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allherfaeriesmeetinjuly · 1 year ago

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gf is a better texter AND more interesting AND i just love her and admire her talents sm idk

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trauma-bot · 14 days ago

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sin eater

#sorry its been a minute!!! the horrors. you understand.#anyways yall ready for another gloom tag essay because here we go!!!#im constantly thinking about the ramifications of uzi literally eating cyn and her now being apart of her.#specifically how it impacts uzi mentally. like dgmw i LOVE the silly cyntail shenanigans in fanart (ive also contributed to this) however #when i really think about it in relation to uzi's arc i go crazy insane #uzi is a character who is grasping for control after a lifetime of not having it.#she has no control over how her peers treat her. she has no control over khan neglecting her for reasons that arent her fault.#she quite literally has no control over the solver taking her over and making her do monstrous things against her will #which solidifies her feelings of being a freak monster who everyone was right to outcast and mistreat.#because im Unwell i interpret her calling herself god as a way to convince herself of having control- and to lock away feelings of impurity #if anyone is in control- if anyone is loved and cherished despite any and all wrong doings- its a god.#and that all comes to a head when she eats the heart of cyn thereby destroying the AS- a literal manifestation of a corrupted god- for good #finally taking back control from the entity that had been terrorizing and traumatizing both her and her loved ones. but did she really?#cyn is apart of her now. powerless sure- but that doesnt take away the horrors she wrought previously #and even so- has uzi ever stopped being just a host? do you think shes terrified of cyn regaining power out of the blue?#do you think uzi ever stops feeling like a monster?#“sin eating” was a thing that happened where someone would consume ritual foods to take on the sins of a recently deceased person #thus absolving said deceased person of any sins and putting them onto the sin eater. being a sin eater ensured eternal damnation.#and i just think about that a lot. when applying that (symbolically ofc(somewhat literally. she very much is a cyn eater)) to what uzi did.#“gloom you're reading way too much into this” THE LITTLE GOTH ROBOT. MAKES ME INSANE IN THE HEAD. OK!!!!!#gloom.art #murder drones #murder drones fanart #murder drones uzi #uzi murder drones #uzi doorman #uzi md #md uzi #uzi fanart

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taxinealkaloids · 2 years ago

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horrible children who are. so so mean to each other

#tlt #the locked tomb #my art #precanon griddlehark dynamic is SO funny. the way they are just no-holds-barred absolutely AWFUL to each other.#the fact that harrow made fun of gideon for saying 'i love you' over her dead mother's grave so gideon nearly choked her to death #and then when gideon recalls this story in gtn she's just like 'yeah lol we were wild kids'#also remember when gideon responded to harrow being kind of bossy with 'your parents must have been so relieved to die' like #imagine saying that knowing full well her parents killed themselves in front of her when she was ten!!!! insane!!#there's no sense of going 'too far' between them. they casually hit what would be considered by most ppl to be 'too far' and then keep going #anyway i don't usually go in for characters-being-kids-together stuff but i will admit that childhood gid+harrow #following each other around absolutely terrorizing each other because they're desperate for each other's attention but also full of #hatred and vitriol #does compel me #like...2 very lonely very traumatized children with only each other for company. what will they do? ENDLESSLY TORTURE EACH OTHER!!!#and yet they are each other's emotional support person. its so good.

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jessmalia · 7 months ago

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Mal's Avatar: The Last Airbender rewatch: The beach 3.05

#atlarewatch #avatar the last airbender #atla #azula #princess azula #zuko #prince zuko #mai #ty lee #gifs #avatarthelastairbenderedit #atlaedit #azulaedit #useramys12 #tusersimone #userthing #smallscreensource #will not hear anything about 'ursa wasn't a bad mom to azula she just didn't enable her' cause that's not fucking true #i'm not saying ursa should've let azula get away with the bad stuff she did or that her intentions weren't good (which we literally have no #way of knowing ursa is barely a character) but if your child EVER feels like this you have FAILED as a parent sorry not sorry #she said out loud when she clearly knew azula could hear 'what is wrong with that child' DUDE WHAT IS WRONG WITH *YOU*???????#you gotta balance out reprimand with actual affection otherwise the child will not take in the message you're trying to teach them they'll #just think you hate them #AND SHE DID THAT RIGHT WITH ZUKO WHEN HE IMITATED AZULA AND THREW BREAD AT THE TURTLEDUCKS! she scolded him then showed him affection after #on another note!#i think the pause azula takes after saying she doesn't care is super interesting! cause it's VERY similar to the 1x20 zuko moment i #giffed when he's talking about how ozai favoured azula!!! i might make a separate parallel gifset just for that #GOD these siblings make me insane

