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bealittlesblog · 24 days ago

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Yay little one anxiety has calmed down alot! And now I can sleep comfortably again now let's see if I can help my internal sadness😅👌🏽

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edorazzi · 2 months ago

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Page 43 of my Miraculous Mentor AU comic A Matter of Trust! In which the last of the Sphinx bloodline finally come face to face... 🦋🐈

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#miraculous ladybug #mentor au #A Matter of Trust #felix sphinx #bridgette cheng #richard sphinx #josie's art #over here doing my best to get fresh pages out no matter what :'V #bri absolutely had a kickass fight scene before getting overpowered but felix was too busy doing ridiculous sky parkour to see it :/#one day i'll do the same story from her POV because there's so much we miss from felix's perspective! she has hobbies and adventures too!!!#she spends all night fighting supervillains and dealing with chat noir then rollerskates late to school with toast in her mouth!#and tikki sleeps in a barbie palace like a queen while felix keeps plagg in a tupperware box :/

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serpentface · 7 months ago

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HAUNTING PHOTO TAKEN SECONDS BEFORE DISASTER

#Sorry it was only a matter of time before I posted images of these guys almost fucking but not #Important lore: This is what is considered a very nice bed (missing its sheets though)#In a large home there's usually semi-public areas (where guests will attend) with elevated couches that are often slept on #but this is mostly because they serve dual functions for reclining/sleeping/chatting/eating.#Beds in private bedrooms are very low to the ground and serve the exclusive purpose of sleeping on. A nice one like this has a frame #supporting and slightly elevating a mat (though most people just sleep on mats directly on the ground).#Also this image is SLIGHTLY self-censored in that I made the loincloth bigger in hopes of not getting hit with that tumblr autoflag #Loincloths intended to be worn underneath regular clothing are small and utilitarian. Mostly there to prevent accidental #exposure of nudity through skirts and to provide some support- but not decorative or meant to be seen (usually just simple cloth)#One like this (with large flaps and semi-decorative in terms of being dyed) is worn in contexts where one expects to be minimally #clothed in public (mainly bathing/swimming) which provides more thorough coverage of nudity and often has decorative elements #given it's intended to be seen. This wouldn't normally be worn under a skirt like this.#brakul red dog #janeys haidamane

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xxplastic-cubexx · 2 months ago

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there’s no way charles isn’t coming to the game in the future THERES NO WAY LIKE. HES LITERALLY PROFESSOR X GUYS DONT DO THIS TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!

im so sorry my friend but marvel loves killing and hiding this man vjeALVKEJLKAJG

just gotta ring up ol charlie boy with a six shooter or somethin......

#snap chats #tho I Repeat charles genuinely also has psionic blasts so he has actual. offensive powers #itd be cool having charles in game tho as support or something #trying to actually figure out how his telepathy could work .... maybe it could be a buff #like reduce damage or null sleep and paralysis/stuns or something... 'snap reduce damage??' mind over matter or whatever #'youre not in pain guys Trust now get their asses'#maybe somethin can be done with his astral form ..... loud shrugging. ....#marvel rivals let me cook............

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great-tusk · 5 months ago

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Ugh. I had a really bad day.

#chat sesh with iris #vent in the tags #had to get a super personal reminder of someone who I used to know who left me YEARS AGO but it still upsets me to hear her name and I #literally saw HER MOM who proceeded to talk a bunch about what she’s been doing #tw suicide mention #tw suicidal ideation #in the tags lol #so warning that it’s in the next tag #like I think about killing myself whenever I have a passing thought about her so this was too much #I’m not going to do it I’m physically safe 👍👍👍 but like #even despite all of the shitty things that happened I was still having a pretty good week because like. people have been really nice to me.#and I’ve been having a little fun #but this is way too far to excuse like practically no matter what else happened or happens 😭😭😭#like hearing how much better her life is than mine #I literally had to physically leave the situation #like she had finally after YEARS(!!!) gotten mostly off of my mind #but not anymore #the heaviest sigh ever #anyway I would apologize for venting but like this is my blog 👍👍👍#I don’t really have anywhere else to talk about it #like even the people who I consider my best friends did not care or respond or ask questions when I mentioned that I was having like a-#breakdown in public #other than one #shoutouts #and I’m probably going to sleep really soon so maybe I’ll wake up and think this is too personal and delete it #like if I’m only posting because of how tired I was #or who knows maybe my thoughts will keep me awake for hours #I still have nightmares about her #BLUE AND DAWN AND HOP AND ARVEN AND GREEN SAVE ME!!!!!

