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#i miss you#it’s hard to not feel like long distance is a long series of goodbyes#of getting left#i have to remind myself it’s a long series of hellos#of passionate hugs and kisses after weeks apart#i want to see you again#i love you#i don’t know if you love me back#sometimes it feels like you love me in ways i didn’t know i could be loved#other times it feels you don’t love me at all#that you’re getting sick of me#but i know you’re the best girl#you wouldn’t make me feel that way on purpose#i’d like to spend forever with you#in a house with dogs#fill it with love#make you coffee every morning (and night)#bake bread with you#you make me dream of mundanity#and i’ve never dreamt of it before#you make me excited for a future i never thought i could have#i want you all of the time#but it’s okay that i can’t have you all of the time#we don’t have the fear we used to have#when we lived so close#under a blanket of homophobia and fear#we got away!#and now we can see the stars#i can see the stars for the first time because of you#like the blanket was pulled from over my head
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rin will hastily tag along with you when you tell him you’re shopping for swimwear that afternoon and while you’re skimming through the racks of clothing you loose sight of him for a bit and you think he must have decided to sit down to let you wander around freely but then he returns with a pile of all different kinds of bathing suits in his hands telling you a bit bashfully that he thought those would look good on you. (you’re a little surprised when you notice they’re all the skimpiest two pieces you’ve ever seen btw… it swells your ego that he wants to see you wearing those, that he wants to show you off… also i think hes particularly keen on those bikinis that you have to tie together. he absolutely loves it when you ask him to help you tie the back of your top also thinks they’re a bit risqué and it makes him a little crazy… is constantly playing with the strings of your bottoms that look so good digging into your thighs…) goes inside the fitting room with you to help you tie the bikini tops and kisses your shoulder before standing behind you with his hands on your waist and you’re trying very hard to suppress a smuggish smile from showing because he’s staring so intensily and he’s so tense, his hands are digging at your waist and it’s kinda amusing “so?”
“look so fucking good.” it's so characteristically blunt and you chuckle softly because he’s said that about all the bikini sets you’ve tried on so far. and he means it. you tell him to help you pick one but he's sooo far gone and he feels a little guilty because he's not being much of a help but he's only thinking about hurrying back home where you'll model your new purchase for him like you always do (a way to show him your gratitude, you say, for spending his money on you yet again. he thinks it’s a fair exchange.) he'll close his eyes as per your request as you walk out of the en-suite bathroom of your shared room - doesn't matter he bought it for you, that he's seen you in it and that he's been thinking of you in it ever since. he's thinking of beckoning you closer to him sitting in bed and kissing your exposed tummy. you'll smile, knowingly, because you know how he gets, because you’re all too aware of what he wants yet is too reluctant to put into words, when he begins to play with the strings of your bottoms, his face still buried in the plush of your stomach - a bit too embarrassed to let you in on his desire, scared that it is too flagrant on his features. he feels his greed might be inadequate. you'll smile and guide his hands to your waist, it's okay, you can touch me, and he will trail his hands up your spine and strip you slowly, starting at the knot on your back, followed by the knot on your neck and then the ones on each side of your hips...
he's rushing out of the fitting room with the pile of different bikini sets you couldnt choose from and goes straight to the register to pay for all three of them despite your protests that three new sets is excessive and completely unecessary.
#tw suggestive#i was shopping for swimsuits this afternoon and i thought rin would be sooo indulgent.......#treats you like an angel then goes and picks the swimsuits with the least coverage possible.. just loves it when you show skin i think#hates that other people can see you though… is so distressed#sae though................... ill elaborate later. tomorrow maybe.#you think he's bored but hes behind the curtain like. let me see....#also oliver... hes such a nuisance..... you have to tell him to behave.#mr. i love summer because i get to see girls in skimpy clothes#rin itoshi x reader#itoshi rin x reader#rin x reader#bllk x reader#also. i think maybe. hes only ever know football. and his desire to be the best at football. and i think hed be soo conflicted when#suddenly he starts liking someone and his desires go beyond football. he feels so bad. likes hes treating you like an object.#you have to tell him like. its okay to want intimacy and its okay that you want me and that you want me to want you. oh.#also i think that its easier for him to show that he loves you that to say it#but thats at the initial stages of your relationship. and if you’re his first.
