#sometimes this all feels like a dream
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Saila's nipple is the art that will appear when you search yandere x reader. That's honestly a major accomplishment 👏🏾.
The way I freaked out when I saw my art on the tags like that😭😭
They were on my recommended tags as well and I was like “no way is that me???”
#sometimes this all feels like a dream#i’m so happy it makes me want to cry#i love all of you so much#asks#silas#yandere elf
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I love you messy artstyle i love you visible brush strokes I love you textures and rough edges I love you imperfections I love you roughness and colour blobs I love you scratchy sketches and bold stylisation and dirt and imperfections I love you ugly and raw emotion!!!!! ❤️
#i talk sometimes#art talk#i made a tweet like this on twatter ages ago but i've been feeling this a lot lately#also this is the start of me writing more on this blog and not only using it as art because who cares!! i don't!!#I wanna translate raw emotion into colors and shapes. I wanna know where to ignore all details and where to go ham you feel me?#i used to dream about developing a style like for MtG where it looked like a masterful oil painting that oozes realism and details#and i've realised the last two years or so that I would actually hate that for me. I know I wouldn't enjoy doing it. For myself.#it's that pipeline from wanting to be the perfect realistic wotc artist to accepting that I will never be that#instead i wanna learn how to stylise better and get a good brush economy going yknow. I wanna be bolder.#i doubt i'll ever be as incredible as all these MtG artists no matter what anyone says. but it's ok!! i don't have to be!!!#i just luv art man!!
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Madoka is the promise you won't turn from a child, full of hopes and dreams and the wish to save the world, into a bitter adult who just wants to hurt others and ruin people's lives
Madoka promised to be there for you to remind you of the person you wanted to be and to stop you from becoming what you sought to destroy
Madoka made that promise and became the very embodiment of it
#Moon posting#Feeling emotional about Madoka Magica all out of the blue and I'm making it your problem#IDK I saw a video in my YT reccs ranking Doremi toys and I really enjoyed it (sadly can't remember who it was)#So I went to check what other content the person had made and they had recently-ish done a blind reaction to Madoka#Didn't watch the whole thing just The Good Shit at like double speed (it was completely uncut and I wasn't in the mood for a full rewatch)#And god. The way the fucking ending to this series still makes me fucking sob like a baby EVEN WHEN WATCHING AT DOUBLE SPEED#I dunno what to tell you I really like that series. Like I just do. Madoka is Good Actually#IDK I feel like everyone has a lot of Opinions about the series and all I can say is that y'all are wrong and don't understand it#MADOKA ISN'T ABOUT BEING EDGY GRIMDARK TORTURE PORN!!! IT'S ABOUT HOPE!! AND DREAMS!! AND NOT GIVING UP!!#Y'all remember that post about how sometimes if you need to imagine Naruto encouraging you to help you get out of bed and brush your teeth#Then you imagine that dattebayo#And that is literally what Madoka is.#Except instead of self-care Madoka is there to stop you from being a toxic little dickweed and be nice to others#Sometimes you need to stop and ask: Would Madoka do that? Would Madoka say that? Would she be proud of me right now?#Don't ask me why I'm posting this it is 5 am I should be in bed man
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Can the christian side of Tumblr for once acknowledge that going the fuck off with an aesthetic or particularly impressive artistic accomplishment isn't like especially unique to Catholicism, christianianty broadly, or all of Western culture in general?
"You gotta admit the Catholics went off with-" no maybe I don't because it seems like people in all kinds of cultural subgroups have been going just as much the fuck off, so maybe it's not actually something uniquely beneficial granted to Catholics only, but in fact a wider and more beautiful fucking aspect of humanity which ties us together more deeply and richly if we'd take a little time off crediting authoritarian institutions with inspiration instead of the people who did the actual work. I don't know, I'm just spitballing here.
#i dream of going more than one day without seeing implicit assumption of a universally xian culture#all i want is a break for one day#i feel like im going insane sometimes
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(ASOS, Sansa II)
(ASOS, Jon XII)
#jonsa#jon x sansa#sansa stark#jon snow#don’t tell me they mean nothing to each other when they have such glaring parallels#it’s the way no one else in the series has this exact dream to restore Winterfell and have a little starkling family#in the same book mind you !!#the way Robb is the missing piece to Sansa’s fantasy <33#and Jon and Sansa don’t mention each other because they’ll be parents#oh the feelings I have#sometimes there was even a girl who looked like arya#and arya is known to resemble Jon really closely#implying that Sansa wants to marry someone of the north with stark features#which makes so much sense for her character arc to BE with someone born and raised in the north#not another random lord to exploit her claim and power#see this is why I wrote a 40 paged meta analysis and compiled it into a PowerPoint#and then presented it to my mother thus converting her into a Jonsa truther#WITHOUT OBJECTION#on a side note I find it so interesting when you talk to someone who’s neutral on ships and is willing to listen to whatever theory#as objectively possible#because as soon as I pointed all the evidence out to my mum she was like woahhh you’re smart analysis and you’re so correct
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Finding contentment in the act of venting and listening~
#the sandman netflix#fanart#dream of the endless#morpheus#matthew#digital art#just let them be happy-ish#sobs#i think sometimes the smallest things mean the most#feels like dream will find matthew confusing at first#with all that modern vernacular#but he starts to appreciate his raven just being there
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smth smth about 'the thing that the character did that you thought was rly rly funny in the moment is actually linked to a terrible trauma that lies within said character.' or wahtever.
