#i cant tell you how long the first temple i got to took me. the short answer is FAR TOO LONG

[the-kipsabian]

like i really like tears of the kingdom cause this game is so creative with its ability system

but also im far too dumb for this 💀

[rikiislvr]

💜party - nishimura riki

pairing: nishimura riki x afab!reader

summary: the two of you happened to be forced to a party by the convincing of your friends, just to have found each other ditching the party. only problem is, you hate him.

warnings: cursing

“dudeee! you suck.” your friend pouted her lip, “karina..” you groan as you two stood outside the party house where you could hear the mumbled music and the talkings of others.

“pleaseee? we don’t even have to stay for longgg!” she whined and shook your arm, you sighed, you hated parties. you’d just rather do or be somewhere else.

“you’re lucky i love you.” you pointed at her, she giggled and squealed and pulled you towards the house, and as you two were entering, another two were arriving.

“hell no.” niki shook his head and jake turned to him with a confused expression, “bro? cmon why not?” he crossed his arms, “you know i don’t.. like stuff like this.” niki stared at him.

“just one time yeah? besides— what basketball player doesn’t come to parties?! it’ll be fun i promise.” jake put his arm around niki and guided him into the house after niki let out a long groan.

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“i already hate this!” you shout over the music to your friend who was dancing with a cup in her hand, you furrowed your eyebrows at the cup and snatched it away making her turn to you confused.

you smelled the liquid, “water.” you giggled, she smiled and shushed you, “i don’t drink silly.” she says and grabbed the cup back, “oh! i see him!” she gasped eyes glued on a specific person.

“go on!” you nudge her, she turned to you and frowned, “you’ll be okay?”

you giggled, “i’m fine karina, go on, i’ll.. go somewhere else but just text me if you need me.” you nudge her again, she smiled softly at you and kissed your cheek before walking away,

you sighed and looked around for anywhere that looked more quiet.. you decided to go upstairs to the rooms, checking room after room, seeing couples hooking up or doing some game of truth or dare.

you winced your eyes as the music began to hurt your head.

not only was it hurting yours, it was hurting nikis as well.

he rubbed his temples, “im gonna go look for someone.” he says to jake just to excuse himself away, jake nods and niki took off to the stairs, he needed to find somewhere quiet before his head exploded.

every room he went into was filled, except one..

it was a bathroom where no one was in, he walked in and shut the door behind him, the music muffling into some type of better silence than before.

he took a deep breathe as he felt his headache fading off,

“what are you doing?” you cross your arms as you sat on the counter beside him, he jumped slightly and turned to you,

“what are YOU doing? why are you in here?” he sighed, he was really wishing to be alone, but he wasn’t really mad at that.

he was mad that he got caught skipping a party by a pretty girl. especially with his popularity— you’d expect him to be out there with everyone else.

“why aren’t you partying? number 10?” you giggled, “seems like someone remembers my jersey number— number 7.” he shot back to you, damnit.. you forgot you do soccer.

“fine.” you sat up and crossed your legs, “so why are you here?“ you ask, niki sighed and leaned against the wall across from you, “too loud.” he chuckled staring at the ground.

“pfft. all you are is loud, walking through the hallways screaming as if you have no sense niki.” you shake your head, “okay? and why are you here?“ he crossed his arms.

“same reason.” you say, “exactly so you cant blame me.” he shrugged. you just stared at him.

you never realized how handsome he was, the owner of this house changed the bathroom light bulbs to purple, so the purple reflected beautifully on his features.

“i guess we’re both losers, skipping a party.” you giggled, “i guess so.” he nods. you guys shared a quiet tension, but it was comforting.

“you know i hate you right?” you tell him, “not the first.” he shrugged again, you knew him. he was such an idiot and was so full of himself, treated everyone in his way like shit.

he says it’s just jokes, but you honestly think it’s because of the people he surrounds himself with.

before you could say anything the door swung open, a girl ran in and straight to the toilet, throwing up immediately. you shut your eyes before slowly opening them,

she was basically falling apart in the toilet, niki looked up at you in panic, you widened your eyes and tilt your head her way, basically saying to help her.

niki sighed and walked over to her, and since he has sisters, and pretty long hair, he knew how to do ponytails, since it’s what he does to his hair for basketball.

so he had hair ties on his wrist, he leaned down and pulled her hair back into a ponytail as she continue to throw up.

“th-thanks im fine.. just p- privacy please..” she waved her arms back, you sighed and jumped off the counter, placing down a water bottle you held with you beside the toilet, you and niki left the bathroom and the music filled your ears again, making you wince.

niki noticed this, he didn’t like it either, he grabbed your hand and pulled you through the hall and down the stairs, confused on where he was bringing you, you let him do it.

he then shoved past people and to the back door of the house, where people were in the pool but he walked past them and around the house to the front, the music finally leaving your ears.

“where are we going?” you ask him, “we’re ditching. text your friends if you came with anyone.” he says as you two walked down the street,

you pulled out your phone to text karina but she has already texted you.

rina <3: i seen u leave!! with niki??! he’s cute, have fun b safe & txt me when ure home :)

you giggled at the message and put your phone back into your back pocket.

“so, where are we ditching too exactly?” you ask, “pancakes.” he simply says, you raised an eyebrow, “i didn’t bring any-

“my treat, since you hate me so much hopefully this’ll change your mind.” he turned to you as you walked side by side, you turned away and smiled to yourself.

cute. you BOTH thought.

he thought your smile cute, and you thought his action was cute.

maybe you could get used to this?

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a/n: getting my new phones tmr!! so maybe i’ll be more active , lmk if i should do a part 2 to this :)

tl : @certified-ni-ki-lover @noblub-4ulolz @yourmyst4r @vixialuvs @ni-ki-ismyluv @judeduartewannabe @soobs-things @en-chantedtomeetyou @definitelynotherr @heyniki @wntersm @geniejunn @pkjay @baevsxii

[jobesbabe]

Heyy, recently I’ve been thinking of ‚teen‘ dad jobe a little bit too much. He’d be so anxious about becoming a father, yet Jobe‘s so supportive and caring towards you and your child.

Although anxiety eats him up whole, he grows so attached to his baby; protecting you two, spending time with you and overall becoming the best father to be 🎀

My baby / Jobe Bellingham

warnings- established relationship, pregnancy, throwing up, fluff

summary- Jobe and you are expecting a baby and you cant decide if you are worried or excited.

a/n - In my head Jobe is 20 in this fic, just because and I think this is a great prompt. alr, thanks! enjoy!

Every morning that week you woke up with the stomach flu. You would be as quiet as can be, but Jobe would always know somehow and run after you to hold your hair up and rub circles on your back.

“You should be asleep,” You said, “You have a match at noon.”

Jobe shook his head. “I don’t care about a stupid match, I just care that you’re going to be okay.”

You smiled weakly. “This should pass, I’m not going to be sick forever.”

He nodded before kissing your cheeks lightly. “I will make sure of that.”

But the next morning and the morning after that, you threw all the contents of your stomach up.

You had barely been eating at night, just some of his mother’s chicken soup and plain crackers. Yet even that had ended up out of your system by morning.

You cried against Jobe’s chest in bed as he hugged you.

“Something is wrong with me,” You cried weakly.

He just pulled you tighter and hummed in response, kissing your temples.

“I mean, I’m throwing up every day, It’s even thrown my period off, it’s a week late!” You exclaimed.

“Wait,” Jobe asked while sitting up in bed. “A week late as in you have it now or a week late as in you haven’t gotten it?”

“Jobe I haven’t gotten it.” You explained tired. You snuggled into him, ready for sleep and he instead got up.

“I have to run to the store, don’t worry it’s for you, but it’s nothing bad.” Jobe told you before giving you a peck and then rushing off.

Jobe came back thirty minutes later with three different pregnancy tests. He picked you up out of bed bridal style and led exhausted you to the bathroom.

“Baby, I know this could be a long shot, but I remember one of the lads talking about how his wife was sick when they were first expecting. You don’t have to test if you don't want to, but whats the harm in it?” He asked excitedly.

Tired you took the tests and waited in Jobe’s arms for the results. You wanted to look at the same time. You didn’t know if you wanted a baby or not. Jobe didn’t either, he claimed, but there was a glimmer of hope in his eyes, wondering what a little Bellingham family would be like. Don’t get me wrong, he was still terrified. But the baby gave him excitement he’d never felt before.

As you two looked together at all three tests, the results all matched. Two lines.

Anxiety filled the both of you and you embraced each other knowing you were in the same boat.

Jobe put his hands on your stomach reassuringly.

“I love you,” He said, and you couldn’t tell if it was toward you or the little Bellingham.

Eight and a quarter months later, Your baby boy was born.

Thomas Luke Joseph Bellingham. He was the most beautiful boy, with your eyes and Jobe’s smile. He was perfect. Neither of you knew how to be parents and Jobe was constantly scared he would mess something up and hurt his little boy.

Tommy was a daddy’s boy though, always calming down when his dad was around and cooing at his father’s matches.

Once Jobe got the hang of parenting, he was always showing the both of you off saying, “This is my son Tommy, He adores me and football,” Even though he wasn’t even six months old.

The three of you had shaped up to be such an adorable family, earning aww’s everywhere you went.

You loved each other so much. The three of you against the world.

[stinmybubs]

"Do It For Us." Pt.5

Summery: Liar, Liar, Liar. Izuku Midoryia. You cant seem to remember the name? Who? Why is Katsuki, your first love talking about this man like you know him? Why is your memory so foggy after coming to UA? What happened to you?

?. ????? x AFAB! Reader x B. Katsuki

Pt.1 | Pt.2 | Pt.3 | Pt.4

You ended up fainting shortly after your panic attack, needed to be taken to recovery girl so you could rest. Once you awoke you couldn’t really remember much, it was like a huge chunk of your memory was stripped from you.

“Ugh….” You groan, holding your throbbing head, massaging it to try and ease the pain.

“What happened…?” The fog in your head made you feel like you just woke up from being under anesthetics. Your eyes drooping, your whole body feeling heavy. You felt to exhausted.

