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CASTLEVANIA DYNAMICS 4/?: RICHTER BELMONT & JUSTE BELMONT
“You must be happy you got your magic back.”
“Yes, I am happy. I feel alive again. I feel young.”
“Though, to be honest, you don’t really look it. C’mon, I’m just kidding. You don’t look a day over sixty.”
#the way juste unintentionally altered the course of his life bc his estranged grandson stumbled into a bar and juste bought him dinner#and then proceeded to trauma dump on said estranged grandson until it drove him to tears#richter looking to juste and flashing back to julia hurt in such a big way#that was his greatest loss. his biggest tragedy and he can feel it playing out all over again#and he blames himself bc he wasn’t strong enough to help save his mom#and that’s one reason his magic comes back. he can’t lose someone like that again!#sobbing for the rest of my life#richter is so good and he needs more hugs than he’s been given#at least these two hug in s2. even if juste didn’t really hug back lol#still not sure if richter was squeezing him a little tight or if he was so caught off guard he didn’t know what to do in that moment#richter belmont#juste belmont#castlevania nocturne#castlevaniaedit
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Kaladin, your eyes! Dark brown, like they used to be!
#CRYING SCREAMING THROWING UP#kaladin stormblessed#wind and truth spoilers#the stormlight archive#sylphrena#I made myself actually nauseous working on this because I love him so so so much#could actually talk about kaladin stormblessed for the rest of my life I hate Brandon Sanderson#the line about his eyes made me actually sob aloud#artists on tumblr#illustration#wind and truth
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"this is me on day one of NO rendog !!"
#glad to know hes coping just as well as the rest of us#how in the world does martyn consistently stay the last few green/yellow lifes/ win and yet...#anyways i love the new series if only i could please have more than 2 episodes from martyn thatd be really great thanks#love to see a man get a good beating just kidding pleas#if he dies i will start sobbing trust me#already had me in tears from the first ep#but actually it was wonderful just please if he could make some friends thatd be swell#or not martyn lone wolf arc???#im gonna post this before in hate it because it is 5am and i dont have time to start fixing what was supposed to be a sketch#i really love my yapping in the tags im so sorry#inthelittlewood#itlwart#trafficblr#mcyt#traffic life smp#life series#secret life#secret life smp#life smp#traffic spoilers#my art
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thinking so hard about the very shitty au i wrote when i was on wattpad where Lucy (fairy tail) met the guild as a kid but they had their memories wiped at the end of it and didn't remember her, so when she finally meets natsu again SHE remembers them but they don't remember her. also she was their enemy when they first met and when she ran away from her father it was because he tried to create one of the time travel gates but he had to sacrifice a celestial wizard to even try and get it operating. i think she had two older siblings in this au too? anyway i never posted it but it was so incredibly long and I can't get into my wattpad account anymore so it's gone forever so i can't even reread it and laugh at how badly written it was
#i wrote it in middle school#i think 6th grade?#i was obsessed with Lucy and wanted her to have more backstory#nowadays I wouldn't go so drastic but i would like to write a fic that delves more into her life#and like. base it around the era that her story was inspired by#thinking about how lucy definitely taught herself to forget all etiquette rules she knew so she could fit in more#she deserved to have some more moments about her own life#cause she relationship with her father makes me SOB#like what do you mean he dedicated the rest of his life to waiting for her to come home and he never doubted she would#ON HER BIRTHDAY. THEY CAME BACK FROM THE ISLAND ON HER BIRTHDAY.#erinwantstowrite#fanfic#fairy tail#lucy heartfilia#my love my light my reason to live#she's my favorite ever#like literally#i adore her more than words can explain
