#sorry for the rant its just really frustrating
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why is being mean to people for no reason so normalized its really concerning
#scrolled through tiktok for an hour and in that time. just#the horrors#hey maybe you should stop assuming how other people live their lives#as long as theyre not hurting anyone or themselves them their business is their business#like i can ASSURE you that commenting '....oh!' under someones post literally isnt doing anything for anyone#like plewse people have lives and issues outside of what you see online#its a hard life out there dont be an asshole 😭#sorry for the rant its just really frustrating#the goose speaks
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just need to give a shoutout to all the people who interact w me or the things i make on here for the love and good vibes. twitter's been pissing me off the past couple days and i just think it reaffirms i'll never really leave tumblr bc the fandom culture here is just so much.. more lol
#more respectful funnier more loving more fun in a lot of ways#getting lectured by ppl years younger than me abt why posting shit without credit is ok when its like#all the best and most fun fandom spaces are dying#ppl are growing up sure but all these ppl are like 'i used to make gifs so heres why ur wrong' and its like#oh you USED to? well whyd u stop ? bc the effort level wasnt worth it just to be#saved and reposted w ill intent or not get any interaction like its so#everything is abt a race for interaction on the dumbest n most unoriginal jokes#its extremely frustrating to try to justify spendinf any time doing anything online anymore when ppl are so fcuking flippant like its crazy#'heres a shitty unsized n uncoloref gif i ran through some website and IM okay w ppl reposting' like lol#anyway when giffing dies itll be a sad fuckinf day to me jfkd truly a useless skill#but that means everyone still doing it is doing it for the love of the game or#the love of archival work and it makes ppl beinf so fuckinf disrespectful#or going to bat for nonsense seem so absurd to me like#really . really. if u have an option to share where it originally came from with one less click#ur gonna choose NOT to do that and instead repost just to insinuate the person who made it did it to insult someknes appearance#like. its just so.#fandom is dying and its so sad and etiquette is nowhere to be found so NXKKD gratefuo for the ppl gere#and sorry for the rant#none of thise matters but ive had an abundance of free time the past few says so ive been STEWING#mostly just want to say i love u all NDKKS and even if ive complained abt interaction its mostly just tbing website dying more than anything#which. is so sad lol#but i love everyone still here
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Eve: Bottling up negative emotions is bad for your health, so you shouldn't do it.
Seto: I know, that's why I bottle up all my emotions, both positive and negative, so it cancels out.
Eve: Th-that's not how that works-
Actually, the two are pretty open with each other.
#small hastag ramble#but i low-key feel kaiba is like. super mischaracterized when it comes to how he handles emotions#Id absolutely argue that Kaiba is one of the most emotional characters In the entire manga. More than Yugi is even#its just that a majority of the time his emotions are based in anger and hatred. so people see him as bottling up his feelings#when he's honestly the exact opposite. hes VERY open about how he feels and why he feels certain ways#For example Kaiba bluntly telling the gang that he's going to blow up Alcatraz because he hates his stepfather so much#or when Kaiba was very visibly disgusted by the shadow game on the piers with Yugi v Joey#or the numerous amounts of times Kaiba verbally told Atem how much he wants to defeat him. to the point of trembling with desire#Like Kaiba is incredibly open about his emotions. Except that a majority of the time his emotions are based in anger without a resolution#I just think its misinterpreted as him concealing his emotions because he doesn't show a lot of positive ones. but no. he's just that angry#especially since a majority of his actions in the manga are based on his own feelings#anyway sorry for the rant lmao the conversation just drives me nuts#I think he'd absolutely be really open to Eve about how he feels and his frustrations#Kinda using Eve as a sort of rubber duck to vent to a lot#It's also one of the reasons Eve loves Kaiba so much. because he's so brazen about his thoughts and feelings#ssv#oc#yugioh au#giant/tiny#yugiohoc#bondshipping#rant#tag rant#oc x canon#answered asks#ask
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personally at my limit with wanting to engage with people reacting/watching iwtv but seeing so much oh armand is soooo Evil evil and Did You Know Eating People is Wrong
