#sorry again. have no one to vent to

[dogbunni]

I was telling my mother about some interesting Symptoms™ I've been having and putting them all together like that. maybe I'm stressed because my body is falling apart. that might be a cause. like

[inkly-heart]

please don’t be sad little sprout, you are loved 🌱 🖤

🌱

[fishing-lesbian-catgirl]

I can imagine anything guy image: “I can spiral into tears and convince myself I’m the worst person alive over anything”

[your-unfriendlyghost]

mentally prepping myself for another 9.5 hr shift tomorrow…might end up committing a few minor crimes after but we’ll see

[uhbasicallyjustmilex]

feeling very grateful for the cute barista today who clearly clocked a) my fontaines d.c. tote, and b) the fact i was stuck on a spectacularly bad date, and proceeded to play me an entire playlist of fontaines d.c. and sneak me extra vegan marshmallows with my hot chocolate

[honeypleasejustkillme]

i realize i will most likely never be loved the way i love and that i have always come second, third or fourth even tho i always make time to put people i care about first because i want the people in my life to feel loved in the same way that i so desperately want to be loved. just came to the realization that i will probably never ever get the love i truly want :,)

[nuppu-nuppu]

Ignore if you don’t want to read about me being stupid once again

[ladyofthebookcase]

au where yi frees goumang from the collar thing after undergoing character development and she just kills him and hes dead forever. bye bye! we all outta yi. rip bozo

[reigning-kingof-ithaca]

Not part of this universe.

A void in my chest, equivalent to a black hole.

Life comes in, it’s all lost to me.

What purpose does it serve?

I know nothing of it. 

This body.

An empty jar that I’m trapped in.

I want to get out—

I need to get out, this can’t be healthy.

I bang my head into the walls of the glass,

But it only makes the experience more suffocating.

The container is clear, but my vision is fogged up with memories I never experienced.

A change.

Trying to make things better for myself.

“Maybe,” I tell myself, “Maybe if I try hard enough, I won’t screw up again.”

“I won’t lose everyone. I won’t let my efforts go in vain.”

But it’s hard, because I was supposed to have my happy ending already.

I pulled through. I was ok again.

Why am I back at the start?

I thought it was over…

An opportunity.

I could move on.

This new world and body gave me a fresh start.

An agonizing one— but a fresh start nonetheless.

An uphill battle.

Sometimes I pause and let my tears fall,

So that maybe I won’t fall myself.

I sit sobbing, mourning the happiness I was supposed to have,

And I curse the struggles keeping me from it again.

It’s like a game I accidentally restarted.

I don’t want to do this, it’s so exhausting.

But what do I have to lose?

All I can do is hope there’s a light at the end of the tunnel;

Something that makes this worth it.

How can I be so sure?

What if my previous chance was my last one?

So many questions. 

Too much hope—

Or maybe none at all

[rapidhighway]

[weezerlvr228]

hi fam !!

[liliallowed]

okay that may sound mean but again. I've made IT PRETTY clear I can't donate.

you guys are really starting to piss me off posing as victims.

how do I know? you WOULDN'T ASK SOMEONE WHO'S IN FINANCIAL STRUGGLE FOR A MORAL BARGAIN!

there's a fine line with the audacity.

get tf out of my blog.

just because I support Palestine doesn't mean I'm a door mat and you can use my emotions for personal gain.

kindly fuck off if you're a copy pasta bot acc. I WILL check your account and activity days and all your posts before answering.

and if I see an ask repeated? I'm going to block you. because you don't even take the time to friking READ my blogs first few words.

stop trying to benefit from the suffering of people you two faced scums. 🤬

[brown-little-robin]

I need to sleep for 70 hours and then maybe I'll feel not evil again

[shima-draws]

Been having a rough couple of days. Send me asks?

[bumbling-kiddo]

my agereblr pet peeve is people who add on their own dni banners to other people’s posts

[mylove-thresher]

I keep trying to post shit I been drawing lately BUT I CANT. I CANNOT BRING MYSELF TO. THE WORMS INSIDE MY HEAD DO NOT APPROVE OF THEM. I CANNOT FUCKING DRAW. PUT ME DOWN. I DONT FEEL THE SILLY IN ME.