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hmmm thinking abt dark!Best Friend!Rafe coming to Reader just crying about some fight happening w his dad and manipulating her to let him fuck her 🥰🥰
#ik this might be a tired trope but ughhh#serving her a drink or two to get reader unsuspecting#‘it’s just been so hard with him recently y/n’#‘i know you understand me though. you’re the only one i can trust’#‘you’re my best friend. so i know nothing will change between us. just this once please’#i love secretly in love with his only girl best friend rafe so so much#best friends with bad intentions 🥴🥴#dark!rafe cameron#rafe cameron#best friend!rafe cameron
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My brilliant shining thing
#Don’t ask me to talk about wakaba’s relation to Utena I WILL go on for hours#the “you’re my best friend! I’m going to save you!” Scene required my brain chemistry#and the way that they’re not ever as close as they were after that…#like I def feel like Wakaba had one of those “girl crushes” on Utena#where she admired her and loved her and wanted to be with her but thought it was a straight girl thing#in the manga she gets jealous over Anthy and says that she’ll be the mistress if Anthy is the wife#anyways#au eggs#Utena#Utena tenjou#wakaba shinohara#Rgu#revolutionary girl utena#OH I FORGOT. THE ENTURE POINT OF THIS DRAWING#the way that Wakaba knows she’s a side haracter!!#she’s doomed to be forever unimportant#and meanwhile has a crush on the main character she doesn’t even know about…
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It’s so embarrassing and heartbreaking being in so much pain over losing someone while knowing they don’t give a fuck if you live or die. Your favorite person becoming a stranger is a special kind of hell.
#I fucking hate having bpd#while I’m at it I don’t understand the fuckin audacity some people have to say they love you and do horrible things to you#I feel so stupid#I feel so stupid for believing all the lies#but I was so in love and put him on such a pedestal that I just allowed it all.#thinking about someone constantly and grieving over them and knowing they’re perfectly fine and to them you don’t exist#I’m still in such a state of grief and I don’t understand why time hasn’t healed#it honestly feels like it’s gotten worse w time#I just torture myself but I can’t help it my brain wants me dead#it’s so painful I feel so fucking stupid#being abandoned with no closure by someone who’s your entire world#for someone they were unfaithful to you with multiple times (I don’t even know how many and dony want to know) immediately#like that was the plan all along#he took our cat hundreds of miles away and I don’t even know if he still has her or if she’s still alive and I miss her every day#I never loved someone like that and it feels like the heartbreak is actually physically killing me#i spent 1/5 of my entire life with him#I was my prettiest and had the best body at the time and I wasted it on someone who didn’t appreciate me#not wasted. it wasn’t wasted. we had some incredible times together#I’ll never be that beautiful again#and now idk what do so bc i can’t decide which is worse: being alone and isolating or loving deeply and ending up horribly hurt all over#it’s all just so upsetting.#and I feel so stupid for allowing it all#he knows more about me than anyone and he made me feel like he loved me so much sometimes and then did horrid things and it’s so fucked up#nobody read this I’m so embarrassed and horribly broken#it traumatized me so much there was so much abuse and pain idk if I’ll ever recover#I deserved it but it still hurts my heart#I was so mentally ill and sick I know it had to have been miserable to be around me#there are so many things only he understands and knows about me and I need to talk about them I j wanna b able to b there 4 each other#but that girl is so beyond insecure and controlling so. if I want to talk to who fuckin gets me I’m just fucked#why lead someone on like that for years knowing you’re going to abandon them the second it’s convenient
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saw “the sunshine court” trending along with “Neil Josten” and I was very confused, checked the tag AND YOURE TELLING ME THERES A NEW ALL FOR THE GAME BOOK??? why did I have no idea about this???
