#sometimes this all feels like a dream
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Saila's nipple is the art that will appear when you search yandere x reader. That's honestly a major accomplishment 👏🏾.
The way I freaked out when I saw my art on the tags like that😭😭
They were on my recommended tags as well and I was like “no way is that me???”
#sometimes this all feels like a dream#i’m so happy it makes me want to cry#i love all of you so much#asks#silas#yandere elf
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I love you messy artstyle i love you visible brush strokes I love you textures and rough edges I love you imperfections I love you roughness and colour blobs I love you scratchy sketches and bold stylisation and dirt and imperfections I love you ugly and raw emotion!!!!! ❤️
#i talk sometimes#art talk#i made a tweet like this on twatter ages ago but i've been feeling this a lot lately#also this is the start of me writing more on this blog and not only using it as art because who cares!! i don't!!#I wanna translate raw emotion into colors and shapes. I wanna know where to ignore all details and where to go ham you feel me?#i used to dream about developing a style like for MtG where it looked like a masterful oil painting that oozes realism and details#and i've realised the last two years or so that I would actually hate that for me. I know I wouldn't enjoy doing it. For myself.#it's that pipeline from wanting to be the perfect realistic wotc artist to accepting that I will never be that#instead i wanna learn how to stylise better and get a good brush economy going yknow. I wanna be bolder.#i doubt i'll ever be as incredible as all these MtG artists no matter what anyone says. but it's ok!! i don't have to be!!!#i just luv art man!!
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Madoka is the promise you won't turn from a child, full of hopes and dreams and the wish to save the world, into a bitter adult who just wants to hurt others and ruin people's lives
Madoka promised to be there for you to remind you of the person you wanted to be and to stop you from becoming what you sought to destroy
Madoka made that promise and became the very embodiment of it
#Moon posting#Feeling emotional about Madoka Magica all out of the blue and I'm making it your problem#IDK I saw a video in my YT reccs ranking Doremi toys and I really enjoyed it (sadly can't remember who it was)#So I went to check what other content the person had made and they had recently-ish done a blind reaction to Madoka#Didn't watch the whole thing just The Good Shit at like double speed (it was completely uncut and I wasn't in the mood for a full rewatch)#And god. The way the fucking ending to this series still makes me fucking sob like a baby EVEN WHEN WATCHING AT DOUBLE SPEED#I dunno what to tell you I really like that series. Like I just do. Madoka is Good Actually#IDK I feel like everyone has a lot of Opinions about the series and all I can say is that y'all are wrong and don't understand it#MADOKA ISN'T ABOUT BEING EDGY GRIMDARK TORTURE PORN!!! IT'S ABOUT HOPE!! AND DREAMS!! AND NOT GIVING UP!!#Y'all remember that post about how sometimes if you need to imagine Naruto encouraging you to help you get out of bed and brush your teeth#Then you imagine that dattebayo#And that is literally what Madoka is.#Except instead of self-care Madoka is there to stop you from being a toxic little dickweed and be nice to others#Sometimes you need to stop and ask: Would Madoka do that? Would Madoka say that? Would she be proud of me right now?#Don't ask me why I'm posting this it is 5 am I should be in bed man
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Can the christian side of Tumblr for once acknowledge that going the fuck off with an aesthetic or particularly impressive artistic accomplishment isn't like especially unique to Catholicism, christianianty broadly, or all of Western culture in general?
"You gotta admit the Catholics went off with-" no maybe I don't because it seems like people in all kinds of cultural subgroups have been going just as much the fuck off, so maybe it's not actually something uniquely beneficial granted to Catholics only, but in fact a wider and more beautiful fucking aspect of humanity which ties us together more deeply and richly if we'd take a little time off crediting authoritarian institutions with inspiration instead of the people who did the actual work. I don't know, I'm just spitballing here.
#i dream of going more than one day without seeing implicit assumption of a universally xian culture#all i want is a break for one day#i feel like im going insane sometimes
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Merry Christmas! ☃️🎄
I always wanted to draw WxS miku and babykasa together. I really liked the hcs about the main vsingers watching over their hosts since they were younger, it also makes sense since tsukasas sekai is cluttered with plush toys!
Happy holidays everyone!
