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b4kuch1n · 1 year ago

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toy doctor redux

plushy based on this guy

#pokemon #swsh #champion leon #ask to tag #a wizard leon!! I think this is still the only one that's not directly called a wizard #gods. I put so much into this one. and for what #yeah design wise this is mostly tightening up the palette compared to the prev version and dividing the theming more evenly #between the toy half and the doctor half #this kicked my ass so hard lmao. and Im not even super happy with it as it is #I feel like I couldve organized the 'pushing daisy' idea more elegantly. following the og design's cue on this mightve been a mistake #but well. the lance has been thrown it lands how it lands #having a wizard leon design that's specifically restorative so to say is really nice... the ability to fix....#okay. holy shit I need to lay down #just figured out the coffee candy Ive been snackin on may contain caffeine #so uh. I need to let off That pedal. mm #in time. I will find another candy. so long my love...#have a good night lad! sew a little heart inside it and send it on its way now

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clegfly · 23 days ago

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blue screen of death

#There was meant to be a something hidden in the brain but it got decimated by the filters. tragic #anyway! hope this is silly for the like two people that understand what this is supposed to depict #since my last puzzle fucking BROKE #i was trying to figure out why and realised that for some reason #tumblr private posts only work if the owner sends you the link directly which is STUPID #and also makes arguably the most crucial piece of lore yet completely inaccessible so once i get my phone im fixing that shit ASAP #but uh. yeah. get silly #mariware ough. never having a good time is she #:(#omori #omori au #puter au #omori mari #mariware #this is also a result of me realising that that “expand your mind” line is BRUTAL when reused in the context of this scene #so i yoinked it lmao

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infizero · 7 months ago

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still crazy that bede's gym leader outfit is just straight up the trans flag

#like not even different shades of blue pink and white #it looks like it was just straight up color picked 😭#i struggled a lot back in the day on what my hc for bede was. as in which way he was trans lol #i think nowadays i err more towards transfem bede #this kid is so desperate for approval from his neglectful father figure and goes around bragging to everyone he #meets bcuz he HAS to be the best or else no one will care about him. until ofc he finally gets out of that #mentality and is able to start unlearning it and become better via opal's guidance #and this change in him for the better is represented in his outfit changing. to the trans one #for sure he was a messy little uncracked egg going around being shitty #and then he realized he was a girl alongside the rest of the healing journey. this is true (to me)#serena.txt #also now that im thinking about it in this context yeah you cant tell me his #stupid ass outfit w the long purple coat and shit isnt the most baby transfem fit ever LMAO

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altruistic-meme · 1 month ago

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sigh.

#i hate. being at all rational ornpolite sometimes.#cus like #my sister that i hate called to apologize. about things i frankly don't even care about at this point.#and i let her bc while i don't particularly want her to be actively in my life or see or at all very often #i can acknowledge that it is good that she is TRYING to figure her shit out even a little #and while it is FAR from what she SHOULD be apologizing to me about #at least its. a step?#maybe one that will lead to her either figuring it or building up to the actual problem #so i accepted that apology and moved on #but i told my other sister about it and she's just.#'i would've hung up immediately. i would've cussed her out'#ok. 1. thats your own decision but not how i handled it. though ik shell be annoyed if i say anything to imply that #that is a terrible way to respond. and like shes entitled to her anger in not saying she doesnt have a good reason for it #but damn dude. chill.#and 2. what would that even accomplish. like. what would that do.#it would demotivate her to work on her shit and like i get that sister 2 doesnt ever want to see sister 1 again #(again. she has valid reason and im not blaming her for that)#but like. that would only grow the circle of violence. it would end up with more people being hurt than have already been.#and frankly its fucking immature as shit lmao #sorry.#i have to actually go reasons to sister 2 now im just #sometimes i get annoyed when i remember my mom telling me that she genuinely forgets im the youngest #bc it means that she has always treated me like i was older than i was and put more on me than anyone else #but then i have situations like this.#and i go yeah. YEAH. i can see how i am more mature than my siblibgs to the point that the woman who GAVE BIRTH TO US #will sometimes FORGET THE ORDER OF THAT #shh ac

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em-b-sides · 4 months ago

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I think about that tiktok trend where you like paint your partners eye color on your nails or make a bracelet or something with the color a lot actually

