#anyways i put so much effort in this enjoy it
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
Relative recovery, Alastor thought. He did enjoy talking about himself, make no mistake. But only when it was subjects which he could control. Such was his nature. Lack of control meant too much vulnerability - and Michael had already taken quite a few of his walls and leapt over them in astounding fashion. A fact which Alastor still was uncertain as to how it happened.
"I do," he replied, soon after taking the onion, bell peppers, garlic, and sausage which he'd obtained and began to chop them. Much quicker in his pace than any novice might be. He was well-practiced with a knife. For a multitude of reasons.
"I run any number of segments day in and day out. They are not always the same schedule - I enjoy keeping people guessing what they will be tuning in for. News is one, yes. Then short stories. I make an effort to include ambiance and background music in those as well. Poetry, too. Weather, occassionally, if there is anything worth mentioning. And music is the majority of the time - playing even when I am not actively in the booth. If you were to turn on the station right now, even, I'm sure you would hear a selection. Jazz, bluegrass, classical, instrumental. A few slightly modern pieces, but not very frequent."
Before he answered the question, he decided to put Michael to work. Reaching over, he grabbed the small bowl he'd placed six eggs into, setting it down in front of Michael, offering a whisk to the other.
"Crack these into the bowl and stir them. It shouldn't be hard."
Alastor had no way of knowing if the angel was well versed in any sort of cooking, but this was an easy way to find out, continuing to prattle while he waited for the other to perform the task.
"The screaming that I am known for-" he began. "-is not quite the priority anymore. As the rumors go, it is what I used to do to overlords and sinners who crossed my path in a poor way. Never for one who made themselves more useful alive than as a wailing symphony." His knife continued to chop smoothly through the ingredients, going so far as to pop a small slice of bell pepper into his mouth for a quick munch before he carried on.
"The hotel is what I do now. The voices in the broadcast do not matter as much."
And they were hardly audible anymore, anyway. Tinny things that drifted in between the crackling of static, but not much more.
Seven years of withering in his absence would do that.
“You like to write, don’t you? You mentioned it during our game.” He did click the app off and slid the phone back into his pocket, watching Alastor happily as he continued to try to feed into what he was interested in. This was a safer conversation and he was entirely eager to hear what he thought about the radio anyway. Michael didn’t want to upset Alastor with his view of the mortals, a negative one, and his view of sinners born from those mortals. A difference of opinion on that was natural, given what he was and what Alastor was. Though learning different perspectives on that was the entire reason he was down here. He’d rather figure that out on his own than upset Alastor attempting to learn.
He likes him and he respects him enough to not want to push what was upsetting him. So this conversation he opened was far more enjoyable for him and less likely to upset Alastor. It was unfair of him to push his beliefs on others anyway. Angel of Faith or not, he knows that the way his mouth opens and preaches can irritate people. He has enough self-awareness to notice when he is doing it too.
Understanding is the first step to correcting.
What he wants to do right now then is ease the conversation into safe territory and enjoy the moment with Alastor. “Your show then, if I can speculate, is you reading what you write or other interesting works you enjoy? Maybe talking about things that are going on in Hell? The weather of course. All Radio Shows have a weather section. Then music. Probably, given your period of life, is it mainly jazz?” These are the things that he would expect but also the things that would make sense for him to do.
He would enjoy this too if he listened in.
“Do you do anything else on it? Well, other than the whole murder section if you still do that.” Broadcasting screams for everyone to hear. He hasn’t seen Alastor do that since he’s been down here, but he wouldn’t put it past him either. A reputation is built in truth in some parts, and he hasn’t lost that reputation. Even with his seven years disappearance.
He’s almost tempted to ask about that rumor, but he was attempting to brighten Alastor’s mood, not bring it down more. If this line of conversation doesn’t work, he might trying to sneakily ask the shadow how to fix this. He really hadn’t meant to upset him with the questions he was asking.
