#but i know you’re the best girl
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#i miss you#it’s hard to not feel like long distance is a long series of goodbyes#of getting left#i have to remind myself it’s a long series of hellos#of passionate hugs and kisses after weeks apart#i want to see you again#i love you#i don’t know if you love me back#sometimes it feels like you love me in ways i didn’t know i could be loved#other times it feels you don’t love me at all#that you’re getting sick of me#but i know you’re the best girl#you wouldn’t make me feel that way on purpose#i’d like to spend forever with you#in a house with dogs#fill it with love#make you coffee every morning (and night)#bake bread with you#you make me dream of mundanity#and i’ve never dreamt of it before#you make me excited for a future i never thought i could have#i want you all of the time#but it’s okay that i can’t have you all of the time#we don’t have the fear we used to have#when we lived so close#under a blanket of homophobia and fear#we got away!#and now we can see the stars#i can see the stars for the first time because of you#like the blanket was pulled from over my head
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So you're telling me that if Elphaba hadn't been able to turn Fiyero into a scarecrow, Dorothy would have found a beaten and nearly dead man tied to a post.
#sheesh poor girl#wizard of Oz? more like Everyone should pay Dorothy’s therapy session#idk I just had that thought and I was like woow no#poor girl#but still imagine you are in a strange very colorful world where the first thing u do is kill someone#and then you’re pushed to travel alone (just your dog) to roads u don’t know the dangers of#and suddenly u find a nearly dead man (or even dead!!) tied up#I’d be traumatized for life ngl#she’d def try to help Fiyero at best as she can#sorry if I can I’ll always bring my Fiyero and Dorothy father-daughter agenda#wicked movie#wicked musical#dorothy gale#fiyero tigelaar#wicked act 2#wicked part two#wicked fiyero#wicked#elphaba thropp#fiyeraba
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rin will hastily tag along with you when you tell him you’re shopping for swimwear that afternoon and while you’re skimming through the racks of clothing you loose sight of him for a bit and you think he must have decided to sit down to let you wander around freely but then he returns with a pile of all different kinds of bathing suits in his hands telling you a bit bashfully that he thought those would look good on you. (you’re a little surprised when you notice they’re all the skimpiest two pieces you’ve ever seen btw… it swells your ego that he wants to see you wearing those, that he wants to show you off… also i think hes particularly keen on those bikinis that you have to tie together. he absolutely loves it when you ask him to help you tie the back of your top also thinks they’re a bit risqué and it makes him a little crazy… is constantly playing with the strings of your bottoms that look so good digging into your thighs…) goes inside the fitting room with you to help you tie the bikini tops and kisses your shoulder before standing behind you with his hands on your waist and you’re trying very hard to suppress a smuggish smile from showing because he’s staring so intensily and he’s so tense, his hands are digging at your waist and it’s kinda amusing “so?”
“look so fucking good.” it's so characteristically blunt and you chuckle softly because he’s said that about all the bikini sets you’ve tried on so far. and he means it. you tell him to help you pick one but he's sooo far gone and he feels a little guilty because he's not being much of a help but he's only thinking about hurrying back home where you'll model your new purchase for him like you always do (a way to show him your gratitude, you say, for spending his money on you yet again. he thinks it’s a fair exchange.) he'll close his eyes as per your request as you walk out of the en-suite bathroom of your shared room - doesn't matter he bought it for you, that he's seen you in it and that he's been thinking of you in it ever since. he's thinking of beckoning you closer to him sitting in bed and kissing your exposed tummy. you'll smile, knowingly, because you know how he gets, because you’re all too aware of what he wants yet is too reluctant to put into words, when he begins to play with the strings of your bottoms, his face still buried in the plush of your stomach - a bit too embarrassed to let you in on his desire, scared that it is too flagrant on his features. he feels his greed might be inadequate. you'll smile and guide his hands to your waist, it's okay, you can touch me, and he will trail his hands up your spine and strip you slowly, starting at the knot on your back, followed by the knot on your neck and then the ones on each side of your hips...
he's rushing out of the fitting room with the pile of different bikini sets you couldnt choose from and goes straight to the register to pay for all three of them despite your protests that three new sets is excessive and completely unecessary.