#jrwi show#jrwi fanart#jrwi riptide#gillion tidestrider#made this within a short span of wahtever bc i gotta go up to the mountains for my stupid gay job tonight n im trying#nnot to frrRREAAAK THE FUCK OUUTTTTTTi dont wanna work but. get that bread we fuckin shall i guess#ONWARDS TO THE FISH TORMENT!! sometimes flowers feel pain when you trim them before their blossoming. atleast i imagine so#i used to draw gillion with loooong hair tied into a big ol braid. and then it was confirmed that he had short hair when he was little.#AT FIRST I WAS SAD. but then i realized the duality of. when they were little. gill had short hair. edyn had long hair.#AND NOW THEYRE OLDER. and gillion has long hair. and edyn has short hair#both mirroring eachother. looking up to eachother. subconsciously or not. they most certainly care. and most certainly miss eachother.#GILLION ALWAYS LOVED HOW LONG HAIR LOOKs. atleast i imagine so. he hasnt cut it since he left the undersea. sure he wanted to go back home#but even at the very start. he knew he was free in some way now. free to grow out his hair. an adventure would await him before he returns.#he knew it would be a while. so he cant let this go. he cant let this sought-after hair-length get cut away from him again#not yet. not yet. i like to think he loved music too. I SAW SOMETHING INTERESTING A BIT AGO#i see alot of ppl commenting on my baby gill comics like;'i wouldFIGHT this teacher i wanna KILL EM i want them DESTROYED#all very good and nice sentiments! i LOVE the energy here! and it would be nice. to have that catharsis#but the story of young tidestrider is not a story of catharsis. it is a story of agony and being so so small and so special and also so dum#and sucking so bad. and just being a kid and doing the things that a little kid does and so many tired tired people reacting badly to it#youre supposed to be the hero that will save us. our world hangs in the balance and you are the one who tips the scales.#YOU are supposed to SAVE US!! you NEED to SAVE US! CAN YOU PLEASE STOP SQUIRMING IN YOUR STUPID CHAIR!!#you'd think that young tidestrider ought to prevail. and be tucked someplace all safe and sound.#elders gone missing and rotting in a jail. their cultists nowhere around. but theres no happy endings. not here not now.#this tale is all sorrows n woes. you may dream that justice n peace win the day. but thats not how this story goes#BIG ideas for this lil baby gillion series. if anything i make ever gets disproven im killing myself in a well as to poison a water supply
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i hate cassius but i need a whole book on this man he is too interesting
#kotlc#i actually need a whole series on a lot of characters in this book#like fitz#and alvar#and gisela#and vespera#and a bonus ruy and alvar romance trope stort told in both perspectives#and keefe#and grady#and edaline#and jolie omg#i cant get enough sometimes guys#this is afun little book guys 🙂#also hate cassius but the lore is insane didnt he sleep with mrs stinkbottom when keefe qas away or did i dream that#just him feeling regret and lonliness all while having a bunch of secrets and independency and lore and djdjshsahhs
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I think this will be my second to last redraw because I’m running low on energy juice lol so officially #3 of 4
And here’s the original not too cronchy but still cronchy
I made Emmeline in 2020 can you guys believe it it’s been nearly 5 years!! I was really into crosshatching in 2020 which is crazy because I’d never have the patience to do that now. And I was drawing on DRAWCAST which, despite being sold as an app for artists, had perhaps one of the worst drawing UI ever created. But there’s something nostalgic about it and how pixelated every piece would turn out. I mean I spent my entire teenage years on it, it shaped me as a person and I met some really cool art friends. Too bad Daniel Cota SUCKS and planned to revive it only as an NFT maker. Boooo. I’ll never return!
