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'not everything is about your fave character' okay but what if it is tho

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writing fic. slowly.

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fuck it, reblog to give the person you rb'ed this from a freshly baked buttery croissant.

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U ever get too excited to read a fic so you gotta hold off from reading it until you feel ready?

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man there is so very little ximeng / mengxi on tumblr. anyway you'll never guess who finally made a lofter account the other day for ximengxi content. I do not regret it at all holy shit I found an amazing author who Really Gets the characters & relationship. holy shit. (I have reread one of their 3-chapter fics 4 times by now. it's a comedy fic. peak characterization/understanding. feels crazy how it aligns perfectly with my interpretations)

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People seriously underestimate the long term effects of constant loneliness

"why are you so weird?" Idk, maybe because being completely isolated while growing up has destroyed my brain and now I'm nothing more than a human-mimicking creature that bases all of my actions on what I think is normal human behavior rather than just doing things naturally

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can you guys tell/guess that for many years Homura Akemi was my number one favorite fictional character? like i wonder if it is obvious/expected from my current taste in characters

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man it really sucks when you get into a rarepair and wants food very badly, and guess what, apparently there WAS food, except it's from someone who has gotten their art/fics off the internet years ago before you even saw this media and now it's become extremely difficult to see anything

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what the fuck

was i really taking too small of a ritalin dosage for the past 4 or more years. is that why i felt like despite being medicated + i could feel the meds having a degree of effects, it wasn’t actually helping my life overall and like the side effects/downsides practically cancel out the benefits (not because the negative effects were severe but because the benefits just didn’t feel like they helped to a degree that was actually useful)?

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artist in denial of being depressed: omg this 2 month long art block has been crazy... sorry i haven't updated any of my fics in a long while! it's just been super difficult to daydream! so weird that i've lost a little bit of passion for my current comfort character and ocs... this couldn't possibly have any implications or alternative explanations

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FUJO MIKU‼️

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"You're losing blood" no I know exactly where it is. The floor. Don't ever underestimate me.

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the problem is that I want to know everything in the world but also I can't seem to do my laundry when I'm supposed to, rendering me absolutely useless

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love when theres a character whose entire existence is spoiler tagged by default. go behind the curtain boy

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it's me and the four people on ao3 who understand my favorite character in the exact same way against the world

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I love that "Jiang Xi is the most beautiful man in the entire cultivation world" and "Xue Meng is primarily attracted to himself" are both fully canon information that exist. like at that point you might as well say Xue Meng is officially the most likely character to be susceptible to genetic sexual attraction