like, yes. yes i did know. we all know. please stop spinning the moral outrage wheel and gain a thought about fiction and it being allowed to be complex
#this is mainly about twitter and youtube spaces#SORRY IM JUST#frustrated so much#season 2 gives us SO MUCH ROOM to interpret things with all its complexity!#dive into so many characters and how everyone has interiority#reasons and whys and hows people make shitty choices#and yet it seems all the air in the room is used up by people only able to defend one Character#who yes i actually really enjoy#but when only one character gets room to be complex and evil in peoples opinions it gets tiring very quickly#i dont need people to interpret the media the way i do#i just need them to give space to other parts of the story#lol i may delete this in a hot second i just needed to rant
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wheeeee splatoon fandom stop making me want to leave it for good challenge impossible
#this is about smollusk#literally just say you don't want to use it/its pronouns at this point#the amount of people i've seen use he or they#it's really not that hard#and like it makes me feel like shit as someone who prefers exclusively it/its pronouns#like#sure gives me a lot of hope for how you guys would handle a real person going by it/its(sarcasm)#gaige talks into the void#sorry if i sound bitchy im just annoyed#i dont like to rant i really dont my anxiety-riddled ass cannot handle it#im just#frustrated#and sad i guess#because of how much splatoon helped me come to terms with my identity#anyways#see ya#im done talking#splatoon#smollusk#side order spoilers#obligatory just in case#splatoon 3
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tbh I really wanted the 3jimas to win that fight, to have Kiryu realize that his actions have consequences and that maaayybeee the people he keeps disappearing on to only reappear briefly to make demands of are finally sick of it and the rose tinted glasses of admiration have come off
no absolutely i really needed kiryu to just. //shakes him//
another thing i really wish we got from IW was daigo going off on kiryu- like he STARTED to but i needed that Y4 shit RIGHT NOW. if Y4 did anything right, it definitely helped broaden daigo's character in how having the chairman title pushed onto him was stressing him out and having him express this to kiryu was SO cathartic, even if daigo's words ultimately mean nothing to kiryu (or at the very least, kiryu did a bad job on understanding daigo's grievances and helping him afterwards)
it really is agitating that the jimas ended up going to the tower anyway too. i get that saejima and majima are kiryu's ex-colleagues and daigo's practically his son, and the fight was supposed to be a 'wake up call' for them. but it just diminishes the anger we saw from daigo in that first scene (and as if i have to say it, daigo becoming angry is a rare thing so that when it does happen its so jarring and it's meant to be serious) and it continues to excuse kiryu's general disregard for others if it means he gets what he wants.
its unfathomable to me that after nearly two decades of holding a position daigo didnt want for the sake of his idol, he finally gets to break away from it. and now his idol's just waltzing back into his life- after acting like he was dead for three years- asking for ANOTHER favor. and daigo's just supposed to accept it. if kiryu wasnt literally dying i just know he'd keep doing this until his last breath and no one would punish him for it because despite how many times he claims to understand daigo's woes, it's evident he doesn't care enough to leave him out of things
#iw spoilers#snap chats#this turned into a daigo rant LMAO SORRY#ALSO INTO A KIRYU HIT PIECE OOPS JLERJALJ#no listen i keep saying it but i genuinely love how much of an asshole kiryu is it makes things really interesting#BUT ITS SO FRUSTRATING WHEN HIS SELFISHNESS DOESNT GET PUSH BACK#like i remember thinking that scene in y3 where mine calls out kiryu was the best scene#i hadnt even played the rest of the series yet but i still knew mine had points about kiryu just pushing problems onto others#and still acting like he's virtuous#BUT THATS A POST FOR ANOTHER DAY ALKJALKJ kiryu ily please stay an asshole who wants to do good#but ultimately sucks at doing good for the people who matter the most to him#let me just ramble more cause when i think of that scene with the jimas its so upsetting#just seeing how daigo's so concerned for kiryu- UGH i need to eat drywall#like aoki's death was one of the only things from this franchise that actively frustrated me#but this whole scene is so agitating too whenever i think hard about it#SORYR FOR THE RAMBLE this was definitely more emotionally charged than i try to make my posts usually#but oopsie </3 i have a lot of feelings ....
