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The FNAF Vanessas meet their younger selves..
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf vanny#fnaf vanessa#vanessa shelly#vanessa afton#fnaf movie#security breach#fnaf fanart#MORE SCENE VANNY 🩵🩵🩵#also this is a semi sequel to the Mikes ver I made#seeing I think the Vanessas deserve the funny too 😤#I like to think Vanny would tell her younger self white lies#she knows at that age she just wanted to know life would get better for her#seeing teen her was stuck living with her awful father#Vanessa’s life does get hard again as an adult but.. SINCE HW2 I think she’s in a better place#finally stood up to her abuser and all so it does get better#WHILE MOVIE VANESSA …#bit more manic here BAHAH#listen if younger Vanessa loosen screws on her fathers suit#would anyone even know 🙏🏾#she could get away with it-#Movie Vanessa of course would want to prevent things anyway she can#the Afton kids always being a lil crazy is so real
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*head in hands* oot link is such a tragic character and it makes me so sad
#like everything about him was a lose/lose situation#he had to be a hero at 10 years old#and even tho he got aged up#he was still mentally 10#so of course zelda sent him back in time#he didn’t quite understand what was happening#and having to go your whole life being judged and looked at weird simply because you don’t act your age?#or going through life not aging mentally in a natural way?#I imagine that that would screw everything up#and so yeah going back in time to age naturally was good#but then there’s majoras mask and the whole idea that nobody believes him#I mean. they believed him when he called out ganondorf#but having a 10 year old tell you about the moon falling and giants stopping it and all that#I’m sure a lot of people thought he was crazy when he wasn’t#not to mention he probably was no longer mentally 10 in mm since he not only went through all that trauma#but also was stuck in a time loop#and to top it all off. all the people. all the friends he made#were either gone or don’t remember him#because they never had the relationship he had in the adult timeline#poor oot link :(#and this isn’t to blame zelda at all#I cant imagine how hard it’d be for HER having to send him away#where she’ll never see him again when she def cared about him#just. agh#a lose/lose situation like I said#smiles rambles
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Im making a separate post on it cause I don't want to make a long thread but this guy is so much fun to draw I had to keep going!!!
Just 'Baby Boy hiding those Brain Worms' to 'Whatever the Fuck this Dude has going on in his head I hope it's not infectious'
#hellsing#alexander anderson#I am having so much fun thinking about the sort of kid he was like when he first joined up#Like in my head he had to join the church before he was considered an adult#I know we have the Angel Dust backstory#which some people seem to like to use#but idk I just figure he's always had several screws loose and being with the church knocked them around in his head even more#making the same noise you'd get when you dangle keys in front of a baby#also I dont think he's always lived in Italy cause like the appeal of him getting to live in Glasgow is too much for me#also I you can tell I was rushing with the second drawing lol
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I am once again brought down to my knees by the knowledge that Billy Hargrove would 100% vibe with WAP if only because it’s exceptionally vulgar and makes people horny and or embarrassed .
#🍃 thoughts#🍃 posting#stranger things#Billy Hargrove#I feel the need to emphasize this isn’t fandom yassifyed Billy#I’m talking about cannon Billy Hargrove or at least the way he is to the best of my recollection#he just feels like THAT teenage boy who realized that certain songs can be genuinely enjoyable AND inflict psychic damage on certain people#mainly (prudish/concervitive) adults#and his sister’s friends#i speak from experience#I remember being apart of the younger neighborhood kids who got screwed with by their best friends older brothers(and even their sisters)#and I do wish we got to see that dynamic more often in the show#Mike and Nancy are the only place where we get to see it in the show#or at least in a semi ‘healthy/normal’ way
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watching the new helluva boss episode I have mixed feelings cause I am sorta invested in Blitzo and Stolas. and its once again showing me why i have such a love hate relationship with it and the show.
Like dang theres some really great parts of this but it makes the poor parts all the more aggravating, unfortunately.
(Ramble in the tags)
#music and art? really good#i love stolas being petty honestly and talking like an actual adult man with integrity#but one thing i'll def say is I hope they point out how Stolas is being hypocritical and also just straight up lying to himself#he has. indeed. looked down on Blitz. many times#but the thing is its never in ways he realizes because of privledge and teasing#also a lil nitpick i have is i REALLY wish it wasnt a party about Blitz's exs specifically#i know its silly but if this was a different show like lets say Bojack id say it woulda been a party about *anyone* who's been screwed over#by the guy. right? its unrealistic he's had this many exs but i could 300% believe he's fucked over an entire house of people#cause it shouldnt just be how he sucks at romantic relationships. he just sucks at relationships *in general*#also Verisoka was a nice plus. some justice for her. i wish they posted the full song she sings but alas...