#project sekai#wxs miku#tenma tsukasa#my alternative title was#loser spend christmas alone all by himself#but i feel like it would put me into a hit list aha haha (awkward laugh)#i love wxs miku i think she'd have great interactions with kids#hngghhh (clutch chest) mikukasa my scrimblo#sometimes all you need is a big dream and your virtual diva slash guardian fairy hatsune miku catgirl edition to overcome your struggles#fanart#2022
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(ASOS, Sansa II)
(ASOS, Jon XII)
#jonsa#jon x sansa#sansa stark#jon snow#don’t tell me they mean nothing to each other when they have such glaring parallels#it’s the way no one else in the series has this exact dream to restore Winterfell and have a little starkling family#in the same book mind you !!#the way Robb is the missing piece to Sansa’s fantasy <33#and Jon and Sansa don’t mention each other because they’ll be parents#oh the feelings I have#sometimes there was even a girl who looked like arya#and arya is known to resemble Jon really closely#implying that Sansa wants to marry someone of the north with stark features#which makes so much sense for her character arc to BE with someone born and raised in the north#not another random lord to exploit her claim and power#see this is why I wrote a 40 paged meta analysis and compiled it into a PowerPoint#and then presented it to my mother thus converting her into a Jonsa truther#WITHOUT OBJECTION#on a side note I find it so interesting when you talk to someone who’s neutral on ships and is willing to listen to whatever theory#as objectively possible#because as soon as I pointed all the evidence out to my mum she was like woahhh you’re smart analysis and you’re so correct
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Finding contentment in the act of venting and listening~
#the sandman netflix#fanart#dream of the endless#morpheus#matthew#digital art#just let them be happy-ish#sobs#i think sometimes the smallest things mean the most#feels like dream will find matthew confusing at first#with all that modern vernacular#but he starts to appreciate his raven just being there
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smth smth about 'the thing that the character did that you thought was rly rly funny in the moment is actually linked to a terrible trauma that lies within said character.' or wahtever.
#jrwi show#jrwi fanart#jrwi riptide#gillion tidestrider#made this within a short span of wahtever bc i gotta go up to the mountains for my stupid gay job tonight n im trying#nnot to frrRREAAAK THE FUCK OUUTTTTTTi dont wanna work but. get that bread we fuckin shall i guess#ONWARDS TO THE FISH TORMENT!! sometimes flowers feel pain when you trim them before their blossoming. atleast i imagine so#i used to draw gillion with loooong hair tied into a big ol braid. and then it was confirmed that he had short hair when he was little.#AT FIRST I WAS SAD. but then i realized the duality of. when they were little. gill had short hair. edyn had long hair.#AND NOW THEYRE OLDER. and gillion has long hair. and edyn has short hair#both mirroring eachother. looking up to eachother. subconsciously or not. they most certainly care. and most certainly miss eachother.#GILLION ALWAYS LOVED HOW LONG HAIR LOOKs. atleast i imagine so. he hasnt cut it since he left the undersea. sure he wanted to go back home#but even at the very start. he knew he was free in some way now. free to grow out his hair. an adventure would await him before he returns.#he knew it would be a while. so he cant let this go. he cant let this sought-after hair-length get cut away from him again#not yet. not yet. i like to think he loved music too. I SAW SOMETHING INTERESTING A BIT AGO#i see alot of ppl commenting on my baby gill comics like;'i wouldFIGHT this teacher i wanna KILL EM i want them DESTROYED#all very good and nice sentiments! i LOVE the energy here! and it would be nice. to have that catharsis#but the story of young tidestrider is not a story of catharsis. it is a story of agony and being so so small and so special and also so dum#and sucking so bad. and just being a kid and doing the things that a little kid does and so many tired tired people reacting badly to it#youre supposed to be the hero that will save us. our world hangs in the balance and you are the one who tips the scales.#YOU are supposed to SAVE US!! you NEED to SAVE US! CAN YOU PLEASE STOP SQUIRMING IN YOUR STUPID CHAIR!!#you'd think that young tidestrider ought to prevail. and be tucked someplace all safe and sound.#elders gone missing and rotting in a jail. their cultists nowhere around. but theres no happy endings. not here not now.#this tale is all sorrows n woes. you may dream that justice n peace win the day. but thats not how this story goes#BIG ideas for this lil baby gillion series. if anything i make ever gets disproven im killing myself in a well as to poison a water supply
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I cant be, what you need, I am stuck, in a dream, I am stuck, in a dream.