#you’re telling me that my biggest hyperfixation of 2016 and 2017 is back????#those books singlehandled got me through my life for a bit#and you know what gang I’m gonna level with you#sooo many flaws so many big flaws book#written fanfic that’s so much better written#to be fair though all for the game has some of the best AUs of all time#truly there’s so many insanely good high quality fic in the fandom#that being said#I get to see my boy again???? My traumatised scared baby girl??#my hyperfixation man deluxe???#im going to have to read it asap#all for the game#the sunshine court#neil josten#andrew minyard#kevin day#jean moreau
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Very random but I have a special hatred for bitches who think it’s a flex to not care about politics or just be completely out of the loop with important world affairs like lmao bitch you’re a fucking loser
#pimprants#like being willfully ignorant is one of the most low life things anyone can do imo#’omggg I have like no idea what’s going on in the world but idec🥰🥰’#girl just stfu#I literally had to cut off one of my best friends after slowly realizing she had this mindset#cuz be serious???#especially with everything happening in the world rn to openly say that you don’t care is VILE#not knowing is one thing because you’re human you can’t just know everything but not even being willing to learn is just soooooo#like omg I hate stupid ppl and it’s even worse when they’re like that by choice#how are you a dumb bitch by choice don’t Pmo
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The reason we hate on regulily sm and not other ships is because atp people ship anything so who cares right but regulily is oppressor x oppresed. How are you going to ship a blood purist with the good girl in hp that hated blood purists. You making regulus be lily’s “short bf dyke whatever” is plain weird
listen you’re allowed to hate regulily !!! you’re not seeing me throwing a childish tantrum about it 😭😭but like. these characters are fictional… they do not exist. and like why are you, a regulily hater, on my blog enough to know the characterizations ive given them ?? like what are you genuinely even getting out of that when you could be having fun !!! in fandoms !!! and surround yourself with people who like what you like !! like fandom is supposed to be !!!! how does a whole ass stranger on tumblr.com/dashboard having fun shipping something bother you this much 😭
#and also. im just not of the opinion that lily was a ’good girl’ and why are you trying to dictate how i read into the subtext of her-#character ?#have you ever like. studied litterature or film or art ? you interpret and read between lines to create something new 😭😭#<- you learn that shit in HIGH SCHOOL ?#like. it’s called a close reading of the text…..#im not right and you’re not right and everyones allowed their own interpretations 😭😭😭#i personally feel like i should get more hate for tomlily but no. regulily is apparently worse#theyre not REAL PEOPLE !!!#lily was best friends with a blood purist for YEARS knowing how he treated other people#and only ever had a problem with it when snape directed his hatred towars HER#<- girl who’s problematic and flawed and not the saint people made her out to be 😭😭#and also the hate i get is for having the audacity to say that regulus is short / or saying lily is tall lmao#<- which again for the millionth time. regulus isnt short lily is just tall#check your fucking disgusting sexism#anyway !!#asks
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be like nhl superstar jack hughes and get a cut at great clips!
#i will not be getting my cut at great clips and frankly king.. neither should you but i’m glad you’re in your bag 🙏🏼✨🫶🏼#the SPARKLE and the WINK girl you’re awful!#this great clips deal has quite literally been the best thing he’s ever done ever#the most loser guy i know but he’s doin it for a check!#jack hughes#new jersey devils
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hello! quick reminder that as all the media surrounding demi lovato’s interview where they said they were “tired” of using they/them pronouns show misleading headlines about how demi was “exhausted from using they/them” what actually happened is that demi lovato said it was exhausting having to constantly explain themselves and constantly educate people on they/them pronouns.
