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Muu has NPD btw. if you care.
#rambles#Muu#milgram muu#muu kusunoki#shaking her#shes so NPD#her acting all passive and innocent and weak at first wasnt a conscious act she was deliberately putting on#that is simply part of the epic highs and lows of NPD#im not projecting#(<- is projecting)#i mean i know like. jackalope or Es or someone. says that her t1 attitude was from like. how scary the situation was or whatever#but i still see ppl talk about her as if she was faking and lying about everything in t1.. :(#everyone hates my weird daughter with her cool outfits and box cutter tricks and untreated personality disorder /ref#''what is that referencing'' its hard to explain--
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I don't usually promote stuff but goddddd Sarah Z's vid on narcissism is an absolute banger untangling the web of ableism and moral panic around "narcissistic abuse" and how narcissists are everywhere to get YOU. I didn't think I'd ever have a vid to recommend about my disorder coming from someone with a big platform but I'm happy to do it here
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#allegedly mine#narcissism#npd safe#actually narcissistic#narcissistic personality disorder#wahoo yippe wahoohoo#this vid didn't teach me much because most of what she said was already conclusions I had on my own#though she did had more information on abuse than I had so I def learnt something there#Youtube
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Jason who immediately loses respect for people who don't own up to their mistakes vs Annabeth who would rather die than admit she made a mistake
#jason vs annabeth. autism vs npd lol#idk what the outcome is. i don't think they'd fight physically. but jason would get on her ass. and she'd be so fucking pissed abt it#she'd strategize different ways to put him in uncomfortable situations for whatever reason#and he's just vibing through them because he's been uncomfortable his entire life. pretending to be bacon for a monster is not new#anyway jason looking at his dad who's refusing to admit he made some dumb decisions and immediately going this guy is an idiot fuck him#happy talks pjo#npd!annabeth#jason grace#annabeth chase#oh oh annabeth needing everyone to like and trust her and jason's lost respect for her drives her up the fucking wall#she's the only one of the seven who could really be considered friends with all of them and jason's judgy eyes make her want to explode#she 100% rants herself to sleep about things he says. maybe that's where percy and jason's beef arised from#percy recognizing that annabeth is fustrated with jason because jason is blunt and doesn't really know to soften his words.#so now percy is fustrated with jason because annabeth is the source of his personhood right now. meanwhile jason is just vibing oblivious#no social awarenes whatsoever. anyway lol#but oooooo see leo's inferiority complex actually makes him fess up to errors in a way that judges him (jokingly but not really)#even if the error wasn't his fault. but it's his willingness to admit to his mistakes that makes jason really appreciate and trust him#so we have npd!annabeth who can't admit to being wrong because it would kill her ego#and then inferiority complex leo who does admit to being wrong because he hates himself#and when he fucks up he is quick to confess (often in a self-deprecating joke manner) so that no one can say anything that would hurt him#if he kills his ego before other people can even attempt it then he's safe from their judgement in some way#okaaaay bac to studying lol
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there's a difference between saying "i like the idea of this character being disabled/having mental health issues because i'm disabled and i relate to them" and saying "this character is canonically disabled even though it's never mentioned in the show or by the creators, and anyone who dislikes them is an ableist monster with no regard for human life".
just thought some people needed to understand this.
#tw ableism mention#spop critical#spop salt#spop#spop discourse#spop criticism#she ra#anti spop#anti stans#like imagine if i said “horde prime has npd because i said so and y'all are not allowed to hate on him”#it sounds so stupid
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people mostly talk about splitting as literally all-or-nothing--"I love you" or "I hate you"--but I personally experience an in-between point sometimes.
I don't know what I'd call it other than "thin-ice devaluation" or something along those lines.
like, yes I devalued you recently and I realize now that I was being irrational, BUT if you say something even slightly suspicious, hurtful, or incorrect, I'm going to assume that you're evil and/or useless again much faster than I would have before.
#narcissistic personality disorder#npd#actually narcissistic#actually npd#I'm sure this is relatable to other splitters but I don't want to clog up the tags of PDs I don't have so I'll just tag ->#cluster b#(not that only cluster B diagnoses involve splitting but. it's a bigger issue than it is in clusters A or C on average)#anyway I just text My cousin about the fortnite/miku collab and she replied 'I didn't know they SUPPOSEDLY confirmed it'#and I was thinking. what the fuck? supposedly?? are you accusing Me of being unreliable??? a liar and/or nitwit????#then she said 'I'm not really into miku anymore.' great (sarcastic). the one thing we had in common is out the window#is that all you think of Me? THEN she said that I can ask her for help if I join fortnite#and now it's like she's saying I'm too incompetent to learn on My own. fuck off!!#and I wouldn't have taken any of this so personally if I weren't JUST coming out of a devaluation episode#she used to be My equal/safe person so I would have been like 'oh she's so kind to offer Me assistance' but not right now. I'm delicate RN#so anyway I DO NOT want to talk to her anymore BUT I have to power through it. sigh. I haven't spoken to her in almost a month#so I'll just feign gratitude. I'd hate to burn bridges after all. gotta keep My options open
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There is no greater test to my will than a 40-something-year-old woman with a victim complex who has the communication skills of a emotionally neglected 5th grader.
