#Bc wdym I was fr cooking before I came back to school and now this junk happens | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

mylove-thresher · 9 hours ago

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I keep trying to post shit I been drawing lately BUT I CANT. I CANNOT BRING MYSELF TO. THE WORMS INSIDE MY HEAD DO NOT APPROVE OF THEM. I CANNOT FUCKING DRAW. PUT ME DOWN. I DONT FEEL THE SILLY IN ME.

#If I had the fucking time to draw at home my life would be sparkles and glitter #I feel like my skills are falling away from my grasp #Bc wdym I was fr cooking before I came back to school and now this junk happens #I’m probably just out of energy from everything that’s been going on in my school #And I think I said som in the tags of one of my latest posts about a new girl in class that’s funny n shi. Well she isn’t.#I’m starting to hate her bc she’s cringe and quirky as hell but not in an actually funny way it’s just annoying #And she’s always cutting me and other people off in irl convos and acting like the goofy main character #While also being so unbelievably stupid like we have to repeat things to her over and over again and it’s just. So much.#I feel bad for being an absolute hater but she’s genuinely becoming more and more insufferable and it’s just her second week here #Idk how my friends put up w her but I look at their faces and I can tell they’re done w her sometimes #It’s not that she’s a bad person she’s just. So cringe. In a bad way. Not in a “let people be cringe” cringe way. Just cringe.#Like I swear she’s an absolute ditz #Or whatever the word is in english #Why am I just hating on this random girl nobody on here knows irl mb but I had to get it out 😭#Ugghhhhhhggg I’m sorry for not posting anything too interesting chat #I know I technically do post quite often but I don’t feel as artistically satisfied with myself as I felt before #oh and I’m also going to try reaching out to some teachers I kinda trust ab how I feel mentally and shi #Maybe they’ll talk to me #i hope they do #I just don’t feel like myself anymore it’s like I’m two entirely different people online and irl #im so much more open online and irl I’m like an actual nobody. Not degradingly I’m seriously just not sociable 😭#But ummm yeah whatevz I guess #vent #vent post #personal rant

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