#so much medication inspired this
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Imp n skizz hero au save me,,,,,
#fence posts#skizzleman#impulsesv#hermitcraft#hermitblr#thinking bout their shockcast answers too hard#Divinity my beloved I already ahve so much lore for him#also giggling.. Skizz saying he couldn’t come up with a ‘less frilly’ name than divinity and I give him the frilliest (literally) outfit <3#magical girl inspired :3#skizz also doesnt have powers in this au#he’s a trained paramedic with some variety of medical degree.. then he’s just like. I wanna be a hero too :3#impulse is born with powers and HATES it <3#also smth bout this man and clocks GAWD DANG
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and i don't want to die alone (but i don't want to die at all)
BabeRoeSpina x All's Well That Ends by Rainbow Kitten Surprise
song / insp.
#keep the baberoespina love alive!!#this scene is soooo soft it kills me#spina cradling babe's head#gene pulling up babe's blanket#the soft looks all around#im just saying maybe sometimes both gene and babe need to be taken care of#and ralph spina has two hands#two medics one foxhole#who said that#y'all i went through it making this gifset...why is the coloring for every one of these scenes in the same foxhole so different....#also inspired by a beautiful gifset of the three of them with the tracer in the sky by evidenceof!!#so shoutout to them!!#also just a huge shoutout to everyone participating in this rarepair tournament#this has been SUCH a boost to my creativity and motivation and is so much fun!!#thank you mods for putting this on!!#hbowarsteal#baberoespina#eugene roe#babe heffron#ralph spina#babe x roe x spina#band of brothers#hbowar#bofb#em's gifs#mine
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"Aww, stop shaking. It doesn't hurt that much."
Whumpee doesn't say anything. Only a silent, open-mouthed sob, and his eyes looking up in desperation.
"Okay, fine. I guess can give you something for it." He says, as he searches around for a bottle of unlabeled pills. He shakes a few in his palm, then clamps down on Whumpee's mouth. "Come on. Swallow."
#idk !!!! just wrote this hhhwhw#whump#whump scenario#medical whump#whumpblr#whump prompt#also played mouthwashing for the first time today and oh my god what thr fuck#got inspired hahah#it has so much whump potential and im kinda sad i got into it so late :((( anyways i might write some fics idk !!!!!!#vesper writes
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Low quality compile of all my designs for the Support Classes of my silly TF2/Warrior Cats crossover hehe (i fucked up with RED Sniper because I did him first and didn't think i'd do everyone else so him and BLU Sniper are facing away on the line up lol)
#my art#fanart#fandom character#crack#my design#catified#warrior cats#team fortress 2#tf2#tf2 medic#tf2 sniper#tf2 spy#// my silly billies!!#// spy and medic were my first requests so ironically i just now have all the support dudes#// did Koalasight tonight! thank you so much @alternianpersonaficaition for helping inspire his name :]#team fourtrees 2
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A couple doodles of the Fantasy AU where Medic is part demon (pretending to be an angel) and Heavy is his Champion/bodyguard
(Pillowfort)
#gopher art#heavymedic#red Oktoberfest#tf2 medic#tf2 heavy#fantasy au#i love thinking about this au so much#also yes medic's tail is feathered. his demonic traits are bird inspired (and also a little dinosaur-esque lol)#NOTHING UNTOWARD IS HAPPENING IN THE BOTTOM IMAGE. I SWEAR#THE LAST TIME I DREW BLU OKTOBERFEST IT CAME OFF AS LEW DTO Y'ALL AND IT WASN'T MY INTENT
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gender rant in tags
#there is a part of me that desperately wants to identify as a man but i just can't#because i hate being associated what that means for people#like yes obviously being big and masculine and putting on muscle and weight is affirming to a lot of people#and that's fine#but i really do not know how to explain how much i do not resonate with that#and how much i equally don't resonate with femininity#i have spent years debating whether i want to medically transition#i know about all the literal physical stuff i just don't know if i want to bite the bullet and do it#and i go on tumblr hoping to find some kind of inspiration some kind of motivation literally anything to encourage me to do it#but literally every post about being transmasc is about being strong and hairy and typically