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Okay putting this in an ask so we don't create an overly long thread but IM SO HAPPY YOU ASKED THE FAMILY QUESTION!!!
Buckle up
Azrael and Lady aren't related to N or Penny by blood, however they are related by name. Both Azrael and Lady were made with Ghetsis' DNA, cuz like if you were an evil tyrant and trying to create a weapon you'd wanna take credit for it by being related to it
Lady however was made with both Ghetsis' DNA and a certain Pokemon's DNA to basically create this being with massive amounts of psychic power that can level a city with a flick of a wrist (hense why when she scare Iolanthe her first reaction was to say "I'm not dangerous"). However she proved to be too sympathetic and emotional so they decided to go with plan B
Getting the DNA for Lady was horrifically expensive so they had to go a cheaper way, why not mix together the DNA of the most powerful trainers of Unova so we can create somebody with lethal amounts of battling talent? Ghetsis automatically put himself in one slot because he's self absorbed like that, but since Alder was renowned for how powerful he was in his younger years along with being the champion with the longest lasting title, they used him.
This obviously created Azrael, he does indeed show massive amounts of talent but he's horrifically cruel and rude to the other grunts. Not only that but he rarely follows his orders as he shows a disturbing lack of care and sympathy, he runs solely on apathy in a way. So they decided to say "fuck it, let's go with the dragon that's less trouble at this point!"
Though I suppose Lady, Azrael, and Penny are all technically related to each other by the clause of being artificially created by Colress, not sure about Paulo though
The only reason why Lady didn't lash out from the abuse and terror she was experiencing (since she didn't live up to her expections they decided to use her as more of a scientific research material thing, think RH Hydreigon but human) was because Ghetsis cemented to her very early on in her mental awareness that she may NEVER harm her family, nor put any of her family in harms way
This is why she's such a stickler for family, why she gives bows to all of her "family." Alder didn't do anything wrong to her in order to not get a bow, he's just not related to her. She never knew about N until Ghetsis was hanging off that cliff and she bolted, I don't think she's in the wrong for bolting. I mean, if you were horrifically abused for about a year, had pins and needles shoved in your skin, etc, and saw a way out, you'd take it.
That's why Azrael hates her so much, with her abilities she could've easily teleported him away or made sure he safely landed, but she ran away instead. Between her and Azzy he was definitely the favourite, he was treated in a much more kinder way than Lady was as he had some use still. If anything he loved Ghetsis as a father, hense why he's so upset he died, it's also why he hates RH Ghetsis because he will never be like him
The world's worst family indeed
FINALLY. FULL LORE DROP 🔥 WIN
this is SO cool btw i love this idea. and i love the fact that both of us decided col and ghetsis totally would decide to play with artificial human life because of course they would. and it's hilarious to think they failed this THREE TIMES before turning to the dragon. like alright gang give it a rest.
i think lady and azrael being kinda opposites is fun thematically with the whole dragon splitting truth vs ideals story. idk if that's what you were going for but it came to mind
i feel bad for lady though. penny is essentially the same boat. too sweet but also he didn't even give the desired results, which was to recreate n's ability. but (cutting off heeere for spoilers)
colress was actually too attached to mistreat penny in any way similar to lady. which is funny because colress quite obviously does not give a shit about n, and had no qualms in mistreating her, but penny was special to him. maybe because of vanity (click is His creation afterall) or maybe because he had to partially raise the kid himself. but either way you can see this in the fact that penny is upset hearing about colress going to jail, clack liked him and colress liked clack
penny wasn't raised from a baby though, he essentially manifested into existence at age 7 when n was (if im doing good math. which idk bc im running on E rn LMAO) around 15, because n didn't dream of being a baby obvi. she dreamt of the life she had back to the forest before ghetsis found her
which would put them around that age
also i don't blame lady at all for bolting. go queen. sorry azrael but he really had it coming . if anything rh peepaw is one hell of an improvement but i guess to him it would be a downgrade if you preferred tyrannical abuser
though this does beg the question of why lady didn't do anything for penny if they were aware of each other ... penny ended up dematerializing because upon colress's arrest and ghetsis's death there was no one to maintain click and click was stuck in the lab. my poor guy. im assuming she just panicked or she assumed he got out on his own or smth. or hell maybe click was already gone by the time lady saw an out... that's actually SUCH a sad concept to see this little guy you liked fizzle out of existence while you can't do anything
i know lady doesn't blink but does she sleep? or dream? bc if not then penny couldn't even reach her to say smth...