“You fainted when you…saw that Midoriya guy, is everything okay? You kind of missed the whole festival…” Mei looked at you concerned.

“What…?who…? Wait what happened? Why am I here.” Grabbing your head, rubbing your temple slightly trying to figure out what happened.

The door slammed open, your familiar blonde haired friend stomping into the room.

“Half the students are talking about how ya passed out. Fuck happened?” His red eyes scanning over your body, examining your pathetic state. He felt heavy concern, pulling up a chair next to the bed.

“I…don’t remember. I saw this boy…”

“I knew you saw fucking Deku.” Katsuki’s fists tightened, remembering how both of you were inseparable, both quirkless little shits. Well one of you was quirkless.

“I don’t know how he fuckin got a quirk. He fuckin lied to both of us…he-“ you cut him off with a confused look. You had no idea who he was talking about.

“Who…is Deku? Is it the kid I saw? Fuck my head.”

You didn’t know what was going on, and it scared the shit out of you.

“Don’t overwhelm her now. She was physically fine…but I think it’s up here that’s the problem. Which I can’t do much about!” The familiar voice of recovery chimed in. Tapping the side of her own head as she mad the statement.

Katsuki’s anger grew and you could tell, you didn’t know why he was so angry. Maybe he was just worried about you?

“I’m okay Katsu…just confused?” You assure him, standing up and dusting yourself off to prove that you were fine.

“You really don’t…I’ll be back. Make sure to leave your window unlocked tonight.” And that was it, katsuki threw the chair aside and took off, clearly he was still angry so you just sighed.

Your mind was so fuzzy, it felt like pieces of you were missing.

But you didn’t know what.

Every since your little accident you’ve been spacing out a little more than usual. Slowing down your pace of work, which raised concern with your friends.

Of course you shrugged it off and tried your best to push through and ignore everything else.

Katsuki was a big help, he has been there for you the whole time. He apologized for what happened before you left for the hospital, and was surprised that you had no initial reaction to seeing him again.

He seemed to be controlling his temper better, at least around you, you could see his anger with his classmates. It seemed he was getting along with everyone.

From time to time you would feel eyes staring daggers into you, and it was always this green haired boy. The boy you saw before you woke up in recovery girls room.

The longing feeling whenever you saw him, the same feeling you feel with Katsuki, it was strong and it confused you. But every-time he tried to approach you katsuki intervened and swept you away.

Of course katsuki couldn’t keep you two apart forever. One day at lunch the boy stopped you in the middle of the halls as you were carrying a box of equipment you wanted to take apart and examine.

“Hey! Y/n…look it’s been a while and-“ you cut him off abruptly.

“Excuse me are we on the first name basis..? I’m not sure I know you.” The look on his face after your statement made you heart ache, you have no clue why your heart felt like this. He just started stuttering and sputtering none sense as you stared at him confused.

“Deku!” A girl ran up behind the green haired boy, she had short brown hair, and a carried a very bouncy vibe.

“There you are! We were looking for you for-“

As she talked you took this as a chance to walk away, rolling your eyes as you made your way back to your workshop.

The more you thought about the boy the more your head started to fuzz up, a slight headache beginning to creep up.

To Mei you were staring at the wall holding a wrench in your hand for 30min straight.

“Y/n! Y/n! Snap out of it!” The familiar voice of the pink haired girl snapping you out of your trance.

"huh? Wha-...What?" You stammered, a wave of confusion and slight panic coming over you as you frantically look around you to examine your surroundings.

"Hey! Hey its okay...are you okay?" Mei gently grabbed your shoulders to ease your panic, all you could do was stutter out random words as she tried her best to soothe your emotions.

Tears began to well up in your eyes, your vision becoming blurry as you began to loose control over your emotions. "where? Why? Why am i crying? What's happening!?" Trying your best not to panic you just let the tears flow.

"Why am i crying?" You sob, burying your head in your hands, your ands gripping your hair tightly.

"Y/n! Y/n! Hey its okay you're okay! Shit! Hold on I'm going to grab someone." Mei wrapped a blanket she has stashed away so she could sleep in the workshop, and wrapped it around you as she quickly dashed out the door.

"What's wrong with me!? Why cant i stop crying?" it hurt so bad, the tears pouring out your eyes hurt your chest as the pain of loss made your world turn.

"Y/n!" That familiar voice made you freeze, quickly you let your hands go and look up at your familiar friend. Katsuki. He was quick to reach you, grabbing your hands the look of concern on his face made your heart soar.

"Hey...it's okay...let it out." With that simple line that left his mouth, you didn't hold back anything from him, crying your heart out as he wrapped his arms around you to comfort you.

Katsuki didn't say any more words, like he knew you didn't even know why you were crying in the first place. His arms made you feel so safe, the comfort you felt from him is something you haven't felt in a very long time.

"it hurts! Katsu It hurts!" You cried out, the unbearable feeling of your heart being torn apart, the feeling of suffocation overcoming you. The feeling of his strong arms tightening around you, moving his hand to the base of your neck, trying to get you to look at him.

"hey...its okay...you should stay at my dorm tonight, I know you wont be able to sleep like this alone like you used to at my house." This statement made you giggle, remembering the night where you'd have panic attacks in the middle of the night and asked Katsuki if you could sleep in his room.

"Yeah...that sounds nice Katsu."

A/N: OMG I actually didn't know people liked my writing or this series like that! I'm so sorry i didn't finish this part any sooner I've been so busy with my 9-5 college! But reading you comments made me motivated! XOXO! Stinmybubs! Sorry if the tag list didn't tag you properly :(

Taglist:

@h0n3y-l3m0n05 @kaiamtt @amiime @luvsymai @kcch-ns @wandasecretlover

[neptunesopening]

next to you

summary: you and bakugou are in a long distance relationship and he just wants to be close to you

a/n: new theme less gooo & n/n means nickname

“babyyyy how long do we have to be long distance?” he whined on the other side of the phone. “school is almost over just 4 more months baby i promise.” you reply to him while doing some homework.

“4 months is too long. i cant wait any longer.” you hear shuffling on the other side of the phone. “i know suki, but absence makes the heart grow fonder.” you close your textbook and put it away.

“alright kats i’m gonna get off the phone i need to shower and go to sleep.” he scoffs on the other side “go to sleep? it’s only 7:00. i thought i was the old one.” you laugh and tell him you love him and hang up the phone.

you take a shower because you have to get up at 4 am because your flight is at 5:15 am. you were flying home because you had a whole week off of school. you didn’t let katsuki know because you wanted it to be a surprise.

you took a shower and did your skincare and then went to sleep. your alarm went off at 4 am and you groaned. you brushed your teeth and packed your bag. you put on a hoodie and some leggings and put on some uggs.

you left your house at 4:45 and got to the airport at 5:00. you didn’t need 20 years at the airport, but just enough time so you weren’t rushing around. you sat down on one of the seats by where you would be boarding.

after a long 15 minutes, they called you to board and you were one of the first on. you knew it was going to be a long flight. 14 hours to japan from california. you sighed as you put in your headphones and put on princess and the frog.

you got through about 45 minutes and fell asleep. you woke up and there was still 7 long hours of the flight. you groaned and started the movie from where you fell asleep from. you finished that movie and then put on good girls. you got through 1 season and you finally landed.

you stretched your legs and grabbed your stuff and got off of the plane. it was 7 pm in japan and you were jet lagged real bad. you just decided katsuki was more important and got your rental and drive to his house. you called him and the phone rung about 3 times.

“hello?” he says. “hey suki. how are you doing?” you replied and he hesitated, but answered. “fine. how about you?” you got out of your car and shut the door. “i’m doing pretty good. man this homework has had me swamped lately.” you started walking toward his door. “yeah i get it, hero work hasn’t been any better here. it feels like since i became like a real pro the crime rate has just shot up.”

you knocked on his door and you could hear him getting up to get it. “sorry n/n, someone’s knocking.” you were so excited to see him after so long. he finally opened the door and paused. “hey suki.” you said as he stood there shocked.

he picked you up and swung you around. “what?! i thought it was gonna be 4 more months until graduation? and why wasn’t i invited?” he asked angrily. you kissed him and started laughing, “i have 1 week off of school, so no i didn’t graduate yet and no you didn’t miss it.”

he sighed and sigh of relief and went to grab your bag from the car. “bro i’m so jet lagged this is horrible.” you we’re holding your head because you were starting to get headaches. he kissed your temple and brought you in.

“i hate surprises.” he states and you laugh. “i know”

a/n - if you didn’t know this was based off of next to you by bryson, he’s so bryson coded (canon)

[ganondoodle]

i might have talked about it before but i kinda wanna rant a lil how nonsensical both the "getting of the time reversal" and "giving zelda the mastersword" things are

bc ... to get the time reversal powers you touch a ... ghost of the enigma stone that used to be there .. and i GUESS it was the one zelda has now but used to be raurus and since its now linked to her we get .... link being astral projected into ghosty dimension similar to the other sages and we get zeldas sage power, but .. how does that even work, zelda, having supposedly long lost her soul to being a dragon is somehow still able to do the whole sage thing of taking you to fogland mclight dimension, just doesnt tell you the same stuff the other sages do word for word (thank GOD)

but how did that even manifest? even ignoring her soul being GONE how can she make that oath or whatever while shes not awake and just floating there, what business does the ghost engima stone have there and why dont the others have something similar to where they were once stored (in the forgotten temple backrooms tm bc we cant have the sonau NOT touch a thing in this world all of the sudden-)

is it bc they were like ... released of their holder from the old sages since they had long died and those go back to being big floaty stones (for whatever reason .. shouldnt have sonias stone done the same when gan took it then??)- also zeldas ability being put into the hand ability wheel while we gotta chase down the damn sages any time you want to use one of their abilities is so unfair .. you could have made the sages usable .. but no ..

its a relatively small complaint compared to the rest but it still bothers me bc it just ... feels so contrived, like it feels to be so clearly just some loose string to get you that power

the same with the weird ass time bubble to get the mastersword back in time to zelda just so she can have a flimsy reason to do what she does (we wouldnt want the character this series is named after be an actual CHARACTER instead of a pretty prize at the end now would we??) and its jsut so .......... why not have her grab the broken master sword as shes falling into the past (SOMEHOW) or it falling down with her bc really link shouldnt maybe not be able to hold it anymore- wait he reaches for her with that hurt hand .. so he did drop it .. and it somehow got back to him instead of being put into the past WITH zelda right then and there?? why??