masculine#which. again. is fine. but i literally never feel like my gender is one that even exists#so then i convince myself that it's best not to even try#when i still don't even know if i've decided that's true or not#i dont know#i don't even know where i'm going with this i just feel like i will never ever be seen in my life#and even if i make the jump to medically transition it will mean i may lose a lot of people close to me#so it's not ebven like it's just a gender question it's like well. do you want to feel Vaguely Dissatisfied but not in agony and keep the#things and the people that are closest to you#or do you want to try this thing that you may not even like and risk losing everything#i just wish i fucking knew#i would know if i thought i could be the person i wanted to be on T#but honestly i'm not convinced that i will ever be that person#i see trans people being happy and it just makes me fucking sad#and i fucking hate that#if you’ve read this far I’ll admit to you this was because I started crying looking at the tumblr forcemasc tag. because I’m normal#anyway. goes back to reading my stupid naval uniform book#mine#delete later
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Screw it, I posted the fic, she's my other main oc in the SWTOR-fic-verse in my head and drafts, SO part two of me clawing my way out of my anxiety bubble: character profiles part two! In which i still suck at summarizing events without sounding pretentious or overdoing it on the lore dumping. I have like. two good screenshots of Chrysali on my tablet and no access to the ones on my old laptop hard drive still (😭😭😭), but thanks to @jeswii coming in the clutch with a screenshot so I don't claw my hair out (THANK YOU AGAIN) I have finished one out of three parts of that art thing I've been going insane rambling about lately and it's my favorite part of it so have this bit of a thing that I will finish eventually!🥴 I'm probably going to come back to this and swap the art out for the full finished piece once it's done-done, but! in the meantime!:
Chrysali Vidoi: the Cipher
Homeworld: Druckenwell
Born: 3662BBY (age 22 at start, currently 40)
Species: Genetically- and cybernetically-enhanced Human
Occupation: co-operations manager and head of Alliance Intelligence; formerly agent of the Imperial Intelligence division
Affiliations: Eternal Alliance; formerly Imperial Intelligence
Romances: Theron Shan
Chrysali Vidoi is a woman of many names—Cipher Nine, Nashtah Twelve, Legate, and countless more she cannot even remember, but none of them matter more to her than the one she was born with and constantly denied. A survivor of the Battle of Druckenwell as a child, Chrysali found herself rounded up in the aftermath by agents of the Imperial Science Division and taken as test subjects for the Arkanian cyber-geneticist Atro Arkova's Project: Nashtah. Arkova wanted to create a perfect living weapon, and through a combination of cybernetic modification and genetic enhancement, he made the children under his thumb more—faster, stronger, more agile, more capable in a fight, immune to the effects of external stimulants like alcohol and drugs, and with a lowered sensitivity to internal hormones like adrenaline that could impair their reactions. Better than droids because they could think for themselves, Arlova molded them into becoming a potential replacement for even the vaunted Cipher program one day. They were deadly killing machines with only one flaw: they were not invincible. By the time Chrysali (now designated Nashtah Twelve) came of age, only a handful of her fellow Nashtahs had survived their grueling training, and the project was closed down as a failure with the survivors shuffled into Imperial Intelligence instead. Chrysali took to the work like she was made for it (and she had been) but all the while hated everything about it—the Empire, the work, herself, everything. A rollercoaster three years followed that ended with Imperial Intelligence disbanded, Ardun Kothe's offer to make her a double-agent for the SIS, and Chrysali aimless as she struggled to be more than just the weapon she was made to become. The Revanite crisis served to be the lifeline out of her confusion, and Chrysali latched onto the allies she found amongst it, in particular finding something of a kindred spirit in Theron Shan. The years under Zakuul, then fighting Zakuul, brought them together, and now they are an unbreakable partnership in every sense of the word, facing down whatever comes next the way they do best—together.
