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thatalmostopsorceress · 8 months ago

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[Review] I Hope This Doesn't Find You by Ann Liang [240308]

I just finished binging I Hope This Doesn't Find You by Ann Liang in a day. It was absolutely amazing. I loved every second of it.

The way the author captures every emotion Sadie feels is so captivating, so realistic, so... perfect. I found myself tensing up with when she was worried; I found myself staring intently at the screen of my tablet, my brows furrowed; I found myself smiling along with her.

It was so satisfying reading this novel: the misunderstanding trope wasn't dragged out or annoying, every scene played in my mind exactly like a movie would, and the imagery used was nothing short of spectacular, flowing with the scenes and written in the perfect tone.

The character development was absolutely lovely – something very refreshing and satisfying – they were the opposite of cardboard-plank characters, they all had a purpose to serve and they acted as real humans did, they weren't too childish, too mature, too plain or too flashy.

As I kept reading, I found myself falling in love with the characters more and more – the vanity of Julius, the relatable-ness of Sadie, everything about Abigail... One thing I found especially delightful was how, even though Julius and Sadie were enemies, they were quite the same. [Spoiler Starts] They both loathe the thought of someone pitying them, they both try so hard to be so perfect, they both are equally as obsessed with each other, they make each other feel alive – they just live their lives in different ways. [Spoiler Ends]

Being of Chinese descent, I Hope This Doesn't Find You was even more fun due to the 汉语拼音 embedded within the text – I could hear every word spoken out so smoothly, it was truly an enjoyable experience that evoked immense joy within my heart.

Overall, I thoroughly enjoyed reading this novel! 10/10! I feel the constant need to gush about it.

Some of my favorite annotations that I made reading it (I'll add my fav quotes another day):

Chapter 1: slay Julius | young and rich, tall and han- | ah girl u ok ah

Chapter 2: girlie what | um girl you're a bit tad bit teeny bit uh obsessed | sus

Chapter 3: I love this guy he's so silly | RIP Sadie, rest in peace our soldier | #relatable I have hot hands

Chapter 7: #slay | HSHAHAHA

Chapter 8: he can scrub !

Chapter 9: oh no! hee hee

Chapter 10: i like how we finally have a normal ml w/o tragic backstory

Chapter 11: liar you're obsessed too <3 | he's so silly how jelly | CS student aye #relatable | we like em cats

Chapter 12: ew

Chapter 13: yoi

Chapter 14: YOI!

Chapter 16: jelly season 2. | haHA | I love this woman :)

Chapter 17: I LOVE ABIGAIL T-T!!!! | ♡ chill gal

Chapter 18: aw not salty? | yeah. salty. | GIRL WAKE UP. U. P. UP | oh my god can't you SEE | oh Abigail how I love you lol

Chapter 19: awie | slay Rosie | SHE'S REFORMED!!! | Julius is just like Sadie aeaeaergh

Chapter 20: OH MY GOD IT'S HAPPENING YALL!!!!!!! | hee hee

One question kept popping through my mind as I read this novel.... Where is my Julius Gong? I'm a top student (sadly, I'm not any kind of athlete or leader, though I do work out). I get good grades. Relatively. So, uh, God, where can I order a Julius Gong? dfjkdshjfksdf (I'm an agnostic, by the way)

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scooplery · 2 months ago

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trying out this crazy idea i had called "eating lunch"... so far so good, especially when i do it BEFORE i even feel hungry

#my eating disorder has gotten so bad over the last like. year and change #i fell into the typical ADHD binge-restrict cycle sooooo hard :(#take adderall in morning -> don't eat all day cause i don't “feel hungry” -> smoke weed in the evenings -> eat everything in sight #i do actually feel better now that i'm off of abilify. way less food obsession at night #ed tw

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lunarbun-ships · 2 years ago

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shh they're watching bluey

#this is like the first thing i've drawn since valentine's day fhbff #i think #mental heath has not been good #feb was a rough one yall #kitty n i have been binging bluey for comfort #n its def become a comfort show..#also i think corey said bob liked bluey so #drops this here #comfort #self ship #selfship #❤️hungry for your love🍬#🔪my devil guy🥩#mod bun

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rapidhighway · 1 year ago

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i would like to share todays win as in, i ate three meals today, very awesome and good for me