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aaghh I hate health anxiety ocd (or whatever you call it), it's literally doing nothing other than contributing to make my health worse
... wait actually, does anyone have like, tips/advice for that kind of thing? I really think I need some help with this one
#i (ai)#ocd#vent cw#I also have like severe decision paralysis + procrastination issues so that's great#like. being so scared that i have to choose for something to eat that is nutritious&healthy AND affordable AND eatable#that i delay my eating by many hours every other day (+ combined with many other reasons like general awful schedule)#is not in fact the amazing health plan my instincts apparently think it is for some baffling reason. fucking hell#I consistently have all sorts of digestive system issues and I'm plenty underweight. tbh my adhd meds prob also dont help with this part#....on that note I have severe anxiety with spending money (which I have very little of) too. lmao. just great#during the lockdown years my contamination ocd spiked very badly and it still hadn't fully recovered now#and it was/is really godawful harmful for my physical and mental health alike. like this was worse before but even now it really screws wit#my hydration habits. also its always my top consideration/anxiety to think about 'god would the toilet hygiene be bad'#whenever theres any option for me to go anywhere. so I avoided nearly every possible activity/event/social event I could avoid#that require leaving home for half a day or more. and I freak out badly whenever anyone comes to our home to visit for fear of contaminatio#some family friends used to send kids over to our place for dinner montly-ish & that was always my worst anxiety source for the month#I always dreaded the night terribly and it was awful experience. urgh.#gdi I wish I had less types of ocds like why am I cursed with so many annoying things at once lmao#...anyway ugh. i hate how my parents is about me getting sick/ill/any sort of pains etc. always jump to blame me at once#now I don't even want to tell them about it but I have to and they'll often force me to do chores as usual and/or never stop talking about#how it's so totally my fault for having awful schedules and bad habits etc that I'm sick & that I'm making excuses or whatever the fuck#that i'm an adult its my responsibility etc etc#anyway sorry and thank you if you've read this far lmao
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i love waking up at 4am crying bc i'm having an existential crisis about my life
#don't mind me#just sobbing over realizing that my longest friendship is basically over#realizing that every single one of my interests has been attacked or belittled by my 'best friend'#realizing that she's insulted every one of my other friends#on top of screwing me over in our job for months#i literally don't know how to bring any of this up without ending our friendship#bc i know her#and i know calling her out for this will cause her to blow up#bc she can do no wrong#and me telling her that's she's being shitty will cause so many issues#and she's my fu king cousin. so i'll basically be cutting myself off from. everyone#if i get mad at her#so yeah no it's fine#my chest and throat hurt#im doing So Bad!!!#anywyas fuck being an adult#im having the worst fucking morning#thank fuck i don't work today oh my god#im so fucking tired#ignore this#personal rambles#don't mind me just being negative and sad at 429am on a monday#not stargate
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watching this clip again and thinking about girlhood and reflection and time and gender roles. like, i see my 7-year old niece, and it's gut-wrenching to watch her be pushed into the same eldest-daughter patterns of performance and forced perfection that i was as a kid, knowing what waits for her and yet not being able to save her.
#as a kid/teen i was forced into perfection -- top grades. constantly performing. constantly being responsible. no fuck ups EVER.#ALWAYS empathetic. always compassionate. always having to regulate my emotions when adults around me exploded in fury.#i could go on. but all this screwed with my self-perception and sense of self-worth + self-esteem for literal DECADES#so it's just absolutely gut-wrenching to see those same patterns played out again and again and again#and i don't know how to fix it#does this make sense? i'm rambling again. it's late and i'm tired but god is girlhood so heavy#disclaimer: i'm approaching this as a white middle class person in the global north so my perception is influenced by those privileges#experiences of girlhood are affected by intersecting identities of race/class/etc. so my pov is very limited in that regard#on girlhood#feminism
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So much of being an adult is realizing that, contrary to what you were taught, a lot of the time, you can just say "I've had enough of this" walk away, and deal with the consequences.
#The last part is important because being an adult (healthy human being really) is also about responsibility.#Making decisions like that without gauging the consequences screws you up.#But believing that your entire life hinges on being shackled to what you once said or thought you had to do-#Or on doing things that are really not the end of the world if you don't do them-#Is a very bad way to view things that stifles your own life and agency.#text post#my text#my thoughts#original text post#one of my least original posts.#but whateeeverrrrrr! <3
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i am Exhausted
#rambling#Specifically; exhausted with not being able to eat#like. More than four things#It's exhausting watching other people eat and enjoy themselves while I have to carefully manage everything I put in my body#Or else feel horribly ill#And sometimes I feel ill anyway! Because screw me I guess!#I'm supposed to be *healing* but I don't *feel* like I'm healing#I have this concept like in the future I'll be healed and okay again but at the same time I can't comprehend things changing#Every day I'm fighting for my freaking life#And as I continue to be sick and I am not working I'm watching my bank account go down and wondering if I'm just a loser and a coward#who can't handle being an adult#I'm sad this evening
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Oh ye I'm such an adult, freaking on a roll!
now i just gotta pay...
*forgets pin and gets card locked*
But but ...adult
#cray-cray-anime post#cray-cray-anime random#rottmnt screenshot#literally tho i was like oh ye!#I'm being such an adult!#then screws over and had to call someone to help ;-;#rise splinter#dw i can fix it#but i still feel so dumb cos I just did it#rottmnt meme
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Stormlight au where moash starts a union. (Violently.)