#tw suggestive#i was shopping for swimsuits this afternoon and i thought rin would be sooo indulgent.......#treats you like an angel then goes and picks the swimsuits with the least coverage possible.. just loves it when you show skin i think#hates that other people can see you though… is so distressed#sae though................... ill elaborate later. tomorrow maybe.#you think he's bored but hes behind the curtain like. let me see....#also oliver... hes such a nuisance..... you have to tell him to behave.#mr. i love summer because i get to see girls in skimpy clothes#rin itoshi x reader#itoshi rin x reader#rin x reader#bllk x reader#also. i think maybe. hes only ever know football. and his desire to be the best at football. and i think hed be soo conflicted when#suddenly he starts liking someone and his desires go beyond football. he feels so bad. likes hes treating you like an object.#you have to tell him like. its okay to want intimacy and its okay that you want me and that you want me to want you. oh.#also i think that its easier for him to show that he loves you that to say it#but thats at the initial stages of your relationship. and if you’re his first.
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Vi is gifted kid burnout but in the english major way
#she’s the best characterization I’ve seen of gifted kid burnout outside of super-genius characters#like. as a burnt out gifted kid by legal designation. she is me#trying to succeed at everything because that’s what you’re told to do or what you think needs to be done to be worth anything to anyone#being rigid to change because it’s not being done right but at the same time accepting change so long as people stay with you#and also how that ties in with being an eldest sibling#because ik folks love the whole ‘gifted kid jinx’ thing (not me but ya’ll do you) but ya’ll—#YA’LL DO NOT UNDERSTAND MY NEED FOR BURNT OUT ACADEMIC VI—#because Vi never got the chance to be a kid and learn and grow and find what she actually enjoyed in the world outside of the last drop crew#but look at her. the way she speaks and the way she tried to teach powder the lessons she earned the hard way in the gentlest way possible#in the way she so desperately clings on to people and memories#my girl would be a WRITER#my girl would be writing poetry drunk in her shitty basement apartment after hooking up with a girl#my girl would be writing novellas in prison and getting her degree#because you know she sees the world like a romantic. her world is art and emotion and devotion. to her family. to anything she cares about#i need more literary! student vi. i need more academic vi. i need more grudging debate-team captain vi#i need vi getting her own place and having an extensive book collection that she develops because of the loneliness#Her gkb is going from a leader & soldier to someone who could be useful regardless to someone who is useless & being okay w/ it ->#to being needed again and not knowing how to handle it but knowing she refuses to fuck it up this time#GIVE ME VI W/ MY GIFTED KID ARCCCCCC#this probs makes no sense and is like 4 tangents but I’ll expand on it later ‘cause im tired#coherency is for losers and the well-rested#vi arcane#arcane#arcane season 2#arcane spoilers#arcane season two#vi
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i wanna make you fall in love as hard as my poor parent’s teenage daughter
#she’ll be the best if you let her#know its for the better#waiting room#i didn’t grow up with you#you’re not my waiting room#lyric posting#phoebe bridgers#it’s for the better#i’m going insane#girlblogging#hell is a teenage girl#girl interrupted#girlhood#this is what makes us girls#girl in pieces#girl interupted syndrome#i’m just a girl#tumblr girls#this is a girlblog#sad white girl music#female manipulator#female rage#female hysteria
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It’s so embarrassing and heartbreaking being in so much pain over losing someone while knowing they don’t give a fuck if you live or die. Your favorite person becoming a stranger is a special kind of hell.