#sorry for relating to him guys ill walk myself out#anyways this is everso slightly inspired by kizuki eye!!! slightly since i. havent been able to read and havent seen all the goings on😭😭#one day.. one day ill catch up i will.. but yeah i kinda associate this song heavily with lotus dreams and kizuki eye with what i HAVE seen#douma#demon slayer#kimetsu no yaiba#douma demon slayer#btw please check out kizuki eye i begibeg check out tobytoon i beg i beg !! they understand douma and enmu like no one else#anyways yeah.. imagery of interacting with ur own child self haunts me a little#i have dreams like this every so often and i think douma should too because despite evrything i deeply beliece#he too thinks that perhaps. if someone had cared for that child than he wouldnt exist#he too sees that child as a seperate entity#he too sometimes feels that distant yearning to comfort what no longer exists#SOOOORRRY ANYYWAAAYS haha douma a fun guy am i right guys. .
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hhhhhghgg... jason grace thoughts... [my telekinetic powers make every wall in my house explode]
#jason grace#during the time after the titan war and before the events of the lost hero there was a that period of 3-4 months when leo and piper were#under the influence of the Mist and believed they were spending time with jason. right? yeah okay so#jason is still at camp jupiter but occasionally he has blackouts in which he is sort of present in the wilderness school with leo and piper#when he comes back he thinks theyre just like#weird dreams or whatever#but they feel real and he starts to remember specific moments and behaviors with the two strangers in his dreams#however#by the time jason wakes up on the bus. he obviously has no recollection of his life#or those weird blackouts that happened all the way up to his disappearance#back at camp jupiter. reyna would be there for jason when he blacked out and would bring him to somewhere safe and comfortable#for him to rest until he woke up#and sometimes jason would talk when he was unconscious#it was always indistinguishable but sometimes reyna swore she heard him say names#anyways im completely insane about jasom grace and i am forever attached to this kid
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i don't think i'm ever going to recover from the trio that was Michael AL Jack, Bronte Barbe Katherine, and Ryan Kopel Davey
#what do you meannnnnnn#theyre literally all in love#i cant focus on my work because of these fools#was uksies all a dream?#sometimes it feels like it#michael ahomka lindsay#bronte barbe#ryan kopel#uksies
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tbh i find Interesting how everyone on the dsmp calls each other names. Either to insult, dehumanize or dismiss someone.
People call crivals tyrants, or more on cdream's case monster. People call ctommy child or a hero. Cquackity thinks of himself as a leader. Csam gets called a súper villain. All the characthers call each others names or titles either to dismiss their actions or insult them or dehumanize or hype them up very often. It's interesting seeing how titles get Said so often on the server
I mean… name calling is basically the first stage of conflict, so in a world where wars often break out it makes sense that there would be name calling especially because they are young and immature and also in more so a comedian role and that often leads to silly labels like Techno calling Dream “homeless” or a “teletubby” or Tommy calling everyone “Big (letter).”
Still I don’t think Tommy calling Dream a tyrant and Dream calling Tommy a child should be put in the same category. Tommy calls himself a “minor” and so people extend that to “child.” So I’m not sure that counts as name calling nor does hero since I believe he also calls himself that at some points. You would have a stronger case with Theseus or Tomathy. Though one is an extension of a metaphor and the other is just more silly like using Gogy. Calling Sam a super villain is more so just… true, jk lol :D he kidnapped a baby after all and I didn’t get the impression they were using it to dehumanize, dismiss or insult Sam more just get it through his thick skull that what he did was screwed up…
But yea lots of characters have been called other names like Tubbo being called “bee boy,” however not everyone on the server does call people names nor does everyone use different names in the same fashion. Some being used more so as a light hearted joke than to dismiss or dehumanize, sure often to insult but not really insult. If that makes sense.
In my mind, not all name calling is equal especially with the importance of words. To me calling Tommy a child is on a different level than calling Techno a tyrant because of the word (you could perhaps make a decent argument saying that child is used derogatorily to dismiss Tommy as well, but this is just my opinion), in the same way that calling Techno “The Blade” and calling him “Big T” is different. It’s the accusation and/or dehumanization in some of the name calling that makes them significant as well as context. Calling Quackity “flatty paddy” is more sexual harassment and even calling Fundy a “furry” is pretty offensive when I’m pretty sure he is a canonical fox and don’t even get me started on all the names they’ve used to dehumanize Dream from “ghoul” to “snake lizard thing” I’ve already talked about [here]…
Anyways I’m not sure where I’m going with this but just to say I’m not sure your specific examples are very applicable to what I think you are more so referring to. Which if I’m right is more so about how it’s interesting that there are so many labels thrown around when in real life that’s not as much of a thing, which again I think can be attributed to comedian roles, certain people being high school age/just silly boys, and certain character’s intentional blatant dehumanization tactics. It is interesting though…
#not sure if I really even said anything here lol 🤦♀️… but here are some free thoughts I guess lol :)#words as so important and even though we can misuse words all the time something in especially guilty with in writing sometimes it’s the#accusational and aggressive words I think recently have become the most over used and in my opinion I think that can lead us to a place#people who experienced the original definition before it became broader can feel invalidated… or something but that’s just how I see it#hello there#dsmp#dream smp#also I feel like a lot of the names came from Tommy just as an aside…
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personal hell where you learn that the massively successful youtubers you followed for years are younger than you, actually
#I learned that jschlatt is younger than me today#feels genuinely wrong#he's in his forties to me#I still aspire to do entertainment alongside the more stable career choice I'm currently pursuing#but sometimes it feels like I missed a window. or that I didn't try hard enough#I remember learning Dream was younger than me too. sometime before all that drama happened#and all those artists that have made truly beautiful works and animations. some weren't even in their twenties yet#I'm happy for them. naturally#I'm happy with where I am too in life as well#and yet#doc talks
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Back to. What I do best. Which is low to no effort comics. I still feel like I should redesign my teatime Moe BUT... the mental image of this playing out was so powerful.