144 notes
·
View notes
Text
Enhypen Group Dynamics
I will now look into the overall group dynamics of this group. I mostly get messy energy from them as a group, but let's see what I get here. This doesn't look too bad from what I see here.
Overall Energy (6 of Pentacles) It is a nice balance of give and take when it comes to the members. There are a lot of exchanges that come with this group. They enjoy being of service and help for each other, more on the practical end of things, not so emotional here, but that is okay. They all seem to be really generous with each other overall. There is this energy of wanting to have the upper hand though. I sense undertones of that. The powerplay keyword is sticking out to me as well. But there is this overall energy of being supportive to each other. It seems they have each other's back.
Heeseung (5 of Cups rv) In the group dynamic he tries not to be too negative or dwell on things too much. He tries to find the positive and look at the bright side, so he may try to help lift up the other members when they are feeling down. I feel he has a way of words to help the members feel better. I hear cheer up, also he may invite members for some drinks, or give them a drink to help release stress. I just see a hand offering a drink in the card and made me think of that. He might also remind them of the good things they may have, so they don't focus on the negative. This is cute.
Jay (8 of Pentacles) I say, he is the one who keeps them on task. He helps keep them focused and reels them in. It seems he is very hard-working and diligent, so he may inspire the other members to do the same. The ace of wands also popped out, so he does inspire them with his skills and work ethic. I feel they really like his work ethic and try to emulate that. Sometimes he can be way too focused on work and may not focus on the members and what is going on with them with this energy.
Jake (7 of Cups) This does not surprise me, he is the dreamer of the group. The one who struggles to actualize and make his plans or dreams come to life. I see this being a struggle with him a lot. There is a lot of confusion with him, procrastination is a thing with him. It is like he is the one that may tell them he wants to do something, but never actually gets to it. He struggles to take action. It is also hard for him to stay focused. He is like the opposite of Jay lol I am not sure what this has to do with the dynamics though. It is like within the dynamic he is the dreamy one. I also just got filled with illusions. I don't know he may confuse the members, like he may say one thing and do another. He is confusing to be honest.
Sunghoon (6 of Pentacles) Okay, this one is not giving me the best vibe, so the 6 of Pentacles, which did represent their overall energy, can be a good exchange between parties, but the card image makes me feel a bit bad for him. It is giving me he puts his all, gives his effort to the others, but may not get much in return. In the card, there is this one person giving to all these people, but they don't seem to be giving much to her. I see that as him. I feel they may not appreciate his efforts as much as maybe they should. Anyway, he does give to them members as much as he can when they need it, more of being of service, not so emotional on his end.
Sunoo (2 of Cups) It seems he is the one that likes to connect on an emotional level with the members. He may enjoy one on one time with them, since he represents the 2 of cups, which is an emotional connection. I feel emotional connections is important to him, but I feel this group could struggle to be more emotional, so that could be a struggle for him. There could be a specific member at the moment that he feels very connected to as well. It seems he enjoys the intimate connections he could have with the members. I do feel this is specific to one member, not sure who though.
Jungwon (Page of Pentacles) This card loves to pop up in these readings. The third time this came out in all three readings I have done so far. He is the studious. The one who gathers information. If you read his perspective reading this will make sense. He does the work and puts in the time. I swear he gathers information on the members and observes what they do, it is like keeping tabs or taking notes on them. I got this in other readings I have done for him in the past. He studies a lot and maybe tries to help the others with the information he has learned. I just see him as an observer, like that is what I see from this card. Like these boys better not slip up in front of him, because he seems to know everything about them, or tries to, now what he uses that on, I don't know. I just see all those books and it is like him gathering all that information. It is like yup, I got information on all of you lol
Ni-Ki (2 of Swords) I feel this boy tries to keep his distance from the others. Can be pretty standoffish and stubborn. He seems to oppose them a lot or stay neutral. He may struggle to make decisions within the group, or just does not give af There is a phrase on the card that states, pretending there is no problem, I see that with him. Like if members inquire, he doesn't let them in or let them help him. He has a defensive energy and doesn't like the others to get too close. He just kind of does his own thing most of the time. Also, if there are disagreements between members, I see him not picking sides and staying neutral, not getting involved, which is fair to be honest.
