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Holly expect way more love and ask on those ocs of yours now
i’m so okay with that!! i mean that’s what they’re here for after all~
#┊✩彡 divine correspondence ♡#┊✩彡 unsigned letter ♡#not like you can go to anyone else for talion val and stolas content hehehehe~#now that i answered the asks about them too nobody can see how long i sat on them either hehe#i still have more ocs lying around#but i don’t even get around to writing for these three#so i shouldn’t push it
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Twinning.
#FUCKKKKKKKING KIL ME#based of that one drawimg meme#junko enoshima#danganronpa#mukuro ikusaba#despair sisters#'Have you seen me?' being junkos tagline is going to kill me#Because its playing off of the 'have you seen him? now you have!' meme#but also is a jab at mukuro#also i know that the posters shouldn’t look like her teenage self#but theres no canon design and good indication that it is her#so fuck you#scardraws#japan was familiar with their faces long before hpa#im GUESSING this would take place right after mukie returns#i say that like im not the fucker who drew it#also this is a reference to the dr1 photos#the ones used for the last trial#pushes up glasses you see this is a metaphor for the game#mukuro will always be missing and no one will ever see junkos true face#anyways i put so much effort in this enjoy it#dr1#drthh#danganronpa trigger happy havoc
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One of the absolute best things about the bros is that they just. Play. They play around like the teens they are, playing ball, or video games, or anything else. They just play and have fun together, genuinely enjoying each other’s company. I dunno, I just appreciate how easy it is for them to mess around and be kids.
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#it’s what makes Raph’s mindset at the beginning of the movie so tragic to me tbh#bc like on one hand he’s absolutely not WRONG that Leo (and Donnie and Mikey) need to take being heroes and a team more seriously#but on the other he shouldn’t have to sacrifice his own childhood for it y’know?#raph IS the one who has most consistently pushes them being heroes and#I can’t help but think the shredder incident only pushed him harder in that direction#but to a bit of a detriment#it’s honorable but self destructive in a way#the thing that gets me too is that contrary to popular belief raph DID have fun and a childhood pre shredder#sure sometimes he had to be the responsible one but pretty much all of them got stuck in that position now and again#raph still got to be a kid and then#idk it’s what makes the ending of the movie so poignant to me#bc it’s RAPH who suggests the game it’s RAPH who takes them away from a moment of responsibly and pushes them to do something FUN#and I adore this I really do#so much
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things i’m going crazay about today: the illustrations in the he who drowned the world illumicrate cover
(artist is glassbearer on ig)
#what’s sending me into hysterics is wANG??? ultimate twinkification 😭😭#i only recognized from his trademark horrid lettuce gown & faggy peach signaling#the difference between how i imagine/draw him and this is so nebfjsjfkwrkjsj#like to me he’s a tired dude with permanent eye bags and a caffeine addiction that started at age 9#he’s barely 30 and looks 50 bc every day he wakes up in a torture nexus of his own making#being a straight faggot is hard work but someone has to do it#and is the other guy the third prince??? would make sense tbh but shouldn’t he be in his late teens#ig performative masculinity also ages you#(if i’m wrong and that’s esen PUT SOME BEEF ON MY MAN)#k rant over pushing this aside to tunnelvision on ZHU AND OUYANG#WHY ARE THEY DRAWN LIKE THEY’RE IN THE COVER OF A CAMPY ROMANCE NOVEL I LOVE IT#OUYANG SLUTTED OUT WHILE SUFFERING OH HES GETTING THE 15th CENTURY ART SAINT TREATMENT. AS HE SHOULD#love the benis metaphor of it all too he’s on his knees holding zhu’s sword i know what you are#zhu baby u look gorjus no notes#slay#anyway both /pos and /neg this sure is making me feel shrimp emotions lmfao#the radiant emperor#send post
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Goldie: he’s crying, what do we do?
Beakley: go comfort him
Scrooge: how do we do that?
Beakley: maybe start with a hug
Goldie: a what??