#the willshaper moash that lives in my head only#i need to learn to research and write i really got screwed over in school a la being a girl with undiagnosed adhd#are there free courses for adhd adults that got fucked over in this way i wonder#need a low stakes learning environment#bonus points if they give me gold stars and a snack sized candy bar. 🍬
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I think it would be very funny if modern AU Alicent and Aegon would continue living together (simply because Aegon never moves out) and everytime Aemond comes to visit he picks up on little details that seem kinda...odd but he doesn’t think too much about it until he's over for dinner at one point and Aegon reaches over to cover Alicent's hand with his own and Aemond is violently reminded of sitting across his parents as a boy.
#He then proceeds to have a nervous breakdown because he can't pretend it did not just click that his brother and his mother are fucking#Anyway older Aegon going to rehab and then living at his Mother's place#And nobody questions it because he's always been a very needy person and that's his Mum#Until they're weirdly. Domestic with each other#And not in a family way#The shift from seeing your son as a little boy and realizing he's an adult you can actually have a conversation with#AND realizing you kinda want him to screw your brains out#Aligon#I'm just. A fan of these two being codependent
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WHY CAN’T I FUCKING DO ANYTHING?! WHY DOES EVERYTHING TAKE ME SO DAMN LONG?! I END UP SCREWING UP IN THE END ANYWAYS WITHOUT HELP! I AM 24 FUCKING YEARS OLD! I SHOULDN’T NEED THIS MUCH HELP TO DO ANYTHING!!!
#fuck me and fuck my autism#i just wanted to make a shelf for the bathroom#and i ended up flipping it around somehow#I thought i had it!#just to finish and look at it and it’s wrong!#tinythingx#tinybitch#actually autistic#autism#autistic things#autistic problems#autistic adult#nurodivergent#nurodiversity#being autistic#i hate it!#i just want to do things on my own!#but I fucking can’t unless I wanna screw it all up!
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Seeing takes on sw makes me so mad i just wanted to see fa
#have you considered. he had to raise himself#his father basically told him that 'you must see everyone as pieces' when he was like FIVE.#his mother also stopped trying to treat him like a child#bro was S EVEN. HIS FATHER WAS KILLED. OFC HE WAS MAD#OF FUCKING COURSE HE WAS#and then a bunch of ADULTS BASICALLY RAISED HIM TO BE A SECOND VERSION OF HIS DAD.#yes he is screwed in the head but HAVE YOY CONSIDERED WHY.#he had to raise himself#he had to deal with an uncle who hated him for no reason other than he is his father's son#the same uncle who killed his father#I CAN GO ON AND ON ABOUT HIM ACTUALLY#mainly i hate the takes that demonize him for being aroace and#those that r like 'you should not have betrayed yona'#sorry if youre raised to do smth and there's no one to get yoy out of the situation#and and. if he backed out do yoy think the nobles wouldve not tried to do something to him????#you think he WANTED to do that to yona????#you thinm he enjoys seeing his only two friends ever hate him and look at him with so much distrust ???????#.mimiming ❜
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Heard a Full-Grown Adult who was sitting behind me on the train tonight genuinely say “I don’t know why people are worrying about the cost of living” and honestly even if he was joking, I’m amazed his girlfriend didn’t dump him on the spot
#Poor lassie tried to explain why it's not a good thing; personally I was tempted to chuck him off the train#And I say this by the way as someone who is *not* worrying about it personally as I know I'm ok for money#but I am worrying for everyone else I know and within thirty seconds I could come up with dozens of scenarios#where the cost of living crisis would destroy even a relatively well-off family's life#Like ok say my mum had got ill when I was two instead of when I was 25#Even aside from the fact that you know the family was already ruined by the fact that she was dying#There would have been no savings to fall back on and my dad couldn't have supplemented his income#because he would have been taking care of a toddler and being a full-time carer to my mum and two dogs#And he wouldn't have had adult children to help and maybe the company would have given full pay for a while#but either way eventually my mum would have been on statutory sick pay with energy bills doubled#a mortgage repayment schedule which has become even more expensive as it was renegotiated during Liz Truss' mismanagement#Petrol bills through the roof and no option to take public transport because unreliable and rail strikes#I think he'd be well past worried at that point if not actually destitute#And my mum was a chartered accountant#Imagine the cost if she had been on minimum wage or if she had been in a very valuable but low-paid profession like nursing#And you don't even need illness to crop up for most lower-income professions anyway because everything is beyond your means#Or how about the fact that old age pensions are below living wage#I hate to use a personal example but honestly did this guy just not have any life experience whatsoever#had he never met someone who made all the right decisions but fate screwed them or were just scraping by#Was he just saying that to get a rise out of his girlfriend (I doubt this as he was then very dismissive about single mothers)#Or was he just the most callous person in existence#Calmly and unapologetically existing on a train in Scotland#Move over Scrooge; take a seat Maggie Thatcher; there's a new kid in town#I would like to scream
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