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#a doodley#i cant draw his hair shine anymore without thinking abt the ask saying it was so Rooster#so trueeeee my rooster boyyy *sobbing*#also always torn bc i like drawing haggard talon with big ears but i think fed talon wld have bigger ones ykwim#like when kittens have huge ears to grow into#also while im rambling here i wanna restructure his whole history again#vampirism being the result of a curse and negatively affecting him in a way he'll have to carry for the rest of his long immortal life#as well as forgoing feeding to Age and him physically feeling the ails of aging isn't enough...#im trying to conjure up smthng else that wldve happened to him in one of the worst times in his life but thats hard bc i cant explore it to#much bc the subject matter makes me sad LOL and also dont want to seem like those ppl who throw in stuff like that gratuitously
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do kids these days even understand that calypso would always be percy's biggest what if
#do they even understand that he kept the flower on his balcony. that it made him sad#do they even know that the fates were cruel. it worked both ways. for the rest of my life i would always be thinking about her.#i cant be thinking about this because i might start sobbing actually.#the idea of leaving was hard#pjo
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This is the funniest goddamn thing, I’ve been losing my mind about it all morning. Vash is such a disaster bi in every single version of Trigun, It brings tears to my eyes
If anyone has a translation of this interview, pls share, I would kill a man for it
#Trigun#Trimax#Trigun Maximum#I'm SOBBING#I think the info in the article is JUST that he avoids falling in love#But like#Vash: Ok yeah I'm safe I'll just never get close to anyone#Vash: Ok well I guess I'll travel with him I don't like men like that anyway EVEN THOUH I'VE NEVER SETTLED DOWN ENOUGH TO KNOW#Vash: God I want to spend every day of the rest of my life with this man#Vash: FUCK#Link to the tweet in the comments as always aksjdnaksjndkn
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my sons came home. yay 💖
can not put into words how happy this made me
#i love them so much i'm going to sob#i got gojo in the 1st ten-pull while i got geto in my 3rd one#which is stupid lucky so now i doubt that i'll ever get any other character that i want for the rest of my life lmao#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jujutsu kaisen phantom parade#jjk phantom parade#jjk phanpara#jjkpp#jujutsuphanpara#phanpara#jjk gojo#gojo satoru#jjk geto#geto suguru#❄️ramblings❄️#also can i just mention how fucking funny the name for teen geto's character title thing is lol
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nightow’s baseball AU….😭😭😭
#trigun#vash the stampede#wolfwood#nicholas d wolfwood#MAKES ME FEEL SO SOFT AND TENDER BUT ALSO SAD BUT happy and sparkles! BUT SOBBING MY EYES OUT#nightow truly like the rest of us making AUs of his ocs#THEYRE BESTIE HOMIE BRO SOULMATES IN EVERY UNIVERSE…#and then BOOM [TIKTOK SLAM SOUND] TRAGEDY!!!#life as a wolfwood fan 🤪
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this one's for all the yuri enjoyers out there — nsft under cut
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meronia event prompt(s): scar
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#death note#mello#near#meronia#meroniaevent#fem mello#fem near#i had fun w this one!! i love drawing yuri even though i dont do it nearly as much as i want lol#also i love drawing bush thumbs up emoji#i let the lines be messier bc my hands have been a little sore and i am not in the mood for linework#and in honor of yuri day i should get to do whatever i want forever peace and love on planet yuri#anyway i didnt know what to do w near's hair but decided to keep it short bc i didnt want to cover her back for composition reasons#sorry for posting so late i woke up at like 10am which is late for me as of late and had school shit to do boooo#also im in the mood to talk so i made a pot pie today (no meat im vegetarian) and i followed no recipes and used my heart to make#it and i did so well it fucks so hard my heart always leads me to greatness and recipes do nothing for me bc im a culinary genius#<-blatantly untrue but we stay silly#oh!!! and also i got a thing in the mail the thing being a weevil plushie i ordered a bit back that i bought on a whim that i should not#have bought bc im saving my money but actually he makes my life a million bajillion times better and i love him dearly#anyway meronia event is making my life so much better i feel 100% better than i did 2 days ago and hopefully the joy this brings#me will stay w me for long enough to get through the rest of my summer classes bc they are killing me lol. my current ones are ending#in like a week or smth but i have 2 more in july *sobs* all this just to graduate a semester early#k anyway enjoy the yuri ...or dont. im not the boss of u. ig
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“Is it romantic?”
