#see how selfish I am?
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ive been trying very hard to formulate a way to say this that doesnt make me sound like an asshole but honestly ive like. given up.
youre gonna drive yourselves fucking nuts with all the doom posting. and all the "its gonna be okay, you have to live" posting isnt any less doom posting. its all the same song to a different tune.
its shitty and terrible and youre allowed to feel shitty and terrible. but its not like. gonna change because you feel shitty about it. and constantly thinking about how shitty you feel about it is just gonna make you feel worse.
go like. eat a snack or something. play a game you like. i dunno. its shitty! but dont spend your time catastrophizing. drink some fuckin water or whatever other cheesy bullshit keeps you occupied while you process.
#basil blabbers#i dunno how to word this well because if i see one more post thats like#'ooooOoo its all fucked' or 'oooOOooOo youve gotta live' i might fucking explode. genuinely#i dont care. i dont fucking care. shut the fuck up.#'its the people who didnt v-' i dont care. 'the young people didn' i dont fffffucking care. shut the fuck up!!!!!!!!!!#my dash is fucking unusable because no one can say anything but 'the whole world is ending' or#'dont listen to the people saying the whole world is ending'#this is me being shitty and selfish. fucking obviously. but i am sick to death of the immediate defeatism.#rant
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The lack of media literalicy and victim blaming is really bad in this fandom when even the people who claim to love Ford so much are fucking victim blaming him
#ford pines#stanford pines#gravity falls#fuck it i AM main tagging this i HOPE you all see this#i genuinely hate this fandom this fandom coming back was a fucking mistake#and the Ford victim blaming somehow got EVEN worse after tbob#which is insane to me bcs tbob literally straight up SHOWS you how much Bill manipulated abused and tortured Ford#it's literally ALL OVER YOUR FACE#ya'd think this fandom would have sympathy for ford after we're shown every terrible thing bill did to him but noo#instead they go and victim blames him bcs they live in their own little made up gf where ford is this terrible selfish egotistical guy#whilst ignoring the fact he was an outcast his whole childhood abused and manipulated#and also that he wasn't like that until bill came around-#because they don't think it matters even tho it fucking does
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Trying to find nice stuff for Wish but everywhere you go people are being painfully wrong in their interpretations of the movie
#i don’t care if people don’t like it but i want people to at least stop being so wrong 😫#i shouldn’t have to explain that hoarding the most important part of people’s souls under false pretenses is bad#his trauma does not make the person he became any less bad and his way of ruling is not reasonable and morally better#free will to pursue your dreams is good. a soul should not be locked up by a man who is likely never to give it back.#i’m sure he STARTED as protecting rosas or believing he was but absolute power corrupts absolutely and all that#magnifico by the time we see him is controlling and paranoid and selfish#and asha is not bad for *reads notes* wanting people to have a chance to actually live their lives for themselves and not be deceived#she never asked him to grant all wishes and the movie never tried to say that all wishes should be granted#it’s not saying that you should always have whatever you want. it’s saying you have the right to your agency and choice to pursue your wish#without someone else controlling whether you can ever have it and even making you forget you wanted it so you CAN’T choose to pursue it.#this is literally just a free will vs control story. how was this movie so lost on so many people.#you can debate until the cows come home about whether it was executed well but what they actually tried to say shouldn’t be so hard to grasp#and then there’s people spreading misinformation about star boy and various behind the scenes factors and you can’t escape it and i just…#i am in pain. everywhere i go i am in pain.#disney#wish#mini rant
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hey!! can i ask for a color palatte description for the ro's? like what their hair/eye colors are?
hope you're having a good week 💙💙💙
Hi!
I spent a long time putting together a graphic for this before I realised that you asked for just a description haha... oops. well. here is the graphic anyway XD
If you're looking for a link to the page with more general descriptions, there are some on the RO's page.
