#word vomit

[m00nz-writes]

HAHAHA LITERALLY ME WITH WRITING DEAD WOMAN WALKING!!!!

like I get a bunch of people who read it are gonna be a lil upset because it's not nearly as linear as Blackened Angel or Subhuman, where everything has a very firm story in place and is very from Point A to Point B sort of storyline, but I was telling one of my writer friends that I view DWW as more of like a Malcolm in the Middle or Fleabag thing???

I know it makes no fucking sense and I sound like I'm bugging, but hear me out. Essentially, the story follows Edna in sort of discombobulated plot points. It hits all the important bits, but it also likes to point out stupid things. Her story is also sort of wacky because even though it's not in first person, all of it is in her mind and she's a heavily traumatized woman who very likely is losing time and forgetting things, so the story jumps around from point to point because that's how Enda's brain feels.

If DWW were a show, Edna WOULD break the fourth wall. She'd talk to the audience and kind of... get her thoughts out in word vomit. So the "filming my characters while they live their own lives" works very well, because that's what I'm doing with Edna. The story isn't first person, but it's all from her POV and she'd 100% be the fucking Lizzie McGuire of Creepypasta in the sense that she'd frequently break the fourth wall just to word vomit over the screen to express what she's feeling.

That's also why Nina is Edna's BFF. Because Nina is sort of the stand-in for this sort of situation I've created. Nina is kind of the audience/reader, along with Edna for the ride and being the person Edie tells everything to. And if I were more talented, I'd 100% make an animated series FOR Edna based off of DWW... but alas, animating makes me wanna cry :)

if i say "i imagine" or "i think" in regards to my ocs its because i dont knowwwwww. theyre living their own lives im just filming them at occasional moments and calling it a day

[bakersimmer]

My Mr. works at a candy factory, so he drives a bright orange car that resembles a chocolate wrapper. After a night of snow, the cars were all covered. Our nooboo looked out the window and declared, "Daddy's candy car is gone!" When Mr. went out to clear the snow, she watched it from the window like a supervisor. Once he finished, she announced, "Daddy drew a new candy car!"

The logic of a 2-year-old is quite interesting 😅

[literaryvein]

L. V., idk how to say goodbye

[vorpalfae]

make a girl smile today.

give her a sword.

[lassie-farce]

oh my god yesss, thank you!!!

The lack of communication astounds me- i assume it was for plot reasons, and to be fair it is a pretty common situation that after the death of a loved one people lose theirs emotional bandwidths.

Thus i cannot argue it is not like them, because we’ve never seen them in this situation.

I do hope they do talk about it.

Whilst we might disagree on the topic of Owen Strand’s character (in my mind he’s a cringefail bisexual who has never recovered from a trauma in his life and is canonically depressed which everyone just forgot about?) I’d also have to disagree on your comparison of him being the worse parent compared to Gabriel Reyes.

I wouldn’t classify who was worse (as i believe assigning levels to trauma only leads to underestimating the impact it might’ve had on people) but I have to say that from what he know about Gabriel Reyes he wasn’t a great parent either.

The fact he was practically canonized by Carlos after his death is also understandable, that’s what children do, but I am at a loss why the fandom seems to have done the exact same thing.

I’m more concerned about them having not talked about this then them disagreeing. I just find it hard to believe that they didn’t have a conversation about what might happen to Jonah if something happened to Enzo. Single parent. None of the people in my family are single parents at the moment, but we still know what would happen to the kids if something happened to both of them. My dad died when I was really young and there was a plan for what would happen to me and my brother if something happened to my mom. Now, while I have two older half siblings, neither of them were old enough to be considered our guardian, especially since both my mom and my dad have siblings. But like I would like to think that my older brothers wouldn’t let me go live in some institution in Europe if something happened to my mom? Let’s be real though, we did not have over $2 million stashed away to send me to boarding school in Europe. 

It just blows my mind that to responsible adults wouldn’t have had this conversation before hand. It also blows my mind that TK didn’t think Carlos might not be OK with it. And it blows my mind that Carlos didn’t realize that this is where TK‘s brain would go. The lack of communication is insane. 

