#still it SUCKSSS
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the prednisone was mean to me overnight :(
#marzi speaks#probs bc i have a family member flying down today#to help make sure i’m not alone while my parents take a weekend trip to [OTHER CITY IN OUR STATE]#so i’m likely anxious abt that or smth#still it SUCKSSS#stayed up too late which gave it time for a mood swing so i went to bed kinda just sad and longing#then woke up at 4 am in a puddle of my own sweat (thank you steroid hot flashes)#and like. also mildly convinced i was about to start a new infusion and had to do specific prep for that#like i was in the damn hospital again#which. in hindsight is probably a trauma response. hm#but anyways by the time i went to the bathroom and my brain understood that the Wet on my back was sweat and not my own blood#i was able to go back to sleep. until around 7 am#tried to go back to sleep. got maybe another hour. saying fuck it and just getting up now#i’ll try to take a nap later#sighhh. ups and downs ups and downs#i’ll figure it out or whatever. but it is a little annoying#this isn’t exactly a vent but i don’t want anyone rbing it so
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i really like that one tiktok


#Hi guys its me Beeduoo on tumblr#alliumduo#cranboo#ctommy#i actually saw the tiktok on youtube shorts first im an unironic youtube shorts user😭😭#I IMMEDIATLEY THOUGHT OF THEM TOO Dream smp you will never leave my mind#Sorry i was gone for like twenty years i got really into aphmau for like the fourth time in my life I'm rewatching mystreet in school with#my friend Chronologically its going awesom we're on Llp Bro pdh was Insane#I FW EIN AND KAI IDGAF idk WHAT THE HELL EIN DOES later but i still like him AND KAI WAS A VICTIM OF BAD WRITING OMFGG IT MAKES ME SO MAD#That migbt be a hot take idk i only ever see Hate for them but like Kai especially i feel like jess just wrote them to be Stupid and weird#out of nowhere just to give aph a reason to go back to aaron the date thing WAS SO STUPID ok sorry for the side tangent#that was part of it but its mainly im just a Senior im Eighteen years old now and it sucksss when u get to this age i didnt draw for MOTNHS#in general bc of college apps all of that ughhh so ANNOYING imma be real im not even done yet i still have to do fafsa scholarships oh my#Damn god I STILL LOVE MY FAVS i would like to draw More again thank u i Love tumblr love these Tags i love to talk bye
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UMM?? GUYS??
Alt coz ik the quality is bad::
[The mind Bill knows best. Pure ego. Putty in Bill's hands. Bill will also reveal that, while he was possessing Ford in the 80's, he ripped out a number of pages from Ford's journal and erased his memory of them. Bill will show the LOST PAGES from JOURNAL 3 that have never before been seen]
DOES ANYONE WANNA TALK ABOUT THE MEMORY ERASE THINGY COZ IM GOING PRETTY MUCH INSANE OVER THIS INFO. WHAT.
#ok but imagine if this is really what coulda happened. that bill suddenly realised that ford is the only one he's been THAT vulnerable with#and that he might or might not have fallen for him in the process#and in the pure NEED to avoid any sentimentality he doesn't only DENIES all that happened between them but also erases the memories of ford#like?? the first and only relationship he ever felt safe in enough to be honest about the reality of what happened to euclydia??#or the fact that it might or might not has been the only relationship in which he let himself be intimate with sb??#and this relationship CRUMBLING COMPLETELY#bill fumbling SO BAD that he wants to deny that any of that happened in the first place??#it kinda eliminates his manipulation of “hey look so we've been close w each other once so why not get back to that for old time's sake!”#but GOOD GOLLY this guy sucksss at manipulations anyway but is like an expert in the art of denies#it just adds such a huge ass layer to him as a character#this is prolly non canon btw but STILL#gravity falls#bill cipher#stanford pines#billford#book of bill#alex hirsch
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Red, honestly, you should be glad you’re not home right now. Because ermmmm…. Some shit is about to go down if you know what I mean
let me guess, green's being asked to eat grass again by his followers ? or blue getting an insane amount of netherwart again ?
theres always something going on with my friends, we've all been through alot
i wouldn't be surprised what kind of thing theyre doing now, trust me it wouldn't phase me....