Very sorry for the delay in replying! My life is. hectic. smdnfgbsfgf
#what does the chaos mirror see#twyliit#if you want to use these i'd recommend zooming in because some of them have detailing but unfortunately tumblr seems to have destroyed it#or at least hidden some of it in ensmallening#it was very difficult to find a shining silvery enough colour for suchebh's hair and eyes#and i regret i could not find an eye colour for twilit that captured the necessary distressing pastel neon toothpaste vibe i was seeking#i am not an artiste i'm afraid. i wish i could do proper ones of these with. undertones as such#but alas#also just rambling in the tags here for a bit but. i got an ask this morning accusing the game of being a scam#because it hasn't updated for ages#and like bro. scam... it's not like i took preorders msnbgsmdnfgb. i have to Laugh#once again deeply sorry to the small number of people concerned with how much my homelessness was an inconvenience For Them<3#finally got my life somewhat back on track after months of teetering on the edge of the abyss (rude of me not to spend it all writing)#but in service of getting my life back on track i'm studying. so that i can get a job later and continue to survive. again. Selfish. oops#and then my beloved cat died. and there just. isn't anything to keep going for anymore LMAO#but alas. so long as the music plays. we dance#and this game is part of the dancing for me. i guess. i still work on things when i have the time#hopefully you'll recover from my terrible circumstances<3
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most of all i hate the govt for letting everyone in our parents generation drink lead contaminated water so that i (uncontaminated) have to deal with my parents and in laws completely insane unhinged detached from reality decision making and thought processes
#im not being mean they are fucking insane#my mom asking me to drag my toddler across the ocean in a 20 hour plane ride and complete time flip to attend a wedding#and this is only a few weeks after im supposed to move my entire family and all my things across the country??? are you out of your fucking#meanwhile my mother in law is like hey can you drive your toddler 6 hours in one day to see me for an hour so i can show off my grandkid in#front of my fuckass bitch family who is in town for god knows what#are you both out of your minds???? what the fuck is wrong with you all??????????????????#fuck!!#imagine being so selfish that you don’t even see how unreasonable all this is lol like yeah im gonna put my toddler through all this when#nobody’s visiting her or calling to ask how she is she’s not a fucking accessory or a pet she is a person#fuck the world#also my parents put me through so much as a kid to visit people and travel and i was miserable I am NOT putting her through that too#they are useless#fuck the govt fuck the boomers fuck the world goodbye
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#mom asked me to cook breakfast so I made the usual but for some reason it's too salty apparently#(it doesnt)#so now she's telling me that I'm a failure followed by a bunch of sermon on why I should leave my job and get married to a girl and#shave my beard and don't eat anymore so I can actually be happy and not useless#(apparently I'm not happy now) and also says thank you mockingly. Great mom#what a fun trip#also ive been telling them can we go to this specific shop i wanna see if i can find cheaper steam deck there and they all start getting#angry on me on how selfish i am for just asking that#and how i dont care about my mom because my mom isnt interested on used game stores#like what the fuck#i paid all of the tickets for her here why the fuck am i not allowed to go to where i want#pissing me off#i wanna go homeeeeee#honestly im not excited about this trip no more i just wanna go home and just go back to work and then at night i draw and play ffxiv#the only one excited i have is disneyland on the last day but i can think of several ways they ruin it too#my mom definitely will be like im tiredd go find a chair and so i have to wait for her#i hate this trip
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Nine! About time I drew him
#my son! (is only like 7 yrs older than him)#sonic prime#nine the fox#tails nine#miles nine prower#sonic prime nine#him and his many tags#ibispaintx#digital art#artwork#my art#as you can see I’ve given up on line art cuz my lines are never straight (and neither am I)#when drawing him I just realized how complex his design is like omg#I struggled#I’m still not over that trailer he’s off his rockers he’s going insane he has done nothing wrong ever cuz I said so#I’m still pissed at sonic for saying that line#when he says ‘he messes with all of us’ does that include the chaos council???#I hope not they were they literally committed crimes against humanity#the council are only working with them for selfish reasons and are only looking out for themselve#so yeah I am now taking custody of nine because of that line#oh sonic doesn’t want him anymore? ok then mine now#don’t talk to me or my son ever again#sonic prime fanart
