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i'm working tonight but it's gonna be hella quiet so, send me asks and i'll answer them at like 1/2am
#i'm doing doors for a club night#which is great until i rememeber i'm finishing at 2:30am#lovely#i need the money so#i'm gonna do a massive ask dump i love doing those#send me whatever idc#i'd do prompts but- wait actually i'm getting a train tomorrow#okay maybe i'll do promtps#fuckl it#we ball
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NO MORE SLUT SHAMING ON GWEN! YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED FOR MAKING COURTNEY GO AWAY WITH IT! COURTNEY TORTURING GWEN IS REALLY THE WORST IDEA FOR A TOTAL DRAMA EVDING EVER! GWEN IS NOT A BUTT MONKEY LIKE SQUIDWARD AND MEG GRIFFIN! GWEN DOES NOT DESERVE TO BE HUMILIATED BY EVERYONE! YOU ARE AN ABSOLUTE TRASH OF A PERSON!
gwen griffin
#total drama#gwen tdi#okay gwanon i’m using here to level with you#idc that ur angry at me or whatever#stop sending me r4p3 threats in my inbox#it’s not cute#fuck you#my doodles
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pspspsps hi friends…. tomorrow my day off from school and. and since its halloween and i dont have other plans,,,, temp opening art reqs back up if u want something hallerween related….. teehee!!
#radio rambles#halloween related can b. whatever u want it to be#ask me for character dressed up as [x]#or eating candy or smth or just somwthing spooky idc#come….. send art reqs….. ill do them tomororw…
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I know nobody gives a shit about this in comparison so posting a save file with uncredited builds in it, but reminder of that time @mapanou started calling me out of name and spewing hateful nazi ideology at me out of nowhere just bc i made a lukewarm criticism of a paywaller and I dared to say black people are often criticized more for being angry... but since only one of my parents are black that ain't allowed 😬 some of yall acted like this was okay but I didn't forget it, I notice how some of their friends are acting all betrayed now bc their homie turned out to be a sims content thief but you knew who you were laying down with clearly. You were glad to support an extremely nasty ass person when the vitriol was directed at me, but God forbid someone not credit a build! anyway guess who was struck down and it wasn't me bitch 💀
That aside, since the insufferable cunt had the nerve to mention the One Drop Rule, which has been used as a tool to discriminate against all black people and keep their mixed offspring othered for as many generations as possible, here's some sources on what it actually refers to (and some related articles about the struggles of mixed race people). It's a method of discrimination by white supremacists, not a way for mixed race people that you think are unworthy of speaking to "claim" to be black. If you're lurking, mapanou, i hope you and your friends read them and understand something you should have already at your "very big age".
One Drop Rule on Wikipedia (for the basic concept + more sources)
How The "One Drop Rule" Became a Tool of White Supremacy
How The Nazis Were Inspired by Jim Crow
Understanding the Stressors and Types of Discrimination That Can Affect Multiracial Individuals
Exploring Black mixed-race experiences of Black rejection
Not Enough Or Double The Prejudice: On Being Black & Asian American
Why Imposter Syndrome Goes Deep for Multiracial People
When Your Own Family Is Racist Toward You
^ the basic gist for the lazy. and just an added bit. I don't know if mapanou has ever seen me, because I barely know them and certainly didn't share with them, but I have been doxxed plenty and my pics probably shared to them by others and im obviously not white though i am light skinned. im very proud of my dark natural hair, brown eyes, thick lips and big nose that I all got from my father. I have nothing to prove nor hide about who I am. I am black and asian and white and I love every part of what makes me, me. I am mixed race and if you don't believe or like me as I am that's your problem not mine. just wanna clear that up for all the people that may have been confused about it. and for all my followers that are mixed, especially black and asian, I love you and you have a place here. your voices and experiences are valuable and you deserve to be heard. that's all I got to say.