#I fucking hate having bpd#while I’m at it I don’t understand the fuckin audacity some people have to say they love you and do horrible things to you#I feel so stupid#I feel so stupid for believing all the lies#but I was so in love and put him on such a pedestal that I just allowed it all.#thinking about someone constantly and grieving over them and knowing they’re perfectly fine and to them you don’t exist#I’m still in such a state of grief and I don’t understand why time hasn’t healed#it honestly feels like it’s gotten worse w time#I just torture myself but I can’t help it my brain wants me dead#it’s so painful I feel so fucking stupid#being abandoned with no closure by someone who’s your entire world#for someone they were unfaithful to you with multiple times (I don’t even know how many and dony want to know) immediately#like that was the plan all along#he took our cat hundreds of miles away and I don’t even know if he still has her or if she’s still alive and I miss her every day#I never loved someone like that and it feels like the heartbreak is actually physically killing me#i spent 1/5 of my entire life with him#I was my prettiest and had the best body at the time and I wasted it on someone who didn’t appreciate me#not wasted. it wasn’t wasted. we had some incredible times together#I’ll never be that beautiful again#and now idk what do so bc i can’t decide which is worse: being alone and isolating or loving deeply and ending up horribly hurt all over#it’s all just so upsetting.#and I feel so stupid for allowing it all#he knows more about me than anyone and he made me feel like he loved me so much sometimes and then did horrid things and it’s so fucked up#nobody read this I’m so embarrassed and horribly broken#it traumatized me so much there was so much abuse and pain idk if I’ll ever recover#I deserved it but it still hurts my heart#I was so mentally ill and sick I know it had to have been miserable to be around me#there are so many things only he understands and knows about me and I need to talk about them I j wanna b able to b there 4 each other#but that girl is so beyond insecure and controlling so. if I want to talk to who fuckin gets me I’m just fucked#why lead someone on like that for years knowing you’re going to abandon them the second it’s convenient
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hmmm thinking abt dark!Best Friend!Rafe coming to Reader just crying about some fight happening w his dad and manipulating her to let him fuck her 🥰🥰
#ik this might be a tired trope but ughhh#serving her a drink or two to get reader unsuspecting#‘it’s just been so hard with him recently y/n’#‘i know you understand me though. you’re the only one i can trust’#‘you’re my best friend. so i know nothing will change between us. just this once please’#i love secretly in love with his only girl best friend rafe so so much#best friends with bad intentions 🥴🥴#dark!rafe cameron#rafe cameron#best friend!rafe cameron
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My brilliant shining thing
#Don’t ask me to talk about wakaba’s relation to Utena I WILL go on for hours#the “you’re my best friend! I’m going to save you!” Scene required my brain chemistry#and the way that they’re not ever as close as they were after that…#like I def feel like Wakaba had one of those “girl crushes” on Utena#where she admired her and loved her and wanted to be with her but thought it was a straight girl thing#in the manga she gets jealous over Anthy and says that she’ll be the mistress if Anthy is the wife#anyways#au eggs#Utena#Utena tenjou#wakaba shinohara#Rgu#revolutionary girl utena#OH I FORGOT. THE ENTURE POINT OF THIS DRAWING#the way that Wakaba knows she’s a side haracter!!#she’s doomed to be forever unimportant#and meanwhile has a crush on the main character she doesn’t even know about…
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2024 reads / storygraph
How You Get The Girl
Contemporary romance
follows a basketball star who left the sport 8 years ago after an injury, who unexpectedly becomes the foster parents for her niece who she encourages to join the high school basketball team
and the team’s coach, who happens to have been a massive fan, and also needs a co-coach
they start to become friends, and when the latter reveals her insecurities about dating and relationships, the other offers to practice dating her so she can figure things out. but of course they start to fall for each other..
lesbian MC, questioning demisexual MC
#How You Get The Girl#anita kelly#aroaessidhe 2024 reads#I thought this was okay! kinda cheesy set up but also a lot genuine?#some really great well rounded characters and exploration of identity; careers/futures; fostering; depression/migranes;#the practice dating thing is silly as a set up but it wasn’t drawn out in a similarly ridiculous way -#they dealt with the complex feelings in a realistic way#in general I enjoyed her figuring out her demisexuality but it falls into that common and frustrating trope of acespec characters conflatin#aro and ace experiences and putting them all under ace. half of the stuff she talks about is romance and relationships and dating and it’s#discussed as being potentially separate things.#(other than her best friend saying maybe you like romance but not sex etc but he never says aro & it doesn't feel like she internalises it)#Obviously personal experience is complicated and not everyone can figure out the differences in their own feelings#but if you’re making the point to talk about asexuality; why not bring up aromanticism?#i get the impression that a lot of these authors don’t even consider it at all; their version of demisexuality encompasses both aro and ace#but they’re not fully conscious of that fact.#also I know I made that pissed off post about this thing the other day which yes was after reading this#BUT i’m not super mad about this book specifically as much as the trend. like it’s fine just….Oh Yay This Again. kind of thing.#also I read the audiobook and just now finding out her name is elle not el shocked me LMAO she should have the more butch version...#hey i also appreciate some calling-parents-by-first-name without it being a Thing#also this cover art is unsettling.