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Bro, I hate when actors are like, "Don't have gay ships involving my character because it's insult to actual gay relationships." Babe, it's more insulting to tell us we shouldn't ship a fiction man/woman with another fictional man/woman just because they aren't canonically gay. I promise we are well aware of the fact that the character is heterosexual in canon. But, we get so little representation that we're desperate for crumbs. Let gay people ship their stupid little fake characters with other stupid little fake characters and be happy. We rarely see actors talk about straight ships this way. How many times have you seen an actor say something like "Hey stop shipping this man and woman together because it would be an insult to actual heterosexuality." Exactly. What's actually insulting is how little representation we get. Let us be happy with the representation we have been forced to create on our own.
#Let us live 😭#let gay people enjoy fictional couples that they can actually relate to#you really want to make a difference??#Advocate for more media that centers gay people#actually do something#dont just sit around telling people not to have fiction gay ships because its “insult to actual gay people”#babes the ACTUAL GAY PEOPLE are the ones making the ships!!!#Stop speaking for us!!!!#How are you going to tell us that what we're doing is insulting... to ourselves#makes fuck all sense#anyways rant over im sorry#im not actually mad at the actors who do this i think theyre just wildly uneducated and need to interact with actual queer people more#Because i think they genuinely think theyre doing something nice but its really not actually nice and they just need to be educated#not mad at them#just frustrated that this narrative is constantly thrown around by multiple actors#fandom#fiction#gay ships#ao3#house md#hilson#lgbtqia#rant
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ok wait theres a poll about student loans going around and i see a lot of people in the notes being like “yeah i needed loans because i was poor AND stupid :(” and i’m like.
but that’s the system??? like this “rags to riches” narrative about kids who grow up in poverty and then go to like harvard on full-rides or whatever - it’s a fucking myth, dude. american dream propaganda. has it actually happened? sure, probably. but that has nothing to do with unnaturally high IQ or genius genes or whatever the fuck. that’s not how it WORKS. if you’re poor, you’re “stupid” because no one invested the time and resources into making you smart. largely, probably, because they literally couldn’t. poor family = overworked, absent parents, no matter how hard they try to be there for their kids, and that’s just how it is and it fucking sucks but it doesn’t mean you’re unintelligent because your mom couldn’t read you bedtime stories because she had to work the evening shift every weeknight, it means that you were robbed of necessary emotional connection and forced into developmental delays as a result that unfortunately, yeah, stay with you for the rest of your life.
like SINCERELY there is no measure for intelligence that does not automatically demean the socially disadvantaged and it is so, so, so important that you unlearn the idea that intelligence CAN be measured, let alone compared; because actually how “smart” someone is has a lot to do with how much energy they have on a day-to-day basis, which has a lot to do with how society treats them, which has a lot to do with how much money they have.
think about it, right?? i mean, in a better system, merit-based scholarships would not exist, because funding would go to low-income students who do not have time to study or participate in extracurriculars because they have to cook and clean for themselves and work 20 hours a week at the same time as they’re a full-time student. do you ever notice how dean’s list scholarships are granted to students without them even needing to apply, but financial aid forms are 5+ pages long and require you to write letters that are essentially the text equivalent of getting on your hands and knees and begging? and even then, it’s got such a slim chance of doing anything for you. so much effort for such little reward when you leave home at 7am to go to school and return home from work at 11pm and wake up the next day to do it all again.
it’s all structural, dude. you’re not unintelligent. you just weren’t allowed to be smart. and no one wants to give you a second chance at it, either. and that fucking sucks. but you’ve gotta stop calling yourself stupid or the “stupid” kids of tomorrow are never going to get the chances you didn’t
#taylor.txt#and DISCLAIMER yeah i know there are ‘but actually-’s here but thats true of anything#a pattern is a pattern and this one is pretty glaringly obvious once you start looking for it#sorry for the RANT i just get frustrated by this whole. ‘im not smart’ mindset a lot of people have#and lbr i’m a little extra sensitive right now because my kids are writing exams and they are so fucking smart and capable young people who#deserve every opportunity in the world but standardized tests were not made for this kind of demographic of students and i can see how#demoralizing it is for them and it sucks so bad man. they think theyre stupid but they have such shitty circumstances#so like if all i can do is tell them im proud and i understand and its ok and i’ll be here to help#then isnt that what i need to do? and dont i need to really truly believe it?