(also ..rauru just teleporting him to the sky island ... wasnt that arm the last bits of raurus physical body? was his ghost just chilling up there the whole time- ... can ghosts in totk control and teleport their physical, dead limbs to whereever their ghost is? why can a ghost even be so far apart from the rest of his remains .... or was that spiraling energy stuff just him slowly turning into a ghost there ... but my point about ghosts controlling their dead limbs still stands- WAIT he ALSO has to be able to ... SEE somehow bc he grabbed link before he fell too .... the way he talks when you find him chilling on the island tho is like hes seeing it all for the first time too .. so .. he wasnt a ghost yet and still knew where to go .. even tho the place is somehwere totally different to where it used to be and if he became a ghost right there why couldnt you see him when he grabbed link... if the hand that grabbed link wasnt actual the one that fell off gan why does it look like it then? bc gan hand was long and thin with long ass class and raurus actual ghost hands are barely different from typical human ones- .. i think im having more thoughts about this point thant nintendo had over the entirety of making the game .... also fuck rauru for doing the fake out "oooh noooo im fading awayyy" thing just so he doesnt have to answer any of your thousand questions i guess, only to return at the end going, "actually, i want my arm back and yours was fine anyway lol, and here sonia is here too for some reason! also check this out! zelda is back and you didnt have to do shit, isnt that cool?")

the weird time bubble makes me so angry when i remmeber it exists bc it just .. makes NO sense?? what even is it?? if it was a foreshadowing to zelda learning to use her new time powers and you find more over time in the game where she manifests mroe and more until she manages to return on her own like it was kinda teased with sonia tellign her shell find a way to use her new powers to go back since she (SOMEHOW) also got herself here and that point going nowhere like so many other points (hows it going impah, foudn a way to get zelda back yet? dont bother, turns out the solution was 'beat the bad guy' and it all solved itself) OK fine, that works

BUT ITS NOT a foreshadowing of anything, the time bubble thing is just THERE and it drives me nuts, it really only adds to this whole game feeling so weirdly held together by loose strings and it just gets worse the more you think

[satureja13]

Since Ji Ho is having his extended ingame session to give NPC Jack time to remember what happened before his death - and there's no need for everyone to hang out down in their PD - they are busy doing their work in the meantime. Jeb and Jack neglected their garden during the investigations so they took Kiyoshi with them to help.

Jack: "We will be finished in no time with this new weeding/harvesting... er... thing!" But Jeb cant hear him because this 'thing' is too loud ö.ö

Jack: "Uhm, Jeb... JEB!" Jeb: "WHAT? Oh you turned it off. What?" Jack: "It somehow ate the plant..." Jeb: "Oh no. I guess when you tell it to 'weed all' it will do just that - and weeds all. The weed and the plant... Let's do it the old fashioned way then." Jack: "But it was one of the rare plants from the muggle world you need for you potions..." Jeb: "I'll ask Francine to send me a new one. Don't worry, hm?" (Haha they didn't notice Kiyoshi's reaction to this in the background ^^')

Jack went over to the greenhouse to talk with his 'mate' Kiyoshi. It was doing them both good. Jack got more comfortable around Kiyoshi and Jack's quirky energy helped Kiyoshi rooting deeper into this world instead of drifting off into his demonic/divine realms.

This made Jack thinking. And he shared his thoughts with his good 'mate' Kiyoshi. That was another advantage (for Jack) about their current relationship. Kiyoshi was listening to him without responding - or interupting Jack ^^' They'd never spent so much time together either, since Kiyoshi always had to fulfill his duties for the Temple and the Resistance. So this helps them to get closer too. Jack: "You know, I think we got it all wrong with that 'fated mates thing'. Fate wants us to be 'mates' - and not 'lovers'. I mean, we fell in love in a rush and it went all wrong. The only other fated mates couple we know of are Ms Coombes and Dtui. Did you ever see them kiss or sharing other romantic interactions?" Kiyoshi: "No." Jack: "There you have it! What we are doing now is the right thing to do. We are just cheerful mates spending their best time together!"

Jeb came over to them: "Did he just talk?" Jack didn't even notice it in the first place: "Omg! He did! See? I was right. He's coming back! We are destined to be 'just mates'!" Jack was relieved. It would be super awkward when Kiyoshi came fully back and still had romantic feelings for him. Now they'll just have to somehow fix the relationship between Sai and Jeb and Kiyoshi and their group would be -> super fine <- again! (Heads up: all the plants resetted in a pile of dirt after we weeded them omg - this is a problem for so long, why don't they fix this!)

Meanwhile, Vlad was caring for the animals. He's supposed to write on his stories to earn some money to pay back Rubyn and the others for helping them, but he wasn't able to write one word down since Ji Ho went ingame. That worried he was. Little Goat sighed: "What shall we do with that boy..."

Vlad was just asking Adriano for advice, when he sensed through the Bond that Ji Ho was back! Finally! It had been pure torture for Vlad since he also felt how afraid and anxious Ji Ho was when NPC Jeb found him breaking in. But Saiwa denied him access to their chamber at the Police Department. So Vlad tried everything to calm down to not make Ji Ho feel his worries and let him do his job...

Before Adriano could share his wisdom with him, Vlad went over to the others to wait for Ji Ho and see if he's ok. Jack: "Already done with the animals?" Vlad: "Ji Ho's back. They are coming up."

And really, a few seconds later, they climbed up the ladder from the pit in the garage that leads to their undergound PD... Jeb was nervous seeing Saiwa. They still barely talk to each other and they haven't spent a second alone together... And Kiyoshi is looking all dreamily at his good mate Jack, just like a good mate would...

Vlad: "Ji Ho. Are you ok?" Ji Ho, near to tears: "Uhm, yes. I just messed everything up..." Saiwa: "No you didn't. We'll figure that out. As always, hm?" And then Sai spotted Jeb. In his super hot farm boy outfit! How is Sai supposed to use his brain when it just went to goo?

They gathered a few seats together and Ji Ho started to tell them what happened after he logged in. That he was able to leave the Castle to look for his King and went to Goldshire to investigate Jack's death and to find the Sculptor and ask him about the demon. Vlad winced when Ji Ho mentioned the Sculptor and was reminded of his upsetting ingame encounter with him. He was happy that Ji Ho didn't get to meet him. Leander might just be an NPC ingame but Vlad doesn't want him anywhere near Ji Ho - at all! Then Ji Ho told them what he found out at Bacalao Bay and how he broke into the fortress of the Vicegerent and how NPC Jeb cought him. And how that made it impossible to log back in. The investigations, their therapy - all at stake.

Saiwa knows he had to say something, right? But Jeb was too distracting ö.Ö' And even Ji Ho got carried away from his worries by the sight of him ^^'

Jack: "Guys! We must see the whole thing. The Princess did very well! She improved the Court's appearance on Social Bunny and changes the view the subjects have on their Royals! Which clears the path for the reightful heir to come back. That's amazing! She also found out where the demon is with my heart!" Vlad: "But when Ji Ho logs in again it will all be in vain because righteous NPC Jeb will tell everyone and their eyepatch that the Princess broke into the fortress of the Vicegerent. Better Ji Ho never enters the game again. (Omg Vlad!) There will be another flame war and the reputation of the Court is ruined - once and for all." Jack: "Thank you, Vlad, for bringing us all down. Now luckily for us all, I do already have an idea how to resolve it." Everyone moaned. Jack and his 'brilliant' ideas only ever get them to yell 'OMG Jack!' Jack: "No - hear me out! We are doing this meditation/yoga thing for over a half year now." Saiwa: "Omg Jack! What does that even have remotely to do with what we are facing here?" Jack: "Omg Sai! What in 'hear me out' don't you understand? Anyway - what I'm saying is: Jeb and I could log in with Ji Ho and try to - with help of out meditation skills - remain 'below' the consciousness of NPC Jeb and NPC Jack. So we could stop NPC Jeb from revealing what the Princess did. And we even could try to get access to NPC Jack's memories of the night he died!"

- silence -

In his head, Saiwa turned Jack's idea back and forth - and around again - to find a flaw, but: "Every wolf has its day, I guess ^^' Wow Jack! Why haven't we thought of this earlier!"

'Bigger than you imagined Scarier than you were worried about Light like the air you breathe More peaceful than closed eyes Burn it up!

We’re gonna burn up There’s no way to stop Burn up a little more You’re already listening to this' (translated from Korean - not by me)

Burn it up - Iamnot Again an amazing OST I love so so much from 'Lawless Lawyer' MV with stunning scenes from the drama. (TMI: It's also the OST of my daughter's Alpacasso Lilou ^^')

The Therapy Game Master Post with the sessions and places so far is -> here

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[jenniferjareauwife]

I’m in my depressed era, so I would love to read about JJ helping her teenage daughter with a restrictive eating disorder <3

I Feel Like I Can't Eat

pairing: jennifer jareau x daughter reader

category: hurt/comfort

warnings: eating disorder

word count: 942

age: 15

summary: you've been struggling with an eating disorder and your mom notices so she helps you

a/n: i am too in my depressive era and am a hoe for hurt/comfort <3

I bit my lip as I stared at the food in front of me. This was the first time I was eating a meal with my mom in two months due to her crazy work schedule and my sports schedule.

"Do you not like it?" My mom asked softly. "I can make you something else." It was a new dish so I knew she would most likely buy the excuse.

"Yeah...sorry mom." She shook her head, signaling not to apologize before kissing my temple and putting my bowl on the kitchen counter for later.

"Y/n?" She asked as she opened the fridge.

"Yeah?"

"Why is the fridge full?"

"Because I went shopping." I said quickly.

"There's no new food in here." I felt my heart beat quickly. She knew. Of course she knew she was a profiler for the fucking BAU and I was her daughter she knew me like the back of her hand. She knew. "What's with the anxious face?"

