#still it SUCKSSS

[mars-ipan]

the prednisone was mean to me overnight :(

[mekatrio]

phoenix is actually an awesome character as long as you dissect the fact that he has canonically hit a woman, doesnt give af about children being in relationships with adults, and lets his daughter advertise her panties

[volivolition]

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[truly if anymore of the letters of my keyboard break (this includes several numbers and one of the parenthesis btw) im for real gonna run out of keybinds to replace them with </3]

[inkgeeky]

i really hate how we always have premonition-ass dreams about new headmates every time we're stressed. please. pleaseeeeeeee dont give us blorbo in our head we have. too many and we dont need to be fakeclaimed like this

[dangerliesbeforeyou]

wanted to buy garlic bread but good garlic bread was all nearly £3 rip im gonna [remembers suicide jokes lead to more negative mental health] angrily embroider some flowers >:(

[xxcherrycherixx]

Pro tip:

Don’t move house.

[sheila--e]

i have trust issues because someone once told me anasui was awesome n i believed them n then i read stocean and i hated his fucking guts so much i gen wanetd him dead so badly

[sycamorality]

you are the good ideas mutual

So very smart

inverator is very cool, you have very good ideas

you are also the mutual who has not had a lot of food...

hjdfhgfhd im glad people like invterator!! i didnt expect it uhm

and. yea, i. barely eat anything??? but i have arfid (avoidant restrictive food intake disorder) so uhm. ehe. </3 sometimes i just look at food ive never had before and gag because i cant control it

[starrylayle]

My Gripes with the Lgbt+ Rep in Banana Fish

[TW: TALK ABOUT SEXUAL ASSAULT, PEDOPHILLIA, HOMOPHOBIA]

I know I’m super late to the party, but I just finished BF yesterday and I have a lot of mixed feelings abt the queer rep in the show.

As someone who lives in a super religious, homophobic household and is constantly told that gay people are rapists, pedophiles or victims,, this anime just felt like a punch to the gut. It felt that everything I’d been taught about queerness was true. I went down a really bad spiral after I finished and it made me feel like more of a monster for being a lesbian. But to be fair that's not really the show’s fault and mostly a me issue lol

Anyways, if there were to be a live action/ Western adaptation in the future,, I hope that they decide to go in a different route to the manga/anime. I think in a story with a lot of negative representations of queer people, a healthy, loving queer relationship would be so important to queer audiences.

Like perhaps, instead of the theme being about the tragedy of trauma,, it could focus on the power of healing. I think this would be especially good for queer youth, who often experience a lot of trauma regarding their sexuality.

Like instead, perhaps it could be about Ash learning to be in a consensual, healthy romantic relationship with Eiji,, in spite of all his sexual trauma. I really adore Katz and Inej’s relationship in the six of crows series. Inej, a girl who experiences a lot of sexual abuse as a child so she struggles with physical intimacy with her partner. I love how her Kaz decide to take it slow, knowing that they have to heal before engaging deeper in the relationship — even them holding hands was a milestone and it was truly so beautiful.

I think Ash could have a similar type of relationship with Eiji,, as he slowly heals from his trauma and discovers and learns about what he himself is comfortable with in a relationship. I really dislike that they were never cannonically acknowledged as being romantic. I think that they should have been cannon, even if they never engaged in any physical intimacy — because both queer people and people with severe sexual trauma deserve to be happy.

[Also just wanna say the the crime/thriller/action aspect of the show should still be the main focus -- the queerness being a sub plot/theme -- just bcoz the the story features a gay couple does not make it a bl]

Also,, why is every bad guy gay?? Like,, even not from a moral standpoint, for a show based in realism,, it just feels so unrealistic. And the fact that they never show any female victims besides Jessica is so odd — really erases the overwhelming abundance of female sexual assault, especially that occurs with the mafia. I really wish that the author had made a proper distinction in the series that gay ≠ rapist/pedo and that rape is about power,, not sexuality — and that victims can come in all shapes and sizes and everyone’s stories matter.

Anyways that’s just my two cents. Other than that, I really enjoyed it and would recommend (with trigger warnings ofc).

On a side note, I hear a lot of people headcannoning Ash as asexual because of his trauma. I’ve always been hesitant to do so because it pushes the narrative that ace people are only that way because of bad sexual experiences — but I’m not ace so I’d like to hear more thoughts on this opinion.

[treecakes]

youtube loves showing me. like. videos on how to deal with dementia patients (? 😭 i don’t know why…) and this one was like how to deal w them when they’re insulting you and stuff and the person in the video seems to have infinite patience when my grandmother got like that i was far from patient…

[thecubes]

AHHHHHHHHH i cant even answer asks while shadowbanned what the hell. this website sucks

[jentlemahae]

that's the problem with living in europe. our buildings are so fucking old that a lot of them don't have elevators. i know it's not the same situation as yours but when i was 13 i broke both my legs in a car accident so i had a wheelchair and i lived in on the 7th floor of a building in paris without an elevator and i obviously couldn't really get to my own home so i had to live with a friend for 5 months. just very annoying and inconvenient. they should prioritise accessibility for everyone

yep yep yep 😕🙁 it’s incredibly frustrating and annoying, plus it’s crazy to me how cities here are so inaccessible when so much of our population is of advanced age! like there’s a lot of people who would benefit greatly from having more accessibility ugh

[bellflower-goat]

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[schoenpepper]

Isekai'd Chronicles 6

Intro: Idia in an isekai AU.