#they don’t know what affection is#back in there day emotions weren’t a thing#you just went to work and went to sleep#like what do you mean you shouldn’t push your emotions down#it work perfect fine for them#right?#RIGHT??#wrong.#they both need therapy#Beakley is so done with them both#like so. done.#she wants to strangle them#and I can’t blame her#goldie o'gilt#scrooge mcduck#ducktales#incorrect quotes#scroldie#louie duck#bentina beakley#goldie is mortified that Beakley would even suggest that#and Scrooge is contemplating every move he made that got him into this position#they’re impossible#they’re stupid#best auntie and uncle shirt all round
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the girlies really be out there experiencing debilitating burnout only for The Adults to come and explain how in life we all sometimes have to do things we don’t like to do, honey
#it’s me i’m the girlies i haven’t been eating or sleeping but everything is fine because we all have to just push through sometimes 💕#who will come drown in the ocean with me?#academic burnout is so lazily trivial i’m sorry none of my problems can be more exciting for y’all to actually listen#pushing through killed my friend in march. don’t tell me life is like this sometimes. it shouldn’t be.
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seeing a post or fic about Jinx and Isha:
it doesn’t make them mother and daughter:
#arcane#arcane spoilers#jinx#isha#txt#look if you like it all the more power to you#but I /hate/ it#jinx herself in canon even made allusions to the fact that they’re sisters if anything#‘I never got to do much of this stuff with my big sis’ or w.e she says#why does she have to be her mother for any of it to matter??#its so much more interesting and narratively compelling for them not to see each other that way#also they’re way to close in age for it to even make sense#like jinx (if you really push the timeline) is at most 20#idk usually those annoying posts about how found family is more than just the nuclear family or w.e are kinda dumb to me#not because they aren’t true but because it /is/ still an version of found family#because (at least the ones I’ve seen) act like it should’ve even be an option when it comes to found family and it’s like ???#*shouldn’t#no the point is or should be that found family can be anything/any dynamic of family even the ones you don’t like because they’re overused#but man is the arcane fandom really making me feel a kinship with those posts now#like actually maybe the nuclear family found family should be left dying in a ditch
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I love Big Finish. There’s something delightful about non-novel* Doctor Who spin-off content so successful it’s been quietly chugging along for over 20 years and producing stories the show, the novels, and the comics could never make.
*not disparaging the novels (I love them, Your Honor), but it’s surprising to me something requiring as much money and work as a full audio drama (writing, actors, sound effects, etc) could last as long as big finish has whereas novels seem like they have a lower barrier to produce. Have any of the other big sci-fi / genre fiction universes succeeded at this to the same degree? Star Trek and Star Wars have extensive novel ranges, but it seems like only Doctor Who has Big Finish.
#I love you Big Finish#I also love that spin-off stories even without the Doctor have succeeded so well they’re also pushing 20 years old at this point#it feels like Gallifrey shouldn’t exist and yet it does#doctor who#big finish
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I will have to read a romantasy book written by a straight man or a lesbian someday just to see if a certain tone is different because a lot of the romantasy books written by women that are attracted to men are just…sometimes…interesting in a bad way
“She was the strongest, most compassionate, most intelligent, kindest, most generous woman that ever existed. All the wise older characters like to pull her aside to tell her this. Unlike all the dumb evil cows that just wanted MMC for his hot body and deep pockets, FMC wanted MMC for his mind and his beautiful soul” just gives off a weird vibe
#is it internalized misogyny is what i’m wondering#if you throw in some compliments like the evil cows are pretty than it isn’t so misogynistic and bitter right?? lol#it’s fiction maybe i shouldn’t care but a lot of it feels so dishonest and strange#you can’t be pushing 40 and writing about how mmc never loved a woman because they were all bitches you need to touch grass#if you can’t make mmc fall in love with fmc without tearing down the other women in the story what are you doing#women can absolutely be flawed but most of the time these flaws in romantasy stories seem to be currated in bad faith#i picked up acotar today and I could not get past the descriptions of the fmc’s sisters like are you joking me…#i promise fmc can be believably loved by mmc even if the female side characters are not evil cows#sometimes it feels like the romance is so underdeveloped and ‘haha I won I’m the best woman’ narrative takes the wheel and for what#author could write about the fmc and mmc simply being together but fmc showing how she is the MOST badass woman is more important 😏😝😝😝#the not so covert ‘she is not like the other girls’ is so bad and boring and it needs to DIE#there is some intrasexual competition going on and am i supposed to act like that is not what is happening or what#even when that is clearly what is going on??#stooop stop fighting girls just stooooop#i have to tag fourth wing sorry it’s true it’s true#fourth wing
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not to be that guy but rp w my female ocs lol
#mobile .#i always feel bad pushing them#so i don’t !!#but i shouldn’t feel bad !!#they deserve so much love !!