#ceci speaks#nonsims#text#negative#mapanou#long post#ceci speaks a lot more#white supremacy tw#racism tw#tw antiblackness#i know im gonna get attacked for this but idc#send ur asks make ur vagues whatever idc#yall were wrong for this one#so screenshot and wank and cry all u want in discord ur still shit#and make up some more lies like you do when ur wrong i already expecting that#thank you to all the ppl that supported me when they were saying that shit btw cos ngl it sucked to see ppl just ignoring it#also i dont use she her pronouns so pls dont use them just bc mapanou did thx#why did i write this at 11 pm#also i only saw about the save file so if they did other vile shit idk about it so lmk if so#but it would be on brand if so
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Trying to explain front end logic to back end developers is the most annoying and time wasting task ever.
You would think me being a full stack dev would make things easier right? WRONG
#no we dont do automatic response field validation whatever the fuck you send me I am using as is#idc if it was meant to be a string! i get a bool then I use a bool#issue is on YOUR side YOU fix it
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heyyy i'm poking my head in to ask if anyone has podcast recommendations 👉👈
#hello gyns my break is going well i've done cross stitch and puzzles and i'm on my stationary bike a lot#the only podcast i really listen to is called spine chill and it's just let's players i like talking abt viddy games#but i'm all caught up so idk what to listen to when i bike and idk shit abt podcasts so idc throw whatever at me 👍#idk when i'll be back yet i'm still like Figuring Things Out#but i do check my messages bc that's a separate notification so if u send me a dm i will see it!#ok everyone be well lov u bye
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Kinda dying to see the mutuals jewellery rotation,,,,, like if your a jewellery person I wanna seeeeeee, and if they're passed down or thrifted or where you got them I wanna know the story!
#like idk tag me or send me and ask or whatever#but if you have pictures too?????#pls#jewellery#mutuals#or not idc#chandatalks
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been creatively flatlining someone give me silly little doodle prompts
#i did a dumb thing where i had fun projects i was vibing with but decided to prioritize smth else that just wasnt working and now#nothings working and also im running out of time for my personally set deadline for smth specific but oughhhh oughhhghhh#also my fucking hands!!!!! my fucking hands!!!!!!! mad at me for no reason!!!!!!!! sending me pain at random when i havent used them a lot#all day!!!!! fucking rude as shit!!!!!!! not helping my vibe!!!!!!!!#unforch theres nothing i can rlly do abt that. though i might try switching all my shit to my laptop i think using the phone keyboard isnt#helping at all#anyway send me prompts or whatever for me to doodle tomorrow when i have the time. fandom or not idc#ok goodnight now i must retire for the evening
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im going away for the weekend and hopefully will not be on tumblr much so i am DEPENDING on y’all to send me/tag me in the good deadpool content please 🙏
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I’m bored give me mechs drawing/writing ideas I might do them
#the mechanisms#the mechs#jonny d'ville#gunpowder tim#nastya rasputina#marius von raum#not tagging all of em just a few#polymechs#also.#i love them.#You can send me an ask or reply to this post or whatever idc
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i'm feeling chatty. tell me about your day or ask me a question or give me a prompt or whatever. got a random fact? anything you want to know? how are you?
#my wife made me a double margarita#and it is very#strong#like me#talk at me#reply or send an ask or message or whatever idc#throw me some tags#what the ever#other than that i am listening to music and pretending i'm gonna write#maybe i will idk#what you up to?
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i need... to write rgb trio fanfic or i die... but none of my ideas r sticking.. help
#if anyone has ideas PLEASE send me them theough ask or dm or whatever#even if they suck massively idc i need inspiration#ACK#rgb trio#kat rambling#boomskateshot yea yea
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send me asks!! 12 hour car ride incoming, I’m going to be bored with ample writing time 🗣️ I’d love to answer yalls questions or write short little pieces!