#i want to talk about this more but there’s a very specific kind of exhaustion that comes from being out as nonbinary#i detransitoned for several years bc of it and it actively takes more energy (which i already don’t have a lot of)#i’ve talked to a couple of my binary trans friends about it and also one person who came out as a trans man#who then later came out as nonbinary and not a trans man#and there is a specific exhaustion that comes from constantly being a walking educator but also a walking topic of debate#and i specify nonbinary people here bc we face an increased amount of like ‘this is not real’ or ‘this is not correct’ in very medial things#like no trans man or trans woman will have to spend the mental energy to explain to ppl that she/he are real pronouns#they may expend energy in other —equally infuriating— ways. but not on that way specifically#and it’s really exhausting to have to —in the best of exhausting cases— spend time explaining what they/them pronouns are#explain how to use they/them. and also go through the other shit trans ppl have to do#like i know from multiple friends how exhausting being told ‘you’re not a boy you’re just a confused girl’ is but i know personally#how exhausting ‘you’re not nonbinary you’re just a confused girl ALSO nonbinary isn’t real’ is#nonbinary#queer#demi lovato
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i would be such a good boyfriend honestly
#I would get her gifts frequently#and have a trash can in my bathroom#ya know for periods and allat#speaking of periods#I would always have a box of pads or tampons under the bathroom sink if she forgets to bring some or whatever#and I would also be EXTRA nice to her and buy her chocolate on her period#and I would make sure to compliment her and tell her how much I love her everyday#like I would always make sure she knows she’s a wonderful fabulous gorgeous talented amazing perfect woman#I would also use a bunch of dumb pick up lines while we’re together#and some of the pickup lines would just be from songs she likes#if she likes Tyler the creator? ��They should call you sugar cause you’re just so sweet”#if she likes MCR? “I just wanted you to know that the world is ugly but you’re beautiful to me”#etc#and everything she’s insecure of?#I would try my best to make sure she loves them#she has a bigger belly?#girl don’t be insecure of that it’s fuckin gorgeous and if anyone ever tells you otherwise then just call me up so I can bitch slap their#dumbass#I’m not even lying though#girls with bigger stomachs are so cute istg#or if she thinks she’s too tall?#more hight just means more skirt to twirl sister#but ima cis straight girl so idk
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home from work
#if I speak…#one of the girls walked out yesterday#the best worker we have is on the verge of blowing up on this bitch’s leaders bc since he can do everything quick and efficiently already#they’re putting 3 to 4 ppl’s workloads on him to see how far they can extend his worth and then they’re over his shoulder the whole time#micromanaging him so today he almost lost it and was literally walking around mumbling about his disrespectful they all are (facts)#and how if they don’t think he’s doing it right then they can do it and I know for a fact one of the ladies heard him#bc he wasn’t even trying to hide it at this point and like this dude is cool he has a lot of patience and helps out any way he can#so if HE’S on the brink of snapping then the rest of us don’t stand a chance LMFAO#anyways today was a fucking mess those leaders know nothing about our store yet so they have us making less than what we need until we need#it so we get behind constantly and they made prep a disaster bc again they think they can just prep a bunch of stuff in the morning#and it’ll last the whole day and yes that works in theory but the reality of the situation is every day is different and today#we sold double what we did yesterday so they had to move me to prep to fix their mistakes bc we were running out of stuff 4 hours in lmfao#and I’m the only one left who knows how to do everything on prep bc the other girls had never done it before#we’re supposed to prep 20 mac n cheese trays in the morning for the whole day#we open lunch at 10:30 tell me why I go into the cooler at 12 put more in the oven and there’s only 5 left#it’s been less than 2 HOURS and you’re already running out of macs which means those idiots prepped barely anything just to try and save mo#*money to cut down waste but that gag if you’re losing money bc now you’re short on everything and customers are leaving bc they’re having#to wait a long time for their food#and macs take 40 minutes to cool LMFAO#I get over there they’re out of parfaits they’re out of fruit cups they’re out of kale salads the front is coming in and having to take#stuff as I make it bc they keep getting orders and it’s all just a fucking mess#I have to make a custom wrap and what happens?? those morons didn’t pull the flatbreads out of the freezer like they’re supposed to every#night so now we have no flatbread and I had to run back there and put them in the warming drawer to defrost and we lost an order bc I had#nothing to make the wraps with <3#I go back there to get more cold chicken SPOILER ALERT they didn’t have anyone make any this morning so now there’s no chicken for the wrap#and salad and it has to be grilled and then chilled for 2 FUCKING HOURS before it can be used#they’re a fucking disaster like 😭#was the store perfect before?? ofc not but it ran quickly and efficiently as it should and now it’s literally just a mess#this bitch hasn’t even owned it for a full week yet and has already fucked it all up#womp womp!!!!!!