I've said in the past that a focal part of the dynamic is both of them managing to be extremely affectionate with each other while hesitating to act on their feelings -- however, I also think it's just as important. The fuck around and find out factor. The way Alfonse will just choose violence, sometimes. The way Moe can be really forward (jokingly or just completely forthcoming about it), but gets skiddish and jumpy when that affection is returned. AND. AND. The way Alfonse will just. Do The Most. MORE than The Most. He is returning the energy tenfold. One thing I believe in my heart is that if you think you're weird for something, Alfonse can and WILL prove to you that he can get Weirder about it. This here is a tame example all things considered, but it is an example!
Some close ups of my fave panels/sequences, hopefully less grainy 🧍
Realizing I probably could have taken close ups of all of them tbh..... too late now! It's dark outside. 😔💔
#fire emblem#feh#doing these types of impulse comics is a really fun exercise tbh. for my bigger projects i def plan them out#i esp get meticulous about the paneling. so. it's nice to just have an idea and a dream sometimes LMFAO#i feel like maybe my paneling has gotten better too actually!#i do apologize for those hands though i fucked myself out of taking the easy way out.#i'm trying SO HARD. to mind handedness. moe holds the teacup w its right hand. so it dips its finger in w the left#and alfonse reaches out w his right hand. so. it just made the posing of it all w no refs really awkward 😭😭😭#he does cover the cup w his left hand but now we're just nitpicking. be nicies to me. i take the convenient way out SOMETIMES.#also sorry it's the funniest thing in the world to me. that moe confidently will do a bit#and suffer immediate consequences for it. but it is so committed.#this shit ain't nothing to me. but owwewewwew....... 😞😓#fe alfonse#moe tag#summoner oc#moe alts#my comics#my art#okay final thought i need to say. the 'i implore you' alfonse. is SUCH A FUN EXPRESSION ON HIM#one of the alfonses ever..... he's gonna blow up and die. unless. UNLESS....
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two nights ago: [vivid dream about having a panic attack, gasping and wheezing, heart pounding painfully, curled up on the kitchen floor shaking while my family has dinner in the other room]
last night: [vivid dream about apologizing to my friends that i'm depressed again, feeling weighted down by all of it, on the verge of collapsing because it's too heavy, darkness encroaching]
me irl: genuinely just chilling
#lmao. every night i have visions#and sometimes it takes like a day to realize oh that. was not a memory#that didn't happen that was a Vision from when i was Asleep.#anyone else??????? anyone else????????????#hurgle says things#not at all the first time i've had dreams about symptoms/episodes#so i guess there's smth unprocessed in me xoxo#sometimes i don't realize my brain plucked on a trauma string until the next day i just feel sick when i see/think abt some things#and then i'm like. oh is this a Trigger ? but most days it's fine#lmao. anyway#after spending two decades pretending really hard to be super normal i am now trying to figure out. what is normal
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when i was younger, and more mentally ill, i hated when ppl would say “it gets better” cause it just did not feel attainable at the time and the phrase felt so empty and meaningless to say to a depressed teen that u didn’t really know how to console anyways
and now being in a place in my life where I’m content with who I am and the trajectory of my life I have turned into one of those “it gets better” people also 😭 but genuinely it does!! like speaking from experience it does!! and sometimes it takes years and u don’t even realize it but one day u wake up and it’s like u finally have found peace with urself
#sometimes I feel like it’s all been a dream and ive only recently finally waken up to live my life#*takes you by the shoulders* IT GETS BETTER
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