"Mom..." I trailed off as she walked towards me with a fruit smoothie. "I'm not hungry." I could tell by her face that she wasn't buying it.

"Baby...I need you to talk to me."

"About what?"

"Don't play dumb, ok? I'm sorry that I haven't been here for a while, I'm really sorry about that. I love spending time with you and I love you more than anything. You know that right?" I nodded and leaned forward as she placed a kiss on my forehead. "But just because I've been gone doesn't mean that I haven't noticed things, ok? Now I need you to tell me what's going on so I can help." She reached for my hand and squeezed it in reassurance.

"I just..." I paused for a second, trying to figure out how to get the words out, thankfully she was patient with me. "I don't know...I just feel like I can't..."

"Cant what baby?" I leaned forward and put my head in my hands. She put her hand on my back and rubbed it slowly.

"I feel like I can't eat." It came out as a whisper.

"Can you elaborate on that honey?"

"It's not that I don't like food...I mean I still like food...I think." It took me a few seconds to string together a sentence. "I just...I can't do it. Because it's so bad for me- mom I'm losing weight! I've wanted that for so long, you know that! And I'm finally getting it but after I'm done working out I get hungry but when I look at food I just get..."

"Nauseous? Anxious?" She finished my thoughts for me and I nodded. "So you still want to eat? You just feel like you can't?" I shrugged. "I can't help if you don't tell me everything baby."

"When I stopped eating I saw how much weight I was losing and I...I just stopped. It wasn't even the intentional at first but it really works, it really helps me lose weight but now I'm just...I'm scared to gain any weight back." I explained. "And I know it's bad, I know but whenever I go to take a bite of something it's like every cell in my body is screaming at me to stop and I can't fight past it." I took a shallow breath and clasped my hands together.

"Hey. Deep breaths." She told me softly, rubbing my back again, sighing as she felt how skinny I had gotten. "It's ok baby, just deep breaths, ok?" I leaned against her and hugged her arm.

"Do you want me to call your therapist? Tell her you need to start seeing her again?" I shrugged.

"I don't know if I want to do that yet."

"But don't you think it would be good to have someone to talk to?" She pointed out but I didn't say anything. She got the hint that I really didn't want to go to my therapist again so she just gave my knee a soft squeeze. "Well what can I do to help?" Her voice was unbelievably soft.

"Be here?" I shrugged and my eyes widened as I realized what I said. I knew how guilty she felt for never being here and I didn't want to make her feel bad, I didn't even mean it that way.

"Ok. Done. I'll take a month off, ok?"

"But-"

"Hey, no buts. I just want to make sure you're ok. You're my daughter honey I want to help you in any way I can." I nodded and squeezed her arm tighter. "You can come to me for anything, ok? I want you to know that y/n." I nodded. "Come here." She pulled me into her arms in a tight hug, something I had needed from her for months but was too scared to ask for.

After a few minutes she tried to pull away from the hug but I didn't let her. "I need you." I whispered.

"Ok. I'm not going anywhere." She assured me. "I love you so much y/n." She slowly rocked us back and forth, knowing that it calmed me down. "Starting tomorrow you're gonna eat at least two meals a day, ok?"

"Mom-"

"No protests. You need nutrition to survive honey. I'm not going to be lenient with this, ok? I need you to eat food. You need to eat food." She stroked my hair. "You can always talk to me about anything but I will be a hardass about you eating, ok?" I nodded, that seemed fair. If I had a kid I would do the same thing. "I love you kiddo."

"I love you too mom."

[baby-xemnas]

🐯🐻❄️ confession? age gap? 🔞

trying to think up ideas for their first time (send me ur thots if u got any) and its cute that AT THIS POINT as they are an old married couple their 4 years dont matter at all

but their first time could be 19/15 or 20/16 and thats 😳 classic groomer (towards bepo) law moment

its cute... Law definitely is the one calling the shots in everything and in my vision he took his purely horny frustrations elsewhere

ofc he wants Bepo, not only Bepo is special to him emotionally - he is very much into him physically too. Law's attraction is very "cute aggression" - like, and the aggression part is very sexual.

Law knows what Bepos fur feels like to the touch but he never got to dig his hand deep in it, to actually touch the skin, go against the hair, comb it through his fingers and grab a handful of him. He may have to give up on leaving marks on Bepo, but he can hope that at least his touch will linger - and boy does he want to GRAB Bepo. Law is so soft on him in his action and words because it feels right to be - he might surprise himself woth how roughly he wants to have his precious best friend. It's all the intensity and impatience....Law may doubt his ability to hold back, he wants to properly defile his cutie and make him his - Bepo already belongs to him, but Law hasn't had a chance to claim him (yet)

he is deathly afraid to break his trust, to shatter the love and wide eyed admiration Bepo holds for him, he cant just jump him (even if Bepo have had wet dreams about it since he was 1x probably)

so it makes sense to me that it had to happen once Law has at least a couple of years worth experience fucking random strangers who he kicks out of hotel rooms immediately after (hes awful) no sleeping in one bed together and forgets their name even before they leave. he is betraying his precious love, but its for his own good. Law is afraid, he haven't figured out if it will ruin things, Bepo is too young, etc.

Bepo meanwhile had his heart shattered already and mended it by quiet love for Law, resigned to his fate.

Bepo cries so hard when Law confesses because his heart breaks from being too full like a badly glued up ceramic vase that breaks again but from pressure (because really only Law's love could really heal him)

didnt you tell me when we were kids how much i matter. and then went off and was sharing with other people things that you didn't share with me - i had to give up on wanting more and now you are offering??? mental breakdown

Law is so gentle and psychotic he loves seeing Bepo sob because that means he accepted his proposal..wow. Of course Bepo can cry he is so cute, they are okay now. Closer now just like he (and Bepo too) wanted. He is simply too happy.

Bepo falls into his arms crying and Law kisses his temple because he CAN and Bepo is like NOO THATS TOO FAST THATS TOO MUCH but only clings stronger and sobs more

my favorite trope in long time pining ships is when top is like "once you let me have my way with you i wont be able to stop myself" to an overwhelmed bottom who is all "YES PLEASE DESTROY ME ive been waiting for so long" they have that too of course. when Law alludes to sex Bepo gets that awestruck look in his eyes like REALLY???? YOU ARENT LYING WE WILL HAVE SEX????? it drives Law crazy that he is so willing and unafraid....its that absolute trust in him again...hes gonna lose his mind..

[softness-and-shattering]

I was fully expectinflg ghe hag to have lair acrions, after all that warning eith the door and the myltie stage descent into the lair. Though I guess having the duplicates fulfilled the same role re action economy, and a party of four isnt so big, its not like a cr or d20 party of 6-8. Ive played in bigger groups and its not great.

I wasnt feeling fantastic today so I noodled around unfinished act 1 quests. I found the letter to Kagha. Im torn bc its super fun to have a secret backstory of shadow druids but like. She cant just be a bitch, she has to be 'evil' too? Idk.

Curious if Ill get a dialogue option to tell Halsin about it and how he'll react. I still cant seem to add him to my party. Does he just hang out at camp?

I also found the Harpers lookout. Ive found the scuffed rock, and a similar significant rock by the bridge on the Risen Road but neither Laezel or Larlach can throw them, shoving does nothing, shatter does nothing. Do I specifically need thunderwave? Or a telekinesis spell? What am I missing?

While trying to work out if Wyll can learn thunderwave (seems not) I discovered he has Gaseous Form so I tried using that to investigate some of the burrows Ive come across. The risen road one behind the bouse just leads into the crllar. Havent actually looted that yet. Went into the owlbear cave but couldnt find the burrow in there. And then I remembered Auntie Ethel and got caught up in that quest area.

Thr guy hunting Asterion is interesting. Left him peacefully. Astarion doesnt like me much. I wanted to ask who was huntong him but instead he asked where he was to be taken. Baldurs Gate of course. All roads lead to Baldurs Gate. Excepting that I have quests in thr city like finding Dammon and Mol, Id be starting to believe getting there is the end of the game. I want to buy my people nice clothes! Especially Karlach! And I took Wyll out of armour so he could use mage armour and he was suddenly rather naked. Switched him to showing camp clothes but it was a bit silly.

Mm at one point I directed Wyll to eldritch blast a redkap and instead he used arms of hadar on my bard. I dont know if I misclicked badly or if his patron is messing with him but it didnt happen again. I did swap him out soon after.

Slaps BG3 thus bad boy can hold so many entrances to the underdark! Theres the selunite temple, the drop from the spider lair, the elevator from the zhentarim hideout (considering gaseous form to loot those juice treasure rooms), the feather fall portal from Ethels lair, am I missing any? Presumably the moon towers/baldurs gate exit.

I was partway through the arcane tower when I started today but I wanted lighter questing. And geez area/act 2 has so many magical weapons. Im tempted to keep them all for some super specific cirumstance but id probably do better to sell them. Slowly working out what can be sold.

Im actually kinda mad that rope isnt practical. I got into a dumb pickle in the caravan cave with the gnolls. Jumped down to loot an area and two of my guys couldnt jump back. Grabbed rope and...its useless. So I took a long redy and fed em potions of giants strength and they made the leap easy. (Speaking of I am so tempted to open the case but those letters were very strict about not opening it and idk who its for and what their significance may be. Maybe its treasure. Maybe its a chest full of eye-yeerks. Who knows?)

Im also not absorbing the other eye slugs. Was it the narrator or dream guardian, the first time I used the illithid power, who said "You have lost something you will never get back". I do nooot trust it. Probably second playthrough Ill do it just to play with the game mechanic. Also romance Minthara maybe. I dont trust the sleep guardian but I dont super distrust her either. Idk what her deal is. But we're not absorbing more slugs losing more of ourselves no thanks. Back to the yeerk pool with them.

I do really love the quest diamonds that tell you where to go. "Find my missing husband please" oh there he is he got quite lost huh. Im still laughing at "and dont try ransom him back to me or you'll be skiny and stuck with an old man". The dialogue is really good. Laezel doesnt say shes monogamous, she says "I was interested but all the dogs have been picking you over. I prefer fresher meat". A little degrading, but at leasy shes not doing some weird jealousy thing. Usually I face with my bard. But then I used Karlach to talk to Dammon and all the dialogue options are perfectly in her voice, its great.