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isalabells · 9 months ago

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- And we pulled that stupid prank on you. - Wiener schnitzel and sauerkraut. - Yeah, we thought we were so clever. Eva von Braun, right? But you– you just set it aside, and you put your head down and got to work.

FOR ALL MANKIND 1.02 He Built the Saturn V || 3.03 All In

#and today on posts for girlies who are equally insane about s1 & s3 Margo #legit gonna throw UP. like what is she seeing in this picture at this very moment #forallmankindedit #For All Mankind #Margo Madison #having LOTS of thoughts on this.#the only mission control pic she has on display is from her FIDO days. not even flight. but from her very beginnings.#it does something to me. no disrespect to her entire career but deep down to me she'll always be #Margo who wanted to be a flight controller who wanted to be FIDO on a real mission guiding people safely into space and to the moon.#anyway can't decide what makes me more feral. the fact that it's Bill 'Margo you're outta your lane' Strausser who brings it up.#the way her features s o f t e n as soon as she picks up the frame.#the fact that the show springs this on her in THIS particular episode at THIS very time in her life.#the way this is most likely why she allows herself to openly dwell on this era and what it meant to her #like. she brings up Apollo 11 twice in s3. her good bye speech mirrors Gene's words. I'm feeling ill.

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howlsofbloodhounds · 20 days ago

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The way people are complaining that jinx isn’t the same character this season because she’s “sane” (aka not actively having an episode of psychosis, even though she literally did experience a hallucination when seeing vi with the enforcers), is strange.

also I find it strange that people talk about jinx and powder as if they’re separate people. they aren’t. jinx is powder, grown up and traumatized and mentally ill. like i completely understand that jinx likely struggles to realize this, because extremes are often the stable of bpd and she shows all the signs, and well—a personality disorder is a personality disorder.

but no jinx did not kill powder and taint her memory. powder is not gone. jinx can not exist without powder, and vice versa—because they are eachother. that’s what vi needs to realize and accept as well—her sister is not gone.

her sister just grew up and changed and is traumatized and mentally ill. it’s impossible for jinx to kill powder, or for powder to “come back,” the exact same she was. vi could never have powder back because the powder vi remembers was a scared, helpless little girl who depended on her for almost everything. powder was never going to remain that way forever—not if she wanted to survive.

powder has grown up and changed without her. that was always going to happen, it happens to everyone. if nothing happened as it did, their family was still alive, vi was never thrown in jail and powder never taken in by silco; powder still would’ve changed, somehow, someway. She’d likely still just be going by powder rather than jinx.

#houndshowlings #arcane spoilers #arcane season 2 spoilers #psychosis is not a constant thing.#the reason she’s different from how she was in s1 #is because we literally meet jinx when she’s in the throes of and being reminded of her trauma.#s1 one was basically just a giant snowballing episode for jinx.#of psychosis and trauma and confusion and fear.#especially once she was injected with shimmer and hallucinated that vi and cait were hurting her.#only to be faced with the possibility of abandonment and betrayal from silco.#something she very clearly subconsciously feared for awhile.#that silco would abandon her.#people are leaning way too far into the idea that jinx is the evil insane side #and powder the innocent good side #it’s what leads some people to believe that jinx genuinely hates violet and doesn’t have any love for her.#when in fact if that were the case #vi’s choice to become an enforcer wouldn’t have triggered a full on sobbing breakdown from jinx.#it’s clearly a huge betrayal to jinx that vi did that and hunted her down to their childhood spot & took claggors goggles.#that wouldn’t have effected jinx if she and powder were truly different.#not to mention #when vi the enforcer picked up claggors goggles was when jinx pointed the gun at her.#suggesting that jinx still feels highly protective of her brother and his things.#or at least things that remind her of him.#arcane season 2 #arcane #arcane powder #arcane jinx #arcane vi #arcane violet #arcane claggor