Okay, going through this, yeah, a bit of messiness with this group. I wouldn't say messy, but they don't give me close besties vibe with this energy. But I do find their dynamics interesting though, so I will take it.
21 notes
·
View notes
Text
Twinning.
#FUCKKKKKKKING KIL ME#based of that one drawimg meme#junko enoshima#danganronpa#mukuro ikusaba#despair sisters#'Have you seen me?' being junkos tagline is going to kill me#Because its playing off of the 'have you seen him? now you have!' meme#but also is a jab at mukuro#also i know that the posters shouldn’t look like her teenage self#but theres no canon design and good indication that it is her#so fuck you#scardraws#japan was familiar with their faces long before hpa#im GUESSING this would take place right after mukie returns#i say that like im not the fucker who drew it#also this is a reference to the dr1 photos#the ones used for the last trial#pushes up glasses you see this is a metaphor for the game#mukuro will always be missing and no one will ever see junkos true face#anyways i put so much effort in this enjoy it#dr1#drthh#danganronpa trigger happy havoc
185 notes
·
View notes
Text
bruce and clark missed each other :) audio from the basement yard podcast
#superbat#superman#batman#bruce wayne#clark kent#dc fanart#animation#video#superbat fanart#jesus christ. so much effort put into this i should have done everything in sketches lol#anyways hope u enjoy! anyone who knows the basement yard knows that frankie is always trying to fk joe#im jk and yet?
993 notes
·
View notes
Text
Hmmmm DMC headcannons 3!!!!
This one's a bit wordy
☆•☆•☆•☆•☆•☆•☆•☆•☆•☆•☆•☆•☆•☆•☆
• Dante and Vergil are the type of twins that when they are close by, are touching in any way possible. Sitting together? Dante is leaning on Vergil. Standing together? Vergil has his arm resting on Dantes shoulder. Walking together? They keep bashing into eachothers side. They can spend time apart (obviously) but when they are close there is always some form of contact.
• Nero felt phantom pains where his hand used to be, but when his arm grew back they kind of just became ordinary pains. He wasn't sure if it was a side affect of growing a whole ass arm back or something but he was happy when they went away.
• I kind of think Kyrie would have depression. I mean she went through a lot and lost her parents and brother but she lived, so I feel like she would have survivors guilt but due to constantly being busy she wouldn't really have the time to process it. It's a sad headcannon but I feel like it just seems right :(((
• On a bit of a lighter note, I feel like Kyrie would have a good support system though. I mean she has Nero obviously, but also I think she would have Lady, Trish and Dante there for her and eventually Vergil too.
• Talking about Trish, Lady and Dante. I feel like Lady and Trish would go shopping Bayonetta 2 style, and have Dante carry all their stuff around. (He gets compensated for his work when they stop at a Cafe and he gets a parfait, although he doesnt mind helping his friends)
• Nero has a huge sweet tooth, but because of the kids, he can't keep anything to satisfy his need for sugar around long enough. Vergil likes to buy him sweet stuff though as a form of peace offering. He's found Nero likes Lemon Sherbets, Sour patch kids, and controversially, Liquorice.
• Vergil likes Hotpot and Shabu Shabu. I don't know, I just feel this in my soul.
