
#ginger rambles#ginger chats about greek myths#greek mythology#It's Zeus Apologist day actually#For the record Jason is my personal favourite of these guys#The argonauts are extremely underrated for literally no reason#And Jason's wit and sheer ability to adapt along with his piousness are traits that are so far away from what usually gets highlighted#with the typical Greek warrior-hero that I've just never stopped being captivated by him#Conversely I still do not understand what people see in Achilles#I respect him and his legacy I respect the importance of his tale and his cultural importance I promise I do#However I personally can't stand the guy LMAO#How do you get warned twice TWICE both by your mother and by Athena herself that going after Apollo's children is a bad idea#And still have the audacity to be mad and surprised when Apollo is gunning for Specifically You during the war you're bringing to His City#That You Specifically and Exclusively had a choice in avoiding#ACHILLES COULD'VE JUST SAID NO#I know that's not the point however so many other members of the Greek camp were simply casualties of Fate in every conceivable way man#Achilles looked at every terrible choice he could possibly make said āWell I'm gonna die anyway š¤·š½ā and proceeded to make the choice#so hard that he angered god#That's y'all's man right there#I left out Perseus because truthfully I don't actually know much about him#I haven't studied him even a fraction as much as I've studied some of the other big culture heroes and none of this is cited so i don't wan#to talk about stuff I don't know 100%#Anyway justice for Zeus fr#Gimme something give me literally anything other than the nonsense we usually get for him#This goes for Hera too btw#Both the king and queen of the skies are done TERRIBLY by wider greek myth audiences and it's genuinely disheartening to see#If y'all could make excuses for Achilles to forgive his flaws y'all can do it for them#They have a lot more to sympathise with I'll tell you that#(that is a completely biased statement; you are completely free and encouraged to enjoy whichever figures spark joy)#zeus
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there is one person in the entire world who loves charles rowland more than i do and that's edwin payne himself
#i love him so much it's sickening#him and all of his his wonderful charming obliviously bisexual terribly emotionally repressed undiagnosed ADHD chaos#he truly is the guy of all time i fear#if i think about him a little too much i think i might implode#he feels all of his feelings so much and he can't make it stop#and he's a walking ray of sunshine and he represses anything that doesn't embody that#and he'd throw himself in danger in a snap to help someone he loves and he's terrified of being a bad person#i just GAHHHHH#and that doesn't even cover half of it but it is far too late and i need to be in bed instead of on tumblr rambling about my blorbo#charles rowland everybody#the blorbo of all time#dead boy detectives#dbda#edwin payne#payneland#dead boy detective agency#dead boy detective netflix#not-the-living-ghost#blorbo posting
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Continuing the JJK posting: Gojo is such a mystifying character.
Action show where swinging out the gate you introduce a character who is so incredibly powerful you then have to, before every fight, establish why Gojo can't just show up and fix the problem in seconds. His existence weakens the stakes of everything. The rest of the show you are backflipping ridding yourself of him. He jobs two major bad guys off the gate and every subsequent extensive fight with them feels like cleaning up his leftovers. Put him in a box, he's ruining the game balance. So absolutely broken. As a writer it makes your job so difficult, but it's also the entire point of him. "Hey I want to write the single most badass character of all time who can do the most insane shit but I will also engage with that", rock on king.
I think he's most interesting when understood as somebody who is fundamentally alien and removed from ordinary human thought processes. In his world there is absolutely nothing he cannot do, and the thought 'maybe I can't do something' just doesn't occur to him. He is capable of doing whatever he wants and of killing anybody who tries to stop him from doing what he wants. If he is not doing something, it is because he does not want to do it. If he wants to do something (kill all of his superiors) and he's not doing it, it's because he doesn't think it's the most effective route towards what he has decided to do. I think this informs the majority of his actions (and, importantly, what he doesn't do)(murder). I think he's reasoned out that you should have a general reason to do things, and it feels like sheer luck that he places value and meaning in human life, and as such you shouldn't kill them without a strong reason. Watching the flashback arc, if I hadn't seen a) JJK and b) Naruto and you asked me which shitty teen became a law abiding school teacher and which became a mass murderer I would have guessed the wrong ones.