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saw “the sunshine court” trending along with “Neil Josten” and I was very confused, checked the tag AND YOURE TELLING ME THERES A NEW ALL FOR THE GAME BOOK??? why did I have no idea about this???
#you’re telling me that my biggest hyperfixation of 2016 and 2017 is back????#those books singlehandled got me through my life for a bit#and you know what gang I’m gonna level with you#sooo many flaws so many big flaws book#written fanfic that’s so much better written#to be fair though all for the game has some of the best AUs of all time#truly there’s so many insanely good high quality fic in the fandom#that being said#I get to see my boy again???? My traumatised scared baby girl??#my hyperfixation man deluxe???#im going to have to read it asap#all for the game#the sunshine court#neil josten#andrew minyard#kevin day#jean moreau
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hello! quick reminder that as all the media surrounding demi lovato’s interview where she said she was “tired” of using they/them pronouns show misleading headlines about how demi was “exhausted from using they/them” what actually happened is that demi lovato said it was exhausting having to constantly explain themselves and constantly educate people on they/them pronouns.
#i want to talk about this more but there’s a very specific kind of exhaustion that comes from being out as nonbinary#i detransitoned for several years bc of it and it actively takes more energy (which i already don’t have a lot of)#i’ve talked to a couple of my binary trans friends about it and also one person who came out as a trans man#who then later came out as nonbinary and not a trans man#and there is a specific exhaustion that comes from constantly being a walking educator but also a walking topic of debate#and i specify nonbinary people here bc we face an increased amount of like ‘this is not real’ or ‘this is not correct’ in very medial thing#like no trans man or trans woman will have to spend the mental energy to explain to ppl that she/he are real pronouns#they may expend energy in other —equally infuriating— ways. but not on that way specifically#and it’s really exhausting to have to —in the best of exhausting cases— spend time explaining what they/them pronouns are#explain how to use they/them. and also go through the other shit trans ppl have to do#like i know from multiple friends how exhausting being told ‘you’re not a boy you’re just a confused girl’ is but i know personally#how exhausting ‘you’re not nonbinary you’re just a confused girl ALSO nonbinary isn’t real’ is#nonbinary#queer#demi lovato
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Very random but I have a special hatred for bitches who think it’s a flex to not care about politics or just be completely out of the loop with important world affairs like lmao bitch you’re a fucking loser
#pimprants#like being willfully ignorant is one of the most low life things anyone can do imo#’omggg I have like no idea what’s going on in the world but idec🥰🥰’#girl just stfu#I literally had to cut off one of my best friends after slowly realizing she had this mindset#cuz be serious???#especially with everything happening in the world rn to openly say that you don’t care is VILE#not knowing is one thing because you’re human you can’t just know everything but not even being willing to learn is just soooooo#like omg I hate stupid ppl and it’s even worse when they’re like that by choice#how are you a dumb bitch by choice don’t Pmo
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The reason we hate on regulily sm and not other ships is because atp people ship anything so who cares right but regulily is oppressor x oppresed. How are you going to ship a blood purist with the good girl in hp that hated blood purists. You making regulus be lily’s “short bf dyke whatever” is plain weird
listen you’re allowed to hate regulily !!! you’re not seeing me throwing a childish tantrum about it 😭😭but like. these characters are fictional… they do not exist. and like why are you, a regulily hater, on my blog enough to know the characterizations ive given them ?? like what are you genuinely even getting out of that when you could be having fun !!! in fandoms !!! and surround yourself with people who like what you like !! like fandom is supposed to be !!!! how does a whole ass stranger on tumblr.com/dashboard having fun shipping something bother you this much 😭
#and also. im just not of the opinion that lily was a ’good girl’ and why are you trying to dictate how i read into the subtext of her-#character ?#have you ever like. studied litterature or film or art ? you interpret and read between lines to create something new 😭😭#<- you learn that shit in HIGH SCHOOL ?#like. it’s called a close reading of the text…..#im not right and you’re not right and everyones allowed their own interpretations 😭😭😭#i personally feel like i should get more hate for tomlily but no. regulily is apparently worse#theyre not REAL PEOPLE !!!#lily was best friends with a blood purist for YEARS knowing how he treated other people#and only ever had a problem with it when snape directed his hatred towars HER#<- girl who’s problematic and flawed and not the saint people made her out to be 😭😭#and also the hate i get is for having the audacity to say that regulus is short / or saying lily is tall lmao#<- which again for the millionth time. regulus isnt short lily is just tall#check your fucking disgusting sexism#anyway !!#asks