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Hello :)
I would love to see an example of a school playlist! (Doesn’t have to be lofi)
Hey there Anon!
So in this post I talked about ways to romanticize school and one of them is to create different playlists for different vibes. I’m just going to give you a few songs per playlists so that this post doesn’t become too long, but I hope you’ll enjoy them ♥️
Getting ready in the morning (still trying to wake yourself up)
Suddenly I See ~ KT Tunstall
Someone New ~ Kakkmaddafakka
Feather ~ Sabrina Carpenter
love is embarrassing ~ Olivia Rodrigo
Ein bisschen mehr Liebe ~ RAUM27
Umazane Misli ~ Joker Out
Lunchtime ~ Spacey Jane
Daylight ~ Harry Styles
Juice ~ Blæst
SUPERMODEL ~ Måneskin
Oft gesagt ~ RAUM27
3005 ~ Childish Gambino
Dice ~ Leoniden
Restless ~ Kakkmaddafakka
Walking/driving to school (main character vibes)
Brazil ~ Declan McKenna
Bad Moon Rising ~ Creedence Clearwater Revival
I Walk This Earth All By Myself ~ EKKSTACY
Retro (Rough) ~ Childish Gambino
End of Beginning ~ Djo
Think About Things ~ Daði Freyr
Plattenbaum ~ RAUM27
Morirò da re ~ Måneskin
pretty isn’t pretty ~ Olivia Rodrigo
Crazy Little Thing Called Love ~ Queen
Obvious Guy ~ Alfie Templeman
betty ~ Taylor Swift
Mona Lisa, Mona Lisa ~ FINNEAS
For Elise ~ Saint Motel
Day ‘n’ Nite ~ Kid Cudi
Studying during your free period (mysteriously sitting in a corner)
Killer Queen ~ Queen
I Want To Hold Your Hand ~ The Beatles
Fortunate Son ~ Creedence Clearwater Revival
Shattered Dreams ~ Johnny Hates Jazz
I Wanna Be Sedated ~ Rockaway Bitch
Sympathy For The Devil ~ The Rolling Stones
Good Old-Fashioned Lover Boy ~ Queen
Harness you Hopes (B-side) ~ Pavement
The Joker ~ Steve Miller Band
She Drives Me Crazy ~ Fine Young Cannibals
(Don’t Fear) The Reaper ~ Blue Öyster Cult
Walk This Way ~ Aerosmith
Another One Bites The Dust ~ Queen
Go Your Own Way ~ Fleetwood Mac
You Ain’t Seen Nothing Yet ~ Bachman-Turner Overdrive
Glass Onion ~ The Beatles
Coming home after school (letting out the frustration)
Brutal ~ Olivia Rodrigo
KOOL KIDS ~ Måneskin
Bad Reputation ~ Joan Jett
Celebrity Skin ~ Hole
Vermiss dich ~ RAUM27
Just a Girl ~ No Doubt
Dark Side ~ Blind Channel
Funeral ~ Leoniden
LA FINE ~ Måneskin
All American Bitch ~ Olivia Rodrigo
For a dark academia vibe
Waltz No.2 ~ Cihat Askin
Time Will Come ~ Tol-Puddle Martyrs
Dance of the Knights ~ Sergei Prokofjew
Lacrimosa ~ (performed by) Vienna Mozart Orchestra
Danse Macabre, Op. 40 ~ Camille Saint-Saëns
Honestly anything by Aija Alsiņa she’s amazing
Or anything by Igor Levit, he’s great too
Calming down in the evening
Booster Seat ~ Spacey Jane
Kill Bill ~ SZA
Twilight Time ~ The Platters
War With Heaven ~ keshi
Bring It On Home To Me ~ Elvin Bishop
Galapagos ~ Kakkmaddafakka
0471 ~ RAUM27
Glitch ~ Taylor Swift
lacy ~ Olivia Rodrigo
Little Sad Eyes ~ The Castells
My favourite Albums to study too
SOUR ~ Olivia Rodrigo
emails i can’t send ~ Sabrina Carpenter
Because the Internet ~ Childish Gambino
Kauai ~ Childish Gambino
Bridge Over Troubled Water ~ Simon & Garfunkel
Hozier ~ Hozier
Stick Season (Forever) ~ Noah Kahan
folklore ~ Taylor Swift
evermore ~ Taylor Swift
Harry’s House ~ Harry Styles
To Feel Something At All ~ KYTES
Happiness in Liquid Form - EP ~ Alfie Templeman
Anfangen Anzufangen ~ RAUM27
AM ~ Arctic Monkeys
Rumours ~ Fleetwood Mac
-> My Spotify & Apple Music
For even more playlists :)