Warnings: bad writing, awful grammar, proofread by quillbot, mentions of tax evasion?

A/N: It's just Idia today, so I'll go ahead and schedule an earlier Diasomnia release. Enjoy.

Masterlist

Gods, your friends have just been way too clingy recently! It feels like you're being torn apart by the limbs when Floyd's pulling you to go somewhere as Rook intercepts and Jamil needs you to taste something while Trey has a new recipe he wants you to try and you can't split yourself into 11 parts to satisfy all their needs! Ace, Deuce, Epel and Jack, the wolf beastman you've recently befriended, all snicker at you and smile as if there was something they knew that you didn't. That annoys you. Thus, you decide to live like a hermit and stay in your room as much as possible, playing that new open world RPG that just came out.

It's fun, but you've never really been into games before, which makes you stumble to memorize mechanics you just don't understand. Thankfully, you meet someone in the game who helps you out, and you think that he's really nice, if not a bit smug at times. You two clear dungeons and stuff together, and you marry him in the game for tax evasion purposes. You've gotten so addicted to this game that your friends have been banging on your door to get you to spend time with them, but to no avail. Instead, you spend lots of time with your online husband. It's not until you bump into someone while raiding a village on your phone that this 'online husband' finally gets a face. Your phone clatters to the ground along with someone's tablet, showing the exact same screen, making you gawk at this tall, lanky senior of yours with flaming blue hair and sharp teeth.

How...did you manage to become online spouses with Idia Shroud, the Prince of Ghouls?

He apologizes and so do you, but when you pick up your phone from the ground, you tell him that you're very thankful he helped you out when you were a noob. He takes your gratitude and walks away with what you assume is anxiety. You still play the game, though you've made the decision that you definitely won't be too close to the capture target this time! Right. Until somehow, you're in his room, cocooned in his blanket, and the two of you are playing fighting games in the dead of night as he crunches on some potato chips. Uh, how did this happen?

Anyway, you think Idia's a bit too socially anxious for murder, and he's just not the type for it. So you take off his name from the now very short list of capture targets to avoid, just in time for that RPG to come out with a babymaking update...?

"This sucksss."

"Come on, Idia senpai, just trust me!"

"I don't trust anyone."

You roll your eyes. "Okay edgelord. You'll love it though, promise." You lead him to the edge of your bed and open the cage. A dark gray kitty with blue flames coming out of its ears leaps at you, and Idia gasps loudly. "You got a cat?! What should we name it? Him, her?"

You chuckle softly and place the kitty in his arms, though it doesn't seem to like Idia too much. "Let's name him Grim, like the reaper. You can come by whenever you want to pet him."

[crippled-peeper]

Bro that civilization guy fucking sucksss, genuinely impressed anyone still follows that dumbass

they call themselves “anti civilization” but I think they’re anti intelligence in general

[gennemi]

hii! is it possible for you to write a drabble about genya comforting afab reader through her period? my period stinks right now and I could use the comfort. thank you!!❤️❤️

𝑷𝒆𝒓𝒊𝒐𝒅 𝑪𝒐𝒎𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒕: 𝑮𝒆𝒏𝒚𝒂 𝑺𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒂𝒛𝒖𝒈𝒂𝒘𝒂 𝒙 𝑨𝑭𝑨𝑩! 𝑹𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒆𝒓

A/N: Here ya go Lovely, I hope you get better! Periods sucksss so badly! (I understand that pain of dealing with them, mine get pretty bad also) I hope you love this little comfort drabble! ❤✨

Warnings: none! Just period comfort from bby boy Genya, fluff, soft/cuddly Genya.

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She woke up from her sleep with a sudden pain. She let out a pained groan. Her period had come, and it was rough. She clutched her stomach from the pain, it was worse this month for the girl. She had been in bed to try and relax, the pain being too much for her. She didn’t want to get up from her bed, she hasn’t moved from said place since she started.

Genya on the other hand was worried about the girl, he didn’t know she was on her period. So he went to go look for her, leading him to knock on the girl's door. “Y/N? Are you in there?” He asked, which resulted in him not getting an answer. He got worried, so he walked in seeing a lump under the blankets on her bed. He approached softly, laying beside the said lump. “Are you okay?” He asked softly, she let out a pained groan.

“N-No.” She whimpered in pain, causing him to softly uncover her face from under the blankets, looking at her with a worried but soft look. “What's wrong?” He asked softly, with a worried look still etched on his scarred face.”I um I started my period, and it hurts.” She let out a whimper, he frowned softly. Hating seeing her in pain, he pulled the smaller girl closer to him. Giving her a soft kiss as he cuddled her closer, giving her comfort, he wanted to take care of her. And he was gonna do just that.