Anyway please god let 2025 be the year my partner and I get our own house amen
#for the record I am not a religious man I just think the phrases add to comedic effect#actually narcissistic#actually npd#cluster b#npd#cluster b safe#cluster b account#npd account#HATRED OF ONE THOUSAND SUNS AND VOLCANOES!!!! I CAST SHUT THE FUCK UP FOR ONCE IN YOUR LIFE#I'm trying so hard to be understanding + kind + benevolent but if I am treated like a child one more goddamn time....#this doesn't even get into how she (MIL) treated my partner throughout his life#might make a post about my journey with learned empathy/how I use it at some point
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I wish I could kill people who were boring or slightly irritating to me
#npd posting#actually cluster b#npd safe#post dinner talks with my mother always piss me off so bad#at first its interesting then she's like And here's why you're wrong and I'm right#and its my mom not like I can disagree#then she rambles on and on and on and on it gets so boring so fast#today I learned just how fast she'll turn on me if I ever show signs of mental illness that aren't just being sad#oh and she has to top it off with My Life Is Harder Than Yours#narcissistic ass rambling from me over here but whatever I deserve a little pause on self awareness sometimes
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N*loth is literally prime NPD representation and that's just how it is. Dat's just how i feel . if iiiiiii hear anyhing ab him needing to be humbled or put in his place i'll just tear my hair out right here and match his look. not even trying to lift him up or defend him i'm just defending the mentally ill skajrim characters nobody wants to understand,
#text#literally sick to my stomach from people sayin that shit omfg#no i'm exaggerating but be serious#my sk*rim NPD trifecta is n*loth + s*ddgeir + m*raak#s*ddgeir is the one you all should be humbling cause he's just gay (derogatory)) and materialistic#i swear n*loth didn't do anythign to any of you people he doesn't even like fancy stuff even tho he has the bag#people see a smart bih with a rocket science degree and just wanna say she needs to be '' '' put in her place '' '''#my hyper sk*rim character rambling. .. but seriously tho...#i think 2 this site its: traumatized character = 'sad wet cat'#intimidating woman = 'MAMA DOM'#and character with blown out ego = 'actually pathetic'#like i'll start swinging idc#m*raak is a good personification of NPD cause he doesn't wanna believeee there's someone better than him in his 'skill'#notice how he's Always throwing shit on U for no reason#he's so mad. lols#the entire DB DLC is about m*raak's NPD and how it consumed him. very artistic..#but n*loth i find to be extremely realistic even in the little things#how his NPD isn't an escape from anything but just pillars of his existence#+how his ego doesn't help w/ not caring about wat others think about him.. he neeeeds that validation to feel good 2#but not to survive. his Ego can carry him on it's own#i'll defend n*loth's mental illnesses with my life idrc abt m*raak's diagnosis tho just cause he annoys me from the gameplay LMFAO BYE#if i sound crazy when i post shid likethis it's cause you don't LOVE sk*rim like i do.........rubbing my temples
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welcome back, asuka langley soryu
#welcome home#sally starlet#caption is a half joke.#NO JOKE SHES NOW ONE OF MY TOP FAVE WELCOME HOMERS RIGHT NOW. RIGHT BESIDE EDDIE#her characterization so far has been so intriguing. something tells me that she's not as oblivious as she seems#like.... shes the type to show her care in her own way#can seem bombastic and has a tendency to play with people that she can easily command#also a bit rude but like hey! this is sally! she's being silly#I hope she gets worse like eddie and his whole armchair pea breakdown so she can become even more of my top fave#and I think its funny how shes all sweet on the gals and standoffish towards the guys. super awesome. I love you sally#also me slightly projecting but imagine if she's written to be a character that can be seen as an npd haver#would make her character much more hitting for me. in my opinion.
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Allow me to present to you the, "I don't give a fuck, I just wanna go back to bed."