#okay so this post still ended up being super long#I just had a lot of fun whith this#I know you’re supposed to listen to music without words while studying#but personally I prefer songs with words while doing most of my studying#when I really need to focus I listen to either soundtracks or lofi#ask blog#anon ask#ask#student life#student#school#school life#romantizing life#romantizing school#becoming that girl#it girl#self improvement#that girl#best version of yourself#girlblogging#music#my playlist#playlists#music playlist#playlist curator
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I don’t cry often but dear god. I’m crying over her.
#We were friends for five years you dumb bitch.#The fall fr started over Halloween costumes bc she said we could match then when we were actually shopping#She prioritized her boyfriend over me but not even in a way we still could have matched#And she said I was unreasonable for being upset#But I finally had friends who would have done it#Then EVERYONE FUCKING FLAKED#and crush still tried but things wouldn’t have been shipped in time#Then this girl had the audacity to say everything she did when we argued#One of the girls who she claims is her best friend recently got home from a half year in the mental hospital#And they have had a total of two outings or hangouts#Then her other friend. Who she really only hung out with during her fight with cancer and not after that#But she would see me regularly#Until a month before we argued#And now I’m crying because I thought she was good#But looking back#And looking from an outsiders perspective#She’s horrivle#I know she doesn’t know my account here but gods I wish she did#L if you’re reading this. You’re a bitch. You’re a terrible friend. So unless you’re willing to change and be honest and better.#Dont talk to me. Don’t message me. Don’t come to see me at lunch or ask me to hang out.#Because I’m unwilling to work on a relationship where I’ll always be second to her boyfriend.#Sure. I have crush. But that doesn’t mean I prioritize her over my best friend. I hold them equally.#But you don’t and you never did.#L if you see this#know I’ve cried too many times over you#And I don’t think I could stop myself from arguing if I ever actually talk to you again
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Ok I’m probably not the best person to say this, but I’ve been seeing a lot of (as of right now) accurate insults on how the CGI approach for the Live Action Little Mermaid movie, but please be mindful that you don’t take things too far, and *especially* don’t start going after Halle Bailey (Ariel’s actress) and to a lesser extent, Ariel the character.
Antiblackness is still an issue in a lot of fandom spaces, and it doesn’t just come out as using nasty slurs or stereotypes. It manifests as drawing Black characters lighter and/or with more white features, it comes out as removing Black partners from ships, and it starts out as plausibly deniable insults that get the door open to microaggressions and outright nasty comments.
I’m not saying that all discussion of the movie should be stalled, or even if it turns out to be an artistic failure, that it doesn’t merit discussion. I’m saying that you shouldn’t extend your vitriol to the characters and actors.
If you really feel the need to insult her, it might be worth a little introspection. Ask yourself, “Do I resent that they changed Ariel, or that they changed Ariel in this way?”. You’re not irredeemable if your personal answer isn’t kind. Just be more careful, try and observe how that sort of world view affects your behavior to others, and then course correct.
