#so much medication inspired this
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Low quality compile of all my designs for the Support Classes of my silly TF2/Warrior Cats crossover hehe (i fucked up with RED Sniper because I did him first and didn't think i'd do everyone else so him and BLU Sniper are facing away on the line up lol)
#my art#fanart#fandom character#crack#my design#catified#warrior cats#team fortress 2#tf2#tf2 medic#tf2 sniper#tf2 spy#// my silly billies!!#// spy and medic were my first requests so ironically i just now have all the support dudes#// did Koalasight tonight! thank you so much @alternianpersonaficaition for helping inspire his name :]#team fourtrees 2
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A couple doodles of the Fantasy AU where Medic is part demon (pretending to be an angel) and Heavy is his Champion/bodyguard
(Pillowfort)
#gopher art#heavymedic#red Oktoberfest#tf2 medic#tf2 heavy#fantasy au#i love thinking about this au so much#also yes medic's tail is feathered. his demonic traits are bird inspired (and also a little dinosaur-esque lol)#NOTHING UNTOWARD IS HAPPENING IN THE BOTTOM IMAGE. I SWEAR#THE LAST TIME I DREW BLU OKTOBERFEST IT CAME OFF AS LEW DTO Y'ALL AND IT WASN'T MY INTENT
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Crazy how despite Mikan's love for gory movies and blood, she doesn't do an over the top murder. She doesn't even do a medical themed murder despite it being the main focus of the chapter. (Only one of her victims was a patient and she just strangled her)
Crazy how, when she wants to commit a murder for Junko, she does neck trauma.
That's Yasuke's M.O.
#If I had a nickel for everytime a medical professional killed their classmates via strangulation and neck trauma#For their fucked up girlfriend#I'd have two nickels blah blah you know how the rest goes#Feel like we are getting a look into Junko's 'interests' and I don't know if I like that information#I wonder if they did have a different murder for mikan and scrapped it#Because she has a line in the afterschool mode (that's DEFINITELY not its name but I'm too lazy)#Where she mentions she loves parasites while pulling her crazy in love face#And later in KK we have a nurse that kills people by growing parasites in them#Could be unrelated or it could be a reuse of a early concept of chp3#Mentioned bc it's the only murder that connects like that but again it could be Kodaka using nurse tropes#Also slightly unrelated but does the medical profession just not inspire Junko or what#Bc we all know how weird Mikans execution is but also Yasuke has one in a artbook and????#He gets strapped to a table operated on and then just explodes#That's it no explanation for why he explodes#Junko I thought this was your thing???? Why does it suck so much???#scarposts
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some days i live in fear that i
am every fucking thing i hate
approx. 3 hours on a Very moving train using black Posca pen, BIC cristal 1.6mm red, BIC Round-Stic M, and white gel pen :3c
#very mike mignola inspired if yo ucouldnt tell#david wong#john dies at the end#jdate#my art#doodles#i think mu jdate work really is best in traditional mediums sometimes. its just so much more freeing esp working in pen#and just Going At It#idk i also wasnt medicated when i drew this so#also testing out my phone's 'portrait' mode of taking photos. i like it ! it is very finicky though#probably because its not meant for this. but the focus blurring is cool as fuck#song is Headache by Motionless in White which reminds me of Monster Dave a lot#that chunk before Dave's soul or whatever was put back in him by North feeding him the spider#and how Dave could potentially feel like 2 halves of a whole now
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#monolawg#was trying to make myself feel better recently by thinking about how#there's a very popular furry artist ive had several mutuals rave over#whose art i think is straight up Sexless. too smooth and boringly attractive#so its fine if i think my art is sexless bc others seem to like it#but its not workinggg....i hate it so much idk how ppl find anything i draw hot#its an anatomical drawing. like in a medical textbook. sexless in the other direction#feeling bad w comms rn.#also while im here im struggling bc i once saw advice that said not to focus on things you DONT LIKE wrt art#bc thats too negative. so instead of saying ''i dont want my art to look like x'' you say ''i want my art to look like y''#and idk. nothing inspires me so intensely bc im not creative#so im just hung up on how i dont want it to look. with no solution or escape. just self hatred. alas...#i dont want it to look like this...#AND FINALLY#my theory as to why i hate my furry art is#ppl put out epic human art that inspires me daily#and i take and steal and frankenstein it into my own#but 95% of furries copy that one same style and theres less inspiration#so im going off of Nothing im jst going off Myself which i Hate.