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Unpopular opinion: the heavy push toward anti-advertising on Tumblr does nothing to harm the advertisers you hate but is doing a huge amount of damage to small businesses who rely on reblogs to get the word out about their stuff.
#unforth rambles#i have so many rants stored up about the infuriating nature of anti advertising#and how it boils down to i dont want to know about new things unless my friends tell me organically#well how do you think your friend found out#somewhere along the line someone needs the ad shoved in their face or else the thing is completely invisible#i could really write 5k words on how frustrating it is#and how huge corporations and prime adding ads and youtube ads none of that is affected by your i wont reblog ads activism#who is affected are the small time creators who started on tumblr and rely on tumblr and are making things tumblr has said they want#like queer books and xxxxl skirts and indie games and and and#youre so bad at capitalism but youre only hurting your own#its exhausting tbh#anyway maybe yall should rethink your syances on advertising#tho the only people who will see this are people who already know and support me and others like me#so im preaching to the choir#im sorry yall youre doing enough and i love you#i dont know how to force the people who ACTUALLY need a wake up call on this to see this post#i can remember a time when if a business started from tumblr with actual fandom people everyone was excited and it spread like fire#now the minute we try to sell things made by tumblr based creators were categorized as just as evil as megacorps#and honestly wtf why
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The way people seem to think celebrity callout culture is actual activism baffles me. I see way more posts yelling at zionist celebrities than ones actually supporting Palestinian people. I can promise you, the folks being bombed in their homes do not give two shits about some comedian losing twitter followers or if you get an actor fired from a show. That’s like… not even real life. Who the fuck cares? Call your reps and go to protests. Ignore the fucking celebrities for once and center the everyday people instead.
#sorry its just really frustrating me#that all this energy is STILL going towards the rich and famous#and they are still trending#when like they do not really matter AT ALL in this situation#like this situation isn’t about them#veritasrose rants
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shamelessly vagueing here and this sounds harsh but jesus some people really need to start realising not everything is about them.
not in a stuck up, the world revolves around me, arrogant way. but in a they’re not laughing about you, they’re not gossiping about you, you’re just insecure, reading into every little thing, hurt and need help type of way.
#it annoys me so much and i feel so bad saying it because i used to be one of those people but people really just need to take my word here#and no amount of reassurance will help these people it will only make it worse because they feed off of it and if you don’t reassure them#they’ll think you’ve betrayed them and have been talking about them next#i’ve been one of these people and I KNOW it feels really shitty and it’s really hard to get through but there comes a point where it’s just#straight up self sabotage#its not about other people anymore you’re just doing it to yourself#and it honestly pisses me off because from an outside perspective you’re just bringing everyone else down instead of doing anything about i#i KNOW mental health is more nuanced than that and that sounds so mean but ugjansiwnsjwo it’s just been annoying me#i’ll support you 100% but you cannot be coming to me every single day saying you know blah blah blah hates you when actually they think the#are your friend#so now YOURE the one talking behind peoples backs and hurting people and i CANNOT STAND ITTTTT!!!!!#just ugh#vague posting for the fun of it and it’s 6:00am and need something to distract me from crocheting#and i’m really trying not to be mean by saying all of this#just a post made out of frustration#i want nothing but healing for these people all they’re doing is pushing more people away and i don’t think they realise it and they put th#blame on others instead#because that’s exactly what i did#and looking back i was a really shitty person to these people and am so sorry 😭#long notes rant but please someone tell me they know what i mean by this 😭#irls got me worked up 😭#alèssi says things#pleeeeease someone understand and know i’m not just jumping on depressed people 😭🥲🥲#(editing to add by being really shitty to these people i don’t mean the insecure ones i mean my friends when i was like this)
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I'm feeling my fma 03 obsession returning and just putting it out there that if you're a brotherhood prefer-er, who needs to tell 03 fans how much better it is:
don't
mainly please don't just say it follows the manga, I SWEAR that whoever was posting about it already knows that 03 doesn't and I'm also pretty sure that they don't care