Anyway, the way I like to think of him, he's a raging narcissist with a god complex to match. Horrifically, he's actually a good teacher, but he is also a teacher as an ego/'raising my child army' thing. He would be the kind of mother who is a good mother but lowkey had kids also as an ego/unconditional love/lots of attention/'surely my child will worship me' thing. Gets randomly into new hobbies, obsesses over them, gorges himself on the novelty factor, before dropping them in a week once he gets too good at them. Rinse and repeat. The only hobby that does not eventually grow boring is annoying people, so it's his only hobby. Geto told him age 15 that he'll never have any friends if he keeps on casually reminding people that they live on his sufferance, so he developed another back-up hobby more conducive for friendship of helping people forget that they live on his sufferance. This has convinced him that he's a god of subterfuge, intrigue, and trickery. Does eat women out, but is convinced that this makes him God's gift to women, and is actually pretty terrible in bed because his partner's desires never even occur to him. Is convinced he's as good at sex as he is everything else. Sex is actually the one thing he's bad at, but he's not ready to hear that.
In S1 he overall left me with the general impression that his entire idea of how high school worked was sourced from anime, and as such decided that being a teacher involved nothing but field trips, sports games, beach episodes, sports festivals, etc. Did not know how the classroom component worked so he skips it. Jossed, but also left me convinced that it would be very funny if he was an immortal 150-whatever years old and had founded the high school himself out of, you guessed it, an ego thing, and never once properly learned how high schools worked and just arbitrarily made his own aging students the new principals so he could continue engaging in training the kids who are too Misfit (TM) to get apprenticeships and living his fun slice of life anime life and raising a child army of kids who will worship him any day now. Annnyyyy day now. Any day now.
#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#gojo satoru#jjk gojo#jujutsu gojo#my posts#this makes it sound as if i hate him and think he's a terrible person#to be clear i think he's great and i just find characters most interesting when theyre terrible#watching the show i was just generally waiting for it to follow up on his established teenage homicidality#explain why and when he stopped being two thin hairs from murdering everyone he disliked#but they didn't so i have to suppose he's just chilled out a little#fic authors arent going far enough with him. i dont think his brain should resemble a human persons.#the 'i am above humanity' thing shouldn't be an angst thing it should be a factor of his psychology#thank you dora for stealth co-writing this post love you#might write the immortal thing might not. writing such a weird POV does sound fun to me though; id like to do it#itll either be very easy or very very hard#it feels like genuine straight-up luck that gojo's an active good guy. liike what.
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#I remember a few years ago there was one artist that really liked Gil and they were constantly drawing him and talking about him#and one day I saw a message from them that Gil started to make them anxious and feel terrible#because of the whole thing in the fandom that revolves around his character and stuff like that#and they've gone tired of him and stopped liking him and moved to other fandom#and at that moment I felt really sad because I loved how they were drawing Gil#and the fact that they stopped liking him their own reasons just made me feel bad as well#and a few years later I understand that person because whenever I see a certain toxic ship and people that are shipping them#just makes me hate myself and him#because I feel like a total hypocrite for liking such terrible character#and I don't know what to do with that feeling because I really don't want to hate Gilgamesh because he means a lot to me#he helped me to get through a lot of tough times and I know that he's much more than this toxic douchebag#and that I love him not because of that trait but still...#like I could've chosen some other character as my fave#someone like Link or Vash or Ichigo from Bleach but no... I've chosen this golden prick...#maybe I am just as fucked up in the head as those people who into *that* toxic relationship...#personal
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say cheese! šø
#LUCY#Band LUCY#Band LUCY fanart#Cho Wonsang#Jo Wonsang#kitkatart#listen... i had plans to draw other things this weekend#i really did!#but nothing was working until i started drawing silly wonsangs and then that was the only thing that would cooperate#he is so cute i love him terribly#he really is so sweetheart with the shiny eyes like#how are his eyes so pretty and warm and full of stars??#the amount of times i had to stop for a moment while drawing this bc he's so handsome and cute...#i didn't capture it well but the juxtaposition between his adorable poses and the protruding veins on his hands and arms is so funny to me#also i didn't even realize all of these pictures had a similar palette until i started coloring them haha#lucy truly makes me want to create soooo many things!!#we'll see how many of those things i have the time energy and ability to actually do though lol#it's silly but every time i finish a drawing that i'm somewhat satisfied with i'm like#neat! glad i haven't lost the ability to do that yet!#also ādrawing is funā i say while gritting my teeth and focusing on every little detail#i wish i was one of those artists who had the ability to make cute sketches and upload those bc they're so nice but#unfortunately that's just not who i am as a person š#anyway i hope everyone is taking care!#i had to draw something silly and cute to cope with... current events. everything. you know how it goes lol
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Getting REAL sick and tired of how omori TikTok views sunny.