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#I LIVED BITCHES#THE THESIS IS GONE#IT HAS BEEN SENT TO MORDOR#MAY I NEVER BE INSPIRED TO WRITE ANOTHER ONE EVER AGAIN#seriously though#when i signed up to do a masters#i didn't expect to be dealing with#mums second cancer diagnosis and bonus broken leg#multiple fuck wit bossess#a crippling work place injury#A FUCKING GLOBAL PANDEMIC#A longer term disability caused by medical neglect due to the fucking pandemic#A THREE YEAR MEDICAL LEGAL BATTLE WITH THE GOVERNMENT TO RECIEVE THE TREATMENT THAT IS COVERED BY MY WAGES#(fucking ACC)#Multiple university restructures#also straight up not having a consistent place to live for a while#and just so so much bullshit#(mostly caused by ACC)
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Many people have been wondering about what the difference is between transgender and transsexual, and in my viewpoint, the difference comes down to what you're comfortable with claiming.
I personally think that the difference can come down to the perspective you have about your transness. For me, I claim transsexual for myself because I view my sex as changing, not my gender. It doesn't have anything to do with what I've done to transition, and honestly, that's nobody's business but my own. I think the same goes for every trans person.
The way you define your transness can look radically different, and that's okay. What matters to me isn't if you're doing things "right" and get approval from every living being on earth to use the label you use. What matters is that you find language that describes you best.
#trans#transgender#transsexual#lgbt#lgbtq#ftm#mtf#nonbinary#inspired by the last post#transsexual has a history of medicalization and i think we can reclaim that#i think a transsexual is anybody who describes themselves as such#like i've seen so many arguments about who's ~allowed~ to claim what label and it's like...#...how privileged are you if a person's identity is that huge a deal to you y'know?#i've made a post about this before and why i claim transsexual and i still more or less think the same#i think your labels are as much about how you define them as it is about the conventional idea of what that label is if that makes sense#i think we can evolve the language we use and the ways we define them#i know i sometimes have ~radical~ opinions compared to others - i know the way i define things isn't the popular opinion#so much for the unquestionable dogma of the trans cult /s#also transgender doesn't necessarily mean your gender is changing but i find that's how *some* people take it to mean...#...and i like that transsexual offers some clarity (at least for me)
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I just realized that those random bursts of hyper-fixated energy could just be Human Zoomies
#like it makes sense now#I don’t exercise for medical reasons#so I get bitch slapped with way too much art inspiration in a sudden burst of energy#phrog croaks
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I miss my wife he’s so gorgeousb.,,,,
Anyway, here’s Venbot
Remember to click on the picture because Tumblr loves to eat the quality
#he’s been chillin in my brain for a while now#but I’m finally happy with his face design#okay history time :3#at first I just thought it’d be fun to design Venti as an android#but then I got inspired and decided to inflict him with ✨ISSUES✨#So Basically he used to be a medic in a war#he’s good at the job because him being an android means the info is already downloaded in his brain#but he can still make friends and such#and he does!#except at some point in a battle he sees one of his comrades get hurt like right outside the tent he works in#so he checks on them#because Venti has so so so much love in his soul no matter what universe you put him in#but Ven gets attacked and some of his data and software gets irreparably damaged#it affects his job but also has a huge effect on his emotions#and now he’s more afraid and terribly Aware of the world than ever#because he wants to protect and heal#but he can’t in the condition he’s in#some paperwork and stuff happens and soon enough he gets rehomed to somewhere warm and welcoming#where he’s processing his thoughts feelings and the new and overwhelming feelings of grief.#. . .#if you’re reading this#thank you ily#🫶#my art#sam art#sam says stuff#venti#genshin au#*passes out*#🍃
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hello please enjoy the stupidest thing i have spent multiple hours of my life on. I am delighted
#tf2#repo! the genetic opera#tf2 medic#this animatic inspired by going looking for a medic playlist and finding that several had zydrate anatomy but not thankless job.#the one about doing amoral things with organs. for shame /j#i liked working in this sketchier sort of style and not worrying so much about the lines being perfect :3#it let me just sort of have fun with it without making it a huge committment. just sit down for a bit and sketch and call it good#anyway i should go to bed now i have work in the morning#normal things that a neurotypical person does while gainfully (by some meaning of the term) employed#good night
