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#felt this in my bones#so glad she finally realized#it was a response to something awful#not just him being cruel#and his#gallows humor#as someone else coined it#is everything to me#probably doubly because#I’ve had a lot of#non life threatening#betrayal#in the last few years#and I can juts feel it#that blasé way of saying#something that is absolutely#gutting is relatable#till the end of the moon#my CDrama rambles#bai lu#luo yunxi
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“I’ve always liked Lady Whistledown,” Penelope said, her chin rising until her bearing was almost regal. She looked to Cressida, and their eyes caught as she added, “And it would break my heart if it turned out to be someone like Lady Twombley.”
— Chapter 11, ROMANCING MISTER BRIDGERTON
#bridgertonedit#tvedit#dailybridgerton#userteresa#userseeleybooth#tusergabriela#mikesmom#bridgerton#penelope featherington#eloise bridgerton#bridgerton s3#romancing mister bridgerton#two women battered and bruised by society telling them all the things they cannot do :(#this had to come from eloise. she's the one who knows better than anyone else what happens if you go too far in your efforts to break away#but i'm glad that el is back to her usual self. pushing boundaries again#though with more maturity. i can't wait to see her stop hating babies!!! like when she finally realizes that she doesn't hate babies she's#just not interested in ever being pregnant... claudia jessie's gonna deliver so hard (as she always does)#mine
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#my art#rain world#looks to the moon#realized that i hadn't ever drawn post-collapse moon so here you go#she's been on the mind a lot lately#i missed drawing rw stuff and doing finished pieces and weirdly enough i specifically really missed rendering water#the final projects for my classes have been kicking my ass but luckily im on break right now so im glad i managed to fit something in
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Who was gonna tell me that Yonah FUCKS !!!!!!!!!
I finally sat down to watch it and sudddenly realized why it made people so upset with Kotoko -- it's "get the audience's ass" pt 2 (part one being Baptism of Fire)
What an Incredible, Precise, Scathing commentary on the public's view of punishment. On how we treat "justice" in the news when it's two parties we don't know. On how hypocritical we want justice but don't want our actions to have any consequences -- we want it to be done but we don't want it to be our fault. She makes a HUGE point about people ignoring mental stress and only feeling bad when people are physically suffering. Before getting attached, people did want the prisoners to get hurt and feel remorse. In real life people are constantly wishing pain onto wrongdoers so they change their ways.
She's making excellent points, as well as the voice drama overall emphasizing the fact that it's the right thing to do to get attached. She's 100% correct, but by framing her as a villain, Yamanaka encourages the audience that we should care about people. We should find out about everyone's lives and get attached before making judgements about them. This project remains about human understanding and love and I am amazed.
And from a character perspective, I just loved her view of the situation! I was worried from the bits of the vd people were posting that she was just going to be painted as a flat, villainous character, but she's so so deep. I love a character who will get their hands dirty to make a better world for the innocent characters they care about. And her speech when hugging Es really revealed how much that burden weighs on her. She isn't violent for fun. She doesn't enjoy it. But her heart is so broken by a world of injustice, she will take on this painful responsibility since she has the power to and others don't.
#milgram#yonah spoilers#finally sat down to listen to the whole thing and im going INSANE#its so fucking good#(i think it sucks she was going to beat up amane dont get me wrong but) honestly this really made me like kotoko so much more#she has a very keen eye for the way society works -- though shes only aware of the bad things which is where her mindset fails#she doesnt realize the good that attachment and forgiveness can do#but damn if she didnt speak the Truth about how people treat punishment and are hypocrites for calling her out on her attacks#AHHH#i was scared to watch it since i thought it was all going to paint her poorly but im so glad i finally did#kotoko yuzuriha#rose rambles
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i love that i got my mother into big brother this year. she watches and enjoys and understands none of it. "was julie on this episode? i dont remember." julie is only on the thursday eviction episodes. it's week 9 and you haven't yet noticed this pattern. leah won HOH, but jankie world confuses mum: "does she get anything for that? immunity?" IT'S WEEK NINE SHE MAKES THE NOMINATIONS
#i talked about the jury stage all of pre-jury and the concept only clicked right before quinn got evicted#and THEN she realized that they choose the winner#I'VE BEEN TALKING ABOUT JURY MANAGEMENT FOR 2 MONTHS#i love her and i'm so glad she's finally watching#this is honestly a great cast to have as your first bb experience#bb26
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Was wondering why this particular gith face always feels like it suits baldness best and then I realized it IS in fact Orpheus' face model, Orph just has different unique ears.