• Dante is jealous that Vergil gets a tail and he doesn't. Vergil is jealous Dante's horns are fancier than his. They are both content with the wings that they have. (Also vergil has long skinny fangs with sharp teeth and Dante has wider, stubbier (but still as equally sharp) fangs with more "human" teeth)
#thats it!#im writing this waiting in a car dealership#mum might buy a new car#but i like the old one#i had fun writing this though#i made myself sad with kyries part#i know its falling into the “giving a character trauma in place of a personality” trope but its all she has so im working with what i got#so tired ive been in this place for 2 hourrs#free meeee#ive got some vergil art to post soon so yeah#but my art flops more than my headcannons so please#please look at my art#i put too much effort in#ANYWAYS THATS IT#enjoy!!!#devil may cry#dmc#vergil#dante#nero#lady#trish#kyrie dmc#devil may headcannon#that'll be the headcanon tag#someones probably already thought of it
92 notes
·
View notes
Text
< 2023 trgnz
#not to get all sentimental or whatever#but im really happy w how trigun has developed / influenced my art these last few months#its jst made me feel overall more confident in what ive drawn#and that i can connect w my art in a way that i never have before ??#LIKE THATS SOOO CHEESY BUT ITS SOOO TRUEEE#before trgn i was feeling soo dejected and unmotivated and like .. generally unsure if id ever really find my footing#and even tho idk maybe not much has changed frkm an outside perspective#but i just feel so happy w it . at least rn . SO IM ENJOYING IT RN☝️☝️☝️☝️☝️#theres still so much i want to work on ykwim but its such a crazy feelign to like ..#actually using my art in pfps (not tmblr sryHAHAGA) or like . printing physical copies of my stuff bc i genuinely want to decorate my walls#w it or like .. Wanting to put in more effort in a way i never rly have before#its still so hard 4 me smtimes and like frustrating😭 when im artblocked or not sure how to progress w something#but its made me feel like i can Know that i will figure it out in time . and thats SOO crazy tew experienxe IDKKFFFKK#and its soo silly that trgns whats made me want to like ..push tht aspect pf my hobbies . SOO SILLYYYYY#anyways i wanted to see some of these side by side#its so jarring 2 me that i have all of these .. and that they r generally pretty consistent style wise . compared to before at least 😭#ANYWYSSTYY#trigun#my art
274 notes
·
View notes
Note
What are your ryomina headcanons? I've loved these two since I played P3 FES, and I'm so excited to get back into the fandom^^
hi!! thank you so much for the ask, welcome back to the p3 fandom, it's always a delight to see new and old ryomina fans alike! 🥺💛💙
as for headcanons, here's a "few" i that i tend to come back to a lot! my interpretations of them are influenced from both the source material and other's fanworks, so i've linked to them as i saw fit! hcs in no particular order under the cut because oops this got long (900 word bullet point list, mentions of reload content up to 1/1)
minato's hair is dyed blue (hair originally brown, you can see it in his roots!) and he has a beauty mark on under his left eye. i like mirror imagery and there's definitely a few arts i've rb'd that portray them this way :) (e.g. this one by feliichu and this one by marasschino)
as far as i'm concerned the bathhouse scene from the manga where ryoji's hair down = similar shape to minato? that is canon to me. this art from xierru is a fun depiction of hair down ryoji :D
ryoji is homeless. everyone say thank you foxmulder_whereartthou for this awesome fic it's why i have the headcanon! but like seriously. we have no idea where ryoji lives and i could believe this.
minato dying at the end of the game is sad to an outsider's POV BUT!!! ryomina gets to be together in death for the rest of their lives (this illustration from mafuwara is a gorgeous representation of them as nyx avatar + the seal)!
speaking of the seal, they are like telepathically communicating to me in the great seal together. (mymp3 had a comic wip with this. give it a looksie :D)
ryoji likes cuddling with minato because he's warm :) (something something orpheus has fire affinity, minato is warm by extension and ryoji is cold because he's death)
ryoji's camera roll is filled with pictures of minato! ryoji... loves life, to me. and i feel that photography and journaling are perfect ways of expressing gratitude and capturing the moments in life that are most important to you :3
my other favorite activity for these two is stargazing- i feel like it's something they could appreciate either in life or death (looking at the stars from the great seal...)! they do a bit of this in the fic eurydice's vow by crescentmoontea (P5R spoilers, takes place in third sem it's a very fun fic concept).
between ryoji and minato i feel like ryoji was the one who fell in love first- and it doesn't really click in place for minato that he loves ryoji until december hits (appriser reveal + ryoji transforming into thanatos). its about the realization that ryoji was with him for his whole life and that he gets him like no one else does.
ryoji is like a sad and wet puppy who is so scared minato won't like him back. he is so scared of being rejected by minato to me like. this boy straight up deflates after he does his "i know i said i wanted us to be friends, but... i actually want to be something more." / "what about you?" on 12/1 ???