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i know i left microbiology behind for neurosci but like. for as long as we have existed as Human Beings (or even before, when our ancestors were hominid primates developing some of that frontal lobe executive function shit) we have been haunted by these invisible forces, that seemingly randomly inhabit us. a ghost that is always looking for a new body, and depleting that body of its life force . and if you get too close to The Haunted Person you might be next but you need to get to that person to have any hope of saving them. and you don’t know how to treat it (and those plant bark teas and drinking animal bone broths or blood sometimes help but other times they still die…) . but like. for hundreds and hundreds of years poltergeists and shit are real and they possess people one by one and sometimes they travel in animal bodies . and then one day some guy invents The Microscope and turns out you can see the poltergeists and also they look pathetic as shit
#my posts#i do feel like modern cognitive neurosci and clinical psych has a lot of the same elements of Old Microbiology and Immunology#like Invisible Disease Fucks Things Up . Medications Etc Don’t Really Work#inspires a lot of like conceptions of it as hauntings or whatever#and gets even very materialist ppl acting like souls and shit are a thing.#(so much of modern psychiatry and psychology still describe things and u read and ur like. this is so dualist of u)#maybe that’s why i swapped from micro to neuro. i love ghost hunting
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Ok but particular love for smartass, cocksure guy who gets into the medical roleplay bc he thinks it's going to be a vanilla "nurse ;)" scene only to have a huge awakening once the scalpel gets set on the table. "Uh....a little too far don't you think, babe?" He laughs, still trying to grin smoothly. He's sweating, and a little more red faced than he'd admit. You ask him if he's tapping out. "No no! I'm good, just... Different." What he thought was going to be a flirty chance for him to objectify and cop a feel turns into realizing he is far more into being a test subject than he ever knew existed.
"What, ah... what does it feel like?" He asks, red faced and needy. I've never seen him this red before. He's naked and looks confused as I lay out a doggy pad on the bed. "What is that for?"
"Well, there's gotta be something that catches the blood in case it gets on the bed." I say. The redness spreads to his ears. "And why don't you lay on your stomach so we can find out." I push him back onto the bed.
He suddenly tries to gain back the upper hand, but I know he's already fallen. If I'm honest, it's cute that he's trying. "I can't face you-ah!" His legs knock into the bed and I push him into the pad with a little paper crunch. He's finally quiet as a cup his face, before digging my nails into his cheek. I lean in close to his ear.
"I said, on your stomach, test subject. Say nothing or I'll slice your carotid artery, understand?" I hiss in his ear, letting him go after. The dreamily look in his eyes is all I need to know.
"Y-yes Ma'am." He weakly stutters.
"No. Call me Doctor."
He's burning up. "Y-Yes Doctor."
#thank you so much for this! amd the inspiration#i was giggling so hard when I saw this#julie#medical.#medical play.#scalpels#anon
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proud to announce that i finally rewatched s2e5, which was the only barrier between me and the next chapter of grogu and the beroya >:3c
#htonl speaks#i got excited about it too! i'm Inspired Once Again#well okay a decent amount of that was alternately being pissed off about ahsoka's montrals and lekku#and wondering about the logistics of Huge Headpiece#BUT I ALSO GOT EXCITED ABOUT GROGU'S POV so it's cool#hey did u know that some medications make u so so sleepy. and the drs can just prescribe them to u#i've gotten used to it now but other things taking up my writing time include: i live close to my family now#my dad had his cancer surgery! we're watching movies together every weekend bc he's frustrated with not being able to move#he was literally biking 16 miles per outing until the week b4 the surgery#he's 100% fine the biopsy said like 90% chance the cancer hadn't spread beyond the removed organ#but surgery hurts and recovery takes a minute so he's grumpy#before i moved back here i wanted to move closer to lake michigan but i really love being able to hang out with my dad so much......#maybe i will try to find an apartment with a view of a more local lake?#altho if it's not a great lake it's practically a pond >:T
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omg i spent the whole day cleaning my entire apartment because my family was coming to visit and 1) so so so happy my adhd is being medicated now it's literally changing my life and 2) i FINALLLY got through to my dad about how he probably has ADHD too!!!!! he finally said Yeah i think i might have adhd. and my mom was like Me too (we've had this talk privately before, she knows she has adhd too lol) And my brother is literally transferring to a different school because he can't concentrate and isn't disciplined at his current uni. adhd family.
