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I used to be pretty active in the whump community on tumblr, which is like, people who like to read/write/draw characters who are hurt or sick or in some way vulnerable. There are a lot of people (myself included) who write about characters being tortured or in long-term captivity. As I'm sure you can imagine said people tend to do a lot of the "obviously I don't condone these things in real life, I just like writing about them" song and dance. And for the most part I'd believe them because the occasional genuine creep notwithstanding, obviously no decent person would ever be okay with any of this happening to a real person, right?
And then October 7th happened. And the same fucking people who would post about how they totally don't condone any of this and It's Just FictionTM were cackling with glee over Jews being kidnapped, tortured, and murdered in the most brutal ways possible.
I've basically withdrawn from the community altogether. My whump blog still exists but runs solely on a queue that I barely put any effort into maintaining. I block anyone who interacts with that blog who so much as posts one thing that seems like it could be even vaguely antisemitic. But at this point I can't engage with the community at all and have deleted most of my writing because I write Jewish characters by default and it disgusts me to think that these people are reading my work and enjoying it not in an "I like these tropes" kind of way but in an "I like the idea of Jews suffering" kind of way.
Anyway people in this community are a bunch of lying hypocrites. They absolutely do condone torture and rape and murder and kidnapping and slavery and all the fucked up shit they write about as long as it happens to Jews.
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all im thinking about being sick with madison as your girlfriend and her taking so so much care like i just know shes a caring person when you’re sick!! so maybe something like that and like her singing you to sleep to soothe the headache🥲 i need her to take care of me so bad im gonna cry
(this is a request i just never know how to word them lols)
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Madison Beer x female reader !

A/n: this has been in my drafts for a bit but I do hope you enjoy ! - sorry if it's short !
Warnings: none just fluff !
Tags: @eilishslut @jadasmp4
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Everything was cold, but it shouldn't of been you were under the blankets. You tossed for a little bit to try and warm up but it wasn't working. Your girlfriend, Madison. Turns over to look at you. "Morning babe." You let out a breath, causing her brows to furrow. "Baby?" You then turn to face her. "Are you cold?" You then ask. Her head shakes. "It's quite warm actually." Her eyes scan your face. Then her eyes widen. "You're sweating!?" Her hand makes contact with your forehead.
"You're burning up- I think you're coming down with something." You groan, feeling absolutely dreadful. Your body soon starts to ache. "I think you're right-" You stuff yourself further under the blankets. "Oh baby, let me get you something love." She says instantly getting up. "Nooo, come back." She was already out the door, still hearing your plea. "I won't be long!" She sprints down the stairs, heading into the laundry to grab a dry cloth, wetting it with some cold water. She comes back upstairs about to put it on your forehead. "That's so cold." You gasp.
Moving it slightly. "But your body temperature isn't bub." She makes more effort in helping, moving the sheets away from your body. You groan lightly at the cool air. "Let me go get you some water, you need to stsy hydrated." You just nod, letting her go off and do such things. It was so lovely that she wanted to do everything she can to help. Especially without knowing if it's a simple cold, flu, a bug. Maybe you had eaten something you shouldn't? You couldn't even explain what was going on, you hardly go around others, staying at home most of the time.
Maybe Madison brought home something while she was out? But that wasn't really possible unless she was sick first, but she wasn't. She soon comes back with a fresh cloth and some water. Ice, cold. By that time you actually started to feel the heat. Affecting you more so now. She places it over your forehead and you sigh contently. "Feeling that heat?" You nod. "I'm so sorry love, I hate the fact you're going through this." You give her a smile. "It's ok, not much we can do." She then smiles. "Oh but there's soooo much I can do for you!"
