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It's been a long time since I have experienced hope. Changing lines always have put my mind in a decisive phase, constantly thinking about what I have missed in the time that i have crossed. It's been a long time, that I have forgot to talk and open up about myself to others. I haven't met anyone new since the last 3 years and it's been almost a decade that I never crossed the barriers and let go of myself like a Vagabond and get lost in the wilderness of life. I think I have missed a lot and never shared my untold stories to anyone. In my past I have been vulnerable, I have injured myself without thinking about the future and have faced all the losses with a smile on my face; sometimes I thank I have forgot to shed tear. Maybe it's been quite a long time that I have indulged myself amidst substance abuse and intoxicated lifestyle that somehow deleted the emotions within me. It happens and it's true. Sometimes the toughest situations have just made me stand still and observe like an emotionless bark which just got uprooted from the nearest tree part, and has everything to loose but couldn't react to the situation happening so abruptly and it later made me think what I have actually lost. I have lost the me in myself and have become a lifeless witness whom one can never ask as to what has happened because there will never be the same emotion within the words that narrated a story of the past. I have been broken but now I am thinking of healing myself. Even that needs a little help that I hope of getting into. But from whom? From the very phase that landed me in the zeroes will somehow guide me into the numbers so that I can dream again. Kolkata 2023 https://www.instagram.com/p/CqAX075yk63/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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Kolkata 2023 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ... @our.magazine #dreamermagazine @etczine @etczine_trip @soupgram #photography #photostory #igers #kolkata @bjp1854 @gupmagazine #indiaphotoconcept #indiaphotostory @deutschejournalistenschule #burndiary #burnmagazine @everydayeverywhere #myfeatureshoot #friendsinperson #creativeimagemagazine @time #travellife #indiaphotoconcept #hikaricreative @inkandvoices @inspiroindia @tootiredproject #redminote7india @redminote7s @indiaphotostory #fubimagazine #velveteyesmag #callmagazine @therandomlifafa #lovethe last https://www.instagram.com/p/Cp2oMeHyRRG/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[ritam88]

Kolkata 2023 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ... @our.magazine #dreamermagazine @etczine @etczine_trip @soupgram #photography #photostory #igers #kolkata @bjp1854 @gupmagazine #indiaphotoconcept #indiaphotostory @deutschejournalistenschule #burndiary #burnmagazine @everydayeverywhere #myfeatureshoot #friendsinperson #creativeimagemagazine @time #travellife #indiaphotoconcept #hikaricreative @inkandvoices @inspiroindia @tootiredproject #redminote7india @redminote7s @indiaphotostory #fubimagazine #velveteyesmag #callmagazine @therandomlifafa #love (at Baba Bhoothnath Mandir) https://www.instagram.com/p/CpxabJ6SJXh/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[ritam88]

All that wait for that one! Kolkata 2023 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ... @our.magazine #dreamermagazine @etczine @etczine_trip @soupgram #photography #photostory #igers #kolkata @bjp1854 @gupmagazine #indiaphotoconcept #indiaphotostory @deutschejournalistenschule #burndiary #burnmagazine @everydayeverywhere #myfeatureshoot #friendsinperson #creativeimagemagazine @time #travellife #indiaphotoconcept #hikaricreative @inkandvoices @inspiroindia @tootiredproject #redminote7india @redminote7s @indiaphotostory #fubimagazine #velveteyesmag #callmagazine @therandomlifafa #love (at Baba Bhoothnath Mandir) https://www.instagram.com/p/CpspXxPSqQe/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[ritam88]

All that wait for that one! Kolkata 2023 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ... @our.magazine #dreamermagazine @etczine @etczine_trip @soupgram #photography #photostory #igers #kolkata @bjp1854 @gupmagazine #indiaphotoconcept #indiaphotostory @deutschejournalistenschule #burndiary #burnmagazine @everydayeverywhere #myfeatureshoot #friendsinperson #creativeimagemagazine @time #travellife #indiaphotoconcept #hikaricreative @inkandvoices @inspiroindia @tootiredproject #redminote7india @redminote7s @indiaphotostory #fubimagazine #velveteyesmag #callmagazine @therandomlifafa #love https://www.instagram.com/p/CpspKG0ybWs/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[ritam88]

"If death had a confession to make." Kolkata, 2023 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ... @our.magazine #dreamermagazine @etczine @etczine_trip @soupgram #photography #photostory #igers #kolkata @bjp1854 @gupmagazine #indiaphotoconcept #indiaphotostory @deutschejournalistenschule #burndiary #burnmagazine @everydayeverywhere #myfeatureshoot #friendsinperson #creativeimagemagazine @time #travellife #indiaphotoconcept #hikaricreative @inkandvoices @inspiroindia @tootiredproject #redminote7india @redminote7s @indiaphotostory #fubimagazine #velveteyesmag #callmagazine @therandomlifafa #love https://www.instagram.com/p/CpiUCjJPLbC/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[ritam88]