#literally thank goodness my brother was here to like Perfectly describe in real time what happens to adhd people when they go to college for#the first time. there's less structure and you fall apart. i used that as an opportunity.#i've slowly slowly slowly been chipping away at my Entire family btw. i've finally convinced my dad that medication is a GOOD THING.#i said You know. there's a lot in life that you feel like you Have to live with. but being on meds has made life so much easier and happier.#and that's when my dad finally said it.#:^) sometimes i like..... think about my family and how complicated i feel because growing up was super tough with all of them but now they#are all better people..... and i can't help but feel proud because as much as it is ABSOLUTELY great job for THEM for getting there But i#also feel uhhh partly responsible because i was constantly calling them out for shit. not always in the best way#but always standing up for others and challenging them on their worldviews and just casually talking about more liberal (as in free. not#politically) things. yes i do feel like if it wasn't for me my family would be worse people#i KNOW one of my brothers would be because he literally told me so. and it makes me happy. it is proof that my life is worthy and i have a#good impact on the world. it doesn't have to be a big thing i do to change things..... because i believe in the Ripple Effect#my dad is a teacher and he uses the proper pronouns for his trans students without complaint now. that has a good impact on SO many people#the trans students and their classmates who hear their teacher respect them. my brother is no longer homophobic he's bi lol and#if i hadn't argued with him about what bisexuality meant bc he was Wrong when i was 18 and he was 16... i wonder....#my younger sister is one of the nicest kids i've ever met and i partly raised her. it feels great to see her be such a good kid#her best friend is a trans girl and when she first came out my sister was one of two people in their class who still wanted to be#her friend.#idk. just inspires me to keep being the best person i can be & always do what's right even if it makes people mad#bc no one can hurt me as much as my family has traumatized me (lol) and look what happened to them!! i didn't give up! and i see real change
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entering flat hair era for a bit. and let it be a bit greasy too lets see how that affects the trangenderism i cant be putting this much effort
#i love spiking it up but it got too long and i dont wanna cut it too lazy too hot#and like i put too much care into my hair#which is not bad in itself#but like the emo look is really bad if you wanna pass because in general emo guys would get called girls and fags right#so like getting called a fag 2 times a year is nice but otherwise youre just too girly#such is the emo life#/hj#ive actually been trying to dress more inspired by nu metal fits (since i cant wear anything skinny anyway)#to me it screams Boy#as well as skater fashion#wven tho im a poser. who cares#actually i want a shirt now that would just say 'poser' lol#also i gave up on keeping my nails sorta ok looking#like i put on nailpolish cuz they get so damn dirty#but havw you seen guys nails?? theyre always long and gross and dirty#so im just keeping a chipped nailpolish and idc theyre a bit dirty now (was painting with acrylic yesterday and got it all over my hands#looks ugly but idc. its a vibe)#i also wanted to stop using makeup but i got this medical one thats both for coverage and healing acne and it actually works#so i use it.. and it makes me look nicely pale because i fucking hate my red cheeks and nose#but that would also help me pass methinks so ehhhhhgg#just gotta keep doing my brows cause theyre Blonde and invisible#ad the dye washes out real quick so i gotta draw them in dhhshd#thoughts are being thunk
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very controversial trans take; detransitioners are not our enemy. they're people who took the time to question their gender, to explore their identity inside and out, and came to the conclusion that their identity best aligns with what they were assigned at birth. i wish everybody could take the time to sit and think deeply about the identities they hold, particularly things like gender that are inherent, but also deeply socialized. the detransitioners who are spouting anti-trans rhetoric have been taught by the system we live in that even questioning your gender is wrong, so for many of them, that rhetoric is a survival tool for assimilating back into cis society. doesn't make it okay to hold anti-trans views, for certain, but it does expose the fact that the enforcement of a restrictive gender binary hurts everyone, even cis people.
#nobody is helped by the gender binary#that's not to say that people cannot identify as men and women lol#that tends to be the takeaway a lot of ppl get when i talk about this#it means that forcing everybody to identify within the categories of man and woman is harmful because not everybody is a man or a woman#also the gender binary enforces such strict roles for men and women that anybody who deviates from those is punished#this was inspired mostly by the fact that i had a really cool conversation today with a person who had detransitioned#i went to the food bank bc a bitch got medical bills ahaha#and had a neat conversation with a person who was on T for seven years and went through tons of deep identity processing#before realizing that they were actually a gender nonconforming cis person#they're also black so we talked a lot about the ways that the gender binary harms BIPOC folks#she's a masc lesbian so she doesn't present her gender in the same way as a femhet woman might#and much of the standards we hold in the western gender binary are racist bc they're based solely on white ideas of gender#everything from hair to clothes to eyes#beef speaks#beef's queer theory
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