 I really don’t like this whole storyline. What I really wanted was Owen to get some clarity in that he’s not God. And he probably was not a very good parent. Are he and TK super close? Yes. Do I find it ironic that Carlos is worried about being a good parent because of Gabriel, when Owen sucks. I do in fact, skip over I possibly can that are Owen centric. He pisses me off. Do I think that the Reyes parents are better parents? Yes do I think that the Strand/Morgans love TK absolutely. That doesn’t make you a good parent. I don’t feel like I can judge Gwen‘s parenting or Enzos because we didn’t really get to see that much of it. But from the past five seasons, Owen is not much of the day-to-day parent, but the swoop in and save parent, it just frustrates me. 

Y’all should probably just skip over this whole thing.

[cat-eg]

new hbomberguy vid moodboard

[easternkid]

"Henry Winter would've loved the notes app" No. Henry Winter didn't and will never love anything modern. He uses a fountain pen and isn't bothered by the ink, he even reads under candle light - for christ's sake, he uses and is obsessed with Latin, which is by the way, a dead language.

[gracieblood]

found this on pinterest CHAOTIC EVIL GANG STAND UPPP

[thatguywhodoesstuff]

In A Weird Way, Princess Loolilalu’s Words Rang True

I was rewatching Candy Carrier Chaos!, when I realized that this:

Was said not even a minute before this:

So in a weird way, the gang accidentally stayed true to their word and got Gummigoo executed.

Man… that just twists the knife further.

[luxgalador]

But they were, all of them, deceived, for a Younger Sheldon was made.

[omensandwonders]

best friend!noah headcanons

a/n: not proofread word vomit i hit out in 15mins because FUCK i need a man like noah (if not noah) in my life

sfw:

♤ you guys probably met online through streaming or gaming, or maybe at a con who knows

♤ after a few months of friendship you moved in with noah and the boys

♤ life is chaotic but so much fun with them (i wouldnt be shocked if that house gets almost set on fire multiple times (has already happened on stream))

♤ late night gaming and deep talk sessions

♤ blasting music at full volume because why the hell would either of yall want to listen to your own thoughts HELL nah

♤ if you have long hair, he's stealing your hairties and clips. deal with it

♤ makes sure your favorite ice cream is always at the house

♤ even if you dont help him write music too often, you usually just lounge around somewhere in the background while he works, ready to give feedback when he wants it

♤ im coping ik BUT HES THE PERFECT CUDDLE BUDDY. istg look at him he is BUILT to cuddle and be cuddled-

♤ a hug from him would fix me

♤ sorry im getting off track

♤ if you havent seen star wars, hes forcing you into a marathon

♤ late night horror movie marathons

♤ within days of living with each other yall catch each other staring. regularly (i mean i would tf)

nsfw:

♤ the sexual tension rises until it finally snaps one night when the other boys are out and you both smoked a joint together

♤ long story short yall end up on his bed, clinging to each other and lazily fucking the night away, limbs tangled and hands grabbing whatever they could reach

♤ after that, his casual touches increase ten fold, gently grabbing your hips to pass by you, putting an arm around your waist or shoulder, holding your hand to pull you through crowds

♤ LOTS of jealousy sex

♤ youre not dating, but a guy flirts with you? even worse, you give him his number? the second youre home youre getting bent in half and pounded through the mattress

"gonna fuck that attitude out of you, make you remember who you belong to- even if you dont, that fuckin pussy will, gonna ruin you for anybody else-"

♤ would fuck you on every surface in both of your rooms

♤ eats you out on the couch, casually rubbing lazy circles on your clit while watching a movie, grinding into you first thing in the morning when he wakes up

♤ kinda perverted with it, grabbing a handful of your ass when nobodys looking

[choccorin]

what about satoru who secretly and slowly turns you into a carbon copy of his best friend, suguru. his best friend that he fell in love with, still in love with. his best friend that was his first and last true love.

it started with him getting you into the foods that suguru liked and loved��� such as rooibos tea. even though you have a sweet tooth just like him, he insists that you only add one sugar cube instead of three. it's strange for him to say that when you just watched him add four sugar cubes to his own cup, but he reasons that it'll taste better with just one.