also all this begs the question. ik you mentioned story canon vs other canon. is all of the above applied in the world of nhp and rh? just asking cuz obvi it would drastically change penny lore and i may have to do some finagling to fit it all in
#long post#and alder. maybe stop procreating with ghetsis#so much generational trauma#as for paulo. hes ALSO A TEST TUBE BABY HELP ME#COLRESS STOP#well he was originally but ive gone back and forth on this. on one hand i dont think anyone would have a kid with col#but on the other hand aside from going evilmode once paulo is very normal#so maybe he came to be by normal means#to be determined#abuse cw#death cw#needles cw#raising harmony#natural harmonia posting#penny harmonia gropius#oh my god this was long sorry
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was talking with a friend about how some of dunmeshi fаndom misunderstands kabru's initial feelings towards laios.
to sum up kabru's situation via a self-contained modernized metaphor:
kabru is like a guy who lost his entire family in a highly traumatic car accident. years later he joins a discord server and takes note of laios, another server member who seems interesting, so they start chatting. then laios reveals his special interest and favorite movie of all time is David Cronenberg's Crash (1996), and invites kabru to go watch a demolition derby with him
#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#kabru#kabru already added laios as a discord friend. everyone else in the server can see laios excitedly asking kabru to go with him#what would You even Do in this situation. how would YOU feel?#basically: kabru isnt a laios-hater! hes just in shock bc Thats His Trauma. the key part is kabru still says yes#bc he wants to get to know laios. to understand why laios would be so fascinated by something horrific to him#and ALSO bc even while in shock kabru can still tell laios has unique expertise + knowledge that Could be used for Good#even if kabru doesnt fully trust laios yet (bc kabru just started talking to the guy 2 hours ago. they barely know each other)#kabru also understands that getting to know ppl (esp laios) means having to get to know their passions. even if it triggers his trauma here#but thats too much to fit in this metaphor/analogy. this is NOT an AU! its not supposed to cover everything abt kabru or laios' character!#its a self-contained metaphor written Specifically to be more easily relatable+thus easy to understand for general ppl online#(ie. assumed discord users. hence why i said (a non-specific) 'discord server' and not something specific like 'car repair subreddit')#its for ppl who mightve not fully grasped kabru's character+intentions and think hes being mean/'chaotic'/murderous.#to place ppl in kabru's shoes in an emotionally similar situation thats more possible/grounded in irl experiences and contexts.#and also for the movie punchline#mynn.txt#dm text#crossposting my tweets onto here since my friends suggested so
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someone give this man some support right this instant
#I love him so much#he's such good commentary on how disfigurement from trauma leads to disenfranchisement from the system and society in general#he just needs a job and a support system someone help him before I scream and throw a TANTRUMMM#spiderverse#spider verse#spiderverse 2#spider verse 2#across the spiderverse#spiderverse spoilers#the spot#jonathan ohnn#my art
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tim drake would rather die than kill innocent people and tim drake killed hundreds of supervillain henchpeople with long-range detonation explosives that one time are two separate headcanons that, contrary to what the fandom discourse would have you believe, can actually coexist at the same time.
there’s even a psychologist term for it.
it’s called compartmentalization!
#let’s be honest#the entire batfamliy “stuffers” from this#and while that’s not something generally talked about#I just find the concept so interesting#how they all justify their actions — both socially moral and socially in-moral — to themselves#particularly how they all justify their actions to themselves in different ways#and for more evidence about their compartmentalization: there’s obviously the fact that they all have superhero and civilian identities too#also#this might need to be a separate post#but#the fandom’s perception of each member of the batfamily as individuals#often read more like they have bought into the characters’s “masks” they wear due to trauma#the “masks” being how the batfam are completely willing to be only perceived as one-thing#because that’s easier than being a real human#with blood and pain and fears and failures#they’d much rather be#the nice one#or the funny one#or the smart one#(etc. etc.)#dc#dc comics#dc characters#batman comics#batfam#the batfamily#tim drake#robin#robin dc#red robin
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oh to be the comfort plushie of a little girl getting fucked by her sister in the middle of the night....