"If only death had a confession to make." Kolkata, 2023 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ... @our.magazine #dreamermagazine @etczine @etczine_trip @soupgram #photography #photostory #igers #kolkata @bjp1854 @gupmagazine #indiaphotoconcept #indiaphotostory @deutschejournalistenschule #burndiary #burnmagazine @everydayeverywhere #myfeatureshoot #friendsinperson #creativeimagemagazine @time #travellife #indiaphotoconcept #hikaricreative @inkandvoices @inspiroindia @tootiredproject #redminote7india @redminote7s @indiaphotostory #fubimagazine #velveteyesmag #callmagazine @therandomlifafa #love https://www.instagram.com/p/CpS87D2yfNw/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[ritam88]

"If only death had a confession to make." Kolkata, 2023 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ... @our.magazine #dreamermagazine @etczine @etczine_trip @soupgram #photography #photostory #igers #kolkata @bjp1854 @gupmagazine #indiaphotoconcept #indiaphotostory @deutschejournalistenschule #burndiary #burnmagazine @everydayeverywhere #myfeatureshoot #friendsinperson #creativeimagemagazine @time #travellife #indiaphotoconcept #hikaricreative @inkandvoices @inspiroindia @tootiredproject #redminote7india @redminote7s @indiaphotostory #fubimagazine #velveteyesmag #callmagazine @therandomlifafa #love https://www.instagram.com/p/CpDjOM6yWE5/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[ritam88]

"If only death had a confession to make." Kolkata, 2023 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ... @our.magazine #dreamermagazine @etczine @etczine_trip @soupgram #photography #photostory #igers #kolkata @bjp1854 @gupmagazine #indiaphotoconcept #indiaphotostory @deutschejournalistenschule #burndiary #burnmagazine @everydayeverywhere #myfeatureshoot #friendsinperson #creativeimagemagazine @time #travellife #indiaphotoconcept #hikaricreative @inkandvoices @inspiroindia @tootiredproject #redminote7india @redminote7s @indiaphotostory #fubimagazine #velveteyesmag #callmagazine @therandomlifafa #love https://www.instagram.com/p/Co2oHPISY5R/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[ritam88]

25 years after I had to change my ways my moving into a completely new place. Already I have lived the life of a Vagabond being in my own city, but this time it hit quite hard. It's not the place, not the people but it's you. The one who always have mood swings and have the feeling that everyone around is spying upon me for being the new nuisance in their locality. Yeah and the adjacent lane shelters the age old Parsi Burial Grounds. Kind of an intense attempt to get naturally attracted towards these place that stink of death. And I have an intense appetite to tend to turn towards all these things. They kind of turn the switch on to get along with the older life that I was having, and trying to leave behind all along. It's kind of haunting but I feel that the hand is just above. Anyday it can choose to pick me up and throw away in the rubbish can of societal taboos where I belong. Maybe I will be able to find some familiar faces in there. But that's much much better than becoming a witness to all those things that you have to endure every single day. "If only death has an confession to make." Kolkata, 2023 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ... @our.magazine #dreamermagazine @etczine @etczine_trip @soupgram #photography #photostory #igers #kolkata @bjp1854 @gupmagazine #indiaphotoconcept #indiaphotostory @deutschejournalistenschule #burndiary #burnmagazine @everydayeverywhere #myfeatureshoot #friendsinperson #creativeimagemagazine @time #travellife #indiaphotoconcept #hikaricreative @inkandvoices @inspiroindia @tootiredproject #redminote7india @redminote7s @indiaphotostory #fubimagazine #velveteyesmag #callmagazine @therandomlifafa #love https://www.instagram.com/p/CowuUjtSG1y/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[ritam88]

Death is already around the corner. Do you know when you are going to ho under the blanket? Nobody does, but everybody secretly wishes they do. I have been fascinated with it for quite a time. Maybe because of some not-so-good times that I have seen. Witnessed some of rhe beautiful faces fading away. Where do we stand. You, me and people like those who are dying in those dreams. They never know when it will hit them harder, and they will realise the burden to bear all this and keep silent, as a witness who has gone dry from inside. Maybe we have seen too much. This is not an exaggeration but I think it's the beginning of a new substance that I think I can produce. It's just a personal journey that has been going on for quite some time. However I felt the time to write about it now. Kolkata, 2023 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ... @our.magazine #dreamermagazine @etczine @etczine_trip @soupgram #photography #photostory #igers #kolkata @bjp1854 @gupmagazine #indiaphotoconcept #indiaphotostory @deutschejournalistenschule #burndiary #burnmagazine @everydayeverywhere #myfeatureshoot #friendsinperson #creativeimagemagazine @time #travellife #indiaphotoconcept #hikaricreative @inkandvoices @inspiroindia @tootiredproject #redminote7india @redminote7s @indiaphotostory #fubimagazine #velveteyesmag #callmagazine @therandomlifafa #love https://www.instagram.com/p/Cou90BvS0jB/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[ritam88]