#DEATH OF THE AUTEUR#vent rant in tags#this kills me#its so frustrating#i also hate whenever i make 03 content and there has to be someone in the comments talking about how much better brotherhood is#i know its not that serious but it just sucks that i can't even talk about 03 without people acting like i just don't know basic shit#about a show that ive loved for years and made multiple amvs for#if someone is making 03 fan edits or any fan content for 03 they ARE aware of bh#it just sucks when im excited for a comment and i know people aren't trying to be mean or condescending but even stuff like#“while 03 was okay you should really look into bh it's more manga accurate”#oh ill get right on that let me just finish the ties that bind the fifth fma light novel#oh while ur waiting for me to try... what did you call it? Brotherhood? check out my conqueror of shamballa scenario book!#sorry its mostly in japanese but it wasn't ever fully translated#having merch and completionism doesn't make me a better fan#but its really fucking annoying that bh fans always act like 03 fans just dont know better#of course all of this doesn't apply if someone asked#and of course 1 still applies (just making content for 03 isn't permission for you to come in saying how much you hate it)#but if you have to critique 03 to a fan out of nowhere#at least say SOMETHING different#nothings beyond criticism (we can talk abt cyborg archer)#but an adaptation not following the source material is NOT A CRITIQUE on its own#you can say how the changes hurt or even ruin the story in specific ways#BUT THE CHANGES ARE NOT THE PROBLEM THEMSELVES when judging a series as a piece of work#fma 2003#also this is mainly a problem on tiktok not yt for me
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hi sorry im like. so so mad about media so im putting this silly rant abt the witcher under the cut <3 spoilers for ummm the books or smth but i dont think my mutuals are into this so 👍
So i just hit Blood of Elves (the 3rd book) and met Triss. so not only did she literally SA/take advantage of geralt (as is the fucking pattern in these books w women towards him and the author and the plot treating any time geralt gets in this position as haha funny so many hot women want him :/) but she is um. absolutely fucking horrible. it is so confusing to me how so many fans love her (because even if you've only played the 3rd game, she LITERALLY point blank jokes with him about how people will no longer take advantage of him since he no longer has memory issues, and when he asks who was taking advantage of him, she was just like me :3. like its never elaborated on its just a fucking joke because we <3 feminism in this series!!) but if you've read the books it just becomes more clear how shes treating him. its a really disgusting pattern of behavior where most of his lovers either treat him like a freak and a mutant (which is sure soooo funny when hes treated like that by normal citizens) or just like a sexual object for them to use, with no regards to his consent. and by god triss has embodied both of those so so badly, where shes just nonstop either lusting after him (when he shows literally NO interest in her at this point lmao) or just treating him like shit. shes constantly guilt tripping him about ciri which is so fucking frustrating bc all the stuff shes bringing up under the guise of haha epic feminism moment is handled SO badly. she basically forces femininity on ciri who is like. barely 12 or 13 by this point (if my math is right) and who literally asks if triss will turn her into a boy and who is more than happy with dressing in male clothes. but triss finds this an absolute travesty that ciri literally has a diy haircut (or one of the men did it for her bc its mega crooked) and takes it into her own hands to turn her into a super pretty polished girl like. adjacent to beauty pageants but fantasy medieval. it is um. incredibly frustrating to see all of this and how triss consistently tells geralt his parenting sucks and that ciri shouldnt be with him (despite the fact ciri only feels safe around him and he does a rly good job parenting in his own way. like its not traditional bc he IS a cringefail adoptive single dad but its also like it doesnt need to be and he cares about her safety so much but wtv) and that he just overall sucks as a person. but we r supposed to root for the two of them to get together as in most of the games, she's the primary/most fleshed out romance option. and its like i do NOT expect ppl just playing the games or watching the netflix series to read the books but its also like she is genuinely really bad to him a lot, just talking down to him and it is actually um. very interesting bc geralt as a character is very emotionless a lot of the time (some of this is due to him being a witcher but some of it is just his personality or the trauma hes endured) but the increase of him just being upset or silent and resigned has increased tenfold in just the first 100 pages of this book. its so so frustrating to see esp after seeing how bad yennefer was treated, i really hoped triss would be better. but in every single way she's been worse.