#whenever I talk about drawcast it feels like a fever dream#but the community was genuinely pretty great (minus a few Incidents) and it was the most supported I think I ever felt as an artist#tbh if I didn’t randomly download drawcast that fateful day when I was 14 I probably wouldn’t even BE an artist#chat I crave attention I’m gonna be real#also for my non drawcasters out there that weird line at the bottom occurs because any time you viewed art#it would automatically load a speed paint?? the only way to not get the bar was to download it from your own gallery#but sometimes you had to delete the app and redownload it because it would get really glitchy#which would in turn remove all art from your gallery!! how fun#we affectionately called it ‘glitchcast’ because it would regularly just delete your art or corrupt files#my art#digital art#procreate#artists on tumblr#digital illustration#illustration#original art#my ocs#doodle#art#drawing#redraw#old art#old art redraw#original character art#oc#oc artwork#character design#original character
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I cant be, what you need, I am stuck, in a dream, I am stuck, in a dream.
#sorry for relating to him guys ill walk myself out#anyways this is everso slightly inspired by kizuki eye!!! slightly since i. havent been able to read and havent seen all the goings on😭😭#one day.. one day ill catch up i will.. but yeah i kinda associate this song heavily with lotus dreams and kizuki eye with what i HAVE seen#douma#demon slayer#kimetsu no yaiba#douma demon slayer#btw please check out kizuki eye i begibeg check out tobytoon i beg i beg !! they understand douma and enmu like no one else#anyways yeah.. imagery of interacting with ur own child self haunts me a little#i have dreams like this every so often and i think douma should too because despite evrything i deeply beliece#he too thinks that perhaps. if someone had cared for that child than he wouldnt exist#he too sees that child as a seperate entity#he too sometimes feels that distant yearning to comfort what no longer exists#SOOOORRRY ANYYWAAAYS haha douma a fun guy am i right guys. .
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hhhhhghgg... jason grace thoughts... [my telekinetic powers make every wall in my house explode]
#jason grace#during the time after the titan war and before the events of the lost hero there was a that period of 3-4 months when leo and piper were#under the influence of the Mist and believed they were spending time with jason. right? yeah okay so#jason is still at camp jupiter but occasionally he has blackouts in which he is sort of present in the wilderness school with leo and piper#when he comes back he thinks theyre just like#weird dreams or whatever#but they feel real and he starts to remember specific moments and behaviors with the two strangers in his dreams#however#by the time jason wakes up on the bus. he obviously has no recollection of his life#or those weird blackouts that happened all the way up to his disappearance#back at camp jupiter. reyna would be there for jason when he blacked out and would bring him to somewhere safe and comfortable#for him to rest until he woke up#and sometimes jason would talk when he was unconscious#it was always indistinguishable but sometimes reyna swore she heard him say names#anyways im completely insane about jasom grace and i am forever attached to this kid
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Hm
#i miss you#it’s hard to not feel like long distance is a long series of goodbyes#of getting left#i have to remind myself it’s a long series of hellos#of passionate hugs and kisses after weeks apart#i want to see you again#i love you#i don’t know if you love me back#sometimes it feels like you love me in ways i didn’t know i could be loved#other times it feels you don’t love me at all#that you’re getting sick of me#but i know you’re the best girl#you wouldn’t make me feel that way on purpose#i’d like to spend forever with you#in a house with dogs#fill it with love#make you coffee every morning (and night)#bake bread with you#you make me dream of mundanity#and i’ve never dreamt of it before#you make me excited for a future i never thought i could have#i want you all of the time#but it’s okay that i can’t have you all of the time#we don’t have the fear we used to have#when we lived so close#under a blanket of homophobia and fear#we got away!#and now we can see the stars#i can see the stars for the first time because of you#like the blanket was pulled from over my head
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tbh i find Interesting how everyone on the dsmp calls each other names. Either to insult, dehumanize or dismiss someone.
People call crivals tyrants, or more on cdream's case monster. People call ctommy child or a hero. Cquackity thinks of himself as a leader. Csam gets called a súper villain. All the characthers call each others names or titles either to dismiss their actions or insult them or dehumanize or hype them up very often. It's interesting seeing how titles get Said so often on the server
I mean… name calling is basically the first stage of conflict, so in a world where wars often break out it makes sense that there would be name calling especially because they are young and immature and also in more so a comedian role and that often leads to silly labels like Techno calling Dream “homeless” or a “teletubby” or Tommy calling everyone “Big (letter).”