Im also loving the map design. Theres plenty going on and plenty to do, but not so much that you get lost in the weeds. Enough that it feels like a big grand world full of history and places to explore that arent directly plot relevant. Its a delicate balance of referring back to main events and keeping things tangential. (The women dealing w the hag for her husband. I never got to tell her about her brothers?? I thought it would be the first dialogue option but no zomvie busband abd off she goes to find their corpses on the fucking path?! Hut the devs cant think of *everything*, its ok).

Also the little things, undergrounds start getting spidery consistently, underground lairs lead to the underdark its very....verisimilitudinous???

Im also wondering if I can fo the underdark and the mountain pass righer in serial or at the same time. I do need to find the githyanki for Laezel that was our very first lead. Plus double the xp double the loot but I was forced into telling Halsin one or the other so idk if the game forces the issue.

K I think thats all I have to infodump today. Oh except seems like Shadowheart was a selunitr kid and thats pretty fucked. She likes me a lot. I dont think I reciprocate to that level. But astsrion doesnt like me much so yknow. Win some lose some.

[thotfrnk]

time to unpack the golden core reveal. re: wn, what he said to jc, and jc's very valid reaction to it (not including the talk in the guanyin temple). long post ! read my thoughts on the ancestral hall scene here

okay so the reveal took place immediately after the confrontation in the ancestral hall, after w.wx guilty fainted bc he realised his actions had - omfg - consequences ! :oooooo . like damn jc couldn't catch a break oml

like jesus fucking christ, first these assholes desicrated his ancestral hall, now he gotta deal w wn too??? kdjfehkdjghdkfgg jc rly shoulda just tell them to fuck off not come to lp, it woulda saved him so much trouble efjkdbh

like BROOOOOOOOO WHAT

kinda insane reveal ngl, mxtx u get one w. jc's reaction was definitely one that was justified.... like I cant imagine how it must've felt being lied to like this, that the last 13yrs everything you believed was wrong.

oh jiang cheng... this is all all we get for the noncon-surgery? disappointing, I wanna get more DETAILS AHHHH

this left such a bad taste in my mouth.... like jc had so much trust in w.wx, esp during that time, and he got mocked for that trust, for believing in w.wx like omfg???? rude as hell

well well well.... look at that.... from jc's reaction alone we could tell he never wanted w.wx's core, w.wx made that decision for him, and yet he still gets the blame skodfnjdksdjfgbdnkjjrfkdj

this pissed me off so bad cause like what the hell? a golden core doesn't revive a sect from ashes, a golden core doesn't recruit disciples, a golden core doesn't raise a nephew or anything, and saying jc would've never been equal to w.wx? oh what a low blow.

i'd like to this this outburst was a mixture of wn's own projection and w.wx's resentment towards jc. wrt to the former, wq made w.wx turn wn into a fierce corpse bc she couldn't let him go, even with all that hero worship, his sister and by extension w.wx pulled him out of the reincarnation cycle and turned him into a monster, he cant die, he'll never get to be a human again, and he'll never get to be with his family should they reincarnate, but bc of hero worship wn doesn't see it like that, he's grateful to w.wx and he's mad that jc wasn't grateful either.

wrt to the latter a quote caught my eye when reading, it was after w.wx (partially) murdered jzx because he lost control of wn:

this makes me think how could wn say something like that? unless deep down w.wx held some type of resentment towards jc (but not enough that his cultivation would lose control around jc and attack him like jzx) and through the narrative, it wasn't like w.wx rly understood jc nor did he saw jc as someone "powerful" moreso he saw him as "competitive" and probably to an extent, weak. which is interesting.... to say the least

[dietmountaindewb8by]

Okay so I got this idea, what if yan!five tried to teach reader(who was playing him that they like him and wanna stay with him) self defence and one Day the reader tries to use it on him. But you cant alway be better than the teacher. Hope this makes sence,english is not my first language ❣️

your english is wonderful! you have nothing to worry about!

warnings: yandere content, drugs, fighting, no swearing this time (sorry), unwanted affection, food, forced relationship

happy face

Five landed on the ground with a thud. Smiling, he brushed himself off, looking up at you adoringly. 

“And that’s it, sweet girl,” he said, standing up. “Now, what movie do you want to see? I can run out quickly and grab snacks.”

You looked at him with what you hoped seemed to be love and not the hate that was bubbling inside of you. The contempt for your captor, the man that had become your suffocating, gilded cage. He treated you well, you supposed. Too well. But it beat getting beat up and kidnapped for other purposes.

He loved you, he said.

“That’s why I did this, Angel. You have to understand-” he spoke up until you cut him off. The hand in your hair, massaging your scalp stopped momentarily, either out of shock or anger at your interruption.

“No! You took me from my home! You took my life away!”

He let his fingers flow through your hair then, gently combing out the knots he hit with them. Instead, he placed both hands on your shoulders, rubbing your clavicles. “If there is one thing you will come to understand, Y/N dear,” he said, voice grave and annoyingly matter-of-fact, “it’s that I am your home. I am your life. And, above most, I am your love, your only one.”

Quickly, you learned how to avoid Five’s punishments. They truly weren’t awful, but you appreciated having control of your own body. Not having him sit you in his lap and feed you. At this point, you wondered whether or not he enjoyed punishing you more than he enjoyed being with you on a daily basis.

But, here you were. Peak trust, you supposed. He was teaching you how to fight. As the deadliest assassin the time continuum has ever seen, you guessed that this was an honor, being trained by him. 

But now that you were here, now that he trusted that you were in love with him, everything seemed worse. He took invitations to hug you whenever, to bring you in and kiss you. To tell you that he was yours; that you were his.

“Sure!” you smiled, looking at him as he dusted off his shirt. “Mind grabbing some juice while you’re there? We’ve run out.”

His own smile grew wider, likely thinking of how much more comfortable with him you seemed. Before, you wouldn’t speak to him. Then, when he finally did something about it, you only spoke when spoken to. Now, he thought, you were comfortable asking for things. Comfortable with him. Comfortable with wanting.

The thought made him want to envelop you in a hug right then.

“Of course,” he responded, approaching you. “Anything else, darling?”

Yes. I request that you don’t touch me.

“No,” you beamed, rocking back on your heels in an effort to distance yourself, if only slightly.

He laughed, pulling you into him. He kissed your temple and whispered, “You sure?”

“Yep.”

“One hundred percent?”

I’m not a child, you thought. Don’t treat me like one.

“Two hundred,” you replied, biting your tongue afterward. He nodded, jumping out of the academy, leaving you alone.

~*~

You had showered, scrubbing your face and body hard, especially where he touched. You scrubbed until it was raw and red, until the skin he touched was all but removed from your body.

You thought about what a few more weeks of training would do. If you’d be able to just knock him out by then, buy yourself an hour. Maybe two. Maybe more if you could manage a kill. Then you’d run; you’d run as far as possible, living the life you once had. Or something close to it.

You quickly got dressed into the most comfortable clothes possible. It was a cold night, so you opted for long sleeves. Especially because it would hide the bruises he caused; you didn’t want him to stop teaching you. At the first thought of a real injury, he would stop, according to him. He hit you lightly whenever he got a hit in. But, sometimes, he still left bruises. And that was the way you liked it; he wasn’t holding back, you would be more prepared for the real fight.

“I’m back!” he called. He usually took a while at stores; apparently he just has to look through all of the options to find the best ones. “You ready?”

“Yeah!” you called back, making sure everything was covered. He jumped into the bedroom, looking at you.

He smiled. “You have no idea how happy I am that you’re more comfortable. You really don’t.”

You were now nestled in his chest, your head just below his heart. He said he used to be a lot shorter; he got the opportunity to grow to his full potential apparently, now that the apocalypse was successfully evaded. Thus, his height. He pressed kiss after kiss to your wet hair as he rubbed your back.

You wrapped your arms around him too, both making yourself more comfortable and making you seem a lot more compliant. More loving.

I’d stab you in the back if I could, you thought, wishing it could come out of your mouth. But, no. You were in for the long game, you remembered. 

His hand went under your shirt, his nails lightly scraping your back. You didn’t know how he found out about that. Your boyfriend- ex-boyfriend now, you supposed- used to do that when you were with him. Before you were taken. His nails used to run up and down your bare back, and you would nuzzle into him, almost purring at the feeling. Your eyes would close and you’d lean into his touch.

But you couldn’t do that with Five. You just leaned further into his chest, your cheek flush to it. Skin to bone. Bone to skin.

He laughed at you. “You really do like that, don’t you?”

You hummed, begging the universe to rip off his fingers. They raked up and down your spine, leaving goosebumps in their wake. You bit your tongue as his fingers hit one of the fresh bruises. You tried not to wince. Luckily, you didn’t, or it was so small that he didn’t notice.

Finally, he squeezed you one last time before saying something about ordering a pizza. 

“Does it have peppers on it?” you asked, attempting to humor him. 

“No!” he laughed from the hall, making his way down to the door, watching for the car. It was raining; he wanted to get it into the house as soon as possible. 

You wandered throughout the house, staring at the items inside of it. Their father truly was eccentric, wasn’t he, you thought.

As you heard the door open and slam shut, you knew you’d have to put on your happy face once more. Climbing down the stairs, he greeted you, wrapping his arm around your waist and making your ways to the living room. 

He held you on his chest as you watched the movie, his hands rubbing a bruise. 

You held your happy face steady.

~*~

Today was the day, you thought, staring him down, coffee in hand. A little bit of poison; not enough to kill, just a little more than enough to knock him out for a good few hours. 

“Hey, Five,” you smiled, putting the coffee down in front of him, sipping your own.

He frowned slightly, looking up at you. “You’re up early.”

“I am. I thought I’d make coffee since I’m down here.”

“You should’ve asked me,” he chided, but took a sip of the liquid, anyway. His eyebrows rose. “It’s good.”

“Thanks.”

You sat there together on the couch, not touching. Every now and then, you’d steal a glance at the man who kept you under his constant, overbearing watch. Like a storm cloud over a lake. You never know when the shoe will drop, if at all.