AND SPEAKING of wet puppy ryoji. ryoji is like. every animal in the world to me. he's a bird. he's a cat. etc. and also ryoji knows every language in the world ever and uses it to express his love for minato. see this fic from superheroics to see what i mean.
both of them are lactose intolerant. "this isn't lactose, it's milk!" i definitely think ryoji would make himself sick eating ice cream and milk he doesn't know what lactose is. (i made a silly poll about this once and the tags were very entertaining.)
i see minato as transmasc or nonbinary depending on the day (schrodinger's headcanons babey they're simultaneously true and not true at the same time!!). either way he's not cis to me and ryoji is like. His Gender. anyway go read this fic by nail_gun for t4t ryomina :D !
ryomina are WEIRD GUYS TO ME!!! they are so strange and they understand each other better than anyone else because of the circumstances of their relationship!!! if you asked them to do the "i wonder what i taste like" meme i think they'd start biting each other (affectionate) tbh but that's just me.
after ryoji gives minato the music box in 12/31 on reload, minato listens to the music box every night in january. this boy has insomnia and also chronic illness to me (things that housing death does to you). but i think he finds comfort in the melody and memories he made with ryoji.
in general, i think it's fun to imagine minato taking ryoji to places and show him things he's interested in! i feel that ryoji takes a lot of interest in minato's life, this isn't really a hc because in reload, minato DOES give ryoji a tour of the school (11/9) and possibly port island (11/12). but ITS CUTE OK! (tangentially related fanwork: this series of doodles from vinnigami: 1, 2, and 3)
not a hc but minato's kindness is like the backbone of their relationship and i think we would not have the ryomina we know and love today if minato wasn't such a kind soul. oh minato.... we can learn so much from you... like ryoji did!
anyway! that's all the hcs that i could think of, thank you for the ask! i had a lot of fun answering this, these two mean a lot to me 💛💙
i hope you don't mind the links to the fanart and fanfic as well, the fanwork people have made for ryomina have really made an imprint on me! if you want to see more of them, i definitely recommend looking through my tag for them because oh. i got a lot of them reblogged alright 😂 (<- SOOO NORMAL)
#UMMM hiiii#this was VERY fun to do thank you so much for the ask!! im very. well-adjusted about these two#this ended up turning into some art + fic suggests (they are like citations to my hcs)#but it was really fun! i love ryomina to bits and pieces i cannot provide a concise answer#this post nearly gave me a scare bc somehow the bullet point list doubled itself and wouldn't let me post#tumblr is a very functional website! but the posts intact so im happy!!! yippee!#i still need to finish reload but some of the hcs i wrote were partially backed by what i saw there#people are welcome to send asks btw! cant guarantee i'll answer them in a timely manner but i enjoy doing them#doing this reminded me of my early tumblr days when i'd get so many asks where ppl dropped their ryomina hcs it was cute...#im sure i will continue to recommend fanworks in the future i definitely want to start reading fic again after i finish reload! yahoo!#also this post is like the iceberg of my brain btw you have definitely not seen all of my thoughts im soo. (twirls hair) normal.#lizzy askbox#ryomina#<- why not i put effort into the post#anyway bye im going to go to the library to learn about my favorite new interest called html and css aren't websites cool :)
54 notes
·
View notes
Text
As promised, here's more of Tumblr x Reddit... newfound cohabitation? Sleepover?xD Anyway, this is on you guys, remember ^^
Also it's an art for @serenadoesscience as a bit of a welcoming home-cave-hellsite roum tour :D