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asterdeer · 2 months ago

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thinking "literally nothing i think or write matters anyway, no agent is going to care about my stuff and even if they do then no one is going to read it anyway, i might as well delete my writing blog and maybe my goodreads account just for good measure and just do small-scale county paperwork for the rest of my pointless life with some knitting in there for spice" and then looked at the clock and realized it's after 9 pm. and maybe i should just go to bed.

#there may also be biological cycles with a hand in this. so. i need to stop #drink my now cold lemon tea and maybe plan to eat something better than half a leftover sandwich and pb+honey on a spoon #tomorrow #aster chat #i just. you know i love writing so much. and i don't know why it doesn't love me back.#i don't know why the thing i dedicated my life to has decided to grow spikes when i reach for it #and why nothing ever fucking works no matter how hard i try #anyway!! sleep.

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deklo · 11 months ago

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the old woman at the bar i regular said she likes talking to me :) because she doesn’t have to explain things to me :)))))))) I LOVE HER!!!

#to be clear #when we chat it’s mostly with her her husband and my dad #and she DEFINITELY has to explain things to them cufncjfnhc #also for context #she mentioned colase and i know what that is so i nodded my head #and she was like OUGH. I LOVE YOU #little does she know i only know what colase is because of girl interrupted :)#doesn’t matter though #also i see her all the time and today my dad his friend and i helped bring a recliner to their house #because her husband is also getting shoulder surgery :)#and my dad got a recliner so he could sleep with his healing shoulder :)#i love community. i love san francisco. i love old people and old couples.#also would like to specify YES i regular it. but i also clean it

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todayisafridaynight · 2 years ago

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just watched Taboo (Gohatto) that anon here was talkin bout and i get legal rights to talk about it on this blog because takeshi kitano (hirose) plays hijikata in the movie

#snap chats #LIKE THE ENTIRE TIME I JUST KEPT THINKING 'wait he looks really familiar'#lo and behold thats so funny #anyway What Did I Think Of The Movie #it was hilarious the shinsengumi are fucking SCRAMBLING because of this pretty boy #hijikata looking at everyone like 'kondo are you in love with him ??? SOJI are YOU in love with him?? INOUE??????'#everyone but himself smh he only got eyes for one man but we been knew #okita was peak with the Top Ten Homophobia moments i cant #bro said 'oh no i hate gay people but i love a good story'#AND THE WAY HE WAS LIKE 'hijikata you're gay for kondo tho arent you like you always get pissed when people talk to him'#ENOUGH the shinsengumi is full of homosexuals #yamazaki was prob my fave bro in this movie idk why. maybe its cause i also thought he was real handsome but dont look at me #oh but the Actual movie i should talk about right #i just felt bad for kano the whole time #like people keep lusting after him and he's just like 'please leave me be'#the whole time hiji suspects him and tashiro to be lovers but like #we don't get to see kano's feelings on the matter aside from him pulling a knife on tashiro after he tries to sleep with him #it feels like kano's feelings are pushed to the side the whole time actually #the only time we actually see him earnestly say he loves someone is about yamazaki #and of course yamazaki doesnt reciprocate- whole movie tbh is just the shinsengumi trying to get kano to Not Be Gay #but like he's not even doing anything it's the men around him that keep trying to make a move on bro #tho the film DOESS say takeda courted him for a bit ?? but the deets on that are vague- tho kano at least laughs about it so #im scratching my head about the ending of the movie too- i cant decide if okita kills kano or what #hijikata cutting down the cherry blossom tree makes me believe that's what happened but idk #ALSO i dont think they want him to be Not Gay because of strict homophobia but because.well it's causing a problem #not STRICTLY cause hes gay but its cause men are killing each other over him- Allegedly it aint confirmed if kano killed yuzawa or not #but SOMEONE tried to kill yamazaki so.#it was an ight movie tho i wasnt mad bout watchin it. if you're gonna watch it warnings for SA/dubious consent and casual homophobia

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alchemiclee · 11 months ago

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when you really want to talk to someone about something that you find fun and exciting and interesting, but you feel like you're being the most obnoxious person alive.....even if they're nice about it.