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Last night this man was making out with me and he stopped and just looked at me for a long minute and I was like “bro WHAT” and he just goes “you’re really beautiful yknow that?”
And I’m still thinking about it
#I had to push him off and be like you CANNOT do that#o don’t compliment well#and this motherfucker goes “so I shouldn’t tell you how pretty you look later when I’m fucking you?#Goose.exe stopped working#like on the spot#construction man chronicles#gooses dating shenanigans
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they should’ve kissed
#shep is still awesome tho#steven universe#lars barriga#sadie miller#larsadie#lars x sadie#fanart#steven universe fanart#cooch1ecruncherarchive#my art#ok but hear me out they would’ve been perfect for eachother bc of their character development#yes i know that they weren’t the best for eachother before due to lars pushing her aside and her trapping him on an island BUT lars#is so much nicer now and sadie has built her own confidence#i know it won’t happen but larsadie shouldn’t have died
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Hey! Just a heads up, I'm sending this to multiple people, since I wanna get as many different viewpoints on this as I can. I hope this doesn't bother you. Also, this is pretty long.
So, I have a question about gamedev, but more on the marketing/presence side.
Most gamedevs I know, even hobbyist ones, keep their accounts relatively professional. Sure, they may shitpost here and there, but it's mostly in relation to their games, the gamedev sphere in general, or very general inoffensive stuff. And, most importantly, I've seldom seen my favorite gamedevs (or any of my favorite internet personalities, for that matter) comment on random videos unrelated to what type of content they usually post.
All of my social media accounts are quite unprofessional. I've also had them for a long time, so there are a few things on my digital footprint that I'd rather people not see. I also, for lack of a better way of explaining, watch and read random shit and like to leave comments on it sometimes.
I feel like, I were to become a gamedev, I wouldn't be able to do that anymore. I'd have to treat my internet presence as its own balancing act, rather than a place for me to express myself unabashedly. I know this is working under the assumption that I would get big and that people would give a damn about me, but there is always the off chance of that happening. Of a random game you make suddenly blowing up because it hit the algorithm just right. So it's better to be prepared. And even if I don't get that big boom in popularity, I still plan to at least make games consistently enough to build a community of their own. Nothing like, huge, but I really enjoy the idea of people enjoying my work and sharing that enjoyment with others. But I don't want that to cross over into my personal life!
I know that's not an impossible feat, but I feel like it kind of destroys the purpose of the internet for me. To me, it's always been a safe space where I could express myself and easily connect with people with similar viewpoints, but I am now coming to odds with this concept as I consider how I want to become a gamedev.
There's also the side note that I don't wanna rebrand. At least not completely. I don't mind cleaning up my accounts or deleting some old ones, but I've grown very attached to being "Quamai". I can't imagine myself having any other online identity, even if there are some cringy moments attached to it.
So, do you have any advice for my situation? How did you personally go about your own online image, and what do you think is the best course of action?
Thank you in advance!
Oh, I am such a funny person to come to about this- I never let being a game dev stop me from interacting with works I like, haha! Maybe that’s just because I’m a smaller creator, though. Just recently I posted death note fan art, I’m currently working up the courage to post about fandom related ocs, and I’m hosting a game jam encouraging fan works that might be considered “cringy.”
The people who like you and your work will still be there regardless. You can count on that as a fact! So why should you stop yourself from having fun?
Life is far too short to be worried about your public image to such a high degree. Like you said, these are already things that you actively do to express yourself and enjoy! So if it gives you any semblance of comfort, I’ll start doing even more “unprofessional” things to help you out there <3 /pos
#ask#I’m not saying like. to do crazy horrible things though online LOL#obviously I just mean that harmless fun is harmless and you shouldn’t feel embarrassed by it!#if you look at any of your favorite creators they probably have fan art up somewhere#embrace what makes you happy! be self indulgent! it’ll attract like-minded people and overall make you happier <3#ironically I think this was the push I needed to start posting non game related art so thank you!!!
