#so much fucking rambling

[squalchinglobotomy]

Two people asked about my AU and because I want to ramble I’m gonna answer them!!!!!!!

(Pic isn’t related I just wanted to add it <3)

This is jst about certain characters and what little lore I gave them:,D like I said!!! Still trying to figure out the character and their stories

OK!!! Starting off with Ignacio because @cupcake-catastrophe11 blew me to all the way to Texas with their drawing!

Ignacio always wanted to be a star, specifically in acting, and he definitely had the face for it. Dare I say he was a pretty young lad before getting his face and (nearly) entire body burned due to a stunt! Because you couldn’t get a place in acting with a face like his, the freak show is where he had to go!

Ignacio has been in the circus for the longest. He’s even picked up some extra talents besides charming the guest, like fire breathing and sword swallowing!

But Atlas (skids dad) and Lila see so much more in him because of how long he’s stayed with them. They gave him a role in preaching to the others; every Sunday when’s it’s time to learn about the one and only god!

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Now 4 @eyedrateanatomy little questions !!!

Roy and skid are like brothers! Since Roy was abandoned and Skid is an only child, they needed some “family” comfort that wasn’t from someone decades older than them!

Though they aren’t “glued together” close, they do like chatting from time to time and messing around. Sadly, Roy can’t hang out with skid too much, as he has to practice most days and has very little free time.

And Bob just has a gut of steel! He can eat nearly everything you throw at him… seriously! That’s an actual bit he does for guest, lots of wood and metal have perished in his tummy <:D! He was also meant to be the most tatted but I’m not drawing allat. X((

Radford looked mischievous in my drawing becauseee… idk !!! Let’s just say he was being mega homo to Kevin and blew his mind bc Kevin didn’t know gay people existed !!!!

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This wasn’t asked by anyone but whatever’!!

I wish I could’ve drawn more of the people that were in the circus! But I couldn’t bc I had no more room and I had to save some characters so they could be citizens/workers outside of the carnival.

The chars I didn’t draw (and will dw!!) are:

Actress/Millie(4 legged woman), Rick (ticket taker), Streber(4 pegged pirate), Frank(sells sweets), Lila + Atlas(show runners), and I’ve been thinking about adding these two in bc they would literally have no other purpose in this universe - thin thief & fat thief(can “read each others minds”(they can’t))

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OK OK I’m gonna shut up now but I wanna talk abt their relationships so baddd!! BUT TAHTS 4LATER

[crazycatmilo]

Jon and Martin as a couple actually mean the world to me. As an ace person, I hardly ever get to see media that represents asexuality in a way that feels realistic to my experience. Romance is important to me, but it’s always tied in with sex as if they are inseparable. Most ace characters are aroace, and I have literally never come across an ace character in a romantic relationship until Jon and Martin. I think that’s part of the reason they’ve taken over my brain so much in a way no other ship I’ve come across has so intensely. On top of the fact that I love their characters and the TMA universe as a concept like they have lowkey changed my life.

[starry-bi-sky]

on a completely separate note; shizun luo binghe with a disciple shen yuan who fell into the abyss??? *thinks about LBH canonically stealing SQQ's corpse for 5 years* he'd hallucinate i think. like, like visual and audial hallucinations.

Keeps thinking he's seeing SQQ in the corner of his eyes, or wandering between the trees, amongst a group of disciples. Thinks he hears him calling for him, but its just the wind or another disciple.

Gets Xiu Ya reforged but patently fucking refuses to make a sword mound. Because his disciple Is Not Dead :))) There was No Body. He's Not Dead. And If You keep Insisting That He Is, He's Gonna Skewer You :). He's holding onto Xiu Ya so he can return his most favored disciple's sword when he returns. It's on his hip right next to Zheng Yang where it's supposed to be.

Also this motherfucker?? does not sleep btw. He has the image of SQQ, wide eyed and hysterical and standing at the mouth of the abyss burned into his fucking eyelids. Can't use the dreamscape to escape it either because he keeps trying to save him and either he does and it's an incredibly cruel trick to wake up to, or he doesn't and he gets his heart broken in several different pieces again.

There is no convincing this man that Shen Qingqiu is dead. Absolutely nothing at all. He is buried so deep in denial that moles would be jealous of how deep he is. He keeps making tea for two in the bamboo house only to remember that it's just him. SQQ's fans are hiding everywhere, little reminders of his presence. He goes to wake up SQQ on the mornings he sleeps in-- only to find the room empty.

[wu-does-art]

thinking about Nico adjusting to letting himself miss and long for the people he loves. based on these bits from the sun and the star:

" As Nico and Will followed the trogs, he thought about how much he missed Hazel. He was learning to make peace with that feeling. It was okay for him to miss people because that meant he wanted them around in his life. That idea was *very* new for him- he was used to either pushing people away or watching them recoil from his presence." *

" That was the most surreal thing of all... Was he happy? Nico wasn't very familiar with the sensation, but he couldn't deny that he felt wonderful in Will's presence. He even longed for the son of Apollo when they were apart. A funny thing had happened as the two grew closer: Nico suddenly understood all those cheesy, sappy love songs he'd always hated."

[chatlote]

Just because you don't love yourself it doesn't mean I will stop loving you.

[soupdwelling]

died 2021 born 2024 NOT welcome back jonah magnus get AWAY from me now the ONLY good thing about having your WORTHLESS ass back is that we MIGHT have the honor of getting to listen to you DIE PATHETICALLY on tape again. FUCK you.

[astronnova]

doodles (as i avoid work) of the super awesome you wouldn't like me alive fic by @ectoplasmranch which i binge read in a 7 hour sitting yesterday

[festivating]

glinda running away screaming and crying and then standing against the wall and closing her eyes and waiting for death... elphaba saw firsthand how much of a TERRIBLE fugitive glinda would've been and was still like mmm yes please come with me we'll be the greatest team there's ever been. she loves glinda so dearly.

[lazylittledragon]

i'm in one of those phases where i really wish i believed in manifesting and spellcasting and things like that bc you know when you want something so bad you're literally praying for the universe to let it happen

[nerdyspies]

ITS MINE. ITS MINE. ITS CERTAINLY MINE. IT BELONGS TO MY BOOOOOOYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

[tartppola]

very specific au thought, silver if he was the shield instead ( read the tags to see explanations )

[ahappyphjl]

“DanAndPhilCRAFTS - Slime” is the short film of the century

[gremlingirlsmell]

if you have ever called a transfem a baeddel and/or believe in transandrophobia, you are part of a reactionary transmisogynistic hate group

[misteria247]

The way Stanley??? Always looks out for his family??? Even when they've been mean to him???? Is honestly really admirable????

Like not everyone would look out for their sibling after they've cut them out of their life. Not everyone would try to be better for their niece and nephew because they wanted to leave originally. Not everyone would take a lonely boy under their wing and become essentially their parental figure. Not everyone would still try to make amends when their sibling is hellbent on holding onto a grudge nor willing to sacrifice themselves to protect their loved ones.

Stanley Pines is like the most selfless dude when it really comes down to it. He's a good man despite his fuck ups and it makes me adore him as both a character and a person. Wish we had more people like Stan out there in the world.

[babacontainsmultitudes]

RIP Will Campos the only person who was murdered this episode.

[the-last-butter]

HC they first met a year or two after Yelan got her vision; post fighting the in abyss but when Kaeya was still navigating his identity from Kaeya, Brother and Right hand of Diluc Ragnvindr to Kaeya Alberich, Cavalry Captain and Quarter master of the Knights of Favonius.