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Damian worried about Dick is so precious that's literally his batman
#so unwell with this chapter#basically dick grayson whump#dick grayson#damian wayne#damian al ghul#batfam#batman#batman wayne family adventures#wayne family adventures#batman wfa#wfa webtoon#nightwing#robin#dc
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mmmmmm read a disciple shen yuan/shizun luo binghe fanfic about two days ago where the first chapter was the Immortal Conference arc, and SQQ was the one who had to be pushed into the abyss (he was still the villain) except Luo Binghe was refusing and was like, lowkey losing his mind about SQQ being so close to the edge. SQQ ended up having to be the one to fall in himself because of the system's punishment system. The rest of the fic is leading up to that moment. But like, MMM i've been obsessively thinking about that first chapter for DAYS ever since.
now i've been in svsss for a grand total of *checks watch* a week. but god obsessed with that. I want to write/read a fic where disciple SQQ goes a little nuts down there. Like keep all of the things that make SQQ, SQQ, but just. Throw in a little bit more trauma in there. A little bit of a mental break. Let him go a little nuts as a treat. Just a tad unhinged. I wanna see him go, just a little, "god fuck it, i've tried so hard to change this shitty story's outcome and it feels like everything i've done has been for nothing. I'm going to die in this world no matter what I do, I've been doomed from the start, so might as well die the way I want to." and he just, breaks a little! Under all the stress.
He still retains the traits that makes shen yuan, shen yuan, like his overwhelming kindness. But he's just! yk. A little less patient. Paranoid. Jumpy. Colder. A little more aloof and closed off. A little more Shen Jiu. He's no asshole child abuser, but he was a Number One Hater in his past life and he's leaning into that old habit a little more now.
(On a totally coincidental not-at-all related note, there's not enough SJ-and-SY-are-the-same-people fics out there that i've found. This is totally unrelated...)
The Endless Abyss turns the mind into an over-sharpened blade, and SQQ is both fascinated and perhaps a little excited to explore a place that doesn't have a lot of info on it in the mortal realm, but still terrified out of his mind. And he's no Luo Binghe, he doesn't have the sheer brute strength and power to just bulldoze his way through, so he has to be a lot more sneaky and cunning if he wants to survive.
The fic itself role-swapped LBH and SQQ so that SQQ was the half-demon (which lowkey fucks) and LBH the human, but I'm equally-if-not-more obsessed with the idea that LBH remains the half-heavenly demon and SQQ the human. If only because I keep thinking about SQQ befriending some demons (particularly and specifically a group of succubi) and they grow very attached to this Human Cultivator so through magic plot stuff they create some kind of seal/illusion/talisman that makes SQQ appear as a demon because a human cultivator in the endless abyss may as well be the equivalent of putting a giant neon target on your back.
And iirc Shen Jiu was taught demonic cultivation by that one guy(?? i've only been here a week so im not caught up in ALL of the lore yet) so that could totally happen here.
(On the other end of the realms, poor Shizun Luo Binghe is just. losing his fucking mind over losing his most precious and beloved disciple. About .5 seconds from burning down the peaks himself. somebody sedate him.)
The Endless Abyss sucks and SQQ is having a really terrible time and can feel himself going lowkey mad, but also holy shit look at all this WORLD-BUILDING. look at all this flora and fauna, and oh if he had the equipment for it he'd be writing all of this down. ALL OF IT. He was kinda-sorta-already planning on never leaving the Abyss as some sort of fucked up self-exile and self-preservation thing, but now he might? actually just?? never leave if he can help it, like he lowkey likes it down here.