Your eyes turn truly loving, thankful to have someone like her. "You feeling hungry angel?" You think for a moment. Suddenly craving something random. "Oou you know that Cafe down the road, could I have one of their sandwiches." Her face lights up with joy. "Yes ofcourse!" She says, grabbing her keys. "Thanks baby." She goes closer to you about to kiss you but you pull back. "Oh please I'm sleeping with you I'm getting sick anyway. A kiss wont matter." You laugh slightly, she was right. So you lean forward and kiss her.
Little later, or maybe half an hour you grow a bit worried. The Cafe wasn't too far from the house, but just as you're thinking this. You hear the front door open. Relieved she's ok. You hear her feet sprint up the stairs. "Ohhh babyyy." She comes in with a brown bag in one hand and flowers in the other. "I come bearing surprises." You smile wide. "Mads." You sit up, moving the cloth to the night stand. "Here, have a smell. I'll go get a vase." She heads back down to do so. Leaving you with them and the food. You were so incredibly lucky.
#madison beer fanfic#madison beer x reader#madison elle beer#madison beer#madison beer x female reader#madison beer fluff#madison beer x y/n#madison beer x you#madison beer oneshot
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Twinning.
#FUCKKKKKKKING KIL ME#based of that one drawimg meme#junko enoshima#danganronpa#mukuro ikusaba#despair sisters#'Have you seen me?' being junkos tagline is going to kill me#Because its playing off of the 'have you seen him? now you have!' meme#but also is a jab at mukuro#also i know that the posters shouldn’t look like her teenage self#but theres no canon design and good indication that it is her#so fuck you#scardraws#japan was familiar with their faces long before hpa#im GUESSING this would take place right after mukie returns#i say that like im not the fucker who drew it#also this is a reference to the dr1 photos#the ones used for the last trial#pushes up glasses you see this is a metaphor for the game#mukuro will always be missing and no one will ever see junkos true face#anyways i put so much effort in this enjoy it#dr1#drthh#danganronpa trigger happy havoc
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bruce and clark missed each other :) audio from the basement yard podcast
#superbat#superman#batman#bruce wayne#clark kent#dc fanart#animation#video#superbat fanart#jesus christ. so much effort put into this i should have done everything in sketches lol#anyways hope u enjoy! anyone who knows the basement yard knows that frankie is always trying to fk joe#im jk and yet?
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@purplecladmerchant hi hello happy naddtreat !!!!!!! heres some uncensored zirks for you!!!!!!
for @naddpodgifting (thank u for organizing!!!)
#naddpod#eldermourne#zirk vervain#posts by me dot com#naddpodgifting#im keeping these in the tags but um#hi frey !!!!! u were like . my first naddpod friend and u practically singlehandedly dragged me into this community and this.#beast that has taken over the last year of my life#i am . notthe best at keeping in contact w people but .!#i just want you to know i appreciate you a lot .!!!!#both for all the frog discussions and aus and analysing and hc spamming#and for all ur sweet messages and kindness#i still have some messages of urs saved just bcus they make me smile#u r deeply a very sweet and generous person#(which. everbody can see . 20-treat madlad)#with so much passion for the things n the people u love#and uve said u dont put effort into ur drawings but .! its clear u put love in .. at least manic zirk fuelled energy hehe#anyway :-) thank u so much for being a friend#ive had . one of the most .... enjoyable years of my life .? and its all thanks to you#so hehe#i hope u enjoy these lil zirks .! really i just wanted to say <<<<3333333#thanks for everything frey !!!! :-)
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Hmmmm DMC headcannons 3!!!!
This one's a bit wordy
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• Dante and Vergil are the type of twins that when they are close by, are touching in any way possible. Sitting together? Dante is leaning on Vergil. Standing together? Vergil has his arm resting on Dantes shoulder. Walking together? They keep bashing into eachothers side. They can spend time apart (obviously) but when they are close there is always some form of contact.
• Nero felt phantom pains where his hand used to be, but when his arm grew back they kind of just became ordinary pains. He wasn't sure if it was a side affect of growing a whole ass arm back or something but he was happy when they went away.