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tvckerwash · 6 months ago

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I like to think that during pfl (using his s9 characterization, not s10) wash is the guy you go to when you want to know something (ah la a line in the fall of reach novel I believe where chief says the enlisted personnel always seem to know stuff bc wash is clearly enlisted).

he's in a position where he's privy to information from the higher-ups, and he's friendly enough with the lower rungs that he knows the gossip going around. as a bonus though, wash ain't no narc, so if you want that information you need to offer him something of equivalent exchange (consequently fueling the 'guy who knows things' thing). for example, north had to tell him about using equipment in the field in order to get him to tell him what his meeting with internals was about.

wash isn't the only guy who knows things, of course, but he's the guy who has the widest base of general knowledge. ct is also someone who knows things, but she's a lot more specific, and what she lacks in scale she more than makes up for with how in-depth her knowledge is. wash is where you learn about something from, ct is where you get all the juicy details (to the point of it almost being tmi). she also has an equivalent exchange policy, but people tend to be a bit more reluctant to get information from her because of what her knowledge is (and the borderline 'insane conspiracy theorist' energy doesn't help either).

florida? well...you don't wanna know what he knows. the cost is simply too high.

#rvb #red vs blue #agent washington #agent connecticut #agent florida #butch flowers #mine #not t/oaru #carolina technically has better higher-up info than wash but nobody is dumb enough to try and get ms hyper serious to talk #except york. he's generally not successful though but sometimes he gets enough for wash and ct to have a starting point to work from #wash and ct are a troublemaking duo but whenever they get in trouble they just so happen to not be around like some magicians #or if they are around theres nothing they can truly get in trouble for bc wash makes sure ct’s mouth doesn’t bite them in the ass #girl doesn't know how to be discreet but it's fine bc wash can gaslight gatekeep girlboss them out of most situations #and yet people STILL don't read him as the manipulative bastard he is. it drives ct insane tbh #they have a love/hate relationship with that aspect of each other. wash wishes he could boldly jump into things like ct and ct wishes she #could step back and wait like wash. but they're not very good at executing those attitudes bc wash needs to know everything he can b4 actin #but ct is comfortable diving in mostly blind so long as she's confident she'll learn what she needs to along the way #tumblr user eli tvckerwash once again yaps about wash and ct #yall wait. what if i tried rewriting the few s10 pfl wash scenes so they're more accurate to his r1-s9 characterization #hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm #also omg florida jumpscare

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webbelzebub · 8 months ago

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thinkin abt the line "you think the time that i was chaste was being waste on a holy mission?" her defining characteristic throughout the show is her devotion to her religion, only for her to describe it all as a waste in the end

imagine you spend your entire life being good, being so so good, faithful- only for that faith and all of your goodness to be the direct cause of your downfall. if she didn't feel so much shame and anger in regards to her attraction to max, she never would have come up with the plan to prank him, which never would have led to his death, which never would have led to her having to give up her chastity after his resurrection.

imagine all of your doubts and fears becoming real. and in your darkest moment, at your rock bottom, when you are completely alone, abandoned by the very god you've pledged your life to, you find a new set of gods. gods that are real, gods that are tangible. gods that can give you back the power that you lost. gods that can give you back your purpose.

#grace chasity #hatchetfield #npmd #thinking about the line IT WASNT MY PLAN IT WAS GODS PLAN AND NOW HES LEAVING ME OUT TO DRY! as well #its very funny but also so goddamn sad #again shes been SO GOOD shes been PERFECT... and now she feels like god is punishing her for it.#the way the lords would manipulate grace into their perfect tool... INSANE #i think that this could set up grace and wilbur as foils as well but ill leave that for another post #wilbur is in control of his relationship with the lords and grace is Not

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isdalinarhot · 19 days ago

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All Homophobic Navani jokes aside I do think she is really working on becoming more accepting of this kind of stuff and like it would be easy to say it’s because of the crab yuri or whatever but honestly I think she started rethinking things when, like, her husband asked her to teach him how to read and she had to get really cool about a lot of things really quickly