anyways the next time anyone ever sees SQQ again he's got hair so long its almost touching the ground and he's either in rags and half-feral or he's been completely dolled up by his adoptive succubi sisters and still about three seconds from biting anyone who tries to touch him. (he's also lowkey trying to book it back down to the abyss even if he has desperately missed all of his friends and shizun)
#mxtx svsss#svsss au#scum villian self saving system#shen qingqiu#shen yuan#luo binghe#disciple shen yuan#scum villain#svsss#*points at SQQ/SY* i want him to go nuts. as a treat. let him crumble just a little over the stress of his fate and the stress of survival#and the stress of having a lack of autonomy over a handful of his decisions. starry craves angst and she craves a very specific SQQ angst#he was a number 1 hater back in the day and lbr being a hater takes energyyyy. ive heard that this man was the BIGGEST hater i wanna#see him rip a man to shreds with nothing but his tongue and a voice that could cut marble clean in half. skin a man alive sqq you deserve i#*mortal kombat voice* FINISH HIM#i love without-a-cure but unfortunately i dont think SQQ would be able to have WAC and also survive in the abyss.#the succubi nest that adopted him tried seducing him at first. it didn't work. but he did somehow charm them with his cringefail ways#so now they have a brand new mortal big/little brother to dote on. SQQ is frankly delighted to learn all about succubi culture that doesnt#revolve around sex. he makes quite a few friends/allies in the abyss because of his pure fascination and unbiased desire to learn about#demonic culture and all the different niches and nuances of it across species. he's still going insane tho. like that's not stopping.#there's a single LBH pov chapter in the fic and its frankly so unhinged it was fantastic. he's so possessive. he straight up goes:#'oh SQQ isnt gonna be the next peak lord. he's ascending to heaven with me when i do :)' when Sha Hualing (also peak lord) told him that he#couldn't keep his disciple in the bamboo house all the time. what was SQQ gonna do when LBH ascends and he becomes the new peak lord?#gosh that first chapter is rotating around in my mind so bad. LBH was SO unwell. like losing his actual shit over SQQ near the edge.#i so want to write a oneshot abt this where SQQ is also in hysterics (albeit over slightly diff reasons) and tells LBH on his knees:#'this disciple deeply apologizes to his shizun. for he will not be ascending to the heavens with him.' right before he falls into the abyss#this au being disciple SY is for shits and giggles but i can also see it happening for regular SQQ bc 'fuck it im a dead man either way'#frothing at the mouth at this idea also being a SY-is-SJ au too. for the extra angst of SQQ trying to bear the weight of multiple lives on#his shoulders and trying to figure out what is real and what isn't and if he's meant to suffer in all of his lives no matter what he does.#not once in his life has he ever been free to do what he likes has he? self-hatred to the max. he's going mad. poor boy :]
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save me from the fires of hell.
#TWSB SPOILERS#when the third wheel strikes back#서브 남주가 파업하면 생기는 일#twsb#MY ART#섭남파업#inspired by the events of post-chapter 301 and Cédric’s recounting in 648 :')#cédric riester#jesse venetiaan#jung yeseo#christelle de sarnez#cedjesschris#SOOKYM PLS PAY FOR MY THERAPY#i cant believe the only way Chris could save Ced was to wash him over with the remnants of Jesse's ether love and happiness#TFW YOU HAVE NOTHING ELSE TO LOSE BUT THE THING THAT BRINGS U BACK IS THE PERSISTING LOVE OF THE PPL AROUND YOU 😭😭#i love them sm im so UNWELL they are SOULMATES#(LITERALLY LMAO IYKYK)#twsb spoilers chapter 301+
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Tired: Rise!Splinter is a neglectful and awful father who doesn’t care about his kids >:(
Wired: Rise!Splinter’s negligence comes from a place of deep trauma that he’s carried with him his whole life – losing his mother, having been betrayed by the love of is life, being imprisoned and forced to fight for his life, used as an experiment and subsequently being mutated and losing his whole identity as a person – and while it certainly doesn’t excuse his behavior, there is no doubt that this man loves his sons fiercely despite his own shortcomings and perhaps it is exactly that love and care that causes him to keep his children at arms length in hopes to spare them his family’s cursed legacy that grooms them into martyrs and are thus destined to die young, a sacrifice for the greater good that Splinter is never willing to make even if it means forfeiting the world to the Shredder. Splinter’s journey of fatherhood began by being completely unprepared as a fresh young single father of four young children that depend on him to survive and there is no surprise he’s hit almost every bump there possibly is when raising a child but never in his life has Splinter ever blamed or resented his children in any way – he is not perfect and he’s aware and he tries to do better all because he loves his kids this fucking much bc despite all the shit he’s been through, those kids made him realize that he can try again. to dismiss him as an awful father is a gross mischaracterization of a deeply traumatized man of color who evidently tried his fucking hardest not to pass on the hurt onto his own children while grappling with his own demons and the crushing destiny of his family’s blood line that took away his mother.