• I kind of think Kyrie would have depression. I mean she went through a lot and lost her parents and brother but she lived, so I feel like she would have survivors guilt but due to constantly being busy she wouldn't really have the time to process it. It's a sad headcannon but I feel like it just seems right :(((
• On a bit of a lighter note, I feel like Kyrie would have a good support system though. I mean she has Nero obviously, but also I think she would have Lady, Trish and Dante there for her and eventually Vergil too.
• Talking about Trish, Lady and Dante. I feel like Lady and Trish would go shopping Bayonetta 2 style, and have Dante carry all their stuff around. (He gets compensated for his work when they stop at a Cafe and he gets a parfait, although he doesnt mind helping his friends)
• Nero has a huge sweet tooth, but because of the kids, he can't keep anything to satisfy his need for sugar around long enough. Vergil likes to buy him sweet stuff though as a form of peace offering. He's found Nero likes Lemon Sherbets, Sour patch kids, and controversially, Liquorice.
• Vergil likes Hotpot and Shabu Shabu. I don't know, I just feel this in my soul.
• Dante is jealous that Vergil gets a tail and he doesn't. Vergil is jealous Dante's horns are fancier than his. They are both content with the wings that they have. (Also vergil has long skinny fangs with sharp teeth and Dante has wider, stubbier (but still as equally sharp) fangs with more "human" teeth)
#thats it!#im writing this waiting in a car dealership#mum might buy a new car#but i like the old one#i had fun writing this though#i made myself sad with kyries part#i know its falling into the “giving a character trauma in place of a personality” trope but its all she has so im working with what i got#so tired ive been in this place for 2 hourrs#free meeee#ive got some vergil art to post soon so yeah#but my art flops more than my headcannons so please#please look at my art#i put too much effort in#ANYWAYS THATS IT#enjoy!!!#devil may cry#dmc#vergil#dante#nero#lady#trish#kyrie dmc#devil may headcannon#that'll be the headcanon tag#someones probably already thought of it
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< 2023 trgnz
#not to get all sentimental or whatever#but im really happy w how trigun has developed / influenced my art these last few months#its jst made me feel overall more confident in what ive drawn#and that i can connect w my art in a way that i never have before ??#LIKE THATS SOOO CHEESY BUT ITS SOOO TRUEEE#before trgn i was feeling soo dejected and unmotivated and like .. generally unsure if id ever really find my footing#and even tho idk maybe not much has changed frkm an outside perspective#but i just feel so happy w it . at least rn . SO IM ENJOYING IT RN☝️☝️☝️☝️☝️#theres still so much i want to work on ykwim but its such a crazy feelign to like ..#actually using my art in pfps (not tmblr sryHAHAGA) or like . printing physical copies of my stuff bc i genuinely want to decorate my walls#w it or like .. Wanting to put in more effort in a way i never rly have before#its still so hard 4 me smtimes and like frustrating😭 when im artblocked or not sure how to progress w something#but its made me feel like i can Know that i will figure it out in time . and thats SOO crazy tew experienxe IDKKFFFKK#and its soo silly that trgns whats made me want to like ..push tht aspect pf my hobbies . SOO SILLYYYYY#anyways i wanted to see some of these side by side#its so jarring 2 me that i have all of these .. and that they r generally pretty consistent style wise . compared to before at least 😭#ANYWYSSTYY#trigun#my art
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What are your ryomina headcanons? I've loved these two since I played P3 FES, and I'm so excited to get back into the fandom^^
hi!! thank you so much for the ask, welcome back to the p3 fandom, it's always a delight to see new and old ryomina fans alike! 🥺💛💙
as for headcanons, here's a "few" i that i tend to come back to a lot! my interpretations of them are influenced from both the source material and other's fanworks, so i've linked to them as i saw fit! hcs in no particular order under the cut because oops this got long (900 word bullet point list, mentions of reload content up to 1/1)
minato's hair is dyed blue (hair originally brown, you can see it in his roots!) and he has a beauty mark on under his left eye. i like mirror imagery and there's definitely a few arts i've rb'd that portray them this way :) (e.g. this one by feliichu and this one by marasschino)
as far as i'm concerned the bathhouse scene from the manga where ryoji's hair down = similar shape to minato? that is canon to me. this art from xierru is a fun depiction of hair down ryoji :D
ryoji is homeless. everyone say thank you foxmulder_whereartthou for this awesome fic it's why i have the headcanon! but like seriously. we have no idea where ryoji lives and i could believe this.