“You know, honey,” he whispered, wrapping his arm around you and sliding you into his chest, having you lean back on him as if you were both laying down on top of one another. “I never thought you would be the one, out of everyone here, to poison me.”

Your heart stopped momentarily.

“I’m sorry?”

“That’s right. Did you think I wouldn’t smell it? The bittersweet flavor? Really, I should stop teaching you how to fight and educate you on your poisons. But, then again, I wouldn’t want you getting any funny ideas like this one, huh?”

“I didn’t-”

“But you did. And you know what? Thank God I ended up desensitizing myself to all the stuff in the cabinet,” he laughed, adjusting you for a moment. “Who knows what would’ve happened then? You’d be all on your own? You could die; something awful could happen.”

You had to act quickly. Quicker than he did.

So you escaped his hold, stunning him for a moment before making a break for it. You’d have to go outside. Go somewhere very public. Yes, you would do that.

So you sprinted. That was until he jumped in front of you, an annoyed look on his face.

“Really, sweetheart?” he asked, his hands thrown in the air.

“Uhm,” you said, looking around frantically. Then back at him. Always back at him. “Yes?”

He rolled his eyes and attempted to reach you before you once again knocked him over. He began to fight back slightly, still careful not to harm you. He got a few hits in. 

You fought and fought until he seemed to get tired of it, finally pinning you.

“You did good,” he remarked, scanning you up and down. “Better than I ever thought you’d be. But, then again, who was I to say that the most perfect person in the world wouldn’t be good at this too. Even if it is a little to harsh for her,” he whispered, rolling up your sleeves slightly. You were far too tired to get up, and just let him look at your arm.

His face fell, eyes widening. “Why didn’t you tell me?”

“What?”

“You have bruises.”

“Yeah, that’s what-”

“No. I told you to-”

“Exactly. You would’ve stopped if I had told you. Then I wouldn’t have gotten a chance.”

Once again his face hardened, and he looked down at you. This time with anger. There was still adoration. Desperation. Sadness. Love. Everything was there. He took a deep breath, and as you tried to get up, he lightly pushed you back down.

“I thought we’d been getting better.”

“We were never good,” you hissed, trying to get up again, but this time, his arm just went under your back, the other one under your legs.

Lifting you from the ground, you didn’t struggle. Your limbs seemed to weigh far too much and your head lolled back in its misery.

“See, darling,” he whispered, kissing the hollow of your throat, “two can play at the poison game. You think I didn’t know? You think I couldn’t see it?”

You tried to roll out; he adjusted you. “No, honey. You’re not getting out of this. From now on, you’re not doing any of this. None of it. I’m taking over everything. I tried to give you some control. I thought it would make you more compliant; but I see now that I really should’ve taken the reins from the beginning, huh?”

You whimpered, “No.”

He shook his head, beginning to walk to the bedroom. He put your limp body on the bed, moving to the dresser, opening both your drawer and the dreaded one.

He came back with pajamas and rope, though it wasn’t the regular kind. It was the one that wouldn’t burn you. The one that just held you in place.

“Now, sweet girl,” he soothed as he took off your shirt, examining the bruises littering your body, “You’re going to go back to sleep. It’s far too early for you to be up, isn’t it.”

“No, no.”

“I think it is, darling,” he said, as he finished changing you. He tied your wrists to the bed post, testing their tightness. As he turned to leave, he stopped abruptly, looking back at you. He took off his shoes, climbing in beside you. “I love you, sweetheart. You’ll see, one day, that it was for the best.”

[thithesandofferings]

How do you say I love you- Part 2

Sfw

Haha i hurt myself writing this- theyre so sweet😭

Reno- you lick ice cream off his nose and hes stunned. Hes never had anyone so carefree around him. Never had anyone thats wanted to touch him without a purpose. He has to tilt his head to the side because his insides ache so much at the thought that you might want someone like him. You even laugh at his jokes as if they're actually funny. Blushes so so pretty when he whispers words in your ear or plays with your hair. Everyone thinks hes a joke. You dont though. You look him in the eyes- youre invested in everything he says or does. Hes convinced once he sees your grinning smile for the first time, that he knows he loves you. Wants to tell you every minute, every hour, every day. Kiss the words into your skin. Pray to you, worship you. You own him and you have no clue. Wipes the ice cream from the corner of your mouth with a salacious grin. "You do that cause you love me hm? I mean, I would too if I loved me as much as you do"

Tseng - comes home and hes sighing. He promised you a date night. Its been awhile since hes even seen you. Rude takes up so much of his time, he knows it was unwise to even have started a relationship. He cant forgive himself when he gave you his word. But just looking at you, hes never wanted something so bad in his life. A silent breath of relief escapes his lips when he sees you on the couch. Book hanging between your fingers, your chest rising and falling. You were waiting for him. He thinks he's never seen you so perfect. Even more so when you flicker your eyes up and they're brightened because you're excited to see him. Theres no regret or anger- nothing. When you tell him "youre excited that he got you a crockpot to keep the food warm for when he has late days like this", he realizes right then that he loves you. Cant help but walk over to you and kiss your stuttered gasps. Kisses you even harder when you giggle and say "didnt know you were this hungry". Hums into youe mouth to tell you that he indeed loves you in between kisses. Interrupts your ramblings by asking you where the food is, regardless if hes hungry or not.

Angeal- His love for you is natural and organic. Slow and syrupy, it took time to grow, but it had always been there. He remembers everything. The first conversation, the first laugh, and even relives the moment of your first kiss. The warm breaths and gasps takes him out of the life of Soldier. Loves you for the kisses you are now required to wake him up with. He doesnt make the rules. Even if hes already awake way before you, just so he can whisper into your forehead, staccato breaths powers through his consuming love for you. Giggles and pressed kisses, reaching on your tiptoes, into his temples, when he leaves out the door for work or long missions. "I love you" he simply whispers as he backs out the door. You always look at him the same. Leaning on the door as you watch him walk away. That very look makes him never want to leave you alone. He won't tell you that you are the powering reason he comes back home. That he'll do whatever he can to come back home to you.

Genesis- Gods hes so in love with you. From the moment you finished his sentence in Loveless when you happen to be near him. You both talked for hours on end about the book and what could be in the last of the torn pages. The sparkle in your eyes had him entranced- the way you waved your hands and jumped a little about your favorite part. You even hit him a little when he said something funny. But the best part? You didnt even blink when he told you who he was-

Hes never been so confused in his life. What he does know, without a doubt, is that hes in love with you. Now...to.. actually tell you.

Vincent- He didnt give much thought on love. Never thought he'd fall in love again really. But you, of course you had to be different. So ordinary, around many superpowered people. Just there to clean wounds and make dark jokes. You were never scared of him, even bullied him a little sometimes. You couldnt help yourself when you flirted with him, he would never let you know, but it flustered him to no end. He only turns a slight red when you call him handsome, hottie, even babe one time. But one day, when his insides are boiling, you touch and his should and greet him witha "hey hero" and he freezes. He know he's doing this to save the world, but to hear you say something like that, has his world turning around. You can tell that youve affected him and you cant help but call him that every time you see him. Theres a tinge of reverence in your tone that makes his heart drop in the love he feels for you. He tries to think it evens out, but he thinks that he'd devour you whole just to keep you and the love he feels, forever. "Fix my wound" you scoff at his abrasiveness, but you know youre the only one in the universe that he trust enough to touch him.

[barnes-n-nobles]

Youre My Path (SMUT)

Yandere Bucky being crazy, possessive, and DARK!

TW-Mentions on non-con, drugging, stalking, and overall dark behavior. A little bit of knife play as well.

Smut SMUT SMUT

Let me know what y’all think 

Today was just another boring ordinary day. You had to go to the store and stock up on some groceries that you had been planning on getting but you lacked the will power to do so. You opened your phone and looked at the time. Ugh, I need to go before they close you thought to yourself as you managed to peel yourself off of your comfy sofa. You got ready and headed towards the nearest super market.

Lately youve been having some weird feelings, as if someone is constantly watching you. You always shake it off though, because nothing ever happens to you. You always get home safe and sound. Today was a little more intense though, as if you could almost hear someone breathing behind you when you were walking to the store. Relieved to have made it inside, you grabbed your cart and started your trip through the empty isles of the store. You loved and hated to come at night, it made you feel at peace knowing there there wouldn’t be annoying ass kids and angry moms yelling at them to behave. No people blocking the isles with their carts and most importantly, no need to run into someone you knew. The only reason you hated it, was because you didn’t want to get kidnapped and left for dead.

As you made your way to the bread isle, you had that feeling again. You felt like someone was behind you, you stopped dead in your tracks to see if anyone would walk past you. You pretended to look at the merchandise and you slowly turned around to see if there was anyone there. You looked both ways, and sure enough there was nothing. You rolled your eyes and kept it moving. As your trip started coming to an end you decided to stop by the makeup isle, needing a couple of items that you would use for your upcoming date.

Usually you didn’t try this hard but you figured you would give it a shot. All the past times you went on dates they would disappear after your first date. You weren’t sure if it was because you didn’t try hard enough or if they simply weren’t feeling your vibe. As your mind trailed off you accidentally ran into another person with your cart, completely snapping you out of your mind. A broad man, fell to his knee. “Oh my god!!! I’m so sorry. Are you ok? God I’m so clumsy please forgive me” you said frantically as you started to help him up. He lifted his head up to meet your gaze, big blue eyes % bore%% into your own. Your eyes started to trail from his eyes, to his lips, and up again to his perfectly sculpted face. You were mesmerized, you had never seen such a handsome man. “It’s okay, don’t worry about it, y/n” he said quickly getting up and walking off with a visible smirk on his face. You scrunched your eyebrows in confusion, knowing damn well he did not just say your name. You werent exactly sure if your mind was playing tricks on you or if he really said what you think he had said. You got up quickly, still in shock but hoping that it was really your mind playing tricks on you. Hesitantly you continued to shop, even though there was a little voice in your head telling you to get the hell out of that store.