#first few days somewhere are always good for me when it come to food i actually eat when im hungry #i struggle with binging n stuff and it's just so good to have a few good meals and be okay with just that #this hasnt happened in weeks because eating is just uncontrollable for me #i know some ppl may say you need 5 meals but consider - i am polish we eat big fuckin meals #hoping to keep this up for the week im at home im cooking dinner tomorrow and that really helps #ok ok byeee i was just real proud of myself when i realized its 10 pm rn and im not feeling sick from eating and stuff #so i am full and not hungery this is magiccc

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himejoshiba · 5 days ago

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appointment was super quick and i already got prescribed saxenda (injectable drug) for weight loss??????????????,,,,, it was like five minutes. they made me sign up for two zoom classes on nutrition but otherwise i just get drugs lmao. what????

#p #i thought it would be a fight!#they didnt even ask about any disodered eating they just said that based on my diet my binging isnt rlly my fault bc i dont eat enough #during the day and have to make up for it at night. so eat more food during the day instead of all at night #they said its not rlly like true binging. just evening out #whatever! if i can get a drug that makes my metabolism fast and stops me from feeling hungry then i can just straight up stop eating lmaoooo

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coldcrypt · 1 year ago

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i'm starting to get the appeal of restricting & fasting tbh. Idk which I prefer yet. I dont know which would be better for avoiding binges. It feels nice to not be on a constant sugar rollercoaster tho. I feel crummy sometimes, kinda tired, and theres a lot of food noise in my head, but I just keep distracted, give it time, and then when I can feel the cravings getting too loud to do things I eat a bit but not much... its kinda working. It feels nice tho to be kinda more empty. Even tho the food noise is really loud, I like the fog that comes with it. The hunger isnt even that uncomfortable. Imaging the fat bubbling and dissolving is enough

#cool #inb4 i binge now lol #i think rezzing > fasting for me but I wanna practise fasting more #I like being able to eat bits of things to kind of appease the body without refilling glycogen stores to the point of not getting a deficit #that doesnt result in lipolysis each day. I'm finally figuring out which foods tick my satiety and scarcity boxes so I caan just have #a bit of them and be good. Alc cravings got me wanting chocolate tho :/ idk if its worth getting a small chocolate bar. I feel like #sugar would just trigger a binge and the masssive swing in blood sugar is not worth it. It wouldnt even taste that goodd #It would just feel shit for the next 4 hours being way hungrier than before and feeling shit about it wanting more #not worth #i love courgette. i love cabbage... I love cream cheese. I love feta..#kinda fancy a chicken nugget sandwich with loads of ketchup and salt. But also just not even hungry at all

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babygirlcowboy · 1 year ago

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Washed my hair for the first time in a week 🥹🥹 made myself a meal 🥹🥹🥹 gonna maybe do something baking 🥹🥹🥹

#okay im sorry but i need to share some mentally ill thoughts just to get them out of my brain #so uhhh #disordered eating cw #<- like heed that warning please #anyway uhhhhh #i really desperately want to binge eat #bc the last week i have been.. severely neglectful of my physical needs so moral of the story...hungry 🧍#but ive been in this game long enough to know that if i eat a big meal rn....i will fuvking die #like level 5 tummy hurt...will most likely throw the fuck up #so...i am desperately trying to hold myself back from doing that #but every fiber of my being wants me to go into the kitchen and eat everything in sight rapid dog style #like i just had a nice breakfast #i am not physically hungry anymore #but its just the #'I've been without proper nutrients for the last 5 days and now my body wants them all' mixed with the #'i had a stressful week and i know that pack of oreos in the pantry would feel so fucking good'#like its so emotional based #which is even harder to deal with then the physical shit #gooooooooood #why did god have to give his toughest battle ((literally just eating the proper amount of food)) to his dumbest soldier ((me))

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w1ngedv01d · 7 months ago

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These have been some of my favorite Discworld quotes since I was a child

They... might have affected my worldview, a little bit

"People as things, that's where it starts."