minato dying at the end of the game is sad to an outsider's POV BUT!!! ryomina gets to be together in death for the rest of their lives (this illustration from mafuwara is a gorgeous representation of them as nyx avatar + the seal)!
speaking of the seal, they are like telepathically communicating to me in the great seal together. (mymp3 had a comic wip with this. give it a looksie :D)
ryoji likes cuddling with minato because he's warm :) (something something orpheus has fire affinity, minato is warm by extension and ryoji is cold because he's death)
ryoji's camera roll is filled with pictures of minato! ryoji... loves life, to me. and i feel that photography and journaling are perfect ways of expressing gratitude and capturing the moments in life that are most important to you :3
my other favorite activity for these two is stargazing- i feel like it's something they could appreciate either in life or death (looking at the stars from the great seal...)! they do a bit of this in the fic eurydice's vow by crescentmoontea (P5R spoilers, takes place in third sem it's a very fun fic concept).
between ryoji and minato i feel like ryoji was the one who fell in love first- and it doesn't really click in place for minato that he loves ryoji until december hits (appriser reveal + ryoji transforming into thanatos). its about the realization that ryoji was with him for his whole life and that he gets him like no one else does.
ryoji is like a sad and wet puppy who is so scared minato won't like him back. he is so scared of being rejected by minato to me like. this boy straight up deflates after he does his "i know i said i wanted us to be friends, but... i actually want to be something more." / "what about you?" on 12/1 ???
AND SPEAKING of wet puppy ryoji. ryoji is like. every animal in the world to me. he's a bird. he's a cat. etc. and also ryoji knows every language in the world ever and uses it to express his love for minato. see this fic from superheroics to see what i mean.
both of them are lactose intolerant. "this isn't lactose, it's milk!" i definitely think ryoji would make himself sick eating ice cream and milk he doesn't know what lactose is. (i made a silly poll about this once and the tags were very entertaining.)
i see minato as transmasc or nonbinary depending on the day (schrodinger's headcanons babey they're simultaneously true and not true at the same time!!). either way he's not cis to me and ryoji is like. His Gender. anyway go read this fic by nail_gun for t4t ryomina :D !
ryomina are WEIRD GUYS TO ME!!! they are so strange and they understand each other better than anyone else because of the circumstances of their relationship!!! if you asked them to do the "i wonder what i taste like" meme i think they'd start biting each other (affectionate) tbh but that's just me.
after ryoji gives minato the music box in 12/31 on reload, minato listens to the music box every night in january. this boy has insomnia and also chronic illness to me (things that housing death does to you). but i think he finds comfort in the melody and memories he made with ryoji.
in general, i think it's fun to imagine minato taking ryoji to places and show him things he's interested in! i feel that ryoji takes a lot of interest in minato's life, this isn't really a hc because in reload, minato DOES give ryoji a tour of the school (11/9) and possibly port island (11/12). but ITS CUTE OK! (tangentially related fanwork: this series of doodles from vinnigami: 1, 2, and 3)
not a hc but minato's kindness is like the backbone of their relationship and i think we would not have the ryomina we know and love today if minato wasn't such a kind soul. oh minato.... we can learn so much from you... like ryoji did!