#swtor#K8 Rambles about SWTOR#K8'S Writing#K8'S Art#SWTOR OC: Chrysali Vidoi#star wars the old republic#star wars#the old republic#swtor imperial agent#star wars oc#swtor oc#sorry tag rambles ahead#trying to summarize a complicated backstory and then the complicated game story AND her adventures in the 5-year gap is hard#and i have chronic “cannot shut up when i get started” ism#BEHOLD: THE OTHER BRAIN WEASEL ATTENTION STEALER IN MY MIND! she's just way more lowkey about it than Aja 🤣#if it wasn't obvious uh. might've been struck with the inspiration for a fair bit of chrys' backstory right after black widow came out 🤣#(she's much closer to comics laura kinney/wolverine in terms of attitude/powerset though)#the pc survives some *really* insane things#& there was already so much game lore about the empire dabbling in experimental cybernetics/genetic modification so i let my brain run wild#what i got is essentially like this weird mashup of the power guards whatever it was they did to shara and a steve rogers-esque supersoldie#and it's SO MUCH FUN to write even if it's a headache trying to keep track of what does and doesn't affect chrysali#(medical grade tranquilizers? probably. alcohol? metabolism burns it off too fast. stuff like that)#and her not being my canon outlander left me open to so many fun plot bunnies to explore with her and theron in the 5-year gap#whiiiiich became a monster 7-in-universe-years SLOWEST of burns & if i ever get the spoons together to post all that SORRY BUT NOT SORRY 😈#they are kind of a mess but they are my mess and i love them very much ❤#OKAY I POST NOW OTHERWISE IT'S GONNA LINGER IN MY DRAFTS WHILE I NITPICK IT
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some days i live in fear that i
am every fucking thing i hate
approx. 3 hours on a Very moving train using black Posca pen, BIC cristal 1.6mm red, BIC Round-Stic M, and white gel pen :3c
#very mike mignola inspired if yo ucouldnt tell#david wong#john dies at the end#jdate#my art#doodles#i think mu jdate work really is best in traditional mediums sometimes. its just so much more freeing esp working in pen#and just Going At It#idk i also wasnt medicated when i drew this so#also testing out my phone's 'portrait' mode of taking photos. i like it ! it is very finicky though#probably because its not meant for this. but the focus blurring is cool as fuck#song is Headache by Motionless in White which reminds me of Monster Dave a lot#that chunk before Dave's soul or whatever was put back in him by North feeding him the spider#and how Dave could potentially feel like 2 halves of a whole now
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Crazy how despite Mikan's love for gory movies and blood, she doesn't do an over the top murder. She doesn't even do a medical themed murder despite it being the main focus of the chapter. (Only one of her victims was a patient and she just strangled her)
Crazy how, when she wants to commit a murder for Junko, she does neck trauma.
That's Yasuke's M.O.
#If I had a nickel for everytime a medical professional killed their classmates via strangulation and neck trauma#For their fucked up girlfriend#I'd have two nickels blah blah you know how the rest goes#Feel like we are getting a look into Junko's 'interests' and I don't know if I like that information#I wonder if they did have a different murder for mikan and scrapped it#Because she has a line in the afterschool mode (that's DEFINITELY not its name but I'm too lazy)#Where she mentions she loves parasites while pulling her crazy in love face#And later in KK we have a nurse that kills people by growing parasites in them#Could be unrelated or it could be a reuse of a early concept of chp3#Mentioned bc it's the only murder that connects like that but again it could be Kodaka using nurse tropes#Also slightly unrelated but does the medical profession just not inspire Junko or what#Bc we all know how weird Mikans execution is but also Yasuke has one in a artbook and????#He gets strapped to a table operated on and then just explodes#That's it no explanation for why he explodes#Junko I thought this was your thing???? Why does it suck so much???#scarposts
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Today in my brain:
Don't think about how April and the boys become Splinter's caretakers as he gets older. He's always been active, so it's a slower decline than most, but eventually, his body starts catching up with his age in more ways than just appearance.
Don't think about how Donnie and April research and make their home more accessible. Donnie builds mobility aids - a cane, a walker and braces so Splinter can get on and off his favourite couch on his own. A little robot that helps their dad carry things from place to place. April makes sure her first aid certification is always up to date, and learns as much as she can about caring for the elderly. She learns so she can spot symptoms as they appear.
Mikey starts being stricter about what they eat . He makes more pizzas from scratch, finds substitutes for Splinter's favourite snacks - and still keeps the junk food, but as a treat. The others are dragged in because there's no way he's cooking two meals, they all need to be healthier anyways, and they can't let dad feel alone!