#like its so cute honestly but sometimes i wonder how hard it would actually be to like find the right color match #maybe one day... but for now probably expect oc art with this trend in it maybe 💀#the thing about it too is i have like dark eyes and idk if ive ever seen like a dark brown nail polish. beads or thread yeah but ya #oh nvm i googled. it exists i just dont pay attention ig #OH you know what i can do... i can paint pepperonis eye color on my nails.... my baby... my kitty......#dude it feels like 5 am why is it only 2 #amyways. 4 monsters was a big mistake i think... i feel quite icky...#it doesnt help i didnt eat for a majority of the day it was just monster. im really unhealthy. need water maybe #wait i was talking about nail polish how did i get here #i just want to actually do cute couple things. i must heal. im gonna be so healthy.#its fine. lmao. i just know im not ready #oh i did eat btw dont worry lmao i had. chicken nuggets #i actually have to eat more bc i need to gain back some weight or they wont let me donate plasma #my extra pokemon money..... nawr...#i dropped like 10 pounds. my current job is very physical. lots of scuttling around.#i thought about working out too? i had a short phase last year in like spring or something where i started doing workout type stuff #so like.. maybe. probably should. healtly mindset shit yk #i also maybe want some more clothes. like update my wardrobe a bit. really figure out my style.#like some cool shirts and maybe pants. cause i wear a lot of the same stuff #also again. dropped weight so. need better fitting pants.....#i want more mens pants. big pockets... gender....#anyways. nice chatting with you besties. love you guys my silly little tumblr besties.#some of you that follow this sideblog have supported me on here for a while. i see you. i appreciate you. thank you 💖#genuinely there are names that pop up and im like !! hello!!! its you!!!!!#you guys probably know who you are. go get yourself a little treat you deserve it. or like. idk what you enjoy.#play a good game. watch your favorite show. idk. be happy. love yourself.#this also goes out to those of you who are more passive on my blog. i appreciate you too!! thank you!#all my little tumblr followers.... my besties..... unles you are a bot i havent cleared out lmao #k i might have to go to bed idk im tired well see

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woundedheartwithin · 1 year ago

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Yeah I’m an adult, but that doesn’t mean the edgy 14 year old that lives in my head doesn’t fucking love it when the people parked next to me come back to their car and look at me weird because I have the window down and Lorna Shore blaring

#she speaks #and I’m crocheting too lmao figure THAT shit out #i am cringe but i am free #THE NEXT SONG IS MOJO DRIVE I FUCKING CANT #IM CRYING THATS SO FUNNY #from apotheosis by Lorna shore to fucking mojo drive by kimura takuya 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂#NO I have NOT turned the volume down #LISTEN TO MY INSANE GENRE WHIPLASH #DEATHCORE TO JPOP/ROCK FUCK YEAH #this is my wrapped playlist lmfao

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lightbulb-warning · 1 year ago

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wip! based on the fte!! this was supposed to be a small doodle!!! It’s me and my compulsive urge to overcomplicate my life against the world!!!! (/exasperated!!!!!) /lh

#while doobling i proceeded to have an eureka moment about 2p perspective #because in usual maiora fashion between the easy way and the correct way i always find myself approaching shit in the DUMB WAY #<- which essentially means ive been shoving 'cool' fish eyes and 3ps and birds eye views because I DIDNT UNDE 2P PERSPECTIVE #*shoving them in my work #*UNDERSTAND #ANS IVE BEEN DOING IT FOR Y E A R S #anyway took me almost two decades but i figured it out: STOP PUTTING THE HORIZON LINE IS COMPLICATED PLACES THE MIDDLE OF THE PAGE IS FINE #aka 'don't overthink things you dumb fuck'#which is #yeah #buisness as usual lmao #im a very physically dramatic person too so when i figured it out i jumped in my seat and startled a half asleep guy so bad he snapped at m #we laughed it off it was fine #awkward as shit!!! i hated it!! but fine #anyway afterall this nonsense the perspective in the doodle is currently incorrect intentionally pfft #shut up maiora #wip

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mementoasts · 1 year ago

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jonathan sims head archivist of the magnus institute london

