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iii playing with trivium !

🎥: @ lolamused

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iii playing with trivium at bloodstock 😱 ⁉️

🎥: @ kariclough via iii’s ig story!

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happy friiiday to the man himself !

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feeling evil because my lungs are currently attempting to murder me (i have had three asthma attacks in the last hour and the worst one was while i was driving!!!) and also i am very ouch because i have been putting in extra shifts at work to help them catch up and i’ve been going out so i am always on my feet

i of course want all the comfort food now and some very specific snacks but i can’t go out and get any of it cuz i’m too fatigued and in too much pain to even bear the thought of standing up again

and i have yet to go out to a disco dance party with my cousin later for her bday :)

when will i learn my own limits? (hint: the answer is never lmao)

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iii is really out here doing side quests now lmao

playing with trivium is cool af and he brought back the white mask 🥰

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need more money so i can go to more movies and concerts to feel like a human again

(they say as they have already been to two concerts this month, have tickets to third, and are debating a fourth. and also a ticket to a concert film. but. i need more. i need to see fantastic four and weapons)

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tonight i get my annual spudnut and slice of doukhobor bread

i cannot overstate my excitement lmao

this is literally my favourite part of august, they are true treats for me lol. and mostly because they are literally only available right now. i can only get a spudnut for like 5 days and the bread is only available in the summer because it’s the only time to visit the caves or the fair

anyways. daydreaming about carbs lmao

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If you’re LGBT reblog and tag with your opinion on beer.

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went for a drive today to see the burn over from the forest fires up near my friend’s cabin

found a car :)

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every damn time i feel like i’m starting to make even the smallest bit of progress towards getting my shit together and getting my weight/health under control, i feel like i backslide so fucking bad

every time i finally have the energy and motivation to get moving and be somewhat consistent about it and eat well, i find myself constantly starving despite how hearty my meals are and all i do is think about food and eat. and then i end up putting on a few more pounds. i am so frustrated by this endless hunger and food obsessing 😭

i really don’t know what to do to make it better either like i don’t even know where to begin fixing this

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only have two days left on my contract for pet work but i’m actually about to crash tf out

DO NOT WORK FOR PEOPLE WHO CANT SEEM TO GROW UP OUT OF THEIR HIGH SCHOOL MEAN GIRL PHASE HOLY FUCK

my contractor has been a bitch since i turned in my resignation. she was a total kiss-ass before that, and had been really kind early on when i started this job. she was the sweetest when my dog passed away, and very supportive when i found a client passed away in their home.

but now? she ignores me. has done for the entire month. the only conversation we’ve had was for her to lecture me on cat safe flowers (which like- i’ve owned cats my entire life and worked pet care for 2.5 years… i’m not stupid i’m not gonna go out and buy lilies ffs)

i asked her yesterday if i could get my final pay sheet a day or two early so that i could confirm/correct it before i’m out of cell service for a few days. we’ve made this exception for the last two years because i am always out of cell service for the first weekend of august- which usually coincides with our pay schedule. she will not answer my message!!! she’s been posting in team chats and welcoming new members and posting new bookings, but won’t answer my fucking question

honestly i’m going to get some free software on my computer tomorrow and i’m going to send her an invoice. and she better fucking pay me because i will not hesitate to take legal action. i do not play about my worker’s rights i have reported previous workplaces to unions and i will go to court if necessary for my last $200 from this cunt lmao

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Hey guys something fucking bad happened

KOSA/the kids online safety act has been reintroduced into legislature after it passed Senate last year and then got snubbed. It is not unlike the bill that just passed in the UK a few weeks ago. If you don't want what happened in the UK to happen here, now would be a good time to vocally oppose it.

Here is a petition that can be signed by Americans. Attached to the petition is an easy tool that allows you to call and leave messages for your representatives. I have already done so. You can also email your representatives by searching for their name, most have message submission boards as well. This thing died once, it can die again.

Please sign/share the petition and contact your representatives.

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can it please be mid-fall now??

getting really sick of the whole “perpetually sweaty and sticky” thing that always comes with summer. i feel so disgusting constantly. doesn’t matter how often i shower or how little activity i do i am always covered in a layer of sweat and it’s nasty

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perfect by simple plan you will always destroy me and always have a special special place in my heart

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finally getting around to watching the simple plan documentary on prime

did not take long for me to start crying lmao

i cannot explain the love i have for this band it has literally been a lifelong love affair. i first heard them as a 2-year-old and have been obsessed since

i have seen them live four times on two continents, and sobbed every single time. i have high fived pierre! i have held chuck while he’s crowdsurfed lol

idk they just mean so so so much to me and this documentary is so damn good

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BEING CHRONICALLY ILL SUCKS SO MUCH ASS WHAT DO YOU MEAN A LOAD OF DISHES AND TWO LOADS OF LAUNDRY IS ALL THE ENERGY I HAVE FOR THE DAY?!

i still have to fuckin cook supper dammit

i am pushing myself to burnout today cuz fuck that i’ll deal with the consequences tomorrow