#newsies#sonorouswrites#sonorousyaps#send asks#can be questions about me or whatever#idc#just bored asf#92sies#livesies#uksies
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clock ticked midnight and i was tipsy drawing oswald bloodied and bruised as if i'm some sort of augur and he is a bird i need to rip the liver out from as to read in it and vibe check 2025. happy new year
#drafted this at 1am on new year right before sending a pathetic ask to a poet bc i had used one of their poem in what i was drawing#2025 started off strong for me#don't expect any art any time soon im drawing a 6 page jackwald comic#pandora hearts#oswald baskerville#not going to correct my grammar in the tags whatever. i speak 3 languages idc about english#cw gore
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rly thinking abt the freaks who want alina to be this all powerful girlboss who tames the decrepit old man as though they're not reading an entire trilogy about the consequences of power corruption like i rly hope they're out there enjoying their delusions
#alina starkov#the grisha trilogy#grishaverse#lit#text#tais toi lys#HER STORY ESPECIALLY PAST BOOK 1 IS CONTINGENT ON SURVIVING THE MAN WHO ENSLAVED HER AND USED HER. SEND HELP#genuinely if u WANT dark romance JUST READ DARK ROMANCE#the thing is. FOR ME. ship whatever idc but the way some of these mfs act towards mal as tho he's literally dirt on their shoe... seek help#*#lys lb: grishaverse#grishaversepost
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ok hi haha lol I dont rly feel like going in circles in my head forever trying to figure out whether, among other "smaller" things, being left alone in a room w only media as a child and not feeling like I had even a semblance of a personality for most of my life counts as "trauma"
a lot of these parts of me are new, I'm just recently putting names to them and it feels as though I'm developing facets of personalities in my mid 20s after a lifetime of either feeling like I'm basically just ADHD in a person, an amalgamation of kins shoved into a body, or something made of guilt Also shoved into a body.
I don't like, claim to know what this means. but I don't think a lot of my current mutuals would feel comfortable interacting w me bc I don't necessarily believe in the black and white of what plurality is. I'm not able or planning on getting any formal diagnosis and while I'm discussing this w my therapist they're very much not one to pathologize
I definitely don't feel like one person but I dont think id count for most of you as a "system" as the different parts of me feel as though theyre still developing. take all of this as you will, I'm not going to stress my body out more by trying to figure out "what" I am as I've been doing that my whole life and I'm kinda tired of it.
I know that I'm not entirely one thing and feel Enough like multiple things for myself, but blurred in a lot of ways. like some sort of gem with many different facets.
not sure where to go w this tbh take this how you will. im not comfortable saying I'm leaning one way or the other regarding system discourse, (<- not a phrase i want to use but the best shorthand i have) as I genuinely don't believe the human brain is nearly that black and white.
I'm both "me" and very much not "me" at times. idk what this means but ik I'm not comfortable saying im just pandora and im not sure im "allowed" to say im a system and im not sure if it matters, or should matter, regarding friends. im going to be like this regardless, id unfollow me if this grey area im likely to stay in bothers you
if you don't want me refollowing I'd probably block, too, as my memory is bad
#puts this in my drafts to publish at atime to cause maximum damage to my#social circle and mental health bc i LOVE conflict and pain#< A JOKE lmao this has been causing me severe distress for ages so whatever unfollow me idc#outgoing transmission#idk when im gonna publish this ive been going back n forth w my therapist a lot#rhis maybbe repetitive im just uhh tired and have been legitimately driving myself crazy overthis for ages#bc honestly like i didnt exist as a person until age 14 at least and that person#wasnt... me. isn't me they dont exist to me anymore and im not sure#the one before 19 existed either its all fractured#is that trauma?? or is it something else. does that make me endogenic to you?? i really dont know or understand#you can decide for yourself. but im not comfortable saying either way.#i barely feel comfortable existing. i dont exist? as i type this 'i' is wrong but nothing else fits so far#we could go for we and we have befkre bht so far its so nonexistent whats the opposite of i#nothing...? [ ]#some blank. the dilemma is that nothing is real.#these tags are not. genuinly i am fake.#this will get published sometime in a haze and this body will wake up to a disaster.#not enough bridges burned i guess. sure.#back 2 sleep dont send me asks abt this jst block if ur gonna block
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