#IM JUST POSTING HIM RANDOMLY BECAUSE I CANNOOOOOT FOR THE LIFE OF ME DRAW ANYONE ELSE. I HAVE APHANTASIA MAN IT'S HARD OUT HERE #i just started season 3 and heard him mention the graying hair i was like hm.. what if i tried drawring some characters.#i'm actually super happy with how he looks... i had some prior inspiration bc i followed one artist who's posted fanart b4--#(which is how i first heard of the series) and so i already kinda had a picture of him in my head bc of that (i love their art sdfghgfdjh)#so i was jus sketchin and i was like.... yeah this looks ok. i wanted his hair to be kinda just pokin up every which way in front--#--because i imagine him constantly running a hand through it. otherwise it'd look nice n tidy. i just sketched til it looked good enough #the eyes were easy because i wanted sharp and tired. the color was just me testin shit out and being like oooo that looks pretty #the outfit..... i just googled some like business casual stuff LOL. i thought it looked nice #bag and flashlight because he's dungeon crawling #he's also filipino for no reason other than i said so #OHHH YEAH freckles. freckles are cute. also worm scars.#i gotta say i didn't wanna put glasses on him but i thought he looked nakey without em.. but also it might be bc i was strugglin w lineart #the glasses make him look younger i think. which is bad!! he needs to look at least 35!!!#i dunno if i have it in me to draw the others;;;;;;;;;; martin i can't figure out a color scheme for-- and tim & sasha.... waauugghhh....#it's hhhhaaardd because when i'm like reading anything i cannot *picture* characters.... i just get like..... a feeling yknow.....#again i already had some vague images for jon (and martin) bc i saw fanart before lol so that's what showed up in my head #i have a good *feeling* of what sasha should look like but i cannot for the life of me draw it....#i keep sketching and going “noo this doesn't look like her” <- i DON'T know what she looks like #i've somehow instead ended up with a sketch that really feels like melanie tho lmao #if you're somehow at the bottom of this long ramble i will send you $500.#the void given form

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majimassqueaktoy · 2 years ago

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Ngl it's very funny to see fans getting into arguments and Discourse about these games and then I'll see them be like "I've never played/watched X Y or Z game" like how are you gonna get aggro about something you only know about through vague tweets??

#literally someone talking about majima in y5 but they never watched it played y5 #like this isnt me being petty this is me actually being confused bc the way my brain works is You Get All The Information #before you waltz around getting in fights or telling people they cant like a character bc of some shit #like ???#also seeing people abandon games and then be like 'i dont know whats going on!!' yeah bc you stopped playing 2 chapters in ?#like thats just logic #if you want to play out of wack or not play at all thats fine but maybe dont be on other peoples posts asking dumb questions lmao #like i played all of y5 and did all the substories and side stories too and i still dont fully know wtf happened #so the idea of not even watching a playthrough but then sitting there to go on a tangent when you have like 5% of the info is so ??? to me #yakuza fans are wild theyll be like Ive never played or watched a single game but i looked at jpgs and thats the same ig #LIKE IM NOT TRYING TO BE MEAN IM JUST PERPLEXED #also made me laugh seein someone be all omg Kaito is my baby <3 #to the point i figured theyd played judgment and then they actually started playing judgemnt and were like :/ im not sure about kaito #LIKE??? YOU WERE ACTUALLY BEING A STAN WITHOUT EVEN KNOWING THE BARE MINIMUM??#that idea is just totally foreign to me #ive never watched mob psycho and you wont see me barracking for Reigen just bc i laugh at memes on account of I HAVE NOT EVER READ OR WATCH #so weird

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totentnz · 9 months ago

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also once more unrelated to the previous post: i thought about v and mu yesterday while falling asleep and ;-;

#sammy says shit #i said this before but a minor canon character is a blessing and a curse to me #because yeah i can flesh em out however i want #but at the same time it feels like im butchering em #so yeah i thought about those two beyond my usual 'they would be cute'#and am basically figuring out why he would put up with her lmao #which realistically is an impossible to answer question bc why does anyone put up with anyone #for those curious: he wants to take her out on a date and she's like 'ur being cringe man'

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izzy-b-hands · 9 months ago

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If ur waiting on a reply from me (and i know a couple of folks are rn) thank u for ur patience in waiting. I'm working on typing things up but today is just. idk how to put it but i keep winding up grumpy and my replies i feel are suffering for it. Pls know i do wanna chat and exchange ideas, I'm just trying to make sure the Grumpasaurus Rex side of my brain that's v loud today isn't mucking them up before i send them 🫂🫂❤️❤️

#text post #like it's genuinely nothing just bad takes online some shitty messages in my inbox on here and reddit and not sleeping well at all #attempted a nap i woke up from like tenish minutes ago and it was all a realistic nightmare #in which ct house was somehow connected to nd condo & i kept getting caught on one side or the other at a time #unable to touch or talk to anyone until i was fully on either 'side' for a good while #made the flow of time feel fucked up and i fully expected this to have been a longer nap considering how time felt in there lol #but yeah. I'm trying and im v grateful to y'all waiting for being patient with me. thank u & i promise ill have my shit together soon #(aka might take an edible and just. idek. bake maybe? my brain isn't happy doing anything rn but cookies are always good)#have a potential call with mum later i need to prep for #...worst case scenario i try to nap a bit more and hope i don't wind up stuck in that weird hallway from my dream again #worst bit was the nd cats and my mum and ct cats and Housemate on each side both trying to get me out but couldn't #really don't wanna feel as stuck as i did in this dream but hey!! maybe it's trying to tell me something lmao #not entirely sure what but that's nothing new for me lmao #normally wouldn't post like this for replies but everyone waiting follows me so i figure this reaches everyone easily enough #& hopefully is better/more useful than me going radio silent bc my brain is being a baby abt shit that means nothing lmao