Bucky POV

FUCK she’s so beautiful, he thought to himself. The way you stared at him, it was clear you wanted him the way he wanted you. This was the moment that he had been waiting for ever since he laid eyes on you. He had never been this close to you, it was like a dream come true. You smelled like candy, your beautiful e/c eyes meeting his. Just how he had imagined but better. The way you apologized made him hard. Just think of how submissive my y/n will be to me mmmm I’m going to devour her in every way possible he thought to himself, smirking.

Bucky ran into you at a coffee shop near your house. It was love at first sight for him. He watched you interact with your friends, smile, laugh, and it was like a match made in heaven for him. He knew he needed you to smile for him, laugh for him, and live for him. He followed you home that night. Making sure you wanted to be safe, of course. But his monthly visits turned to weekly and then turned to daily. He eventually managed to get into your home. You left a space key under your mat, and he felt so happy yet disappointed that you would endanger yourself like that. “When we live together, I’ll make sure you don’t make silly mistakes like this” he said to himself as he got into your home.

He went through your house just browsing, seeing if anything interesting caught his eye. He then made it into your room and continued to look through your things. He found your panties next to your bed and quickly grabbed them and put him in his picked for him to enjoy later. He also took some pictures of you, to also enjoy later.

You were his new routine and he enjoyed every second of it. As time went on he would keep tabs on you, absolutely hating it when you went on dates. He was consumed with jealousy and couldn’t believe anyone would dare lay a finger on you. He knew that this would not fly and he had to make sure to get rid of any roadblocks that got in his way. Bucky murdered them and everytime he did he felt relieved, almost happy knowing that he was that much closer to you.

After his encounter with you, Bucky walked off into the parking lot, one car over from yours, slipping into the drivers seat. His mind started to go wild. He needed you so badly. He wished he could have taken you right then and there. How he wished he could be inside you, your soft moans begging him to make you feel good. His cock soon started to throb at the thought of you. He leaned back in his seat taking a pair of your panties out from his pocket. He brought them to his nose and inhaled deeply, moaning as he exhaled. “Fuck Y/n...you make me so horny...I’m going to fuck the shit out of you when you’re here baby just you wait”.

Wasnt long before he pulled out his dick, stroking it hard. His hips bucking into his hand wishing it was your pussy. He started to think about how beautiful your pretty mouth would be around his dick, how good your tongue would feel swiveling around his tip. Just as he was about to cum, he stopped. He growled and threw his head back lowly moaning your name. “Fuck...I cant take this anymore. I need her” He quickly tucked himself back in and relaxed.

All you could think about was how that guy knew your name. It kept replaying in your head and it didn’t make sense. You headed to your car and started to load everything in. “Hello my Y/n” you heard someone say in a low deep voice. You quickly turned around, your heart starting to beat a little faster. “Umm. Do I know you?” You asked. Bucky sighed and started to walk towards you. “Not yet doll but you will” a smirk on his face once again. You backed up as he took steps forward. “Don’t come any closer, or I’m calling the police”.

Bucky pressed himself against your body, his hands snaking their way to your hips. His face now pressed against your neck. “No you wont Princess, I know you like this. I can tell by the way that you’re breathing that you want me to keep going” his low voice going straight to your core. “N-no please...stop I ..” you tried pushing him off but you started to feel so weak. You had not noticed that Bucky had used something to drug you. All you felt was your body going limp and you falling into his arms.

Bucky smiled as you fell into him, placing a soft kiss on your temple. He noticed that someone was coming over so he quickly pressed your body to your car, and grabbed your face, kissing you. The person walking, walked a little faster as they were feeling a little awkward. Perfect he thought to himself. He placed you into the back to his car, resting your head to a pillow he had just bought and covering you with his sweater. He quickly drove off, leaving all your things by your car.

Your eyes opened, your head pounding. Wherever you were it was dark but comfortable. You groaned as you started to fully wake up, slowly sitting up. Your left hand felt heavy, you tried pulling it and you heard a chain. You yanked your hand hard again, making a loud sound. Bucky heard the noise coming from your guy’s room and he smiled and quickly got up making his way to you.

“Baby you’re awake now” Bucky excitedly said

“What’s going on..why are you doing this to me, where am I?”

“You’re home doll, with me”

“But I don’t know you” you cried softly

“My name is James Buchanan Barnes, but you can call me Bucky. I’ve been looking after you for a while now and it’s been a pleasure but I'm so glad that I finally have you all to myself, just how it was always meant to be”

He started to get on the bed climbing towards you. You backed up as he came towards you, your back was now against the wall, pinning yourself between the cold wall and his broad body. His hand going to the back of your neck, bringing you close to him, your lips almost touching his.

“I’ve waited a life time for this, to have you here with me. You make me crazy and I would sacrifice the world for you. Now that you’re all mine, I won’t ever loose you” he closed the gap between you two, his lips desperately locking into yours. Kissing you passionately, he was hungry and desperate. You turned your head to the side, breaking the kiss.

“This isn’t the way Bucky, this isn’t right. You need to let me go” you begged. Bucky smiled and looked down moving back away from you. It made you feel relieved that he was not too mad due to your actions. He slowly got up from the bed and went over to his dresser, rummaging through some things.

“Bucky...maybe we are in different paths right now, maybe in the future we will be together but now right now, not like this...please Bucky listen to me”, hoping that he would have a little sympathy, you used his name to make it more personal.

“You know , y/n...just because you say we are on different paths doesn’t mean it’s true” he grabbed something and started to walk towards you again. This time his metal arm reached out to pull you by your leg to the edge of the bed, giving you whiplash. He quickly climbed on top of you, pinning your arms above your head with his metal arm and pulling out a syringe with his other hand.

You quickly started to wiggle around trying to get him off you. Shaking your head, “no no please stop no”. Buckys eyes had a hint of madness to them, dark and disturbing. “Don’t worry these don’t hurt, it will make you feel better I promise”. He quickly injected it to you and you soon started to feel get hot, with a tingling sensation “This will loosen you up a bit, it’ll make you relax so that we can enjoy eachother baby”

His lips made their way onto your neck, kissing and licking you all over. Your heart started to race, your eyes closing, soft moans escaping your lips, “n-no..” Bucky grunted as his erection started to press against your clothed pussy. His hips bucking forward, dry humping you. He lowered down to your ear, whispering, “ cant you see what you do to me. You’re so sexy and sensual you’re almost making me cum in my pants with your adorable moans, my love. As much as love to hear you right now, I want you to moan and scream my name y/n...begging me to fuck you harder”

All his words, combined with his dry humping made you soaking wet. As much as you hated this you couldn’t help but moan louder. His cock pressing against you was not enough and you needed more. You tried your hardest to resist, “G-get a..way f-from me..” you managed to choke out, trying to not moan anymore and trying to push him off with your body. Suddenly Bucky got angry. Hating how you were fighting him. He tore off your thin leggings in a fast single motion, revealing your soaked panties. He took out his knife and pressed it against you, earning a frantic gasp but you stopped moving. “Stop fighting me doll, for your own good because I swear I will fucking destroy you. I’ve waited too long for this, don’t push me because you won’t like the way I punish you.But......if you behave I’ll make sure to take care of you..real good care darling” he said as his knife traced your body. He grabbed your shirt roughly and ripped it off, slicing your bra open as well.

His mouth watered at the sight of your delicious breasts, making his cock twitch with excitement. His knife trailed down to your panties, making you whimper. “You’re so delicious kitten, I’m going to fuck you so hard. I cant wait till my cock is right in here” he motioned and tapped your clit with his knife. He roughly grabbed them and ripped them open instantly. He threw his knife to the side and quickly started to rub your clit making your back arch with your eyes closed. Your moans now filling up the room. Bucky smiled and took one of your nipples into his mouth, making you quiver and move your hips down into his hand. “Mmm, I knew you wanted this..wanted me...only me” he growled against your chest. “F-fuck Bucky...keep going please”. You hated yourself for saying that but you couldn’t help it, you were in pure ecstasy.

Just as you were about to reach your orgasm, he removed himself from you. Making you whine and buck your hips up, wanting and needing his touch once again. “Don’t worry kitten, I’m not done with you yet”. He quickly undressed and positioned himself at your entrance, rubbing his tip on your clit, making you mewl. “Tell me what you want doll...tell me what you want from me” he coaxed. You didn’t answer, as you were too embarrassed to say anything. His metal hand went to your neck, squeezing it hard. “Tell me y/n..tell me what you want NOW” he yelled, releasing his grip from your throat.

“Fuck me Bucky...please” you finally said. “I don’t think I heard you doll, say it loud and clear”. “FUCK ME BUCKY PLEASE I NEED YOU...PLEASE”. You finally broke. You needed him now, there was nothing in the world you wanted more than to have his cock inside of you, his lips on your skin and his hands all over you. You were finally filled with his big cock slipping in and out of your wet pussy. His hands on your neck, choking you but not too hard like before. His hips snapping in and out of you making your body shake. 

“Such an obedient slut, MY obedient slut. I’m going to break you and bend you to my will. Making you all mine. I’ll make you crave my touch, my attention, my voice. You’re going to live only for me, doll. Only for me” he growled as he pounded into you, rubbing your clit making you loose it. He then started to feel you reach your end, making him moan, “cum on my dick baby...cum for me. Let go” he cooed as he angled himself to reach into you deeper. That’s when you felt your orgasm hit you, your body started to shake, waves of pleasure surging through your body. “Mmm Buckyyyy” you moaned. Making him loose it as well, he coated your insides in his thick warm cum. Pumping himself in and out slowly. Gasping for air.

Fuck he was such a God, he made you want more of him. It was the first night and you were already going crazy for his touch. You wanted him to keep going keep doing you however he wanted, but most importantly to keep pleasuring you. Bucky finally pulled out and laid next to you, looking at your beautiful face. He brought his lips to yours and gave you a soft kiss. “The drug hasn’t worn off baby, don’t think this is over. We’re going until we cant no more, doll.” He said against your lips, flipping you over for round two.

[bloodycassian]

Rhys x reader - reader is a winter court runaway who the bat boys find almost freezing to death. longer! - I'm also interested in writing for the crescent city universe if that's something you guys would like. absolutely no Ruhn x Bryce though. It made me uncomfy reading it!! what did yall think about the weird (IMO) tension between Ruhn and Bryce?