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The sheer CHALLENGES of being so ATTACHED to a character that WANTS to be wanted, WANTS to have her ppl, and does the most UNLIKABLE THINGS I- ITS- ITS A GOOD CHARACTER FLAW that technically only makes her a hypocrite via my interpretations of her yah yah
But it's just- MAN shes out there making the worst first impressions even with characters she'd otherwise have a lot in common with
#i think i have a bad habit of not remembering how UNLIKABLE Maggie is to pretty much every character she comes into contact with#well she becomes unlikable once she snatches their things but whatever#good great MARVELOUS character flaw#makes it tricky for ME if I'm tryibg to write for her accurately#and write other characters accurately#cuz maggie at least to me has two big things about her 1 she always prioritizes her survival and it indulges her most selfish tendencies#her powers play a role and if she had better authority figures/more loving and attentive family she'd have more impulse control id imagine#but despite survival ALWAYS COMING FIRST her wants FIRST screw everyone else#im not convinced she doesnt have a contrasting part of herself wanting that family and wanting to be wanted#she just wante to convince herself that SHES MOVED ON but she HASNT#but bc she wants to convince herself SHES NOT PUTTING IN EFFORT TO. NOT BE UNLIKABLE. AND yknow NOT STEAL from other ppl#makes it HARD to write her getting that love when thats certainly not gonna be easy without the other party feeling really sympathetic#doesn't help with how grouchy Maggie is and that she NEVER seens to tell any characters she cares about them until its too late#as seen with callum#but anyway ramble over#renegades trilogy#the renegades trilogy#renegades fandom#maggie white#evie artino#eventually im gonna have to make a fanon maggie white tag huh#unless I'm completely dead on about her character which#I'll assume that yeah totally i am in marissa meyers walls and i see everything#/j
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i cannot stand the aot fandom this is not a new take at all they are universally intolerable but oh my dayssss u are FORBIDDEN from making ANY take about the show it's actually insane to watch. 'aot is perfect' no show is perfect. 'tell me you didnt get the show 😂🫵' people have different opinions/interpretations about things. 'eren is a good guy they could never make me hate him' i think there's actually 4 seasons and two movies explicitely using him as a tool to show that no one is 'good' or 'evil' they are only trying to survive. hello. the fandom r all so far up aot's ass that they actually discredit its writing in the process and it would be laughable if it wasn't so frustrating
#bc aot IS insanely well written but no one talks about it???#like all they do is SAY how well written it is but no one is brave enough to give examples or meta bc SOMEONE will jump on it#declaring they've misinterpreted the Single Correct Way of watching the show and are dumb and a hater for saying such a thing#i remember posting about my initial aot watch on here and i did NOT like eren i thought he was whiney and annoying (he is <3)#and i thought aot was overhyped but ive since finished it at long last and omg. it is so fucking good#one of those shows that you need to watch ALL of it to truly get what's going on#and the conclusion of eren's character i am genuinely so obsessed with ill probs make a separate post just about him#bc i have really 180'd on eren and i can see now he IS well written. but not for any reason i can see anyone else talking about???#people are just banging on about he was right and justified and a saviour and tragic etc etc and while those things are important#and should be considered that also like. was not the point imo#the irony and tragedy of eren jaeger was that after all the 'i am special simply bc i was born into this world'#concluded with the revelation that actually he was not special. the rumbling happened because a normal boy got a hold of a great power#and he mishandled it. he was immature. he acted his age. he was just some teenage boy and he responded in kind#there was selfishness and silly whims and a quick temper. he was never this godlike figure he gets painted as#and i ADORE THAT TAKE. THAT IS SUCH AN ICE COLD CONCLUSION. EREN WAS NEVER SPECIAL - THAT'S THE POINT#and like countless times through history one selfish person with their hands on an insane amount of power and a conviction#that they are doing the right thing goes on to lead to a continuation of the cycle of war#like the end credits with the tree is genuinely HAUNTING. it never ended. eren KNEW the