#rottmnt#hamato yoshi#hamato splinter#turtle files: meta#guys i am so unwell about him#he's literally so!! i love he!!!#this guy's been to hell and back and yet!! and yet!! here is still!!#HERE IS STILL!! RAISING KIDS!!#HE KNOWS FUCK ALL BUT THEY DEPEND ON HIM AND THAT IS ENOUGH#i need to lie down#i am literally so [starts wailing sobbing crying]#the next omo chapter's gonna be a doozy boys#anyway dont mind me#teh number one splinter defender#KSJSJKBDBKJDBJKF#I JUST FEEL A LOT ABOUT HIM OKAY#as someone who comes from an asian family with generational trauma...#bro. BRO.
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genuinely can't get over how this panel is like an honest to god fanfic premise but better because it's ACTUALLY canon. they really did just lock eyes across a battlefield and time slowed down. horikoshi what the fuck kind of fruity shit is this. i am in ur fucking WALLS
#mha manga spoilers#bakugou katsuki x midoriya izuku#bakudeku#bkdk#bnha bkdk#i am so unwell over them#WHAT THE FUCK WAS TBIS CHAPTER???#i feel like i need to get sedated i am STILL thinking about this panel#the amount of brainrot i feel rn...#my hero academia#bnha#bnha 403#mha 403
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This fic has consumed my entire brain atp 🤭🤭
⚠️Chapter 21 Spoilers!⚠️
AHHHHHHH
ITS AMAZING THANK YOU WAAAAAAAA 😭😭😭🩵💗💖💓💕💞🩵💗💞‼️
#the chain burnmarks IM UNWELL 😭😭😭‼️#and I love his new yellow stripes SO COOL#he’s so Tragic I LOVE HIM#AHHHHH 😭🩵✨💓🩵💗💞🩵😭😭🩵💖‼️#sobbing thank u so much#tnv asks#pastel prattling#tnv fanart#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#the neon void tmnt#rottmnt#the neon void#tmnt fanfiction#tnv tmnt#rottmnt fanfiction#TNV Final Chapters Spoilers
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hello lovely people in the tbhk fandom! how are we all doing today?
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Great! So in the chapter 112 leaks, we see this panel with shijima!
here she is! our favorite supernatural artist, looking perfectly alive and healthy! so pretty!
Unlike the other students, she's not wearing a uniform, or a tracksuit like Aoi is. Instead, she's dressed like an adult. I would say a teacher. (also shes lowkey buff now look at her arms) Anyways, she seems really tall, and she's holding a clipboard.
In addition, the students near her are holding up a poster they made, and they look really proud of it. You know what teacher I would show a poster I made to first? an art teacher.
Shijima died years ago, so her current age makes sense, becuase in this reset world, she probably didn't die. (thank god because shes so pretty ajwhgskajshg)
Anyways yeah Shijima is the art teacher at the school. Thank you for coming to my TedTalk.
im gonna try not to talk about anything else because if i do i might start sobbing
#chapter 112 has made me so unwell#i cant even express it#idk if this theory is correct#but like i think it is#please add to this if you have more evidence!!!!#tbhk#toilet bound hanako kun#tbhk 112#jshk 112#jshk#jibaku shounen hanako kun#mei shijima#tbhk theory
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something something I didn't finish but it's still special
#pennywise#pennywise the dancing clown#itmovie#it chapter one#it chapter two#it 2017#it#pennywise the clown#girl dinner#hes so nasty#we are all unwell down here?
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i feel like a fish in the wilderness.
nalu has overtaken my brain and nothing can stop this madness. i've read every fic i could find, saved every fanart, rewatched several episodes, downloaded edits, and it's still not enough. it's never enough. i need new nalu content or i will light myself on fire.
#i need fic recs basically#things are so bad i started reading fanfics again. crazy.#but also!!!! 100yq is almost 200 chapters and there's still no nalu development i am seething#i miss fairy tail so much#i miss nalu!!!!!!!!#i need more of them i am extremely unwell#how am i pushing mid 20's and the two of them still haven't kissed i am going to cry#mashima u twat!#fairy tail#fairy tail 100 yq#natsu x lucy#nalu
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I'm getting anxious now that I can sense Sukuna's death drawing near. I hope Gege gives him a decent death—one that is gentle, and not humiliating. (Even if he doesn't deserve it)
I hope he gets to meet Gojo one last time.