#i ventured into a twitch chat fkr the first time in idk a couple years and had to hold back talking about one subject too long #i did bring it back when the topic changed once and apologized but we talked about it a little again #nut when it changed the second time i didnt try to bring it back. but i wanted to talk about it more 😭 im notoriously bad at twitch chat #so i tried to behave and not say too many things. tried to drop a couple jokes. tried to figure out how to be likable 🥲#its one of those times where lee newds sociao interaction after isolating for over 2 months and not talking to anyone D;#but people are so hard and im too autistic to do any of it right no matter how hard i try #actually i realized the harder i try the worse it gets lmao so i need to figure out how to be likable but aloof i think 🤔#do i have a personality for that? can ine of the weirdos in this brain act right fbhdnddnjd #lee rambles #so many typos in these tags. need to sleep. need to get up in 5 hours D:

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cursingtoji · 11 months ago

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as i kid i used to wake up early to watch cartoons that weren’t on other times of the day and i remember my grandma said that was great cause i wouldn’t have a hard time waking up early as an adult… god she was wrong

#i have no idea what went wrong #and it’s not even a matter of going to sleep early #i can do that #but that means i will probably have more than 10 hours of sleep #— chatting break 💬

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astral-catastrophe · 2 years ago

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big oof

#I feel bad for reaching out to people when I need contact and I feel bad about existing in the discord #And I feel bad for even being here #I can’t explain the sick feeling I get every time I remember that I’m alive and that people have to deal with me #And back to the discord. I feel bad using the venting chat bc like. Someone needs it more. Someone needs the support more #And I rarely get response anyway. So it doesn’t matter. I’m used to being ignored.#I missed the music thing and it’s making me unnecessarily upset because earlier I said I wanted to do it but looks like the people who woul #Are offline #I missed the one thing I was looking forward too other than sleeping and hoping I wake up normal. Or don’t wake up at all.#I’m so glad the irls can’t see my posts here. Would feel bad about the muatals but I feel like nobody here sees my posts anyway #So I mean. I dunno. I’ll just stop.

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im-traumatised · 2 years ago

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How do you sleep when theirs so much stupid shit needing to be addressed?

The anniversary of my abusive father's death is in less then a week followed by fathers day a weekish later.

My landlord wants to increase my rent so much I can't afford it but I also don't have the money or phsyical capability to move so I've about 2 weeks till my lease ends to decide wtf to do or go homeless... Again...

I've been denied ndis, which is an important disability support, for the 4th time and applying again could now take months.

I have no psychologist or support worker.

I have my sister waiting for me to reply to her about some will bullshit where she's acting shady.

All my mental illnesses are acting up like crazy, I haven't left my apartment on my own in over a month again, I hate my body. I want to relapse on everything.

I'm so utterly self loathing about my sexuality and I can't make peace with it that it makes the future look hopeless.

... Lmfao

I have not slept for well over 24 hours...

#I also haven't been working on anything just dissociating staring at the floor and listening to my head chat bad shit at me :)#Doesn't matter how fucking hard i work and try and go #I will never escape thr threat of homeless poverty having ti deal with everythint alone #Just #So fucking tired #I can't deal with this level of fuckery again man #Ive done this shit so many times now #I'm just so tired i wanna fall asleep and not wakr up please #...#I trier reaching out to the emergency mental health thing im linked jn with nd they're not getting back to me... Lmao alone alone #Should have known lmao fjdjjd #I just wanna sleep now...#AceofDragons #vent #beware of axes

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imogenkol · 2 years ago

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Pray 4 me 🥲

#was runnin like a whole ass fever yesterday and my stupid ass was like ‘well tomorrow I feel better’#*pissed off uterus has entered the chat*#meanwhile the cat stomps on my face between 5-6 am but it doesn’t matter cause I can’t breathe outta my nose anyway so what is sleep #and the dog is a toddler on a sugar high and I feel bad that I can’t give him walks but I get so lightheaded/winded just around the block #I hate that I have to ask my dad to come and help give him walks #cause he doesn’t take me seriously and thinks I’m just being lazy even tho he can HEAR and SEE that I’m sick #I was supposed to meet with another client that I’m sitting for at the beginning of the month too but now I gotta put that off. again.#Sunday feels like an eternity away #I just wanna go home man I’m struggling 😭

