#anyway. music. its good. i want to make dramatic weird goth metal.
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Blood drooling from my mouth I neeeeeeeeed to get back into making music i neeeed to i do i need to. I fucking. Foaming at the mouth frothing at the mouth i haven't played an instrument in so long.
#jay talkin#ok so see the situation is i am not good at any instrument but i play guitar and bass (and keyboard sometimes) and drums#i have issues with my arm that on top of affecting my ability to draw also severelly impact my ability to play#and i also live with people one of whom works in the room directly below me so im so paranoid about making noise#i cant be loud i cant be disruptive but jesus christ i need to play more often#im not going to get GOOD if i dont PLAY#yeah id have to fix my bass and ahit but. UGH I JUST WANT TO PLAY#WHATS THE POINT OF OWNING AN ELECTRIC GUITAR AN ACOUSTIC GUITAR AND AN ELECTROACOUSTIC BASS IF NOT TO PLAY THEM#i did have an electric drumkit and my dads old 80's synth but ppl all but stole them back away from me so lol. lmao#whatever. i still have my guitars. even if ppl do take them sometimes#ugh really what i need to do is figure out if i can route my guitars through my pc rather than an amp so i can record and mess w that in fl#god. fucking biting my own arms off i wish i lived elsewhere#for more reasons than just the freedom to make music and have ppl not take my shit. but yknow. itd also help that#everybody prayer circle for jay transitioning and moving out in under thirty more years ok. its a longshot but heres hoping#anyway. music. its good. i want to make dramatic weird goth metal.
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