#i'm gonna draw little things separately and then add them all to t he original post#not to spam#anyway this art is also not so polished#because one can put that much effort into a meme for so long#also i'm a bit sick and sneezing onto keyboard isn't fun#but I hope you enjoy it anyway xD#tumblr x reddit#reddit x tumblr#tumblr#reddit blackout#reddit#reddit refugees#humanization#my works#dropthefanart#art#personification#is this my internet legacy now?xD
204 notes
·
View notes
Text
me, stupidly and weirdly resistant to listening to audio books vs reading a physical book for no real reason: man i wish there was a way to like, read a book while i crochet like i do with tv shows and movies and podcasts
#toy txt post#my reasons are irrational you dont need to try to talk me into it. i KNOW#its very silly of me#imagine how much reading i could get done. but alas. Feels Bad#even listening to a more. uh. Story type podcast or fiction like nightvale was a bit difficult to start for me. i like nightvale now i#listened. but i worry that is clocking in my brain as an Exception 😔 maybe it would be easier if i tried some nonfiction books? scary#i also struggle with single host podcasts apparently even tho im also ehhhh on the kind where the structure is the host Interviewing a#different person everytime? maybe it would be okay with a nonfiction audiobook tho cos it would be getting read by a narrator and not sound#so much like a guy ranting into a mic which makes me feel a little insane. altho propaganda doesnt necessarily always sound like a guy#ranting into a mic so idk. i could probably make it through if i can find a nice book about like. parasitic worms. i could tolerate#feeling like im falling into sigma male affirmations videos for worms i think. wormffirmations are allowed#*to clarify i dont listen to those but listening to better offline makes me feel like im morphing into the kinda guy who does and i hate it#which feels unfair cos he is RIGHT and the podcast is good but i need there to be like a cohost there to break the tension of the Ranting#sometimes he has guests on? but its not quite the same#i think the format i like best is either like 2 or 3 regular cohosts discussing things within a specific topic#OR. 1 host whos like infodumping to the other host who knows nothing about the subject. OR. 2 hosts info dumping to each other about#different aspects of the subject. OR. 1 host who brings on fun guests to infodump to them about a subject. and then obviously the subject#needs to intrigue me. ex. sawbones well theres your problem (I HATE THAT THIS ONE IS BEST EXPERIENCED ON YOUTUBE😭 I WANT THEM TO JUST DUMP#ALL THE SLIDES INTO A BIG BLOG POST SOMEWHERE AND I CAN CHECK IN AND FOLLOW ALONG THAT WAY WITHOUT HAVING TO HAVE MY PHONE SCREEN ON THE#WHOLE TIME!!!!!!!!! but. im listening for free so its unreasonable to demand more of them BUT ALSO I FEEL LIKE JUST COPYPASTING ALL OF THE#SLIDES INTO A BIG BLOG POST ISNT THAT MUCH MORE EFFORT THAN EDITING A WHOLE YOUTUBE VIDEO? WAAAAAH. THEY DONT NEED TO BE TIMESTAMPED OR#ANYTHING JUST THROW EM IN ILL FIGURE IT OUTTTTTT#anyway. also more than 3 hosts is really pushing my ability to keep track of voices.#anyway: sawbones wtyp tpwky behind the bastards scam goddess#(which is true crime adjacent but focuses mainly on scams and isnt copaganda and laci is funny and cool)#common descent pod completely arbortrary maintenance phase if books could kill#deep sea podcast has more bringing ppl in to interview them about shit than i personally enjoy but i put up with it cos i do like the hosts#and the subject
14 notes
·
View notes
Text
I wasn't kidding when I said I spent an hour just trying to sketch out the pose for this drawing! Sometimes you just gotta go through like 8 sketch layers to figure out what you're doing.
I also ended up looking at two references--this one from The Pose Archive, which I traced the legs from after struggling for a while to get proportions that looked right, and a photo of myself that I asked my roommate to take so I could figure out what to do with the arms. The process got significantly faster when I remembered I could use references and started working with them.