rumbling would be unnsuccessful#and would leave enough of their enemies alive that they'd eventually retaliate HE KNEW THAT and did it anyway#why? bc he just /wanted/ it. desperately and immaturely. and so the war turned over for another generation and another and#LIKE THAT IS SUCH A POIGNANT HAUNTING TAKE. I FR STARED AT THE BLACK SCREEN ONCE I FINISHED IT FOR 5 MINS IN HORRIFIED SILENCE#yes it's not his sole motivation but ultimately the crux of his character boils down to the fact he's just some kid#to the point even when he's explaining it to armin at the very end they SHOW HIM AS A KID. THAT IS THE REAL EREN#THAT ANGRY SCRAPPY CHILD WHO THOUGHT HE COULD BEAT THE WORLD INTO SUBMISSION#NOT A HERO NOT A GOD NOT A DEVIL - JUST A KID GIVEN A POWER HE NEVER SHOULD HAVE GOT HIS HANDS ON#but if u say all that some chucklefuck tells u to kys and that u just Didnt Get The Masterpiece Of Attack On Titan#but do u know what? maybe people disagree w me! maybe this is just my interpretation! guess who's NOT gonna have a hissy fit about it?#fandom is about DISCUSSION and i have never seen a fandom as fucking allergic to it than the aot fandom#like omdddddddddd have a day off man isayama isnt gonna suck you off#aot
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listened to torchwood: disco. everything hurts. ianto is such a good character bro. i need to put him inside a microwave and watch him spin. i need to put him in bubblewrap and study him. the emotions this man goes through are insane - but that's why he's my pookie. no character can be declared pookie before they see the horrors
#no but ianto's relationship with his dad reminds me so much of my relationship with my mother it's kinda freaky#he is me and i am him#realising how alike you and your terrible parent are is something that can be so personal#and he KEPT ON BEING LIKE THAT#not that he's selfish#but he kept lying. he kept pretending. “my dad was a master tailor” haunts me to this day#thinking big thoughts about him#the ianto internalised homophobia theory is still going strong i must say#ianto master criminal agenda also being supported i love to see it#ianto jones#torchwood#torchwood: disco#big finish#ianto jones' father is my enemy
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My pet peeve is when people post fancasts and faceclaims and don’t… name the people?
Like I get that sometimes you’re working off a Pinterest board you saw fifteen years ago with no credit, but if you’ve gone to the trouble to put together a completion of one specific guy can you please let me know who he is?
#brother I am not scrolling the fancast tag simply to see beauty#I am browsing with purpose#I am here for selfish reasons#if you don’t tell me who this random period-drama looking girl is then how am I supposed to use her in MY faceclaims??
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hey uh just as a reminder if you’re polyamorous/non-monogamous and you don’t allow your very monogamous partner the chance to leave the relationship if they find it doesn’t work for them and they’re not okay with the relationship dynamic then you’re a shit human being
#ari announces#long story but there’s this overarching Tension going on in this server i’m in and god. the way that monog partner is manipulated makes me#feel fucking sick. how selfish do you have to be to make someone just be okay with your relationship style#it’s all crocodile tears in there so often that i can’t even feel bad. they’re so horrible about it#and i’m just trying to find the right words to say ‘hey uh. why is no one else confused that the monog partner can’t leave’#wow! how strange!! i’ve never met two ppl more selfish in my life doing a relationship style meant to dissolve that#i just. god. if ur partner isn’t satisfying u or if ur not happy with where the relationship is going u should be allowed to leave. no ifs#ands or buts. and honestly while we’de at it don’t force ur monog partner to therapy bc u think she needs it to cope w u doing whatever u#want. and ignoring her needs. it’s fucking moronic. and then they’re SHOCKED when they run into issues and problems#like am i an idiot??? am i just not seeing smth i should be??? i feel insane abt this like genuinely#no one else fucking says anything and i’m going to when the time comes. if smth comes up again. i’ve had enough of seeing this#selfish awful behavior of not wanting to let someone go if they want to leave. it’s fucking gross
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I am once again begging people to stop trying to make my post about grieving for someone who's become a vampire into a metaphor about being insensitive or bigoted towards real-life queer people. I absolutely understand the impulse to read it as metaphorical! I also find sympathy in fictional monstrosity! However! Queer people, as a group, do not generally kill and eat humans.
Thank you for your time.