Suddenly Leo is labeling everything! He has a system and of course it's colour coded. Leo ensures that Splinter is never left alone for too long. He starts creating shifts for patrols so someone is always nearby. The lair is no longer allowed to remain unclean for extended amounts of time, and they're always stocked with supplies.
Raph starts keeping track of doctor's appointments and schedules. He makes sure Splinter gets up and moves throughout the day, taking walks, even playing games with the others to keep his mind working. He encourages splinter to go to activities and make friends in the hidden city, anything really to keep him from always being cooped up in the lair.
It's not a perfect or easy reality. There are bad days when Splinter is stubborn or April and the boys get frustrated. They're still young, it's not going to happen perfectly, in fact it rarely does. They're becoming caretakers for thier dad, but they still need thier dad. They get into fights when the boys start making choices and changes. When Splinter's memory begins to fade, it upsets everyone and April forces everyone out to the rooftops at night for some fresh air and a much needed conversation.
There are still good moments too! Splinter may need to adjust, but he loves his children more than anything. So what if he can't spar with them anymore, he shows up to the next training session with score cards and ranks thier best moves mid fight. He calls out points and imitates the announcers from those boxing matches Raph loves so much.
He makes sure to spend time with all his kids individually, he leaves them little gifts, when he mixes up thier names they laugh at it more then they're upset about it. They make peace with it.
#this is the rtmnt universe so imagine they take Splinter to the Hidden City for his doctor's appointments#Draxom shares as much info as he can about Splinter's mixed DNA to help them build an accurate medical profile#it's upsetting but the boys nd April make peace with it in thier own ways.#they have a few scares at first when Splinter is still more resistant to change#but after one bad fall that scares his children to tears and prompts a fair amount of cuddles#Splinter agrees to be open to the care he now needs#he still tries to shield his children and handle as much as he can but his kids are happy to take on the responsibility#rtmnt#rise of the tmnt#inspired by watching and helping my family care for older relatives#late night ramblings with dragonsbluee#teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#hamato leonardo#hamato michelangelo#hamato donatello#hamato raphael#hamato yoshi#rottmnt
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i want the parts of your hand-grenade heart that beat slowly with anger and fear
#comments and tags about my art n what u think are very very welcome and make me very very happy! talk to meeee!!!#fantasy ocs#sigh#reuven#elf oc#dnd inspired#fantasy oc#yew art#art#digital art#HI. IM BACK ON MY ADHD MEDICATION AND HAVING A DECENT PAIN DAY SO I SPENT A FEW HOURS DRAWING THIS!#i listened to the linked song on loop the whole time while drawing And i am still listening to it on loop right now#the line i put the link in is what inspired this whole drawing. i was listening to the song and i heard that line#and the faces and palm kiss popped into my mind SO VIVIDLY#i think i did a pretty good job with this one#its the most detail ive put into a drawing in like. a solid 6 months. medical shit just kept happening and happening#so i wasnt drawing much if at all#BUT!!! pain is sloooowly improving since the spine breaking and then surgery#very slow recovery for spine injuries unfortunately. not to mention id already injured the same place in my spine#and needed surgery for that too...#but!!! im recovering. im slooowly regaining strength (i can walk short distances without my rollator now!!!!)#and getting arm and hand control back too! its coming back pretty fast but i still rest it often and do stretches#but!!! yeah thats my life lately#im SO glad to be back on my adhd med now tho omfg i feel like an actual person again its so wonderful#i can finally get back to my passion... drawing elves being gay.#sigh is bigender though so like... gaystraight? /joke im bigender myself and its Never straight#this is a long enough tag ramble. enjoy my characters and my first detailed and colored sketch ive done in a long time#OH AND ALSO. feel free to send. requests and questions and prompts About My Ocs. i LOVE talking about them#it always boosts my mental health and makes me feel good when people care about my ocs#sigh/reuven
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#monolawg#was trying to make myself feel better recently by thinking about how#there's a very popular furry artist ive had several mutuals rave over#whose art i think is straight up Sexless. too smooth and boringly attractive#so its fine if i think my art is sexless bc others seem to like it#but its not workinggg....i hate it so much idk how ppl find anything i draw hot#its an anatomical drawing. like in a medical textbook. sexless in the other direction#feeling bad w comms rn.#also while im here im struggling bc i once saw advice that said not to focus on things you DONT LIKE wrt art#bc thats too negative. so instead of saying ''i dont want my art to look like x'' you say ''i want my art to look like y''#and idk. nothing inspires me so intensely bc im not creative#so im just hung up on how i dont want it to look. with no solution or escape. just self hatred. alas...#i dont want it to look like this...#AND FINALLY#my theory as to why i hate my furry art is#ppl put out epic human art that inspires me daily#and i take and steal and frankenstein it into my own#but 95% of furries copy that one same style and theres less inspiration#so im going off of Nothing im jst going off Myself which i Hate.
