#so now i’m trying to take a nap
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if you wanna know me here’s two fags
#/ref#a bo burnham reference to be exact#boygenius#jucy#julien baker#lucy dacus#i’m sorry about this but i can’t sleep unless i post it#also it’s 3pm and i’m the sickest i’ve been in years#i woke up at 6 and couldn’t sleep again#so now i’m trying to take a nap#but i haven’t taken a nap since kindergarten so it’s tough#anyway goodnight loves#also quick shoutout to my brother: i hate you🥰
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random kind strangers at the vet covered $400 of chinchilla healthcare today. 🙏😭
#my mom & i didn’t have to pay a cent#she’s taking him home now with meds to see if that helps#and we’ll keep an eye and see how it goes#but Jesus fucking Christ.#i am so grateful for random kind strangers today.#like. that is unbelievably generous.#the receptionist & some person in the waiting room split the cost#so the little guy could get the help he needed.#very fuckin grateful.#idk where this ends up still. in a few days or a few weeks#but. it appears. no chinchilla funeral today.#i’m gonna try to nap and reset my vibes. and then go see my mom etc.#what a day already. and it’s not even noon.#izzy.txt
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the prednisone was mean to me overnight :(
#marzi speaks#probs bc i have a family member flying down today#to help make sure i’m not alone while my parents take a weekend trip to [OTHER CITY IN OUR STATE]#so i’m likely anxious abt that or smth#still it SUCKSSS#stayed up too late which gave it time for a mood swing so i went to bed kinda just sad and longing#then woke up at 4 am in a puddle of my own sweat (thank you steroid hot flashes)#and like. also mildly convinced i was about to start a new infusion and had to do specific prep for that#like i was in the damn hospital again#which. in hindsight is probably a trauma response. hm#but anyways by the time i went to the bathroom and my brain understood that the Wet on my back was sweat and not my own blood#i was able to go back to sleep. until around 7 am#tried to go back to sleep. got maybe another hour. saying fuck it and just getting up now#i’ll try to take a nap later#sighhh. ups and downs ups and downs#i’ll figure it out or whatever. but it is a little annoying#this isn’t exactly a vent but i don’t want anyone rbing it so
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have the most evil tummyache in the world rn. and what’s worse i have to wake up at 8am. does not sit right with me 😐
#if that motherfucker from the district office who’s visiting my store tomorrow has anything to say to me i’ll kill him#do not even tryyyyyy to hit me with a ‘why are you guys so behind on shipment?’ i’ll rip out your spine.#mfs will hate on us for being behind in shipment but not want to get real and open some boxes themselves…. yeah. what i thought bitch#soooooo looking forward to the couch nap i’m about to take tomorrow at 5pm…. woah#guy who hasn’t even slept for the night yet looking forward to tomorrow’s nap 😐#that nap is gonna be the only thing getting me up at 8am seriously#would have been nice if i could have fallen asleep in the past 4 hours while i’ve been in this goddamn bed though#guess i’ll keep trying. harder now with this evil tummyache though!!!
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HERE I AM ONCE AGAIN!!!(feeling lost but now and then)
anyways!!
THE NEW CHAPTER WAS SO AMAZINGLY BEAUTIFUL YET SO AMAZINGLY CHAOTIC AT THE SAME TIME
FIRST OF ALL, SUKUNA MAKES AN APPEARANCE?!?! THE FACT THAT HE CAME INTO A STORY BC THEY DECIDED TO USE A OUJIA BOARD IS SO FUNNY TO ME. ALSO THEM DESTROYING THE CAFE???? I WAS TRYING SO HARD TO NOT LAUGH WHILE I WAS READING IT AT 12AM
SECONDLY, NATAILIA IS AN ICON FOR TAKING CARE OF MORBID MANDY!!! HUAK TUAH GIRL 2.0
AND LASTLY, SAVING THE BEST FOR LAST,,, THE DANCING!!!!!! HIM REACHING HIS HAND OUT AND THEN SAYING IT WAS Y/N WHO ASKED TO DANCE BC HE WAS EMBARRASSED. Y/N UNKNOWINGLY GETTING JEALOUS AFTER HEARING MEGUMI WAS DANCING WITH ANOTHER GIRL!!! FURTHER PROVING MY POINT THAT YAIL BY TAYLOR SWIFT IS THEIR SONG!!!!