#[ ooc tags start ]#[ ooc: red it would IN FACT phase you ]#[ anyways guys power is still out the second i got motivation to draw THIS SUCKSSS </3 ]#[ i could be a normal person and sleep because its 12am but noooo the tumblr grind guys..... /j ]#[ red speaks ]#[ red answers ]#[ anon ]#alan becker#animation vs minecraft#animator vs animation#red avm#avm red#[ red not blogging ic ]#[ red wanders off saga ]
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spending more than a few days around your family and no one else truly does cause a certain type of madness. and baby they call me the joker
#ughhhh#travelling with other people after travelling solo is exhausting#wdym i cant just go do my own thing#what do you mean i have to spend this entire time doing shit other people want to do while i just kinda stand around awkwardly bc i dont#have anyone to talk to#what do you meani constantly have to mask more than i ususally do bc i cant look at all neurodivergent or queer or. unhappy. or bored.#or tired#im so tired.#ive got a couple of days in london alone thank fuck#but ugh idk#its just constant 'you should appreciate this!! not many people get to do this!!#cant have a real conversation. treated like a child the whole time. cant even swear.#misgendered and deadnamed the entire time but whats new there#constantly surrounded by people#constantly have to be performing happiness because otherwise youre called rude and told to snap out of it#cant talk to people because everyone interrupts or talks over you or doesnt hear you#cant go on your phone at all if theres anyone around. and theres always people around#constantly on the border of being overloaded at all times but you still have to talk to people !!!#its not even my family this sucksss#'come to england so you can sit in a pub for 3 hours while everyone drinks beer and talks to each other you cant join in on any conversatio#you cant do anything else and if you dont look happy to just be sitting there doing nothing then you get yelled at!! and maybe this is a lit#paid for my own tickets) but#im not. this isnt *fun*. im sitting around surrounded by someone elses family who dont know me and i dont know them#doing shit i actively hate all day#and i constantly have to be performing and acting like im habing a great time the entire time or im spoilt#even thouhg i. i paid for my own ticket here#man i couldve gone to japan again#'isnt england amazing!!" yeah idk it seems like it is!! too bad weve spent this entire goddamn time in some tiny village in the middle of#fuck ass nowhere going on walks that are identical to the ones at home#love to actually go experience it outside of the. one full day. i get in london
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AUGH! I miss working out yall!!
#my taking three rest days turned into now over a week bc I’ve been sick#it’s been going around but it hit me like a TRUCK holy shit#<- it’s basically been like that since I got covid a couple years ago didhsndi but my immune system sucksss#I don’t get as sick as often as I used to tho which is good bc 2022 was roughhhh#however I can complain a smidge bc it’s still not fun#I WILL! get back to my workouts I am recovering but damn this suckssss#lynx talks
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ace attorney anime heads: do any of you remember whether edgeworth found out that phoenix still kept his signal samurai keychain?