#twist rambles#hi. sorry the mental illness is exploding im literally having to pause reading so much bc it is making me so angry.#i love seeing at the point where i gave up on being coherent w capitalization like. no one is going to read thru this but consider i need#to get the frustration out basically so <3#guy thats like haha i would never just rant abt this on main <3 and then does so hours later bc the frustration is just so bad. like it +#could be such an amazing series but the way women r handled. bad.#ask to tag#sorry im just ough. i needed to get this out so i could keep trucking through reading. but its literally just like?? the feminist thing for#triss to do is obviously just make sure ciri knows the female beauty standards and its so :/#the stuff w geralt isnt even like. everything im putting in this silly rant bc i legit do not remember all of it bc the horrors r just +#stacking and multiplying nonstop lmao. its just been really frustrating bc im mainly reading this for ciri and geralt but the romance +#subplots have been fucking HELL. anyways sorry for the long post under the cut etc :)
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usually if I see posts I disagree with I just scroll past but this saddens me... first up there's tons of story based games out there that don't suck! you're just not looking hard enough for them. no one's making u play roguelites. secondly they're not "gobbling up" the indie game scene at all?? there are SOME popular rogues (like sure, everyone knows hades which I would argue is actually not a great representation of the genre anyway!) but there are SO MANY indie games out here on planet earth + rogues don't take up a disproportionate percentage of them at all. you either have a poor gauge of the gaming industry or haven't explored outside of your bubble enough. THIRDLY disregarding that a lot of rogues do have decent story for a sec - even if they didn't, the main feature of a roguelite is the gameplay!! I'm so tired of ppl having a go at rogues for not being story rich enough. GO PLAY AN RPG. GO PLAY A VISUAL NOVEL. YOU ARE IN THE WRONG GENRE. its like someone playing a dating sim + being like ugh its just reading and picking dialogue options when do I get to fight something 🙄 people who actually enjoy playing roguelites/likes (hi!) appreciate the permadeath/endless replayability + navigating random/unpredictable environments + the level of difficulty. they find that mentally stimulating. if you DON'T then you are playing the wrong type of game!! I promise there are other games out there that will interest you more!! if its specifically the procedural generation/permadeath that bugs you but you enjoy other elements in that genre then I would suggest getting into metroidvanias/souls-likes which have fixed maps + more exploration/story focus, popular examples being the souls games, hollow knight, ori series, blasphemous etc. also implying rogues have less value for not being "handcrafted" is such an odd thing to say... procedurally generated maps might not have been individually designed but there are often immensely complex algorithms behind map generation, its not simply whacking together some random rooms, and someone had to write that code + design all the individual sections to feed into it in the first place...? I think thats an unfair comment to make 🤷♀️
#sorry for ranting but I keep seeing ppl unfairly talking shit abt rogues and as a lover of the genre it makes me really sad#especially when ppls only experience of rogues is like. hades lmao. but idk what else op has played so I won't judge on that#and ik its just an opinion and not real criticism but still. ppl should play videogames they enjoy instead of complaining all the time!!#like I'm always having the time of my life gaming bc I play games I love + if I don't enjoy smth I quit it. its not that complicated#.diaries#making my own post bc this isnt worth getting into a fight online abt I just want to vent my frustration grrr#.vent