Like, they view any scene of him being emotionally vulnerable, affectionate, or even just making an expression outside of just being completely neutral as āmischaracterisedā. Heās not some cool, stoic, unwavering badass, he is a traumatised teenager. Donāt cry whenever he dares to give his friend a hug or (god forbid) be SAD about something??? Isnāt like. Part of the point of his development about him allowing himself to break down the repressive walls he built when he shut himself in? And being able to rely on his real friends instead of imaginary versions? And isnāt the game like. Meant to SHOW that he still cares about them despite isolating himself?
Itās really stupid to get mad at a character like that showing emotion or affection personally, especially since heās not used to expressing it properly after so long. But thatās just me
#this isnāt even solely about the manga though it inspired me to make this post#any piece of official art in which sunny dares to show an emotion is shunned as ooc and Iām sick of it#he only appears āneutralā throughout the GAMEās narrative because he HAS NO FACE SPRITES#because heās the protagonist and has no actual dialogue#therefore he only makes a few expressions the entire game#obviously manga sunny is a good bit more expressive than canon sunny but#itās REALLY not as bad as TikTok is making it out to be#Iām so TIRED of this character being viewed as nothing but a rock that ONLY has personality before and the gameās events#not allows to emote at all because āhe didnāt do that in the game!!ā#because he is restricted to ONE face sprite the entire time outside of the battles#omori is a DIFFERENT case and I can admit that manga omori is a good bit more expressive than he should be but#heās still VERY stoic especially compared to sunny#which is what is should be#sunny should be quite closed off but in contrast to omori so much more human#thatās like. a massive part of their dynamic I feel#anyway this is such a long rant but god im so angry#Iāve seen one too many people cry āmischaracterisedā at a teenager expressing feelings#PLEASE stop it#also this is not to say you canāt critique manga sunnyās portrayal#because there are a few issues I believe#which are honestly really hard to dance around considering the factors I mentioned before#about having one expression most of the game and two lines of dialogue the entire time#and honestly? I think they did a pretty okay job!#heās still a silent protagonist but seeing him emote so often helps us see into his mind and know how heās thinking much easier#both portrayals have their pros and cons and ultimately I prefer the gameās portrayal#but thatās not to say this version of sunny is terrible and ooc like people have been saying#and thatās definitely not to say that any moment of emotional vulnerability he has is terrible and inaccurate#because thatās. just terrible and untrue#omori#omori sunny
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I dont want to keep discussing Tommy and want to move past the drama VS the horrible terrible signs and the need to talk about it
#discourse#I genuinely cannot stop seeing wilbur in him#not in 'Tommy is a domestic abuser' kind of way#but in like. Tommy is in a very similar situation Wilbur was in a few years ago#(from his own admition) struggling with his mental health that is heavily affected by views#seemingly putting so much weight on his relationship with someone and using it as his singular life line#surrounded by people who wont tell him no#and ignoring the nos from the people who do#I can easily see him spiraling from this point#I hope he doesn't to be clear#but...#the heartbreaking thing about tommy to me is that I cant stop thinking that he can get better#because sometimes he just says some shit that its like. are you listening to yourself right now? have you told this to a professional?#but he just keeps digging deeper#...it makes me sad. hes a terrible person who could have stopped digging in any moment#and now hes got miles to climb out of#honestly all of them make each other worse and I do not want to be on radius when it all explodes
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i think it's super interesting (and really funny) how. while all other accounts about the sinners describe as these absolutely terrifying otherwordly harbingers of destruction. almost every first hand account is so painfully normal and chill ;; like skirk treats and talks about surtalogi as if he's. a bit annoying & obnoxious to her. and even though albedo describes rhine as 'cold and strict...,' it isn't exactly a sin to not be optimistic and easygoing- plus alice seems fond of her (considering. everything) and her writing in the new hexenbook is. incredibly not what you'd expect with how she's reputated
#yeah guys. i dont mean to have blue hair and pronouns. but there is a MAJOR discrepancy between dain's description & other people#dain please i beg of you STOP MAKING YOURSELF MORE UNRELIABLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#who would've guessed the knight who goes out of his way to hide certain things would be unreliable.#LMDASHDASO#i already explained why all the documentations in mond books and wtv are unreliable for. painfully obvious reasons.#-> the dichotomy between unreedemably evil and terrible gold vs apparently just ass at being the best person & dry humour rhinedottir#we love to see it#thanks hoyo#-> dain i think your issue is that your the younger sibiling#no. because someone has to understand what im saying#absolutely NO younger sibling see's there older sibling's friends as they really are#dain is just delusional to the highest power and hasn't snapped out of it yet#give him. a bit#HUAWUAWHU#rhine#rhinedottir#dain#surtalogi#crepe rambles