#ok to rb#okay im not shy anymore about this its coming out of the drafts LMFAO#bunnyprints#this is so specific i don't even know if anyone will like it but also AUGHGH CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT IT#again: i dont ever want to be the Subject of incest play (i have too much trauma related to that) but i also cant lie having a girl ontop#of me screaming and crying and using my tummy to muffle it..... esp is thats her sister or mother 🥵🥵🥵🥵#being the cherished plushie of a little girl in general is so ..... dizzying LMAO#(god it feels so perverted to want to See this also is the thing. oughghghghgh are peeping femmes a thing? will y'all still love me if i#drilled holes in your walls and rubbed myself stupid while learning all your secrets.)
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Farewell Rayashki text post meme because I'm not immune to the Russian yuri and their adopted son
Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3 | Part 4
#I got carried away and made so many of these so we might have 2-3 more parts after this one#it feels like bluepoch will give us more trauma next patch so I'm fixating on this generally wholesome/hopeful patch as much as I can#reverse 1999#farewell rayashki#windsong#vila#avgust#windla#vilasong#text posts#text post meme#reverse 1999 text post meme#r1999🍄#now presenting vingler's mirror
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dick vs. apartment organization, a story in three parts
new teen titans 10, new titans 65, nightwing: target
"i can't believe this place." "i thought you were moving." "you live like a slob."
everybody's a critic dsfsfdsf
#dick grayson#dick grayson understands my organization system <3 maybe the disorder is just enabling me to be more orderly! you don't know#anyway black mirror!dick turning into a neatnik who's really reluctant to have any personal items around at all#so much that alfred is bugging him about how he should decorate more and make the place more 'his'#is in context obviously inspired by dick's general trauma-response flight from memories in the batman: reborn era#but in my heart it is also a trauma response to getting his apartment blown up <3#'haha nah i'm just a rolling stone' (<- guy whose firetrap of an apartment went up in smoke with all his worldly possessions)#hoc scripsi
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No longer just a young master,
No longer just jiujiu’s a-ling
#mdzs#mo dao zu shi#mdzs fanart#mxtx mdzs#魔道祖师#jin ling#jl#金凌#i have just been reminded that he IS now the jin clan leader#so now i must remind everyone too#i gave him the stance kinda like jin zixuan from him audio drama illust#i mean like father like son am i right ;)#idk i think it really got me that jl is now the clan leader#jl (and sizhui) are the ones that had been affected the most in the new generation by all that happened#he had to become the clan leader in quite a similar way to jc (but not as intense) that they both were not aware the day would come so quick#jc had to do it all alone and build everything up from zero while also having to raise jl#but now jl has his jiujiu to guide him ahhh im so soft for them istg#imagine being jc trying to keep the only thing. the only bits of love that his sister left behind#and now he sees jl grow up into a clan leader. into something he was meant to be#bro is this how maternal instinct kicks in i can’t#im going insane#and even though wwx/lwj/jc gen were the ones having to face all the trauma to end everything. jl’s gen still has to deal w some consequences#but they will be the last one#jl becoming the jin clan leader is one step closer to making everything better#yes that’s my take thank you very much#now i’ll go be insane again
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Random thought but do you ever think about how Zelda possibly can't view Hyrule Castle the same ever again. She literally experienced its origins for herself. The home she grew up in, the stone walls she was born in and have seen for almost her entire life was not a home. It was never a home. It was a grave. A stake that keeps the evil at bay. A tombstone that weighs down what lies beneath its grounds. The kingdom's mistake. Its dark past. Imagine finding out THAT'S what's been under your feet since the moment you learned how to walk. What generations of your family have been living with just above its seal. And even before TOTK, too much had happened there for Zelda to even reconsider living there again. It's where she grew up in, yes, but it's also where she was pressured to save the world at 17. It's where she endured the last grueling 100 years. It's where the Calamity was born-- arguably an evil that had plagued her life most physically, emotionally and mentally, to the point she questioned if she even deserved being Hyrule's princess.
What do you do when you have a house you want to love, but too much has happened in its walls that it's no longer a home?
