#sleep rules

[officiallyossy-haywooddent]

OOC.

updates?

Sorry for not being the most active today—

Kinda panicking because my brain isn’t functioning properly rn and I have like 5 assignments I needed to get done like 2 months ago—

And like general anxiety + fear of failure and stuff acting up (not the vibes but meds scare me and the last batch made thing sooo much worse—)

So, uh, yeah :] probs won’t be the most active on here 2morrow either because of the schoolwork thing but I promise I’ll continue the murder plot thingy and if I haven’t gotten back 2 you dw I def will soon—

Also I’m starting up an art blog so (here) it is? Idk, no pressure to check that out, I’ll probably be posting relatively infrequently because art block’s a bitch I know far too well

So, yeah, life update + excuse ig? Just wanted to let ya’ll know because it’s therapeutic for me to tell people stuff.

Au revoir et bonne nuit :]

[amyinmyheart]

Sleep is for happy people.

Today I'm happy 😊

[hinamie]

to moving forward

[hai-nae]

uno reverse

[qqueenofhades]

I'll leave you with this thought for the night, gallows-humor though it is: even the lowest-informed, misguided, confused, and sometimes let-us-say-it flatly moronic people in America like to vote and take it for granted that they can meaningfully do so on a regular and expected basis. So if the evil orange and company actually try to make good on this whole no more democracy and/or actual elections thing, I really don't see it working out well for them.

[biggest-gaudiest-patronuses]

finally at that age where i'm thinking i should get a tattoo. not bc i feel strongly about it, just seems like a waste not to. i've got so much skin i'm not using

[ewwww-what]

These freaks are not studying (good for them)

Closeups below :)

[silasoctakiseron]

New Guy Image Just Dropped. Looking for a textual basis in the Tome for whatever horror in the Ninth trial put my good bitch off Lyctorhood immediately and STRESSED AS FUCK about not finding it. Suffering as he ought.

My excellent @thelockedtombcfp comm from the extremely talented @naomistares!!

[its-never-over-anaed]

Every step that you take

Every bite that you don’t take

WILL move you closer to your goal

[officiallyossy-haywooddent]

OOC!

Goodnight folks! As always, it would be great if ya’ll would send asks so I can wake up to chaos in the morning.

Any and all angst in welcome as well as song recs, rants, rp starters, or anything really

Sleep rules apply - don’t be a creep ig? Also check out my art blog if ya’ll want @scyphozoa-mancinella

[do-rey-me]

if murderbot learned what autism was i truly believe itd go "wow humans are so ridiculous they cant even agree on their own stupid human social rules" and then never think about that or its possible relation to its own behaviors ever again

[dramat-ique]

Bart’s high speed chatter is basically white noise at this point. Timmy’s in for the best sleep of his life.

[idkfitememate]

Still tired but just wanted to remind you that the Obey Me Brothers (- Satan + Lilith) were probably the “Seven Heavenly Virtues” before they fell/died and that was probably so hard for them like-

Lucifer going from Humility to Pride

Mammon going from Charity to Greed

Leviathan going from Kindness to Envy

Asmodeus going from Chastity to Lust

Beelzebub going from Temperance to Gluttony

And Belphegor going from Diligence to Sloth

Imagine as Lucifer going through it because now you can’t talk with your brothers, now you hold them to an expectation you would’ve never before - and yourself to an even higher one - and watching them loose themselves to their sins.

Watching Mammon lose himself to monetary values to the point where he’d be willing to sell his own brothers out if it came to it, and knowing that at some point he would’ve sold his everything because he believed it was right. Shit thing is that he still loves his brothers, and under the greed is guilt for hurting them like this.

Watching Levi, once a kind and loving man who would never leave anyone out become a self deprecating and destructive mess who shuts the world out. Who spends his time obsessing over what others have that he can’t and fighting tooth and nail to fix that, even if it hurts him. He, like Lucifer, has to be the best at his chosen craft or else it’s all for naught, but unlike Lucifer he’s very vocal about his losses and how much he hates others who have better than him.

Asmo, who at one point was basically repulsed at the idea of carnal love and wanted to wait, to hold out until he found the one he was searching for. Believe if that saving himself for his future partner was the ultimate act of love. And now watching him fall to depravity, unable to feel love unless it’s carnal in some sense. Everything must be passionate, with little room for true love. Feelings pushed aside for the heat of the moment, giving his body away to feel something. Finding no worth in himself unless it’s his body, and that translating over to how he treats his brothers. They have to suck up his shockingly flirty remarks to them because he can’t help it, that’s how he’s forced to show love now; fast, rushed, and carnal.

Watching Beel, a man who took everything in moderation, never allowing himself more than what he needed in food and drink in favor of helping others, loose himself to the mind numbing pleasure of sitting there and eating and drinking and eating and drinking and eating and drinking with no end in sight. As he can’t help himself but do anything for a meal, much like Mammon. Willing to do damn near anything to fill the hole in his stomach. No matter the cost.

And Belphy. A man once so awake and alert and ready for anything that even Lucifer would have to tell him to take a break. Always raring and ready to go and help any and everyone in need sleep his days away. Too lazy to do basic tasks at some points like eat. Lazing about too tired to do anything, including care for those around him. Too tired to do anything.

And the haunting truth that you, as Lucifer, created Wrath. Satan, your youngest brother in age and fourth in power. Knowing on the daily that he puts on a mask, a front so that his rage doesn’t consume him in an all burning inferno. Knowing that any little thing could set him off, and that’d be it. He shares next to nothing with you and your brothers because, while unspoken, it’s known that he’ll never be as close as the six of you. He didn’t experience the war, he didn’t experience the fall, he didn’t experience her death. Unlike your brothers who have all changed in some distressing way he’s always been rage. Always been Wrath. A true sin through and through. Never will you experience the same things and that keeps you separated.

And about her, to know deep in your heart that she, the Virtue of Patients, would’ve become the Sin of Wrath keeps you up at night, her face of smiles turning to a wrathful frown scares you. Nightmares flash behind your eyes of her being mad, furious even, so you starve the nights off with a never ending pile of paperwork and coffee.

… Did I just accidentally character study?-

[ahollowgrave]

My birthday is next week (Oct 9th) and if I asked everyone to take thirst screens of their OCs as a gift for me.............. Would you?

[vomit-strawberrys]

I’d rather be dead and skinny than fat and alive 🩻

[opiopal]

OM au were mc is actually an angel in disguise and was brought to the devildom under the assumption that they were human, and now everytime they are kind hearted and the brothers refer to them as an angel, they get all awkward like “haha thank you! But nope just a human- a regular, 75 year lifespan human!” And the brothers just think they are awkward and silly and luke&simeon are the only ones who know their secret, but after the first year is up they just can’t get over the fact that they’ve been lying for so long and can’t bring themselves to tell the brothers, so after a long long time, like actual years, the brothers are like “hey shouldn’t you be old and wrinkly by now?” And mc is just like “weELL ABOUT THAT.”