Carpe Jugulum (Discworld #23) - Terry Pratchett

Going Postal (Discworld #32) - Terry Pratchett

#discworld #don't ask why i was binge-reading discworld by the time I turned 13 #listen i read 3-5 books a day if left to my own devices and my dad had a discworkd collection #plus i was SO CAPABLE of setting down things i didn't feel ready for #so there was a lot of trust there #there was absolutely a method to which ones i was allowed to read first #obviously #bc age appropriateness #but yeah i nibbled that series like the book-hungry bastard i was #and now I'm like This

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yoongisjuicebox · 9 months ago

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My kitty Thor passed away, and I am not handling it well. I am a fucking mess and it's taking every ounce of the little bit of energy I have to not break down at work.

#yatharil rants #personal #i am so heartbroken #i haven't really slept well since he passed 2 days ago #not really hungry but when i am i binge...which is not good for me #he was my best bud and i miss him so much

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adjectiveadjectiveadjective · 1 year ago

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GOOGLE! tell me how to get this my future mother in law to buy basic necessities like Bread! Milk! Eggs! and Meat!

fuming in tags btw

#unlike her i eat more than a tiny bowls worth of bullshit for dinner #im FAT and GAY!#i need more than a shitty glass of wine and frozen peach slices #or that fucking dinner of LITERALLY A BAGEL???#HELLO???#i feel insane #im so hungry here and the worst part #the worst part????#no fiber. none #I HAVE IBS!!!! I NEED TO BE ABLE TO THROW SOME KALE INTO THINGS OR ILL DIE!!!!!#im so hangry its ruining my fucking life #the fact that i cant reliably know that there will be enough eggs in the morning for me? it makes me. So Mad #this bitch is SO mean to my fiancee and she has the gall to act like shes not the bad guy #im sorry for the rant im just so mad #shes insane! INSANE!!! i cant believe it #eats like a snack and a half a day and then binges shit she got for us if she feels like we dont appreciate her enough #like we have tried to tell her shes got at the VERY LEAST disordered eating but with the amount of supplements shes taking?#the way she is so CLEARLY trudging about and napping to maintain the tiny amount of energy she has?#she has a problem and shes hurting other people with it im so ARRGH #i could keep going tbh #im just #im so angry #i just wish i could have food #food is one of the few things that genuinely makes me happy #she doesnt even have bread for pbj sandwiches #who the fuck does that #she only tells us shes eating if she deems it to be healthy food #oooh look at me and my seed bread its sooo yummy #SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP #im fucking out of tags fml

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sassmill · 2 years ago

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Oh fucking no

#tw body image #tw body weight #tw body dysmorphia #okay so #I just threw on my favorite pair of shorts from last summer that fit me pretty lovely #and they are now TIGHT #they are supposed to be loose comfy linen shorts and they fit like bike shorts #so I’m going to do everything in my mental toolkit to not let this send me into a massive fucking ed spiral #but does anybody else’s body weight fluctuate this dramatically every single fucking year #my coping mechanism has been to just buy clothes that do fit rather than pressuring myself to fit into what no longer fits #but that’s fucking expensive and wasteful and I really don’t enjoy buying a new wardrobe every season #because I can’t just maintain one weight #I’m either dropping it unhealthily and not eating or I’m binging and ballooning #but 95% of the time it’s all triggered by my work schedule #and the fact that I can’t always have a meal or a snack when I feel hunger #I can’t get into a meal schedule which is what I need #I either have to eat when I’m not hungry because I know I won’t have a chance to later #or I’m not eating all day and then binge when I get home because I’ve been so fucking hungry #and I’m fucking hoping that once I get this group trained and into our regular rotation I’ll be able to have more of a routine #but I’m also getting a promotion because one of my bosses is quitting #so im going to have a completely new routine #and we’re just getting to our busiest season #and im already feeling so out of control #I love that putting on shorts to leave the house leads to this #I have to host a dance concert in a month and a half and I know the dress I wore last year will not fit #so im faced again with: buy something new that does fit or try to lose the weight #I don’t like either of those options. I just want my body to stay the same and keep wearing things.#it fucking sucks.