#luke.txt #like you don’t exactly undergo the process of teaching your life partner how to do something that will read as incredibly queer to everyone #in your society #without going hey maybe I should rethink my knee-jerk disgust at broken gender roles #like dalinar got over a bunch of internalized bullshit/NO FEMS on his grindr profile/what have you #through means of like. having his entire worldview spun on its head #what with the almighty being dead and his subsequent excommunication and the way he’s treated by the ardentia for marrying Navani #and like. having a mental breakdown where he would’ve done the healthy thing instead of relapsing if he could read #just a whole mess of factors that were just like. insane #but for Navani it was very sudden. She loves Dalinar. Dalinar wants to learn to read. She teaches him. She very quickly goes through #Unlearning Homophobia And Such so that she can support him better #if we are laboring under the assumption that dalinar is bisexual but Sanderson doesn’t know it #he’d probably put that in Oathbringer #and then Navani has another layer of Stuff To Get Real Chill About Real Quickly #ugh dalivani could be so good if it was good #pulpy drippy orange juice

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widowshill · 2 months ago

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— And do you or do you not have difficulty remembering such simple instructions? — Only during thunderstorms, sir.

THE SOUND OF MUSIC (1965) / DARK SHADOWS (1966)

#don't mind me just absolutely insane about the possibility (probability!) that vicki saw tsom the year before coming to collinwood.#the boom mic in the stairs shot is always cracking me up.#finally me and you and you and me just us and your friend steve (the boom mic operator)#➤ roger collins & victoria winters. ┊ pain sometimes precedes pleasure，miss winters.#gifs.#➤ edits & art. ┊ the evans cottage art gallery.#➤ roger collins. ┊ I and my ghosts want a drink.#➤ victoria winters. ┊ because she’s lost and lonely. because she looks in shadows.#there's obviously far; far less of a christian overtone in ds — but i wonder if you couldn't make the argument that it isn't also #on some level about belief?#belief; namely; in the ghosts that roger resists and vicki with both arms embraces;#faith in the not-so-minor deity liz stoddard; choosing to follow her doctrine even in the face of conflicting truth.#one might consider collinsport a faithful congregation taking sermons from the mount — from the mouth of the reclusive ascetic;#conveyed by loyal (devastatingly; sacrificially loyal) disciples.#and vicki; searching for belonging; for a home; for a family; falls very lamb-like into the flock.#all old gods of course demand their sacrifices in blood: burke; namely; but also matthew; bill; roger (so-attempted)#if i were pushing it (which I always am) you could go so far as to say collinwood's son rises from the tomb.#''but the day of the Lord will come as a thief in the night'' etc etc. demanding; first; sacrificial livestock; then virgin blood.#anyway! I digress.#''they say confession is good for the soul. well; my soul needs purifying.''#vicki as the prototypical virgin — the clean slate without history; clear water with neither dirt nor blood —#in which roger cleanses himself (somewhat forcefully!); to wash away guilt and suspicion;#the force of virtue that prevents the intrusion of sin; either through the wood of the confessional or very literally at her bedroom door.#''an innate sense of goodness'' etc; besides being something of a conduit between this world and the next:#re. the seances; the appearances of josette and bill; the various and varied encounters with supernatural; the time travel;#as one might expect of an angel ... or a saint. and one could argue that she goes on to restore roger's faith —#if not in the goodness of the world at large; then the existence of goodness; or in the worth of belief itself.#anyway. long way of saying i love man x his governess whether it's catholic or satanic. sign me up.

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thessaralka · 1 month ago

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lavellan would have to be a complete freak to want solas knowing who he is, like she'd be a BAAAAAD bitch bad bitch. u can't lead a rogue military faction for 3 years and not be a complete lunatic in some form or manner. have your shit together, yes. be a normal person, absolutely fucking not.