I think it's good to show some of the behind-the-scenes of your artwork every now and then, both because process is cool and because it removes some of the sheen of "whoa, i could never make that." I know I get discouraged at times by artists who "make it look easy," when really I can't see all the time and hard work that went into making something. I don't want to create that feeling for anyone else!
So, here's a glimpse into how much I struggled to get the pose right, and below is the timelapse where you can see how much I fiddled with the colors until I had something I was happy with. It was probably at least two hours of "i am spending way too much time on this" and "why does this still not look right" before I got to a point where I started thinking, "wow, this looks good." But I got there eventually, and I'm really happy I stuck it out!
#hmm what to tag this#stars wips#i've only used that for writing but it works#art process#i don't wanna be like 'obviously everyone must be comparing themselves to my amazing art' or anything lol#but i've been in that position and it sucks! i still compare myself to lots of artists who probably also feel insecure about their own art!#so it's important to me to stop every now and then and be clear about where I am#in terms of time and effort put in; in terms of materials; in terms of experience and education#so no one is trying to compare themselves to me and feeling that they come up short#when i spent five hours on something and they spent one; or when they're just starting out and i have multiple years of formal art educatio#because that is not a fair comparison! and at least for me it helps to know that#i'm so excited about how well this drawing turned out because i feel like it shows how much growth i've had recently#i do not think i could have made this (to the same level of quality) a year ago#let alone when i was younger and just starting out#anyway. i hope what i'm trying to do & say comes across here#and if you're just here cuz you like watching art timelapses i hope you enjoy it lol
10 notes
·
View notes
Text
I've been trying to create something for WandaVizh anniversary.....but uhh I hated how it turned out so I'll probably not post the whole thing
it's Vizh standing over a big painting of Wanda... Idk something sad ig....
#i know no one ask but...i spend so much time on this and i really hate it 😭#i can only draw Wanda in one angle and it's the other way....tbh it's once in a blue moon for me draw Wanda properly#that long ass chin my god...i once again butchered Wanda's face...and i am trying a different style just for her...sorry queen🙏#anyway i enjoy coloring so much#this is so embarrassing#i did this for a whole week:D i enjoy coloring btw it's the good part#but i kinda want people to see it anyway Because i put so much effort#the vision#wanda maximoff#wandavision#idk✍️🖍️#my art#cieric's art#bad art
7 notes
·
View notes
Photo
Bucket Bucket Bucket ♥ (Patreon)
I literally gasped, my original Bucket <3 <3 It was all worth it
#Doodles#The Stanley Parable#TSP#Technically a spoiler under the cut but it's a drawing of an optional route so lol#I assume double optional! Gosh this game's beautiful event-flag system <3 <3 <3#Me when the Stanley Parable: ❤️💖💕💗💞❤️#Anyway! To the Very Important New Character! Lol#It's very funny to me since I knew there Was a Bucket in Ultra Deluxe but I really didn't know anything else about them#And now here I am anthropomorphizing them so much! I was just like ''Ah. Bucket'' and now it's like ''BUCKET!! YES!!'' lol#I understand the hype now#Although now that I've found the 3 Button ending I'm sad! Then again Stanley's relationship with the Bucket is very full of strife haha#The Bucket embodies all archetypes and character relationships <3 Bucket GOAT lol#The first two were mostly my reaction to the Narrator being against Stanley keeping the Bucket haha - he gets so jealous ♪#The second was from the Apartment ending - that new Apartment is so nice! Nice layout very spacious#The image of Stanley sitting with the Bucket on his lap enjoying TV together <3 Innocent!#I wasn't specifically thinking of where Stanley would end up if he followed the Adventure Line™ while holding the Bucket but uhhh#Just don't worry about it lol it'll be fine maybe probably#But gosh the amount of time and effort put into the new locations and objects hhhh stop I'll cry if I think about it too hard#More silly Bucket spacefillers haha ♪ Don't trust them they've got a knife!#Look at all those characters that love Stanley haha ♫ New and old faces alike! He's just very lovable#Employee 416v2 cameo for funsies >:3c#Oh yeah and I didn't mention it in the other ones but I think it's more noticeable in this one :0 -#I was a little lighter on editing for this page haha#My attention hasn't been great lately >:P I /want/ to edit things so they're nice and pretty but it takes too long and I end up frustrated#There's a lot of things I can see here that I'd change if I had more patience but I just want things OUT already hgg#And I'm not really sure how noticeable it is to not-my-eyes haha#If I hear dissent maybe that'll be a good motivator ♪ No way to know!