Seeking out quiet places. Kolkata 2023 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ... @our.magazine #dreamermagazine @etczine @etczine_trip @soupgram #photography #photostory #igers #kolkata @bjp1854 @gupmagazine #indiaphotoconcept #indiaphotostory @deutschejournalistenschule #burndiary #burnmagazine @everydayeverywhere #myfeatureshoot #friendsinperson #creativeimagemagazine @time #travellife #indiaphotoconcept #hikaricreative @inkandvoices @inspiroindia @tootiredproject #redminote7india @redminote7s @indiaphotostory #fubimagazine #velveteyesmag #callmagazine @therandomlifafa #love https://www.instagram.com/p/CosJrM-ygoP/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[ritam88]

Happy Valentine's Day. #staysafe #playsafe #valentines Kolkata 2023 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ... @our.magazine #dreamermagazine @etczine @etczine_trip @soupgram #photography #photostory #igers #kolkata @bjp1854 @gupmagazine #indiaphotoconcept #indiaphotostory @deutschejournalistenschule #burndiary #burnmagazine @everydayeverywhere #myfeatureshoot #friendsinperson #creativeimagemagazine @time #travellife #indiaphotoconcept #hikaricreative @inkandvoices @inspiroindia @tootiredproject #redminote7india @redminote7s @indiaphotostory #fubimagazine #velveteyesmag #callmagazine @therandomlifafa #love https://www.instagram.com/p/Coo5FH7ykoK/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[ritam88]

Wandering through the magical lanes of Kolkata after night. Kolkata 2023 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ... @our.magazine #dreamermagazine @etczine @etczine_trip @soupgram #photography #photostory #igers #kolkata @bjp1854 @gupmagazine #indiaphotoconcept #indiaphotostory @deutschejournalistenschule #burndiary #burnmagazine @everydayeverywhere #myfeatureshoot #friendsinperson #creativeimagemagazine @time #travellife #indiaphotoconcept #hikaricreative @inkandvoices @inspiroindia @tootiredproject #redminote7india @redminote7s @indiaphotostory #fubimagazine #velveteyesmag #callmagazine @therandomlifafa #love https://www.instagram.com/p/ConLfkvytcF/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[ritam88]

Kolkata 2023 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ... @our.magazine #dreamermagazine @etczine @etczine_trip @soupgram #photography #photostory #igers #kolkata @bjp1854 @gupmagazine #indiaphotoconcept #indiaphotostory @deutschejournalistenschule #burndiary #burnmagazine @everydayeverywhere #myfeatureshoot #friendsinperson #creativeimagemagazine @time #travellife #indiaphotoconcept #hikaricreative @inkandvoices @inspiroindia @tootiredproject #redminote7india @redminote7s @indiaphotostory #fubimagazine #velveteyesmag #callmagazine @therandomlifafa #love https://www.instagram.com/p/CoiCf5xS1Or/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[ritam88]

Kolkata 2023 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ... @our.magazine #dreamermagazine @etczine @etczine_trip @soupgram #photography #photostory #igers #kolkata @bjp1854 @gupmagazine #indiaphotoconcept #indiaphotostory @deutschejournalistenschule #burndiary #burnmagazine @everydayeverywhere #myfeatureshoot #friendsinperson #creativeimagemagazine @time #travellife #indiaphotoconcept #hikaricreative @inkandvoices @inspiroindia @tootiredproject #redminote7india @redminote7s @indiaphotostory #fubimagazine #velveteyesmag #callmagazine @therandomlifafa #love https://www.instagram.com/p/CoXzpIBSRy-/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[ritam88]

"I often miss the sky." Kolkata 2023 . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ... @our.magazine #dreamermagazine @etczine @etczine_trip @soupgram #photography #photostory #igers #kolkata @bjp1854 @gupmagazine #indiaphotoconcept #indiaphotostory @deutschejournalistenschule #burndiary #burnmagazine @everydayeverywhere #myfeatureshoot #friendsinperson #creativeimagemagazine @time #travellife #indiaphotoconcept #hikaricreative @inkandvoices @inspiroindia @tootiredproject #redminote7india @redminote7s @indiaphotostory #fubimagazine #velveteyesmag #callmagazine @therandomlifafa #love https://www.instagram.com/p/CoPiF9VSebw/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=