IT ALSO REMINDS ME OF THAT ONE TIKTOK SOUND WHERE ITS GOES
"And there she was, holding hands with Bryce. My Bryce!"
"Less than 20 feet away from me was Juli. My Juli."
LIKE ITS LITERALLY THEM😭😭��😭
ANYWAYS THATS ALL I HAD TO SAY THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS BLESSING OF A CHAPTER IT WAS SO GOOD😝😝🫶🫶
liar, liar masterlist here:
HIIII, i wait for these analytical messages every time and you never disappoint!
amazingly beautiful + amazingly chaotic is correct. that’s exactly the vibe i was going for 🫡
i hate sukuna was a PASSION, y’know. like a PASSION. i do NAWT fw that four armed tarantula THING, but he’s literally such a menace, it’s the perfect addition to the story 😭 he can take spot no.2 for menace (y/n’s sitting at no.1 on the podium). i’m so glad it was funny enough for you to mention it!
HUAK TUAH — DKMMM 😭 mandy is based on a real life person. do with that info what you will (i hate herrrrr). stan natalia for giving her what she deserved.
yeah, according to megumi, he never asked her to dance (which, yk, isn’t a complete lie. he never ASKED her to dance). he tells everyone that she forced him (and everyone collectively believes him over her bc of her heinous reputation of lying).
that’s an interesting take you’ve got there. i kinda wrote y/n’s reaction to be more of a surprised one than a jealous one. like, ‘my childhood best friend megumi fushiguro who-hates-it-when-the-sun-shines-a-little-too-bright-and-absolutely-detests-watching-couples-do-PDA-in-front-of-him is dancing with someone?’ type of reaction. i mean, her first thought after that was to try and embarrass him (getting yuji to record it) quite like her reaction to hana liking him during middle school. but i like hearing alternative points, it makes writing more fun 🤭
oh they’ll get their flipped moment. they will.
they won’t.
will they? 👀
TYSM FOR YOUR SUPER KIND LONG BEAUTIFUL ANALYSIS. I NEED TO HEAD BACK TO STUDYING ‘CAUSE THIS WAS TOO GOOD AND I’M GETTING DISTRACTED BUT I’LL ADD MY RANDOM COMMENTS IN THE TAGS LATER, LOVE YOUUUU ❤️🩹❤️🩹❤️🩹
#okay wait i’m editing the tags now several hours after#miffysmittens always coming in clutch#i wish everyone on the planet was as nice as miffysmittens#cutie pie#LMFAO why did ‘cutie with a bootie’ tag come up HELLO? 😭#anywaysss#her analysis is always on point#i find them so interesting to read#like yes so and analyse my work and send me back ur thoughts like the genius that you areee#i’m so tired so i’m gonna take a nap and try and lucid dream every single one of you#😀#megumi x reader#megumi fushiguro x reader#fushiguro megumi x reader#fushiguro megumi x y/n#megumi x y/n#liar liar asks!
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#oh the joys of waking up at 4am to write a meta-sort-of-ficlet just to prove a point to myself#it’s almost 8am now and I am pissed#I’ve written an entire meta for a chapter I will not post possibly for another 6 months?? am I insane??#the chapter is written already and I was trying to figure out how long I wanted the end notes to be#then I fell asleep and YGG herself came knocking on my door saying: hey bitch time for yapping#so yap I did#for almost 4 fucking hours I yapped by myself on ao3 drafts#I’m glad I did bc I needed to get it out of my system but now I’m missing at least an entire ophour of sleep D:#*hour#so :)#:)#I’m gonna do a bad thing :)#and take a morning nap :)#since I went to vote alright yesterday :)#so I don’t have to leave the house :)#unless my family comes to wake me up 😔#they don’t know I’ve been awake since 4am D:#just a little nap I promise >_>#I’ll update you on how long I’ll have been conked off I promise#bye peeps! have a great day :)#sneaky niki
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#just got out of class and trying to figure out something to do other than my unhealthy coping shit#I don’t want to go take a nap cause I know I’ll sleep for the next few hours and waste my day#and now that I’m trying to quit smoking idk what to do#normally I’d sit back and pack a bowl and relax#but I’m trying to focus on my emotions and if I’m numbing most of them it’s not gonna work too well#but what else is there to do lol#not like I have a place to go to chill at home or play video games or something#I’ll try to paint but I have a feeling I’m going to end up packing my bowl#the urge to take a nap is SO STRONG OMG#there’s this idk I’m guessing teen baseball group#and they are playing only girl and I wanna get out of my car and start dancing 😂😂😂#shut up rosie
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Me, yesterday, 5:30 PM: wow I’m honestly doing so great at my adult tasks; I’ve gotten some homework done, I went grocery shopping, my laundry is almost dry. I spent so many spoons and I barely feel tired! Maybe I’m finally fully recovering from burnout!