A lot of little kids would love to see another Black Princess. A lot of little kids would love to have a Black mermaid as a main character. Hell, a lot of adults would love those too. Black fantasy characters have long been excluded, transformed, killed, merely in the background, relegated to stereotypes, villainized and have hardly ever in the spotlight, especially in major productions.
Don’t make it harder for kids (and adults!) to see themselves on screen. Don’t ruin their wonder. So don’t make unkind comments. Keep it to yourself. Frankly, Halle looks beautiful, and I can’t wait to see the sparkles in her fans’ eyes as she swims across the screen.
#live action little mermaid#the little mermaid 2023#Halle Bailey#I’m a white girl but the concept of a Black Ariel is near and dear to my heart#my best friend in elementary loved H20:Just add water and introduced it to me#and she dreamed (at least half then#we haven’t kept in touch) of ordering herself a mermaid tail to swim around in#and I really hope that she has. if she didn’t fuck up a year of college like I did (she was damn smart so I doubt it)#then she’s likely just about to graduate#M I hope you get a great paying job and can order yourself a beautiful quality tail and live out that little girl dream#you deserve it. I don’t think you had near enough#black girl Magic growing up. miss you#i doubt you’re on tumblr but just in case you’re wondering#‘is that me?’ I’ll give you a hint:#I used to say floober doober instead of cursing when we played Mario kart#I mean I did start cursing heavily later. but at first I said that#in any case idk if you’re still into mermaids but we both know you would’ve loved to watch this movie when you were little#this was both spurred on by all the flounder posts I’ve been seeing and ‘A Song Below Water’ by Bethany C. Morrow#one of the main characters Effie works as a Renaissance Faire mermaid and she talks a lot about#how people write fiction about her character but whitewash her or body swap her or would rather do self inserts#or the only comments made about her beauty are just about her tail and never about her Black skin or features#and how she (and her Mom before her death) were usually the only Black characters at the fair#and how she feels so beautiful and incredible being her mermaid self#also again I’m white so I don’t have personal experience but my younger brother is mixed#and he’s always been really lowkey about his feelings but#I took him to see Into the Spiderverse when it first came out#and he’s loved it since#here was this (adorable - don’t tell my brother I said that lol) lanky smart awkward hurting courageous Black boy on screen#and I can see in his heart how he’s been affected by it. he’s not a super fan or anything but I can just tell (big sister thing.) Anyways I#really hope that joy will happen more and more for everyone.
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#rant time#ok you know what im literally done bc if you’re going to act like my friend only when it’s convenient for you you’re not my friend!!!#like!!! hello??? do you realize how not ok it is to treat people that way??? to make comments that lift them up and make them feel like#they’re your best friend and then ignore them for the next two weeks or whatever??#seriously stop being so fake!!! you should’ve just been a mature person and told me that you don’t want to be my friend anymore instead of#whatever this is#like just tell me if i did something wrong to you and we can move on#because do you understand how terrible it makes me feel every time i’m in a class with you and all of your friends and you act like you’ve#never seen my face in your life??? and i’m just sitting there alone when years ago you would always sit by me when i was sitting alone#because you said you hated when people sat alone#yeah right ok girl i believe you!!!#of course you don’t understand that because you’ve never felt that way#you just ditch your friends every one or two years because there’s new people you like better#well guess what??? if you keep being a crappy friend those people will never be your real friends#like seriously who are you actually friends with??? you’re so fake!!! you constantly talk crap about all of your new friends!!! and then#the second they’re in the room with you you act like they’re your best friend for life#like no they’re not!!! not when you’ve said stuff like how mean and braggy they are and how you don’t want them to get leads over me!!!#well guess what if you want to ditch friends who are actually good people then you’re stuck with mean and braggy people so deal with it#and it’s not just me!!! i feel like you’ve treated everyone like this and it’s so not ok#so anyway i know I’ll say all this and then the next time you try to talk to me i’ll keep acting like it’s fine#but just so you know i think you’re the fakest friend I’ve ever had and i hope someday you get a taste of your own medicine#sorry for the rant lol#lav speaks
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