Still I don’t think Tommy calling Dream a tyrant and Dream calling Tommy a child should be put in the same category. Tommy calls himself a “minor” and so people extend that to “child.” So I’m not sure that counts as name calling nor does hero since I believe he also calls himself that at some points. You would have a stronger case with Theseus or Tomathy. Though one is an extension of a metaphor and the other is just more silly like using Gogy. Calling Sam a super villain is more so just… true, jk lol :D he kidnapped a baby after all and I didn’t get the impression they were using it to dehumanize, dismiss or insult Sam more just get it through his thick skull that what he did was screwed up…
But yea lots of characters have been called other names like Tubbo being called “bee boy,” however not everyone on the server does call people names nor does everyone use different names in the same fashion. Some being used more so as a light hearted joke than to dismiss or dehumanize, sure often to insult but not really insult. If that makes sense.
In my mind, not all name calling is equal especially with the importance of words. To me calling Tommy a child is on a different level than calling Techno a tyrant because of the word (you could perhaps make a decent argument saying that child is used derogatorily to dismiss Tommy as well, but this is just my opinion), in the same way that calling Techno “The Blade” and calling him “Big T” is different. It’s the accusation and/or dehumanization in some of the name calling that makes them significant as well as context. Calling Quackity “flatty paddy” is more sexual harassment and even calling Fundy a “furry” is pretty offensive when I’m pretty sure he is a canonical fox and don’t even get me started on all the names they’ve used to dehumanize Dream from “ghoul” to “snake lizard thing” I’ve already talked about [here]…
Anyways I’m not sure where I’m going with this but just to say I’m not sure your specific examples are very applicable to what I think you are more so referring to. Which if I’m right is more so about how it’s interesting that there are so many labels thrown around when in real life that’s not as much of a thing, which again I think can be attributed to comedian roles, certain people being high school age/just silly boys, and certain character’s intentional blatant dehumanization tactics. It is interesting though…
#not sure if I really even said anything here lol 🤦♀️… but here are some free thoughts I guess lol :)#words as so important and even though we can misuse words all the time something in especially guilty with in writing sometimes it’s the#accusational and aggressive words I think recently have become the most over used and in my opinion I think that can lead us to a place#people who experienced the original definition before it became broader can feel invalidated… or something but that’s just how I see it#hello there#dsmp#dream smp#also I feel like a lot of the names came from Tommy just as an aside…
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i don't think i'm ever going to recover from the trio that was Michael AL Jack, Bronte Barbe Katherine, and Ryan Kopel Davey
#what do you meannnnnnn#theyre literally all in love#i cant focus on my work because of these fools#was uksies all a dream?#sometimes it feels like it#michael ahomka lindsay#bronte barbe#ryan kopel#uksies
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Hey did I ever tell y'all about the time I dreamed that I had a baby daughter called Ellie that began with my finding out I was pregnant and ended on like her third birthday?
I legitimately woke up thinking "I should go check on Ellie" and then realised she was never real and when I tell you I SOBBED. I've been haunted by an implacable sense of loss ever since. Did I travel to another dimension? Wtf happened because that was insane.
#I'm not even joking when I say it felt REAL#I have this baby doll (it was my mum's when she was a kid and I have it now) that sometimes I just hold and it makes me feel better???#Did I astral project into another life?????#Was it just a really fucking intense fever dream??????#For the record I was like fifteen I have never even done the do let alone had a pregnancy scare#But yeah my little Ellie#And she never fuckin existed#I woke up halfway through planning her birthday party like baking a cake or sm and I was thinking#“I'll give her the little green cardigan I knitted”#Woke up to a silent house and was like “she's never usually quiet this time in the morning”#Then realised what had happened and started CRYING#idk man it's insane#From a psychological point of view it's fascinating but I've tried and tried to analyse the dream and?????#I always come up with something different???? I can't pinpoint the actual cause and effect of the whole thing?????#Madness honestly#And it was just a normal day too nothing weird had happened it wasn't a coma and I wasn't knocked out it was just a Dream#A very very real one#For the record I don't think Ellie had a father#I think it was just an immaculate conception that nobody ever questioned#Might have been IVF now I think about it#That would make more sense#dream#weird dreams#Ig I should add a grief trigger warning???#tw grief#one time i dreamt#Very confused and it's been like two years so wtf yeah that was... Intense#The most dream of all time#Maybe I'm just fucking insane lol but yeah
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My physical form is crumbling around me (we have a fever of 101) i dont think i can continue any further and my only means of escaping is through dreamless wandering (tiktok stimboards and ao3) i have been cursed to suffer in the substitute of braver warriors (why am i fronting right now)
#i made this with ibis my finger and pain#a visual depiction of me right now#sometimes i forget what being sick is like#and then all at once hell has risen and normalcy is a dream#i feel like im on the edge of dying but gods grabbed me by the scruff and planted my feet in the soil of the earthly plane firmly#im waxing poetic here but holy shit this sucks#cesar post
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