anyway! that's all the hcs that i could think of, thank you for the ask! i had a lot of fun answering this, these two mean a lot to me 💛💙
i hope you don't mind the links to the fanart and fanfic as well, the fanwork people have made for ryomina have really made an imprint on me! if you want to see more of them, i definitely recommend looking through my tag for them because oh. i got a lot of them reblogged alright 😂 (<- SOOO NORMAL)
#UMMM hiiii#this was VERY fun to do thank you so much for the ask!! im very. well-adjusted about these two#this ended up turning into some art + fic suggests (they are like citations to my hcs)#but it was really fun! i love ryomina to bits and pieces i cannot provide a concise answer#this post nearly gave me a scare bc somehow the bullet point list doubled itself and wouldn't let me post#tumblr is a very functional website! but the posts intact so im happy!!! yippee!#i still need to finish reload but some of the hcs i wrote were partially backed by what i saw there#people are welcome to send asks btw! cant guarantee i'll answer them in a timely manner but i enjoy doing them#doing this reminded me of my early tumblr days when i'd get so many asks where ppl dropped their ryomina hcs it was cute...#im sure i will continue to recommend fanworks in the future i definitely want to start reading fic again after i finish reload! yahoo!#also this post is like the iceberg of my brain btw you have definitely not seen all of my thoughts im soo. (twirls hair) normal.#lizzy askbox#ryomina#<- why not i put effort into the post#anyway bye im going to go to the library to learn about my favorite new interest called html and css aren't websites cool :)
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As promised, here's more of Tumblr x Reddit... newfound cohabitation? Sleepover?xD Anyway, this is on you guys, remember ^^
Also it's an art for @serenadoesscience as a bit of a welcoming home-cave-hellsite roum tour :D
#i'm gonna draw little things separately and then add them all to t he original post#not to spam#anyway this art is also not so polished#because one can put that much effort into a meme for so long#also i'm a bit sick and sneezing onto keyboard isn't fun#but I hope you enjoy it anyway xD#tumblr x reddit#reddit x tumblr#tumblr#reddit blackout#reddit#reddit refugees#humanization#my works#dropthefanart#art#personification#is this my internet legacy now?xD
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during my s9 rewatch I was reminded of this project I made back when I was taking a photography class. while I never planned on sharing it bc it was never as good as I wanted it to be, I thought maybe someone might like it
sadly I don't have the original project file anymore, but it's supposed to be like you can print it out and fold into a little booklet! so here's what it looks like normally
#you can really tell which panels were my favourites to work on and which I just needed to get done lol#actually idk if u can I'll tell u my favourites to work on were face the raven the daleks and live clara reaction#I also really enjoyed ghosts but that turned out ASS cause I didn't actually know what I wanted to do for it I just love those episodes#anyways ik these r BAD even when I was making them I knew they were bad but I'm just so fond of it#I put SO MUCH time and effort into this#these two INSPIRED me man idk wtf was going on but I kinda miss it#whouffaldi#twelveclara#twelfth doctor#clara oswald#doctor who#my art: oil paint pawsteps 🐾
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You used to post so much more fic what happened 😕
i dont normally respond to stuff like this cause i find it pointless and that its trying to get a reaction but ive gotten so many asks that are about this so hi anon (im assuming its you thats asked all those times)
I uploaded 45 works in 2024. 43 of them for COD in the last 3 months of the year. What happened is its been less then a month lol. that's it. nothing else. Im hoping that you're asking this because you want more stuff and that its not in a malicious way but anyone who shares any of their work isnt obligated to continue sharing it, just saying. You're lucky to get any content, so cherish it and enjoy it and let those who created it know you enjoyed it too!
Theres no need to expect those of us that post more often to keep up with that output either!! And theres also no need to expect those that take their time to upload and share their work to do it more often, be happy you get to see all of these creative people share their things and don't expect them to just pump out stuff like we're machines, we're not thank you very much.