Imagine Satoru playfully mocking him for losing to Yuji, and Sukuna simply gives him that soft look (TM) while saying that the damage he dealt him is the only reason they were able to succeed asdfghkdfht
#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#ryomen sukuna#gojo satoru#sukugo#my post#I'm unwell#I'm mourning him already#I thought Sukuna died for a sec when I saw the leaks today and I got so upset lmao#my heart started beating fast and shit that can't be normal😭#I don't think I've ever simped for a character this hard...#he mentioned gojo this chapter too gege you can't keep doing this#please let them reunite#If Yuji is the one to teach him love I swear..#I love Yuji but c'mon love was brought up for god knows how many times ONLY during the Sukugo fight and Sukuna keeps thinking about Gojo#Gojo is Sukuna's Geto I said what I said
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i love the bsd fandom and all the theories
[sobbing violently, covered in blood, crawling away]
#i will never emotionally recover from this fandom#the body snatching theory is eating me alive#i am so unwell plz#if anything happens to sigma or nikolai i will SOB#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#bsd chapter 114#fyodor dostoyevsky count your days
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TWSB 805화
My Earth, my Moon, my Sun.
(I'll be waiting for you to come and find me again.)
#TWSB SPOILERS#Ga-in admitting that shes someone who cannot live without him.....#when the third wheel strikes back#I JUST WANT CYC TO BE HAPPY 😭😭😭#cedyeschris#Christelle de Sarnez#Ham Ga-in#Jung Yeseo#Cédric Riester#twsb#섭남파업#서브 남주가 파업하면 생기는 일#MY ART#“twsb is not a romance novel” and yet CJC's relationship built on trust reverence love and companionship exists#THEYRE THE SOULMATES TO EVER SOULMATE#UHRGEGGDHDHHH THEY PROMISED TO FIND HIM IN THE OTHER WORLD 😭😭😭😭😭#YESEO SAID HE'LL BE WAITING..... IM SO UNWELL#THE CLIFFHANGER OF THIS CHAPTER WAS SO EVIL#Yeseo calling Ga-in his continent and earth..... a sparkling jewel that holds all his memories together....#Cédric reverently kissing the back of Yeseo's hand.........#im so devastated my guys#twsb fanart
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I was kinda expecting the "Lilia was in love with Meleanor," but then TWST went even further and hit us with the "he was also in love with Levan (more or less)" and the "of course he would learn to love Malleus, he was created by the only two people Lilia had already loved" and I feel insane???
also there's something about Lilia saying "I don't know what it is like to love someone" and then proceeding to demonstrate the extent of "on purpose, I will love you on purpose" with both Malleus (the son of those he loved) and Silver (the son of his enemy)
#twisted wonderland#twst#twst jp#twst spoilers#Diasomnia spoilers#Diasomnia Chapter spoilers#okay they do not explicitly say 'Lilia was in love *with* Levan' but they DO say he LOVED HIM#and no they did not say anything like 'yeah he loved him *as a brother*'#Meleanor compared them to a married couple. So there's that.#the fact that he was an orphan and said he didn't know about parental love. and then proceeded to raise TWO sons. I'm unwell#kay shouts into the void#is this coherent idk I haven't slept
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quick sketches of him being my comfort character bc I can't function rn-
#jjk#jjk satoru#jjk gojo#satoru gojo#jjk doodles#my art uwu#im so unwell after chapter 261#261 is fake its not real#its all i can do to doodle him as trans now its how i find comfort 🥺💔
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Some Chuuya expressions from this chapter
#look at the cat part 2#he's my beloved#hoshikawa draws him so expressive im so :( <3 i love he#my entire gallery is the new chapter now#gosh im so mentally unwell#bsd fifteen#bsd chuuya
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Next chapter of Palmarosa is written AND edited for once, so ideally will go up Friday!
#palmarosa#thespectaclesofthor#we have a dog going to the vet tomorrow#for pain meds and#he may be a very unwell little guy indeed#so friday is like sdalkfsa 'if all goes well'#but all should go well#oh i also have a doctor's appt tomorrow for me#literally we drive me to the doctors and then we drive the dog to the doctors#ANYWAY klsdafjsa when i tell you the cascade of feelings i have re: astarion and raphael and finally getting this ritual started#i've already started chapter 32
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