Anyway welcome back, dreadwolf.
#he almost had purple-blue eyes but I've wanted to use that pink on *someone*#I have vague plans for a gith from creche y'llek who was the first gith to be shown mercy by ko'kuu#think I might use him for that#blasting him with the agonizing chronic pain beam. sorry#might call him solir which is funny because it's actually the name of a sun god in one of my homebrew campaigns#but that could work for a gith born in the monastery basement of the morninglord's temple#also: cleric. for fun and profit.#realized the orph thing when I also made him yellow RIP oh well. maybe he'll be sympathetic to orpheus' plight finally#not playing him yet I have too many other characters on the docket at the moment but I keep turning his concepts around in my head#so I wanted a visual to go with#doubly glad I didn't go with the spots ko'kuu has because I think Orph has the same ones underneath those tattoos#but I like the concept of recognition as sympathy in that sense: why ko'kuu fought for him; why he might in turn fight for orpheus#hmm#we'll see#I also wanted to see what Xa'rok looked like with these spots on because in my brain they have spots on their neck (more along the sides)#but I wasn't convinced#alas#I also like that one spot pattern with the spots on the chin.#also considered a body 1 gith for this concept but again the faces vex me. I think the only face I like is the first one#I'll have to play Kresh's guardian sometime because she's pretty#I almost gave him that same tattoo because it's fun to see which tattoos go all the way up into the hair that you don't normally see#but I was adamant about leaving his face bare because I NEVER do#oh god I don't want to play a second warlock (lii'r'ai is a warlock) but this guy making a pact in the hopes of mitigating his pain... hmm#unaligned cleric/cleric of morninglord to cleric of ilmater or loviatar (once he learns about them) to warlock could be fun...#my tavs#rook's ramblings
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had to kill this darling today, so here you go
Rachel nudges him. “Did you know, the vibe of your mind changes when you’re upset about Jean?”
He stares at her.
“It feels kinda like...” She leans her head back. “Like when you’ve had a busy week, and you’re going to have an even busier weekend, but for now it’s Friday night and you get to rest a little bit.”
Scott laughs in surprise. “You know, other telepaths pretend they can’t sense people’s minds unless they’re actively sending projections.”
“Yeah, well,” says Rachel. “Most people’s minds have something going on. You’re quiet a lot.”
Scott grins, shaking his head. “I see. You’re saying I don’t usually have thoughts in my head?”
She rolls her eyes. “That’s not what I meant and you know it.” Scott’s reminded vividly of meeting her as a teenager. “You play things close to your chest. I do the same thing, I’m just not as good at it.”
“That’s probably not a bad thing,” he says.
Rachel says, “I don’t know why you’re so afraid of me being like you.”
Scott suppresses his knee-jerk reaction. He turns away from her, looks out at the trees in the darkness in front of them. After a moment he says, “I don’t really understand why you’d want to be.”
He’s still not looking at Rachel, so he doesn’t see her reaction. “You’re still my dad, Scott.”
“Yeah, I am.” There was a time when she didn’t tell him who she was because she thought he’d reject her. He doesn’t want to ever prompt that doubt again. “And I’m grateful for that every day. But that doesn’t mean--”
#xmen#rachel summers#scott summers#family of magical cosmic bullshit#fic rec#yeah sorry it just ends there. i closed the doc and went to bed#and then only today i'm realizing rachel is waaaaay too mad at him to make fun of him for being broken up about jean#there was ALSO a line deleted from motherless child where she makes fun of him for this so. glad i finally get to share something about it#sb and l writes#fic: miss atomic bomb
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Thought up a few interesting things for the Squid Memes AU
1- Desti was an Elite Octoling back during Splatoon 1, and she and her squad (the three other Octolings that would go on to become the Octoposse) were among those who defected after the battle. Though interestingly, she didn't actually hear Calamari Inkantation like the other defectors, seeing as she was recovering from injuries she sustained fighting Agent 3 and thus wasn't present for the battle/concert. She just found out that her teammates were running away and was like "not without me you're not."
She's fully aware that Paige is Agent 3 (once she finally runs into them on the surface at least) and thinks it's honestly kind of funny that the so-called "Scourge of the Domes" was a freaking kid when they tore through the place, and that of all the people she could've gotten into a rivalry with it of course just had to be 3's big sister. She doesn't tell Meggy both because she's not about to out the kid like that and because it amuses her a little that Meggy doesn't know.