#totk#loz#on my zelda thinkpiece shit again#princess zelda#zelda in BOTW is so so special and complex to me I'm still pissed how they handled her in TOTK#legend of zelda#botw#tears of the kingdom#breath of the wild#analysis#hyrule#the day someone makes a psychological horror-esque generational trauma take on zelda is the day I die peacefully#there's so much content you can work with hear me out
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do you ever think about how lsk loved kdj more than anything, so much that not only did she throw away her freedom to protect him but also was even willing to bear his resentment and sacrifice her very relationship with her own son, to protect him? (and how kdj did the same to his loved ones like yjh and kimcom, willing to bear their resentment to save them?)
do you ever think about how kdj, too, loved his mother so much, and so much of him is made of his mother - she taught him to read, gave him his love of stories, taught him to read again, taught him love-as-sacrifice... how incredibly similar they are, like mirrors of one another... how they both hurt each other so badly but underneath all that is so much profound love?
do you also ever think about how orv is about love, and about stories, and how those two are the same thing. and kdj and lsk.. their story was always about love all along! what would you do to protect the people you love? what would you sacrifice? what if you grew up and had loved ones of your own to protect and found yourself making the same kind of decisions your mother did to protect the people you love?
#orv#orv spoilers#kim dokja#lee sookyung#thought about them too hard for the fic and broke down again#its all about love.... they love each other so much......#also something something asian generational trauma...#anyway finally finished the kdj and lsk reconciliation fic#mp: orv
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Whump that is about change. Whump that is about acceptance. Whump that is about adapting to loss. Whump where there is no rehabilitation, no getting back what’s gone. Sometimes things happen and there is no going back, there is no getting better. Sometimes the person that comes out the other side is different and they will never be the same again. Sometimes you need to grapple with the reality that most people don’t bounce back from traumatic brain injuries, from severe burns, from lost limbs and are their old selves ever again.
Whump that is about change, with no going back, and how the world won’t end because of it.
#whump#whump prompt#angst#disability#beans speaks#sorry for disability posting on whump#seen a few (very good!) prompts lately but they put such focus on…idk the ‘return to normal’#they like the angsty trauma but they don’t like the permenant disabiitiy or impairment.#it kind goes hand in hand w ye old ‘prosthetics don’t magically make you not disabled’ truth#idk. generally with brain damage you can only rehabilitate so much. the friends and family aren’t gonna wake up one day and the mc is Norma#they have to accept and learn the same way the mc has to accept and learn to live with their new limitations or perspective.#yeah permanent disability is tough to write about that’s why I like it in my whump. it’s cathartic for me as someone who’s disabled#you can have your fun fantasy everything got all better eventually stories those are fun sometimes too#but. just don’t forget that most people irl don’t get those miracles.
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Huh, found an older art piece of the FSM as a child
My anatomy is meh here but oh well. The eyes around him are basically the onis and the dragons. Its the pressure he felt when they were making him chose sides in a war… yikes.
Rambling below cut (and sketch!)
I hc he ran away when he was 14-15. This is him as a kid, basically 14. Also, i thought it’d be fun if he looked like both his sons hence the two toned hair (personally think he made his kids asexually btw cause its hilarious)
I also like to think hes a lot like BOTH his sons personality wise.
ANYWAY that moment when trauma hits you like a truck. As a child soldier, you are robbed of your childhood (lloyd parallel fr) and then you run away making 16 realms, 2 kids and possibly humans as well. You ingrain it into your everyday life and never realise your coping methods are unhealthy until you suddenly realise you’ve hurt your sons, but its too late by then.