“No.”
“No. Not yet.”
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#i am gonna sob for the rest of my life#interview with the vampire#iwtv spoilers#claudeleine#claudia#madeleine#iwtv s2
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sorry for this being like the fourth time you seen me post this lina @linaharutaka but my heart is happy and warm and im crazy and you made him so gorgeous thank you soso much . AUUGHUHHHHGH
#I LOVE WHEN A BEAUTIFUL FAT MAN TELLS ME TO DO SOMETHING . WHATEVER YOU SAY GORGEOUS ☝🏽☝🏽☝🏽☝🏽☝🏽#I have not been normal since you sent me thins this permanently changed my brain chemistry#im drawing him like this for the rest of my life . my heart is fully of happinesss…. LURCHES OVER AND STARTS DRY HEAVING …….#my friends are so nice to me and and I start sobbing and throwing up on your shoes bc im so happy …. thank you so muchness 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹#GIFTS! 🎁#FAVE#ULT FAVE#RAUGAGAGAGAGGA#🦍🏄♂️🌊#self ship#self shipping
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Josuke being the single gay aroace cousin™ of the Joestars might actually be my favorite thing about him. I wish I were him, actually. Bloodline keeps going so no need for romance or kids. Only money from deadbeat dad and nepobabyism. Mr.Gucci-Vogue-LouisVuitton-Prada-Chanel-Balenciaga-RalphLauren-Versace-Armani-Moschino-Dior. His mom's like "are you not going to have kids or get married" and he's like "I'd rather wear thrifted clothes than dating". He actually lives with Okuyasu and everyone thinks they're dating and please don't ask them because they don't know either but what they do know is that Josuke has a flight the next day to go to Italy because his modeling agency asked him to go and Okuyasu is having a breakdown because "what if you like their cooking more than mine" and Josuke won't stop rolling his eyes and going "they could never be better than you" and then he comes back with a thousand of millions of bags saying he did "a little shopping over there" and half of the bags are just shoes.
#aroaspec josuke i love you i love you#he's an icon he's the moment he's the best jojo actually#forget all the times i said joseph is my favorite jojo i like his son better sometimes#the concept of josuke being a model has me crying and sobbing and wanting to hug him he deserves this#let him do absolutely nothing for the rest of his life besides being rich and cool and pretty#what do you mean studying he doesn't do that ���💀#his relationship with okuyasu is a qpr to me btw#or it's romantic but it sort of falls in an aroace umbrella#maybe he's demiromantic who knows THE POINT IS#the point is josuke is the gay cousin#all jojos are gay but he's the gayest i promise#jojo's bizarre adventure#josuke higashikata#okuyasu nijimura#josuyasu#< they have a thing going on don't ask me what exactly i will give you a different answer every time
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Me after forgetting to flip the canvas
Ur epicness bday gift ft my sonic oc taffy
ANYWAYS HAPPY BDAY EMI ILY <333 /P
AAAA Y'ALL ARE SO FAST OMG
THANK YOU REINA!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOVE YOU TOO!!!