As for "what happened", life man idk lmao. Im trying to work on bettering my writing especially for these characters and i dont want to just put out anything, id rather have works that im super proud of and have worked really hard on out there. Not that what i have put out already isnt something im happy with, but i just want to put more effort into my writing this year in general and to hopefully put out longer works and some art too!! Please remember that the artists, the authors, the animators and all the other creatives that you enjoy consuming their content are human, alright?
#asks#q speaks#or really q rants but#yeah i hate answering these types of asks or any kind of hate/passive aggressive shit but#i had to delete like 20 of these over the past week so im answering you got me non#Just enjoy what you get and don't fucking harass people just because you want more#tried to be nice in the answer but that isnt a nice thing to ask i hope you know that (:#its unfair to all the effort ive personally put in to post so much and to all the other people who get shit like this#every time a creative puts something of theirs out there they put a piece of themselves out there too#be aware of that please#anyway my bad for those who dont exactly want this kind of stuff on their dash i just#it felt like my hand was forced
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feeling blue -in the best way-
#why do i feel so much better when i put some effort into my appearance?#i just did my hair and nails. put on some jewelry and i'm feeling like a brand new woman#anyway. i'm gonna enjoy my little spa day. xo
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me, stupidly and weirdly resistant to listening to audio books vs reading a physical book for no real reason: man i wish there was a way to like, read a book while i crochet like i do with tv shows and movies and podcasts
#toy txt post#my reasons are irrational you dont need to try to talk me into it. i KNOW#its very silly of me#imagine how much reading i could get done. but alas. Feels Bad#even listening to a more. uh. Story type podcast or fiction like nightvale was a bit difficult to start for me. i like nightvale now i#listened. but i worry that is clocking in my brain as an Exception 😔 maybe it would be easier if i tried some nonfiction books? scary#i also struggle with single host podcasts apparently even tho im also ehhhh on the kind where the structure is the host Interviewing a#different person everytime? maybe it would be okay with a nonfiction audiobook tho cos it would be getting read by a narrator and not sound#so much like a guy ranting into a mic which makes me feel a little insane. altho propaganda doesnt necessarily always sound like a guy#ranting into a mic so idk. i could probably make it through if i can find a nice book about like. parasitic worms. i could tolerate#feeling like im falling into sigma male affirmations videos for worms i think. wormffirmations are allowed#*to clarify i dont listen to those but listening to better offline makes me feel like im morphing into the kinda guy who does and i hate it#which feels unfair cos he is RIGHT and the podcast is good but i need there to be like a cohost there to break the tension of the Ranting#sometimes he has guests on? but its not quite the same#i think the format i like best is either like 2 or 3 regular cohosts discussing things within a specific topic#OR. 1 host whos like infodumping to the other host who knows nothing about the subject. OR. 2 hosts info dumping to each other about#different aspects of the subject. OR. 1 host who brings on fun guests to infodump to them about a subject. and then obviously the subject#needs to intrigue me. ex. sawbones well theres your problem (I HATE THAT THIS ONE IS BEST EXPERIENCED ON YOUTUBE😭 I WANT THEM TO JUST DUMP#ALL THE SLIDES INTO A BIG BLOG POST SOMEWHERE AND I CAN CHECK IN AND FOLLOW ALONG THAT WAY WITHOUT HAVING TO HAVE MY PHONE SCREEN ON THE#WHOLE TIME!!!!!!!!! but. im listening for free so its unreasonable to demand more of them BUT ALSO I FEEL LIKE JUST COPYPASTING ALL OF THE#SLIDES INTO A BIG BLOG POST ISNT THAT MUCH MORE EFFORT THAN EDITING A WHOLE YOUTUBE VIDEO? WAAAAAH. THEY DONT NEED TO BE TIMESTAMPED OR#ANYTHING JUST THROW EM IN ILL FIGURE IT OUTTTTTT#anyway. also more than 3 hosts is really pushing my ability to keep track of voices.#anyway: sawbones wtyp tpwky behind the bastards scam goddess#(which is true crime adjacent but focuses mainly on scams and isnt copaganda and laci is funny and cool)#common descent pod completely arbortrary maintenance phase if books could kill#deep sea podcast has more bringing ppl in to interview them about shit than i personally enjoy but i put up with it cos i do like the hosts#and the subject