Cold seeping into your bones, the dark figures looming above didnt comfort you into the sweet embrace of sleep that you wanted. Sleep or otherwise would be welcome at this point. You could no longer feel your body, besides the painful shuddering your core would occasionally give.  "No-" You heard a deep voice snarl. Then there was ripping, and rustling among the dead leaves on the ground. The sickly sweet smell of their decay made you grimace further.  "We have no time Rhys. We need to go now." A gravelly voice said calmly.  "I cant-" There was gasping and suddenly you were being lifted, warmth caressing under your knees and around your back. You sighed into the relief the welcome heat brought.  Rhysand's legs quivered as he watched his brother pick you up. His eyes brimmed with shock and tears. His mate. How could the cauldron be so brutal? To make a Winter Court noble his mate. To make such a politically powerful family's heiress his. His partner. His everything. A threat to Kallis' throne was his person. His tether that now speared him to the spot Cassian held him in. His heart yearned, wide and open and firey with rage. He had no doubt Kallis himself had a part in this. Azriel's shadows were warm against your skin.It contradicted every rumor you'd ever heard about the spymaster killing in a cold beautiful way. Your lips chattered as you tried to form words. "Who-" You attempted, but were shushed by the male carrying you.  The last thing you remembered before passing out was the bite of wind and a sound of branches breaking under someone's heavy footfall.  + Rhysand wallowed. He didnt care if he looked like a simpering love sick teenager.. But his brothers were concerned. He hadn't eaten or seen you since he had felt that bond snap into place. His chest constricted at the very thought of you. He flew, in the dead of night. Once he had made sure you were alive and stable he just left, flying and flying without a purpose or a place in mind. He didnt doubt that Azriel knew about it.  The one time he landed, on a high peak overlooking the cool city of Winter Court...he did not get up again. He let the cold winds beat him, until he could no longer feel his toes, his feet. He sat until the overcast skies began darkening. Contemplating if he could kill Kallis himself or wait for you to decide what to do with him. His teeth yearned to tear out his throat himself.  Kallis was the only foreseeable reason Rhys could think of that would have explained why his mate had almost died at the hands of this merciless barren land. There was no way the noble family had just let you run off and... Rhysand shuddered - the thought of the family even being alive hitting home. Azriel hadn't found anything but a bloody trail that night.  His heart raced. A sudden feeling of anxiety loomed over him. He shot into the sky as fast as his stiff body and cold wings let him. Your hand was still wrapped in bandages, and you were sure your hair was a mess as the two wraiths doted on you. They had said nothing, even when you had pleaded with them. They had merely stopped and gotten the healer. She was insisting on using her magic on your neck and head when darkness shaded the room, and there were hurried footsteps up the stairs. The healer shook her head and opened the door, where night and shadows itself stood, staring at you with wide violet eyes filled with stars. Your heart hummed in your chest, and your head spun at his beauty. You knew him without ever meeting him, like a switch you were suddenly - secure. More at home than you'd ever felt in your cold homeland. The breath was stolen from you. His lips parted and he stepped into the room, "May I stay?" He asked, voice raw and charming.  The healer scoffed, returning to your side, placing her hands on your blanketed legs. You nodded at him. "Only if you tell me what is going on." he nodded back, glancing suspiciously towards the healer. "Where is Madja? I sent for her yesterday." He seemed irritated, his jaw clenching. "Madja is still working on your brother after what you did to him." She said in a clipped tone. Rhys' face went a shade red at that. Regret bloomed in his stomach. He sighed, sitting on the floor at the end of the bed burying his head in his hands, exhausted. Your head spun. "There are no stories of you having a brother." You said. His figure moved with a slight chuckle. "Brother in a metaphorical sense. Though they may as well be." He let out a long breath, unhiding his face and pulling a hand through his hair.  "He tried getting me to see reason while I was being...well.. unreasonable."  There was a small tug on your chest towards him, as if he was calling you to be on the floor with him. You wanted to. You wanted to tell him that you wanted to join him too. But you were bound to the bed by exhaustion and the bandages covering you. The healer placed her hand on your knee, a coolness thrumming down your leg into your foot. She tisked in disapproval. "Now you being unreasonable has this one refusing to let me heal her head. Do something about this your highness, I dont believe theres anything wrong but we must be abso-" Rhysand cut her off by holding a single finger up.  She scoffed and left the room, closing the door a bit too hard for normal. You smiled slightly at that, glad to be rid of a healer even for a few minutes.  He blew out a  long breath, avoiding eye contact with you. "What do you remember?" He asked you, eyebrows knitting together. He stared at his feet, like he was trying to piece together a puzzle.  You knew what he meant. You cringed away from the few memories. "It was cold.." You started, shying away from the tingling in your foot at the memory. "Why wont you let the healer try to help?" He asked, not judgemental but more curious than anything. He got up with a tired grunt, and pulled a leather armchair beside you.  Your heart raced at the closeness he presented. You didnt want to imagine what you looked like. Even with Fae healing you knew the tips of your ears may have still been blue from the cold of the wilderness of winter court. "I dont need it. I dont... want the help. I dont see a point to it." You tried your best at a shrug, your arms protesting.  "Your family..." He began. Your heart fluttered, cheeks heating. A headache bloomed in your temples as your brain grasped for memories of the night. Rhysand waited patiently, studying your face. They had screamed and threatened to cut you out of the family dynasty if you refused the marriage. Broken glass and running. No shoes, pain in your lungs from the cold air.  "My sorry excuse for a family left me to die." You growled once you felt steady enough to say.  Head pounding, you took a drink of water from the night stand. "I was meant to marry Kallis' oldest, but when I refused they took issue with it."   "And they tried to kill you.. so you ran?" He asked, his voice strained.  "Not exactly... I cant...." You rubbed your aching head. It felt like you were sick, like you needed a cold bath. Your stomach roiled with the pain.  Concern took over Rhys' features. "I can help." He offered, his hands fisting in the blankets, like he wished he could rip the pain away from you.  "Do whatever" You groaned, sinking back into the pillows. "I dont care anymore." You wanted so badly to just let your body give out in those woods. Let some snow bear find you and be a snack for its cubs. You had no family, no home.. and no status any longer. Your mind seemed to be coated in a dark blanket, relief flowed through you. For the first time his eyes were locked with yours when you looked up. The magnificent depth of them was astounding. His dark brows pulled together, studying your features. There was that tug towards him again. You picked up that thread and tugged back, lazily.  He blinked, taking a sharp breath. Confusion rolled through you, then his voice ripped through your mind like an echo. "I've been waiting for you."

[ickymichi]

INSANE IN THE BRAIN

mafia!aran ojiro x reader

warnings: mafia!au, nsfw dark content, gun play, degradation, unprotected sex,

things to know: again, mafia/timeskip! au, minors dni.

word count: 720

note: this collab was just </3, n i love a good mafia au so i just had to. and it’s my first collab! and this took so long for how short it is m sorry but, enjoy & reblogs are greatly appreciated <3

@iwas-baby crime and punishment collab

when your husband told you that you’d be getting it later, you didn’t think this was what he meant. sure you were due a punishment after your misbehaviour at the latest inarizaki family meeting he brought you to. the toe of your red bottoms constantly toeing at his clothed crotch throughout the duration of the dragged on meeting. his usual spark in those brown eyes gone completely and over taken with a dark lust. letting you know without words that you weren’t getting off the hook.

and staying true to his words, aran had you face down on the expensive mahogany table that once sat all the men you now consider family. your ass up on display for him and in perfect position for his strong hand to come down and leave it hot to the touch. each hit he landed drew a low moan from the back of your throat, you were desperately trying not to show just how much you were actually enjoying your punishment, but with the way he’d smooth his hands over the tender skin, the way his low voice would whisper how much of a dirty bitch you were to be toying with him like that infront all his men.

when the final slap came down you couldn’t hold back the borderline pornagraphic whine that tumbled off your glossed lips.

“oh? so you’re enjoying this huh? how ‘bout i make it just a tad more fun yeah?”

confusion arose through your body but it all got flushed just as quick when you heard him draw something from his belt and the heavy click of the object, the foreign feeling of his gun on the side of your head struck a new type of fear through you. surely he has the safety on, surely he isn’t that insane. surely

“gotta stay still for me angel, wouldn’t want my finger to slip” he ended his sentence by pushing the cold barrel further into your temple, forcing you to let out a whine at the feeling.

you could barley hear the fumbling of his belt coming undone over the sound of your thumping heart, once you felt the tip of his thick cock pushing against your puffy, soaked lips you instinctively pushed back to guide him in. “ah ah, what did i say about moving huh? cant have gone that stupid already, have ya?” aran didn’t let you give an answer before he was pushing himself into your tight hole. the pleasure drawing moans from the both of you. he didn’t stop until the front of his thighs met the back of yours, his free hand rubbing the skin of your exposed hip. “careful now baby, gonna fuck you nice n’ hard so gotta keep still for daddy ‘kay?” you nodded with a hum, purely because you felt as if you couldn’t answer with how much his cock was filling you up.

“please move daddy, need it ‘s bad,”

aran drew his hips back until just the tip of him remained in you, before thrusting back into the hilt and beginning a brutal pace without warning. even if you tried, you wouldn’t be able to stop yourself from moving, the sheer force of his thrusts pushing you against the table. all you could let out was broken sentences, trying desperately to tell aran to slow down just in the slightest. hoping that he’d take the hint you brought your hand behind you to wrap around the thick wrist of his hand on your hip. but aran only took it as an opportunity to dig the gun further into your skin. “ah! daddy, hurts, ple-please stop!” the dark chuckle you heard from behind you caused a shiver to run from your core down your shaking legs. “that’s the whole point angel, this is a punishment silly.”

after what felt like thirty minutes—but was really only three—aran leaned forward so his strong chest was against your slick back, effectively slowing his thrusts slightly, but they were still just as deep.

“it seems like your enjoying this too much angel, how about we make it even better yeah?” not knowing what he cloud mean you lay in pleasure and confusion until the click of the safety coming off ran through your ears. just how insane could this fuckers brain get?.