Me, yesterday, 6:00 PM: oh.
#turns out that I was not drawing from an unlimited spoon supply when I spent spoons so fast#and instead was overdrawing#because at 5:59 I thought ‘oh you know I’m a bit tired I should lay down’#and then spent almost six hours in Nap Hell as I laid down too tired to get up and take my sleep meds#but also not really sleeping consistently. like dozing except I didn’t want to.#woke up ~11:50 and apparently sent some very misspelled messages to my friends#took sleep meds. and then passed out until morning.#so… I’ve learned something here. such as ‘even if you feel fine. you know you’re spending too many spoons. slow down.’#I’m gonna try to go to bed early tonight too#and just. rest. bc I know Thursday is going to be a lot for me bc of my ASL class.#just gotta get these labs done first#the exhaustion is partially also my fault bc instead of going to bed after getting home from the airport#I did in fact go straight to DND and played until midnight because DND is Monday nights now.#but in my defense. I had napped on the plane. so I didn’t feel v tired.#but yeah I shouldn’t have done that bc that meant I was operating on a Significant Sleep Deficit yesterday and still had a lot of tasks#that absolutely could not wait. I needed food bc I didn’t have any in the house and needed laundry bc all my wearable clothes were dirty.#and I’d been in class since 9:30AM and went straight to the store from my last class and then straight to laundry after putting away grifos#and STILL FORGOT TO GET GAS#it’s fine I’ll get some today after chemistry or smth on the way home
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omg I felt SO nauseous last night I can’t believe how early I fell asleep
#🧚🏽♀️ — luxe chit chat#it was meant to be a nap but I slept for…#7 hours? which is quite a lot for me LMAO#it’s only 5am right now though YUCK#I still don’t feel 100% :(((#idk if I’m getting sick or if I ate something bad#maybe putting my desk up with my back problems wasn’t the best idea 🥲#who knows but I’m gonna take it easy for sure today#I think I’m gonna play some HSR and then maybe read and see if I can get some more sleep#I hope ur all well I’m sorry I’ve been so quiet recently#I wuv u all v v much <333#I’ll try and get some new writing done this week too hehehe
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signs i’m actually recovering: i wanna get high so bad
#marzi speaks#also i’m feeling physically stronger and such. yanno#i’m not actually gonna get high today bc that’d be a bad idea while i’m still in recovery#but the fact that i Want To is a good sign#for now i’m trying to finish this high-nutrient smoothie and take a nap#so i can confirm the death of the migraine
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I wish I had friends near meeeeeee to distract me from my brainnnnnnnnnn
#need to talk to anyone irl who isn’t related to me or dating my mom or my therapist#anyone else near me please I’m losing my mind#nature isn’t healing me sleeping in a fully dark room all day isn’t healing me how do I magically fix this without having to put any work#into it oh I can’t oh u have to do the work okay how do I do that. therapy once a week. oh. okay. yup.#can I speedrun it? oh no? I can’t. oh damn. okay fine whatever. therapy once a week. AND I HAVE TO ACTUALLY LISTEN AND DO WHAT SHE SAYS. bro#what the hell okay fine#well here I am !!!!! where is the fixing where is the feeling better I feel like all I do is stir up all these touch emotions from every#part of my life at once and then she sends me off to rot for week before I come back and talk again#I just feel like I’m losing it!!!!! and ik it’s extra bad bc birthday countdown is on in my brain and im stressed and i feel like a huge#fuck up that can never be fixed and like I will die having done nothing with my life except weigh other people down and so exhausting and my#brain won’t ever shut up like yes I get it years and years and years of built up shit that I never properly dealt with and still hold blame#for constantly and I feel like I will never be fixed like I CANT be fixed like this is a losing battle and I just am struggling today man#idk what I was saying I just took my morning weed hit to try and relax my back a little and now my brain is like scrambled eggs#which is good that means it’s working#I’m gonna try to take a nap maybe cause I only slept four hours and it was like choppy thru the night and then maybe I’ll go to the lake#later I’ve been feeling the need to be in a body of water recently