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even when sangcheol and jeongwoo are wary to trust each other what does stand out in the last four episodes is that sangcheol is the first actual adult around jeongwoo that does things to protect him from the townspeople and the town itself. several times now he stood between jeongwoo and any of the other police officers or villagers to stop them from hurting jeongwoo or make them talk to himself instead. even when they are on the odds at some points, sangcheol calls him first when he finds out new things in the investigation and uses those calls to check up on him too. he ran into jeongwooās house to save him from being shot (as he perceived) and stuck around to tend to him and to protect him (in his own so many words). even when they are slowly growing on each other, it is a good thing that there is at least one person around that shows jeongwoo heās not in harmās way all by himself and listens to him as well.
#like you donāt need to read this in any other but the surface way but it is a GOOD thing that show shows rather than tells this#bc after the past ten years this is a person around jeongwoo who stand in between him and the violence#(no matter the scuffles they have had and still have but that is because jw and sc are both. well. filled with anger issues)#but at least someone is around that stops people from tormenting jeongwoo and even when sangcheol isnāt there he Tries To#and makes a point to let jeongwoo know that he is trying#are they both terrible at communication? yes. is sangcheol right that he shouldnāt be a cop? also yes#but it works right now bc of that too lmao#also there is something to say about sangcheol thinking heās a poor judge of character but he clocked byeongmu RIGHT away#black out#nohgoh#al.txt
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saturday no plans so i get to do this all night
#curlfeather#podlight#and storyboard my sadlyricstuck#i haven't felt this inspired in a long time i'm very happy about it#peter is podlight. obviously#he knows about her plans and he doesn't want anything to do with it#but he doesn't try to stop her. because he knows#nevermind i have to go build legos#this post broke like three times#ok back to this now he's not the dumb antagonist he is in the books. because that's very stupid#him and curl did the opposite of traumabond but they're on well enough terms by the time she's close to graduating high school#he didn't do the best he could have as an older brother especially at home but he did have his own things to worry about#he goes to all her games to try and make up for it#he isn't terrible but he just isn't all that helpful either#i'm not trying to make curl look defenseless here though she's definitely experienced in the game of fighting off her father#neither of them like reed which is what really matters here. lol#he's probably kind of a dick! he cares about her but he is very angry himself and older by a fair margin so they struggle for a long time#i'm sure he would have liked being an uncle though it'd be nice to give frostpaw one more person to trust. at least for a while!#wait i have to clarify the lyricstuck thing is a joke it's a frostcurl video
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azul has that single dad on vacation vibe nailed to a T in that new card and iām going insane. i will be his wifey so he never again has to be a single dad on vacation
He's literally this:
But it's okay because he makes it look so good. orz I will also be his wifey so that when he has his next vacation trip he won't be alone. <3 anything to make dilf Azul happy hehe!!! >:3c
#twisted chit chat#there's the most terrible itch to write summer smut fics for the cast of the event...#those summer outfits have me in a chokehold#i want to write a silly fic where ace and floyd have a competition to see who can rizz up the most people on their tropical vacation#but floyd takes it too far and it goes from a rizz competition to seeing how many people you can kiss/fuck in a day#and poor riddle doesn't want to lose because the loser has to drink whatever alcoholic beverage of the winner's choice#and everyone assumes riddle will lose so they're all planning to make him drink this huge margarita#that will definitely give him a horrible hangover so he tries to rizz you because you seem nice enough to reject him#but maybe you like his sincere awkwardness hehe#it's a very silly plotless idea but the cast swearing on 'whatever happens on this tropical vacation stays at the tropical vacation'#is a fun mindset that they all agree upon#maybe it's a fic where they celebrate after they've graduated so it's one final trip of silly antics before they all have to focus on life#omg maybe they're drinking and daring each other to do silly things and everyone (except for jack) is dogpiling on riddle with absurd dares#like 'i bet you can't get that person's number' or 'i bet you can't get them to fuck you' T_T leave riddle alone everyone!!!!!#i have too many ideas in my mind orz#i'll stop rambling before these tags become far too long ;;;;;
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random tokrev rant ahead !!
