#aisha rambles

[cosmickoshi]

If we don't get to see this animated I'm going to be LIVID.

[scintillasofbeomgyu]

i just want beomgyu to put his head in my lap so i can run my fingers through his hair and listen to him talk 😔

[princessefemmelesbian]

I have this unspoken personal rule about "no boys on the lesbian blog" whenever I'm reblogging a post to one of my three blogs and obviously I don't always(or NEED TO) follow through on that rule(sometimes I reblog posts about the lgbt community that have to do with guys--trans guys and gay guys, for instance--and it's fine imo), but other times I'll reblog something like fanart of a male character or an m/m ship that I really don't want to go onto this blog for Reasons but I have like three of these bitches and it's hard to keep track of what I reblog to which one all the time so I'll accidentally reblog it to this blog instead of the other two and I'll go in my head "NO NO SCRATCH THAT WHAT ARE YOU DOING AISHA?!?!?! Haven't you heard? NO BOYS on the lesbian blog!!!" ofc it's not always a problem it's just a funny thing my brain sometimes does lmfao.

[needlepointgrizzly]

actually last reblog got me thinking and we really have not given Aisha her flowers enough over how she shot the hookup and the morning after. She had a logistics issue: the actors, for whatever reason (😶), aren't comfortable doing much intimate contact. So she has them work with what they are comfortable doing - mostly manhandling - and uses blocking and dim lighting to obscure how mouths are not making contact. And it works! The way she shot it helps to sell the hookup as impulsive, messy, but still fun

But where it really all comes together for me is how she shoots the aftermath. Buck wakes up alone on a bare mattress and heads into the morning light of the bright white kitchen, and that's where all the illusions are burned away. The truth about the third party between them comes out. And I just love the craft of that! She takes the practical reality that the hookup has to be shot as darkly as possible to make it look right on screen, and turns that limit into a powerful visual metaphor for their entire relationship. They only worked in the dark. Once everything's illuminated they can't hide from that fact anymore.

In conclusion: AISHA HINDS 💐🌻🌹🪻🌷🌸🏵️🌺🌼🪷🎍🥀

[aashiqeddiediaz]

the implication of the line “i was using him as a distraction so i didn’t have to feel alone” exactly right after eddie left implies that eddie is one of the biggest reasons buck feels LESS alone or even just. part of something that’s just his, something where he doesn’t have to play a role to be welcomed warmly, and all the little tidbits they revealed implied that buck and eddie spend literally all their time together doing fun and silly best friend things…and then immediately trying to do an activity he and eddie do together with ravi? jumping into bed with someone else just to feel close to someone? all to try and replicate that kind of intimacy with anyone….kinda makes you think about the sheer number of intimate layers of buck and eddie’s relationship, ones that far surpass physical distance

[olidolliart]

hello again everyone ✨ just finished aisha a few hours ago hehe

I had soooooo much fun painting the boots and the outfit!!! I really like this piece, it's so glittery and fun :) tell me, who should I draw next?? I was thinking about musa maybe...

~also, slightly unrelated, I'm rewatching my little pony from the beginning and I got some tinkerbell books, so you may expect art of them in the near future :) I might even do crossovers?? like mlp characters as winx fairies or something!!

ok I'm rambling too much I'm sorry

✨ BACK TO THE ART ✨

[jdorian]

okay, but in the cameo Lou had the medal around his neck... do we think Buck will put his medal into Tommy's neck??

[livingincolorsagain]

hey can i just say. im so happy buddie canon started in an episode directed by aisha hinds. it makes it even more special for me

[cosmickoshi]

This is canonically the most murderous member of the ADA by the way.

[scintillasofbeomgyu]

the face of a girl who’s seen too many beomgyu and jay edits today

[mahou-furbies]

I thought that a Miss Winx contest could be fun to do, since with only six characters it would be way easier than handling 100 megucas and they all have an outfit for each category. But man looking at the Aishas side by side is rough...

[chronicowboy]

just cannot stop thinking about masks... episode 705 you don't know me, buck's first episode knowing and embracing his queerness, all of it completely wrapped up in eddie, every single moment of it just eddie, eddie, eddie but still called you don't know me. episode 805 masks, a whole season later, when there should be absolutely nothing between them left unsaid at all but maybe, maybe there's even more now than there was before, maybe they just swapped one mask for another....

[pinkdreamcollectorsworld]

People tend to ask me, and not very nicely

"Sarah, why do you have an active tumblr account? Isn't there weird shit and even more weird people on there?"

I mean, yea 😅 kinda the point.

Tumblr, for me is a space where I can speak freely. I can be myself freely without judgment from the outside world, my friends, my family, or anyone who i make aware of this account. Which I've decided not to.

Its my secret safe space to geek out, obsess, laugh, cry, yell, at different things and people that occupy my brain on a rotating clock that never ends.

Its the place where I can post shit like this, and no one blinks an eye, or asks questions about if "one random person or group of people who you'll never meet" is really that important to my growth as an adult. And the answer is yes. I look up to the majority of people I obsess over. They all are at different places in thier careers and I can turn to one or the other for different insights on things.(hope that makes sense) Some of them have even been around for a hot minute. They are the people I want to be when I'm their age.

Its a place where I can find life changing fandoms who make the world seem a lot less scary than it actually is.

Its my outlet for when I run out of reasons to not end it all. And there's a hefty list of reasons. When I can't drag myself out of the dark pit I occasionally find myself in.

Its the first place I look to when I know there's something major happening and I need to yell about it in my tags.

Its the place where I find most of my fav fanfictions for all the different fandoms im in.

Its the place I can yell "ARM" in my tags and other people get what I mean (I'm looking at you, Eric Bogosian)

So thank you, tumblr.

Thanks for being my outlet <3

[salty-autistic-writer]

Yeah, ok. Due to the things, I see about this episode here and on twt which might be true or not, I am closing anons for the time being ...

[getouyuri]

you had jaw surgery?? COULDNT EAT????? you’re so strong I could never do that even if it was necessary

I didn’t think I could do it either but two years later and I’m fine so #AISHAWIN #AISHASWEEP

the surgery and recovery were so brutal that by day 3 I was crying and asking everyone if I could reverse the surgery somehow fuvkdkabfn 😭😭 they had to load me upppp on heavy duty narcotics and I was constantly taking prescribed pain medications + prescribed nose spray since the surgery made chunks of blood come out of my nose for two weeks 😇 everything was beating my ass black and blue… and speaking of black and blue whewwwww I was SO bruised and swollen for months

AND YEAH I. I couldn’t eat that was easily the worst part aside from the pain ofc 🚶🏽‍♀️ 6 weeks of a purely liquid diet. my jaw was wired shut so I could baaaarely open my teeth and when I tried to drink ANYTHING it was a disaster. I couldn’t feel my lips or tongue either cos of the stuff they used to numb me PLUSSSSS my nerves were gone & growing back so I fr couldn’t feel where my spoons/cups were… I was making messes constantly it was awful 😭😞

when I was finally cleared to eat again I was Very Adventurous and tried to eat a burger (I had to cut it up…) cos I craved it the entire 6 weeks and bawled my eyes out cos chewing was torture and I couldn’t feel my tongue etc etc you get the gist

the terrible recovery process was worth it tho!! I got the surgery mainly for health reasons and admittedly partially cos I Hated how my chin looked fuckkfkshejfjs so double jaw surgery saved my ass

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[jdorian]

I love them, your honour