My angst material is focusing on the generational trauma here btw
I mean FSM runs from the pressure from everyone around him -> Wu and Garmadon feel pressure to uphold their fathers expectations and everyone elses -> Lloyd trying to uphold expectations from everyone around him…
(Also, so fun cause my lloyd design looks like his grandfather, OOF think of the parallels is what i’m saying)
This family makes me crazy…
Bonus,, sketch

#no wonder this guy did so many fucked up things#bro was not number 1 parent lol#its cause of generational trauma :/#FSM didnt know how to raise his kids cause he was never a kid himself#yikes#imagine the behaviour he thought was normal that ended up being very much NOT normal#like testing your son to know where your tomb is by giving him a script secretly#and then dying w/o warning#ANYWAY#i’ll stop rambling#ninjago#lego ninjago#fsm#fsm ninjago#ninjago fsm#ninjago first spinjitzu master#first spinjitzu master#ninjago fanart#ninjago wu#ninjago garmadon#lord garmadon#sensei wu#last few tags cause i mention them in my rambling
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one of the diana practice i tried to salvage
#cabbage draws#lwa#little witch academia#diana cavendish#okay look#her eyes are wonky#its the face im practicing lol#it might not look much but there was a breakthrouh here#ohhh im so excited for the weekend with more time#imma have to continue practicing the face then eyes#ohhh im so excited#when they said that you can gain a skill you havent done for months or years quicker when you get back to it#its true#ksbsksjsks#im so excited again#finally!#the mental block in general starting to chip littlw by little#i feel like pushing myself doing the things i used to enjoy before that trauma really helped#it wasnt easy and quick bit oh boy#having that excitement and enthusiasm coming back slowly is so rewarding#self care is pushing yourself through uncomfortable shit knowing it will be good for you in the long run#anywayssss#just very happy rn
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Bestie Deficiency
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#a-qing#xue yang#xiao xingchen#Xue yang is cold because cold blooded creatures can't generate their own body heat#I am skipping over drawing the stories they tell due to the fact this arc is already really dragging#but I think they are very key in understanding the yi-city characters#Even if they are stories that really bring down the slumber party vibes A-Qing was hoping for.#I mentioned some of my thoughts in the tags of no. 76 but to continue on a bit more#I think xxc and xue yangs stories inversely mirror each other on the meaning of sacrifice and what it means to 'deserve' something#to xue yang he has only ever sacrificed - therefore he is in his right to 'deserve' what he wants. And he wants everything.#xxc leaves song lan thinking its the best course of action to atone but my god. No it wasn't. Poor communication crown actually goes to xxc#but it's what xxc he feels he deserves - continued sacrifice to atone. He wants to want nothing.#both are very stuck in the past in ways that are not actually accounting for their actions#It's easy to look at xue yang and go 'dang you need to get over your childhood trauma'#but that very much ignores that fact that we - real human beings - define so much by our childhood pains.#Growth is having to come to terms with it and trying to move past it...and not everyone is ready for that.#I have a lot of thoughts on that matter but I'll let it be for now.#Anyways. Amiguito appears to be one of those words whos meaning change depending on speaker and contextual factors#So as far as I can tell it slides around on the scale on romantic and platonic. Which works for this dynamic. I think.#Native Spanish speakers I am so sorry.
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#yeah i think i should stop drawing them#you know in my mind they chat together they badger the medic they bring bentos to eat with medic they drag the medic to bed#they hug they sleep they fuck they exchange their oath in latin#like everything#aaaaaaaaaaaand#i realize im just treating them with complete disregard of the whole 2077 world-building and general setting#and is just viewing them as medic x soldier with nice looking helmets and very little background setting of this whole insurance corporatio#which imo is basically desecration of them#especially if im gonna make a whole fucking series of comics of them instead of some portrait or something that doesn't just-#-break even more things as the plot goes on#(and generally being stupid like why is the medic reading just plug a cable in their head okay but i already made the dialogue so fuck it)#soooooooooooooooo#(throws in dumpster)#idk maybe ill take a few days off and see if im coming back with way too much 2077 knowledge or just straight up forgetting them#or just. keep. desecrating them. that's a choice.#they're still cute tho ngl#cyberpunk 2077#trauma team#my art
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I AM SOFT AND KIND AND FULL OF LOVE
#everything everywhere all at once#eeaao#movie lists#movie sessions#this movie gave me so much to think about#nilhism and existentialism will always get to you#and maybe you'll never be the utmost potential of what you could be#maybe you are living the worst possible life possible and all the choices you've made are wrong but the only way out is through#the fact that killing yourself is not the answer and figuring out to be happy woth what you have and where you are is such a cute message#also thinking about how family members always go through so much and there's generations of built up trauma#but you still can find comfort with them#a universe where nothing matters is so liberating#just gotta be kind#michelle yeoh#ke huy quan#stephanie hsu#jamie lee curtis#daniel kwan#daniel scheinert#a24#this movie is basically jester's privilege#also my ramblings make no sense but at least ik how to walk my path better now
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