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the-kipsabian · 2 years ago

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im gonna complain sorry i need to get this out of my brain since ive been thinking about it recently. leaving it in the tags so you can ignore it or whatever

#i just. feel like im missing out on everything recently #everyone else is having fun with each other and their friends and im just. here for no reason #timezones fuck me over so intensely on like a daily basis and its so fucking sad like #the society is demanding me to be a responsible human being which means sleeping - and while i do that everyone else has fun #yall get to watch things together. yall get to chat about things together. yall get to do shit in real time #like im not blaming anyone for having fun good for you im glad youre enjoying yourselves and everything!!#but also i just. feel left out. and its very stupid but im stupid and so is having to sleep and i never get to do anything fun cause of it #i never get to watch stuff live. i never get to participate in anything. and when i maybe do its an anxiety situation so i have to pass #i think thats why wrestling is rn a very sore spot for me. i havent really watched anything in a while cause i feel so left out #like im always behind. and i know it shouldnt matter but when i see everyone interacting with live blogs and such and i know i cant do that #and theres no point doing that afterwards #and the only things i can reasonably live blog are things that nobody else watches or cares about and im just #mostly anyways i only put my time and effort into something that only i care about #and im not gonna lie it kinda hurts. like ofc i cant ask anyone else to care but i just feel so fucking lonely sometimes #sorry im just. not in a good spot. honestly i probably never will be cause none of this is going to change cause i cant change it #and i cant and wont ask anyone to change it cause thats not good or fair or anything to anyone #i shouldnt even post this this is so stupid and im such a stupid little baby but im just...#im so fucking lonely sometimes and i see everyone else being able to do things and have fun and enjoy themselves. without me #im so lonely and im so jealous and it just fucking sucks okay #im gonna go now. im sorry #night is an absolute mess on main

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xxplastic-cubexx · 2 months ago

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if you switch off mags after dying in a magneto mirror match in rivals i am judging you. btw.

#marvel rivals #snap chats #‘how was the movie snap :)’ just as fun as i remember …. im gonna rewatch the last two later 🥰#but yeah Legally i had to end my night with rivals. cause my bro watched the last thirty mins of GoG with me and so i legally had to play #as if i wasnt gonna play anyway ……… anyhow … I Am Judging You djOWSJSK #NO CAUSE 70% OF THE TIME IT WILL HAPPEN #i will enter a game and the enemy team will have a mags and the Second they die i see them switch #like commit ……. idc if its Tactically Superior to swap off you will commit #you will not survive the winter. now watch me dunk this meteor on your team and yall lose anyway ….#im jking we all know im whiffing that meteor. the enemy team Does usually still lose tho skOWJDSJ #‘snap are you ego posting’ NEVER I JUST NOTICE THESE THINGS #listen mags isnt the strongest tank in rivals- hes a good one but most people would prob say strange has more to offer #so i will laugh when i see the enemy mags switch to strange and still lose like the meta pick will NOT save you #tho if you can argue mags is Also a meta pick …. got accused of that today like no im not playing mags cause hes meta #im playing mags because im mentally ill and i just so happened to win hard with this game #if mags was Low Tier Do Not Play i would still play him ok. my mental illness will make a mfer work no matter what #ok im sleeping bye

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fridayyy-13th · 1 year ago

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siiiiiigh.

#friday chats #tw vent #(in the following tags that is.)#(so. scroll if you don't wanna read this i suppose.)#anyway. gotta love the overachieving honors student experience.#haven't slept well in over two fucking weeks. i'm so exhausted! it's 11:40 pm but i STILL have multiple assignments left to do!!#part of it is definitely my own fault; i'm the one who put so many difficult classes into my schedule this year #and i'm planning to go discuss dropping a class or two tomorrow actually #bc i've been struggling to do work because of the sheer stress of it all and i'd very much like to sleep for three fucking months #maybe more. perhaps six. maybe even a year. i'm so fucking tired #God. sorry. i don't like getting vent-y on my blog but i am currently At My Limit #i miss having free time dude!! i haven't been able to dedicate time to writing since summer ended!!!#hoping that dropping the class i wanna drop will help #it's not the worst one of the bunch but it looms over my shoulder and the subject matter is miserable #(it's economics. fucking hate it. i get why it's useful but the way we're learning it is so deeply draining. that's capitalism baby!!)#but anyway. gotta hop back to work now. :/ gonna log off for the night

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