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home from work
#if I speak…#one of the girls walked out yesterday#the best worker we have is on the verge of blowing up on this bitch’s leaders bc since he can do everything quick and efficiently already#they’re putting 3 to 4 ppl’s workloads on him to see how far they can extend his worth and then they’re over his shoulder the whole time#micromanaging him so today he almost lost it and was literally walking around mumbling about his disrespectful they all are (facts)#and how if they don’t think he’s doing it right then they can do it and I know for a fact one of the ladies heard him#bc he wasn’t even trying to hide it at this point and like this dude is cool he has a lot of patience and helps out any way he can#so if HE’S on the brink of snapping then the rest of us don’t stand a chance LMFAO#anyways today was a fucking mess those leaders know nothing about our store yet so they have us making less than what we need until we need#it so we get behind constantly and they made prep a disaster bc again they think they can just prep a bunch of stuff in the morning#and it’ll last the whole day and yes that works in theory but the reality of the situation is every day is different and today#we sold double what we did yesterday so they had to move me to prep to fix their mistakes bc we were running out of stuff 4 hours in lmfao#and I’m the only one left who knows how to do everything on prep bc the other girls had never done it before#we’re supposed to prep 20 mac n cheese trays in the morning for the whole day#we open lunch at 10:30 tell me why I go into the cooler at 12 put more in the oven and there’s only 5 left#it’s been less than 2 HOURS and you’re already running out of macs which means those idiots prepped barely anything just to try and save mo#*money to cut down waste but that gag if you’re losing money bc now you’re short on everything and customers are leaving bc they’re having#to wait a long time for their food#and macs take 40 minutes to cool LMFAO#I get over there they’re out of parfaits they’re out of fruit cups they’re out of kale salads the front is coming in and having to take#stuff as I make it bc they keep getting orders and it’s all just a fucking mess#I have to make a custom wrap and what happens?? those morons didn’t pull the flatbreads out of the freezer like they’re supposed to every#night so now we have no flatbread and I had to run back there and put them in the warming drawer to defrost and we lost an order bc I had#nothing to make the wraps with <3#I go back there to get more cold chicken SPOILER ALERT they didn’t have anyone make any this morning so now there’s no chicken for the wrap#and salad and it has to be grilled and then chilled for 2 FUCKING HOURS before it can be used#they’re a fucking disaster like 😭#was the store perfect before?? ofc not but it ran quickly and efficiently as it should and now it’s literally just a mess#this bitch hasn’t even owned it for a full week yet and has already fucked it all up#womp womp!!!!!!
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Look at my girl!! The queen!! I hope this means so many pap walks with her.
#Sydney Sweeney#booked and busy#hollywood it girl#27 and living her best life#bet you’re jealous#I know I am
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very sad bc i had the overwhelming urge to simply Call A Friend and talk for a few hours today but well you see. i do not have someone to occupy that niche in my life.
#screaming kicking myself i feel like college was my Last Shot to make a group of other girlfriends tm#or like one or two but either way i blew it!!! i did not do that!!!#or maybe not blew it idk I shouldn’t beat myself up for struggling to connect with other women*#bc it’s not like I did not try you can’t force these things#I feel weird complaining bc I have a girlfriend but idk how to explain that I also think I need friends outside of my relationship yk#I need to speak with people Plural#and I keep getting recommended like. I’m not sure how to describe it but it’s basically like just girls being best friends content??#it looks so nice. I would like to go to a sleepover please y’all look like you’re having fun#feels not super great to be approaching the latter part of my 20s and still not having that experience in any capacity.#like sometimes it just hits me yknow.#I’ll want to do something literally as simple as Hang Out On The Phone#(partly bc I feel bad asking anyone to hang out irl but Nevermind that)#and I can’t. bc there isn’t anyone.#like I low-key dread anything like wedding invites or w/e because I knowwwwww. I Know#that there will only be like 3 people on my side of the room max#and I would prefer to not think abt that rn but really I would have just liked to be a bit social today.#that’s all.
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