#AAAAAAAAA#BLAZE I LOVE HER IN YOUR STYLE#AND EMERY?????#I LOVE TAFFY TOO#RGAAGGARGGH#KICKING MY LEGS#DOING HAND FLAPS#so silly.......#also the homos lmao#cool moots#my birthday#ask#saved#for the rest of my life#sobbing rn (happy tears)#blaze the cat#emery the pigeon#amy rose#(kinda)#taffy the fox#<=i think thats her tag?#aaaaaa <3
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I don't think I can ever emotionally recover from these
#the inherent romance of monaco parc ferme#seriously these murdered me i really can never recover from them#screaming crying THEM!!!!!!!! THEM!!!! THEMMMMM LOOK AT THEM!!!!!#jense's hand basically covering the breadth of seb's back im normal im normal im normal im normal im normal#the gif version of this you can only see seb's face and hes very fond too sob sob and they keep holding hands while theyre talking sob sob#THE WAY SEB'S CLOSING HIS EYES ANF RESTING HIS CHIN ON JENSE'S SHOULDER AND JENSE'S SMILE ABT IT#JENSE'S FOND EXPRESSION IN THE 2ND PIC LOOK AT THE WAY HES LOOKING AT HIM WITH THOSE FOND EYES IM GONNA CRY#pictures that make me need to get up and run laps around the room bcs im seriously gonna burst into tears#2011 sebson makes me roll around in bed kicking my feet and screaming#WHO IS DOING IT LIKE THEM!!! WHO ELSE WOULD TREAT AND LOOK AT THE GUY WHO JUST BEAT HIM WITH SUCH AFFECTION!?!??!?!??!#i seriously am gonna lose it when i watch the 2011 races i think i willl actually combust i cant handle it#('pictures that automatically make me think of Solar Flare')#(these are from before that fic takes place yet are the most romantic pics ive ever seen in my life)#(solar flare!mark was so right when he told jb that he and seb look in love in literally every pic of them together)#sebson#jenson button#sebastian vettel#sv5#jb22#we do a little bit of f1#f1#formula 1#formula one#2011 monaco gp#2011 monaco grand prix
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I'm supposed to be working but instead I'm thinking about Li Lianhua growing vegetables and how, once upon a time, he was so happy that he almost cried when he finally managed to grow some turnips.
Thinking about how he must've been at rock bottom then - sick, injured, heartbroken, having just lost in one fell swoop everyone and everything he's ever cared about. His shixiong, dead. He believes it's his fault. His shifu, dead. He believes it's his fault. His sect, in ruins. He believes it's his fault. His people no longer believe in him. A-Mian doesn't love him anymore. It's all his fault, it's all his fault.
He doesn't have Hulijing yet. He's alone. He's heartsick. He'll be dead in ten years, or much sooner than that if he can't find some food and shelter. His Sigu Sect leader token is only worth 50 taels of silver. It turns out everything he has built his life around is worth only 50 taels of silver. I can hear his self-deprecating laugh. How foolish he must've felt, having his life's ambition put so violently and abruptly into perspective.
Have you ever been so despondent that you cling desperately to just one thing, anything, that you can focus on in order to not think about everything else? So: turnips.
Tending, weeding, watering, counting, day by day by slowly passing day. The vegetables grow and he survives. And finally, one day, he discovers that against all odds, he has turnips. These hands which he believes have caused the destruction of all that he once held dear, somehow managed to nurture creation and support life. Everything and everyone is gone, but here in his hands is this one small glimmer of hope that perhaps he is not only capable of ruin. How happy he must've been. Was it the first time he felt joy since before the East Sea battle? How he must've wanted to tell someone, but there was no one there.
You know who he must've most wanted to tell? His shifu. His shifu, who once told him that he didn't care about Xiangyi becoming any great martial artist. Just eat well, drink well, and live well. Maybe kneeling there in the dirt, gently cradling his small misshapen turnips in his hands — maybe that's when Li Lianhua finally understands what Shifu meant.
#and so he promised himself he would do nothing but try to live by shifu's words for the rest of his life#of course that is until fang duobing crashed into it#mysterious lotus casebook#莲花楼#word vomit#it's li lianhua feels hours#when i tell you that that one scene of him tending to his turnips#made me absolutely lose it#i had to pause because i was sobbing so hard i couldn't see the screen#i can't have been the only one#just imagining what he must've felt then#every time i think about it my heart aches#i'm sorry this is so long i just can't stop thinking about it and need to get it down#i have to go cuddle my dog now#my ramblings#text
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