2- Axol and Pearl have been friends since they were kids, partly because I figure it would make sense if the tiny angry rich girl who sings too loud and the otaku who figured out fucking magitech and built a pen that could bring his drawings to life because he was lonely got lumped in together as the Weird kids nobody likes. Plus Marina canonically reads manga so even if Pearl doesn't like anime stuff herself we know someone else liking it isn't a turnoff for her.
3- So for this one I'm also pulling from Spongebob Squarepants canon because I needed an explanation for Heavy Squid and all the other Squidwards we see.
Okay, so we've seen in a few episodes of Spongebob that there are a bunch of squids/octopi/whatever Squidward's meant to be that look almost exactly like him. Obviously there's Squilliam but there was also that town of Squidward lookalikes he moved to once. Well, in this that's because they're not Squids or Octopi, they're instead a fourth (yes, fourth. we count Salmonids in this house) type of Inkfish that I'm tentatively calling "Schnozlings." In terms of abilities they're sort of a halfway point between the playable Inkfish and Salmonids, where they can live underwater thanks to having the right kind of respiratory system and thick enough skin to not get splatted by the ink-eating microbes, while also having Swim forms (which unfortunately aren't microbe-resistant like their humanoid forms).
Their swim forms are round, with six tentacles that all look similar to the long tentacles of an Inkling's swim form, while their humanoid forms are...well...Squidward lookalikes. Complete with four "legs," no fingers, a long droopy nose (hence the name Schnozling) and in a few cases the ability to grow hair on their heads like a human. As a side-effect of their microbe-resistant thick skin, most of them don't have any way to display their ink color in humanoid form, while their Swim forms are color coded just like Inklings and Octolings.
(And yes this means I'll have to redesign Heavy Squid to look less like Heavy and more like Squidward. But still big and muscular because that's his Whole Thing.)
#i wish squid memes were real au#au lore#splatoon#sm4 desti#agent 3#paige spletzer#smg4 axol#pearl houzuki#heavy squid#squidward tentacles#squilliam fancyson#schnozling#why yes i DO subscribe to the headcanon that a lot of octarians are fucking terrified of agent 3 why do you ask#desti's cool with them though#desti lived on the surface for two whole MONTHS before she actually heard the inkantation#her reaction to the Realization that followed was basically just “huh. glad i got out of THAT shitshow when i did”#idk i thought it was funny#yes this means that the smg4 version of Actual Squidward can do inksports#he'd probably suck ass at it but he could do it#info for heavy as an actual CHARACTER will come when i finally make a post about my versions of the original splat squad#look pearl found a homeless girl in battle armor who couldn't speak inklish in the woods and decided to form a band with her#she would ABSOLUTELY hang out with a guy who treats her like a normal person and draws stuff so well that it's literally magic#even if the subject matter is something she hates on an instinctual level
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Sits in shambles I didn't read maybe Jorge's id correctly in the mysterious hermit logs the first god knows how many times I read them and only just now realized that it's the same id as the scientist that speaks in the agricultural notes log why must I be so bad at reading
#rat rambles#oni posting#on the bright side thats one mystery id kind of solved#by kind of I mean its most likely jorge but theres no way to comfirm it#this does make me feel like there might be some other b363 thing I missed but Im not sure if I doubt myself enough to go check rn#they are another character seen in story trait logs alongside an in game lifeform origin log just with critters this time#Ive made baseless speculation on who b363 could be based on what named characters we have without ids but its nowhere near confirmed#at least from what I remember but again Im starting to doubt myself a lil so I might double check at some point#the only idless characters we have fully marked off is nikola Im pretty sure#although based on the characters we do know anything abt itd most likely be either ada or liam but thats not saying much#ada is a fairly high probability tho since we basically 100% know that shes a part of the bioengineering department#liam possibly is too but thats more of a educated guess then smth particularly implied#Im glad I've finally realized who our lovely plant guy is tho#alas even if I find some hidden b363 content that still leaves I believe 3 ids unidentified#well we do know that at least one of them is steve but we don't know which one#and while we can take shots in the dark at who the scientist is theres also a second guard#and out of everyone we know bits and pieces abt theres no one who fits that bill or at least not anyone Im remembering#every other mentioned character is some flavor of scientist or is implied to be#not counting quinn but they are also off the table on account of not being a gravitas employee#so basically unless I missed smth the only previously established character that we know for sure is in that log is steve and the other two#could easily be any of the currently unused guys#and the other guard basically has to be unless theres scientists here that also double as guards
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For years, I've been trying to put into words Why I give a single iota about Bendy & the Ink Machine, but it's such a tangled mess that no thread can be seperated -- they're all interwoven in a way that makes it hard to pick them out. The game, overall, makes me miserable, because I can see that there was love put into it, but a lot of it is thrown to the wayside in favor of a story that I think was retroactively improved by the sequel's recontextualizing of it, but is ultimately not worth the price of admission & majorly drops the ball.