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dandyshucks · 10 months ago

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im gonna critique my own art real quick bc this is bugging me, I DONT KNOW WHAT I DID ??

COMPARING THESE. at first i was like wrow the face looks so great. and then i did the arm (i genuinely dont know how i coloured the arm FSDJKL i remember putting down the base colour for it but i do not remember doing anything other than that and the final touches of the arm hair HELP ???) and suddenly the face looked flat and kind of like... well, the colours look murky and muted in comparison i think. like the colouring looks kind of bad on the face now.

the arm colouring is just so much richer and lively, and i TRIED to fix the face but fdjskl everything i was doing was just making it worse so i had to give up and just call it quits BUT ITS DRIVING ME CRAZY

the arm colouring is just so much better than the face and it's making me GRGRHRHH i wish i could figure out what i did bc im pretty sure i was using the same palette as the face?? so maybe I just coloured it in with a different technique?

MAYBE the underpainting had smth to do with it actually, bc i originally had the sleeve base colour there (a very dark purple) but then decided to do his short sleeved hoodie so i went over that with the arm base and i had colour mixing set to 100 the entire time i worked on this bc im a fiend fdsjkl

also something sort of funny is that I used the same palette for both skin tones (like I used all the colours of the palette for both of them, just in differing ways), I think I have somehow accidentally achieved a pretty good skin tone palette even though like four of the colours I had added to my palette for reasons that have nothing to do with colouring in skin (i.e. for linework or as a background flat colour for sketching)

here i arranged them all nice bc i realized i'd been using all of these for skin tones

(i'm going to keep working on the palette though because I think there are definitely things missing and things that could be changed! but tbh i rarely even use the palette feature, this was just kind of a happy accident when i noticed "oh i have some colours up there from previous things that i could use for this maybe")

#once again i'd like to say i have no idea what im doing and i have literally zero formal training/teaching/etc HFDSJKL #everything im doing is just things that i figured out myself either by accident or thru observing other artists/observing real life #or sometimes thru seeing a written/drawn tutorial somewhere by another artist fdsjkl #so if i say shit that makes no sense then ... well u know why now HFDJKFL i never know what im talking about LMAO #but yeah this is bugging me fdsjkl its my biggest frustration with that piece RRGHGHH i wish i'd been able to fix it but i just could not #maybe one day i'll return to it and try fixing it again dsjfkl #dandy.cmd

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feline-evil · 11 months ago

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Blood drooling from my mouth I neeeeeeeeed to get back into making music i neeeed to i do i need to. I fucking. Foaming at the mouth frothing at the mouth i haven't played an instrument in so long.

#jay talkin #ok so see the situation is i am not good at any instrument but i play guitar and bass (and keyboard sometimes) and drums #i have issues with my arm that on top of affecting my ability to draw also severelly impact my ability to play #and i also live with people one of whom works in the room directly below me so im so paranoid about making noise #i cant be loud i cant be disruptive but jesus christ i need to play more often #im not going to get GOOD if i dont PLAY #yeah id have to fix my bass and ahit but. UGH I JUST WANT TO PLAY #WHATS THE POINT OF OWNING AN ELECTRIC GUITAR AN ACOUSTIC GUITAR AND AN ELECTROACOUSTIC BASS IF NOT TO PLAY THEM #i did have an electric drumkit and my dads old 80's synth but ppl all but stole them back away from me so lol. lmao #whatever. i still have my guitars. even if ppl do take them sometimes #ugh really what i need to do is figure out if i can route my guitars through my pc rather than an amp so i can record and mess w that in fl #god. fucking biting my own arms off i wish i lived elsewhere #for more reasons than just the freedom to make music and have ppl not take my shit. but yknow. itd also help that #everybody prayer circle for jay transitioning and moving out in under thirty more years ok. its a longshot but heres hoping #anyway. music. its good. i want to make dramatic weird goth metal.

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todayisafridaynight · 1 year ago

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through all the practice sawashiro fights ive done this morning ive decided he has a really weird grudge against eri for whatever reason