you believed him.

you're also a bit of a picky eater and it was hard to get you into eating new foods, but satoru was persistent and it eventually worked out.

the hardest part of changing you was your appearance. he thinks you're adorable and beautiful, but the fact that you don't look like his ‶one and only″ irks him. you have suguru's mannerisms, interests, and favorite foods, but you don't look like him at all. and satoru will do everything he can to change that.

if you have curly hair then he'll try to convince you to straighten it, he doesn't care if you love your natural hair. if you really love him, then you'll do what he wants, right? it took months and several arguments, before you finally obliged his wishes with a heavy, reluctant heart.

when you meet shoko again after a few months, her heart sank at the sight of you.

the way you moved, the way you spoke, the way you ate, the way you dressed, your interests, and your appearance were different. other than your face, skin color, and height, you look exactly like suguru. you even have his signature hair bun. she spoke to satoru about this and he acted clueless, saying that it was your decision and he contributed nothing to your transformation; only gave you his love and support.

little did satoru know, you were completely aware of his plans. ever since you heard him mumble suguru's name that one night while he was sleeping, you knew he was still in love with him and knew that this was bound to happen. even before your relationship, it was obvious that his feelings for his best friend never left. you just didn't expect for him to go this far. if it were another person, they'd immediately leave, but you can't.

you love him too much to make him experience another heartbreak. (would it really break him when he's not in love with you at all?)

it breaks your heart to know that every time he looks at you with that smile—the one that makes his eyes crinkle—he’s not really looking at you. he’s looking at the man he fell in love with years ago— the man he will always love, even in death.

[novascotiaducktoller]

grabs your face with both my hands. you guys understand that deconstruction of the binary means that the experience of one group does not automatically indicate the reverse experience of another group, right? like. if something happens to trans men it does not mean trans women experience the same but opposite. they are two separate groups who do not intrinsically replicate the experience of cis people. and nonbinary folks can have experiences that both and neither trans men and women have happen to them. the binary is false and so are all implications of it. tell me you understand this.

[whatapunk]

Look we can talk all day about why the Rebels episode “The Honorable Ones” is amazing but honestly my absolute favorite moment of all of it is when Zeb is going to go pick up the glowing rock and Kallus sounds like a terrified child asking him where he’s going and the voice acting in that moment is award-level brilliant and it’s the most real that man has ever been or sounded up to that point and it just completely does things to me idk

[arcan3-reliquary]

Do you think Veritas Ratio, at any point in his adult life, has felt loved? It's a silly question, at least it may seem - because logistically, he knows he is. He has living and breathing parents he calls on the phone, colleagues who would assuredly miss him and do when he's off on missions, and students who lament the absence of his classes when they graduate. Indeed, he knows for certain that he is loved. However, knowing and believing have been proven to not be mutually exclusive states.

It is one thing to be loved for your altruistic philanthropy, or your intelligence, wit, and brevity. It's one thing to be applauded and praised for your good works and good name, and make no mistake that recognition is still a little warming - Ratio is only human, thus capable of embodying pride - but it's not quite the same. Those people still bristle when Ratio, blunt as ever because that's just how he is, makes a scathing comment that they know is correct. They still give him a wide path in the halls of the space station whenever he visits because, despite making every effort to prove the opposite, they still view him as miles above them (like a cold and logistical god amongst men.) It's more akin to idolization and bordering on worship at times.

That is not the same as being known and beloved.

It's not the same as having a close someone who sees the human in you. It's not the same as having someone who plays into the facade you put up in public because they understand what that mask means to you, and maybe they are the same. It's nowhere close to not having to spell out everything you say because someone else has taken the time to learn your language, and has plenty of honeyed words for the both of you. It's not warm hands in yours or even a gentle pat on the shoulder (It's not cotton candy eyes that have a stupid lovestruck stare to them that you can't shake off)

When you're standing on a pedestal built by those around you, it's hard to feel loved when everyone below worships you instead. Worship you never asked for. And maybe the only true way for someone like that to feel loved is by someone who understands the nature of assumptions and publicity.