It's easy to list things I don't like about it -- the gameplay is sparse, the combat is uninteresting, none of the chapters feel connected, the bugs that assault all my playthroughs & kill my saves are consistent & fill me with dread every time I open the game, the lack of thought in the contents of a chapter (chapter 3's wheel ""puzzle"" & the animatronic Bendy from chapter 4, in specifc, really grind my gears), which speaks to the amateurish & rushed way that the game was crafted -- there's a lot to hate, & it's easy to hate it. But I don't. Despite all that, I am compelled by this game, by what it's trying & failing & trying again to say.
It's really easy to understand why you dislike something. I couldn't have told you much about what I did like, in Ink Machine.
& then, I played Dark Revival. I didn't realize I liked the story of Ink Machine, until I played Dark Revival. It's a better made game, it's just not fucking interesting, to me, because it doesn't have a story worth tuning in to.
#em.txt#negative#idk how better to word this. at no point did i ever consider ink machine to have a good story. it's quite bad.#the devs admitted they spliced in fan ideas & tossed out things as they went in response to the fandom#& it still somehow comes out as more. something. like more substance#& see I didn't think the story was that bad when i played dark revival. & then i rebeat the final bit to unlock#the archives -- much beloved btw. glad they brought them back for the sequel -- & read a character's blurb#& i realized the writers live in an alternate dimension where the ''twist'' they ''put in their game'' actually happened#Everyone i have ever seen play dark revival sees wilson being super telegraphed as evil thr whole game#& gets confused when audrey is like 'okay but he's a good dude though' bc nothing makes that make sense#he does nothing that can be viewed as good except oh wait i need to tag spoils now#batdr spoilers#okay. except for throwing malice in cycle breaker jail bc yeah from Audrey's pov that's prolly a good move#she does try to kill you. that's it though. like it's not that they have a common goal she just decides he's good#from nothing. HE KILLS YOU IN THE FIRST 5 MINS OF THE GAME WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT#she spends a lot of time outbursting at alison bc she's been turned inky & hates it but alison didn't do that she just lives here!!!#she gets more mad at joey for telling her he swooced the ink machine than she does at wilson for trapping her & killing her#& summoning his horde to attack her which causes everyone to become hostile towards her#which btw. he never revokes that even when you defend him & are chilling in his manor#so you're still being attacked & shit even though he's actually like good thoughghhh#& it just makes audrey seem stupid for not realizing the obvious villain is evil & mean to her friends for no reason#i need to stop talking now i am going to explode
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istg every time my mom talks about trans women it makes me want to run away aaaaaaa
#the bugs are back#so my mom saw a stich of a vid of a trans woman talking about having periods#then a diff trans woman talked about how they dont#anyways trans women can get period like symptoms including cramps#and then my mom was talking abt how glad she was someone was combatting misinformation and brought up the fact the 2nd trans woman#‘’clearly had top and bottom and face surgeries’’ and she was acting like those were credentials that made her a ‘’real trans woman’’#like fuck you#you think trans women shouldn’t compete in womans sports bc of the biological advantages#ooooooh i cant wait until i can finally live on campus and get on e#god her face is going to be fucking PRICELESS#the realization that her kid is a gross tranny???? fucking beautiful
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I HAVE NEVER BEEN A HAPPIER GIRL. EVER.