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Happy “panic attack at the thought of doing anything” season guys!!!🎉🎉🎉
#time change hits and BOOM everything is paralyzing and terrifying!!#it’s so fun!!#I’ll make sure I don’t push people away this year#that’ll make things worse#but UUUUUGH OMFG#Annoying#i feel very useless whenever I’m like this#and i constantly seek validation to prove to myself something i don’t know#I think I’m trying to prove that even like this I’m not completely useless#that people care even when im this pathetic#it’s annoying because I only started to feel better in like August?#getting broken up with definitely didn’t help but I hope this feeling doesn’t last that long again#bc it drives me crazy#yap yappity yap#I am so annoying!!! why do people like me!!! why can’t I just be normal!!! I wish I could be useful!!!#no one should look up to me or admire me like they do#I’m barely holding myself together why do people think highly of me#im pretty pathetic#but it’s fine I’ll be okay#there are people who love me a lot#even if I tell myself they shouldn’t they will love me anyway#things will be okay again. I don’t need to be strong I just need to push through#maybe there’s strength in that or maybe I’m just trying to make myself feel better#i just don’t know what to do with myself when doing anything brings that horrible weight on my chest#but I’ll persist. I always do and I will do so again
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… “damned if I do, damned if I don’t” it’s such a freeing realization, zomfg /gen /pos
#delete l8r#bleats#this isn’t even the most important part of her but I have to address this ASAP#her being a weird ass spoiled girl with a God Complex™️ is the most important thing BUT#the fucking entitlement#slight vent#identity policing#generally positive#bittersweet#a lot of things pushed me towards this thought#but this post is…#this is about something specific#I’m so tired of ‘walking on eggshells’ with MY oc 🙄#(pun UNintended holy fuck)#Anyways™️#I’m tired of ‘hiding’ my multiracial background out of fear of being labeled ‘antiblack’ 🙄#how are u gonna call me (insert whatever -ism here) for creating a self indulgent OC based on… ME™️#Dodie isn’t meant to represent all black girl experiences oh my fucking god#damn that felt good to get off my chest#it honestly shouldn’t even matter considering she’s based off Me#but I’m so sick of entitlement & identity policing#god I wish I didn’t have to say this#omfg like when I and several other black girls who got harassed some years back cus we were into cottagecore???#like DUDE - me sitting in a flowery meadow eating a basket of strawberries is politicized now???#holy fuck just let me live??#damned if i do damned if i dont
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Anyways nothing in the show made me cry till seeing ekko and Mel sitting there alone and it doesn’t even have to do with powder and Jayce it’s the fact that they have to get up the next day its exhausting like there’s so much work to do.
#and sevika to a lesser extent#like it’s less sad for me bc she’s got a support group#like ig it’s bc this is moving up for her#she still has shit to get done but yknow#but for Mel and ekko#she’s gotta deal with being an actual ruler now these new abilities and what they mean#she might be glancing over her shoulder everyday bc what if there’s another black rose#and ekko#man he’s still gotta figure out his tree#and they still have to keep it pushing bc ok fuck playing into the council I hate that sorry#but there’s just so much fucking work to do after 10 minutes of relaxing#and it’s like#idk how to feel about arcane like idk#it feels the same a oitnb to me#commentary on no happy endings but it just so happens the main white characters got theirs#even that jinx lived theory grinds my gears bc it’s like#ofc mel and ekko got the short end of the stick. writing and fandom wise like always#and it’s like the show touches on certain things and can’t follow through bc nobody actually cares about black characters and their stories#but also if this is just expanding into wider lol lore it’s like#having the stories set up or finish in a#I don’t wanna say unsatisfactory but like in a way where it’s real#the ball keeps rolling#that’s cool#but it’s not even that it’s just. more care ig#yeah. I want more care for black characters#I wish whoever fought for cait and vi playing house or saw it as a deserved ending or whatever#someone who decided that mel shouldn’t have finished sitting there alone#that maybe ekko deserved to lay down and sleep even if he cried#like it doesn’t have to be a happy ending. if ekkos last scene was just him sobbing over what he lost it’d feel different#but it’s not in his nature to be that selfish. selfish enough to cry freely. free u my heart. 💔💔💔
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