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took me a while to even admit this to myself, but for such an emotional and expressive person, i’m actually pretty shit at comforting other people
#i cry alllll the time#but i have no idea what to do when somebody else is crying#and i wanted to become a psychologist at some point#HA#medicine/ medical research only#like yeah i’m empathetic#but i’m good at the analysing and the expressing#not so much the comforting#i don’t know what to say#but i’m always there for other people to yap and cry and scream#but i just stand beside them and do the same or just let them let it all out#like#i can read other people so precisely at times#but damn#most of the time i have no idea how to comfort them#i’m just like#🧍🏽♀️#let me hold your hand and hug you#please don’t expect me to talk#maybe if i have inspiration#but otherwise i’m MUTE#and maybe i’ll share a similar story of mine to show you that i somewhat underhand#or about a book i read or movie i saw#i’m sorry#yapping time#ted talks with vi#thoughts
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I just realized that those random bursts of hyper-fixated energy could just be Human Zoomies
#like it makes sense now#I don’t exercise for medical reasons#so I get bitch slapped with way too much art inspiration in a sudden burst of energy#phrog croaks
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hello please enjoy the stupidest thing i have spent multiple hours of my life on. I am delighted
#tf2#repo! the genetic opera#tf2 medic#this animatic inspired by going looking for a medic playlist and finding that several had zydrate anatomy but not thankless job.#the one about doing amoral things with organs. for shame /j#i liked working in this sketchier sort of style and not worrying so much about the lines being perfect :3#it let me just sort of have fun with it without making it a huge committment. just sit down for a bit and sketch and call it good#anyway i should go to bed now i have work in the morning#normal things that a neurotypical person does while gainfully (by some meaning of the term) employed#good night
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Ok but particular love for smartass, cocksure guy who gets into the medical roleplay bc he thinks it's going to be a vanilla "nurse ;)" scene only to have a huge awakening once the scalpel gets set on the table. "Uh....a little too far don't you think, babe?" He laughs, still trying to grin smoothly. He's sweating, and a little more red faced than he'd admit. You ask him if he's tapping out. "No no! I'm good, just... Different." What he thought was going to be a flirty chance for him to objectify and cop a feel turns into realizing he is far more into being a test subject than he ever knew existed.
"What, ah... what does it feel like?" He asks, red faced and needy. I've never seen him this red before. He's naked and looks confused as I lay out a doggy pad on the bed. "What is that for?"
"Well, there's gotta be something that catches the blood in case it gets on the bed." I say. The redness spreads to his ears. "And why don't you lay on your stomach so we can find out." I push him back onto the bed.
He suddenly tries to gain back the upper hand, but I know he's already fallen. If I'm honest, it's cute that he's trying. "I can't face you-ah!" His legs knock into the bed and I push him into the pad with a little paper crunch. He's finally quiet as a cup his face, before digging my nails into his cheek. I lean in close to his ear.
"I said, on your stomach, test subject. Say nothing or I'll slice your carotid artery, understand?" I hiss in his ear, letting him go after. The dreamily look in his eyes is all I need to know.
"Y-yes Ma'am." He weakly stutters.
"No. Call me Doctor."
He's burning up. "Y-Yes Doctor."
#thank you so much for this! amd the inspiration#i was giggling so hard when I saw this#julie#medical.#medical play.#scalpels#anon
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