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i still want to take a nap 😭🙏
#but it’s now 8 pm. no longer napping time.#and i don’t feel like waking up at like. 4 am#☹️#ughhhhhh#i should drink tea and shit so i can actually go to bed#but i kinda want to see if anything chaotic happens right at the start of the ebg tbh……… idk if it will but i want to be here if it Does#ok i’m gonna try to take a nap nvm im tired
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People really need to stop inviting themselves over to my dorm and then just not leaving like bro I have stuff to do and it’s weird if you’re gonna just sit on the spare bed for literally five fucking hours
#art catastrophe#shit post#okay let me explain#i have this friend who has now made a habit of showing up and inviting himself into my room#my roommate is probably not fond of this and neither am I cause it’s been going on for three weeks#but niether of us can say no to him cause we’re both cursed to be people pleasers#one time I was in a really bad mood and wanted to take a nap to cure my anger and I thought surely he would leave if I went to bed#but I woke up two hours later and there he was????#he’s not friends with my roommate btw so it was probably weird for her but it was especially weird for me cause he like…. stayed????#while I was sleeping????#i dragged him to a bookshop cause that’s what I wanted to do today and he complained the entire time and wanted to go back to my room#but it was still a nice walk and we hung out so I was like#the excursion is over we will go out separate ways now#he went back to my room#and I was like okay bro well I’m not talking to ya cause I’ve got shit to read#and I hoped he’d get bored and leave but it’s been three hours now#and he’s still here#so in total it’s been five hours today and I’m like trying to come up with excuses to get him out of here#like you’re my friend but bro pls
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I get on my computer. No urge to write and I just watch youtube and multitask. I go to lay down and pull out my phone and suddenly I can write but no multitasking. Full attention
#and right when I was gonna try to sleep too smh#it’s 12:45 am here#this is what I get for taking a nap earlier sigh#in the morning I’ll be throwing shit in the q so yeah#also will do formatting and junk then#as for now I’m not getting up lol
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everything is happening all the time and I’m having a 6 hour long anxiety attack and trying not to turn into the biggest bitch to ever exist because of it so yeah
#trying to do work is making me more stressed and taking a break from the work is making me more stressed and every tiny inconvenience is so#so big and frustrating and insurmountable right now#like I’m fine but also I’m having a shitty time but I’m gonna get through it but I’m gonna lose my shit but it’ll be fine don’t worry#I just need to like. Take a nap about it but I’m so stressed that I won’t be able to fall asleep yknow#there’s no solution except to get thru it the shitty way#so yeah whatever
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Since last night I’ve rewatched season one twice back to back because…frankly because it’s Monday and I’m trying to procrastinate the pile of writing I should be doing 🫣. No regrets tho because it was a little master class in genre. The second time I dissected the directing and on the third viewing, I focused on the writing and the acting.
This is one of the Top 5 Sci-Fi shows of the last decade. Hands down. No doubt. It’s top-tier speculative fiction with some of the most sublime worldbuilding and exceptional near-future tech/VFX work I’ve seen. Every penny spent on this was put to good use. If we don’t get a season two, there’s gonna be a situation between Bezos and me.
#AND NO I HAVENT WATCHED HDM YET BECAUSE FUCKING…THE EPISODES HAVENT HIT TORRENTS?????#AND ITS BEEN ALMOST TWO DAYS ON THIS SIDE OF THE WORLD NOW I DONT GET IT#AND MY VPN ISNT WORKING WITH THE BBC IPLAYER#I legit had to quit trying and take a nap yesterday because I was getting ANGRY so for now…still fucking waiting#even though so many people have watched it by now#so I’m staying SO FAR from the tags#two more drop on HBO tonight so at least I’ll have that if the other two still don’t work#we’ll see#tp#rants#vids#Youtube
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