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the funniest thing about the leafs, when people try to diagnose problems with the way they play as if it’s some systemic thing, is like... if it came down to it.... wouldn’t you rather them play well against good teams and bad against bad teams than the alternative.............. like in the long run, isn’t that better??? in the whole championship goal and how most ppl frame it, isn’t that all you care about anyway (for the people who say only the playoffs matter)...... i get that it’s the frustration with the potential of them playing well against EVERY team bc they’re good enough (although.. no one in the league really does that except boston rn, BE REAL), but at this point you know what team this is (and i suspect if you were heavily invested in any other team, they also have their frustrating inconsistencies/lore/superstitions/whatever this is), but it’s like. this isn’t even a fair assessment of why they lose the playoff games you love to talk about because THEY DOn’T PLAY BAD TEAMS THEn. when are hockey fans going to admit just how much luck goes into the sequence of events that takes someone to the stanley cup like holy fuck. it’s like either people genuinely believe they’re cursed (as in experience extremely unlucky moments when it matters most) or you genuinely think the leafs suck even when they’re evenly matched all series and go toe to toe with former stanley cup champions.... WHICH IS IT
#it's so hard to watch ppl talk about this like its a broken record#i feel like you absolutely can intellectualize ur way out of being frustrated.#bc it makes sense that they maybe dont 100% turn it on#against every team#esp teams that dont matter?#like what REALLY does it say if they dont beat the habs or coyotes#some superstitious thing??? i really dont get it.#i try and i try and i try to#i get watchin ur team not play well is like :| regardless but LIKE. DOES IT WARRAnT#THE COnSTAnT CYCLE OF DISCOURSEEE#its mostly just funny?????????? like#i absolutely will make excuses for them bc what does acting like theres some core flaw to their play do for u as a leafs fan#makes u look like an idiot for still rooting for them?#i just dont fuckin buy the way all these ppl interact with sports like#what a miserable life if there cant be upsides#sorry i rant weekly its just .....#we need some optimism around here lol#ive thought maybe ppl get mad at these games bc it feels like a harbinger of the 1st round exit#and how they havent overcome these barriers but like.#tangibly... what are the barriers.. and are they actually on the leafs or#LIKE. ppl just talk out of their ass#i want to do an academic study on this its fascinatin#sports culture man.... the hostility and lack of fun it breeds lmaooooo#outside of the already blatant problems
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girl help I’m experiencing that common yet elusive late night motivation to get my life together knowing it will fall apart in the morning </3 girl fucking help me
#I hate ittt#I’m always like ‘I’m gonna start doing this’ or ‘I’m gonna finally try and get myself in a place where I can maybe take college classes’#and ‘I’m really gonna try and fix my sleep schedule and stop getting distracted instead of getting something accomplished’#and then in the morning evil me is back and they hate me and everything else#and would sell the world to hell for five more minutes of sleep#and my executive dysfunction has its claws in me again#man it sucks being so behind. I don’t want to like complain and make it sound like I’m worthless bc I’m not but man it’s hard#it’s hard watching ppl younger than you achieve your dreams of learning and getting better and breaking through that mental fog#they’re not always much younger either just like. two years is enough to make me wonder what would have happened if I was there#I know it’s not all in my control why I’m here either— there’s a lot of factors at play#but one of them IS that growing up I couldn’t never beat that executive dysfunction plus mental fog and procrastination#and then I shot myself in the foot by saying I waited to long and shouldn’t even try#and now I’m realizing I could but the years I spent fighting with myself weigh me down now and then#I can’t let it get to me because if I let myself get weighed down by it all I pull others down with me#but sometimes it does make me sad. and frustrated. when I feel this motivation when im lying in bed tired at some ungodly hour#suddenly struck with wanting to change my life and not having the daylight nor the physical/mental ability to get it done right then#not to mention the privacy. if I chose to get up at the buttcheeks of midnight and morning I would be not only destroying my own schedule#but disturbing a bunch of others too#anyway this wasn’t supposed to turn into a rant sorry#I haven’t talked a lot lately so it’s all bubbling inside I guess
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