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the-everqueen · 2 years ago

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me, insane, unable to go into the kitchen and make dinner (it is 9 pm) because my roommate has a friend over and i cannot let them see me preparing food to eat

#this happened yesterday too #i eventually snuck into the kitchen yesterday to get chicharrones and cherry tomatoes #you know...a standard dinner #i was hoping to eat pasta tonight but idk if that's gonna happen #(i did eat lunch today so like. there's that.)#tw ednos #ocd #idk what else to tag this sorry #i know this is not normal or sane behavior i KNOW #but if they see me pour like. half a pound of pasta into a pot to boil. i will die.#if they see my body cross the kitchen and walk out with anything besides an apple i will die.#i just feel. so gross. and so disgusting. when strangers can see what i eat.#like...is it the right amount? is it normal? is it unhealthy?#am i eating it weird? do i look weird? am i intruding on your space?#and then i feel even crazier like. retreating to my room to eat what i've made.#i do that anyways but like. the roommate has claimed our kitchen table.#me retreating to my room also makes me more likely to...binge?#is it binging when you're just hungry bc you haven't eaten all day and now you're desperate?

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fernspirals · 2 years ago

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At least today was productive

#I did a lot of homework #washed my bedsheets #went to a botanical garden ….#I still have energy though and it’s 9pm #I am going to eat tacos even though I’m not hungry #my relationship with food has become horrible honestly I’m just binging all the time and I’m so afraid of what that will lead to #I also cried at imaginary situations today twice #I needed to cry though so not sure how normal people cry #anyway day ….. 5 #🦷

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spideysatan · 2 years ago

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oh boy im feeling like some sadness and overall lack of confidence are about to hit haRD.

#hate it here #just went into the kitchen cuz i was like yeah im kinda hungry and just felt my body freeze in place #so i just turned around and now im in bed again...#i know this feeling and i hate it so much but i literally cannot help it #i know if i go and try to push thru i'll just end up binge eating and 'blacking out' and feeling guilty #but also. ive only ate once today... and idk if this is gonna be the wake up the next day super hungry and eat a lot orrrr #wake up 'not hungry' and not eating for like 3 days #the absolute russian roulette that this shit is.....#fucking hell man #just wish i had someone to help me thru it cuz its hard to manage it all by myself #fuckkkkk #at least i know i'll be seeing people and doing cool stuff during this week so it might not be that bad #but idk lol #*y #tw eating issues

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bcyoureallthatmakessense · 2 years ago

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Friendly reminder that fat people have eating disorders other than binge eating too.

#i swing wildly from binge eating to not eating #literally diagnosed w ed not otherwise specified #but when i tell people i have an ed its automatically oh binge eating right #yeah sometimes #but also sometimes i dont eat???#like my relationship with food has never been healthy and im just so tired of it.#it takes up this section of my brain power every day #did i eat wnough so i wont binge later #is this a binge or am i just hungry #how the fuck do any people who were teens in the 90s/2000s fuction healthily with food #how #i hate this time of year #i caht enjoy my food bc im fat #im so stressed about everything that enters and exits my body on the daily #honestly if i was a regular journaler i would probably have a food diary #about me #melismusings #tw ed descussion

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lilaccmilk · 4 months ago

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Baby, I'm yours

I made this fic as part two to this fic (requested by @marieblue4003 )

You woke up to your boyfriend pressing light kisses to your neck. Your back was against his chest, his arm around your waist in a possessive grip. “Mhm what time is it?” you spoke with your eyes closed, your body was sore, good thing that today was an off for both of you.

“7 am.” he spoke up in a gruff voice, before resuming his kisses on your neck. You loved how his voice sounded in early mornings when he had just woken up. “Too early” you barred your neck to give him more access. He didn’t reply, you knew what he was doing. He was scenting you to satiate himself. This was purely an animalistic instinct he had. “Say you’re mine.” his voice broke the silence.

“Wasn’t yesterday enough for you?” you say softly, feeling shy from his desperate kisses. “M’never gonna get enough of hearing you say that you’re mine.” heat rises up to your cheeks and you say softly, “I’m yours.”

He lets out a low growl appreciatively. “All fucking mine. No one’s allowed to even look at you. Yeah?” He is talking to himself at this point. This goes on for ten minutes more.

“Let’s get up. I’m hungry.” you say to him. “No. You’re gonna stay in my arms. Let me hold you for a bit longer. You fit so good in my arms.”

At the end you end up giving in and cuddle for another 15 minutes. After that you force him to get up. You both shower together and he is holding you from behind while you make breakfast. You spend the entire day binge watching The Twilight Saga (you wanted to see his reaction). And he gets annoyed and sulks at the fact you simp over one of the vampires. You have to then comfort and baby the man–no wolf that you love.

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