#i'm pretty sure phoenix didn't find out that edgeworth still had his unless i'm misremembering lol#but i feel like there was a scene where edgeworth found out phoenix still had his keychain#but i might be confusing that with larry finding out#my memory sucksss#for context this is for a fic i'm writing
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phoenix is actually an awesome character as long as you dissect the fact that he has canonically hit a woman, doesnt give af about children being in relationships with adults, and lets his daughter advertise her panties
#those are like the inexcusable bits there are still things he does outside of this that still make him suck but#its a narratively interesting type of suck rather than a 'he needs to be sent to the gallows' type of suck#these bits are more an exposure of the writers misogynistic biases anyways than it is any sort of meaningful character writing#thats why ill never object to ppl going nuts with hating nick / depicting him as an asshole cuz like. the text for that is there#i choose to dissect it so i can vibe with how the story frames him (not a complete asshole)#outside of these instances he still suck tho. young girls keeps finding themselves in danger under his care#and the fact his dead mentor has to keep coming back to be like 'bitch what the hell did i tell you. BELIEVE IN UR CLIENT' is so funny#he still sucksss. but in a very narratively awesome way#which is why i hate fandom interpretations of him cuz did we play the same game... why are u treating him like a sunshine puppy 🤮
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I’ve had horrible vertigo all day bleh
#it’s not as bad as this morning when I almost ate it on my dresser getting out of bed#I was very wobbly this morning and everything was spinning 😵💫#glad it’s not that bad anymore but it’s still sucksss#I feel nauseous and dizzy and I have. a headache#I think the headache is a too much screen time headache tho#but it sure ain’t helping
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trying to find an artist and realizing its been like at least 10 years since i followed them. christ
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day 3 - me when i was sick last week
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[truly if anymore of the letters of my keyboard break (this includes several numbers and one of the parenthesis btw) im for real gonna run out of keybinds to replace them with </3]
#chemi chats#the ''e'' and ''3'' keys broke a long time ago which is already pretty shit considering how many <333's i write.#i remap the ''e'' key to my ''insert'' key and remap the 3 to the number pad so i can still make hashtags#then as if taking <3s wasnt enough my ! key broke. not the 1 key. shift+1 SPECIFICALLY. which is a hate crime against me im pretty sure??#so i remap that to the number pad too. at some point my d key stopped working which was annoying but also vaguely amusing#because typing ''i want to draw volition'' when the d key isn't working is /mortifying/ hkjghg#my o key stopped working too so i remapped it to the 0 key on the keypad.#today my h key stopped working too which SUCKSSS because thats what all my keysmashes start with???#my volume up and down keys are also broken? along with my screen brightness and 9 key. my delete key and backspace are also on the fritz#its a whole ship of theseus situation lmao anyone trying to type anything on this keyboard is just like ''what the fuck bro'' gjgfkjg#i my nam is vli. im 2 yars ld an my prnuns ar /im. LMAO thats so funny kjgdfkj#its literally such a hassle to replace each of these with a different keybind and readjust everytime jikjg#the whole laptop's breaking but replacing it would cost money and thats a whole other can of worms djkfdd#anyway i have to restart the laptop so that the new keybinds can start working (ive been copy-pasting every h in this post gfkjg)#i think i'll also take a nap? idk low energy as fuck recently </3 ok bye!!! <33
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i really hate how we always have premonition-ass dreams about new headmates every time we're stressed. please. pleaseeeeeeee dont give us blorbo in our head we have. too many and we dont need to be fakeclaimed like this
#AUUUUUUUUGHHHHHHHGHNGHFHGJHGgurggling#like yes we dont think its ''fake'' to get ''new-media'' headmates but#you know how the internet is#not that we're even.................. in plural spaces anyway fsahdkjfhsak#but still it just fucking. sucksss
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wanted to buy garlic bread but good garlic bread was all nearly £3 rip im gonna [remembers suicide jokes lead to more negative mental health] angrily embroider some flowers >:(
#personal#it's not been a Good Day ngl ://#couldnt find anything suitable for the wedding in town rip#this is karma for not starting looking sooner isnt it huh?#luckily i still have the whole of september to find something but ughhh it sucksss#cos i hateeeeee shopping#i did buy some asparagus and some sesame oil tho so it's not all bad lol#oh another good thing is i rescued this bloody MASSIVE caterpillar from a path!#it was literally the size of my pointer finger which isnt saying much cos my fingies are kinda small BUT#it was still probs the biggest caterpillar ive ever seen lol!#ok so i just googled and i THINK it was an elephant hawk moth caterpillar!#v cool!
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molluscum is such a fuckass skin infection
doctors recommendation? put duct tape on it. that'll fix it.
#logically yeah actually#the adhesive irritates the skin and draws white blood cells to the area#still so funny to me. put duct tape on it#this sucksss tho
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i feel very understimulated right now and i cant explain it
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