when i first started this blog it was going to be for random shitposts, groupchats once in a while, and mostly tokrev analysis but i was so scared of discourse that i just chose to do the funnier stuff š. when tokrev was at it's peak i'd be reading 20k+ words of analysis and it was so fun!! but i felt like i couldn't word what i wanted to say properly so that discouraged me but i wish i'd ignored that because there would have been at least one person who understood what i was saying yk?
#anyway#i used to have a tagging system but i forgot so that's my bad#and the thing about discourse is that you could give a person all the canonical facts of the story and they'll still find a way to pretend#that they're right and i personally cannot handle that#i take things very seriously and someone thinking they won a argument when they didn't would make me rip my hair out#so maybe my blog not going into that direction was good for my metal health#i feel like fandom interactions always end up as fights for some reason#why can't two opinions co-exist#let's discuss and have fun why we gotta tell each other to kill ourselvesš#like i saw a very well thought out and written theory about sanzu having autism or something along those lines#and a comment was like āstop trying to give him excuses he's a terrible villain and he's just crazy blah blah blahā#whole time this person's an izana apologist#likeš#i love both these characters but a lot of characters in tokrev are more complicated than just a ācrazy villainā#and it seems like they understand that about izana so????#ok i'm done now i hope you guys get what i mean#tokyo revengers#tokyo revengers manga#tokrev
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Ep 10!
#Idk it was. An episode. Not many thoughts tbh ajhdblabfdl#The Kyouka / Akutagawa scene is my favourite ever. But I suppose there's little to say about them I haven't said already lol.#The āBecause I knew a man who had the same eyes as yoursā will never stop being endlessly impactful.#And I still find it very remarkable how Kyouka is pretty much literally the only person other than Dazai that Akutagawa respects.#It hits me so hard.#Nothing else to add? I think the storywriting in this arc is very good. The plot twists are very well executed.#I remember when I was reading the manga and Ranpo challenged Chuuya face off I was so hooked!!#I was likeā how is he going to win!!! It's very nice.#I think it's interesting that Atsushi stayed behind with Kunikida instead of facing the pm with the rest of the pm.#I wish we'd explored his decision and state of mind moreā especially since he was portrayed as being visibly conflicted.#I think part of it simply solves a storytelling purpose of not leaving Kunikida alone...#But I don't think that necessarily means the decision doesn't suit him. Atsushi really looks up to Fukuzawa.#His trauma probably makes him more reluctant to break orders thanā let's sayā Ranpo.#And he's always been very spokenly against violence.#Idk. I just think it's interesting.#The line āKunikidaā you're the strongest and most virtuous of us in the Agency. That's why the enemy tried to break you first.ā#is very emotional#The animation is so strained it makes me feel bad for the animators. So many static frames lingering for so long...#I feel like the result isn't necessarily terrible either. The drawings are not uglyā just very undetailed.#But it really feels like there was a group of people doing the best they could with the llittle they had...#random rambles#And I'm now all caught up with the rewatch!!!!!!!! š„³š„³š„³ See you on Wednesday!!!!!
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Not sure if I'm sabotaging my relationship or not but I feel like I'm in the right ? Perhaps ?