#i'm so fucking tired#i don't want to go to this appointment#let me sleep#bpd#actually bpd#npd#cluster b#actually npd#mine#at least be here on time bitch#she's 20 minutes late already
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Thinking about Percy with BPD for the millionth time and how he thinks Grover is the most perfect special boy that everyone should be nice to and thinking about Annabeth with NPD realizing Percy doesn't see her the same way and getting supremely agitated about it
#i think she'd be kinda annoyed about it in any world but in the npd!annabeth au she definitely gets far more bothered by the concept#like her npd requires that she is the world's most special princess#and so to have Percy believe she is flawed but think Grover an overly anxious goatman is the pinnacle of perfection gets under her skin#she would be annoyed with herself for being annoyed at Grover because of Percy. but then she'd rationalize that she's allowed to be annoyed#because she is the world's most special princess and Grover isn't so why the fuck would Percy think she's flawed but not Grover??#so she's icy with Grover for a bit and overly pushy with Percy to prove her perfection and specialness#but lol Percy can't handle someone being even a little bit rude to Grover in a normal way so the cycle just continues#happy talks pjo#percy jackson#annabeth chase#grover underwood#npd!annabeth#bpd!percy
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something really funny to me about my mom really thinking i wanted to become a therapist because i'm taking psychology & have like 2-3 psych books
i would genuinely be The Worst therapist i simply wouldn't be able to care about any of my patients . i would believe i am better than my patients . it would be a circus .
#cluster b#npd#bpd#i just have a special interest in psychiatry. sociology mostly. i'm Only in this class for the sociology#even then i disagree with a lot of things in psychiatry#have been dealing with mental health systems since i was 9 and all it has done is make me absolutely despise it all#i get the feeling she thinks i'm a “i'm so inspired by the treatment i've recieved that i'm gonna pursue this career path!!” on the contrary#i feel like if i became a therapist it'd be a moral failing on my end because of how much i've hated this system#if i became a therapist i would hate every minute of it for numerous different reasons#it's saying a lot to say ive never once considered becoming a therapist when i consider everything else from animation to archaeology#also when i say i have “low empathy” i don't mean “oh i can feel empathy in multiple situations it's just a very minor amount” i mean#that it's rare for me to have empathy. i cannot even reliably experience empathy with my ep or fp and when i do it's usually very minor#i'd be better suited as a brain surgeon before being in charge of somebody's mental health 💀💀💀
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#pk2 zefira#and a random gal from kl2 evensong prologue cutscene#why not sella? I don't think she's that mean. reinhilde or saffron? don't think they even want nor wish to interact ever#y'know. silly that zefira said that she's openly polyamorous n in certain times the game and *she* said that she has many lovers#but there's this blossom festival delivery quest where she said that she doesn't have any actual /r partner on her age until now#so I took this fact personally *makes a whole essay of her struggles n woes*#npd girlfailure lesbian for the end of the week#ksw doodles#postknight 2#suppose this deserve the tag#yagh
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i should finish bitb. kian stone literally just walked into my life and ruined it and i didn’t even stick around to watch becky kill him yuri style
#vixen rambles#jrwi spoilers#bitb spoilers#jrwi bitb spoilers#I LOVE HER OS MHCH….#you don’t understand to what extent how truly kian is me. actually part of why i couldn’t finish ep3#because below like. all the bits his character arc and the orchestration of his identity hit so fucking close to home .#she also has npd. trust i’m bizlybebo 🙏🙏#sighs. if i had a nickel for every time i projected so heavily on a grizzly pc.
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thinking about that time when my mom told me i lacked any empathy and human emotions. and instead of feeling sad, i just felt powerful
#actually npd#actuallynpd#npd#don't hate on my mom guys she's awesome. she was just really freaked out because of something REALLY BAD that i did#should she have said that? no.#but DAMN i was literally the best person to say that to so it doesn't matter LOL
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sometimes i'm like. am i actually a narcissist? just for a moment. then i remember that from the ages of like 12-19 i eschewed all other photographs or more normal forms of decoration to keep a framed photo of myself on either my desk or my bedside table where i could look at it constantly. cuz i thought i looked cute and confident and no it did not occur to me i might like to have a photo of like, a family member or some cool trees or something i just took like 7 years to go huh wait other people don't keep a photograph of themselves on their desks? what do you do when you want to look at yourself go all the way to a mirror??? anyway it wasn't realizing this was unusual that made me stop the photo just got water damage
#rip it genuinely made me so happy bc it was like 10-y-oldish me lounging upside down in a chair#with my hands behind my head just smiling the hugest most smug smile#everything Went Wrong when i was 8 or 9 so maybe i was younger when it was taken? or i was just on an upswing/good day#but tinyme exuded so much confidence in that photo it acted like a coping mechanism trigger object#id look at it and just go 'hell YEAH we're crushing it'. (reader i was not crushing it ever)#anyway just thought of this bc i was thinking abt the shit therapist i saw once b4 i got a better one recently#where i shared i 'found it useful to use npd as a framework to help me manage' i.e 'i self-dxed and i'm right but i'm gonna act#like i could be wrong. also all dxes are bullshit to some degree'#and then like. 5 min later i was explaining some of the things i've already worked on and what i wanted to#and my general mental profile blah blah. and she was like 'um... wow you think a lot about yourself!' and i literally just.#looked at her and then pointed to myself and said 'i mean#narcissism...'#anyway she got fired or smth and the guy i have now is chill. this can count as a life update ig#sunflower radio hour#vic talks#my arms are killing me i should not have typed........... Hubris.
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