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joined a local choir and ah, singing with other people is just so fun and nice and beautiful <3
#hope i can still find time for this when i'll eventually be employed again;;;#being unemployed has been so good for my hobbies and social life and it's been so nice;;;#im split inbetween “i should put more effort into finding a new job” and “i should enjoy this time and invest in myself instead of rushing#back to work which will take away the majority of my free time again. we only live as short as we do after all“#anyways! yay! choir!! the last time i sang in a choir is over 4 years ago and still in highschool and we were like. 6 people.#and now we are so many more and we sing songs that i like more and ahhh#im. so socially awkward. sometimes. but singing (with others) always makes me feel at ease#next weekend we'll have some kind of training camp (i feel like in a sports anime lmao) so i wont be as active during that time i guess!!#im looking forward to it so much <3 but. not so much to leaving the house at 7am for three days in a row bc. im not a 7am person;;#chroms ramblings
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I wasn't kidding when I said I spent an hour just trying to sketch out the pose for this drawing! Sometimes you just gotta go through like 8 sketch layers to figure out what you're doing.
I also ended up looking at two references--this one from The Pose Archive, which I traced the legs from after struggling for a while to get proportions that looked right, and a photo of myself that I asked my roommate to take so I could figure out what to do with the arms. The process got significantly faster when I remembered I could use references and started working with them.
I think it's good to show some of the behind-the-scenes of your artwork every now and then, both because process is cool and because it removes some of the sheen of "whoa, i could never make that." I know I get discouraged at times by artists who "make it look easy," when really I can't see all the time and hard work that went into making something. I don't want to create that feeling for anyone else!
So, here's a glimpse into how much I struggled to get the pose right, and below is the timelapse where you can see how much I fiddled with the colors until I had something I was happy with. It was probably at least two hours of "i am spending way too much time on this" and "why does this still not look right" before I got to a point where I started thinking, "wow, this looks good." But I got there eventually, and I'm really happy I stuck it out!
#hmm what to tag this#stars wips#i've only used that for writing but it works#art process#i don't wanna be like 'obviously everyone must be comparing themselves to my amazing art' or anything lol#but i've been in that position and it sucks! i still compare myself to lots of artists who probably also feel insecure about their own art!#so it's important to me to stop every now and then and be clear about where I am#in terms of time and effort put in; in terms of materials; in terms of experience and education#so no one is trying to compare themselves to me and feeling that they come up short#when i spent five hours on something and they spent one; or when they're just starting out and i have multiple years of formal art educatio#because that is not a fair comparison! and at least for me it helps to know that#i'm so excited about how well this drawing turned out because i feel like it shows how much growth i've had recently#i do not think i could have made this (to the same level of quality) a year ago#let alone when i was younger and just starting out#anyway. i hope what i'm trying to do & say comes across here#and if you're just here cuz you like watching art timelapses i hope you enjoy it lol
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I've been trying to create something for WandaVizh anniversary.....but uhh I hated how it turned out so I'll probably not post the whole thing



it's Vizh standing over a big painting of Wanda... Idk something sad ig....
#i know no one ask but...i spend so much time on this and i really hate it 😭#i can only draw Wanda in one angle and it's the other way....tbh it's once in a blue moon for me draw Wanda properly#that long ass chin my god...i once again butchered Wanda's face...and i am trying a different style just for her...sorry queen🙏#anyway i enjoy coloring so much#this is so embarrassing#i did this for a whole week:D i enjoy coloring btw it's the good part#but i kinda want people to see it anyway Because i put so much effort#the vision#wanda maximoff#wandavision#idk✍️🖍️#my art#cieric's art#bad art
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