#personal#basically we're long distance but I couldn't see him on a weekend because of unavoidable circumstance#we were going to go to his friends wedding but I couldn't make it.#but hes been sending me photos of my empty seat next to his at the venue#and telling me constantly that I would've loved it#so I took issue with it bc i wasnt enjoying that#and he's gone into panic mode and thinks I'm accusing him of being a 4D chess manipulator#and low-key he kind of is. Unconsciously I think but still manipulative.#he uses the whole 'woe is me' and 'I'm just a terrible useless creature pls pity me' bit way too often.#if we have a slightly uncomfortable conversation he will stop engaging with me and try to distract by telling me he loves me.#like literally 'so what do you think?' ... '[laughs nervously] I love you :'')...' imagine that being the only response he gives for an hour#so I've called him out on his difficulty with sincerity and he's just doubling down on the 'pls pity me' stuff and frankly...#i really don't like it#the wedding thing was kind of nothing but his reaction to it was telling#pulling out the whole 'I am horrified you'd think that' guilt-tripping nonsense#followed immediately by 'you overestimate my intelligence if you think im capable of that :'')' pity party.#just. not promising. not good vibes.#to elaborate on the wedding bit: I made the decision that I couldn't make it bc of a busy work week.#he assured me several times that it was okay if I couldn't make it but he stopped messaging for a day after I told him I couldn't#then sent me a photo of my empty seat with a crying emoji and telling me that he wishes I was there and that i would've really loved it#that's not a message sent with the intent to make me feel good is it?#idk reading this back it sounds like an overreaction from me but with the context of my experience with him this is not an isolated thing#it's kind of perpetually like this. then when called out on it he pulls out the love-bombing but doesn't address the actual issue.#idk. idk.#if anyone wants to engage with this post feel free. Any outsider perspective would be welcome.
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more asoiaf comparisons, parallels & antiparallels to the first dance of the dragons vs the second & final dance of the dragons (& possibly the sixth blackfyre rebellion): the blacks being daenerys i targaryen's supporters, the golds being aegon vi targaryen's supporters, tommen baratheon being a close equivalent to gaemon palehair & his mother essie & sylvenna sand which may be interpreted as a parallel with queen cersei lannister & taena merryweather of myr, trystane truefyre being a close equivalent to aegon/young griff & perkin being jon connington & the shepherd being the new high septon the high sparrow, dalton greyjoy being euron i greyjoy's ancestor & the latter surpassing him, alyn waters later alyn velaryon resembling aurane waters later aurane velaryon & finishing what their ancestors started. history repeats itself.
#LIKE!!!! LOOK AT THE PARALLELS BRUH#it kinda makes me wonder who the hightowers would support this time...#its literally so wild how history repeats itself#i think the lannisters would support aegon after he takes king's landing bc they're lowkey fucked either way.#cersei lannister's probably either in hiding at casterly rock or will end up as aegon's political prisoner. maybe jaime too idk.#i have no idea who would lead the lannisters on the side of the golds now that kevan's dead killed by varys tho... maybe genna lannister?#cersei jaime & tyrion's aunt? to parallel johanna lannister who attacked the ironborn like a boss bitch??#i personally predict aegon'll marry sansa who would have the north the riverlands & the vale at her backāit'd be arranged by baelish & varys#i also think it's possible he'd take arianne martell as another wife to parallel aegon & his wives visenya & rhaenys.#so by taking sansa & arianne as his wives & queens both of whom are well beloved in their countries he'd restore honor to their houses.#bc aerys & later the baratheon dynasty was a terrible time for the starks & the martells so he brings the north & dorne back into the fold.#so by marrying sansa he honors & respects her given her past betrothal to joffrey & forced marriage to tyrion & mending what aerys did#particularly to her grandfather rickard stark & her uncle brandon stark & to her aunt lyanna stark.#& by marrying arianne he's restoring honor to house martell considering all the bs his mother elia martell experienced in king's landing.#(whether elia actually Is his mother or who he perceives her to be) & restoring the line of succession again in dornish hands#& they'd probably marry him on the condition that the northerners & dornish gets special rights & privileges that others don't.#& not to mention that the targaryens starks & martells have a common enemy.#polygamy's a big nono in the faith of the seven but that didn't stop aegon & his wives & im sure after everything w/ the faith rn??#w/ cersei & the sparrows?? & considering aegon's actually a decent person & he'll be foreshadowed to be popular & loved??#i don't think most would bat an eye tbh. i actually think daenerys would wanna talk to aegon first tho.#then everything & everyone around them goes to shit & they end up fighting bc like. daenerys wants SO BADLY to have a family.#so like i don't see her immediately perceiving aegon as a threat.#the starks & most of the north would prolly be wary of dany @ 1st due to aerys & having a MASSIVE army w/ three dragons until the long night#except for like. maybe jon. but anyway the martells could be slightly wary of dany bc of what happened with quentyn in meereen.#idk maybe there's a division in the north & dorne. i think sansa & arianne would actually get along personally.#anyway im presuming stannis is gonna be at the nightfort & i personally don't think he's ever gonna come south again. he'll die at the wall.#ooc.
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