54 notes
·
View notes
Text
.
#Seven's Public Diary#vent#vent post#cw vent#cw vent post#can i go more than a fucking week without having my cptsd triggered again? pLEASE???#me and my haywire nervous system can't ever catch a fucking break i swear to god#at least i managed to get the Matt fic posted before that happened and ruined my night#literally three minutes after i hit post. something has to happen IRL and ruin my slight good mood. sigh. anyways#my chest still feels tight but my focus is coming back i think. lets hope the rest of the night is uneventful#anyways. uh. positives. got the Matt fic posted on here And Ao3! yay. after working on it the last two evenings it's officially done#i know i put way too much effort into my fics especially ones that will get very little readership but eh i can't help it#time spent doing something you enjoy is never time wasted or however the saying goes#uh oh. the stress injury in my neck is starting to feel tight again. that's probably not a great sign#i should try to relax. been sitting at my desk too much recently and my back's mad abt it too#i would unwind with some Genshin exploration grinding or smthn but that's just more desk sitting time#so hm. animal crossing in bed it is then#watch me say that then spend the next 3 hours on tumblr#i cant help it i want to update my pinned posts and fill my queue up some more#and i have some drafts to work on... still need to finish that Sun & Moon appearance guide for ES#maybe i'll pull an all-nighter. i need to fix my sleep schedule again. like badly. but then i risk a migraine. aaggghhhhhh#anyways this has been Venting and Bad Decision Making 101 thabks for coming to my TED talk#oh hey look at that i got a like on the Matt fic. mood slightly improved. thank u whoever u r <3
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
I guess it really is a problem with my own perspective and perception but it’s so annoying that I cannot see what others see in me
#all I see in my art is mistakes!!!#I put effort in but nothing ever looks good enough to share there’s so much I just delete completely#UGHAND DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON WRTNG#lst yr i broke 1k+ words per DAY consecutively. 4 weeks!!!#y now.. 300-600 words per week maximum#ugh whatever ppl like what I do i have to do it anyway to eventually enjoy it afain#i speak
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
Random late night rambles.. I've been working on coloring my recent sketch of Xie Lian since I was super happy with how he looked. This time, I've decided not to pressure myself with any kind of deadline or standards and to do a proper study of a coloring style to experiment with bushes and color. I'm actually really enjoying the process so far and keeping track of what I'm using so that I can remember for the future. I was working on a wip of my oc Sanguine before this, and I hope that when I came back to it, I can use what I learn to finish it. I feel so silly, but I'm really happy I just randomly picked up TGCF cause I've been having a blast utilizing these brainworms the way I have. Excited for when I get to share the finished art. c:
#when I did that San Lang the other day I enjoyed being free and just doing whatever#however hes not colored with a lot of effort so it feels ugly to me hah#ill feel so much happier with this Xie Lian when he's done cause I'm putting my all into making sure he looks as pretty as he deserves to be#I love them so much though and it makes me happy to bring them to life#anyway time to continue book 2
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
nothing to see here
(meme based off of undercut <3)
#jayce talis#jayvik#(technically . viktor is the bat so)#witcher au#art tag#anyway fun fact did you know bear school disbanded because they failed to get rid of a vampire coven . so funny#jayce would never to back to this place but it made for such a silly setting piece i had to do it shsjdkfk#long time no witcher au thiough surprise surprise hello i missed them very much#i have an idea that i want to do for this au eventually but i dont know a horse and i need to practice drawing kids so shsjdkf#enjoy meme i put too much effort into for now though <3
59 notes
·
View notes