#I FINALLY FUCKING ORGANIZED MY BOOKSHELVES#I HAVE STRUGGLED TO COMPLETE THIS FOR 4 DAYS#FEELING SO BEHIND WITH MY OTHER SETTLING IN#DO YOU KNOW HOW PARTICULAR I AM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#genuinely oh my goodness i am SO glad to have it done#and i actually am deciding to get rid of some books aksjsjdb#yes so that i can fit the books i do want on my shelves#but also just. realized some books i really have 0 interest in reading#and work is going well. it really really is.#i’m starting to understand it and i really like my boss#she decided to order pizza for lunch and so we all got something and when i asked her how much i owed her she said don’t worry about it :’)#and the one girl who is near my age she waved and smiled at me when i left 🥹#so excited to continue unpacking tomorrow!!! hopefully i can put up some posters#lindsay posts
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"hey Masky how do you feel about the v9 finale?" well-
GOIN ABOUT AS WELL AS IT CAN
#masky says#rwby v9#rwby v9 spoilers#I AM FUCKED UP TODAY GODDAMN#wife n i are finally gonna binge the whole season this sunday#BUT WOWIE AM I BROKEN :D#I GOT MY CRUMBS BUT AT WHAT FUCKIN COST....#his quiet 'i know. im not real.'#the way its both Neo finally getting her closure for the death of the one person who loved her as her-#-and her getting to finally let go and learn how to be on her own#im honestly really glad Neo's story ended this way??? cause it DOES leave room for her to actually come back#but she doesnt HAVE to#she can choose now. and if she chooses to join Roman then its her own choice#i was so happy we got Roman's appearance but im realizing the reason i wanted it so bad-#-was because it gives Neo the final chance to both say goodbye AND move on#AND SHE FUCKIN DID IT AND IM BROKEN OVER IT#MY GOD HE IS SO SOFT WITH HER#I DONT CARE IF THATS JUST AN ILLUSION ITS STILL HER ROMAN GODDAMN IT
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I think it’s so incredible that you people will have discourse about every other character and pairing and why they’re morally awful to you but Don’t have this attitude about the ship where a male character tries to pressure his fwbgf to have and raise their baby and reacts horribly to her decision to get an abortion because he was such a Nice Guy Sweetheart Prince (in your mind apparently) before this happened 💀.
#‘It was the 70’s-‘ *gunshots*#I was actually glad the show made his reaction even worse because I was like finally people will realize#but then barely anything about it among all the D/B/C stuff#like I just can not take someone in this fandom seriously if they see Karen x Graham as the ideal relationship#and Graham is so uninteresting even outside of this evil.#djats#fandom wank#abortion mention#he’s also such a dogged nice guy to her before this happens.#I was really worried that because they’re popular the show might change Karen’s ending which would have been a nightmare for me#Thank god they didn’t but I resent the implication of her reciprocating his feelings more than she did in the book#s speaks
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at around this time 3 yrs ago i was having my first panic attack after which i would barely leave my bed for 2 days <3 happy february 8 to you and yours
#purrs#i was in brighton on a field trip w my cohort and i was sooooo fucking homesick and we went to the seven sisters cliffs and i was looking ou#out over the water feeling depressed and then we went to alfriston and ate weird food in a creepy cafe and THEN we went to battle abbey or w#whatever it was called and all of my friends went off without me and i was alone wandering the grounds and the sun was sickly bright and i w#went into some of the shops but couldn’t find the things i needed and then my stomach started hurting and my heart started pounding and i go#got on the bus early and the other girls in my cohort were being mean to me and then we went back to campus but got dropped off super far aw#away from the dorms and i was feeling worse and worse and i collapsed in bed and ummmmm. it got worse and worse and then i redacted and then#i barely left my bed for 2 days and scared my entire family and almost went home 🤠 i will never forget how helpless and wretched i felt#and i am not glad that it happened but im glad i decided to stay bc 10’days later i met one of my best friends and she was the reason i#suddenly started feeling at home and finally safe and like.. actually becoming this fully realized / independent version of me. until covid#ripped it from my hands and smashed it on the ground 😻😻😻😻😻😻😻 but yeah. the harder you fall the higher you fly or whatever.. and 3 yrs ago#today i fell hard and hopefully i will never fall that hard again bc i have never been so scared in my life lol#brighton
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always at least a little unhinged about livvy's thg verse,,
#she's the youngest victor in 75 years#she barely won and wouldn't have stood a chance without her district partner who ended up dying later on#they covered the arena in deadly traps and would lure other tributes into them or to the careers#when it was down to just her and the last 2 careers she let them chase her. used herself as bait to lay the final trap#by the time they realized they were right where she wanted them it was too late#the capitol heavily edited this all though. they put out the narrative that livvy was a loveable underdog who won by luck#in addition to the capitol citizen's generosity#livvy keeps that illusion alive.#the other victors are aware that she's not only smart but ruthless and unhinged#but all the capitol sees is the sweet and endearing little girl who kissed caesar on the cheeks at her interview and talked#about how she always wanted to wear pretty dresses#she plays the part of a loveable airhead really well#she's like 15 in catching fire and when katniss first meets her haymitch mentions that she and peeta#should at least be glad that it was wiress in the arena and not livvy; they can work with wiress. livvy? not so much#i also just think of katniss' mind drifting to livvy in the first book; she KNOWS prim is simply not capable of livvy's ruthlessness#even if they were the same age when chosen for the games#child death ment cw
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