#LET ALONE the magical hand bullshit on top of dating one of your people's creator gods???#oh she's NOT LIKE OTHER GIRLS #as someone who has known... very influential people personally. people w power are insane. not in a negative way.#like it's a good kind of insane #the creative kind #it takes a certain type of person to handle power and THAT TYPE is very interezting to me #i think what makes or breaks someone who has power thrust upon them is whether or not they wanted that power #my lavellan does #she's a FREAK FREAK #inherently you'd have to want power to WANT to date solas #bc the reality of dating people w power is really ugly if you want a normal life lol #writing musing #solavellan #lavellan #dragon age inquisitor

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bitchthefuck1 · 5 months ago

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That one chef saying that the worst thing about a bad boss is how they unlock that behavior in you and seeing Carmy mirror the attitude of the chef that terrorized him and gave him panic attacks and then ending the season with Syd having a panic attack because of the stress of working with Carmy...diabolical.

#idk if it's a little too on the nose or not (i literally just finished the season so i haven't had time to sit with it) but that whole #element is so interesting (and so devastating). and the ways that mirrors all of Nat's worries about continuing the dysfunction of her #family now that she has a kid...#i also think its a good portrayal of how not addressing your trauma and leaving things to fester can end up hurting other people way more #than it hurts you. like even if Carmy is okay with choosing to not have a life or to be close with anyone (which. debatable) he's #not the only one whose life gets fucked by that. the mess just radiates out until it hits everyone around him and he ends up creating #the same circumstances that caused his dysfunction in the first place.#even if evil joel mchale chef is right (a+ casting btw very punchable face) and carmy needs to ruin his life to be a good chef #--which is a big if--he's actively making the people around him less able to do their jobs. which then makes the people around them #less able. and so on. so in the end it's still net negative. and like. chef terry proves that he's actually completely wrong #the environment in her kitchen is the exact opposite and everyone is operating at an insane level anyway no abuse necessary #this season was definitely the weakest of the 3 but i rly wanna see where they go next. and they better drop the next bit soon bc that was #in no way complete #the bear #the bear season 3 #carmy berzatto #sydney adamu #the bear spoilers

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smile-files · 3 months ago

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the alliance........ from left to right: baseball, suitcase, nickel, and balloon!

(i was trying to find a way to represent balloon's name and i came upon a lucky medium: given how he was a jerk in ii1 and nickel continued to see him as such, i imagine he'd just call him "bully" from then on, even after they became friends -- and it sounds like the word "balloon", no?)

#dandy's doodles #inanimate insanity #ii #ii baseball #ii suitcase #ii nickel #ii balloon #ii gjinka #ii humie #ii humanized #i love you casey sue <333 she's so cute #i gave her limb difference by the way. hope i depicted it well #there was this contestant on the great british baking show (bryony's her name i think?). really sweet. reminded me of suitcase #and she has a limb difference. so that subconsciously inspired that part of my suitcase design #i would just call nickel 'nick' but there was this kid in my jewish pre-k named nicky and i want to emphasize to myself that he's jewish #a jewish prick at that!!!! ...nothing against that kid though. the only thru-line is that he's jewish lol #nicky (nickel) is a jewish-middle-school-rich-kid to inferiority-superiority-complex-incel pipeline #<- 'incel' used loosely. mostly because it's funny #i kind of want to investigate how the rich kids from my jewish middle school have changed from then to now. they're fascinating creatures #i wonder if they all still have their stupid stupid perms #and for ben i was thinking about charlie brown #baseball (obvious) + often down about stuff + the 'leader' of the group but not very good at it #oh yeah also you don't see it in his design (cuz he's modest!) but ben has top surgery scars that look a little like the baseball stitches #and then allen... idk the long-sleeves under short-sleeves just works. with the sweatpants #i want him to appear kind of uncomfortable. weirdly warm and clammy #i like to think of him rolling up his sleeves as ii1 balloon to beat someone up lololol...#i need to rewatch ii1 to get the deets on how balloon was. but then i want to rewatch the whole show anyway

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yesokayiknow · 9 months ago

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my favourite thing about vip i think is that every single guest takes one look at vic and goes pathetic. rancid vibes. bad dress sense also. and vic's like oh no that's. i am a normal functioning person who definitely does not cry themselves to sleep. actually.

#very important people #this last episode was insane all the way thru #but something that really killed me that i haven't seen anyone talking abt is when tommy says he's seen every ep #and vic's voice breaks slightly as they ask whether he thinks she's doing a good job #hanging on to those hinges by her fingernails #i think they should have a breakdown in the finale

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junesprince · 11 months ago

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