#also. vampires are pretend and made-up and do not exist. except in the animal kingdom.#and saying 'you can't think about pretend made-up things in this way because it MUST be a metaphor for your real-life feelings>#<about THIS specific real-life thing!' is uh. you guys know why that's not a great mindset to have right#thoughtcrime isn't real yall#also to everyone who's smugly like 'well op clearly you've never loved someone who had dementia'#a) how the fuck would you know that you smug fucking self-righteous cunt. why the fuck would you think that's okay to say to someone#b) Selfish! This Man Found Time To Build A Birdhouse While Jon-Benet Ramsey Is Still Missing#i am. so tired.#anyway this is your periodic reminder that OP of that viral post has to see all of your replies reblogs and tags#and that OP of that viral post is a human fucking being
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yknow i really really try to see where people are coming from, usually. as in i try to understand why they do the things they do. but. when it comes to my country's politicians. i just can't seem to figure out how a person can disregard human life so much. like man it's one thing when you look at monarchs centuries ago who literally did not understand that other people are just like them bc they were born to think so, but these politicians supposedly all started as normal people, yet it feels like they don't see anyone but themselves, and that's just insane to me. like i have met selfish or self centered people in my life but never at this level. i can't comprehend this. they are literally like evil cartoon villains it's actually insane
#not even talking abt the racism or homophobia here#genuinely how they disregard like. all citizens. including people like them including their own voters. they see all of us as disposable#it's insane to me that ppl still vote for them too actually but eh racists will vote for racists#and some ppl think we need a ~strong leader~ and unfortunately they are stupid so they think this guy who can give good speeches is enough#but see even stupidity i can sort of get. but our politicians are both stupid (well. most of them) AND inhumanly selfish#which is why this is so despair inducing. literally nothing anyone would say or so could get to them. bc they don't see us as people#even the fucking. un can't threaten them (bc lbr the ones getting punished are the citizens. again)#genuinely the only solution is murder. for legal reasons this is a joke. good evening shabak agents i am a satire account etc#this is so upsetting i can't think abt the situation in this country without feeling doomed#and this is only one layer of it too. everything here sucks so much. i wish i was born somewhere else ugh#politics //#vent#kinda?????#ask to tag
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yes!!! getting good grade in farcille!!!
#asks#the dragoness of melini#kicking my heels and giggling#god i just had a dogshit night staying up for work i needed this#marcille has bunny animal neurosis YES but also it's backed up by this absolutely charming vanity and ridiculousness#and selfishness that it honestly hit me like a lightning bolt that i can say she's also dragon-like in a way falin's dragon would recognize#also tbh im always a little surprised when people talk about falin's characterization in a little creature#i went into it with the full knowledge that it was self-indulgent and i would inevitably be diverging from her canon personality#of course i put in a lot of work studying what little we get to see of her and building on that to the best of my ability but..#it's like. almost as surprising as it is nice to hear that it feels natural to people#anyway. do you have any idea how much i want to sneak into farcille servers without saying who i am#just so i can lurk on what people are saying about my fic#people get so shy about yelling about it in public or directly at me and i get it i get it sooo much but also.#I Want To See. I Put Many Hours And Almost All My Braincells Into This. I Want To See Your Uninhibited Thoughts On It...
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realizing after meeting eldrin how many parallels I've completely accidentally managed to set up between davrin and rye despite the fact that they're such incredibly different personalities and feeling an embarrassing swell of real tears rising up
#...I don't care if it makes for a better story I'm not letting davrin die I can't let davrin die I'm shielding him with my own body#the narrative can't have him that's my brother and friend and assan's dad learning he's so much more than he thought he was#I want to run up to the last battle with davrin and lucanis and rye squabbling the whole way the way it was meant to be#...so I'm really going to just go ahead and fuck over the ancestral spirit of the dwarves again basically then aren't I fhsjka#ah yes. The true thedosian tradition: fucking over the dwarves so incredibly bad every time and like mostly as collateral damage!!!#when an elven god sneezes the entirety of dwarven civilization falls over dead on the spot for no reason. im so so so sorry#but. probably not sorry enough to let go of davrin's hand to stop him from falling fdhsakj#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#davrin#oc: Ellaryen Ingellvar#rye seeing davrin and eldrin interact and unavoidably thinking about how old renn would be today if he were still alive like 'this is fine'#(it was not fine but they won't actually realize that until their soul cracks open to reveal the abyss inside in about half an act's time)#I am going to do a 'golden' run with rye once I know the game in and out so I can get it all right (I didn't know him in the beginning!)#and do quests in the most pleasing order and everything. which has me afraid I'll explore the darker timeline where davrin does die#but like. let me have the other world first at least I'm going to be selfish on the first run
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